#girl idk how to tag this thang

[passsionfish]

uhhh umm WOE DCA OC BE UPON YE mm oocean moon take m by the. moon lead me to the moon that you moon

my first actual dca oc phhdgjgdj the other was me as daycare attendant woo. so. yeah. i have a creature now. uhhh i dont have a name yet but here is. a sea themed moon critter that I love. funnily enough its um like kinda late now so. i will go eep now before moon decides to become real oop

also i have more doodles of it i uhh can post later.

[one-pump-chump]

the main trio not having canon heights beyond “roughly 6 foot” is boring until you remember that means you can do whatever you want with them. and all the people making trevor steven oggs height (6’3) are so good because Scary Guy but i have to say i find the idea of him being 5’10 very interesting

[abyssarts]

i've seen a misinterpretation of the caption on my dollhouse piece and like. i'm not upset about the misinterpretation but i do wanna clarify:

the "false sense of security" does not mean homura is intentionally causing harm to anyone (aside from the incubators). the world she created is fragile and was forged out of a desperation to protect those she loves, even if it means they'll all end up resenting her for her actions. any sense of normalcy or security they have while in homura's new world is literally false in that it's the result of memory manipulation, and the foundation of her world is on the brink of collapse at all times.

i fuckin love homura for all her flaws and bad decisions. i do not at all subscribe to the idea that she's evil in any sense of the word, but i also don't think she "had" to rewrite the universe in her own image, yknow? there were plenty of other ways she coulda protected madoka from the incubators' influence post-rebellion. the reason why she threw away her only chance at true happiness was because she had been pushed to her absolute limit during rebellion and was in no state of mind to be making good decisions

[the-cooler-king]

Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl

[sanjidysphoria]

Hi agi I'm obsessed with your tags under that tmi post you're my idol please tell us more about bow you ruined this man's life

you know what. theres 30 mins left so i will. so the reason i got with him was is very confusing and it was obviously out of revenge.

back to elementary school when i had a best friend named uhhhhhh kate (not her actual name). so kate and me we were epic bffs because no one else liked us. however for very different reasons. see kate was genuinely just fuckign irritating while i was emo. i kinda actually hated her ass but since i had no other friends i was like sigh this will do. we went to different highschools and i had a friend in another class named dave. now those two through me got to know each other and they started dating. i dont know how cuz again this girl was fucking annoying but anyway. fast forward two years i basically dropped her ass since i got lowkey popular in highschool because i was openly gay and the highschool had a weird straight gay ratio, like i swear everyone was closeted. again fast forward to last summer they break up because dave couldnt take the long distance thing. and kate hits me up. like every day. and i HATE her ass okay she made me miserable through elementary and now for some reason she thinks she can just traumadump on me every day, and i dont mean like "im sad today :(((" she GENUINELY texted me shit like im killing myself today. i called her mom btw i was so sick of her. and she wouldnt leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!! so i go hm. how can i make her not text me ever again. and she gave me a wonderful idea cuz one time she was bitching about how dave never even liked her he had a crush on me like whatever man i dont give a shit. im gay. but then... what if i wasnt. what if i stole her ex man and she came to hate me and blocked me everywhere. this is where my childhood best friend, andrew came into the equation. because see i was nt rlly friends with dave anymore but i knew they were best friends so if i used andrew i could get with dave! again im gay. im just fucking insane and evil. so we start hanging out and this one time me and dave get very close to hooking up but then he says aw man but ur gay. and in my mind im like yeag thats valid but how do i let him know that im not? so i tell andrew hey im bi thinking he would tell dave. he didnt though and one time we got very drunk and he was like can we make out and im like drunk so i go sure......... and then we started like being a thang lowkey but the funny thing is dave didnt back down like???????? and andrew was like super jealous the whole time and im pretty sure i ruined their bestfriendship whatever i kinda always thought they were in gay love idk. but then kate got the idea that me and dave were also a thing despite me being with the other guy and she actually did block me everywhere so the plan kinda worked idk lol thats the lore

[epiceneandroid]

thanks to @arco-pluris (who i have been admiring from afar and may have a (queer)platonic/amari/(theoretical) aesthetic attraction for based on my dreams of shem)'s reblog of @ryanyflags post questioning being transcis/cistrans/tris i'm actually myself questioning being trisqueer (as in trans(gender)queer and cis(gender)queer at the same time)

especially given that epicene, my MAIN gender and the main hosts' that share the "my gender" tag on this blog's genders as well as sprinkles' gender is technically (to me, and from arco-pluris' own definition from sheir blog defining how shey sees epicenity) a monomultiagender of both (male and female + male and female related genders + male and female centrigenders + in my view, masculine and feminine genders + masculine and feminine related genders + masculine and feminine centrigenders as well as androgyne, ambigender, femache, stuff like that), neither (i.e. every abinary, anonbinary, atrinary, etc. umbrella gender like neutrois, maverique, aporagender, outherine, xenogender/xenine (at least to me), kenochoric, and even other neogenders unrelated to these neithers, as well as stuff like ambigue, generique, gengender, etc that can't be sorted into these categories necessarily), and none (every single agender/genderless related gender i experience, such as agender, genderless, agenderless, gendervoid, arguably some kenochords, genderlussos, genderblank, gendernull, nullgender (those two are different), and i'm also either polygender or pxngenderfluidflux (aka, genderfluid between all and no genders and fluxing between them) and ALWAYS pxn aligned...i wonder if i could count as trisqueer in a cis-genderqueer sense AND a trans-genderqueer sense. i consider my modality mostly genderqueer and nonbinary, especially because though i'm physically unable to transition like i want to (i wanna go on t for the Namari Dungeon Meshi Voice Euphoria and also bottom growth but preferably i'd rather that thang and also the top thang to be swappable and like slideable like a chest/breast slider but that's another thing, but i don't want top surgery because i like my breasts and also i'm fat and i don't WANT to have to lose weight to get a flat chest), i consider my experiences neither fully cis in that i never was able to relate to other Fellow AFAB Experiences because of Autism and Adhd and Trauma and Ridiculously Early As Young As 1-4 Pediatric Ocd but i never found myself fully relating to cisgender boys either (i would say i find my experiences closely match transfem people both nonbinary and binary, but tbh i don't have a right to claim transfem because i'm not transitioning towards womanhood from a gender different to that, and i'm not fully and entirely a woman, and also trans woman isn't necessarily a third gender to most binary trans women though some transfeminine people can experience their gender as a third gender because imo some transmasculine people and generally nonbinary people do that too so who am i to judge). honestly, the closest even moreso than nonbinary or multigender transfem experiences is like...nonbinary/genderqueer or agender or like...generally not a man or a woman or all genders and none experiences. and also genderqueer experiences in general. i consider myself moreso...cisautigender? cisgenderless/cisagender? cisgenderqueer? because rather than being socialized as a cis girl, i feel like i was socialized as autigender in the "my gender is autism and less than genderless so my gender is considered nonhuman or even inhuman even because i'm autistic", or "because of my socialization i feel like i less grew up as a female to epicene, i feel like i'm more genderless to also epicene" or even "i feel like although genderqueer is one of my current genders, genderqueer is more of a cis experience for me than female is so isofemale cisgenderqueer isomale transepicene pxngender it is"

idk. i don't know how to explain all this word vomit. i still can't explain it. idk if these experiences necessarily line up with trisqueer or some other gender modality but if anyone can give me help i'd appreciate it.

[slaingelo]

extended bio below the cut as well as tags

FIRST OFF: I don't mind if you read my platonic art as romantic or romantic art as platonic.👍Enjoy and interpret my art however.

I read and appreciate all tags and additions <3

Ello. You can call me Angelo, or if you wanna use nicknames, Angie works. It/its, both fem and masc words, but no man/woman [ boy/girl is okay ]. absolutely no enby or they/them, you will be blocked. friends and mutuals can use he/she for me too, but if we're strangers, please don't. weird genderqueer thang, kinda multigender kinda genderfluid. star based words are okie too. If you're not sure about anything just ask.

My usual handle is "vamqiric" if it's available. However, I decided to use the url for my blog about running and updating my merch shop, @vamqiric. I still watermark my art here with that handle since it's easier for me.

I kinda post whatever art I want here. I like MCYT but I have a side blog for it, anything else is freegame for posting here. Mostly OCs or Nintendo shit.

Currently really into LoZ, especially the Four Swords manga and TP. I like Links Meet AUs. I will likely also post linkcest stuff at some point or another, frequency more or less depends on how much I draw [ especially vidow, if you consider that linkcest ] but it will be tagged accordingly.

Maybe sometimes suggestive stuff. Again, will be tagged.

Like what you like, I like what I like.

I have lots of struggles with interacting with fandom, so forgive me if I come across as aloof; I have lots of bad experiences. I'm trying here, okie? Still, don't hesitate to reach out if you want to talk about something! I promise I'm a good vampire that does not bite. I mean. Unless you want me too. Haha. Who said that.

My all time favourite game is Kid Icarus Uprising, my biggest bragging point is that I own a Dark Pit figma, all 3 kid icarus amiibos, and 2/3 of every kid icarus game [ uprising + of myths and monsters... trying to find the og! ]

oh also I stream sometimes ig idk. my twitch is vamqiricyt I have a vtuber model it's pretty cool.

I'm down for commissions and art trades, as well as situational requests [ like if it's for something I already actively draw ] so feel free to ask.

my personalised nightcore playlist

Tags for AUs and shit;

#four hoes au - small town farmers AU inspired by stardew valley. NAMED AFTER THE FARMING TOOL.....

#force gem of four au - magical girl au

[lakanakana]

rules: seven comfort films, seven people

also an additional personal rule: no anime because what am i? a weeb?

tagged by @abadbadbrujah

1. Computer Dreams (1988)

this fucking thang doesn't have any related gifs showing up in the gif search (fuck you aesthetic bloggers spamming in unrelated fucking tags) so have a youtube clip instead

Computer Dreams is basically just a collection of "latest tech and highest quality" CGI effects and animation from the time it was released. It's narrated by a woman that also had a role in the movie and tv series Max Headroom (gifs below) which was super popular at the time and idk just having a second grade celebrity tossed in just fits the vibe!!

The thing itself is actually pretty educational, brushing over some (very) basic level computer generated imagery tech and explains how the effects are done. There's also a clip made by NASA, showcasing their latest concept of a future Mars rover project and the narrator says that it will one day come true. They didn't even know that they only had to wait 8 more years until the first one was launched and that today we have more little (ok pretty large) critters going all over the place there and I'm just ugly sobbing rn

Fuck it I'll just link the entire thing here

2. Tron: Legacy (2010)

Continuing with the CGI theme, this is a sequel to a groundbreaking 80s CGI movie, Tron. The original movie is also pretty fun when you start recognizing how familiar all the stuff feels either because they're being referenced in later works, or because there really was just a small bunch of nerds that knew how to do this stuff and ended up accidentally carrying the entire industry on their backs.

Tron: Legacy itself is actually pretty trashy movie but goddamn is it pretty!!!!!

And the reason I'm picking it over the original is because it has Daft Punk in its soundtrack :>

3. Her (2013)

Now that you've probably realized that I'm down bad for CGI, you're ready for a movie about a guy who's down bad for a computer program.

Idk what to say here tho since my faceblind ass can't really follow non-animated stuff so um

4. Shrek 2 (2004)

honestly this movie serves pussy so hard nothing else needs to be said

5. Pelikaanimies (2004)

fUCK I spiraled right back into 3D CGI again so I'll pick something from my country because the CG animated movies from my country suck

My 5 y.o. ass wanted to bang this dude so hard oh my god and now I also have intense gender envy for him to top it off

girl you have ruined my life

6. Brother Bear (2003)

TH BG ARTISTS DIDN'T NEED TO GO THIS HARD AND YET THEY DID I COULD WATCH THIS FOREVER

7. Pacific Rim (2013)

big ass robots so cool so sexy

picking 7 latest rebloggers

@jeokinz @meggiscat @mansikka-wizard @kalmariini @enviousjam @sandutita @vesikasidesi

[thatoneghostcosplayer]

Again taking out the giant kist of reblogues but once again, thanks for the tag @imabookloverandafangirl

1. Team dog (cats flare up my anger issues)

2. Moutains

3. Hm...I have to say Ink Heart or the the whole The Best Marvel Heroes 60 books

4. I don't go out much but I suppose I would go to Italy since I'm an Italian descendant

5. Honestly bro? Rabbit leg. I almost cried when I discovered It was rabbit and not chicken

6. DarkFox: Being a bomb defuser and my red fox mask

Mod: For being and artist, youtuber and former singer

7. After the JK Rowling shit...Idk If I can enjoy It anymore

8. Literally nothing so far

9. Gotta be Snoopy, I still have the CD's

10. Artist or army

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My questions

1. If you could go back In time and change something, would you? If Yes, what?

2. What Is something you want to do but would never have the balls to actually do It (Tattoos for me)

3. If you could be reborn as something else, what would you be? (In my case, a red fox)

4. Movie you'd like to live In?

5. A media fandom you're part of but never touched the media Itself (like being In the call of duty fandom but never played cod)

6. An art style you wished to have besides your own

7. If you could cosplay/ dress up as someone/ In the way you want for with no costs, who/how would you cosplay/dress up as/like?

8. What merch you'd sell your soul for?

9. Someone you wish you'd look like/ be friends with (fictional or not)

10. A food that isn't good for you that you wish It did

Frenz

@creepingeva @galacticfox @tychos-huzband @sky-is-purple-because-i-said-so @console-pokeballs-rupees @checkerscharlie @literallyrousseau @konigsdiscordkitten @theboysfanficmaker @alternatejully132024 @cool-shi-n-thangs @2econd-of-1sts @kashifameen805 @max-love-cod @void-cat-draws @carpenoctxrn @sleepy--starss @fantasycuddles @diagnosedwitoverthinking @oh-to-be-a-girl @hauntedparadisepanda @vonundzuschnuerschuh @woofzy-the-flowery-sheep-dragon @kookiekult @masaroisu26 @basmadaqqa @infected-fungi-person @captaztec @lovingenthusiastcrown777 @majikklown @2009-ghost @prometheus2007-deactivated20250 @azstotic @why-rock-look-tasty-if-no-eat @absolutelyzoned @sergeant-rhythm @aliceinwonderland-5678 @hiro--aoki @violetlight @stalkerofstuff @twoarrsandonesea @simpledrafts @froggyreader @internallyscreamings @n0nesence @supplesnack

Ten questions to ask a mutual

Instructions: prev asks ten questions and you answer them, then ask ten new ones and tag ten people to keep the chain going! I’ll go first

What is the weirdest thing you’ve eaten? (For me it’s the time I accidentally drank ants)

do you like purple or green more? (For me it’s a 50/50 I love them both)

what is your favorite two color color combo? (For me it’s purple and gold)

are you a cat or dog person? (Dogs 100%)

what is your favorite painting (Miranda by John William Waterhouse)

Mountains or beaches? (Mountains)

what’s your favorite dessert? (Lemon bars)

are you right or left handed? (Right but I used to be left handed)

salty or sweet? (Sweet)

summer or winter? (Winter)

I’m tagging 11 people but it’s whatever

@wra1th-k1ng

@bladevoyager

@tragedyanddust

@kindred-spirit-93

@urfavgreekmythnerd

@sickneurotic

@ry-diggity

@we-are-but-dead-stars

@thestarryfalls

@tamaruaart

@hermesmoly

[itsalwaysdark]

under the cut bc it is relating to The thang rhat happened yesterday. so umm. idk how to tw it. i thought some very scary stuff happened to my body but none of it actually did but i talk abt it a bit in detaul and its a bit gruesome . and i rambled abt it in the tags for a bit so dont read those either if u r squeamish Andor just dont want to hear abt that rn . apologies

in hindsight now im calming down a bit it is like. funny in a sad way that while i was literally Convinced that my rib had punctured my lung and also my heart and blood was filling my entire body. i Kept on asking the paramedics Is this gonna be really expensive . im sorry. um is this ambulance gonna cost a lot . and when my mom got to the room i kept crying and saying sorry in between my literal gasping for breath and gagging on what i was convinced was blood and uncontrollable shaking bc i was rly rly rly terrified it was going to cost her a lot of money . bit funny. where r your priorities girl...

[lezlieshay]

fics i will never write : "darlin', hey, your voice really carries." aka the country musician / hs sweethearts straight out of a country song au.

[albed-hoe]

I fuckin' feel ya bro, whenever i search for some Fandom/Characters x male or gn reader the thing that appears is always FEMALE. And whenever i read some fanfics and the gender was not hashtagged or mentioned, then suddenly i saw a "pretty girl" "lady" "woman" "girly" and "she, her" in the middle of reading, it's just so disappointing and frustrating. I'm honestly suffocating of lack of x male reader. Btw.. I just want to say you did a really great job at your writings, i love it all, i love how you make fanfics for male like us, thank you. And uh.. Good luck on your school bro! Also get some rest and clear your mind. Amazing writers like you need some rest too❤️

Ahaaa yeah it's always kind of a slap in the face when the gender isn't mentioned at the start, then you expect it to be gn only to be hit with the character just absolutely destroying your pussy😃

No hate to female reader authors out there, keep doing your thang!😼 But please remember to properly tag your works with the appropriate gender! (More utc)

Another thing I find annoying is making a fic gendered (of course it's always a female pronoun) for literally no reason?? (Oh and not tagging it as female reader, as usual!) Like seven eighths of the fic is second person (you/yours) and then out of nowhere it just switches to third person and refers to you as she... Or the character refers to you as she/her while talking to somebody. Idk I'm just ranting about the same thing ig...

ANYWAYS, enough with being mad, TYSM FOR THE COMPLIMENTS🥰💞💞 They mean the world to me, and thank you everyone for reading my stuff!! I'm also kinda flooding the male reader tags with ranting (since there are only like 3 posts a week in them big sad), sorry y'all :(

I really hope that I am able to regain the motivation to write again, and just ignore stuff that I don't like. It's hard to ignore things that iritate us but it is how it is ig...

[maddiewritesstucky]

Ok ok ok so this isn't exactly jock 'verse related but it also kinda is & I need 2 tell u or I might explode 🤣🤣🤣 its legit a perfect fanfic trope but irl

So, my university has fraternities like a lot do BUT there's this dude (he's in a few classes with me) & this dude is just a Frat. Bro. thru & thru. He loves his frat & would likely die 4 those boys. Idk literally anything else about him besides the fact that he knocked a girl up his freshman yr & now, just, brings his kid everywhere. 2 zoom meetings & 2 in person classes (according 2 my friend) when we had them 😅

but wait

it gets Better.

I learned today when we were sharing about ourselves that his "frat name" (idfk how that shit works😂) has transitioned from a pun on his last name 2 just- D A D D Y

All the other dudes just. call. him. daddy.

YES HE IS A LITERAL FATHER BUT Y?

y are so many frats so straight that they loop back 2 being gay?

NONNIE I AM BESIDE MYSELF 🤣

Literally everything about this is fucking incredible!?

Being one of those dudes who probably ends up getting matching ‘bros in, bros out’ tattoos with The Boys™️ by the end of college? Impeccable 👌

This very same bonafide FratBro rocking around with a baby? DELICIOUS 👏

You already had me, Nonnie, but then you go and heap on the fact that there’s a group of young adult men casually walking around referring to this man as DADDY?!?

T R A N S C E N D E N T 🙌

This might be the best story I’ve ever heard to be honest. And you know what, as for the relevance to JockVerse? I think this fits right in, and I’m gonna go ahead and tag my girl @rainbowsandcoconut here because you’ve probably just made her day by prompting me to write this, Nonnie.

Consider, if you will:

Bucky having to take care of his 6 month old niece on short notice, on a day when he can’t afford to skip class. It’s a short day for him, only one morning lecture then a team meeting, so he just...brings her with him

In a baby carrier, strapped to his front, so he can still carry his backpack and have his hands free

He doesn’t make a big deal about it, and no one in his lecture takes issue because she sleeps pretty much the entire way through

But when he walks into the meeting and his teammates clock his situation?...

“I knew this day would come! I knew Barnes was gonna knock someone up!”

“How could you not tell us you had a spawn? I thought we were friends, man!”

“Jesus, she looks exactly like you.”

(That one’s accurate - this kid is all Barnes, dark hair and slate eyes and perfect little Cupid’s bow)

“Nah, this is our new linebacker,” Bucky lifts her out of the carrier and grabs her blanket out of his backpack, spreading it on the floor to let her stretch her little body out

She’s a pretty chill little person so she’s unconcerned by the bunch of jacked up football players all kinda crowding around, she just looks at them all in turn, babbling a quiet assessment of the situation to herself

Steve and Coach Fury walk in at the same time, and they both do a double take - Fury, because “why is there a goddamn baby on my floor?” and Steve, because Bucky’s hands - those grabbing, pinning, shoving, spanking hands that he’s so intimately familiar with - are now very gently slipping a tiny sock onto a tiny foot

“Barnes is playing Daddy!” Clint oh so joyously informs them, and Fury just kinda shakes his head and mumbles something about how he’s ‘been waiting for some bullshit like this’

Bucky explains his situation, and Steve doesn’t say much of anything, but his face is doing a whole lot of something. There’s no time to examine that though, because Fury is getting the meeting underway

It all goes pretty much as normal, except this time when Bucky’s running his mouth about how they’re gonna fucking obliterate the opposing team at the upcoming playoff, he’s doing it with a baby in his arms and his fingertips drawing soft, absent patterns over her belly; occasionally cupping his hands over her teeny ears when his verbiage gets a little more colourful

Steve does not know what to do with the duality of this

Since when does Bucky know how to do shit like one-handed prep a bottle of formula? Where the fuck is this soft-ass smile coming from? Why is Steve’s gut doing weird swoopy flippy stuff every time Bucky quietly coos “oh, you think so?” to his niece’s incomprehensible little sounds?

Crisis 2.0 comes when Clint insists on referring to Bucky as ‘Daddy’ for the entirety of the meeting, even after Bucky points out the inaccuracy, because in Clint-logic it would apparently be “way too fuckin’ weird to call you ‘uncle’”

This is not a kink Steve has ever considered before, it’s certainly not one he and Bucky have played around with, but fuck if his body isn’t doing some Thangs at hearing that title used on Bucky. His throat gets inexplicably dry every time, and a few strangled sounds make their way out when he’s not quick enough to catch them

He knows it’s not lost on Bucky, he can feel Bucky looking at him every time Clint drops the D word, but Steve can’t bring himself to return that stare

It’s a miracle Steve survives this maelstrom at all, to be honest. It’s making him think entirely too hard, and he doesn’t want to think when it comes to Bucky. The whole point of them is that they don’t have to think

He disappears pretty quick after the meeting, and it doesn’t go unnoticed, but Bucky decides to be gracious this time and let it slide...

...At least, he does until the next time he’s putting Steve through the headboard, when he just can’t help but tuck his smug grin right up against Steve’s ear, and purr “...gonna come for your Daddy?”

[blackfemmecharacterdependency]

BFCD Reviews by Nesha: The School for Good and Evil

Per Wikipedia:  The School for Good and Evil is a 2013 fairytale fantasy novel written by Soman Chainani. The first novel in The School for Good and Evil series and Chainani's debut novel...

Per Nesha: I want to say, since I looked this up that I tried to think, “You know, perhaps some of the issues I have with this book are due to it being this person’s debut novel. Lord knows that I hate my book, and it isn’t reflective of my later or current work. Hell, it took so long to get it published, it isn’t even reflective of what my work was whenever it finally came out. So, I wanted to try to take that into consideration as I reviewed this book and to sort of... be gentle for that... 

But then again, I am who I am and I keeps it real, so if I drag this muffugga, I drag this muffugga, because there definitely was things to drag this person for, amidst the things to enjoy about this book. So. Let me get to it, Guh. (Includes Spoilers, if you ain’t read).

One day, I’ma make a general post to link this disclaimer instead of always copying and pasting: 

Disclaimer for somebody who stumbled across this post because of the fandom tags - I am an independent partaker of this content, not “part of the fandom,” and my audience in particular is NOT for everybody. SO: If you may have been criticized in the past for casual racism, tone deafness to Black women’s concerns or accused of misogynoir or antiblackness, leave now. If you don’t like cussing, AAVE, general ratchetness and mean lesbian energy, you too might wanna go. A bitch can be eloquent, but I type like I talk, at times, so it is what it is and I don’t curate for kids, dudes, or nonblacks. That’s just what that is.

First and foremost, whenever I first started reading this, I definitely presumed this was a white author. I was like, “Chile, white women need to get it together with the way that they hype theyselves up in these thangs...” Niggas and friends, would you believe that this happened to not be a white woman writing this book at all but this man:

Who writes like a white woman. That’s all I know about this man. Idk where he from, what his family like, nothing. What I can tell you is that THIS book that I read, The School for Good and Evil, felt like some stuff a white woman wrote. And with this white woman reading and his white woman seeming writing, it just felt like whiteness in action, a big portion of the time.

I’m kind of glad that in the book itself, there weren’t actually any prominent Black characters. Unfortunately, this will not be the case for the movie and MY GOD, I hope this is one of those situations where they just change shit willynilly, because if they do not, the optics will be SHIT, Buddy.

First off, I don’t comprehend why so many of the prominent characters are white, and you KNOW that they’re white, because this mans HARPS on it. The most beautiful girls are white. The most beautiful women are white. The girls of color mentioned are barely described. Blink and you miss it. I don’t trust white writers who write POC, because they usually are bad at it, so from jump. But, I have found that even less, I trust POC who tell stories for white people.

I don't understand why we get these long descriptions of all the folk with blond hair and light colored eyes. I just do not. That's not even how you look, so why you so obsessed, dude? Anyway.

Aside from this fixation, I found the relationship dynamics unsatisfying. Like. I got that Sofie and Agatha were foils and that was fine, that they had a complicated relationship. But. I don't understand why 1. Teddy wanted Sophie so bad in the first place. 2. Why Agatha started wanting Teddy. 3. Why Agatha valued Sophie friendship so damn much when it was always obvious that she didn't care as much.

They didn't really give me chemistry or the proper energy for the feelings that they was feeling. None of them. Sophie feelings made the most sense, even though she's the most insufferable character. She's the worse, but she made the most sense, and she was at her best whenever she actually seemed to remember that she cared about Agatha... which was not a lot.

But, dammit if they didn’t draw me in at the end when Agatha’s true love’s kiss brought her back from the dead. All I wanted this entire book was for Sophie to love Agatha back. For Agatha to be enough for Sophie to AT LEAST give a genuine care about her. But, whenever we saw that she didn’t even cut for Tedros like that, her alleged “ever after...” then I was like, Okay... It’s a Sophie issue. She really ain’t shit. And she wasn’t. But, there is hope in the end. There is hope that perhaps she might try in the future, that maybe she really realized how good she had it having Agatha.

NOW. Here is how I came into contact with this story: The upcoming School for Good and Evil movie, which will have some color in it, including BFCD faves Sofia Wylie and Kerry Washington... Nah...

I cannot express to y’all the level of disservice it will do me as a whole ass nigga if this movie keeps the dynamics of the relationships in this book. The fucking optics will be terrible if we see this young girl of color wanting nothing more to be close to this blond white girl and love her and value their friendship while she’s used and unappreciated for the bulk of their relationship. Like. if you were going to stick to the book, the absolute worst thing you coulda did was cast a white Sophie and not a white Agatha. OR. you could make both of they asses Black/ish. As a general fucking rule, you oughtta never have foils of a different race unless that’s what the story is about, because most of creators just ain’t skilled enough to pull it off without it looking fucked up.

EVEN. WHEN. The moral is that Agatha was the princess all along. Idc idc idc. The imagery will be musty and I hope they decided to fix that whilst in the process of diversifying this white beauty worshipping landscape (it’s 30 chapters and they probably mention the diversity in that thang like 3 times, mention maybe 4 characters with dark skin of some sort, and a couple of those were monstrous characters), so... I mean. Maybe ol’ boy doing better currently. Do whatever background he came outta got a sunken place? Idk, but he was in it when he wrote this thing. Ass ain’t even made a prominent prince in his image.

Anyway. Book is AIGHT, but ended on a cliffhanger, so I kinda have to go to the next to see if somebody got they shit together. I don’t recommend it as a read, but I had and okay time here and there in the process. I am not the target audience, basically. And that’s fine. I will not be liveblogging or reviewing the next one. I just wanna know what happened after true love’s kiss to be honest. Idgaf about this series. Lol. We’ll see how I feel about the movie later.

[papa-evershed]

Tagged by the lovely @anna-hawk (Jon fandom is extremely lucky to have you BTW ♥)

1. Why did you choose your url?

Yes I just used this as an excuse to change back because I’ve been meaning to do it and I’m lazy. It started as a joke with friends that I worshiped Jon much like some folks worship Jesus and almost immediately I told them “Yep, gonna make a Tumblr URL from this” 🤷��♀️

2. Any side blogs?

None that I use

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

Since July 2012 according to my archive

4. Do you have a queue tag?

Nope. Keeping up with a queue just seems like more work and who has the energy for that? I just like stuff I wanna reblog at some point and eventually when I’m bored I go look at my likes and reblog the shit.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

My sister had also just made one and I wanted to get in on the action for access to Michael C. Hall and Dexter related stuff and thangs.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

He’s beautiful

7. Why did you choose your header?

Same reason, he’s beautiful.

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

This gifset of Jon on Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt. (which just proves we all want more softer Jon content)  Also my dumbass had to google how to find my post with the most notes lmao and if anyone else is interested use this website

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No idea!

10. How many followers do you have?

Iunno, l got some

11. How many people do you follow?

I don’t feel like closing this to look but I think it’s about 300ish

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

I’m not entirely sure what qualifies as a shit post but lbr, any text written by me is a shit post.

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

Some days a lot, other days I don’t even look at it

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once?

I’ve been dragged very hard for my thirst tags, one girl even had to go all the way to Twitter to CaLl Me OuT and there was definitely an explosion of shit because of her actions. IDK? Is that a fight? I get yelled at a lot by the purity police on Tumbly. I used to anyway. Now I just don’t have the mental energy to care enough to thirst tag anything, maybe I’ll find my groove again tomorrow. Or never.

15. How do u feel about “u need to reblog this” posts?

The second I read any variation of that phrase I scroll without even finishing the rest. IDGAF.

16. Do you like tag games?

I actually really love reading other people’s answers especially when the questions are something a bit different, ya feel?

17. Do you like ask games?

Same answer. (keeping @anna-hawk‘s answer)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

You’re all famous to me. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

There are a lot that I’m genuinely inspired by for a variety of reasons! ♥

tagging: YOU if you’re reading this and want to do it. For serious. Just put that I tagged you because I am and I want to read everyone’s answers, thanks.

[wickymicky]

wickymicky’s Top Ten Kpop Songs of 2020

6: NCT 127 - Kick It

The only boy group song in my top 10. That’s kind of surprising to me, because I listened to a lot more boy groups this year than I did last year. But this is how it’s worked out, I suppose. Boy groups need to step up their game. I could have easily just made this a “top ten girl group songs of the year” list, and swapped this song out for another girl group comeback and kept the other 9 songs in this list exactly the same, but idk, I do wanna talk about Kick It lol. So here we are. 

NCT were a huge part of this year for me. I had been wanting to get into them for a while, and in late February/early March I decided to really dive into their music, or 127’s at least. I knew they had a comeback coming soon, so I thought it was the perfect time. And clearly... yeah lol, it was. I didn’t even know NCT 2020 was coming at the end of the year haha, nobody did, but man I really picked the perfect year to get into them, huh? 

Not only is Kick It a great song with interesting experimental production (like most great 127 title tracks), it also really did wonders for them. They were already popular of course, and I’m not sure if Kick It is their biggest song ever, but it’s certainly one of the most iconic songs of the year. Pretty much every group out there has covered it, either as a full cover or just as an excerpt of the chorus choreo on a variety show or in a vlive lol. It was a phenomenon this year. I think it totally deserves it too. Listening to it just makes you feel cool as fuck. I don’t even care that some of the lyrics are kinda dumb haha, that’s something I got used to with NCT. “Lemme introduce you to some new thangs” would have been something I thought was too dumb last year, and would have turned me off of the song the same way that some of the dumber lines in Simon Says or Cherry Bomb turned me off of those songs (though I love both of them immensely now). By the time Kick It came out though, that wasn’t really an issue with me anymore. I was on board immediately. I expected it to be dumb. I craved it. IMO that’s how you enjoy 127’s music the most haha. Just lose yourself in the vibe, don’t worry about what these dudes are saying lmao. Go crazy aaaa go stupid aaaaaaaa

Anyway, yeah, god this song is great. I love how it never does the same thing the same way twice. There is so much variation throughout it, and it’s all satisfying. I know some fans are fans because of the members / other more mild songs from the group, like bsides and stuff, and may or may not really be on board with their more noisy and experimental title tracks, but those are why I’m a fan lol. I crave the noise. I like hearing things that don’t sound like anything else. And there really was not any other kpop song this year that sounded like Kick It.

links to the rest of the list: 10 - Fiesta (Izone) 9 - Crossroads (GFriend) 8 - Assa (Cignature) 7 - Boca (Dreamcatcher) 6 - Kick It (NCT 127) 5 - Cool (Weki Meki) 4 - La Di Da (Everglow) 3 - Mago (GFriend) 2 - Tag Me (Weeekly) 1 - Scream (Dreamcatcher)