#gay and vocal

[remembertheplunge]

My name is Lew Wentz.

I am a 69 year old gay criminal defense lawyer. I have been keeping journals for 47 years as of September 14, 2024.. I am writing a book based on the journals.

I came out as a gay man in 1984. I was married to a woman then. I left the marriage after telling her I was gay.

My younger sister, Zoe, who I was very close to, died rather suddenly of pancreatic cancer in May of 2023. She gave me permission to blog the last two weeks of her life. Those blogs run from May 1 to May 14, 2023.

I journaled my journey through the turbulent 1980's and 1990's. During that time, I was pretty vocal about being gay. I volunteered to help people with aids through their illness and death. And, I believe because of this, I was fired from my job as a deputy Public Defender in Modesto California. I also documented the 12 year relationship I had with my partner, Jim, who died in 2009.

I wrote pretty much daily about these events and many others. I never intended for the entries to be made public. But, I now think they should be, as they weave what I believe to be our common story of what it's been like to be out, human and gay in the past four decades.

And, as I journaled, I developed ideas and ways to journal and wrote about them in the journals. I discuss the impact journaling has had on me. And, the amazing revelation reviewing journal entries for the blog and book of just how incredible our lives have been. Memory fades. The journal details do not.

My hope is that , after reading the blogs, and maybe some day the book, you too will become addicted to journaling. Your life on paper will amaze you down the line.

My blog became one and one half years old on August 5, 2024.

[hold-me-like-a-tourniquet]

Giving head is a sensory-seeking autistics dream come true. Like, pressure on my head from my partners thighs clamping down and/or them pulling my hair??? Being able to make my partner feel good????? Stimming with taste/smell???????? Giving into my oral fixation??!?!?!?!???!? PLEASE.

[angelic-transsexual]

can people like stop acting like trans men aren't vocal? like we aren't activists and like we don't speak up? just because you hate trans women so much that you completely ignore trans men, it doesn't mean we are "less vocal." we are VERY loud and proud just like trans women. yall just completely ignore us.

[kaitoshion-official]

:3

[flowerakatsuka]

✨💙 beneath the lanterns, we’ll meet 💙✨

weiward romance has been stuck in my head all day and i've really been wanting to redraw one of the frames from it w/ kara's m.league fit...

[phatkochi]

Me with Milkplane

[jankydem]

They.. they remind me of loser baby..

I’ve had this idea for ages but I couldn’t be asked to draw it until I was bored one night and insomnia was standing strong. 🫡

(The devas were in charge of back up vocals.)

[blanketorghost]

Support me on Patreon! | Speedpaint 💕

"Roses, Chocolates, and a homecooked meal. All that seems more than a worthy exchange for a singular date. Wouldn't you agree, Prefect?"

Valentines Azul mwah💕

He was available on the 20th for my (nonexistent) patreons but now that its the 29th you get to finally see the full pic 💕💅

There's the .PSD, a longer speedpaint and an HQ watermarkless file there as well as all my WIP shots n stuff.... so yk.... you're getting a bang for your buck if you want to join plus get to choose my next (April) fanart poster //WINK WINK

March fanart will be needy streamer overload because Ame is my gf

[tackletofset]

YES, the Lady bred her bloodline with the intention that they would die as sacrificial lambs and be a meatsuit for her undead Criston Cole Champion.

I said those things on twt a year ago

But instead a bunch of freaks (all katherine haters) called me a "miS0gYniSt🤪" for simply stating a fact

You know what's misogynistic? Hating on Katherine because she's a soft femme girl.

I dislike the Lady because of her hypocrisy. In fact, the Lady were a man I'd hate her a billion times more, and if Sarcean were a woman (Femcean supremacy!!! I hc him as genderqueer tbh) I'd stan him a zillion times more.

[tricoufamily]

we're rewatching a television show. doing irreparable damage to my spotify wrapped rn

[pinkeoni]

So I’m gonna say something crazy… but have you ever considered that maybe, just maybe… and hear me out… the core four group in the show about “outcasts and wierdos” ISN’T supposed to have a straight-white-able-bodied-all-american male that people from that group can easily project on to? That maybe the straight-white-male audience might have to contend with the fact that they find relatability in characters who are black, disabled, or gay? That MAYBE there isn’t supposed to be this pov character that easily fits into these conventions that they’ve been so used to seeing in popular media but that’s also kind of the point?

[aforgotto]

made these while on call with my friend

edit: Straight up did not notice the second page was an anime recolour. Colours were done by u/DityDan0401

sorry about that

[bealzebubs-blog]

Me posting bsd art, what! No way... It's definitely not one of my special interests

[meikofigureoftheday]

🎪Today's Merch Is...🎪

Magical Mirai 2019 Arcylic Keychains (Taito)!

[satanfemme]

I can't really hear my own speech impediment, so sometimes I assume I've probably grown out of it or something. but I was just forced to listen to my own voice for my job and dear god. that is a strong speech impediment.