#gah this one’s really good
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i regret to inform you all that i have ANOTHER story brewing in the dome
#i can’t keep getting away with this#my wips :(#but like#gah this one’s really good#takes place 2 years before canon#reader is a pi running their own firm alone in downtown fukuoka#using their quirk insight which when they look someone in the eye they can tell if they’re lying#this is for anything not just the questions asked#faking your smile? they know.#and they hate hero/police work cause it’s ‘all drama and no ones eve honest with you’#there’s a string of seemingly unconnected murders that hawks thinks actually ARE connected somehow#and he goes to you for help on the case#your only condition is that by the end of the case you want him to be honest with you#since. you know. his ENTIRE persona is a huge ass lie#hawks falls in love with reader becuase wow someone saw through and is treating him like a PERSON#and after reader gets over being grumpy they fall in love with him as he slowly opens up and starts being more and more honest#reader also has their own shit they’re working on too#slowburn- likely actual book length- most likely won’t see the light of day BUT#i think it would be really good if i can make myself write it#you’re both the same age btw#i personally don’t like big age gaps in any direction
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"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt..his youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"
^ this quote is genuinely still fucking plaguing me. THIS IS LITERALLY SEB???? LIKE LITERALLY 2010 SEB SPECIFICALLY????? It is actually fucking me up how it is literally quintessentially Seb. Like big eyes...plump cheeks and round face...unkempt hair...pouty lips...okay okay okay!!!! And that Antinous is basically the peak perfection of pretty boy from that time, I'm like, yeah that's Seb to me 🥹🥹🤧🤧
But god the "youthful appearance, big eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead" Does that quote not evoke pictures like these in your head???????
I feel so unwell about it 😭😭 I am going through it 😭😭
#in march i think i compared seb to the david#which i still think is just as good a comparison#but this makes me infinitely more insane#bcs the david one was more just about looks and so is this one#but the fact that theres so many statues of Antinous and his image is so consistent and perfectly matches seb??? okay.#and also in that post i did compare seb to an antinous statue as well hahaha#but i think the statues i picked for the recent drawing i did were a lot closer#basically: seb is a masterpiece. a piece of art. to me.#but i really like making historical comparisons(as you well know by now) but gah when it fits so perfectly like this#it makes me emo for some reason 😭😭😭#i think boy king is still my fav au and i always feel like a maniac abt all that historical basis#but this one just gaahhhhh like hes just a pretty boy 🥹 the prettiest boy#lmfao i come back from the race wknd and im like yep back to normal procedures: crying over seb#catie.rambling.txt#sebastian vettel
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Gabriel: Find anything good?
Theo: Nah, a lot of the newer stuff is kinda blegh.
Gabriel: We could always look at those cool picture books with birds. I like those.
Theo: Of course you would like the picture books.
Gabriel: No shame.
Theo: He likes to drink milk with his bedtime stories.
Gabriel: Oh so you got jokes?
Theo: Plenty. Hilarious ones too.
Gabriel: [ snickers ] Maybe you should be a comedian.
Theo: If dancing doesn’t work out, I just might.
Gabriel: I mean, hypothetically, what would happen if things didn’t work out?
Theo: Oh I’d simply be devastated. No, things have to work out.
Gabriel: I mean, you always got family to fall back on, no?
Theo: Well, that would be my last option.
Gabriel: Huh.
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Gabriel: You cool with your family, Theo?
Theo: Hm? Oh yeah. Everything’s normal.
Gabriel: Normal’s such a unique concept because what’s normal to me, might be the complete opposite for you.
Theo: I dunno. A lot of concepts don’t make sense, you know?
Gabriel: So it’s better to not ask questions.
Theo: You might not like the answer.
Gabriel: Try me.
Theo: I- [ sighs ] Things were fine, then they weren’t. It always starts that way. My parents are close-minded folk and they couldn’t stand the idea that their kid didn’t want to conform. I’m good now.
Gabriel: I see.
Theo: Things need to work out for me here, Gabriel.
Gabriel: So let’s make sure of it, yeah?
Theo: Deal.
#this is one of those scenes that i've had written for a while but completely scrapped the original#little analysis:#i find that gabriel while he can be a bit of a goober he really is one of the most emotionally intelligent out of everyone#and as for theo they're truly in this state of life where everything is brand new to them#and there's this journey of self discovery of who they authentically are and idk i find that gabriel is a really nice anchor#and the fact that gabriel is gonna make sure his friend is gonna have a better experience is so GAH he's such a good man#idk i really admire their friendship sm#tessellate#sims 4#show us your story#sims 4 story#tessellate: theo#tessellate: gabriel
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can i requeeeessstt edgar rescuing scriabin from something |D
Day 6 - There are consequences out here
Bonus, of what he was doing to get stickers in his hair:
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#I really wasn't sure what to do with this one at first! Or rather - I immediately had this and another idea but wasn't satisfied either way#I opted for this one because The Feelings and the bonus - additions oddly energizing!#I think it's that at first I was too strongly reminded of the one I made of Edgar cutting Scriabin's hair#Poses too similar! Feelings too similar! Not new or shiny or sparkly or anything!!!#But then the bonus came to mind and cute Scriabin is always nice <3#And then the pose expanded as well! Different! New challenges!#I've been trying to attempt more fullbodies this year :3 I don't make them that often! It's good practice all round!#Anatomy and consistency and more dynamic posing!!!! All good things :D#And also parts that I'm not as used to drawing - their feetsies turned out nice I think! Ah! Feels like a level up love when that happens#And then the Feelings of it all <3#I love Scriabin impulsively enjoying his body So Badly gah#Being extant in private and getting to fully revel in sensation with no filter no interruptions#Consequences now - new fallouts of his own actions - but the immediacy just Feels so much he can't help it#Edgar chides him of course - he's (had to) grown out of such childish impulses! Aren't you an adult!#Really he just worries neither of them would do well with either gone for long stickers least of all haha#And he likes being useful <3 They're so similar haha Scriabin loves to complain and Edgar loves to fret ♥#They balance each other well for what a handful they are#Scriabin especially of course hehe
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AUGH you people have no idea how badly i want to run another dnd campaign i play in two weekly and sometime run one BUT i need more…..
#really into prewritten adventures and modules rn I take back thinking homebrew is better#soooo many good and beautiful 3rd party ones i want 2 run#gah the astromythos spider lord campaign the art is sooo beautiful#also really wanna try out the new 2024 rules
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Technicolor 6
In which Sasuke discovers tongues and Sakura is met with a supernova.
read on ao3 and ff.net.
prev. chapter
Preview:
Then.
Sakura, Sasuke found as the days blended into weeks, did indeed share smiles with strangers as if it was as easy for her as breathing. Small talk came to her as though it were second nature, effortlessly offering feedback to their fellow classmates about their art, providing analysis linking past and current events in their history class, and asking clarifying questions during calculus. It made Sasuke’s head spin, thinking about how many words she shared with people she didn’t know, how often she slipped into a smile and offered support to someone she only recognized as an acquaintance.
He understood that he fell into this latter category, though reflecting on that fact made his stomach twist uncomfortably and a bleak pit to bloom under his navel.
He found himself sitting in front of her in their history class, contained in another musty room with subpar lighting. But with the way the professor valued active learning, their desks were often pushed together and he sat across from her radiation green eyes as she smiled and shared her ideas with the other two members of their four-person squad. He refused to admit that a flicker of jealousy licked at his gut every time she blessed their idiot classmates with a smile or her attention. The boy who was partial to wearing green jumpsuits with a severe bowl cut and thick eyebrows had the ability to make her laugh, a sharp yet pleasant sound that bubbled from her chest, and Sasuke felt himself drowning in the noise, desperately wishing he had the ability to share that part of himself so freely or the skill to draw such mirth from the elf girl.
Their calculus class was bursting at the seams with students, so many were crammed into the small space that as Sasuke sat beside Sakura, their shoulders brushed, which seemed to regularly catch the quiet attention of their silver haired, navy masked professor. The first forty-five-minute period she apologized softly every time she bumped into him, a light pink color dusting her cheeks as her green eyes fluttered between Dr. Hatake, Sasuke, and her notebook. The second-class period she lost some of this embarrassment, simply sent him a lopsided smile as an apology. By the third class, she nudged closer to his side to avoid the sharp elbows of the student to her right.
Sasuke did not take this as a small victory.
He assumed Sakura just didn’t want to be constantly jostled by her other seat mate.
Telling himself this did not stifle the warmth that tinged his ears when she pressed softly against his side, smelling like daisies and coffee.
#naruto#my beloved#my boy#sakura haruno#sasuke uchiha#otp#fanfic#fanfiction#my art#sasuke x sakura#sasusaku#ao3 fanfic#demi!sasuke#demisexual!sasuke#dark!sakura#i hope you read it#please let me know your feelings on it#i am desperate to know#not really haha but for real#i am intensely desperate for feedback#i am still putting off my dissertation writing#side note I'm up to 80 ish pages on it too#so that's good#this one is less complicated#they have so many feelings#sasuke discovers tongues#he didn't know he had a fascination with them#sakura discovers starfilled eyes#gah#please read
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It’s actually insane how fandom in general has become so scared of making weird and dark and ugly works. Like I look at myself and see how I have also subconsciously adapted this instinct to self censor and make things “marketable” and it’s making me want to crawl out of my skin. I need to get weirder and worse and more off-putting hello
#I need to write a proper Spectra&Gus meta bc it’s been cooking me how people don’t Want to see the insanity in them#argh#d0 stuff#negative#d0 smashes the keyboard#like yes#Gus’s devotion and loyalty are extreme and these feelings make him do stupid things that he is absolutely aware of being stupid#but let’s not pretend that these feelings go both ways in their relationship#Spectra (for like. the majority of the New Vestroia except the maybe last 12 eps?) sees Gus as a convenient tool#like Yeah he is like. a person and all that but Spectra doesn’t Interact with him when it doesn’t concern his business so#and also yes. he gives Gus a level of autonomy that one might not exactly expect from how usually these relationships go but#one Has to question if it’s bc of his goodwill or bc he is safe in his knowledge that Gus would never leave him#which. fun and sick and makes them sooo compelling#I would also argue that Spectra/Keith don’t even miss Gus when he ‘died’ as a person at first#but as the second pair of hands for work#like it was quite funny to see Spectra give instructions to air only to be reminded that his minion died#but it does rise the question of why hasn’t it happened before or in any other situation#(which I must say I really dig because yes. Spectra has always been centred around his ambitions so ofc this is where it would hurt first)#but yeah. sth sth Spectra only starts his journey of Actually giving a shit about Gus and acknowledging his importance to him as a person#by the end of nv#you could still argue it was partially (or maybe wholly) motivated by convenience that Gus presents but#it really was the first time Spectra has personally expressed his tie to Gus gah#all of this to say#they are sickos; each in their own way; and I think we can really make this more sinister and insane than we’ve allowed ourselves#throughout the years so far#like yeah. can I see them as a happy couple? sure! but also can I see this as a very codependent (more so from Gus’s angle) relationship#that’s being sprinkled with Tons of manipulation from Spectra? also yes#actually sorry for this wall of tags idk what got me thinking about them again#but it’s so so biting the bars day bc these guys are so fun!! we just have to let them be and maybe read canon through less good intentions#ok uhhh
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i cant phrase this well but infinity train book 2 is for the aroace transgenders. lake transgenderism is obvious but nothing in my life has screamed to me queerplatonicism as much as lake and jesse like their qpr readings are off the fucking charts
#infinity train in general is for the aromantics. i've talked about this before (very poorly) but the way it handles romance#as in ''there rlly isnt any theres just characters and they interact naturally and sometimes that involves things that read as romantic''#tulip has 0 romance in her story. lake and jesse as stated before have crazy queerplatonic vibes.#grace and simon is probably the most romantic it gets and thats literally barely anything.#and ryan and min ofc have the classic homoerotic childhood friends thing going on.#its literally so good i dont know how to describe it but just. i think its the fact that like i said they're not treated as ''romances''#you can absolutely read them as such its very easy to. but theres nothing explicitly romantic about any of it#there's no discussion regarding any of these guys about crushes or dating or whatever. they just exist#its not necessarily the absence of romance. its just the removal of the label romance. i love it so so much#serena.txt#GAH i still feel like i didnt explain it properly. idk its really one of those things you just kinda Feel watching it
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I love reading fics of varying quality and skill but sometimes I slip into editor mode when reading and just start noticing flaws and I hate it because if I could just turn that part of my brain off while I was reading it would be fine but noooooo I have to sit there rearranging sentences and phrasing in my head and noticing whenever someone doesn’t end dialogue with a comma even though they should, instead of. you know. just enjoying the fic.
#why can’t I just enjoy things 😭#rambles from the floor#I keep it to myself of course and if I leave a comment I make sure to praise the good stuff#and I know for a fact a lot of the ones I do this to are people only just starting out writing so I really don’t mind#but gah#I just want to read... editor brain please take a vacation...
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Puce is a term of endearment. Yes, it translates as flea. Yes it compares you to a minuscule blood-sucking parasite. But truly, it's a common French term of endearment. One you use for someone younger than you and/or if you have some sort of family bond with them.
That being said the double entendre when applied to Claudia is truly amazing.
Coven as family, coven as courthouse, being cherished and acknowledged but also belittled and reduced to a vampiric role at the same time...
#iwtv spoilers#iwtv season 2#really amazing#she watches#their French was quite okay#it cannot pass as native considering their characters' supposed fluency but it's a tough language and they did good#gimme Lestat velvet cape gosh he looks so good in it#Claudia will break and what's awful is that the French coven knows they totally know what they're doing gah#oh and I'm sure y'all English speakers have one or several endearments that when literally translated would sound weird/unflattering#like I get honey I like honey (the food and the sound of it) but I'd never call someone miel
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I have to believe that the small things I do matter even though I barely get any notice or feedback. Probably because they're so small people barely notice them. Even small things take a lot of effort from me, or seem to.
I have hope, otherwise I wouldn't do them and would give up.
I do wish I could do more than just small things. At least know i made a difference in some way. Perhaps these things are too small... well, they do matter but larger things would make more of an impact. If I could do more than just post things on social media that barely get any response. (Or have enough $ to give more than just a drop in the bucket) Or if I could help the people who really need it, be part of rescuing them. Make a difference so i actually help save someone, and so I know that I'm not just doing just the minimum, barely above nothing.
Small things matter, but larger things matter more since they actually help get things done rather than being a tiny pinpoint against the dark (so small most ppl might need a telescope)
I want to be able to help more, be someone who can do something meaningful for the things I care about. But am I even capable of more than this -- mentally or emotionally capable of doing something meaningful. Having the capacity to do something valuable that someone actually wants (research/writing that helps the ones being hurt by russia; fight Russian propaganda; raise awareness/ be an influencer-- be an expert that people listen to and respect-- "make the world a better place") - how when I'm the sort of person (could i become stronger, tougher when I'm this sensitive artist-- part of the reason I care in the 1st place...) that falls apart at small amount of pressure-- if things got so bad I was threatened with prison, bodily harm-- would i back down? Would I acquiesce bc I was too scared? Have convictions but suppress them? Or by "accepting" the awful reality, the evil overlords, would I begin to gradually accept what they do-- I would be responsible for allowing them to hurt others. But i wouldn't be able to do much against them in the 1st place. One could easily expect this cowardly position from me despite my convictions-- but would it come down to it, would i make the right choice? What would going to prison do other than hurt me- no one would notice. I would know. Someone has to stand up to it... if no one does, if they all give in, of course the darkness wins then. Few would notice if i died standing up for what's right. Being such an insignificant person, how much would it matter either way. Perhaps it would make a difference in some way... perhaps give my life meaning... or perhaps standing up for it would mean staying true to my convictions, true to myself... do i really believe it if I'm not willing to sacrifice for it. I would at least find out what i was made of, if I was capable of doing the right thing under impossible pressure (somehow not fall apart.... find the strength in the end
#why im inspired by these “sensitive#ppl who still stand up to the russian systrm#ukraine#political prisoners#me#story#in the end...#right and light and good...#exist Nd worth dying for#or being tortured for... which may be worse#i want to HAVE MY WRITING MAKE AN IMPACT#help the ones who need help most#and have an impact on the situation#at least fellow Americans#but few even know me and those that do....#dont respect me s....o..#but does it matter#gah i just wish i could KNOW what i do does something#i really have to do more#degree?#what could i do that would have maximum impact?#what im made for?#i have this in my soul for a reason.....#i see the world in this way: conflict between light and dark#maybe others dont see it like this so i cant convince them in this wsy but how when this is what convinces me#i had too much caffein and sugar this morning......
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it's very Something that I've seen multiple fics/posts set in late s4 where jon is scared that he's going to wake up to find basira blinding him without his knowledge because he knows she's capable of that sort of thing due to the whole melanie situation, and in each case the fic/post has a) conveniently forgotten that jon was Also part of melanie's non consensual surgery, not just basira, and b) treated his fear of that happening as more urgent and traumatizing than the actual surgery melanie experienced.
#[tumblr user voice] hmm how can I spin this instance of a man hurting a woman so it's him who's blameless and the real victim...#gah and this is so frustrating because tma is actually really good at not letting guilt for hurting someone overshadow the original harm#while still treating it with the understanding that it's a really awful emotion to be stuck with#and tma's also really good at giving women complex motivations that are both understandable *and* untenable#but that really seems to make no difference to people who's number one hobby is being misogynistic online. apparently.#tma#marina marvels at life
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What if I just…
There :)
After Crosshair’s long night, Echo is still working on his recovery. Realizations occur, brothers continue being… well, brothers, and a familiar face comes to visit.
One bearing memories Echo would rather avoid.
pov y’all during the literal month it takes me to finish every chapter bskhsjsjsk
But it’s finished! And yknow what, I’m a lot more motivated for these next chapters so hopefully the month long wait doesn’t happen again lol 😅
taglist below cut:
@arctrooper69 @phis-writing @floundrickthewayfarer @softsunburstlove @ihaventpickedausername @thebispaceace @myrtlesb
fairly certain that’s everyone, lemme know if u wanna be added or anything!! tysm for the support, y’all are amazing <33333
#GAH I FORGOT TAGS#slow down#saturn sends thoughts#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#echo bad batch#sw tbb#tbb fanfiction#i really like the end bit of this one i gotta say#i definitely don’t like it quite as much as last chapter but hey it’s something right?#good enough lol
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You could stay forever, if you wanted (Patreon)
#Doodles#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Helix#Coraline#I blame plushy brain lol#I initially wanted this to be a Max-centric Coraline AU but I realized pretty quickly that Max would just straight up get button eyes#Like it would be barely a question he would fall for it hook line and sinker#''The Beldam doesn't go after adults because children's problems and trust in parental figures'' wrong - Max Vyer#He already falls into his own world of dreams and make believe you Cannot look me in the eyes and tell me this man wouldn't get his soul#eaten in exchange for getting to actually experience his fantasies he's so dumb ;;<3#So I had to switch it to Dex because he'd actually be a challenge and the Beldam loves games lol#Okay but also imagine - Max getting duped and Dex coming to rescue him hwehh#Coraline AUs are endlessly fascinating to me because they always cut right to the core of ''This is what you want - right?''#It's that Want Vs. Need babey!!! Gah it's so good <3#Here's another question - you think the Beldam would assume the form of Madame Vyer? 'Cause yes the Matriarch role but#It's hard to argue that Dex and Max aren't the most important figures in each other's lives and her wit would kinda need to be in full focus#But it's Definitely incorrect to limit their relationship to being just guardian/paternal/filial/platonic to really any degree#Would get real awkward real fast - another reason I had to switch to Dex 'cause again he'd Resist just agh how creepy! It'd be really creepy#All that to one side for now tho lol - I really love the twist of the knife option personally ♪#Of ''I see what you want and I can give it to you exactly how it would be in your real old life - don't you want that?''#It's so invasive! So intrusive! The little doll scouting out the disappointments that could be so easily ''corrected'' hwagh#Dex finally getting actually called out for his coddling Max from Max ''himself'' and promised that he could keep doing it#That's where it hurts - to be told that you don't have to change but that this is the way reality would conform around your decisions#Ow <3 I love that#Is it everything you hoped it would be? Are you ready to give in yet? Hhhh ♥
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sooo i think i might have gingivitis now but fortunately according to google it's treatable at home. i fell asleep without brushing earlier and woke up in pain but as long as i keep on top of brushing (after every time i eat or drink), my teeth don't hurt too badly!! they bled like crazy today tho (and hurt a fair bit) because i thought brushing the same spot over and over would make it better... not sure why. Foolish Decision. i just really irritated my gums there.
apparently they have antibacterial toothpaste too?? i will ask my mom to pick some up to be safe!
#( 💭 faun thinks )#what's really lame is i've been brushing my teeth the past few months more than my entire life so why do i have issues now!!!#makes no sense but oh well. maybe this is just a useful cataclysm for me to be more vigilant abt my teeth#for a while drinking any soda put me in HORRIBLE pain but now i can drink it again just fine#tho it hurts a bit later if i forget to brush (like when i fell asleep today)#so i think im making good progress!!!!!!#but agh. gah. fuck. ow. regret brushing so hard in that one spot. huuuuurts.
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another little personal spiel that im adding in the tags, ignore me if you're not interested~
#c.speaks#THIS GUY HOLY SHIT#he makes me feel so delusional i swear to god#he really#GAH#he was putting in so much effort to talk to me one on one#like every time it felt like the conversation would end#he would lean closer to me and say something that would make us talk longer#and he kept up eye contact almost the entire time and the only reason it wasnt the whole time#IS BECAUSE I KEPT LOOKING AWAY#when i said bye to him i could hear him telling his friends about me 😭🥹#we only see each other like every few weeks#and we're not the really the closest okay? he knew one of my cosest friends longer than he knew me#and i talk more to his best friend who's like a big brother to me#so i didnt think im someone he'd want to hang out with one on one#or tell his friends about#and okay i have liked him for a bit now#and im the one who usually initiates our conversations and they didn't used to last as long as a while ago#but recently he's been the one doing that and holding me in conversation for as long as he could#guys im delusional#i cant believe i actually have feelings for a man#SEND HELP???#im done im crazy#good night
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