#geez its about time I post SOMETHING on this blog

[muerteslament]

UM!?

MY FUCKING REACTION TO THAT INFORMATION:

LIKE???

The thing is I already headcanoned him as poly or maybe even ambiamorous! So when I saw that on the official Cult of the Lamb twitter I was genuinely SHOCKED HA!

We love a poly bisexual king 💖

[themoodyestj]

hello "new person" assuming you aren't yet another sock account created by walker girl because she's bored and doesn't have any friends.

for someone who claims to have a brain, you sure bought a lot of the bs walker girl admittedly made up.

just open your eyes, if you really have a brain then use it and realize that hating on Jensen is a futile waste of time.

because he doesn't even know you exist, and everyone else is busy with their own lives.

there's no point to this, you can't help him, or hurt him, and even if you do this just for funsies, because you like to trigger people.

i guarantee, no one gets their day ruined over a stupid post on tumblr, i doubt anyone even thinks about it for more than 5 minutes tops.

so why don't you find something better to do with with your life?

i promise Jensen will be fine he's a grown adult, and he can solve his own problems just fine.

Oh my, my first hate mail. :D I was actually wondering why the AAs were so quiet while raging on in other platforms, and then I noticed my anon asks were off. They're bold with their words but not with their nicknames, am i right? But lets get to business, shall we? hello "new person" assuming you aren't yet another sock account created by walker girl because she's bored and doesn't have any friends. Oh, I take offense to that, delulu person. I am indeed a new person. Or... well, not that new, just started speaking up a bit more recently. I dont intend to prove anything to you, I dont give a rats ass about what you think, really, and im sure it would help your delusion to think that Im someone's double account, but I am not. Fairy Godmother turned me into a real girl, I swear. for someone who claims to have a brain, you sure bought a lot of the bs walker girl admittedly made up. Oh I do have a brain! It's not a claim, it's a fact! My mom got me tested! (Sorry, had to insert a Big Bang Theory joke here) And no, walkergirl is one of the people I read, but not the only one. Many many others share similar opinions, including people in your circle (except you club them to death like baby seals, you big bullies). Also, I have eyes. I can read. I can think. And if you dont mind me saying... dude, strong projection. Im not the one being fed up lies from the media despite a lot indicating the contrary. And I guess it's annoying to you that a lot of people start to to think the same... Fear us, because we are many. Muahahahahah (Not scared yet? Ah well.) just open your eyes, if you really have a brain then use it and realize that hating on Jensen is a futile waste of time. Ok. Read my characters. I DONT HATE JENSEN. I actually love him. And thats why i want to see him grow and be happy. I can love someone and have critical thinking. Imagine what would happen if you raised a child, which is the most love you can feel for someone, and only praise him? Youd get a Duhneel, and honey, no one wants that. One is enough, dear lord!

Besides, you don't get to tell me who I hate or not, delulu person, stop trying to force your opinion on me. Geez. because he doesn't even know you exist, and everyone else is busy with their own lives. Oh I saw that. I saw how people were getting busy with their lives, in fact, I was sent screenshot after screenshot of how people were busy living their lives. In fact, I know you didnt write this message, its your secretary, because youre busy with your life, right? You old geezers, stop trying to pull my leg like that! (LOL) It would be funny if it wasnt so tragic how one simple post from a small blog can rile you all up like that. But golly, am i happy you guys have a life to live! Go live it! there's no point to this, you can't help him, or hurt him, and even if you do this just for funsies, because you like to trigger people. Well, I do it to express my opinion, thats my point, and it so happens to trigger some very sensitive people. Although I dont go shove my truth in their faces, like you are, Im simply... expressing an opinion. Im sure the concept is familiar to you. But if I were trying to trigger anyone... You'd be playing right into my game, wouldnt you? Mindblowing, right? Maybe a teachable moment right there, just saying. i guarantee, no one gets their day ruined over a stupid post on tumblr, i doubt anyone even thinks about it for more than 5 minutes tops. Yeah, we've been over that. Im so happy my post didnt cause any imposition and people were able to live their merry lives without causing much of a fuss. And im grateful you gave me your five minutes of thinking about my post. Thank you for the attention. so why don't you find something better to do with with your life? Because... I dont want to and youre not the boss of me, neiner neiner? But hey, dont lose hope on me so fast, I do plenty of things! Do you want me to share some recipes of food I cooked for the first time this evening so you can use in your life when youre not thinking about me? I could share some! i promise Jensen will be fine he's a grown adult, and he can solve his own problems just fine. Oh, thank you for the reassurance, I was getting so worried about him! Im sure he is in great company, with you people salivating over him. He wont get dehydrated, thats for sure! Now on a more serious note... I really dont know what you expected with this message. To rile me up? To play with my insecurities? For idiotic messages, idiotic answers. You get it as you dish it. May this be a lesson. The thing is, as much as I love Jensen, I will never be so invested in him as you and your delulu friends are, because i keep a healthy mental stance when it comes to celebrities. So I would advise you to really follow your own advice and live your life, and live it well. Don't let my post ruin your day, its just words. And like you said, Jensen doesnt give a crap about any of us, so what would be the point, right? Tumblr is not my life, this is a place where i spend some time, but it doesnt really define me. If you check my blog... you wont find much there. Im not as proliferous as most bloggers, but hey, you sure gave me a run for my money this weekend! Ok, this was fun. See you never.

[tomhiddlestonsangel]

geez louise this fanfic is long-

If you guys havent seen my fanfiction post over on my writing blog at @mileschoosesdeath or my ao3 account at the same name, here is your chance to take a little sneak peek ( I might post some snippets on that account as well as here so that everyone can see)

just a brief synopsis: this is basically "what if odysseus from EPIC canon was reborn as MCU peter parker ? " and the second chapter currently is me writing odysseus' journey in peter parker's body and since its a long 16-17 years- WHOOO- its a long one

currently on NWH rn and man- my heart is breaking - at the parallels

well, now that i got my rambles out of the way, some snippets:

before i do, some snippets may contain spoilers for the epic sagas (currently) and the movies that contain Peter Parker such as Civil War, Homecoming, Infinity War, Endgame, FFH, and NWH

with that out of the way, snippets ahead!: -------------------------------------------------------------

He sees Ben on the ground and Odysseus tries to save him, to keep him in this changed world but it's inevitable.  Ben dies and he’s left to chase the man who committed the crime.

Peter reaches the man, and Odysseus is at first chanting ruthlessness is mercy, ruthlessness is mercy, ruthlessness is mercy when he catches the reflection of the teen in a broken shard of mirror.

Peter’s eyes are filled with tears and he looks so young. So young to have the world take everything away from him. He’s reminded of his son, Telemachus, the bright-eyed boy who cried when his father revealed himself.

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Odysseus notices the wizard acting strange. He’s twitching with his eyes shut almost… almost as if he's seeing the future. 

I am the prophet, with the answers you seek

The stone glows on his chest and they can’t help but feel a bit nervous. 

Time, I’ve unlocked it, I see the past and future running free

Strange gasps and stumbles, causing everyone to rush to his side.

“What was that?” Peter asks as he helps the man get his bearings.

Strange looks at them all and Odysseus cringes when he sees Tiresias’ face flicker on the man’s for a second.

"I went forward in time,  view alternate futures, see all the possible outcomes of the coming conflict." Strange’s voice is heavy with something Odysseus can't pinpoint.

"How many did you see?" Quill asks.  Mantis and Drax look at each other with uncertainty. Peter drums his fingers nervously.

Doctor Strange took a deep breath before saying, “Fourteen million, six hundred and five.” It’s dread, Odysseus realizes. Strange is afraid to reveal something.

There is a world, where I help you get home

"How many did we win?" 

Tony looks at Strange with a certain determination, like he is letting Strange handle this. Odysseus knows what’s about to happen, his voice wanting to be let out and shout stop, don’t listen–

“One.”

 He’s staring directly into Tony’s eyes and everyone gasps.

But it’s not a world I know

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The last one explodes and they land on the bridge, facing down Mysterio.

However, Mysterio is nothing but a sore loser, like Poseidon and he challenges Peter to a battle with the last remaining drones.

We’ve got this, Odysseus reassures. Just follow my lead.

The drones drop Peter in a dark void and Peter closes his eyes before Odysseus takes the reins.

Actually, it's Odysseus, Peter, and their Spider-Sense working in tandem. They swing, dodge, kick, and fight their way through, while Peter shuts off all his thoughts, feelings, and essentially himself.

Fight, little wolf, fight

Take advantage now and Strike, little wolf, strike

Don't go down without a Fight, little wolf, fight, little wolf

Get up and fight

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“Strange-’” Peter laughs nervously, without a smile on his face. “They will die if you send them back.”

“Parker,” Strange glares at them. “It is their fate. They cannot escape it.”

“But-” Peter tries to plead their case but Strange cuts him off. “We cannot change the wheels of Fate anymore than we can stop them .”

Odysseus now feels horrified. This was Astyanax, Scylla, and the wrath of Zeus all over again. He faintly heard the baby crying for his mother, the crackling of his men's torches, and the pounding of thunder in the sky.

What were they about to do? Were they going to swing the axe of fate down on these villains just as he had done all those centuries ago?

“I’m sorry, kid,” Strange said, placing a hand on Peter’s shoulder. “This is their only way home, and the only way to fix your life.”

This is your only way home, the lair of Scylla.

But Scylla has a cost

It's just an infant

It's just a boy

What sort of imminent threat does he pose, that I cannot avoid?

Captain? I have to see her.

But we’ll die. I know.

Peter made his decision right there and then.

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“Like you did?” Strange retorts. “I know what you did all those centuries ago, Odysseus,” He spat the name like an insult. “You threw a baby off a wall-”

“I didnt want to!” Odysseus cries, his hand faltering on his sword. “Who was I to question the gods?”

“You did it anyway!” Strange roars. “You led your friend, Polites to his death all because you wanted to greet the world with open arms” Odysseus’ grip falters on his sword but he held steadfast.

“You also sent six men to their deaths all because you wanted to go home to your wife- You fed them yourself!”

“That’s not- I-” Odysseus sputters, his sword shaking in his hands.

“You sent the rest of our crew to their deaths so that you could appease Zeus' debt. What makes this act any more different than your crimes?”

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OKAY! That should be the last of the snippets I can post before I spoil huge plot points in the story. I will post some of these snippets again over on my writing blog (@mileschoosesdeath) [for some reason, it seems like my posts don't get as much attention on that blog than this one, I don't know why]

so! before i forget! the first chapter is actually up on my ao3, (mileschoosesdeath), [same name as the tumblr-blog, ]

Link down below of the chapter, in case you cant find it on your own-

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Well! Thats all for now! I hope you guys enjoy my fic! As a prize for sticking around on this long post: behold! my favorite song from the entire musical!

see yall around!!

[windudemon]

why an infp would love an entp?

entp doesn’t truly love anybody under normal circumstances, not “really”. (this is why i associated extps and extjs as dismissive avoidants in another post) so if infp can make entp love her, she would get a super rare love that’s impossible to find in nature! and woot! infps are all about rare and unique and obscure.

also: “The Supervisor (infp) sees the Supervisee (entp) as quite interesting and capable, but incomplete and therefore in need of some help and advice.”

so for an infp, entp can be a very interesting project. can you teach this person totally alien to fi ability to love and trust and vulnerability and stuff? it’s like picking a mistreated dog from shelter and keep giving it love even though its first intinct is to bite. but the very fact earning hard to earn love makes it more valuable, more special to infp!

if you are interested with your supervisee pay attention as this is the most important part: “When there are more than two people present, the Supervisee (entp) often attempts to release themselves from the control of the Supervisor (infp) by starting arguments for the sake of it or by attempting to manoeuvre themselves into the commanding position.”

i definitely have been as asshole to my current infp gf in this way quite a few times. this is because okay, i guess i can trust you and be nice and “love”… geez! but that’s when we are one on one. others can not know i have feelings!

= fi trickster

= hard se role

advice to entp who is dealing with infp therefore: make sure and don't hurt the se vulnerable of them. don't be impactfully bossy or sudden or stuff like that. control the fe child, don't sacrifice the infp for a joke or something.

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[toinfinitywinning]

it’s been a Long time. Maybe I’ve been lazy. Not really. No offense but a daily blog kinda is like but have you slept since the last one? I know a lot can change in 24 hours though. But anyway I can’t think of anything better to do than to try to write about pain at the same time I’m experiencing my worst. Where, ibuprofen and Tylenol rebound and youre left with a parallel to someone taking antibiotics when they’re not needed over and over to where eventually just quit taking it. You’ve expired it, gone the opposite Way. But ain’t that a Bitch tho. Please help us.

At this point Covid took me hostage for potentially the rest of my Life. No hyperbole. For the Second time in about 10 days I have wept and wept in immense, indescribable Pain you only know if you’ve also experienced constant Chronic Pain. Hard crying helps take in some endorphins but then I get another Headache so it’s just all Fucked -that’s the word, the only appropriate word for my currency. And, the best endorphin in some cases. Carries its own presence. Idk if this writing is helpful or not LOL.

I certainly don’t write for pity. It is just the truth that any contact is exhausting and can cost me. From seeing my family? Working? Hiking? A roller coaster? Anything like what would gentry do? TBH idk what it’s costing right now b/c I’m already spent. Then I’m like that is the most selfish thing ever. Then I’m also like I have to be selfish some to stay sane. I write to Connect. I think I can count on like 5-7 fingers having cried like this.

Even after all the …stuff I’ve been through. Mom reminded me of the endorphins potentially available when you cry like that. How tragic we’re desperate enough at times to attach a good feeling to something so terrible while you’re crying trying to pocket some b/c there’s certainly no sunshine in the other one.. B/c Exercise or exertion aren’t options. In a sense I like give the computer sheet of paper my Pain and when I hit Post it should all Go away until it says successful. Then I close my iPad b/c my eyes hurt.

Like most people with a 180 life spin you’ve most likely not seen it coming—for me, Especially after conquering so much and finally being in a Good place and looking up up for the first time in a long time. I’m still mad about that. Angry really. It’s unfair but even my situation is in isolation. It’s possible somebody in Singapore is feeling the same Pain. Or I think I went too far, China. +, we are bonding over this!

It’s not just the positive interactions and experiences we find solace in. I can’t get through this alone and putting my pride aside has been a difficult task I’ve pretty much holstered. I’m not much for a Group Project ever b/c I usually End up doing it all anyway or sitting in a circle with toilet paper with adjectives but that all we’ve got in a sense. Most of us used to be able to say headache or Migraine and a few hours to 48 hours it’s usually passed. That was me. Every Day it’s just Deep in my bones. My bones that hurt. That cry out and are dry and dancing. Get me there.

Anyone is sure welcome to share their story. The loneliness that is already a different one might feel more insulated. And, I’m sorry, sorry you’re dealing with w/e it might be. That’s the circle of metal chairs you’ll probably only find in Baptist churches I should be looking for.

Can we have Faith without Faith in that? I thought I Left seminary. Ah geez.

I gotta Go.

[the-kipsabian]

So. What I think about you. It’ll take some telling to get there. Might get a bit sappy but here goes nothing.

So I’m a pretty new fan of wrestling, less than a year of proper watching still. It was a bit of a spontaneous thing, a friend made watching another sport would post things, and eventually I decided to take a peek and see what all the fuss was about. And in the end, I really enjoyed what I saw. I could get into that, but it’s not exactly important to where I’m going with this.

I don’t remember exactly when I first saw Kip. It was after his feud with OC, but still close to new years. And I thought, geez this guy is neat. Had no idea what was going on with any of his past work, I just liked the way he moved, I guess. So I thought, let me dig a little deeper into this. Eventually I ended up at your blog, and let me tell you, you were a hell of a resource to this baby fan. I’ve always been a bit nervous about following new people (had some bad experiences in the past I’m not eager to repeat) so I think I sort of lurked a while before I actually hit that follow, probably by accident honestly.

So then was Kip and Penny’s trip to Japan, and this is where I got introduced to Chris Brookes, who I’m not sure I even have words for how fond I am of him now. So I very much attribute that to you, and I’m pretty thankful for the introduction to an absolute bastard giraffe man who I adore.

Eventually I got a bit more settled into my new interest, started posting a bit on tumblr, reblogging gifs and the like. And then, just like how I got into wrestling, another fairly distant mutual joked about being interested in what they were seeing. So we talked a bit, I recommended some of what got me interested, and I think in the end that got me a new friend. In a way, I can wrap that back around to you, too.

I see that you struggle a lot. Sometimes it’s with writing, or art. You still make cool things, and I’m pretty awed by that. I’m looking forward to what you’ll make next. I doodled a rabbit on the back of a shopping list today, for the first time in months. It felt like a little victory. I wonder sometimes if your writing, your art, feels like that too. I’ll still celebrate it as if it is.

I’m not really sure how to end this. I guess I just want to say, we aren’t exactly friends, or at least, I don’t feel I can claim that we are right now. But I do think about you, and root for you. And in myriad little ways, you’ve changed my life. That feels a little strange to write, but it’s not untrue. I suppose no one can really know what impact we have on anyone else. At any rate, I hope you’re doing well, I saw you were sick this week.

-🐓

first of all: CHICKEN ANON YOURE BACK HELLO!! its been a while i hope youre doing well! 💜

legit when i read this first thing in the morning, i fucking cried. just.. theres a lot to unpack here, i try not to ramble but this. something like this is literally why ive been keeping on posting everything i do despite occasionally feeling like theres no point to sharing anything. ive always been telling myself that i first do it for myself, and then share it in case theres someone somewhere down the line that might be looking for this content later

and to hear that there is even one (1) person literally like this out there, using my blog and the content i put out to familiarize themselves with my blorbo, im... like oh my god 💜💜

im really glad it has helped you make friends too 💜 and while i dont know who you are, i would consider us friends no matter what tho, especially after hearing this. so glad things like this have helped you to get more into the community, thats amazing! and to touch up on the art thing, yeah its hard at times to pick things up again after a long while of not doing anything - i literally wrote a drabble last night after not writing anything for a week and i havent even seen my drawing tablet in like two months now lmao - but im so happy to hear about your grocery list rabbit!! little doodles here and there are definitely better than nothing, especially if you enjoy doing them!

youre so precious anon, i hope youre having a good day. im still slightly sick, getting better now thankfully so i should be fully operational the next few days and oooooh when that happens its all over you fuckers when i get back to writing (this is affectionate i swear LMAO)

thank you, i love you 💜

[occasional-mountains]

Good Afternoon, Tumblr,

Geez, I’ve really been out for 4 years? Quite a lot has happened since then in both my life and the world. As for myself, I finished college, moved out on my own, and got a job that has nothing to do with my degree. Oh, I also discovered I’m nonbinary (it/him). My journey of self-discovery and expression has been a really fun one, and living on my own and meeting all kinds of new people in a new place has done wonders for my mental well being.

Enough about me, though, you guys come to this blog for mountains, so I’ll give you some (occasionally that is). This time, these ones are from Colorado instead of my usual Cali mountains. There’s two reasons for that: 1) it’s a chance to show off different mountains from a different state and 2) I haven’t been to Cali since I got my new phone. It’s still an iPhone, but the picture qualities are higher resolution, so that’s a plus for a picture blog. Yeah, I don’t have the top of the line cameras for this blog. I just do this as a hobby.

Anyway, Colorado mountains. They’re gorgeous, what else can I say? Well, a lot more. They’re diverse, just like Cali mountains. It’s amazing how much variety there is in a mountain range. Snow tipped mountains, mountains harboring lakes, rock raided mountains, flora flourishing mountains, titanic tree territories within mountains, the list goes on. Not to mention some of these types overlap each other for some beautiful combination. On an unrelated side note, it’s also a lot easier to breathe in Colorado since it’s not a swamp of humidity like Florida is, and getting a whiff of fresh, snowy mountain air is a much needed escape that can’t be replicated.

This particular mountain is in Crested Butte, which is a quaint little place that’s a ton of fun to ski at. I’ve only been once myself, but some members of my family have been a couple of times. Anyway, I like how much is captured in this image going from the bottom to the top. It starts off with a shining layer of snow cut up by tracks of joy with a mix of prospering and decaying trees taking residency upon it. Overlooking the landscape of nature’s lots is a colossal mountain, possessing its own patrons of trees in several villages cut off by paths of precious snow. The mountain’s protruding peak points towards the oscillating sky, half of which prides around its deep blue hue rivaled only by the mighty ocean far away from this land while the other half is cloaked in a thin layer of menacing clouds that robs it of ruling the heavens. Another prisoner of the sky’s blanket is the omnipotent sun, which refuses to let a simple curtain contain it. It pierces the grey veil, beaming down an illuminating glow to the landscape that is accented by some shadows thanks to ominous vapor.

Whew, got a bit carried away with my explanation, but perhaps that’s enough to make up for a 4 year absence. Plus, I had a lot of fun writing all of that. Gave me some creative writing practice, which is something I missed doing. Hell, I’ve secretly missed doing these blog posts. I’m definitely gonna return to posting here occasionally (hopefully that doesn’t mean nearly half a decade), but my next post probably won’t be as verbose as this one. Anyway, catch y’all on the flip side.

[neuvistar]

꒰⠀ ⠀꒱⠀DINNER IS SERVED! OUR MAINS!

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꒰⠀⠀꒱ 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒? 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓? (𝐁𝐘𝐅)

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱⠀this blog is an 18+ multifandom blog, i interact with nsfw n sfw content but minors, ageless, and blank blogs dni. on here, i usually ramble about honkai star rail (hsr), genshin impact, jjk, and occasionally orv.

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ i’m very lonely on here so please talk and interact w me despite me being shy as hell, i accept anons, name anons, etc! pls pls ask me! <3

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꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ — speaking of mutuals, there are rare times where i break the mutual. i break the mutual if i feel uncomfortable but like i said, that’s rare. another thing to note ! sometimes i might accidentally break the mutual bc i don’t remember who u are :,) bc of change of users, etc! pls send me an ask 2 let me know so I can follow u back !

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ — i post about all sorts of things ofc but sometimes i can get too carried away and spam too much. i’m aware this isn’t a problem for other people but this is just a heads up! (i talk A LOT)

꒰⠀⠀꒱ 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓. (𝐃𝐍𝐈)

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱⠀minors, ageless blogs, blank blogs, etc. you know it

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꒰⠀⠀꒱ 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒? 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄?

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꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ another thing i’m gonna add! i will ALSO write for other characters who HAVE a canon timeskip and are ADULTS in that timeskip :) i will say no to one’s who don’t though, please keep that in mind!

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ fandoms i write for?: honkai star rail, genshin impact, jujutsu kaisen, blue lock, orv. i might write for more but this is it for now, send me requests + thirsts etc for characters in these fandoms i mentioned!

꒰⠀ ⭑ ꒱ what i write?: i write mostly fem!reader, and occasionally gn!reader. everything i write fall under fics (short or not, it really depends on how much i wanna write), drabbles, thirsts, you name it.

willing to write?: nsfw + sfw content, angst, fem!reader, anything related to pregnancies n babyfever (watch out for this, i talk about it often but not too often now, just watch out for it!) breeding kink, etc etc. i literally write almost about anything unless it goes against what i DON’T write.

not writing?: incest (step-cest or not idgaf i’m not writing it), male!reader, femdom reader (i’m terrible at writing these), non-con / dubcon, cnc, piss + scat, necrophilia, ageplay, p3dophilia, foot fetish, huge age gaps, any kind of violence, s3lf h4rm, anything related to blood, gore, foot fetish, aged up characters (again, i don’t have an issue on ppl who do), mental illnesses, k!dnapping, hardcore yandere content (hardcore meaning things that include murd3r, etc), daddy or mommy kink (unless if it’s gallagher or toji, sure LMAO), etc

[lalalian]

This x1000.

I absolutely love making scripts (hell, my whole blog lately has just been about one of my scripts 😭) but these people genuinely make me so fucking angry 😭😭😭

I actually almost stopped posting my scripts right in the very very beginning of my account when I posted my first script (it was my first elite school dr script— both filled and empty versions).

I genuinely didn’t expect such an uptick in followers and comments for that one TikTok, and it was even more overwhelming to respond to the same exact question.

Maybe it was because the process of getting to the link was too hard? I provided both the link and a QR code to scan to get to the script— but I’ve had so many people tell me to just DM them the script.

This was also before I even hit 100 followers on TikTok, so I couldn’t just put the link in my bio either. Eventually I did (before the link was clickable) and then I’d get flooded with comments like:

“I can’t click the link”

So I’d copy and paste the same exact answer of:

“Please copy and paste the link into Google!”

Then I’d have to deal with people getting offended at that answer because that copy and pasted comment sounded too mean. I remember I’d used to get a “okay geez” or “you didn’t have to yell”. So now when I comment something, it’s always always filled with emojis like 🫶💞💕 to avoid sounding rude.

I’ve had people get irritated that my link leads to all my scripts instead of just the one script in the video… but the thing is, if I were to do that, I would no doubt get more comments that wouldn’t be able to use the link…

because a lot of people can’t simply copy and paste a long link.

I’ve literally told someone in my comments section that the link LITERALLY leads to ALL my scripts, and they were like: “yeah I just see this purple looking page, not the (insert script name here, idk which one it was)” purple looking page=my beacons ai page.

When I said that the page she was sent to has all my scripts, she got mad and said smth like “okay well I don’t see the script I want”

………….

it’s in the…. scripts…. tab………..

its…. It’s the second script… in the script tab….

Ever since I’ve used linktree or beacons ai, I noticed that I’d get a little less of these comments, but of course there’s always going to be someone in your comments + dms asking for a link.

I have videos pinned to my TikTok account, all of them are mini tutorials on common questions any script maker gets asked. But it’s almost as if nobody uses them 😭😭. I’ve remade them three times in an effort to making things seem less daunting or just explaining it in an easier way.

If you didn’t know how to play a game, you’d refer to the instructions (in some way), yeah?

It’s frustrating when people spam my comments with ‘where’s the link’ when the link is either in the video or my old linktree literally directs you to a different website……. That has all my scripts.

This happened too when some people didn’t know how to duplicate notion scripts, so I used to include a short tutorial on how to use a notion script.

Nope, I still got comments like ‘how do I get the script?’

It’s…….. it’s in the video……………. just watch……. the video……..

Really dumb pet peeve of mine, but I’ll always, of course, respond kindly whenever this question is asked 😭

The instructions do also say ‘all my scripts’ which would also insinuate that it directs you to……. all my scripts………. not just one

To whoever’s reading this,

please

you were taught how to read for a reason.

It’s another story if you simply don’t understand, don’t worry abt that!

(This is abt my TikTok account, not on here btw.)

[tinyorangepotato]

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[jilytoberfest]

Author - @thequibblah

Thank you so much for taking the time to do this, Suze! You can find her on ao3!

1. What would you say is your interesting writing quirk?

All of my writing quirks are insane, not interesting, and one of the ones I hate (and love to mention) the most is that I am super, super neurotic about numbers and love keeping track of my timed sessions. I have been known to have Excel spreadsheets for my writing…

2. What was one of the most surprising things you learned in creating your stories?

Hmm...probably the exact balance I strike between juggling things in my head vs. being super organised. I think when I came back to fic I thought I could handle a lot with minimal organisation, but I have proven myself very, very wrong.

3. Do you have any suggestions to help others become a better writer? If so, what are they?

Read. A lot! I know people dish out that advice a ton, but it can’t be understated — and read widely. Try to read published books as well as fanfiction. You’ll learn a lot about developing your own style by sampling the breadth that’s out there. And read about writing, not because everyone’s methods will work for you, but because it’s both interesting and helpful to see what other writers find helpful. Plenty of well-known authors have blog posts or even memoirs about writing, so go find what your faves say about their approach!Everything else, I think, is subjective. But these two are essential.

4. What do you think makes a good story?

For me personally, a good story is immersive. It sucks me into its world totally, and makes me feel along with the characters. It makes me not want to put it down — and when I do put it down, I feel like the world around me has changed with the experience I’ve had in reading.

5. What is the first book that made you cry?

Oh, geez. Charlotte’s Web for sure, ha, but I basically spent all my teen years crying into my pillow over young adult fiction, so there’s a long, long list after that.

6. Does writing energize or exhaust you?

Energise, for the most part. I won’t lie and say i’ve never been stressed or tired even writing the most exciting parts of my fic, but by and large the experience of writing is cathartic.

7. Have you ever gotten reader’s block? If so, what are your tips to overcome it?

Oh, often! I usually change format or genre when I'm bored of reading — or I watch something or listen to a podcast instead. Usually it’s just that I'm forcing myself to read something I'm not that excited by, or not in the right headspace for. So taking a step back is what helps best.

8. Do you think someone could be a writer if they don’t feel emotions strongly?

Honestly, I think anyone could be a writer. All it takes is reading, and practising expressing yourself — a.k.a., practising writing. It has less to do with actually feeling emotions yourself, and more to do with being able to imagine and express emotions. So, yeah, that might be easier if you feel things strongly, but it’s not a requirement. You could be the most repressed person in the world (LOL) and be a successful writer.

9. If you could tell your younger writing self anything, what would it be?

Oooh — I think to stick to my guns and treasure every idea. In young-me’s defence, I do still have tons and tons of notes with discarded plots and concepts, but there’s no such thing as hearing that piece of advice too much. Being able to tap into creativity — and being able to come up with concepts that are uniquely you — is special!

10. What was your hardest scene to write?

Like, ever? I think, keeping things vague in the interest of avoiding spoilers, there’s always a lot riding on big relationship beats — fights, shippy moments, etc. — that stresses me out as much as it excites me, ha. And the fights tend to be the harder ones for me, because it’s hard to parse the emotion I feel the characters are feeling and sell it so that the reader can believe an argument would escalate the way it does. (I love writing arguments, though, so it’s totally a love-hate scenario!)

11. What is your favorite childhood book?

Ah, I have about nine million answers to this, but I’m going to pick a maybe lesser-known answer — I adore the Old Kingdom books by Garth Nix, and haven’t found anything that makes me feel the same way those books did.

12. How long on average does it take you to write a one shot or a chapter of a fic?

I’m a pretty fast drafter once I sit down to write, and I usually manage about 1000 words every 30 minutes, but it takes weeks of pre-planning to get there. Maybe it’s just that I'm a fast typist, lol.

13. A fic that inspires you?

Gosh, what fic doesn’t? I feel like if i answered this honestly i’d list out dozens, and Joy would be furious at me for exceeding the character limit or something. But I'll choose one at random — I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Burn Easy”by efk_girldetective since I first read it. Warning, it’s mature, but what I love about it is that it’s a Muggle AU that still manages to immerse me in the magic of its setting. I feel just as transported reading it as I would reading something set in Hogwarts — and I want all my fics to feel like they’re their own little universes!

14. How do you edit your work?

Bold of you to assume I “edit”... No, haha, seriously, I just reread my own writing a lot. Like… I can’t overstate how much. I tend not to do big-picture edits, because usually (with a multichap like Come Together at least) I’ve done enough planning before I draft that I don’t need to do massive restructuring once words are already on the page. So I just line-edit my way to posting, and miss plenty of typos in the process.

15. Where does inspiration come from?

Art of all kinds! I read and watch a lot of things that I cherry-pick fic ideas from, and of course music factors into my writing process so heavily, playlist-making is a step of its own.

16. Who has been helpful for you as you write for the fandom?

Well. WELL. I think it is a well-known fact that I would languish without the support and friendship of Clare ( @clare-with-no-i ) and Senem ( @keepingupwithpotters ). I worry that I’ll miss someone if I continue to name names, but there have been loads of people sprinting with me on Discord of late or just direct-messaging me on Tumblr and I appreciate all of them so, so much!

17. What is your fav POV to write from?

I said recently that while I find it easier to write from Lily’s POV, James is fun because he surprises me more!

18. What is a fic you would love to write but are worried you won’t be able to accomplish it/nervous it wouldn’t work out?

I’m not necessarily nervous it won’t work out...but I’m writing a loose Edwardian era AU with magic that is...basically a novel and I’m not entirely sure there’s a target audience for this...but there’s ME and I know I can’t wait to read it LOL.

19. Do you ever self insert in fics?

Well, I think there’s a little of me in pretty much every main character in my stories — it makes it easier to grapple with their emotions, their quirks, and their flaws when I have a direct reference point. And there are other characters who are, say, aggressive Jily shippers who exist in the background that I relate to for obvious reasons LOL. But I’ve never straight-up dropped myself into a story — though I could do it and find a way to make it hilarious, I think.

20. What is the story you are proudest of?

This is so hard because my answer changes so often! But I will give the easiest one here: Come Together has taken so much of my time and has been such a labour of love, and I sometimes forget how far I’ve come with it. And I’m really proud at having done that.

21. Do you prefer writing canon jily or muggle au?

I wouldn’t say Muggle AU, but I think I like canon vs. AU for different reasons — the former because the wartime pressure offers the kind of stakes you can’t really get in other universes, the latter because of the flexibility and range. Which I know is such a non-answer, but I do like both equally and I just switch between my WIPs when I get tired of one or the other, ha.

Thank you for doing this!

[themoodyestj]

so my question is, if you really have this amazing life and career, and you really don't want to fuck Jensen, then why are you so jealous of Danneel? why do you even care about her existence? shouldn't you be busy enjoying your wonderful life?

why do you hate her so much? did she do something to you personally? why do you even care if a bunch of faceless strangers like her or not?

if your life is so full and complete, shouldn't you be happy? why waste your energy on the trashy person you think she is? why live in anguish over some dude who is a complete stranger to you, and who doesn't even know or care that you exist?

why should you give a flying fuck about his problems?

You should focus on your own wonderful life (if you actually have it) and start living it.

Dear anon, The irony of this post is delicious. Do you realize that all of the questions you wrote here could easily be turned to you? I can be happy and have critical thinking, why are you delulu people so hung up on what i think? Because Im happy, should i only be selfish and think about myself? I can't belong to a community, voice an opinion, say what i think (regardless of how much it bother you)? I dont live in anguish, darling, you do. Today I worked, talked to my friends, baked a cake, had dinner with my family and was just now sat to do some writing and some light reading, and the only reason I thought of you was because you poluted my inbox with your ask. And Im not jealous of Danneel, come on, what should I be jealous of? My values are clearly not the same as yours honey, and please, come up with better arguments already, its feels pretty much like kicking a puppy at this point. She is pretty much the representation of everything I despise in our culture (and womanhood) nowadays. Geez, if there is a thing you delulus are not, is intellectually stimulating. Regardless the faceless strangers (which I assume are the AAs), I can answer that easily, warning in advance that this doesnt extend to all Jensen's fans, just the ones who take it too far. Im not the only one getting your hateful messages. Im not the only one getting your hate just because I expressed a different opinion. I have been watching many delulus attacking others just because people dont agree with what was said. Ive seen people throwing in someone elses inbox (including mine) hateful messages that borderline psychopathy. And it so happens that I dont like bullies. From discrediting someone's history of abuse, to sending something akin to curses, to flat out insulting... for the name of what? Well, you said it well, "over some dude who is a complete stranger to you, and who doesn't even know or care that you exist". Your words, not mine. Again, the projection is strong. Really sad you missed it. Do my words affect you? Stay in your lane. No one asked you to read my blog. I guarantee you that, if not being sent some prints, i wouldnt give a flying f*** about your delusions. But since you delulu people are so bend on insulting me, i reserve myself the right to give it back just as hard. I have a few pet peeves, my strongest is with bullies. Especially the dumb kind. That ok with you, hun? Thank you so much for your time, now if you'll excuse me, Ill go back to my wonderful life. I expect you to follow your own advice and do the same. Tschüss!

[roseverdict]

girl help my tag rant got cut off short

please know that it was almost finished anyway but i had a few more potshots to take at my 4th-grade teacher who loved to use "you should know better" at the drop of a hat whether the children in her care actually knew better or not, for i will bash her "teaching" at the drop of a hat

A kind person whose social justice vocabulary is outdated or inadequate for the concepts they’re trying to communicate is a better person than anyone who’d rip them down as a bigot for not keeping up with the euphemism treadmill. Morality is measured by how you treat people, not how well you’ve memorized a continuously evolving set of shibboleths.

[chicoriii]

Season 4, Episode 2 - Mensonge (Lies)

Welcome again. I had been logged out from Tumblr for the whole weekend, because I was afraid of untagged spoilers, as I've seen one screenshot here accidentally, fortunately it wasn't spoilerish. And I've watched the Lies today. Again without reading other's people opinion about the episode, so I probably write things that have been said before.

I enjoyed it more than Truth. But not because it's better written, I think the overall quality of both is similar. Lies is about characters I care about more, so it's natural that the episode is automatically more interesting to me. I dislike both Luka and Jagged (to be fair the only member of the Couffaine family I like is Juleka) and that would be hard to make me caring about them, the best thing I could say about any of those characters is that I tolerate them on screen. Sometimes. Don't get me wrong, Truth was the best episode for Luka and Jagged, but they are still dull and/or annoying to me. Creators need to develop son-father relationship more to make me interested in it, that arc was too shallow in Truth.

But the post is about Adrigami episode, not Lukanette one.

I'm surprised that we got only one not very long scene with civilian Marinette. But not surprised that she's still pining over Adrien. Just like Chat is pining over Ladybug. As I'm keeping saying, it's not gonna change. But really, Marinette thinks that Adrien's life is perfect? She should know that tight schedule could be a big problem and has she forgotten what terrible father is Gabriel? Of course she doesn't know details we know, but she should be aware that he isn't as good parent like her own. So probably her enamored brain can't see bad sides of life of her loved one. She still can't think rational when it comes to him. Another reason why she should stop putting him on a pedestal. We need some friendly Adrienette so badly, we need to see Adrien telling her more bad things in his life. He isn't used to complain, but I think he needs to tell someone the truth about his family life. I hope Marinette will be that person.

I had been tired of clown Chat in Truth, but this episode lets us to see the situation from his point of view and now I understand more why he behaves like that. I think that he tries to hide from Ladybug how much he miss spending time with her that way. He is aware that's because of her new responsibility and he doesn't want to make her feel bad for it. Those scenes were so sweet. How much Chat wants an Akuma to appear just to see his lady. Not very noble, but I can't blame him. It only shows that Adrien is a normal human being. We all are selfish from time to time and it's healthy (you only have to find a good balance, being as selfish as Chloé and as selfless as Luka is not good).

Geez, why they can't put the right title of the piece? That's a different composition than that one used back in season 2, but the smartphone's screen says the same. And none of them is actually Raindrop Prelude. This is Raindrop Prelude. They are not even any of Chopin's preludes. I won't be surprised if both are not Fryderyk Chopin's compositions either (although I haven't heard all the solo piano pieces composed by him, so I can't be sure). I love classical music, so I'd love to know what pieces Adrien's playing! By the way, I recommend to listen to all of the 24 preludes, they are usually very short but interesting compositions. If you're too lazy to listen to all, check out number 20 at least, that's a pure, very atmospheric, beauty. One of my favourites melodies ever created.

I have always thought that Adrigami has more chemistry and it's generally more entertaining to watch than Lukanette (sorry stans, but you probably don't even follow me and read my posts,  there's a reason why I'm warning that my blog is not Luka and Lukanette friendly in its description). I feel that in this episode as well. Absolutely it's not a perfect relationship and it can't be, as Adrien is still into Ladybug. It's clear that Kagami is the one who really cares, Adrien is more distant. It seems that he's abashed of Kagami's physical intimacy, like he can't be open to her when he's still in love with Ladybug. That was really sad to hear Kagami's words that she's lying to be more often with him and he lies to not spend time with her. But relationship can't work if only one side is invested in it and they both need to learn it. They have some things in common, I like how they spending time together, so I'm sure they would work much better as friends. I'm sorry for Kagami and I wish her a better boyfriend who would love her truly. In some way it was a repeat of Truth, as we've seen Adrien leaving Kagami all of sudden, because of Akuma's attacks, but this time it's not as heavily portrayed like it's not working only because of superhero responsibility, that I didn't like in the previous episode. Another reason why I liked how Adrigami is shown more.

I really, really loved that we've learnt something new about Kagami and that's amazing it's something I have in common with her. I'm really surprised, since she didn't seem to have an artistic soul before. I also love seeing she likes draw animals, it's like me, I'm trying practise it. I enjoy drawing animals (and creatures like Kwamis or Pokémon) more than humans. But at the same time I feel angry at her mother. How could she dare to say that Kagami isn't good enough? Trying to kill a child's hobby is always unforgivable. She's much better than me (I'm a little jealous, but that's not the first time when a teen has much better skill than me), but my family and some others I know in real life often say that I'm talented and some people try to convince me to take pay commissions. That’s me who knows the best than I'm not skilled enough to take money for my art (they don't know really good artists in person and they don’t draw themselves, so no wonder they are not aware that my works aren't that good they think). Maybe some day, but not now, so I only enjoy drawing gifts for others. I'm also got interested in a real French artist she mentioned - Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec and I've seen some of his works. Very good for Miraculous for mentioning artist like him, I have never heard about him before, but maybe French students learn about him in school.

Seeing Adrien making Chat's pose was hilarious. I'm sure it's food for true selves trope supporters, but I also agree with Kagami that both model poses and Chat's poses are not ALL Adrien poses. He's more than that. That seemed like he has problems with being natural when he's on the pressure. He's learned how to make model poses, but I also think that when he is in full clown mode is also an act. But that's a mask which he has putted all by himself. In which he tries to be as much different than his public image as he can. Of course being dorky is also a true Adrien side, but not all the time. Being just a cute and polite boy is also true him. It seems that Adrien is not aware of it.

Marinette's lucky charm bracelet is an akumatised object once more. That and the fact she was asking him what he was doing on the boat tell us that Kagami probably think that Adrien is in love with Marinette (it could make also her wonder what stop them from being together if she knows that Marinette likes him as well).

I also liked her reaction to imminent breaking up more. It's more human reaction in my opinion. Some anger, but not too much. She says she doesn't want to see him for a while and that's completely understandable. Adrien has broken her heart, so she need some time to take care of herself without being interrupted by him. I'm going to say something that could be seen controversial, but in my opinion her attitude is way more healthy than Luka's. He still waits for a girl who clearly likes another boy much, but she's trying to really give up on him. And I would like to see a scene in which she says him that Marinette is not worth his waiting, he should be open for another love instead. Uff, I was really worried that they might kill Adrien and Kagami characters. But nothing really bad happened in the episode between them, everything was in-character. Of course salters will still find reasons to hate Kagami, they can say she's possessive towards him (that's true to some extent, but I think it's not really toxic, as she's still cares about his true feelings).

I need to say that Lies is the worst S4 Akuma design we've seen till now. Riposte and Oni-chan were much better. Also the battle was the worst part of this episode in my opinion. It wasn't completely bad, but it felt somewhat boring to me. I definitely enjoyed fights against Truth and Furious Fu more. The thing about that I liked the most what how they made use of Fang.

So the season 4 version of Chat Noir's transformation theme is exactly the same they used in the Shanghai special. It wasn't obvious, since Ladybug's one is a different one than that in the show. I noticed that that Ladybug's theme feels more like a new composition which only uses parts of an original version, while Chat's is clearly "just" an arrangement of the theme we know since season 1. Maybe that's because it's supposed to symbolise that she has even more responsibility now, as she's the Guardian as well. Chat's role hasn't changed that much as hers. I also think the new arrangement sounds cooler, it's more electric guitar-driven. I can't wait to get any of the episodes in which there's his transformation sequence with 5.1 audio to rip it.

All three released episodes are nice for Ladynoir a lot, their scenes are all sweet and wholesome. It almost feel like Ladynoir is close to happen. But I feel that's just calm before the storm. Marinette hasn't reached to her worst moment yet. I'm sure Ladybug will have more breakdowns like that in the season 3 finale.

Three episodes aired and I'm not amazed by any of them. But I don't want to be salty, I'm not worried about that. That's true for season 3 as well, I enjoy the second part of the season more as well. It's important to save the best episodes for later. And I have never expected that I would love all the S4 episodes, despite of pre-release statements, it's impossible. I'm not disappointed. Yet. Just give me some Adrienette food. Please.

[arsenicpanda]

I know I should ignore you, and I screenshotted you so I could block you, but like, you're wrong in so many places that it bothers me enough to respond. But I'm gonna be polite and put it under a cut.

1.) Joke's on you, the ship I was complaining about people shitting on was bugabitha.

2.) I don't give a shit if people dislike jabitha, bugabitha, or any other ship; I don't give a shit if they have whole blogs dedicated to hating those or any other ships so long as everything is appropriately tagged so shippers don't see it. But I do care about people leaving replies and tags shitting on a ship on a post that's content about that ship, made by someone who ships that ship, right where the content creator can see. Like, a post creator can't help but see the tags left on a post now, you do know that, right? It's rude, and I do so hate rudeness. If you want to insult something, do it on your own post, and leave content creators and their creations alone. Like, it's tumblr etiquette 101, this shit ain't hard, and I'm disappointed someone would ignore it and be an asshole.

3.) Damn, you caught me, I've made 20+ jabitha gif sets (including this one, which contains 56 gifs), commissioned fanart, talked about it repeatedly, worked on (but not finished) fic for it, and endured harassment that severely soured my fandom experience (especially re: bughead) until I snapped because I want attention. In all seriousness, how crazy do you think I am? Why would I spend time, money, energy, and mental health on something I didn't genuinely enjoy? Come the fuck on.

4.) Wow, geez, I didn't know jabitha was a rare pair, that's such news to me; it's not like I track it on every platform in search of content and discussion and am more aware of this than anyone else. And you're so right, the merits and value of a ship are totally 1:1 related to its popularity. Seriously, of course it's unpopular, it's season 5, everyone already has their ships picked out. There aren't a lot of us genuine shippers because, again, everyone has picked their main ships by now, so jabitha is mostly a multishipper thing. And yes, I am aware of the ba fans who "ship" jabitha and use it as a cudgel, and I'm aware of z***** and her crew who "ship" it because they hate Betty. But there are people who genuinely ship them because they're cute, have good chemistry, and have a good dynamic. Why do you find that so hard to believe? And so what if it's unpopular? It's a good ship, let me and my fellow shippers enjoy this.

tl;dr lol you're so wrong about, like, everything

[the-little-shoebox]

Summer Gardening

I WANT TO MAKE CLEAR! I DID NOT WRITE THIS! This was written by my friend @theatresweetheart and I am posting this on my blog with her permission as it retains a pairing between her character and mine. I only edited slight dialogue for Derek to stay more in character. With that disclaimer, ENJOY! The summer sun was warm against her back.

Vienna’s wings twitched lightly against her back, the colours dancing slightly through their iridescence. She was knelt down in the dirt, her hands hovering over a small wildflower that was barely standing up on it’s own. She smiled down at it, though there wasn’t much she could do to help it grow faster than it naturally would. She was an electric fairy after all and while most fae had a natural green thumb, she had always been more fascinated with everything else.

Of course, she respected Mother Nature and would do anything for her, as her clan believed they were all children of Nature.

However, Vienna was not talented in garden magic; flowers, sprouts, saplings, all of it was difficult for her to get a hang of. Her parents had tried to help her, but it had never taken off. She’d made a sprout grow once…right through the roof of their home.

She hadn’t tried again.

So, instead, she watched it grow and flourish in its own time. She could help nourish it through actions and watering the little plant, but that was it. In a way, it almost made her feel human. It was a taste of a different world. Of course, she was currently courting a human, which also gave her another taste of a different world.

That very same human was also outside. He was currently hunched over his own little garden on the other side of the cabin.

Speaking of Derek, Vienna turned to look over her shoulder to see if she could spot him. At first, it was hard to. Through all the greenery (which was mainly a passion project of hers, where she had felt as though she needed to do something with her time earlier that spring), she finally managed to track him. He was knelt at the base of a wooden box, using a watering can to help nurture his own plants. What Derek had planted were herbs and spices.

Using homegrown fruits and vegetables felt like a reward. Not to mention they were fresh and delicious. It was something Vienna was used to, the concept of humans buying produce from all over the world had been extremely foreign. Why purchase things from different countries when you could just grow it yourself?

Derek himself was an incredible cook. Vienna had never been talented in that either, so she was extremely thankful she was with a man that knew his way around the kitchen. She also realized that being her size and trying to cook in a human kitchen would be hard. Not impossible, but difficult as all get out.

Letting her fingers brush over the soft petals of the wildflower, she stood up and brushed the dirt from her shorts. She stepped lightly on the small stones littered around before fluttering her wings enough to raise herself off the ground. In little to no time, she had crossed the distance between herself and Derek. The fairy hovered over him for a moment, almost entirely certain that he knew she was there. Her wings buzzing was a constant noise he was used to, he had told her many many times before.

However, he didn’t react to her presence as she fluttered near him. For a moment, she almost thought he didn’t know she was there.

“See something you like, huh Sparks?” His voice startled her out of her thoughts and she felt her cheeks go red.

“As a matter of fact, I do,” she responded, leaning her weight forward to bring herself in that direction. She hovered in front of his face and she could see her own reflection in his sunglasses. She used that reflection to fix her sunhat and adjusted her shirt, making sure it was situated right. She saw Derek quirk an eyebrow in her peripheral. Not to mention the smirk that was creeping across his face. “This shirt in specific, if you must know. Has to be some of my best handiwork, if I do say so myself.”

“Yeah yeah, right whatever you say,” Derek mused with a low chuckle, shaking his head before leaning around her and returning back to watering the plants.

“Though,” Vienna continued not a moment later, fluttering down near his shoulder and looking up at the human as he focused his attention anywhere other than her. “This shirt looks really good on you. I didn’t think floral was your kind of print.”

Derek snorted. “That's because it's not usually my style. All my other shirts are just in the wash right now.”

“Well, for what it counts, I think you look dashing.”

Derek turned his head enough to see the fae out of the corner of his eye. “Says the fairy in the sunhat.”

Vienna made a face at that, though her facade broke a moment later when she smiled. “I burn easily. I have to protect myself as best I can in the heat of the sun.” She lifted a hand to her eyes to shade them a little more as she turned to look in the direction of said sun. “Actually, working out in the heat has made me rather thirsty. Care to take a break with me? I’m sure you could use a drink of something cool too, plants aren’t the only things that need to be watered.”

Vienna found her features brightening even more when Derek laughed. Derek had the most amazing laugh. It made her heart flutter every time she heard it. It sounded like warmth and honey, sugary sweet but deep and rumbling. She counted herself insanely lucky to be able to date someone as incredible as him.

She hovered a little closer to his face, so when he turned to face her head on, she was nearly directly in front of him. She was so close she could see his eyes through the dark lenses of his sunglasses.

“Geez, you like my personal space almost more than I do,” Derek rumbled. She could almost feel the vibrations in the air and she giggled. “Alright, how about some lemonade to cool you off?”

“That sounds wonderful,” she leaned forward and pressed a feather light kiss to the bridge of his nose before pulling back and turning her attention out toward the cabin’s outdoors. It would feel overgrown to someone else, but there had been a lot of painstaking attention poured into everything in that garden. Placed there by her own hands. “Oh! Maybe we could sit outside on the porch! You’ve been working all morning and you deserve a break.”

“Hey, not the only one that’s been down in the dirt around her Beetle,” he quipped after her.

He pushed himself into a stand and brushed himself off. Vienna’s eyes followed him up. She had been around him so long she often forgot just how big he was compared to her, but instead of focusing on the height difference, she easily fluttered herself up to be at eye-level with him once more.

“Hang on a sec V. You’ve got dirt on your hands. And…I think I see something right about—”

Before she could manage to back up out of his reach, Derek’s hands had come up behind her. Once he had cupped them underneath her, Vienna had stopped her hovering and sat back on her knees as he brought her closer to him. His thumb raised up and brushed ever so gently over her cheek and he pulled back with a smug look.

Vienna’s cheeks were on fire. Her heart thundering in her chest and she found herself absolutely beaming. They had been together for a few months now, but there was just something so captivating about how Derek held her. How gentle and precise he was with his motions.

“—there. I not's entirely sure how you managed to get dirt on your face, but given the personality it's attached to, I'm not surprised.”

Then, Vienna felt herself being moved without having to move herself. She was then pressed up against him again in an impossibly gentle kiss and she felt as though her heart would very nearly explode.

Goodness for all living creatures, Vienna had to be the luckiest fae alive.

“Well then,” Derek murmured against her and Vienna brought her attention up to him, meeting his eyes as best as she could, even going so far to push the brim of her hat out of her eyes so it didn’t ruin the view. “Let’s get some lemonade poured yeah? Some quiet time on the porch with my little lightning bug doesn’t sound so bad.”

“Yeah,” she breathed out unsteadily, a huge grin on her face as she gazed up at her human. “Lemonade still sounds amazing.”