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"The Beating Heart"
The thing about scars is that they reveal a story to the observant onlooker. And this one tells the most fascinating tale. Between the location and the amount of scar tissue, itâs not hard to figure out that this wound was meant to be lethal. And Khoa knows of only one weapon that can leave such distinct markings. This kid had his throat slit by a batarang. Khoa wants to know who got Batman to finally try and break his number one rule.
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Characters: Jason Todd, Minhkhoa Khan, Bruce Wayne
Relationships: Jason Todd/Minhkhoa Khan
Additional Tags: Jason Todd is Red Hood, Bruce Wayne is Batman, Developing Relationship, Friends With Benefits, Alcohol, Human Trafficking, Torture, Murder, Temporary Character Death, Serious Injuries, Identity Reveal, Secret Identity, some descriptions of a rotting corpse (it's minor, but still)
#willow writes fic#new ship whooo!!!#i'm calling it now#this ship is called âMeet Your Makerâ and I accept no criticism thank you#i can also accept âkhoddâ and âghosthoodâ#jaykhoa#jason/khoa#meet your maker#khodd#ghosthood#i have a thing for rarepairs can you tell?#jason todd#red hood#minhkhoa khan#ghostmaker#bruce wayne#batman#dc#red hood and the outlaws
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i just watched the new ghostbusters movie and. phoebe and melody were so gay
#fellas is it gay to give the object tying you to this mortal plane to a girl you met 2 days ago in your last moments of ghosthood.#ghostbusters frozen empire
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*Gets on my soap box in front of the crowd ready to be pelted with rotten tomatoes and holds a megaphone to my lips*
If the CBS Ghosts writers had any guts the one who got sucked off would be Isaac
*I open my arms and close my eyes awaiting the tomatoes like christ on the cross*
#ignore me#ghosts cbs#isaac higgintoot#the writing possibilities#the fact that it makes sense with him making the conscious decision to propose to nigel#reaching that moment of perfect catharsis hes been waiting for his entire ghosthood#hetty and nigel being left alone to pick up the pieces of themselves with that anymosity still hanging between them#i know yall would hate it#but goddamn is it the right decision writing wise
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??? How do youn lose a ghost??? Come onu.
You forget to care about him and cherish her.
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this is why i dont touch that fandom though bc i swear theres been too many occasions where i just rant about what the text itself says and then someone on tumblr gets irrationally angry about it and "the curtain is just blue"'s me. what the hell do you even mean that it's an AU. what else do you think it means that it's made abundantly clear in explicit detail that shi wudu switched sqx and he xuan's fates? what do you think that means? it fucking means that the fates they ended up with belonged to the other person. it isn't just that he xuan was meant to be a god. that's only one half of the switch.
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Birds and wings and hope Part 13
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Danny had thought hat if he finished with Frostbite early that he would spend a few days in the zone to catch up with some of the other ghosts. He hadnât wanted to with the wings. It wasnât that Danny was ashamed of the wings, not from the fact of having different features, but Frostbite had seemed certain that Danny was in a heavily mutable state right then. The more people that knew Phantom with wings, the more likely they were to stick as they cemented in consciousness and identity.
Or something like that.
Danny had a whole stack of reading tucked away in his chest to go through later.
Just wanting time alone, Danny had given himself somewhere between an hour and a day (time was hard to tell in the zone) to sulk among the sparks and dust that were long dead stars before forced himself to get a grip and go home. He was an adult for, well, him sake he guessed. He could deal with this.
The reading set on the left side of the coffee table with a fresh notebook next to it. It wouldnât do to mix up this work with his actual work, so Danny was sure to pick out one with a green cover from the stash that he kept on hand of his favorite dot patterned paper notebooks. Heâd draw a blob ghost or something on it later. A few color pens and a highlighter joined the little pile, set in a battered and chipped Amity Park tourist trap mug.
Sam had gotten it for Danny as a present due to the so hideous it was funny caricature of Phantom on it.
On the right side of the coffee table went a box of protein bars, electrolyte drinks, suckâem candies, and Dannyâs well stocked pill container. He moved the coffee table a little closer to the couch, turned the TV on to a playlist of Mythbuster episodes, and made sure he had his favorite blanket in hand before he transformed back.
And fuck that hurt. Pain shot up Dannyâs back, radiating up through his shoulders, and shooting along his Lichtenberg scars so intensely that they burned. Danny collapsed inelegantly onto the couch with a defeated whimper.
Maybe it was the wings? Did having a different set of limbs as a ghost cause transfered muscle aches to his human form? He didnât even have muscles as a ghost, not really, but the mind was a very powerful thing and not even Frostbite was entirely sure of how exactly the two parts of a halfa effected each other.
After the worst of the pain had dulled slightly, Danny managed to toss back his medication (missing doses while Phantom never did him any good) and pulled the candies close enough that he could use them as a distraction for his senses. Slowly the muscle relaxant worked its magic and Danny became a boneless lump. The episodes of Mythbusters idly distracted him as he just let his thoughts drift over what Frostbite had said.
Frostbite was sure that there had to be a reasonâ or severalâ that Dannyâs form had shifted into a bird and after retained the wings still. Frostbite felt the first step to this all, if Danny was determined to either control or to get an understanding of where this all was going, was to understand the subconscious or symbolic particulars of the change.
The why Frostbite felt was clear: Danny had been without a haunt for too long now. Yes, he accepted, the pollen may have certain accelerated matters (hence the full bird then and only the wings now), but Frostbite was admit that the change wouldnât have been occurring at this stage if Phantom had still been the protector of Amity Park.
Phantom had a purpose in Amity Park. Phantom was a protector and guardian. That guardianship extended to a very limited range. Now that Amity Park was many, many years behind him and Danny was living in a place already full of its own protectors, the Phantom part of Danny was left adrift which allowed for this new stage of ghosthood.
Why couldnât his ghost half just be happy with a nice long nap?
âFuck you, Phantom,â Danny grumbled as he watched a car be vaporized upon impact on the screen. Idly Danny wondered if he could get an object up to that speed if he flew fast enough.
Several hours and several protein bars later, Danny was managing to sit up enough to start going through some of the reading Frostbite had sent and make notes. Two more episodes and delivered Indian food later, Danny scrawled on the top of a fresh page âThe Subconscious & Symbolic Particulars of Wingsâ.
Why on earth and beyond did he have wings?
âFlyingâ, Danny wrote first and then as many reasons he could think of why he loved flying from the freedom of it to space to the way that it felt to move through a cloud. âFreedomâ branched off into movement and escape and getting to become his own person without the weight of Amity. âGravityâ and âIdentityâ sprawled into transformation and his death and the million of ways that it had changed everything about his life.
It was hard to think about.
Danny turned the page.
âWingsâ. Wings and feathers. Birds. Pigeons and crows and ducks and robins. And Robins. Biblically accurate angels who created the cosmos. Hope. And always hope.
ââHopeâ is the thing with feathers â â
Hope and Robins and Bats.
And always hope.
Was Gotham his haunt?
Was he the thing with feathers?
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AN: shhhhh I've been writing as my wind down before sleep. Also special prize for @stoiczee. I promise we'll see more batfam next part. Danny just needed some time to react!
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UNFINISHED BUSINESS
pairing. sasappis x ghost!reader
summary. (requested) as the two youngest ghosts at woodstone, you and sasappis understood each other and your laundry lists of unfinished business. at the top of the list for both of you? falling in love
warnings. dead!reader, fem!reader, mentions of death, sad sasappis, happy ending!!
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âGood morning!â you greeted cheerfully as you entered the living room where the rest of the ghosts were hanging out, lounging and waiting for todayâs adventure to spring to life. Usually, when you awoke, you could gauge how the day would go from the looks on their faces. More often than not, they were a little bored as they awaited to see what Sam and Jay had on the agenda for the day, but today was slightly different. When you greeted them, the looks on their faces were a mix of boredom, worry, and confusion.Â
âThere you are,â Hetty said, standing up with a small huff. âIs Sasappis with you?âÂ
You furrowed your brows. âNo, why?âÂ
âWe not know where he is. We thought he with you,â Thorfinn said, looking slightly distressed at his seemingly missing friend.Â
It wasnât possible though for Sasappis to be missing. If he had been sucked off, or passed on to whatever awaited you after ghosthood, someone would have seen it. And it wasnât like ghosts could wander off the property. You thought for a moment, longer than it should have taken you to realize just where Sass had run off too.Â
âIâll get him,â you said, starting toward the back door. The other ghosts began following you, but you paused and turned to look at them. âUm, maybe I should talk to him first.âÂ
You hadn't known Sass the longest, not by a couple hundred years, but the two of you had bonded as the youngest ghosts to haunt Woodstone. All of them had unfinished business, thatâs why you all were stuck in the mansion, but you and especially Sass had so much unfinished business that it felt overwhelming at times. That was when youâd each need to get away from everything to mull it over. But as you quickly learned, mulling it over alone was even more isolating. Then, one day you stumbled upon Sass sitting alone by the large pond on the property. From that point on, whenever the two of you felt extra jaded about your untimely deaths, youâd find yourself by the lake with each other, slightly soothed by each other's company.Â
There were protests from the other ghosts, except Thor. He knew Sass the best since they had been dead together the longest. He stepped forward and placed a heavy hand on your shoulder, offering you a nod before he turned around and did his best to explain to the others why it was best that you go speak to Sass first. While he did that, you slipped outside and headed toward the lake.Â
You found Sass in his usual spot, with his feet pulled up to his chest and his chin resting on his knees.Â
âHey,â you greeted quietly, as to not scare him, before you sat down beside him on the slightly overgrown grass.Â
He offered you a weak smile in return before his gaze returned to the rippling water. The rising sun glittered across the surface and it bathed everything in a warm orange glow.Â
âEveryone was worried about where you ran off too,â you said. âI think they thought you got sucked off or something.âÂ
Sass shook his head. âLike thatâll happen.â The edge in his voice made you frown. âIâm never leaving this place.âÂ
âYou donât know that,â you said, gently.Â
He laughed bitterly. âIâve been here 500 years and still have unfinished business. I donât think Iâll ever finish it all. It's not like it was one thing I wanted to do; I had everything left to do.â And it wasnât fair. All of the ghosts at Woodstone had potential in their lives, lots of it, but died before they reached it. But Sass, one of the youngest at the mansion, had his whole life ahead of him. He had hardly started it before he passed, and after five hundred years it was probably hard to see a point of even trying to continue completing any unfinished business in a world so different than the one youâd been alive in.Â
There was little you could say to make him feel better. Instead, you scooted closer to him and placed an arm around his shoulder. Like second nature, he shifted his head from his knees onto your shoulder, melting into your side as you both kept your gaze on the lake. You stayed like that together for a while, until the sun had risen, and the sky was a brilliant, cloudless blue. Only after that did he lift his head and turn towards you with a small, sheepish smile on his lips as he rubbed his eyes.Â
âSorry,â he muttered. âI didn't mean to dump that all on you. I justâŚâ he trailed off with a sigh. âItâs just nice having someone who understands.âÂ
You brushed a couple of rouge pieces of hair from his forehead and smiled. âDonât apologize. Thatâs what Iâm here for. We both have unfinished business, a lot of it, but at least we died on the same property. I think that makes up for some of it, us getting to beâŚfriends.â Friends didnât quite feel like the right word. What you and Sass had was more than just friendship, it was a connection that no one else really understood. You were still practically just kids who had died on the verge of their lives starting and you were trying to figure it out.
Sassâs expression became unreadable for a moment before it turned into a small smile. âYeah. Friends.â He stood up and offered you his hand before pulling you to his feet. Together, you walked back to the mansion, where Sass was swept up in whatever daily plan the other ghosts had to keep their boredom at bay. You, however, broke off from the group and found yourself in front of the series of photographs that Sam had put up along the upstairs hallway. She said it was a little homage to the ghosts of Woodstone, some of them anyway. She had found old photographs abandoned in the basement from the many lifetimes of Woodstone. There was a family portrait of Hetty that Sam had smartly cropped in the frame not to include Elias. There was a photo of Alberta on stage and a hand-drawn photo of Isaac and his regiment that Jay found for a couple bunks on something called E-Bay. It was sweet, you thought. There was even a photograph of you when you were a little girl at your aunt's wedding that took place at Woodstone ages ago. In the picture, you stared up at the bride with a stary gaze full of admiration and hope that one day youâd fall in love and have a wedding of your own.Â
The list of your unfinished business was long, but near the top of the list was to fall in love. Youâd come close in your lifetime, a couple of times, but you had died before anyone became serious enough to plan a wedding. As a ghost, you still sometimes felt like the little girl in the photograph, captured by the idea of love with a dream to feel it yourself. As foolish as it was, you still held out hope that it would still happen to you. How, you werenât sure. But the large and bleeding heart of the little girl you had once been still existed inside of you, underneath cobwebs.Â
âThere you are,â a voice came from behind you. âWeâre about to play charades.âÂ
You threw a glance over your shoulder as Sasappis approached you, seemingly in better spirits than earlier. âI might pass today,â you replied.Â
He stepped in line beside you, nervously playing with the beads on his clothing out of habit. âI didnât bum you out earlier, did I? Because Iâm sorry if I did-âÂ
You cut him off with a shake of his head. âStop apologizing for how you feel, SassâÂ
âSorry-â You shot him a look and he sighed, hanging his head. âWhat I mean is, I didnât want my bad mood to rub off on you.âÂ
âThere was a lot on both of our lists,â you said, earning a slightly confused look from him. âOur list of unfinished business. There was a lot we both wanted to do. I really wanted to fall in love like my aunt in this picture. Look how happy she looks.â Your aunt was practically glowing beside her partner, dressed in white with a look of pure admiration and love that one could feel radiating off of the framed photo.Â
He gazed at the photo for a moment. âYou looked happy too.âÂ
âI was. I remember that the whole day here felt like a dream. Thatâs why I came back a couple of years later. I didnât know Iâd end up dying here. though.âÂ
After a beat of silence, Sass said, âIt was on my list too, falling in love. Well, technically I was but I was too scared to tell her. Then I died and that was that.â
âLooks like we both fell short there, huh,â you said, laughing breathily in an attempt to lighten the mood.Â
Sassâs brows furrowed and he pressed his lips together in a thin line as he stared at a spot on the floor for a prolonged moment. âMaybeâŚOrâŚâ He snapped his gaze upwards, falling onto you. âCan I say something that might be, uh, a little crazy?âÂ
You smiled. âWeâre ghosts living in a haunted house, Sass. There isnât much you can say that could be crazier than that.âÂ
âI wouldnât say that yet,â he muttered under his breath, but you still heard it. He turned his body toward you and rolled his shoulders back. âI missed my chance when I was alive to tell someone I liked them. I was scared and a little bit of a coward. But, you know, Iâve had five hundred years to think about what I would have done differently if I ever liked someone again. But I never thought it would actually happen.â He spoke quickly like he was trying to push out his thoughts before they got too jumbled inside his head. Even as he took a quick breath, there wasnât enough time for you to say anything before he started again. âAnd maybe this isnâtâŚI donât know. Maybe itâs a long shot and a stupid one. Maybe you just see me as a friend and thatâs fine. But I,â his breath caught in his throat for a moment as his gaze fell off of you. âI like you.âÂ
Your eyes widened at his admission; speechless and breathless. You body moved without help from your brain as you stepped right in front of Sass and placed on hand on the side of his face, getting him to look at you. His eyes were swarmed with unease and nervousness, like the young kid he was and not a five-hundred-year-old ghost.Â
âReally?â you asked, voice just above a whisper. He nodded. Your lips curled up in a smile. âI like you too.âÂ
He let out a breath in relief and matched your smile for only a moment before his arms encircled your waist and pulled you in closer before he pressed his lips for you. You hugged your arm around his neck and kissed him back like you had silently wanted to do for years.Â
The kiss was short but sweet, as it was interrupted by a hardy laugh that startled both of you. âThor knew it!â You both spun around to see all of the ghosts as they made their way to the usual room for charades.Â
âAbout time,â Hetty scoffed.Â
You gazed back at your photograph and smiled brightly at the little girl. You had been wrong. Not all of your unfinished business had to stay unfinished. Perhaps there were things you werenât to accomplish in death just as the things you had accomplished in life.Â
#cbs ghosts#sasappis x reader#sasappis x you#sasappis#thorfinn#hetty woodstone#fluff#ghosts fanfiction#cbs ghosts fanfiction#sasappis fic#pete martino#sam arondekar#jay arondekar#flower montero#alberta haynes#isaac higgintoot
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It's intriguing to me that unlike the others in the core four, Crystal has never been a normal person without any supernatural properties. She always at least knew about ghosts and magical denizens even if she was once too young to hone her psychic powers.
Edwin and Charles were totally normal people until they died, uprooted immediately into Hell and into ghosthood and magical cases respectively. Niko knew nothing about magic until she was actively being ripped apart by dandelion sprites. But Crystal had none of that.
I wonder what it was like for little Crystal, walking around and being able to see ghosts and read objects. To be a magic user who was never blindsided by its existence.
What did her negligent parents think when she talked about ghosts and ghouls? Did her mom roll her eyes and say she was crazy like her grandmother, who was unbeknownst to her ALSO a psychic? Crystal's early life is conceptually fascinating and I would have loved a flashback or two.
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Okay so this started as me musing on the different colors and tones you get with ghost cole depending on the lighting but turned into a whole ramble so, uh, bone-apple-tea?
So, obviously lighting effects the colors of all designs but because of the ghosts transparency, it's espicially apparent.
All the top color swatches are of Cole. His base tone is a greyish-green so in most lighting he retains that, except nightime. He can become very blue in the night. Which is a qualiy he actually shares with Yang!
It's interesting to note because both Cole and Yang actually lack a qaulity a lot of other ghosts in the show share! Most of the other ghosts in the show are a bright green with a lime-y shine and glow (except Clouse and Yang's student but I'll get to them). You can see that here,
I neglected to put Cole here but he shares a similar tone to Yang anyways. If I had to guess, I'd say they're brighter to appear more 'villainous'. Cole doesn't get the same appearence because he's a "good guy" and this still is a kids show lol. It doesn't really explain Yang but, there's a decent chance he was modeled similarly because he and cole both share the same point of origin in ghosthood (and he became "good" by the end of dotd).
There is another difference between Cole and (I believe) every ghost in the show is -- eye marks!
Forgive the poor qaulity on these but, every ghost but him has some sort of eye-marking. It's a pretty common ninjago design convention for villains but it is also interesting to note lore-wise. Again, this is likely to do with the fact that Cole is a "good guy" but in universe there's interesting theories to be had about it. As for Clouse though, he already had eye-markings / bags before becoming a ghost so I'm pretty sure that just translated over. They probably didn't want to make a whole new design for him or apply that bright-lime effect onto him for his short-apperance lol.
I also compared some of the mini-figures.
Here you can really see the difference color and transparency wise. Cole and Yang also have more solid forms (along with Yang's student). Yang's students actually have something kind of really interesting about them too.
They're incredibly greyed out! It's partially because of their white gi but from their hair to skin they're all the same tone.
Here you can see that they all have different hair colors, so that at least should make their hair different values but, nope! I wonder if it has to do with the fact that they're not independent and controlled by Yang. And also what those cracks on them mean.
Anyways, this whole ramble didn't really have a point desides writing down some of the things I've noticed about the ghosts. Other people have definitely said all this better but I figured I'd get it out lol. Bye bye.
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there's a lot of discussion about agatha's "calculated risk" in choosing to die, and specifically to die the way she did, and then turning up as a ghost
but can we also talk about the rio factor here, because aside from rio having been successfully distracted by agatha to enable the escape into ghosthood there's two other possibilities
one: it was rio's failure to act that didn't just allow agatha to become a ghost but forced her to become one, and now agatha's just like "yeah I was in control the entire time - you know, like I always am!" about it - e.g., rio was so heartsick over agatha's extremely recent and cruel "I don't want to see your face when the time comes" jab that was technically part of the terms of the deal rio's upholding in letting billy go
two: rio realized there was more agatha shenaniganery afoot and said you know what, absolutely not, I'm taking a break from you, enjoy being a ghost or whatever, see you in a couple decades when I can stand to see your face again (btw hope you don't regret not availing yourself of my services before then!)
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blood on the clocktower: a timeloop au
writing a little bit of fic for some of the various botc setting headcanons i've seen floating around - if you have a setting you'd like to see explored do share!
tw: mild gore
Xephos stares at his translucent hands, the memory of his blood bubbling in his throat as he tries to breathe through a slit trachea still rattling around in his head. Again. Heâs here again. Dead again.Â
He takes a shuddering breath - not that he needs to. The theatre of it all, play acting life, grounds him. His body lays before him, bleeding slowed to a steady drip now his heart has stopped beating. His blood glows like Cherenkov radiation, but only half as deadly. He can hear the rest of the townsfolk awaken. They do not remember him.Â
Well, they do. They remember the him of yesterday, they remember their Xephos. He is no longer that man. He wishes he was. Maybe then -
It doesnât matter. He still tries to open the door, a reflex a dozen deaths have not robbed him of, and feels the same sinking sensation in his gut as his palm phases through the door handle. It. Doesnât. Matter.Â
He walks through the still closed door. The demon always locked it behind themselves. He should be grateful they never saw his body, really. There was always a more pressing concern than his slowly decaying corpse. The glow of his own blood would fade in a half-day as the enzymes ran out of ATP, without a body to give them more. Heâd be left in the dark, then. It didnât matter. It couldnât matter. They had a demon to kill.Â
It always changed. It was always a friend. He never caught their face when they killed him. He didnât want them dead. It had been Lalna, once. That had been - rough. Heâd been glad to wake up that next loop, blood bubbling hot and sticky into his lungs.
13 loops so far - almost 4 months of this. He - he needed to save everyone. He needed the demon dead on the first night, he was sure. He was tired of doing their bidding, their dirty work. Dead by their hands and forced to create himself company in ghosthood.
They never had to kill. He wasnât jealous, that they got to live each loop unsullied by their friendâs blood on their hands. If he could take the stain of it all onto himself, heâd do so. He just - he wanted a single night. Just a day where he didnât have to see the life leave a friendâs eyes. A day where he wasnât a puppet dancing on something elseâs string.Â
A day where he could just think - come on think Xephos what are you missing -
The bell tolled. He had a story to tell. He walked down the path, ignoring the swooping feeling when none of his steps truly struck the cobbled roads, ignoring the fact he couldnât feel the sun on his skin or the breeze through his hair. Ignoring the fact he wouldnât be able to save them all again, that heâd have to do this all again, because he couldnât think through the panic or the pain or the numbing grief long enough.
He breathed through it. His chest rose and fell in a mimicry of life.Â
The town square began to fill. He stepped off the path and into the light to a familiar chorus of screams.
Time to tell the story.Â
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patron saint of the lost causes (2/2)
âYou can stop looking at him like that.â Takiâs voice is frank, but not unkind. Katsumi could not be less in the mood for whatever the hell kind of conversation this is about to be. âLike what,â he replies anyhow. âLike you broke his best friend."
ao3 link | part 1
Given every piece of information Katsumi knows or can infer about Tanuma Kaname, it is the most on-brand thing in the world right now for him to be looking both embarrassed and apologetic while also lying in a goddamned hospital bed. Still very much connected, he might add, to all the equipment necessary to prevent his own body from cooking up his brain and all his organs. Doesnât mean it isnât weird. And bad. Very weird and very bad.
Theyâre allowed in to see him in groups of no more than three at a time, and for no more than ten minutes each. Heâd been awake and asking about them, but his feverâs still high if no longer imminently lethal, and heâs apparently still groggy from coming off the tail end of some sedative theyâd pumped into him hours ago to keep him from shivering while theyâd worked to combat said fever. Heâs with Natsume, and theyâre the first ones in, and that really, truly and honestly blows. Because Natsumeâs silent and tense beside him, because Tanumaâs somehow managing to both look like a ghost and also like he really wouldnât mind ghosthood all that much, eyes that he canât even keep open all the way fixed on his lap. At least if Nishimura had come in before him, heâd have had a handful of stupid jokes up his sleeve.
Doesnât help, obviously, that theyâve seemingly got him hooked up to the complete goddamn works here: the IV drip, the cords of the vitals monitors snaking out from the rumpled neck of the yukata-type gown theyâve got him in. The low beeping from the absolute behemoth of the monitor itself beside the bed thatâs got to be 15 years old at least, blocky numbers and jagged lines, hills and valleys in neon colors scrolling the tiny black screen. The chunky wired clip on his finger that Katsumi vaguely recognizes from TV but cannot for the life of him remember its purpose. And to cap it all off, the oxygen tube thingâcannula?âunder his nose (which, what the hell, can he not even breathe properly right now). Like itâs all been pulled from some film set for dramatic flair. Maybe less sleek, with more underfunded-isekai-emergency-room vibes, but if anything that just piles on the nightmare fuel.
And he looks embarrassed about it. The fuck.
For few vastly uncomfortable seconds, nobody says anything at all. Heâd thought Natsume would take the reins on this, but he doesnât even look to see what the holdup is, because Katsumi himself is still mucking through what there even is to say. No matter that heâs had hours to prepare, even practiced it once or twice in the bathroom mirror like an absolute lunatic, but heâs also been roundly warned by the others that any variation of why the fuck didnât you say anything was off limits. Â
Itâs Tanuma who eventually speaks first. âIââ
âSave it,â is the first thing out of Katsumiâs mouth, because of course it is. Tanuma winces, and Natsume promptly elbows Katsumi in the ribs. Off to a great start. âWe already know,â he amends. âYour dad told us you probably didnât realize.â
Tanuma looks up, then. And yes, his gaze is maybe still little drug-hazed, but Katsumiâs still not sure how to feel about the look on his face, like Katsumiâs a math problem he canât quite work out. He nods, slowly. âIâm sorry.â
The room isnât even a room, really, just one cramped, curtained-off corner of a space containing three other beds. Thereâs a single, worn chair wedged in beside the bed, and Natsume drops into it now, now at Tanumaâs eye level. He reaches out, and Katsumi doesnât miss the split half-second where his hand falters midair before coming to rest carefully on Tanumaâs forearm, fingertips just skimming the IV tube taped there.
âSensei checked around,â Natsume tells him, tone gentle but serious. Huh. Little abrupt, not the first thing Katsumi wouldâve expected out of his mouth here. âHe said there wasnât anything he could find, but. You werenât attacked, were you?â
Tanuma frowns, like he wasnât immediately expecting the question either, but then something seems to click behind his eyes. âI donât think so?â he starts, and purses his lips like heâs thinking. His words are lower and slower than normal, but otherwise he doesnât actually seem all that out of it, just exhausted. âI donât remember that much. But I think itâd feelâŚdifferent, than this.â
Something in the set of Natsumeâs shoulders loosens, just barely. âHow are you feeling?â
âBetter,â he says, after a moment of consideration. And Katsumi doesnât mean to snort, it just sort of comes out, but he immediately feels like a dick when Tanumaâs mouth twists and he drops his gaze again. But before he can backpedal on that, Natsume shoots him a look that could strip paint right off a wall, and he figures that shutting the fuck up is the best course of action.
But to be perfectly fair to himself, the guy canât even sit up on his own without the raised end of the bed, and his face is the same eggshell color as the cheap sheets tucked around him, wherever it isnât blotched up from his fever of fucking 39.
ââŚI mean,â Tanuma starts again, ânot great or anything, but. Headacheâs mostly gone, and,â he turns his head a little to indicate the blue pillow-like object under his head that Katsumi is only just realizing is an extra large jelly ice pack thing. âThese are really cold but theyâre helping a lot. Thereâs some more under my arms and legs.â He raises his shoulder a bit, and Katsumi notices the slight lumpiness of the yukata on the sides of his chest that must be more ice packs tucked under his armpits.
Natsume lets out a breath. âThatâs good,â he says, and his smile seems much less forced now, softer. âBefore youâre discharged, weâll make sure nothing was out there, so. Donât worry.â
âI wonât,â Tanuma says, and heâs clearly picked up on the undercurrent of fear in Natsumeâs questions. âThank you.â
Itâs not like itâs a bad thing to see Natsume willing to actually feel his goddamn feelings in front of other people, itâs a definite improvement over the vapid not-quite-smiles and the empty eyes he and his classmates called creepy when they were kids. But this, he can definitively say, also sucks. Nishimura had briefly mentioned something about Natsume having been pretty shaken up when Kitamoto had been hospitalized for some minor accident a few months back, but it seems to go deeper than that, here. As if heâd implicitly blame himself for any and all nasty youkai shit in this apparently nasty-youkai-shit-infested-town. When he wasnât even there. And, granted, Natsume might not respond well to it coming from Katsumi, but it is dumb, and Natsume should know that he is in fact being dumb.
The thought of said nasty youkai shit makes Katsumi remember to fish the little wood talisman out of his pocket. Maybe itâs not the time to bring it up, when Natsumeâs freaked out enough as it is, but theyâre going to be kicked out of here in about seven minutes. Some ENT had pried it out of Tanumaâs fingers in the back of the ambulance when they were trying to get an IV into his arm, and had passed it over to Katsumi. He found out soon enough that Taki had made the thing, using some obscure old exorcism texts from her grandfatherâs library, which heâd honestly found pretty impressive until Sensei had had to ruin it by noting that the flimsy thing would have about the same repellent power against an average youkai that a squirt gun might have on a bear. Which, at least, made it seem it less likely that heâd been clinging to it because he really thought something was going to attack them. But when Katsumi had tried to return it to Taki, sheâd given him a maddeningly incomprehensible look and just said, âGive it to him yourself.â
So he is. Hope sheâs happy, because he for one feels some heavy sort of way about it that he does not have the energy to parse out right now.
âYou dropped something,â he says, because thatâs simpler than the truth. Thereâs not really room to squeeze himself in near Natsume at the bedside, and the other sideâs got that mammoth monitor machine taking up most of the narrow space, so he just sort of hovers behind Natsume somewhere beside Tanumaâs legs. He reaches over, drops the talisman lightly on his knee.
Tanuma blinks down at it, slowly raises his hand to place overtop of it. The movement is awkward and slow, between the clip on the finger of this hand and the gel pack wedged under his arm, but his remaining fingers close around it. He looks up at Katsumi, eyes wide. âYouââ
âItâs whatever,â he says with a shrug, before Tanuma can even get the words out. Heâs not in the mood to be thanked right now. âIt, uh. Looked pretty important, though. You were squeezing it damn tight enough.â
That earns him a sharp over-the-shoulder look from Natsume, a donât-you-fucking-tease-him-or-so-help-me-god face if ever Katsumi saw it.
Katsumi ignores him. That wasnât the point. Because despite the fact that Sensei had patrolled the area, and that it made the most sense that heâd been clinging to the talisman out of some delirious attempt at self-soothing, if there was any chance heâd been desperate to grab for it because it was better than nothing at all if something was hanging around, thatâd be pretty damn good information to have before any of them have to walk that road again. Maybe seeing it would jog his memory.
Apparently not, though. He manages, awkwardly, to flip the thing over so it rests in his palm, even though it jostles the clip just enough to elicit a few abrupt pi-pi-pis from the machine beside him. âAll I really remember,â he says, at length, âis leaving home, then Lawson, kind of, and then, ah.â His eyes flick upwards, for the barest second, not even making it up to Katsumiâs eyes before his gaze drops right back down like a stone.
âWhat?â
Tanumaâs fingers close tight as theyâre able around the talisman, and he looks so thoroughly miserable that Katsumiâs starting to be sorry he asked.
âI remember throwing up on you,â he mutters.
And that startles a chuckle out of Katsumi. Itâs a sharp, awkward sound in the hush of the room. But it feels good, like a crack forming some gigantic dam that barely fits in his chest anymore. Another follows.
Natsume glares.Â
And okay, yes, itâs got to be a dick move to be laughing right now. The splotchy bits of Tanumaâs face have grown even splotchier as he stares down at his talisman, and the heart monitorâs tempo has kicked up a bit.
âSeriously?â Katsumi manages, catching his breath, before Natsume gets the chance to declare war here. âThatâs the part you remember.â The guyâs subconscious must really have it out for him, because Tanuma legitimately looks like heâs about to faint.
And thatâs no good, either.
âLook,â he starts, and drops down to perch awkwardly on the bedside edge somewhere near Tanumaâs shin, opposite Natsume. At least like this heâs not looming like a creep over the foot of the bed anymore. âFor life-threatening situations? Free pass. And I got some new threads out of it anyways,â he says, plucking at the sleeve of his borrowed shirt. âTimeless classics.â
They actually look fine, some nondescript green button down and dark chinos belonging to Shigeru-san, though when heâd thrown them on this morning heâd barely even registered what he was wearing anyhow. Nishimura, Kitamoto and Taki are all wearing the same clothes theyâd worn yesterday, still a little damp from being hastily laundered and hung to dry indoors overnight, but Katsumiâs things are currently still soaking in a bucket of oxygen cleaner on the Fujiwarasâ veranda, and Natsumeâs clothes are all a size too small for him.
âItâs not your fault for getting sick,â Natsume tells him, gentle but direct, when Tanuma doesnât immediately respond. Which is exactly what Katsumi just said. But whatever. Tanuma huffs out through his nose, a soft halting sound that makes an odd little whistle over the top of the cannula, and finally looks up at Katsumi. Thereâs something taut behind his eyes, but least he looks marginally less like wants to evaporate into the goddamn ether anymore.
âI, just.â He shifts in his seat a little, swallows, but keeps talking. âThis all mustâve beenâŚa lot, for you, so. Iâm sorry. Thanks for getting help.â
ââCourse.â Katsumi shrugs, still not really sold on the idea of being thanked right now. âIâm not a total monster.â
That, at least, elicits some sorry little suggestion of a smile from him. Heâll take it.
âBut, with your dad saying you didnât realize, though,â he starts, before he can think better of the question. âHas this happened before?â
Natsume looks a little wary, as though heâs ready to shut this conversation right down if need beâwhich, fair enoughâbut is also watching Tanuma like he isnât exactly not curious, either.
But Tanuma says, âSort of?â and cocks his head like heâs trying to remember. âIn third or fourth grade, maybe. There was this school clean-up event just before the summer break, andâŚI donât exactly remember what happened, but I guess the teachers realized when they did a head count at lunch.â He shakes his head a little. âAnyways. That town wasâŚwe didnât live there long.â
Katsumiâs not at all sure what to make of that last bit, though Natsume looks perturbed by it. But somethingâs not quite adding up regardless. âWait,â he says, frowning, âif this was a school clean-up, wouldnât you all have been working in pairs or groups or something?â
Tanuma shrugs. âI guess?â
âYou got ditched,â Katsumi concludes, flatly. âThatâs fucked up.â
ââŚI meanâŚâ Heâs starting to look uncomfortable again, his fingers picking at the edges of the talisman. âI couldnât actually attend school there all that often, so. I didnât really know many peopleâs names, or anything. Itâs okay, really.â
No, itâs fucked up, he wants to say, only to remember the other person in the room right now. Natsume doesnât look particularly happy to hear this story, but he doesnât look surprised, either. Like he very much gets it. And Katsumiâs acutely aware that he himself the last person who should have anything to say about any of this at all.
And the kicker is, yeah, he knows how cruel and ugly kids can be to each other, because god knows Katsumi was, but this doesnât even sound like that. Tanuma had recounted it as though he were as good as a stranger to his classmates, and vice versa.
Katsumi glances at the talisman again, at the marker ink thatâs gone splotchy in the corners visible under pale fingertips. And, unwillingly, he thinks of some sickly nine-year-old, lying lost behind some tree or tool shed, nobody looking for him at all.
A long buzz from his pocket punctuates the silence. Then another. Katsumi doesnât need to fish his phone out to know itâs Mom. Again.
âItâs fine,â he mutters, when two pairs of eyes flick towards him. âIâll get it later.â
Heâs been putting off actually speaking to her; he knows Touko-san called her sometime yesterday and since then heâs mostly just been sending her messages to check in and vaguely reassure her. Heâll have to talk to her soon, but he likes to think heâs got enough dignity left in him to not want that to happen anywhere remotely near any of these guys. The thought makes something itch in his throat.
âYou know,â Tanuma starts, after a moment, voice quiet but clear. âIt really is okay for you to go.â
âNah.â Katsumi shrugs. âLike I said. Nothing better to do back home either. Except get nagged about holiday homework.â
Tanuma nods, once. He doesnât necessarily look unhappy, but thereâs a thread of unease in his voice. âYouâre welcome to stay,â he says, âbutâŚyouâre here for, what, five more days? Six? And, ah.â He casts a glance at that giant beeping machine beside him, then around the cramped room that doesnât even have a window or real walls. And he looks so tired. âIâll be here. And then on bedrest when Iâm out, they said, soâŚâ
Katsumi frowns. ââŚso?â he echoes. âIs this about the cleaning? âCause fuck the cleaning.â
Tanuma just blinks, nonplussed, and Natsume sighs and rubs vaguely at his temple like heâs got a headache coming on. âShibata,â he mutters, but thereâs no bite to it.
Katsumi rolls his eyes. âI meant, itâs not your problem right now.â
âBut it shouldnât just be yours, either,â Tanuma says, gaze drifting back to that damned machine again. âYouâre here because I asked, and now thereâll be even more, with less time.â
This is starting to feel like a stupid conversation to Katsumi, because he has the suspicion that even Tanumaâs dad wouldnât be all that bothered right now about offending someoneâs dead great-great-aunt on Obon with a dusty altar or two. So itâs probably for the best that Natsume speaks up before Katsumi has the chance to.
âHe is right that you donât need to worry about it right now,â Natsume tells him. âBut, thereâs still plenty of time, too. And Sensei and I can try and find some extra hands, too.â
âExtraâŚâ Tanuma frowns. âWould that work, though?â
Katsumiâs not a hundred percent on the specifics here, but heâd heard in passing from Sensei that most of the local youkai population werenât too keen on hanging out around Yatsuhara Temple. Natsumeâs finger drums lightly on the bedrail, like heâs considering, and then thereâs a flash ofâŚsomethingâŚin his eyes, something steely enough to maybe just unnerve your run-of-the-mill forest-dwelling flesh-eating folkloric monster.
Itâll be fine.
âEither way, itâs just an extra day or so, right? Weâll get it done,â Natsume says, decisively.
âYeah, we spent a lot of the first couple days just kind of fucking around, anyhow,â Katsumi adds. Itâs not all that trueâthere had been a little downtime in the evenings, some idle rounds of shogi on the veranda, placing bets against each other on pocket change and cheap snacks, but theyâd all more or less collapsed into the lumpy borrowed futons by 10PM each night. It still sounds like a helpful thing to say. Maybe. âWeâll just hustle a bit. Itâs all good.â
Tanuma looks torn. âIâŚthank you. Really. But, Iâm the one that actually lives there.â His expression settles on a rueful smile. âAnd I couldnât even walk to the store, so. Iâm sorry.â
Okay, yeah, no, this is stupid, actually.
Katsumi huffs. âYeah, all according to your big evil master plan, huh. Luring us all here just to do all the heavy lifting.â
Natsumeâs head snaps up sharply at that, and Tanuma just stares, but Katsumi plows on.
âBecause thatâs how chronic illness works, right? If you canât just guess and pinpoint all its exact fucking whims day to day, which, by the way, are caused by invisible invisible monsters half the time anyways, then youâre just a super inconsiderate guy, huh. Oh, and dramatic. âCause thatâs totally what weâve all been sitting out there thinking.â
Heâs met with silence, from both of them. Which is, basically, the worst possible reaction to receive when youâve just been on the verge of shouting at someone stuck in a hospital bed. Natsume had looked, at first, reflexively ready to bite right back, but instead heâs watching Tanuma, like heâs holding his breath. They both are.
Itâs not a term heâs given much thought to before. Ever, really. Until earlier, hearing Tanumaâs fatherâs half of a hushed, somber call with some relative or another from the lobby (ââŚsymptoms of heatstroke, but the chronic illness had exacerbated the situation, so at the moment, heâsâŚâ).
Katsumi wonders, vaguely, how theyâve mustâve had him classified in his charts over the years. Generalized Youkai Shenanigan Disorder must be a real head-scratcher to the medical community at large.
But he looks normal, is the thing. A bit underslept, sure. And lugging heavy boxes around all day gets him winded a little faster than the others. And he takes more care than the rest of them to stop for water, but thatâs just being responsible. It wasnât like he hadnât kept up, hadnât been fine.
Katsumi had only got the most cursory of explanations, back when theyâd first met. That heâd been sick as a kid a lot, moved around often because of it, that it had gotten a lot better when heâd moved here, met Natsume. And he looks so shockingly ordinary that Katsumi wouldâve never known.
And Katsumi doesnât know if anything really was out there in that dusty field with them. Doesnât think it matters, ultimately.
Maybe it is better these days. And maybe itâs pointless to even speculate, if he hasnât lived it. But it sure as hell sounds to Katsumi like living with a landmine buried in your skin. Doesnât matter how deep down itâs sunk, how quiet it seems. Not like itâs not there. Â
Nobodyâs said anything, still. Natsumeâs watching Tanuma. Tanumaâs watching his own lap.
âAm I kicked out?â Katsumi asks, arms folding.
âNo.â
Katsumi barely hears him; his voice sounds half-stuck and dried-up. But then Tanuma looks up, fully, and his eyes are wet.
Shit.
âI mean.â He clears his throat. It doesnât do much. âSoon? But. Not by me.â He seems to realize about the tears, then, and absently reaches up to scrub at his eyes.
Which, naturally, knocks the mysterious beeping finger clip right off, sending it flying right over the side of the bed.
The behemoth next to the bed immediately starts pi-pi-pi-ing, urgent and shrill, and Katsumi swears, swooping down to snag the little clip by the wire now dangling over the bedrail, and slides it back onto Tanumaâs finger. He doesnât have a clue if itâs on backwards or not, and is only pretty sure that it had been on his index finger before, but at the very least the noise dies down. And he canât hear anybody rushing in to check if theyâve killed someone, for the moment.
âSorry,â Tanuma murmurs, while Natsume readjusts the cannula thing heâd knocked a little crooked. The tubeâs kind of misty now, just under his nose, and Katsumi briefly wonders what happens if that thing gets too clogged up with snot to work properly.
Because Katsumi had to go and run his mouth.
Natsume fishes out the talisman from where itâs fallen into the sheets, and presses it back into Tanumaâs palm. âWe came to help,â he tells him, snatching a corner of the bedsheet to help mop up his cheeks before he can forget again about the clip, or jostle the IV port or gel packs. âSo let us. And rest, okay?â
âYeah,â Katsumi mutters. âThat.â He feels like heâs hovering, blunt and mean and too big for his own skin for this tiny-ass non-room. Glances at his watch, scuffs his heel on the floor. âItâs almost time. You know Nishimuraâs probably gonna deck me for making you cry.â
Katsumi canât immediately clock the sharp little hiccup as laughter. Sounds a little more like an injured corgi to him, but when he looks at Tanuma, thereâs a little waver in the set of his mouth, and his shoulders have relaxed, just a bit.
Natsumeâs expression is dryâyouâd have brought it on yourself if he doesâbut he seems mollified, his hand having found its careful way back onto Tanumaâs arm like it was coming back home.
Tanuma looks up. His eyes are still red-rimmed, but that desolate look has receded somewhat. âYou didnâtââ he starts.
âI mean, I did,â Katsumi counters.
Tanuma smushes his lips together, tries again. âIâm okay.â
Katsumi raises an eyebrow, makes a vague sweep of the arm around the terrible little space, all the equipment crammed around and connected to him. âYup. Clearly.âÂ
Tanuma sighs, just looks at him for a moment. And maybe itâs not an improvement, Katsumi thinks, if Tanumaâs circling back to just finding him exhausting to talk to, but then thatâs no worse than yesterday before all this shit began.
âThank you,â Tanuma tells him, finally. His voice is soft but sure.
Katsumi shrugs. Always down to bully a hospital patient. Iâm your guy.
But the words dig in, stick in place like nettles. And it hurts, kind of, a nagging sort of prickle embedded in Katsumiâs chest.
Itâs not so bad, though.
âSure,â he offers. Â âNow rest up, or else. This place is the worst.â
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#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou fanfic#natsume yuujinchou fanfiction#tanuma kaname#shibata katsumi#natsume takashi#nishimura satoru#kitamoto atsushi#taki tooru#goodlucktai#owlet's fanfic#finished just in time for obon#thanks for the kind tags on the last chapter guys#it's been a hot minute and I struggled to get this done so it made me really happy to see#posted at 4:30AM because time is a mere human construct
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"I want you to listen to me."
Edwin does. Did. Heard Charles, more conscious than ever that he only had his soul left to receive the words with. He listened, and he didn't think of anything but Charles' voice, and then running... but the time of the soul is not the time of the body, and ghosthood is a funny old thing, when one pauses to think about it.
Later, after no time at all, there is a mirror. Edwin does not travel. He does not go through. His coat, his vest, his shirt lie about him on the floor, dismissed for a time. He looks. At his shoulders, only partially covered by his undershirt. At the skin there, forever whole and unblemished. Most of all, Edwin looks down at his clavicles.
Ghosthood is a funny old thing. The time of the soul is not the time of the body, and ghosts have no bodies. And right there, in the dip of Edwin's clavicles, he can see the thumbprints, bloodless on his already pale skin. He can see the trails, pink with awakened skin.
The time of the soul is not the time of the body. Years ago, right now, at the end of forever: right there, in the dip of Edwin's clavicles, the shape of Charles' love lingers.
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I was thinking about the bodies of supremes.
Hua Cheng has perfect skins. Xie Lian was able to find no faults with his appearance, which was relevant to proving his ghosthood because at the very least typically ghosts aren't able to perfectly recreate the amount of hair on a normal human head or the insides of a body, because they need to be able to visualize it and typically a person can't visualize the full components of a person's insides or just how much hair is on a human scalp.
I assumed and I think others do too, that Hua Cheng is purely so perfect because he's a supreme.
But Xie Lian hasn't ever inspected He Xuan well enough to know how perfect his skin is, and his Ming Yi skin was imperfect and had unusually pale hands, though Xie Lian did not clock that as suspicious at the time he noticed.
Meanwhile Hua Cheng has a full, perfect head of hair, he can eat and drink and breathe, and he has a heartbeat.
Hua Cheng was part of the nursing staff during the Xianle face disease plague. And he for sure has photographic memory; outside of the butterflies, he is and had been able to perfectly recall full conversations from when he was only 10 and recite them back to an oblivious Xie Lian, and perfectly recreate Xie Lian's every outfit down to the finest details to the point Mu Qing finds it disturbing.
I wonder if his skins are so perfect not because he's a supreme, but because his photographic memory and anatomical, medicinal knowledge from his time as a human has allowed him to create the skins with such perfect accuracy.
I feel like that'd be nice if that were the case. Like proof that the little things he tried as a human were not worthless and did help him become who he did. Proof he was always special, and not just in the cursed way he thought.
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only hua cheng can eat/ tolerate xie lian's cooking.
but what if this was because he lost his sense of taste when he was alive?
he can only feel textures/ very strong flavours, and xie lian's cooking is the only thing that allows him to taste.
loss of taste can occur from (limited to only to what hua cheng would've potentially experienced while alive): head/ ear injuries, the common cold/ illnesses, poor nutrition and stress/ anxiety/ depression (though this impairs taste, not causes loss, and is rather rare).
though loss of taste may not be permanent, perhaps he'd hadn't gotten rid of it when he died, and this followed him into his ghosthood.
since basic human necessities does not impede him after death, there is no reason for hua cheng to eat. so he probably doesn't eat anything until xie lian offers him something.
thus, xie lian's food would be the first meal in centuries - and possibly since his childhood - that hua cheng could taste due to it's strong and unorthodox taste. he finally gets to experience what salty, spicy, sweet and bitter tastes like again through xie lian's cooking. when xie lian finds out, he promises to cook for hua cheng whenever he wants.
after dubious amounts of salt, chilli peppers, sugar, etc, they realise hua cheng has quite the sweet tooth, and xie lian finds that incredibly endearing. he takes the time to learn how to make deserts (with at least 10 times the amount of sugar than the recipe calls for), and has a new weapon to deal with fengqing's quarrels.
#mxtx tgcf#mxtx#tcgf#tcgf headcannon#hua cheng#xie lian#heavens official blessing#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng unleashing his inner child that he was deprived of and becoming a sugar monster#bonus because he'll never experience the negative effects of consuming too much sugar#when they live into a modern era you can bet he's one of those who order 120% sugar in their bubble tea and asks for extra pearls#xie lian would be the opposite of him and prefer tastes on the bitter end#inspired by dimitri von fire emblem just that its with sugar instead of cheese#hualian
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OPPOSITES
pairing: trevor lefkowitz x shy!reader
summary: the tale of you and trevor, opposites who found each other in the afterlife.
warnings: none!
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The idea of opposites attracting had been lost on Trevor during his life. He had once thought that his perfect match would not be too dissimilar from himself. Yet, as he chased and flirted with people during his life with the same outspoken nature and who told him exactly how it was, Trevor never found a match. Granted, he wasnât given much time to.
Then, he died and hung up the towel on the idea of finding something real. Flirting with ghosts and living alike with no real chance of making a lasting connection romantically seemed like all heâd do until he moved on, or got âsucked offâ to whatever waited for them after ghosthood.Â
But then he met you.Â
You were discovered after Sam and Jay began renovating the mansion, having been awakened in the commotion. Unlike Stephine, you didnât fall into a pattern of mostly slumber with periods of being awake, but rather you joined them.Â
At first, heâd been skeptical, having been the newest ghost himself, he was unsure of you. His skepticism melted mere minutes after meeting you. You were quiet, much quieter than the other ghosts. One would have thought that would have turned Trevor away, but he found your quiet nature drawing him in. Curled into yourself, observing from arm's length, you occupied his mind.Â
Slowly, pebble by pebble, he formed his own path into your life, always wondering what you were thinking about at any given moment or asking for your opinion on everything under the sun he could think of to simply strike up a conversation.Â
While you remained reserved and shy, Trevor slotted himself into your routine, becoming a welcome companion. You found yourself searching for him when you found some rare alone time, longing for his bright conversation and non-stop flow of questions or comments. Even in the moments of quiet, you enjoyed his presence, silently sitting beside you.
You two grew together, rarely seen without the other. Sometimes Trevor pushed your quiet nature with not so quiet, flirtaous jokes to test the waters. Much to his supirse, and despite you being utterly flustered, you enjoyed that too.Â
He knew you wouldnât be the one to make a move, even if you did like him. Your hints of affection came through in inviting him to join you on walks or in the quiet library after everyone else had fallen asleep but you couldnât seem to. Youâd sit side by side on the couch, limbs pressed against each other with the occasional shared glances and smiles. He knew you rather well, though, and considered that to be a green light for him to be a little more forward without the dreaded fear of rejection.Â
When he had confided in the other ghosts of his crush and plans to ask you out, they couldnât have been more thrilled. You were simply the sweetest thing in Woodstone, pretty and starkly different from Trevor. It made no little sense that it, in turn, made perfect sense. They helped him go through with his plan, which was a bit different than his other romantic endeavors of the past.Â
Trevor had once prided himself on being showy or easy. He either asked someone out in a grand, borderline embarrassing gesture, or a simple drunk smile from across the bar that led to making out in the back of a cab. Neither of those were how he wanted to approach you. He wanted to be delicate, more heartfelt but not flashy.Â
He had settled on asking you on a walk as the first snowfall of the season blanketed the yard. The wintery scene was beautiful, the sunlight reflecting in your eyes as snowflakes caught in your lashes. Perphas it was cheesy, but to Trevor, it all felt magical before he had even proposed taking your budding friendship a step beyond.Â
Once he did, you were elated, wrapping your arms around his neck to envelop him in a hug. The ghosts watched from the window, cheering amongst themselves at the unlikely but perfect pairing of you and Trevor.
#cbs ghosts#trevor lefkowitz#trevor lefkowitz x you#trevor lefkowitz x reader#cbs ghosts fanfiction#trevor lefkowitz fanfiction
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