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The Santa Jotaro Chronicles

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my friends watched The Squeakquel with me for my birthday and i wanted to draw The Chipettes because they r my daughtirs

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CHUN LIIIIII

i am beyond proud of this, i tried so many new techniques and styles and i dont think ive been this happy with the results of a drawing in a long ass time tbh

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🌟👽💫

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I thought I was going to be okay this month but it turns out I am going to need some help paying bills and buying groceries

I'm sorry to do this again

ppal

cofee

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It's literally only the 5th of December and everything sucks already. I'm sorry. I keep hoping things get better but nothing changes and there's nothing I can do.

I know it's a complicated month for everyone so I don't expect anything but I appreciate any help I can get.

I'm sorry again.

I thought I was going to be okay this month but it turns out I am going to need some help paying bills and buying groceries

I'm sorry to do this again

ppal

cofee

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my thing with calling strangers eggs is like. if it's a dude saying "of course i'd rather be a girl, everyone wants to be a girl" okay yeah that's an egg. but if it's a dude wearing skirts and mascara and having hobbies like cross stitching and you're calling him an egg? you've wrapped back around to sexism. you've done a full pivot into "pink is for girls and blue is for boys" and you're actually the problem. cut it out. stop telling (gnc) people they're secretly trans because "a real woman would never like football!" come on.

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The Sleepy Video Game Nerd

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haha,, ah,,, haha... um... lol...

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😳😳😳

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🇺🇸cucumber recall🇨🇦

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The world (town) is hers

character belongs to @aforgotto's @rhiannonmackwood project <3

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i'm tired. i'm so tired. i'm so fucking tired i'm so fucking tired of this i'm so fucking tired im' tired I'm fucking tired i'm so fucking tired fucking nfucking erhhorwyyapcl;dfkl/;xdcxlk;c\,.vl/;xdf

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i'm so exhausted. i d on't know what to so anymore

it just doesn't feel worth it to try.

i feel so hopeless all the time. i feel like i'll never get to leave this. this is all there is for me. everytime it gets "better" it gets exponentially worse. it feels like all signs are pointing for me to kill myself. i can't help being a problem. there's nothing i can do. I've been trying so hard for years and years and it never gets better. it is not getting better. if i wasn't so terrified of never being found i'd kill myself right here and now. if i wasn't so terrified of being forgotten i'd do it right fucking now. but I'm stuck. I'm scared. i have nothing left and it feels like no one can hear me and I'm still too terrified to do anything. I'm trapped. until i rot away or someone else kills me.

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i genuinely think ocd is incredibly underdiagnosed bc i will see people posting what are obvious rituals, compulsions, intrusive thoughts, spiralling, hyper morality, etc and its like Have You Considered This Might Be An Issue

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I'm in pain I'm exhausted I'm in constant distress and it's making it really hard to work on anything. Things just keep getting worse in my life all I want to do is work on my game and hang out with my friends and have food to eat. I'm trying to convince myself it's fine to take breaks and no one expects anything of me but every time I'm not drawing or doing spritework or working on the game itself I just feel genuine despair. I can't do anything. I can't do anything right. This is literally all I have to offer the world and I can't even do it. Why am I such a problem.

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