#gaster dont cry

[merethessc]

what if i told you im going insane?

[infizero]

every time i think about "HAVE YOU BEEN LOOKING FOR ME? HOW WONDERFUL. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU AS WELL" i go fucking crazy. this stupid melty grandpa is gonna be the death of me

[zeddertop-bugster]

i almost posted this in doatkcord but i think i just got scared and ran away. I dont remember. but i did get scared. BUt some of you are here so i will offer this to the smaller...smaller audience on Tumble. thanks

[mookarts]

this one's for all the horny gaster lovers out there (aka the gaster fanclub discord server this is your fault for giving me ideas with loose collars..!!!)

under the cut is some concept art i made for what i think gaster looks like under. well. his clothes. just to make sense of the whole loose collar thing. because 1) i cant and dont want to draw skeletons and 2) i dont really imagine gaster much of a skeleton and more just a figure made of bone and held together with goop and i figured that i might as well jot down what that looks like to me

[am-i-sans]

... Papyrus goner?

. . .

[ophiebot]

:(

close enough

[sunny-knight]

SCROLL FOR @forgettable-au ANGST :D

ok so ((WAILS LOUDLY))

WE KNOW HOW THIS GOES *breaks knuckles* ITS TIME TO TEAR APART MY ART BECAUSE PASSION

trust me, im a proFESSIONAL yapper at this point

This whole thing takes place within my own headcanon that “The Quiche Room” was one of many of Sans and Wingdings’ little hangout spots. They also really liked the echo flower there (maybe they planted it themselves-) Maybe thats why Papyrus is so unnerved and disturbed by echo flowers now…

Notice, the echo flower grows as they grow!

Oh yeah! I had fun drawing them grown in their kid outfits for 2. Wingdings can finally see his ankles

2 is also sorta a reference to my Radio Star comic, same stuff they did as kids, Wingdings working and Sans assisting, They haven’t changed too much yet. haven’t gotten the lab job. yet.

in 3, this is after they get the job at the lab and Wingdings realizes its a great place for supporting his unhealthy habits of seclusion and emotional repression. The echo flower is repeating something Wingdings said a while ago. I dont know what- fill in your own angst I suppose (I cant do EVERYTHING around here)

in 1 and 2, the light sources… are each other. Sans n Wd. Theyre each others lights. Each others stars (cries loudly and noticeably) but then for 3, the only light source is the echo flower. Yknow. The echo flower. with wingdings’ voice

4 is how the quiche room looks in the game 👍 Dunno whats sadder… Wingdings’ voice being removed because he’s in the void now, or because someone just talked over it without a second thought.

Oh yeah, and its empty because Sans and Papyrus don’t remember that ever being a place they hung out.

Yeah.

Yeah, im crying too. Its okay, let it out.

SANS AND GASTER SANS AND GASTER SANS AND GASTER (PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE) I need them to interact i’m gonna have an aneurism.

THIS PART IS GETTING ITS OWN SECTION BECAUSE CMON MAN, ITS SANS AND GASTER

It was said in this post that Sans knows he was involved in whatever accident Gaster had, that had MAJOR consequences, and made everything and everyone different.

That makes me wonder, does Sans feel any guilt?? like subconsciously or not, he knows he was involved, so does he suspect he could have done something to stop it, or did something bad, and he was at fault in some way?

I DONT THINK HE WAS

so in 5, Sans is asking “what happened.”

What happened to him, why is everything like this, was it his fault? what did he do? what did he NOT do???

And Gaster just replies “Nothing that wasn’t my own fault.”

OK THATS ENOUGH. WHITEBOARD DOODLES, ATTACK!!!!

also- I PROMISE IM WORKING ON THE DTIYS 😭😭😭 IVE GOT IDEAS IDK HOW TO EXECUTE EM

Heres a thing I made/am working on(???) that was inspired by the dtiys though :3

[chariix-creates]

So guys, here's all my thoughts on 0.8 in the form of insane screaming (spoilers, ofc)

AM I A FUCKING PROPHET?????

LIKE SHIT.. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I PULLED CLASSIC GASTER OUTTA MY ASS?? Just remembered that time he spoke to xgaster and thought "eh, I'm outta ideas, surely he's important again!

As for most the other guesses I blame it on luck, and insane analyzing. Also technically no we didn't get classic cross ink trio but TGEY WERE IN THE SAME SPACE I COUNT IT.

Moving on.. HOOOLLLLLYYYYY SHIT that was a lot?*%*$?$? BFGEHJEBEMSBMS

I love them. So fucking much, you don't even get it bro I LOVE THEMMMMM

Also crying at classic here pulling a "hey I'm not part of this btw" while ink is TRAUMATIZED.

Oh also THE NEW INTRO IS SOOOOO GOOODDDD??? I was actually gonna put new intro on the bingo card I SHOULD HAVEEE!!

As for the whole dream..ish.. sequence..? Yeah I don't even know where to start. Can we talk about how papyrus solves problems in every single multiverse setting? Like?? Guess he is the ideal man

Toriel dying. GUYS I PUT THE "SOMEONE FUCKING DIES" AS A JOKE??%*?%?? DUDE I DIDNT EVEN THINK SHED STAY DEAD UNTIL THE DUST SFX

Had a very normal reaction ofc

Pouhhh ouuhh baby cross :((( everything about cross this ep I love him oouuguhh 💔💔💔

My god also FUCKING ALSO. FRISK. DUDE. IKJFJMMMMM "hey guys heh I wonder where frisk is!!" WHY DIDNT I ASSUME BEING TRAUMATIZED BY THE MINOR TRAUMATIZER. GET. THAT. CRUSTY ASS MAN. AWAY. FROM CHILDREN.

Ofujehe,my god I don't even know what else to say I'm tweakINGGGGGG

I will definitely draw fanart the SSSECOND I'm up to it ARAGAHHH

[robloxconfessions2]

tbh, out of all the blocky r6 out there CASHIER is the one i hate the most. And no, its not even a love/hate situation because ITS MISSING THE LOVE, i never loved him which i dont get myself because i am a simple blocky r6 avatar lovers and haters, but he is the only one i only HATE and not love its only hate that i feel when seeing him, and the way i just want to have his homunculus and get disgusted till i gag at it is just weird?? I never even simp over him despite playing before snackcore exist and when its still popular, i was actually suprised when seeing people simp over him?? Like he's so stupid and disgusting all he do is just sit by the counter and become some stupidass evil guy? Idiot. It's a suprise to myself that i haven't drawn him getting kiled by player, though i probably never did that bc i hate him so much he doesn't deserve to get drawn getting killed by someone by me. Its how much i hate him i never proudly show my friends my drawings about him getting killed. [Yea, i show them :3] and out of all the r6 avatars HE alone is the one i never got so excited over while imaginating him getting killed brutally. Like even player and dummy that looks soooo much stupider than him still get that treatment, but him? Somehow despite looking less stupider than both of them seems more stupid. Also i hate him for making me cry while reading some ao3 fanfics about player becoming a victim to his villain doing but somehow he's doing better, and in one fic despite him being the one wrong there, player gets told to not hate him by idk dummy or orby but i hate him and the other two for that, you know what. Nevermind that I HATE EVERYONE IN GASA4 INCLUDING PLAYER FOR BEING RELATABLE IN THE FANFICS, I HATE THAT TINY GUY WITH CAR AND I HATE RIPOFF GASA4 GASTER AND I HATE THE RAT AND I HATE PIZZA PERSON AND I HATE PARTY PERSON AND ALL HER RELATIVES AND I HATE DAD AND I HATE THE HOUSE AND I HATE THE SKY AND I HATE LITERALLY EVERYONE. Jk.

This is all sarcasm Lol! excluding the part where i said im a simple blocky r6 avatars lovers/haters & the cashier part bc i hate him fr.

-r6 roblox hater or whatever idk i forgot anon

this would make a pretty good copypasta

[dimeadozencows]

(Thank you sm :'],,, ) enjoy your new blog!!!!!!!!!!!

AYY NEW BLOG!

(^^housewarming gift)

DIMEADOZENCOWS!?

Seriously though, thank you!! That’s so nice of you?? I’m just some silly little guy… and you’re very cool…! I’m putting these flowers on my metaphorical mantle.

[shouldbedrawingrn]

me shaking my fist at the sky:

“DAMN YOU TOBY FOX AND YOUR ENDLESS ANAGRAMS”

here’s some stuff i found just from goofing around with wordfinder:

-undertale - unaltered, unrelated (and obv delatrune too lol but the others are most likely toby’s intentions with deltarune as it relates to its predecessor)

-reset - terse (cut short, yknow like all the monsters’ hopes and dreams🥲🥲🥲)

-riverperson - perversion (possibly related to chara’s “perverted sentimentality” quote? idk its a reach)

-gerson - goners 👀

-goner kid - eroding, ignored (wanna see how hard i can cry??)

-mysteryman - asymmetry (notable since there are themes of symmetry and reflection in the game, certified gaster moment)

-monster - mentors

-dont forget - forgotten (WELP)

-susie - issue (not to me they could never make me hate susie)

-noelle - alone (ENOUGH, where is her sister dude you cant do this to me)

-kris - risk (understatement)

-alphys - shy pal (me too alphy me too)

-cool dude - clouded (nah cuz this one?? the cloudy snow before his battle?? the implication he’s depressed?? his competely ambiguous past?? im in shambles)

its tricky because some of the known anagrams leave a letter out or the alternate word is misspelled. theyre mostly complete coincidences but i just think theyre neat. wordplays also a HUGE factor with these games which is good cuz i love puns.

[m1lkt00th]

forgot to say but i LOVED THE RECENT UNDERVERSE EPISODE !!! i adore it. it was AWESOME.. i watched it so many times with my bbg Night and grhrghr i want to watch it with him again !! disjointed rambling/SPOILERS under the cut

first thing’s first i LOVED CLASSIC AND GENO !!! they were literally so sweet i wanted more of them tbh…

the ink and cross conversation was really nice. it’s really satisfying to see ink and cross interact and attempt to navigate their current relationship and circumstances. also cross having an existential crisis/questioning is so funny to me. this guy barely had time to really sit down and THINK about what he went though. constantly running or fighting

THE FATAL ERROR FIGHT SCENE WAS SO !!! GOOD !!! CROSS GETTING CAUGHT IN THE STRINGS HAD ME !!! YELLING !!! cross has a high as FUCK pain tolerance to be just be hyperventilating and not crying and pissing on the floor fr. also xgaster and gaster interactions… i want to see more tbh

xgaster killing cross (then reviving him bc this man cannot see peace even in death) was so. unexpected ? like it makes sense but that scene was BRUTAL damn. i know i clowned on cross’ tattered outfit before but now i kind of miss it

like i love the guy. he’s so dumb

and i really like ink’s GUILT. they feel bad for messing with cross and lying to him or whatever and just ??? ink development. i love ink. ‘YOU GOT A NEW OUTFIT !!’ HE GETS IT !!! THE EXCITEMENT ink is a fanboy istg

wish i could talk about everything about everything but holy shit. i plan on redrawing the screenshots in the future bc !!! wow. no idea how im going to pull off fatal error but we get there when we get there

i dont have much to say but i liked the episode and i especially enjoyed my live reaction (it was funny)

[infizero]

you guys dont fucking underSTANDDDDD i need to see gaster so so bad. i need to find him i need to meet him truly, for the first time, in person. (or as "in person" as we can manage) he makes me fucking batshit crazy WE'RE THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN KNOW HIM NOW. THE ONLY PEOPLE HE CAN CONNECT WITH. AND HE THANKS US FOR IT. HE SAYS ITS EXCITING. I AM GOING TO FUCKING CRY!!!!!!!

[lumity-poggers]

My thoughts on Watching and Dreaming

I watched the episode when it premeired last night but i hit post limit so couldnt post about it. Spoilers under the cut. sorry if anything is out of order lol im sick and im just throwing everything i thought last night down on this post.

-Luz being attacked by Amity genuinely made me cry

-"My girlfriend is too big a nerd to misremember an Azura quote" -luz probably

-Lilith having the haircut from For the Future but color scheme from season 1 is a nice touch

-"Dont you recognize your siblings" Ok damn man didnt need to go THAT far

-The giant stone Flapjack in Luz's nightmare killed me and not in the good funny way but in the sad crying way

-in the words of @minty-creator "BELOS FUCKETH OFF" (We were both watching the ep and screaming to each other about it)

-at first I thought belos was gonna try and possess king but then I realized no he's going to possess the fucking boiling isles titan

-I actually kinda liked that The Collector had no concept of death. They're a kid, an IMMORTAL GODLY KID. Of course they wouldnt know what death is

-Pacman Collector will haunt my nightmares

-The Collector needs a hug. I want to give them a hug.

-"You know this cant last forever" that was said to the collector but it feels like it was also aimed towards us

-The Archivists 🤝Pink Diamond "Wanna play a game?" *leaves them lonely*

-ok no but seriously the archivists telling Collector to play with the titans only to wipe them out leaving Collector all alone is just fucking cruel

-The Collector is just a lonely kid LET ME HUG THEM

-Me seeing Raine fight back: YES YOU GO

-Goo Belos in this episode looks like William Afton. Like- Remember that fucking fnaf 3 image where the springtrap head was open showing William? Thats what Belos looks like. Or burntrap from SB take your pick.

-Raine my beloved

-The Belos possessed Titan looks like a fucking dragon holy shit

-"Now that's a spinoff I'd watch" You and me both Luz

-The Collector picking up Raine's earring and realizing that the Raine talking to them wasnt actually Raine, and then looking upset is just AAAAAAAA LET ME FUCKING HUG THEM

-I LOVE that when the collector uses "Kindness and Forgiveness" on Belos IT DOESNT WORK. I FUCKING H A T E THAT TROPE OF POWER OF FRIENDSHIP REDEMPTION. It was one of the few things I genuinely hated about Steven Universe (SU is still a good show tho they just kinda overused villain redemption. And yeah yeah you could argue MLP overuses that too but MLP was ABOUT friendship)

-Luz, Eda, and King's expressions when The Collector hugs Belos is so funny tho. Literally just 👁👄👁

-I literally screamed at Luz's sacrifice. S C R E A M E D.

-Gaster Blaster Belos Real

-"Eda, King, looks like we're going to be split up again. I feel like I should be used to this feeling by now, but I still dont know what to say" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-I like that Luz becomes lights. Not only was the light glyph the first one she learned but her name literally means light.

-Eda, King, and Luz are such a found family I love them

-"I should have thanked them" SCREAMING AND CRYING

-I love that King's dad basically said "Fuck gender"

-I also love that he has a bad girls coven shirt

-Eda makes alchoholic apple blood confirmed?

-Titan Luz is so gender

-Camila best mom

-LET. ME. HUG. THE. COLLECTOR. DAMN IT.

-Luz and King doing the WEH together is so fucking cute.

-For some reason I thought Luz was gonna die again when the titan magic was fading. Like I thought that was keeping her alive.

-Anyone gonna talk about the fact Eda gave Raine a little kiss when saving them from the Belos goop

-the entire episode was so anime but the fight scene between Titan Luz and Belos was just anime as fuck and the smooth animation makes it even better

-"NOW EAT THIS SUCKA" IT ALL COMES FULL CIRCLE

-Look at how fuckin anime this is I love it so much

-Luz looks so badass btw idk if I mentioned that

-Belos trying to bullshit his way out of this and Luz having NONE OF IT is so great. I hat the "[insert curse/supernatural thing] made me do it so im innocent" trope if it's done poorly or with a character like Belos. Love that they smashed that into the ground with Luz having fucking none of it.

-LOOK AT HOW BADASS AND GENDER SHE LOOKS I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABOUT THIS I AM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS

-I AM SO GLAD BELOS HAD A GRUESOME DEATH THAT WAS SO SATISFYING.

-I like the touch that Titan Luz isnt affected by the boiling rain

-King's dad is A PUN MASTER

-the reuniting. oh my titan the reuniting. I cried. Gus doing a little illusion with his dad, Amity hugging Alador (with Odalia rightfully in the sidelines), Hunter telling Darius about wolves, Willow and her dads!

-Darius and Eber so want to beat the shit out of Terra, Vitmir, and Adrien.

-Camila pulling Eda and King into a hug with Luz is just. YES.

-Yassified Hooty go brrr

-King giving The Collector Francois was so sweet

-All the kids as adults are so fucking gender. GIVE ME YOUR GENDER.

-All the photos on Luz's bulletin board are so amazing. Especially the one with Hooty dropping from a tree that one made me laugh so hard. Also the Bi Pride pin next to the graduation photo was amazing.

-"Stringbean's Corner" AWWWE

-ik im doing two screenshots in a row but LOOK AT THIS PICTURE OF STRINGBEAN

-When I tell you I screamed with joy when I saw there was a working permanent portal to the Boiling Isles I mean I SCREAMED WITH JOY

-I love Willow's leaf headband. It just fits her so well.

-I love that Hunter is a palismen carver and carved a Blue Jay to be his new palismen (according to Dana on twt the name of the palismen is Waffle. I love it.), but I also love that Hunter was (or maybe still is) Dell's apprentice by the looks of things

-The grave for Flapjack made me sob. And then the "Thank you for finding me" on it im just. I need a moment.

-HARPY LILITH HARPY LILITH

-Also I just realized now they all have matching Flapjack tattoos. Im gonna cry you guys.

-The way Darius just slides over after shaking Alador is the most tsundere anime thing ever.

-Theres a little abomination in Alador's pocket :0

-Raine with white hair is actually so fucking cool

-Gus looks so cool you cannot tell me otherwise.

-Everyone thought Eda would have like a robotic/abomination arm but no SHE HAS A HOOK AND IT'S AWESOME

-King had a growth spurt lets go!

-The quinceanera being called a king-cenera is just perfect. King is mastering the art of puns just like his father.

-King having his own glyph shapes is just perfect I love it!

-Collector making fireworks shooting stars is amazing

-THEY DID THE HUNTER "BYEEE" TO BOTH THE COLLECTOR AND US

Im going to miss toh. It was one of the best shows Ive ever watched.

Edit: I hat the new post editor istg

[vidacomeback]

need help remembering an undertale fanfic from YEARSS BACK

happy new years guys ^_^ haunted by a fanfic i discovered in 2016 where sans and papyrus were being basically imprisoned and experimented on by gaster i think, lots of angst and crying. cant stop thinking about it. very long piece, 20+ chapters and published on tumblr and i dont remember what it was called, didnt even finish reading it but i need to reread it haha it is distinctively well written and i guess profound but GAH i cant remember it for the life of me pls pls plsplshelp

(pls help me i am so obsessed with finding it now literally just made the account just to hunt it down T_T sorry for sounding mad)

[sunny-knight]

I COOKED A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR @forgettable-au STUFF-

Its not done obviously and I might not ever finish it, but wanted to post it here because of the song being suggested on the blog

god ever since listening to that song- I was listening to it on repeat during class (so has become my routine) THIS popped into my head and I needed to get it down

The main idea is Gaster is extremely care free and kinda melancholy. Him calling Papyrus a “carcass” is the most canon thing I can think of I love it 😭

I imagine this first bit is him fairly recently after falling into the void, he traveled way forwards in time to see what the hell this thing that replaced him was like and found himself to be amused and a ✨CATHARSIS✨ for him

Traveling a bit in time through the eye transition, we see him making the tape recording and putting it in the secret compartment cause I SWEAR THAT WAS ALL HIS DOING. this is gonna age horribly

Then him doing his whole Player business. I think the “I deserve forgetting” is the most raw line ive ever heard in my entire life, BUT THIS IS A LIGHT HEARTED AND NOT ANGSTY PMV SO IM IGNORING THAT

He finds he doesnt much care for how he feels, more what he has to do, which is GET THE PLAYER and do whatever he has planned for Deltarune-

The upsetting part is from the players point of view cause WHAT THE HELL MAN ☹️ I JUST MADE THAT

Then we get to my favorite part of him being content in things ending and him being content where he is, happy, even (PLEASEEE DONT LET THIS AGE HORRIBLY LET MY MAN BE HAPPY 😭)

Another time skip through the eye hole! Flowey and Papyrus have made their way down to the lab and wtf are these recordings, it sounds like someone rambling but its impossible to make out any of the words

then for some reason Flowey gets a weird vision and is like “AYO?? PAPYRUS???” and this is where I ran out of ideas-

Im still working on the You And Me PMV im just bad at focusing-

Forgettable AU + Undertale and Deltarune in general consume my every waking thought (this is a cry for help)

ive been cooking so much not just with this AU this- this comic is SPECIAL IDK HOW OR WHY BUT ITS SPECIAL