#gaster dont cry

[merethessc]

what if i told you im going insane?

[infizero]

every time i think about "HAVE YOU BEEN LOOKING FOR ME? HOW WONDERFUL. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU AS WELL" i go fucking crazy. this stupid melty grandpa is gonna be the death of me

[zeddertop-bugster]

i almost posted this in doatkcord but i think i just got scared and ran away. I dont remember. but i did get scared. BUt some of you are here so i will offer this to the smaller...smaller audience on Tumble. thanks

[mookarts]

this one's for all the horny gaster lovers out there (aka the gaster fanclub discord server this is your fault for giving me ideas with loose collars..!!!)

under the cut is some concept art i made for what i think gaster looks like under. well. his clothes. just to make sense of the whole loose collar thing. because 1) i cant and dont want to draw skeletons and 2) i dont really imagine gaster much of a skeleton and more just a figure made of bone and held together with goop and i figured that i might as well jot down what that looks like to me

[am-i-sans]

... Papyrus goner?

. . .

[ophiebot]

:(

close enough

[sunny-knight]

SCROLL FOR @forgettable-au ANGST :D

ok so ((WAILS LOUDLY))

WE KNOW HOW THIS GOES *breaks knuckles* ITS TIME TO TEAR APART MY ART BECAUSE PASSION

trust me, im a proFESSIONAL yapper at this point

This whole thing takes place within my own headcanon that “The Quiche Room” was one of many of Sans and Wingdings’ little hangout spots. They also really liked the echo flower there (maybe they planted it themselves-) Maybe thats why Papyrus is so unnerved and disturbed by echo flowers now…

Notice, the echo flower grows as they grow!

Oh yeah! I had fun drawing them grown in their kid outfits for 2. Wingdings can finally see his ankles

2 is also sorta a reference to my Radio Star comic, same stuff they did as kids, Wingdings working and Sans assisting, They haven’t changed too much yet. haven’t gotten the lab job. yet.

in 3, this is after they get the job at the lab and Wingdings realizes its a great place for supporting his unhealthy habits of seclusion and emotional repression. The echo flower is repeating something Wingdings said a while ago. I dont know what- fill in your own angst I suppose (I cant do EVERYTHING around here)

in 1 and 2, the light sources… are each other. Sans n Wd. Theyre each others lights. Each others stars (cries loudly and noticeably) but then for 3, the only light source is the echo flower. Yknow. The echo flower. with wingdings’ voice

4 is how the quiche room looks in the game 👍 Dunno whats sadder… Wingdings’ voice being removed because he’s in the void now, or because someone just talked over it without a second thought.

Oh yeah, and its empty because Sans and Papyrus don’t remember that ever being a place they hung out.

Yeah.

Yeah, im crying too. Its okay, let it out.

SANS AND GASTER SANS AND GASTER SANS AND GASTER (PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE) I need them to interact i’m gonna have an aneurism.

THIS PART IS GETTING ITS OWN SECTION BECAUSE CMON MAN, ITS SANS AND GASTER

It was said in this post that Sans knows he was involved in whatever accident Gaster had, that had MAJOR consequences, and made everything and everyone different.

That makes me wonder, does Sans feel any guilt?? like subconsciously or not, he knows he was involved, so does he suspect he could have done something to stop it, or did something bad, and he was at fault in some way?

I DONT THINK HE WAS

so in 5, Sans is asking “what happened.”

What happened to him, why is everything like this, was it his fault? what did he do? what did he NOT do???

And Gaster just replies “Nothing that wasn’t my own fault.”

OK THATS ENOUGH. WHITEBOARD DOODLES, ATTACK!!!!

also- I PROMISE IM WORKING ON THE DTIYS 😭😭😭 IVE GOT IDEAS IDK HOW TO EXECUTE EM

Heres a thing I made/am working on(???) that was inspired by the dtiys though :3

[shouldbedrawingrn]

me shaking my fist at the sky:

“DAMN YOU TOBY FOX AND YOUR ENDLESS ANAGRAMS”

here’s some stuff i found just from goofing around with wordfinder:

-undertale - unaltered, unrelated (and obv delatrune too lol but the others are most likely toby’s intentions with deltarune as it relates to its predecessor)

-reset - terse (cut short, yknow like all the monsters’ hopes and dreams🥲🥲🥲)

-riverperson - perversion (possibly related to chara’s “perverted sentimentality” quote? idk its a reach)

-gerson - goners 👀

-goner kid - eroding, ignored (wanna see how hard i can cry??)

-mysteryman - asymmetry (notable since there are themes of symmetry and reflection in the game, certified gaster moment)

-monster - mentors

-dont forget - forgotten (WELP)

-susie - issue (not to me they could never make me hate susie)

-noelle - alone (ENOUGH, where is her sister dude you cant do this to me)

-kris - risk (understatement)

-alphys - shy pal (me too alphy me too)

-cool dude - clouded (nah cuz this one?? the cloudy snow before his battle?? the implication he’s depressed?? his competely ambiguous past?? im in shambles)

its tricky because some of the known anagrams leave a letter out or the alternate word is misspelled. theyre mostly complete coincidences but i just think theyre neat. wordplays also a HUGE factor with these games which is good cuz i love puns.

[m1lkt00th]

forgot to say but i LOVED THE RECENT UNDERVERSE EPISODE !!! i adore it. it was AWESOME.. i watched it so many times with my bbg Night and grhrghr i want to watch it with him again !! disjointed rambling/SPOILERS under the cut

first thing’s first i LOVED CLASSIC AND GENO !!! they were literally so sweet i wanted more of them tbh…

the ink and cross conversation was really nice. it’s really satisfying to see ink and cross interact and attempt to navigate their current relationship and circumstances. also cross having an existential crisis/questioning is so funny to me. this guy barely had time to really sit down and THINK about what he went though. constantly running or fighting

THE FATAL ERROR FIGHT SCENE WAS SO !!! GOOD !!! CROSS GETTING CAUGHT IN THE STRINGS HAD ME !!! YELLING !!! cross has a high as FUCK pain tolerance to be just be hyperventilating and not crying and pissing on the floor fr. also xgaster and gaster interactions… i want to see more tbh

xgaster killing cross (then reviving him bc this man cannot see peace even in death) was so. unexpected ? like it makes sense but that scene was BRUTAL damn. i know i clowned on cross’ tattered outfit before but now i kind of miss it

like i love the guy. he’s so dumb

and i really like ink’s GUILT. they feel bad for messing with cross and lying to him or whatever and just ??? ink development. i love ink. ‘YOU GOT A NEW OUTFIT !!’ HE GETS IT !!! THE EXCITEMENT ink is a fanboy istg

wish i could talk about everything about everything but holy shit. i plan on redrawing the screenshots in the future bc !!! wow. no idea how im going to pull off fatal error but we get there when we get there

i dont have much to say but i liked the episode and i especially enjoyed my live reaction (it was funny)

[dimeadozencows]

(Thank you sm :'],,, ) enjoy your new blog!!!!!!!!!!!

AYY NEW BLOG!

(^^housewarming gift)

DIMEADOZENCOWS!?

Seriously though, thank you!! That’s so nice of you?? I’m just some silly little guy… and you’re very cool…! I’m putting these flowers on my metaphorical mantle.

[lumity-poggers]

My thoughts on Watching and Dreaming

I watched the episode when it premeired last night but i hit post limit so couldnt post about it. Spoilers under the cut. sorry if anything is out of order lol im sick and im just throwing everything i thought last night down on this post.

-Luz being attacked by Amity genuinely made me cry

-"My girlfriend is too big a nerd to misremember an Azura quote" -luz probably

-Lilith having the haircut from For the Future but color scheme from season 1 is a nice touch

-"Dont you recognize your siblings" Ok damn man didnt need to go THAT far

-The giant stone Flapjack in Luz's nightmare killed me and not in the good funny way but in the sad crying way

-in the words of @minty-creator "BELOS FUCKETH OFF" (We were both watching the ep and screaming to each other about it)

-at first I thought belos was gonna try and possess king but then I realized no he's going to possess the fucking boiling isles titan

-I actually kinda liked that The Collector had no concept of death. They're a kid, an IMMORTAL GODLY KID. Of course they wouldnt know what death is

-Pacman Collector will haunt my nightmares

-The Collector needs a hug. I want to give them a hug.

-"You know this cant last forever" that was said to the collector but it feels like it was also aimed towards us

-The Archivists 🤝Pink Diamond "Wanna play a game?" *leaves them lonely*

-ok no but seriously the archivists telling Collector to play with the titans only to wipe them out leaving Collector all alone is just fucking cruel

-The Collector is just a lonely kid LET ME HUG THEM

-Me seeing Raine fight back: YES YOU GO

-Goo Belos in this episode looks like William Afton. Like- Remember that fucking fnaf 3 image where the springtrap head was open showing William? Thats what Belos looks like. Or burntrap from SB take your pick.

-Raine my beloved

-The Belos possessed Titan looks like a fucking dragon holy shit

-"Now that's a spinoff I'd watch" You and me both Luz

-The Collector picking up Raine's earring and realizing that the Raine talking to them wasnt actually Raine, and then looking upset is just AAAAAAAA LET ME FUCKING HUG THEM

-I LOVE that when the collector uses "Kindness and Forgiveness" on Belos IT DOESNT WORK. I FUCKING H A T E THAT TROPE OF POWER OF FRIENDSHIP REDEMPTION. It was one of the few things I genuinely hated about Steven Universe (SU is still a good show tho they just kinda overused villain redemption. And yeah yeah you could argue MLP overuses that too but MLP was ABOUT friendship)

-Luz, Eda, and King's expressions when The Collector hugs Belos is so funny tho. Literally just 👁👄👁

-I literally screamed at Luz's sacrifice. S C R E A M E D.

-Gaster Blaster Belos Real

-"Eda, King, looks like we're going to be split up again. I feel like I should be used to this feeling by now, but I still dont know what to say" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-I like that Luz becomes lights. Not only was the light glyph the first one she learned but her name literally means light.

-Eda, King, and Luz are such a found family I love them

-"I should have thanked them" SCREAMING AND CRYING

-I love that King's dad basically said "Fuck gender"

-I also love that he has a bad girls coven shirt

-Eda makes alchoholic apple blood confirmed?

-Titan Luz is so gender

-Camila best mom

-LET. ME. HUG. THE. COLLECTOR. DAMN IT.

-Luz and King doing the WEH together is so fucking cute.

-For some reason I thought Luz was gonna die again when the titan magic was fading. Like I thought that was keeping her alive.

-Anyone gonna talk about the fact Eda gave Raine a little kiss when saving them from the Belos goop

-the entire episode was so anime but the fight scene between Titan Luz and Belos was just anime as fuck and the smooth animation makes it even better

-"NOW EAT THIS SUCKA" IT ALL COMES FULL CIRCLE

-Look at how fuckin anime this is I love it so much

-Luz looks so badass btw idk if I mentioned that

-Belos trying to bullshit his way out of this and Luz having NONE OF IT is so great. I hat the "[insert curse/supernatural thing] made me do it so im innocent" trope if it's done poorly or with a character like Belos. Love that they smashed that into the ground with Luz having fucking none of it.

-LOOK AT HOW BADASS AND GENDER SHE LOOKS I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABOUT THIS I AM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS

-I AM SO GLAD BELOS HAD A GRUESOME DEATH THAT WAS SO SATISFYING.

-I like the touch that Titan Luz isnt affected by the boiling rain

-King's dad is A PUN MASTER

-the reuniting. oh my titan the reuniting. I cried. Gus doing a little illusion with his dad, Amity hugging Alador (with Odalia rightfully in the sidelines), Hunter telling Darius about wolves, Willow and her dads!

-Darius and Eber so want to beat the shit out of Terra, Vitmir, and Adrien.

-Camila pulling Eda and King into a hug with Luz is just. YES.

-Yassified Hooty go brrr

-King giving The Collector Francois was so sweet

-All the kids as adults are so fucking gender. GIVE ME YOUR GENDER.

-All the photos on Luz's bulletin board are so amazing. Especially the one with Hooty dropping from a tree that one made me laugh so hard. Also the Bi Pride pin next to the graduation photo was amazing.

-"Stringbean's Corner" AWWWE

-ik im doing two screenshots in a row but LOOK AT THIS PICTURE OF STRINGBEAN

-When I tell you I screamed with joy when I saw there was a working permanent portal to the Boiling Isles I mean I SCREAMED WITH JOY

-I love Willow's leaf headband. It just fits her so well.

-I love that Hunter is a palismen carver and carved a Blue Jay to be his new palismen (according to Dana on twt the name of the palismen is Waffle. I love it.), but I also love that Hunter was (or maybe still is) Dell's apprentice by the looks of things

-The grave for Flapjack made me sob. And then the "Thank you for finding me" on it im just. I need a moment.

-HARPY LILITH HARPY LILITH

-Also I just realized now they all have matching Flapjack tattoos. Im gonna cry you guys.

-The way Darius just slides over after shaking Alador is the most tsundere anime thing ever.

-Theres a little abomination in Alador's pocket :0

-Raine with white hair is actually so fucking cool

-Gus looks so cool you cannot tell me otherwise.

-Everyone thought Eda would have like a robotic/abomination arm but no SHE HAS A HOOK AND IT'S AWESOME

-King had a growth spurt lets go!

-The quinceanera being called a king-cenera is just perfect. King is mastering the art of puns just like his father.

-King having his own glyph shapes is just perfect I love it!

-Collector making fireworks shooting stars is amazing

-THEY DID THE HUNTER "BYEEE" TO BOTH THE COLLECTOR AND US

Im going to miss toh. It was one of the best shows Ive ever watched.

Edit: I hat the new post editor istg

[vidacomeback]

need help remembering an undertale fanfic from YEARSS BACK

happy new years guys ^_^ haunted by a fanfic i discovered in 2016 where sans and papyrus were being basically imprisoned and experimented on by gaster i think, lots of angst and crying. cant stop thinking about it. very long piece, 20+ chapters and published on tumblr and i dont remember what it was called, didnt even finish reading it but i need to reread it haha it is distinctively well written and i guess profound but GAH i cant remember it for the life of me pls pls plsplshelp

(pls help me i am so obsessed with finding it now literally just made the account just to hunt it down T_T sorry for sounding mad)

[infizero]

you guys dont fucking underSTANDDDDD i need to see gaster so so bad. i need to find him i need to meet him truly, for the first time, in person. (or as "in person" as we can manage) he makes me fucking batshit crazy WE'RE THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN KNOW HIM NOW. THE ONLY PEOPLE HE CAN CONNECT WITH. AND HE THANKS US FOR IT. HE SAYS ITS EXCITING. I AM GOING TO FUCKING CRY!!!!!!!

[a-whispering-echo]

hes the kind who REFUSES to take meds even when its REALLY fucking bad, and hes sobbing and crying and throwing up - why? maybe he thinks he deserves the pain. maybe hes been told all his life that periods dont hurt enough to NEED meds. maybe he thinks himself 'stronger' than that, and that by giving in to taking them as a sign of weakness. Maybe he been raised to fear becoming 'addicted' or 'dependent' on the medication by people around him - maybe Gaster, maybe not. He the type to push it and push it and push it until he past him limit and end up collapsing in pain by the end of the day, hell, maybe he doesnt even make it THAT long.

gives cross my period issues because im tired of existing and he should suffer more than he already does. periods aren’t enough for him to endure they have to be heavy and irregular and he deserves to be in pain and then think he can push through it even though it feels like he’s being stabbed in the gut and just wants to curl in bed for the day and take tylenol until he stops crying. because he deserves to curl up and writhe in pain i think.

[sw4tch]

Compilation of unhinged thoughts i can't post on twt bcus my roomies follow me and i want to have a slight sense of decorum:

Listen i still dont like twitter but man it truly was Speaking to The Void simulator for me until irl people started following me

anyway here it comes the rapid fire:

steven grant the man that you are, he would NOT come out unscathed from my bedroom if i had my way I WANNA SPOIL HIM I HAVE NEVER NEVER WANTED TO SPOIL A MAN SO BADLY I SWEAR he is my BABYGIRL (explodes things with my mind)

Favorite dynamic for the moon system is Jake resiente a Marc, Marc adora a Steven, Steven adora a Marc, Steven quiere entender a Jake, Jake al principio odia a Steven pero despues lo quiere porque es el unico que trata de entenderlo, Marc rechaza a Jake etc etc, which u know that i am writing it down it's just quadrants again goddamnit. Anyway Steven ♦️ Marc supremacy i am Normal About This

(Lying)

My ultimate babygirl is actually W. D. Gaster sorry everyone i will not be normal about him ever until I ACTUALLY GET TO KNOW ABOUT HIM GODDDDDD HE IS MY WHITE WHALE... I WANNA BABYGIRLIFY HIM SO BAD... BUT ONLY BASED ON CANON FACTS GOD I HATE IT HERE

I can't wait for the end of mob psycho so i can cry so fucking much over Reigen my beloved and Mob my beloved. My beloveds!!! I AM NOT READY TO SEE THE ENDING ANIMATED I REREAD IT AND I ALWAYS, ALWAYS CRY OH GOD but i am so ready to see... him ♡ (???% my sentient son)

Transmasc Wednesday Get Ready for Boy Wednesday in which i look the same but i am Full Of Some Guy Energy

The

Elias and Jon... Elias and Jon... i am. Yeah okay there's no other way to put it i ship them so badly for some goddamn reason. It's about the Power Dynamics. It's about the horror of it all. It's about the Obsession. It's about how i need to personally fuck that old man.

That's it so far i think

[sunny-knight]

I COOKED A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR @forgettable-au STUFF-

Its not done obviously and I might not ever finish it, but wanted to post it here because of the song being suggested on the blog

god ever since listening to that song- I was listening to it on repeat during class (so has become my routine) THIS popped into my head and I needed to get it down

The main idea is Gaster is extremely care free and kinda melancholy. Him calling Papyrus a “carcass” is the most canon thing I can think of I love it 😭

I imagine this first bit is him fairly recently after falling into the void, he traveled way forwards in time to see what the hell this thing that replaced him was like and found himself to be amused and a ✨CATHARSIS✨ for him

Traveling a bit in time through the eye transition, we see him making the tape recording and putting it in the secret compartment cause I SWEAR THAT WAS ALL HIS DOING. this is gonna age horribly

Then him doing his whole Player business. I think the “I deserve forgetting” is the most raw line ive ever heard in my entire life, BUT THIS IS A LIGHT HEARTED AND NOT ANGSTY PMV SO IM IGNORING THAT

He finds he doesnt much care for how he feels, more what he has to do, which is GET THE PLAYER and do whatever he has planned for Deltarune-

The upsetting part is from the players point of view cause WHAT THE HELL MAN ☹️ I JUST MADE THAT

Then we get to my favorite part of him being content in things ending and him being content where he is, happy, even (PLEASEEE DONT LET THIS AGE HORRIBLY LET MY MAN BE HAPPY 😭)

Another time skip through the eye hole! Flowey and Papyrus have made their way down to the lab and wtf are these recordings, it sounds like someone rambling but its impossible to make out any of the words

then for some reason Flowey gets a weird vision and is like “AYO?? PAPYRUS???” and this is where I ran out of ideas-

Im still working on the You And Me PMV im just bad at focusing-

Forgettable AU + Undertale and Deltarune in general consume my every waking thought (this is a cry for help)

ive been cooking so much not just with this AU this- this comic is SPECIAL IDK HOW OR WHY BUT ITS SPECIAL