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turnipoddity · 9 months ago

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do u think youve ever drawn as much fanart for something else as you have for chainshipping now? ive kept up with your blog for years and it seems like chainship is the thing ive seen the most of from you by now :o

yeah… its so over for me i literally have hundreds of artworks of chainshipping…. It has never been this bad before

#pls pray for my sanity #give my sanity back #asks

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lotus-pear · 3 months ago

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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣

#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes #what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL #didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#“a persona users outfit reflects their desires and the manifestation of their persona” IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA??????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY #ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SEXY SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT #anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw that one #there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword 😭😭 stupid femboy twink😭😭#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you #anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again #imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage 💀💀#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #goro akechi #akechi goro #lotus draws

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 11 months ago

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Lap Pillow

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic.#WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is.#We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple.#Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain.#Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it.#I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj!#Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for.#For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping)#He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about.#LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic.#My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this

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zaerxa · 1 year ago

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Oh take me back (to the night we met)

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galactichoneybee92 · 10 months ago

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Not to sound like a boomer on main, because I love my phone- I do. But I really miss the day when I could hang out in public without having to hear everyone else's phones. I don't care if there are babies crying (because babies cry sometimes) or if other people are having conversations (because that's what people come to cafes and such to do) but hearing tinny little phone sounds blasting out loud out of their speakers drives me insane. I'm only in my 30's, why are you making me complain about how things were "back in my day" like I'm 80? Public phone noise is prematurely aging me. Send help.

#Complaining #Like an old lady #I'm not I swear #But also- Back in my day #*shakes fist at sky*#It's giving “Old man screams at cloud”#I am the old man #Only Im not a man Im a woman and instead of screaming at clouds im slowly having my sanity stolen by people watching videos on their phones #out loud in public spaces #Can we normalize not doing this?#Use headphones or something #Please- I beg of you #technology #cafe #coffee shop #writing #im just trying to write a fun little story i don't care whats happening on your phone #keep it to yourself

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dirtytransmasc · 9 months ago

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the Sully kids' reaction to Jake saying Spider "knew everything" breaks my heart.

they knew him better than anyone else, better than their parents. they knew his love for Eywa, for Pandora, for The People, for the clan, for their family. they knew he would never tell the RDA anything... not willingly at least.

they knew they were leaving because Spider would be tortured for information, he'd be forced to reveal their home, their plans, their numbers, their weaknesses. their brother would be tortured and they were being forced to leave him behind.

they knew they were being forced to find a new home, without their brother, because their dad knew he would be tortured.

#I like to think. for the sake of my sanity. Jake knew Spider would be loyal to them. that he would only blab once broken by torture.#anything else would kill me. the level of anger would be lethal.#but regardless. I think the kids would also need to believe the same thing. they *need* to think their dad has faith in their brother.#but back to the reactions themselves. the heartbreak and confusion on Kiri and Tuk's face. the way Lo'ak looks dissociated.#we can barely even see his face. but even Neteyam looks surprised and painted. even if its kept under a calm guise #(I will never let anyone convince me 'tey didn't love Spi. James. give us more about them please. more than these little crumbs)#they were just little kids and he was their big brother #he was Lo'ak and Kiri's best friend #Tuk was his baby #I feel it in my bones that Spi and 'tey were brothers with a complicated history. I know 'tey was scared to lose him.#I don't have proof but I know James is cooking up something with them #they would never believe Spider would just give them up. but that opens up their minds to so many things to think about #they had to be so scared for him and angry he was being left behind #(especially since in the comics Kiri. Lo'ak. and Tuk risk their lives to save him when he was kidnapped by Nash)#avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #kiri sully #lo'ak sully #tuk sully #tuktirey sully #neteyam sully #lo'ak #kiri #tuk #tuk tuk #tuktirey #neteyam

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soaps-mohawk · 7 months ago

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I can see the team going to the extreme after being told about the cameras. Suddenly they have a new place. Off base. Only Laswell knows where it is. Can't stick cameras in a place they don't know where it is!

I also think they would react as if they were the ones being filmed. She's pack. End of. A violation of her is a violation of the team.

#thank you for giving me an excuse to pull this bad boy back out #really though you'll just have to wait and see what happens #we'll find out soon what happens #I won't drag it out toooooo long #mostly just for my own sanity #and lack of ideas #answered #queue 06 #crcb spoilers

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maximura · 1 year ago

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#who is this guy #where did he come from #soobin #choi soobin #txt #tomorrow x together #why is he doing to me #this is a very specific attck on me and my fragile sanity #he gives good face and i never knew about it bc he's usually at the back #he's suddenly so hot to me and i'm mad about it #tw: flashing lights #tw: flashing gif

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cheesy-steak · 2 years ago

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Deep Sea Creature

#kanata shinkai #kanata #ensemble stars #enstars #watercolor #puka puka #kanata june #im back with more of em #im glad i didnt give up on this one #turned out quite nice #at the cost of my sanity

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mydream-synopsis · 4 months ago

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they're so cute im bubblewrapping them

#look at hairband tsuge!!!#sakura's slicked back hair will always have an insane grip on me and my sanity #his forehead is so cute #lemme give you a kith baby #wind breaker

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frenchfry99 · 5 months ago

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"Summer weather is at it's most! Get yourself a cold drink and keep your hats on, darlings! >BD 🌞🔥"

Zoom in for quality!

Bonus (real late) pride month thing I made of Daria and Sean! Lovebirds? Lovebugs? We've got one of each I dunno

Cropped vers cuz yeah!

#dudes.. I'm back at my bs #missed drawing my silly bug wife...#I should give her more weather based outfits.. her wardrobe is full of that whimsical stuff #like I need those cloud glasses & jumpsuit nowwww🗣️#welcome home #welcome home oc #original character #puppet oc #puppets #daria d. dragonfly #sean gull #oc #did the second doodle on magma ughh how do people draw here #mannn summer here is going crazy #just gonna evaporate at some point #gotta draw some queers to keep my sanity

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buumbaby · 1 year ago

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twink dancy for those who celebrate

#hugh dancy #this twink could destroy my life and id thank him (he has)#he took my sanity when he walked into my life and idek if i want it back #i really love this art style ive been doing lately btw #i think its here to stay!!#this art really tested my endurance i wanted to give up so much trying to get the likeness but now i have this angel so it was worth it #also i painted this at 2am and when i woke up new hugh dancy pics had dropped so i count that as manifestation #will graham #hannibal #illustration #artists on tumblr #twink

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daysandmoons · 1 year ago

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MY DEAREST 연인 (2023) EP. 01 // EP. 11

#my dearest #kdrama #kdramaedit #kdramadaily #kdramasource #namgoong min #mygif #m: my dearest #[nobody loves parallels more than hwang jin young and i'm very grateful for that]#[insane how both times he thinks of gil chae]#[but it has the completely opposite effect]#[in ep. 01 (meaning in the future) it gives him the will to persevere because he HAS to go back to her and see her again]#[and in ep. 11 it leads him to give up because he believes that even if he lives he won't ever be able to see her again...]#[do you hear it? the sound of me sobbing]#[the sound of my heart breaking]#[the sound of my sanity vanishing]

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someprettyname · 4 months ago

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Okay guys. Real talk. Now my whole family is here including my brother and my father. It just sucks so much. I want them leave real quick i can't even begin to tell you. So I'll be deleting discord and Tumblr and logging out of the account i use for this in general too to protect my privacy - meaning i might be COMPLETELY gone for a pretty long time. (though I'm hoping for this to be over within a week. Oh god. Please.) You'll see 0 to barely any activity from me, so I'm making this post to not worry y'all. I'm alive and I will come back, till then please pray for my sanity.

#God. Two men who give me a tough time under the same roof this might as well be hell for me.#But I'm gonna power through it all for you all okay? And isagi of course.#Because I gotta come back as your nami/Mira the little gremlin hehe #Please do pray for my sanity from these half human half monster manipulators.

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ef-1 · 11 months ago

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girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

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volivolition · 8 months ago

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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)

#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's #not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7 #chemi chats

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