#gah feelings round 2?

[kasey-writes-stuff]

I wanna wrap my arms around him as he’s gaming and whisper in his ears and kiss them and kiss his neck and softly poke his ribs and sides and I want him to be trying so hard not to squirm too much and not giggle too much cause he’s really trying to keep his place

After the game ends I want him to turn to me and grab my face softly and pull it close to him and ask me “right then what was that all about?”

And then I wanna mumble about how I just thought it would be fun to try and distract him and give him an extra challenge

And him like say “right is that really all of it because I’m thinking there’s something else”

And I shake my head and try to deny it

And he just laughs softly “darling I can see it in your eyes, you clearly were trying to provoke me as well so don’t even try to keep lying to me, now I’m going to be nice and give you five seconds…. Five….four…”

Yea you see where this is going-

[rodentbehaviour-on-main]

Ya know i think the greeks were right about hubris

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - I Still On1y Care About...

Organized, in each category, with ones I'm enjoying most at the top.

Sept 2024 Week 1

Ongoing Series - Thai

Monster Next Door (Thai Thurs Gaga ) eps 7 of 12 - Deeeelightful. They are so damn cute + a nice kiss! The rise of the green flag semes continues. I like it when Diew flirts and shows that he does have some experience in a relationship, and he can/will flex his power. Props to God for being a man who remembers to TAKE HIS DRINK with him. 

Addicted Heroin (Thai Tues WeTV) ep 4 of 10 - Yep I still like it and all its toxicity. It’s fun to see how closely it follows the original. Now I really can’t wait to see how this one ends. Since this time around we get an actual ending.

Battle of the Writers (Sun YT) ep 6 of 12 - How did they know that what I wanted more than anything was a side couple = spoiled prince + demon lord? How clever they are to give them to me. Meanwhile, in a shocking twist, the leads have known each other since childhood. Because why be original? 

I Saw You in My Dream (Weds Gaga) ep 8 of 12 - Oh it’s very cute. I love Ing. I love that Ai was honest with his bestie. Best friend's older brother trope is a go! Also good kisses all round. 

Kidnap (Fri YT) ep 1 of 12 - Ohm has his shirt off less than 5 min in. I guess GMMTV is learning what we want. My boy Title is the creep character again. I’m assuming that’s why GMMTV brought him on board at this juncture. Sigh. New boy, Q, looks like Mek’s younger brother. Ultimately? I'm not convinced on this one. It is doing what it says on the tin, but nothing more than that. I’m not wild about it, but I will keep watching.

The Trainee (Sun YT) ep 10 of 12 - The more OffGun BLs, the more time they spend communicating as characters in those BLs. It’s kind of charming. They've become the pair that advocates for communication in relationships. I like it as evolution for their brand. Flirting via the printer was very fun. Especially as the Thai script is so beautiful.

Live in Love (Sun Gaga) ep 1 of 5 - I guess this is a lockdown narrative? Odd choice. A lot of familiar faces but from more minor rolls. Is this from the Destiny Seeker people? It feels like that. It’s a bigger cast than I was expecting, and a sort of classic university BL of the kind star Hunter produces. Or the end of love people. Pretty classic Thai pulp stuff. I’m mildly enjoying it. Hali is too hot to be the dorky second lead. Nice to see Boat back on my screen. However, it is… what’s the word I am looking for? Oh yes. Boring. Plus singing. 

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

The On1y One (Taiwan Thurs Gaga) eps 5-6 of 12 - I entirely lost my mind over this show this week. Fuck me it's so good. The delicacy sends me. I keep expecting it to be clumsy and then is just isn't - it's so subtle and it demands we pay such close attention. I feel like I'm holding my breath the whole time I'm watching.

Cliff's notes on these 2 eps as follows:

The pure unadulterated tsundere of it all.

The awesome angst, it aches.

The series of repercussions after the fight was pacing genius.

The brilliant juxtaposition of "the kid who self isolates too easily" versus "the one who has been forced into isolation" meets both of them being smart enough to know why they react out of hurt, but neither can stop doing it.

Baby’s reaction to learning he’s going to be left behind = to instantly make plans to do the leaving in the future hurts my heart in the best possible way.

"Maybe what we call eternity is just persistence."

Maybe one boy simply deciding to be another boy's rock is romance. 

Production better nail the second half of this show! It better be the world against them from here on out or the audience is gonna riot.

And by "audience" I mean me.

Sugar Dog Life (Japan Sun grey) ep 5 of 10 - Oh noes! Poor baby boy!!! My heart hurts. But also gah so cute and next week they shack up together! Hooray! 

I Hear the Sunspot AKA Hidamari ga Kikoeru (Japan Weds Gaga) ep 11 - too much time spent on the girl again. I don’t need excuses for why she’s a bitch. So can we talk about Taichi instead? It’s such a good characterization, this boy who understands everything about other people but doesn’t notice anything about himself, including his own abilities of observation. The person who is special never realizes how special they are, I guess. The soundscapes are so good with this show. The moments where prod decided to be silent are so vital and so pivotal and used with such delicacy and strategy, it’s truly audio magic manipulation.  

First Note Of Love (Taiwan Mon Gaga) eps 7-8 of 12 - I loved how Orca just jumped on the stage. What a great side couple. CHARMED I TELL YOU. Orca was all… singing? Naw. I came back to fuck the manager's brains out. Anything less than that is unacceptable. 

Takara's Treasure AKA Takara No Vidro (Japan Mon Gaga) ep 10 fin - Essentially this was a growth story for Takara and an exercise in patience while the two of them learned each other’s quirks and languages. It was also an exercise in patience for me... who doesn’t like the power differential of a weaker younger character having to do all the pursuing while constantly feeling like he is inferior to the older popular hot character. I know this was a BL that was definitely for some people, since plenty liked it way more than I did, but I didn’t like it very much even though there’s nothing objectively wrong with it. It simply wasn’t to my personal taste. 7/10 

Seoul Blues (Korea Fri? YouTube) ep 5-6 of 8 - Enter an ex or something? Well he certainly has a type. Bah. This whole series seems to be mainly about cheating. It’s very annoying because they are all so pretty. 

Happy of the End (Japan Tues Gaga) - Based on a manga, longer than usual run time. A boy is disowned for being gay, dumped by his boyfriend, and ends up in a dysfunctional co-dependant relationship with his would-be kidnapper. We were due for another messy JBL. Messy gay pain here we go.

Oh it’s exactly what I expected. Do I like it? No I do not. And ya know what? There is plenty airing. I have a bad feeling about this one. DNF 

It's airing but...

4 Minutes (Sat Gaga) eps 1-6 of 8 - Gaga picked this one up so we can watch it there. I'm waiting until the end, it seems angsty and confusing and full of awful people being awful. But also... high heat and I'm shallow. So we shall see which devil wins (and how it ends).

The Hidden Moon (Sat ????) ep 1 of 10 - This is a supernatural romance (my ghost boyfriend trope) ‘เดือนพราง’ by Violet Rain (I Feel You Linger)... A Bangkok writer is hired to write an article about an old mansion in Chiang Mai which is being converted into a café. He gets into an accident and nearly dies on his way there. After that, he sees the ghosts of people who died at the mansion, one boy catches his attention. Was substantially recast. Couldn't find it. Didn't really look.

In case you missed it

Meet You at the Blossom (China) - I'm eating crow, binging the fucker, and live blogging. It's just taking me some time. This isn't really a bingable show, not for me anyway. It's A LOT to take all at once. No new one this week.

Next Week Looks Like This:

Plus:

9/9 Jack & Joker (Thai Mon IQIYI) 12 eps? - Be gay YinWar, do crimes. Dehup gives us Yin, War, Mark and a few other familiar faces in a Leverage sitch, only queerer.

9/14 Love Sick 2024 (Thai Sat ????) ?? eps - Remake of the original. I'm scared too.

9/15 Bad Guy My Boss (Thai Sun Gaga) 10 eps - Assistant to a player boss who is in love with that boss decides to quit to save himself. The boss then makes a move. (A gay What's up with Secretary Kim?)

Upcoming BLs for 2024 are listed here. This list is not kept updated, so please leave a comment if you know something new or RP with additions.

Coming SEPTEMBER 2024:

9/17 Love is Like a Poison AKA Doku Koi: Doku mo Sugireba Koi to Naru (Japan Tues Netflix?) 10 eps - Lawyer and a con artist meet at a bar, pair up, fall in love.

9/28 Teenager Judge (Vietnam Sat YouTube) ?? eps - oh I don't know just Ba Vinh doing his thing with pretty boys again.

9/? The Time of Fever (Korea iQIYI) 6 eps - HoTae & DongHee are back! Side couple from Unintentional Love Story, same actors, same character names I an WILD for this.

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

Not sure what this is from but I capped it for a reason so, shrug.

The scent trope AND the childhood crush trope? I see you suckering me into one trope because I like the other. Clever, Battle. Very clever.

(Last week)

Streaming services are listed by how I (usually) watch, which is with a USA based IP, and often offset by a day because time zones are a pain.

The tag BLigade: @doorajar @solitaryandwandering @my-rose-tinted-glasses @babymbbatinygirl @babymbbatinygirl @isisanna-blog @mmastertheone @pickletrip @aliceisathome @urikawa-miyuki @tokillamonger @sunflower-positiiivity @rocketturtle4 @blglplus @anythinggoesintheshire @everlightly @renafire @mestizashinrin @bl-bam-beyond @small-dark-and-delicious @saezurumurmurs

Sigh, Tumblr in its infinite wisdom doesn't like too many at-ings.

[suguruilyx]

yuuji x ftm reader Headcannons! (+ megumi)

——————-

Sfw!

-he’ll make you take binder breaks if you haven’t got top surgery!

-If you are feeling insecure about your body, or are being bullied for it, first he’ll beat the shit out of them, then cuddle, and kiss you all over

for example:

—

“are you ok sweetie?” He kissed you all over your face “my sweet boy, are you?” He asked you that every 1 minute , you nodded everytime, not wanting to worry him any further.

“m’ok yuu..just tired” you sniffed up your snot, that was about to run out, he wiped your tears “ok..ok let’s rest up then, ok?” He kissed your forehead, once again, before falling asleep holding you.

—

-if you DID get top surgery, without a doubt, yuuji would kiss your scars when you guys are lying down in bed, or he’ll just simply trace them with his finger, or even draw stars on them ^^

For example:

you giggled as you felt yuujis finger trace your scars, him giving them little kisses “yuuji..” you smiled “hm? What is it?” He asked scooting up to your neck, nesting his head into your neck, as he starting kissing it.

“I was thinking about..mh..g—going on a date” you whimpered, as he suckled at your neck “hm….ok” he continued sucking.

— -He shares all his clothes with you, no questions asked, the idea of you walking around in his clothes makes him so happy :D

—-

nsfw! (Skip if needed)

-he absolutely loves the sounds that come out your mouth, it gets him more aroused, slamming himself into you harder, his thrusting getting faster.

-ok this may sound mean but I don’t find yuuji one to last long, probably only lasts like 2-3 minutes, but he has a bunch of stamina…8-9 rounds at tops.

-if you want, he lets you top sometimes, when you do he becomes all submissive as you ride his cock.

-he’s a superrrr soft dom, but if you are bratty, I don’t think he’ll be as caring.

-probably shares you with megumi

-for his cock….hmmm…I’d say 6-7 inches? Hes cock isn’t that big to him so he tries his best to reach your sweet spot, but since he doesn’t think he’s big enough for you he usually puts you in a full Nelson, he’s more of a girthy guy sooo, his girth is 4 inches

for example:

—-

Such a good boy for me,” he kissed your pussy gently, eyes catching yours making you moan, your back arching. “So handsome,” kiss “so gorgeous” kiss

“yuuji….~hng..” you moan, “you taste so good my love, I can stay like this forever,” he said as he continued to rub his thumb on your clit, “y—yuuj-! Mgh!~” you yelped, you were so close, but yuuji stopped toying with you “uh-uh-uh sorry baby, you can only cum when I say so m’kay?” He cooed, your body shaking, your hair started to stick to your forehead, drool started falling down from your mouth, yuuji almost came, you looked you handsome “ how about this my prince, we can cum together, hm?” you nodded so fast, your cunt getting wetter and wetter at the second, grinding on his leg, he didn’t notice until you started mowing louder “yuuj-“ megumi cut off as he saw you two, “Megs! U-uhm..um.” it was silent for at least 5 minutes, you broke the silence with a loud moan, the both of them were confused until yuuji looked down, you came all over the bed, and on yuujis leg, “hey megs, wanna join?” He grinned, megumi looked shocked for a moment but… “sure, why not.” Megumi shrugs.

“y-y-you two are kidding right?! I can’t fit the both of you at the same time.!” You cried out, megumi rubbing your clit, as he chuckled “you’re shaking honey” he kissed your forehead, “he just came fushi” yuuji replied, you were frozen with shocked, until you felt megumis mouth graze your pussy.

“g—gumi?! What are you doing” you shrieked “what does it look like?” He replied, “gah!~ mgh..!” You cried as yuuji slammed his cock into you, “let’s work together, k megs?” Yuuji said, megumi nodded and started to eat you out, as yuuji thrusted in and out.

“W—wait nu!~ s—sensitive…!” You wailed, grabbing at megumis hair, trying to pull him back from licking your cunt, “hes gettin close megs” yuuji moaned as you tightened around him.

“s—stop gumi!! I-I-it’ll go all over!” You whined, and whined until yuuji slammed into you your mouth open as you let out a silent scream.

you came all over megumis face, and yuujis lap “ff-fuck…[name]…you got so tight I couldn’t pull out” yuuji whimpered, “some of your cum got in my eye” megumi grinned.

megumi licking yuujis cum out of your hole, “baby? You alright?” Yuuji asked as your eyes fluttered, one of your eyes half lidded and the other one fully open, they somehow knocked you into sub-space “honey?” Megs whispered “mmh…m’o-ok, m’…” you slurred and your words sounded more short.

“tired…” you murmured before falling asleep in yuujis arms, “ahh..no fair…” yuuji pouted, megumi looked up st yuuji “wanna fuck him till he wakes up?” Oh boy, once you wake up your tummy’s going to be full of their cum. :(

[goldenamaranthe-blog]

Puppy Fight: Chaggie ft. Emily

Puppy Love part 3 / Jazzercise part 2

Charlie: (hyping herself up and shadow boxing as she walks into the new hotel gym) Alright! I got this! I've been working on my cardio. Just a few more sessions before- *SCREEEEEEEEEECH!!!!*

Vaggie: (wearing even shorter spandex shorts than last time, wrist wraps, and her sports bra, grunting as she works through a set of Muscle Ups, body absolutely slick with sweat) Eighteen!!!..... Gah, fuck! .......Nineteen!!!

Emily: (hair tied up in a messy bun, powder blue, long sleeve, skin tight exercise shirt, and navy blue shorts that cut off just below her glutes) Come on, Vaggie! You got this! One more!

Vaggie: (takes a deep breath, scowls as she grits her teeth, and nearly roars as she muscles her way up and over the bar into a full extension) Twenty!!!

Emily: (jumps and squeals excitedly) Woohoo! You did it! (makes another check on a whiteboard) That's three rounds of twenty muscle ups, fifty mountain climbers, and 100 jump-ropes!

Vaggie: (drops to the floor with a sigh, wipes her face with her black sweat rag, and takes a drink of water) Thanks for helping me push through, Emily. I was kind of surprised you even showed up. Charlie didn't have another group exercise planned for a couple more days when the next meeting with Heaven came up.

Emily: (staring bashfully at Vaggie's muscles) Oh! Well, you know! I figured it would be good to come down early! You know. Catch up with Charlie. (eyes scour over Vaggie's abs and shoulders) See the sights.

Vaggie: (suddenly feeling a little naked) Riiiiiiiiight.... Well, I'm gonna go hit the showers. Thanks again for the help. (quickly jogs towards the door and stops as she sees Charlie) Hey, Babe! I didn't know you were going to be working out today. You should have said something. I would have waited for you. (shifts her eye back at Emily)

Emily: (awkwardly looks around to make sure she isn't being watched before she sneakily takes the sweat rag Vaggie left behind)

Vaggie: (whispering back to Charlie with a slight blush and a wink) We could have shared a shower after.

Charlie: (heart throbs painfully) Dammit! How did I not think of that before now?!

Vaggie: (chuckles before kissing Charlie lightly on the cheek) Another time. I'll be sure to save you some hot water. Love you. (slips through the door and jogs up to their room)

Charlie: Love you too~ (eyes dart to Emily as soon as the door closes and she zips over to the pull up bars with a smile painfully plastered on her face) Hi, Emily!

Emily: Yipe! (jumps and hides Vaggie's rag behind her back) Oh! H-Hi, Charlie! H-How are you?

Charlie: I'm good. I'm good. (obviously not good as her tail slithers along the floor behind her like a snake ready to strike) I wasn't expecting to see you for a few days.

Emily: Oh! Yeah, well, l-like I told Vaggie. I figured I'd come down a little early so we could catch up!

Charlie: (sickly sweet tone) Well, what better way to catch up and build a bond than by exercising together?! (wraps an arm around Emily's shoulder tightly and leads her over to the treadmills) How about it, Emily? I'm sure you guys up in Heaven exercise all the time!

Emily: (balks) Actually, Charlie, I'm suddenly not feeling the greatest. I think I got teleportation sickness.

Charlie: Then a light jog should help you get that good airflow that you need. (pushes Emily on a treadmill and takes the one right next to her before turning them both on and ramping up the incline and speed to 5/10 and 6/10) This should be a good warmup, right?

Emily: eeep!

-Later-

Charlie: (sitting and soaking her dead legs in an ice bath with a whine-growl)

Vaggie: (brings in a protein shake and hands it to Charlie) And what did we learn?

Charlie: (growling and baring her teeth like an angry puppy as she takes the shake) To mark every last inch of your skin the week Emily arrives. (all sad and sappy) She's still my friend! (back to snarling as she takes a sip of her drink) But she needs to remember that you're MINE!!!

Vaggie: (blushing) ......Did I completely miss something?

-In one of the guest rooms-

Emily: (whimpering as she soaks her noodle legs in a hot bath) Owie.... (stares at the sweat rag on the bathroom sink) ......*sigh* Worth it. I'll have to apologize to Charlie later. I think she liked those rainbow sprinkles back in Heaven.

[sinner-sunflower]

A HH Lucifer-centric AU 12/?

PART 1, PART 2, PART 3, PART 4, PART 5, PART 6, PART 7, PART 8, PART 9, PART 10, PART 11, PART 13, PART 14, PART 15, PART 16, PART 17, PART 18, PART 19, PART 20, PART 21, PART 22

Fun fact:

I was supposed to include Heaven in this. The og plot was like Heaven was already friendly with them- like Luci's siblings, and they were supposed to be in the meeting back in chapter 4 and 5.

The argument would have been that Heaven is bound to help because Roo won't stop at Hell and it will eventually reach Heaven, making it their problem too.

But obviously I had a change of plans and I think this plot would be better.

A plot fit for a possible sequel, one might say.

Apologies for the shortness of the chapter but thank you still for the constant support! Your likes, reblogs, and comments are the things that give me inspiration to do this every day!

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The good news is the problem has not reached any of the upper rings in his absence. The bad news? Sloth is almost devoured.

Overgrown roots have enveloped the main city's buildings, he can't even see the Goetia territory anymore. The blood-red flowers are still spewing black miasma and he can feel it slightly burn his skin.

Lucifer thinks that this is what real Hell looks like.

This means that everyone is just exerting enough power to keep it at bay but not enough to fully stop it. Lucifer was right in his decision to look for Goodie. Speaking of Goodie- the embodiment of good barely reacts. If she's being burned by the mist, she's doing a pretty good job of not showing it.

Goodie: Oh my. What trouble you are causing, Roo.

A fucking understatement but Lucifer won't argue. This is trouble, but a million times worse.

Lucifer: Let's go.

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At one corner of Sloth, the Sins and the other higher powers of Hell have just finished another round of the sealing ritual. They've been going at it a month straight, there is no end in sight, and they are exhausted. Even Alastor is mostly drained as he is leaning a lot on his cane.

Beelzebub: Fuck! I knew this wasn't going to be easy but what the fuck?!

Someone scoffs.

Vox: Maybe if our dear king is here this would be over. Like, where the fuck is he huh??

Leviathan: Don't forget who you are speaking to, filthy sinner!

Vox: Oh boohoo. If we're all gonna die anyway, why should I be afraid of you? Should've known that absentee of a ruler left us all to rot after damning us here in the first place-

Vox suddenly finds a giant hand wrapped around his throat. It took him a few seconds of reconfiguration before he clearly saw who the fuck-

Vox: Fuckin- gah! Alastor!

Alastor has transformed into a taller, lankier, and more sinister of himself. Eyes turned into radio dials, face, and body adorned with glowing green stitches like a puppet whose master has on a string.

Alastor: Shouldn't frivolous televisions come with a silent setting?

Vox: Fuck! Off!

Alastor: Hahaha! What is the matter, Vox? You seem to have developed the illusion that you are the strongest person in the room. Shall I remind you of what came about your moth friend?

Velvette: You better let him go, old man!

Velvette yelled to back up Vox. She flinches as Alastor turns his head in her direction with a sickening snap of his neck.

Not wanting to back off, she was about to argue more when Carmila stepped in.

Carmila: Velvette! Cease this at once. Do you and the Vees have no self-preservation??

Velvette: Well- I- Vox's right and you lot know it! Great Lucifer called us all here, basically threatened us to help him fix a mess he caused, then fucks off to God knows where leaving us to practically kill ourselves for a mess, again, HE CAUSED!

The Sins and Goetia's have now transformed into their more monstrous forms at hearing the disrespect the lowly sinner said about their King.

Velvette and Vox are saved from near-permanent death by a commanding voice.

Lucifer: Kneel.

Everyone's bodies acted on their own. Their knees bled from the sudden contact on the ground.

None of them could move- try as they might. Their air became heavier, plus with the miasma, a lot of them were gasping for air. Nothing is coming in. They can't breathe. They can't-

They look up to see the King of Hell and an unknown woman. Unknown to most but the Sins very much recognize her as indicated by the widening of their eyes.

Satan: Goodie!

The woman giggles and waves cheerfully as if there wasn't a looming threat in the air.

Goodie: My, my. What big mouths you have~

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What to look forward to in Part 13:

Some talks and reprimanding.

Another round of ritual.

The situation becomes worse.

Lucifer and Goodie's solution.

[angelmalocaris]

Emeryfession

Hello NEN Tumblr! Tumblr NEN fans! NENblr! Whatever you are!

There are like 5 of you at most, even when rounded up, but I have a confession to post.

This shrine, you see this “shrine” right here? From the NEN website? (CONT. under cut)

That is MY shrine. I made that. Those objects are in my possession.

This image is sort of old. I haven’t cleaned my bedroom in awhile so I will hold off on taking new ones for the time being, but here are my Emery related trinkets I have and projects I have worked on. This is not a complete list by any means, mostly just my biggest or most well known ones.

Lets get the big stuffy fluff-filled elephant out of the room, the pillow. Yes that is an Emery body pillow! (Or dakimakura I suppose.)

YES it is hand made! YES I do sleep with it every night! and YES my mom did help me make it! While it has become SIGNIFICANTLY more faded over time, it is well loved. That is my wifey! Of course I take care of her!

It's almost completely homemade, my mom prints t-shirt so we just printed on some fabric. There is a heart-shaped button and a few feathers in the stuffing, think like a BaB plushie.

Enough of that, time for a walk. Here’s the Emery engraved collar!

Real metal! After saving a bit of money and walking and hour or so, I purchased this at a store to be made by an engraving machine. Why? Because I can! And have you seen Emery? That’s definitely a critter.

I'm hungry... so hungry I could eat... an Emery!!!

Here are three separate Emery cakes I made! Left to right in order. They're all box mix but I baked them and frosted them on my own.

My grandma made this one. Goo Goo Gah Gah...

By now, all the cakes are long gone.

First Cake Death

Second Cake Death (My favorite!)*

Third Cake Death

*(also a remake of the first.)

Quick time event!!! Here's some Emeries I made in video games.

Note, while I did not make the Emery Mii (Hal did) I am including it here because I think it's notable that I got to marry Emery in the game.

I have lost my membership in this time so the full outfit is not possible for me anymore, but feel free to recreate it. Its simple and the items shouldn't be too hard to acquire.

It's just 1, the Square Glasses (members only) from Jam Mart Clothing in green for 350 gems 2, the tie from Jam Mart Clothing in red for 100 gems, and the Rare Crimson Topcoat (members only). While the topcoat is marked "Rare" its quite common for a rare item and IIRC I may(?) even have more than one.

I want to update the Petz 4 Emery. I could probably make it better now and I want him to be a dog when I decide to remake it.

I have lost my old save for tomodachi life but someday I will get married to him again... just you wait!!!

You know what games are made of? Code. So are webbed sites... Usually not the same code, but you get the idea.

This is my Emery web shrine! I will not link to it because its very old and not very good by my current standards. You can see its age by Emery being called "Telly" and some of the older artwork ( being by Hal of course.) Someday it will be made better and strong...

and yes. I did help with some (a lot) of the code on the NEN site. I'm blaming any of the messy stuff in there on Hal though because she's the one doing most updates. Sorry Hal! Maybe learn more than some HTML and I won't throw you under the bus. I need to log on and fix up some of that in a bit. I am sure it looks like a tornado hit it from the inside.

I have been at this for months, even years now. Longer than the NEN official site even existed. A lot of this is hand made and if not that, completely out of my own pockets. I plan to continue being crazy even if my pockets are reduced to nothing but lint and moths (they have, more than once.) I love Emery Phone.

Peace and Love (except for the french, that being Emery. I will get you Emery.)

Tschüss! Buh-Bye! Until next time! Au revoir! (Eww... French...)

[kasey-writes-stuff]

👉🏻👈🏻 aahh @the-shy-ler

Oh to be held tightly by a pair of strong arms. To have my ears lightly nibbled and my ribs used as a piano for someone's restless fingers. To hear how much they love seeing a smile on my face because it brings them so much joy. To giggle breathlessly because it tickles juussst right. To feel my cheeks burn more intensely after every genuine compliment given. To feel a wave of sensitivty wash over me as every gentle touch sends me into another fit of snickers and laughter. To feel my waist being held tightly in place because being close isn't enough, they have to absorb me. To just be overwhelmed by the love of another and feel needed and wanted. Oh a boy can dream.

[kasey-writes-stuff]

My head hurts from trying to figure out a phone for my dad

I wanna just cry and curl up on my muffins lap but I can’t do that and I hate it

[loverofcats14]

My Lucky Charm

So uh basically you're being a little shit to Lucifer. Part 2 maybe?

"You don't think Lucifer will find us out right Mammon!" You yelled in a hushed tone. Mammon grabbed your arm as he pulled you in the casino doors. "Will ya stop worrying! It'll be fine. The others are covering us anyways."

It was after 9 P.M. at the high end casino. After technically not failing a test Mammon decided for a celebratory gambling night. And it was past your curfew so you were rather worried Lucifer would be pissed at you. He hasn't been in the best mood, but he's out anyways right?

You made a monotone face as Mammon walked away. "How exactly?" You sighed walking towards him. His head iddmeditaly shot up as he awkwardly laughed. "Well uh, we're winning it anyways!"

You grumbled as you walked up to Mammon. "Jeez, what game we doing then?" You asked as he looked around in awe. The gold ceiling with red walls,as bright colored games were everywhere. Then he saw a familar table. "Black Jack of course!" He hollared pulling you over to the table. Multiple amounts of Grimm was being given to the Dealer as he chuckled. "Come on, let's beat this guy and shop!" He said. You groaned as he was starting to talk to the dealer. His eyes were blue with greed as his glasses were slowly falling down.

He made you wear a rather REAVLING dress to help win a few wins. It was a blue silk dress with a push up bra holding your breasts up. While it tugged your hips/dips.

The Dealer smiled with glee as he his next contender. "What will you like to bet?" He asked gesturing to the pucks. "Gimme 300 Grimm!" He laughed as you shot him a look. "Mammon!!" You huffed. "Chill out, I'll win for sure." You rolled your eyes as you tugged at your dress.

All of a sudden you felt more uneasy as you heard footsteps and that familar cherry colonge. You turned your head back slowly seeing Lucifer. His black locks framed his face as he made a deathly smile. His hands crossed as he tapped himself using his pointer finger.

"Mammon you better win." A sudden deep voice sprouted. "GAH LUCIFER!" Mammon shreiked as he turned around. Lucifer's ruby eyes starring Mammon down.

You were dead. Lucifer was definitely pissed as he glared at Mammon. "What exactly are you doing here Mammon?" He asked calmly. Not to ruin his image and pride. "WELL I WAS GONNA GO HOME AND YOU'RE GONNA TAKE MY WIN!" Mammon rambled running out the doors.

You were annoyed that Mammon threw you under the bus. Lucifer smirked as he stepped closer to you. "As punishment you will keep playing and whatever you lose, will be owed to me." He whispered in your ear.

To be fair, you couldn't back talk him. Your grades are down and your room is a mess. With this it's just a slap on a hand then chaining you on the chandelier. "But Lucifer,Mammon is to blame I didn't do jack shit!" You tried defending yourself as Lucifer glared at you. "Unless you want me to make you scrub the house with a toothbrush, do it." Lucifer nodded to The Dealer. You turned around to see 2 cards with one of The Dealers card a 10.

You realized you were held a great hand. A Ace and a 9. "Seems you will be needing a punishment for that dress aswell." He whispered in your ear hand grabbing your torso. You felt his lap as he hunched over you feeling warm. "Wha-! Oh Stay!!" You jumped as The Dealer snickered. His hand turned a Ace as he smiled. "Sorry Miss, want another round?"

You gasped as Lucifer laughed in your neck. Your eyes turned to him as he snickered. "300 Grimm in debt with another debt in waiting. Oh how will you pay you little one?" He said as his hand carresed your thighs. "Should've listened to daddy. Now your ass will be up cleaning floors." He whispered as his hands gropped your ass. You didn't want to be in another embarrassing position again-

"Another round! 600 grimm!" You huffed as Lucifer's unapproved tch came. He let go of your torso as he watched. The Dealer smiled as he took out two cards. As he slid them to you. One of them was a 9 and the other was 8. As you looked over to him you realized he wasn't looking at you. As his smile quivered you noticed one of his cards was two.

"If you can repay your debt I'll be more lineant this time little one." Lucifer laughed as you looked at him with confusion. You wondered if this was a power move? Maybe this a test seeing if you can do it without his help. And he was testing if you were going to submit to him? Either way you're going to win.

You were going to pull your ultimate move against anyone in the Devildom. You shifted your arms to the edge of the table and putting the arms tightly behind your breasts. The Dealer was coughing as Lucifer was livid. "What are you doing?" He said through his teeth his smile dissolving. You looked behind ever so innocently, tilting your head forward. "What do you mean Luci? Im playing Black Jack, just like what you wanted." As you turned around The Dealer was fidgeting trying not to stare. "Hit me Mr. Dealer if you want me too~" you said winking at him.

Lucifer didn't want to cause a scene considering he was here technically with Diavolo- And happened to see you both here. And yet here you are going against him. He wanted to see you beg for him to pay off your debt in another way. (And grab dinner afterwards.) You're flirting with a low rank demon just to annoy him.

You were handed another card. It was a 4. You were wondering if you should stay or hopefully go again. The Dealer was smiling as you wrote your number down on one of the cards. "Stay Mr. Dealer~" you giggled as Lucifer came next to you glaring at The Dealer. He showed his card to be a 5. "Luci, seems your my lucky charm." You laughed as he raked his hands through his hair. "And thank you miss. Would you like another round?" The Dealer laughed as he threw your number in his pocket.

"I'll be going. Seems my lucky charm wants to leave anyways." You laughed holding the pucks of 900 Grimm. To Lucifer's suprise you grabbed his arm whisking him away. "You have some nerve to act like that." Lucifer said as you smuggly smiled at him. "I wanted to prove the Avatar of Pride that I don't have to call him to get out of every situation." As you cashed your pucks Lucifer seems to have reddened just a bit. Walking towards the exit you turn to him. You stood on your tippy toes whispering to him. "Thanks for being here my lucky charm." You whispered sultry as you but the Grimm in his pants pocket.

"Someone's impatient as always." Lucifer said as you faced him. "Just saying Luci." Lucifer was wondering to be offended or to indulge in you right now. The breasts are not helping whatsover. "What's my reward?" You smiled as he cane to his conclusion.

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A Symphony in Crimson

Act 2: A Movement in White

Chapter 1-B

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You sit in the house. Hoping. Praying to change itself that any second now, someone will knock on your door with… ANY news about Bonnie. Finding out you were frozen for 6 months… Anything could have happened to them! You can’t lose them…

Crab it, you can’t wait any longer. It’s only been a day, but that still feels too crabbing long! You need something, ANYTHING!!!

Not like the others around here would give you any info. Change damn it, you’ll just go ask around again.

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UGH. Nothing! You’ve been around half the town so far, and most of them won’t even give you the time of day. The few that did didn’t have anything, and weren’t interested in helping… They’d leave them to possibly die out there… Ugh, you really hate this crabbing town.

♪ “Hey there, heard you were looking for someone? Need help?”

You turn to face the woman… She’s a strange one. Long, lightless hair, an eyepatch, covered in scars. She's a bit taller then you, but not by much. Fairly lithe, but clearly fit. Wearing a metal chestplate, but otherwise dressed very casually, but with odd fabrics. Some jeans, short sleeves, and an odd tattered cape. Her outfit is decorated with this odd shape, like if a diamond and a cross got mixed, and there are metal wings on some of it.

Hm. She’s clearly not from around here. Maybe some bounty hunter or something, can’t think of why else they’d come up to you out of nowhere... Oh well, if she asks for pay, might as well hear her out, not like anyone else will help.

❁ “Might. Helped my younger sibling book it when town got froze 6 months back. Got no news what happened.”

♪ “Dang. Hm… Names La, Think I can help out. My friend has crafts for this kind of thing, I can grab her if you’d like?”

❁ “sigh Aight, how much will this cost?”

♪ “Hm? Nah, don’t worry, it’s on me. Give me just a sec.”

What? No pay? Bullcrab, there’s gotta be a catch.

She pulls out a weird metal thing, and taps it a few times, before a weird voice starts speaking out of it.

♯ “LA!!! Oh my stars, PLEASE tell me you found SOMETHING!!! I’m loosing my mind here!!”

♪ “Hey Re, Nothing on Fa, sadly. But there is someone who could use your help. Missing sibling, apparently separated from that timecraft stuff.”

♯ “I’ll take it! Be there in 5.”

Hm. ‘Nothing on Fa’?

❁ “Who’s Fa?”

♪ “Friend of ours. We haven't seen them in years. Got no leads ourselves, honestly… Actually, given that look of distrust on your face, let’s make this fair. You could tell us if you know anything? Even if it’s nothing.”

Crab, read you like a book.

♪ “They’ve been in Vaugarde for a few years so they might have a whole new identity at this point, but.. They should have a distinctive white cloak, with pins with this star symbol, and probably a pointy hat with a wing on it?”

She points to that weird shape in her eye-patch. Star shaped? Hm…

You kinda run your memory a bit. That does sound familiar. Oh crab, wait there’s no way!

❁ “… The phantom child?”

♯ “The phantom what?”

GAH!! What the!

Another strange lady. More musculur, about your height, cheerful expression on her face. Wearing a long sleeved crop top and jeans, hair in a ponytail, metal shoulderpad and legs. More of that ‘star’ shape on her outfit. Looks a little manic. Where did she even come from?!

♯ “Oh, Hi! Sorry! Names Re! You must be the one who needs help?”

♪ “Calm down Re. Well, since your here, why don’t you lead us to the last point you saw your sibling, and we can talk about this Phantom Child on the way?”

Sigh… Fair enough. You guess since you have info they need, you can believe this deal a bit more. You start leading them the way out of town.

❁ “Right, so it’s not much, but people round here sometimes talk about the so called ‘phantom child’. Stranger dressed in white, cloak and pointy hat, barely spoke a word, would vanish into the woods and never leave a trace. But that was about five-ish years back since the last appearance.”

♯ “That’s gotta be Fa! Means they at least made it here okay! Any idea what happened to them?”

❁ “Wait, question. Rumors say a kid. Why you tracking them?”

La looks off to the side for a bit.

♪ “...It’s complicated but. Short version is we didn’t have a way to get to Vaugarde till recently. We have to make sure their okay.”

Complicated huh? Uh huh. Yeah, you don’t buy it. A kid alone for five-ish years ain’t okay no matter what could have stopped them.

❁ “Well, anyways, nobody knows what happened to them. One day they just stopped showing up. Nobody ever found a trace.”

♯ “… Well, less info then I’d hoped, but least it’s something! Thanks!”

As you enter the woods, La suddenly moves faster then you can blink and a blast of craft fires into the trees!

♪ “Sadness down.”

♯ “Aw c'mon! Could have pointed them out to me!”

What?.. Sure enough, if you squint really hard, you can see a sadness dissolving. How the crab did she even see that? Also what the crab was that craft??

Yeah these people must be bounty hunters or SOMETHING. Keep your secrets close.

❁ “Huh. Okay… Anyways, just a few feet away.”

You lead them over to the spot. You remember this clearing pretty well, woke up in it just yesterday.

♯ “My turn!… Hm. Okay, focus on your sibling, and your desire to protect them. I’ll do the rest!”

You see her focusing. Eyes closed, breathing in. Looks completely different from her weirdly manic enthusiasm from before. You don’t know what she’s doing but. Fine. You just hope you don’t regret this later...

You picture Bonnie in your mind. Their cheerful smile, the food they’d make when you let them, the way they’d try and help people out… That scared face when you last saw them, as they were fleeing. Crab. You really, REALLY crabbing hope this works, or you’ll charge out after them anyways!

♯ “Got it! Let me get you a visual!”

The woman, Re? She places her hand down, eyes still closed. A misty trail filled with white lights flows out from her hand into the woods.

♯ “...Long distance, very far. Probs at LEAST a few towns away, hard to tell from here. But... Still healthy. No injuries. You can tell from the stars… Noting a few other scents joining their path, must have been a significant encounter. Friendly, so bet their protecting them...”

❁ “How the crab do you know that?”

♯ “Hehe. My little special trick! I just take that need to save them, and focus it into something that works! And because their safety is what’s important, things factoring into it show up more clearly… Wait. Hold on. One of those scents…”

Some thin streams of mist flow back down the trail towards the strange lady. She breathes in.

And then leaps up, hopping around like a child!

♯ “YESYESYES OH MY STARS!!!!”

♪ “What’s up?”

♯ “It’s Fa! They met Fa!”

What! Okay, that’s a hell of a coincidence… Suspicious.

♪ “Hm. Seems the Universe is on our side.”

‘La’ turns to you, oddly cheerful.

♪ “Looks like our goals align. Since we’re gonna be following this trail for our friend, want us to find your sibling too?”

...You don’t trust these people as far as you can throw them. Too crabbing strange. Goals are a bit too odd. Got secrets. And now Bonnie’s involved. They know about where they are now, so…

Crab, You can’t afford to let them out of your sight. Got no choice now.

❁ “Fine, but I’m comin with.”

La looks at you. Wait, is she suspect of you? That’s a new one, people tend not to care what you think.

She stares directly in your eyes and… Just for a second, you swear you feel something in the back of your mind. Like she’s staring through you…

She then smiles and chuckles a bit?

♪ “All right, fair enough. We’re staying in the Inn, Feel free to grab anything you need for the trip and meet us there. We’ll be with the rest of our group.”

That's it? Well, that makes things easy… But just adds to your suspicion. Even Re seems to raise an eyebrow at that… La is def hiding some bullcrab, if even her ‘friend’ is suspicious of her... You haven't forgotten how she came up to you unprompted.

The two head off into the woods. You suppose you’d better head back to your house. Grab your stuff… You’re def grabbing your hammer. Just in case. You know better then to trust them.

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You walk back with Re, and she waits till you're out of earshot of your new friend to berate you.

♯ “Did you REALLY just scan them? They looked like they're barely 20, and not even a fighter. What the stars are you worried about? pickpocketing?”

♪ “If they're coming with us, I’d best do my due diligence.”

♯ “Just seems excessive! Honestly, You even sure that’s a good idea? It’ll probs be dangerous, what with everything. Sadnesses everywhere, desperate people. Might be best they just wait-”

♪ “They don’t have any other family. Their alone.”

Re instantly stops. Her more childish demeanor drops, for just a second. A serious, pained look crosses over her. Memories of worse times... Before she goes back to her smiling, childish self.

♯ “Okaaaayyy Fine, You’ve convinced me! GUESS it’s better with us then. Least we can protect them!”

You smile. You can be the untrustworthy one to them, and Re can be the one they latch onto. You get it, she’s been wronged before…

...Dealing with parents like that, running from home… From that memory, their sibling was a toddler, but they couldn’t have been more then a little over ten or so. You bet it must have been hell to live like that… You understand that suspicion they had. You remember when you were young and alone like that. Lot of people are willing to wrong you when they think you're weak...

… Sigh. You need to get out of the habit of scanning people. You know you wished for it, when you swore your oath but. Ugh. You can’t help it. Still can’t feel safe around people without SOMETHING… Even if it’s intrusive as hell, you just can’t sit still till you do.

Nevermind. She’s safe, it’s fine. Time to join the others and catch them up.

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It’s about lunchtime when you walk into the Inn. You see La and Re with a few others at a table. Lotta weird characters there. Lady in an odd coat, one imposing guy, and a person with a guitar around your age.

Re waves you over, and pulls up a chair.

♯ “Hey there! Welcome, Let me introduce you to everyone!”

Fine. Better know all these people, since you're gonna be stuck with them for a bit. You head over, and hesitantly sit down.

♯ “Everyone meet… Oh Stars, never got your name!! I’m so sorry!!!”

❁ “You can call me Nille.”

♯ “Nille! Gotcha! Okay, so you already met me and La, But let me introduce you to the others.”

You nod. You're still nervous around these strangers, but you have your hammer in reach, so it’s fine. You don’t crabbing trust these people at all. ESPECIALLY with how friendly they’ve been. They’ve gotta have secrets.

Re points to the lady in the labcoat. Looks like she's a good bit older then you, but she's still only got an inch on you height wise. She's clearly pretty unathletic, but she looks smart. Has an odd bracer on, but her outfit is pretty simple otherwise. Long white coat, dark clothes underneath, a pair of glasses on her face, next to her hair pulled back in a braid. Otherwise normal looking. She seems casually serious, but otherwise oddly uncaring. Analytical.

♯ “First up is So, right there. She/they, Highly skilled scientist.”

𝄢 “Good to make your acquaintance.”

♯ “Also can shapeshift.”

Wait what- Hold on! Her face suddenly flickers! Strange horns appear on her head, her eyes turn catlike, her teeth jagged, as she suddenly turns to Re with an absolutely Livid expression!

𝄢 “I’m sorry, I thought that was SUPPOSED to be something we keep QUIET while in town!! Or can you not hold your blinding mouth shut for five seconds?”

♪ “You’ve done it multiple times in front of people already, it’s not exactly secret.”

𝄢 “I am FULLY aware, but I’d have LIKED to keep in the habit of at least TRYING to keep that hidden? Ugh.”

Their face swaps back to it’s old form, though the horns are still in place. Her rage seemingly gone in an instant.

𝄢 “My apologies for that outburst, Nille. It has been a stressful day.”

❁ “I. Okay. How?”

𝄢 “Unsure, still researching it myself. Natural ability, lest you wonder. I’d elaborate in further detail, but the others still need introductions. Ti?”

The towering man lifts their head. His eyes are covered by a strange helmet, and his body is cloaked in armored robes. He's built like a freaking wall. A single light-ish braid comes from his helmet, otherwise obscuring any detail of their face other then his mouth. He feels like he towers over the table, as he speaks in a calm way that does not show his emotions.

𝄡 “I am Ti. If you need help, talk to me.”

♯ “Ti might not look it, but he's our local craft master! He also looks a bit scary, but he’s just really shy.”

Ti simply looks silently, and then nods his head…. You have a hard time believing that shy part. This man looks like he could crush a sadness with his bare hands.

𝄡 “Sorry if I don’t talk much.”

...Nevermind, his voice was oddly gentle? And a little nervous? Okay there might be something to it. Maybe.

𝄡 “...Mi?”

The person with the guitar suddenly perks up! They stop playing their music, which was frankly really nice, though it was an odd looking guitar. Never seen one with mechanical bits before.

They are a bit shorter then you, and also not very athletic. They look mostly normal, just wearing a kinda fancy hoodie, but now that you take a closer look at them, you do notice an odd moth-like antennae coming out of their short, near lightless hair.

♫ “Oh! Um. Hi. I’m… I’m Mi. pleasenojokesaboutthat. A-Anyways um! I. I know lots of music. And also some craft music! Uh. Oh, um, they/them! Should have led with that. I also know how to cook! Same as Ti actually!”

♯ “Good thing too, because the rest of us are utterly helpless at it.”

Well, thank change for that. You aren’t much of a cook either, try as you might.

Guess you now know all of them. Re seems alright, from what you’ve seen, if weird. You don’t like La, they're hiding something, watching every move. From what little you’ve gotten, So seems calm, but might have an irritable side. Ti might be nice, but they're still kinda scary. And Mi… They seem nice. You like them so far.

Still don’t crabbing trust any of them though. Even people who should be nice can hurt… Anyways they're strangers, so best keep your guard up.

❁ “Well, nice to meet you all, I guess. So. When we heading out?”

𝄢 “After food. A good meal would be wise before the road.”

❁ “Won’t argue on that. Who’s paying?”

𝄢 “I will. My… Upbringing means I’m well funded. So feel free to order whatever you want.”

Really? Huh. They don't look Vaugardian, you've never heard of them, but still wealthy? Hm.

♯ “Maybe you could give suggestions? I don’t know Vaugardian food very well.”

Perfect time to ask, you need information on these people ASAP. They all know each other, and you don’t know anything about them.

❁ “Actually, I was gonna ask, where are you from? Clearly not from around here.”

They all sort of look between each other for a second, before Re just sighs and pulls something out of her pocket.

♯ “Here, put some craft in this first. Just so you don’t get a headache!”

❁ “… Not sure I trust that.”

♪ “Fine, We’re from ______”

GAH!!!! Your head feels like it’s gonna split open!!! CRAB CRAB CRAB!!!!!

Crabbing, Crab, Crab okay take a second, crabbing OW, what the Crab did that Crab La do?!?

… Okay. It doesn’t hurt as much now… What the actual bullcrab was THAT???

♯ “Geez La! That was uncalled for!”

♪ “Well now they know you weren’t lying.”

… Ugh… Guess so. You just... grab the crabbing paper. Got a weird symbol on it. Crab it. You put a little craft into it. You feel something weird in your head, but not nearly as bad as last time.

❁ “Alright, you better crabbing explain. Now.”

♯ “We’re from that Island up north. Before uh. Everyone forgot it.”

Wait… WHAT?!?!

♯ “Yeah, took Ti an AGE to come up with that little symbol. But hey, Now you'er Headache proof! At least for island stuff, it doesn’t protect from normal headaches, I tried!”

♪ “The force that made people forget? Keeps people in just as well as it keeps people out. It’s why it took so long to come for Fa. Know you were wondering about that.”

❁ “I… What happened? How-”

𝄢 “The short version is something cataclysmic happened, and several came together to seal the island off. I’d go into detail, but You’re better off without nightmares.”

You… guess you won’t ask right now. But you are GONNA ask later. Crab. CRAB What the crab have you gotten wrapped up in?

♫ “Um. Maybe you should get some food first! Should be nicer that way! Sorry if this seems a bit much.”

You nod. They can say THAT again. Ugh, and you are gonna be with these people for at least a few days. No idea how long it’ll be till you find Bonnie.

You mutter a quick prayer to the change god to maybe just MAYBE get an idea for where they are.

You order food, grabbing some nice clam chowder. You help Re find something, they settle on fried fish. When food comes onto the table, you just start chowing down. Didn’t have much to eat yesterday.

Suddenly, Re jumps up, and pulls something shaking in their pocket?! Another weird metal thing, like the one La used that one time?

♯ “Holy STARS guys, guess what? Fa just pulled up the console!”

All of them Practically jump out of their seats! So’s entire face shifts to excitement, as do the others, but less literally!

♫ “Call them call them call them!!!”

♯ “On it, Oh Universe PLEASE let them answer!! Please let it actually be them!!!”

The thing makes a ringing sound for a bit…

If… If Re was right then… Then this Fa character might be with Bonnie. If they answer. Then...

It rings… And then… On the things front, a face appears, looking back at you all.

✦ “H-Hello? W-who is this?”

✿ “Wait, is that Nille?!”

Bonnie?!?f

[kasey-writes-stuff]

👉🏻👈🏻 @the-shy-ler ….

I just wanna playfully wrestle with someone and then have it end with me hovering above them, them looking up with a nervous yet excited smile as I pull up their shirt just below their ribs. I would then use both hands to poke, tickle, and trace over their exposed stomach and sides, smiling down at them as they’re giggling their head off. Oh and how could I just leave their adorable little button untickled? That deserves little traces and pokes too!!

[notoriousbeb]

Lighthouse Keeper Tweets

Part Three: February 2024 - July 2, 2024

Back to Part One Back to Part Two

Feb. 5, 2024 (barely) 12 a.m.

"'I have been used to consider poetry as the food of love.'"

Now THIS is interesting. First, this is a Jane Austen quote (from Mr. Darcy of Pride and Prejudice [see 11/28 tweet, as well]). In the book, Darcy goes on to say, "Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what is strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination I am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away." What Darcy is saying here is that he formerly thought pretty words and declarations were enough to sustain a relationship, but he now knows that's not enough. The underlying bond has to be strong first, or it's all for naught. Interesting. Because, my second point about this post is: this is the date of the Grammy's, and the date Taylor announced The Tortured Poets Department.

Feb. 16, 2024 1:30 a.m. BST

"You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth."

These are lyrics from Ellie Goulding's "On My Mind." Someone can't stop thinking about someone!

Feb. 18, 2024 10:45 p.m. BST

"The dirt on my jeans from the mud on the Heath feels like karma to me"

Perhaps someone is starting to realize he fucked up.

Feb. 23, 2024 4:50 p.m. BST "A tangle on the television and the magazine."

These are lyrics from The Arctic Monkey's Teddy Picker. Perhaps, and this is just a guess by me, obviously, but maybe a shot at TK, who was riding around in a rented sportscar, speeding and blowing red lights in Australia while following Taylor on tour?

Feb. 26, 2024 12 a.m. BST

"I've let love be free, and I've let it go. I've let it fade and I've watched it blow."

Sad.

March 20, 2024 5:35 p.m.

"You go back, Jack, do it again, wheel turnin' ' round and 'round"

These are lyrics from Steely Dan's "Do It Again."

March 22, 2024 1:41 a.m.

"One to remember A spill to reflect on High in your bedroom Will you still remember?"

He mentions in his replies that he's "feeling creatively inspired by the people [he's] surrounded with." Perhaps in the studio? A little poem for someone. Reminds me of the "you smoked then ate seven bars of chocolate," line from TTPD song. So, maybe, yeah, she did remember. Gah, these two exhaust me.

March 28, 2024 1:10 a.m. "If you're gonna try and walk on water make sure you wear you comfortable shoes."

These are lyrics from The Arctic Monkey's " Piledriver Waltz. Could be nothing, but it could also be a few things.... Anxiety about the impending TTPD release (thinking about the line "you're gonna shoot me out of a cannon" here). Pics of TK and TS at Nobu that had just popped up where TS looked annoyed as hell. Also there were all those pics of them from their beach vacation. Also, a few minutes before, he'd posted something about the stars, and then deleted it and proceeded to gaslight everyone on his timeline who asked about it. smh.

April 5, 2024 12 a.m. BST

"Would you hear of an old-time sea-fight? Would you learn who won by the light of the moon and stars? List to the yarn, as my grandmother's father the sailor told it to me?"

This is a bit of the Walt Whitman poem "Song of Myself." Has the tell-tale moon and stars, of course. What is he fighting for, I wonder. And who will win?

April 8, 2024 10:35 p.m. BST

"I looked around then for a reason When there wasn't something more to blame it on But, if time makes a difference while we're gone Tell me now, and I won't be hanging on"

These are lyrics from The Eagles' "Train Leaves Here This Morning." Maybe feeling defeated? He's about to leave to go to Japan with TR. When someone mentions in replies that this isn't a happy song (it's not. it's about one of the band members going through a divorce), LK replies: "Or, you could see it as a gateway to happiness. Sometimes the path to joy needs some pruning, and leaving things behind." Then someone else replies, "This is how it has to be though, right?" And LK responds, "I mean... no? Nothing really has to be anything; new things wash up on the shore, seasons pass, gardens flourish and die. Life is ever fluctuating. But also, it's just a great Eagles song." That's some true blue Aquarius shit right there. LOL. Another tidbit from the replies, he likes "Idaho" and "Words" by Gregory Alan Isakov.

April 12, 2024 8:30 p.m. BST / 4:30 a.m. JST

"Take a second, take a minute, take a mile Run the routes, light it up, enjoy the highs"

Probably in Japan?

April 19, 2024 12:31 p.m. BST

"Certified member of The Tortured Poets Department now."

And so it begins, again. Comments in the replies that he's feeling "tortured and poetic." Says he can't pick a favorite track yet.

April 25, 2024 7 p.m. BST

"I won't sit here and wax poetic to try and untangle the way we've crossed each other's firing range"

Sure, Jan. In his replies, he says he's currently inspired by "my life, my fears, my loves, my losses, in no particular order." Also says his current favorite TTPD track, "Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus" "has [his] heart."

April 26, 2024 12:35 a.m. BST

"Love is no more Than the wide blossom which the wind assails, Than the great tide that treads the shifting shore, strewing fresh wreckage gathered in the gales"

Already wrote about this here. My dude here is IN IT. He sarcastically says he's feeling "dazzling," and when asked who he's dancing with he replies, "Myself, my closet skeletons, and my wandering mind!" Cool night, LK. Sounds like a blast!

April 29, 2024 10:55 p.m. BST

"I used your old toothbrush to clean out my keep cup I suppose that's the way things are right now"

A keep up. So, who's toothbrush we talking about here?

April 30, 2024 1:01 a.m. "What are our vices for today?"

I've already posted about how very, very well he's doing.

May 3, 2024 12:30 a.m. "When the garden leaves blow and you jump out your skin once the shock starts to go that's when solitude sets in"

Already posted about this one, too. Tayrry no more?

May 9, 2024 10:40 p.m. BST

"I should think most of my problems are solvable by feeling the sun's warmth and the sparkle of the stars."

He did pop up in a couple spots in London (a cab, dinner and the ballet) the next day with a nice tan! I'd hoped he'd been to Paris, but it was overcast and not very warm there. Maybe he was just laying out in the Heath taking it easy (and maybe texting someone??). In his replies, he seems in quite a good mood and talks about getting high to write. He also replies to a commenter who asked, "Are you watching TTPD livestream from Paris?" LK said, "I had hoped she would come to Eroda. Granted, it would be a lot more intimate than she's used to..." Cheeky, bugger.

May 17, 2024 3:25 p.m. BST

"Would you be angry? At the cruelty of history Fading away the stories we penned For slamming the dot at the end.

Here's how I interpret this: LK is asking the muse, would you be angry at history if it decided this was it for us? If this was where it decided our story ended? In his replies, LK also mentions he’s been doing some “embroidery.” This reminds me of the line in “loml,” “we embroidered the time of when I was away, stitching ‘we were just kids, babe.’” Perhaps LK is musing about memories today. He also says in response to the question “May I ask you what you would change about your past, what do you like about your present and what would you like get in your future?” “I guess there's not much point in thinking about changing the past, and I love the love I have right now, and in the future l'd like to keep that love.” In Haylor news, rumors are that Tayrry has split. Taylor is about to play night one in Stockholm after spending time with TK in Italy and Harry is unseen (rumor is he's out of London doing a photoshoot--perhaps for HS4, I hope!).

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[quarantineddreamer]

Answer the Questions and Tag 5 Fanfic Authors

thanks for the tag @andorerso 💕

1. How did you get into writing fanfiction?

it started in elementary school with a fixation on the Red Wall series lol--i would just write random little in-universe stories for myself. I didn't start actively sharing/posting in fandom until the pandemic 😅

2. How many fandoms have you written in?

uhhhh like 3 actually posted/shared. probably more than I can count random scribbles elsewhere

3. How many years have you been writing fanfiction?

probably almost 15 years at this point?

4. Do you read or write more fanfiction?

i go through phases, but mostly I write more than read--because I get BIG TIME imposter's syndrome when reading other authors' works. (it's a problem, i know gah)

5. What is one way you’ve improved as a writer?

Uhhh. I mean, with my brain fog and everything I actually feel like I have gotten worse if I'm being honest, but I think I've gotten better at thinking through character motivation--at least, I think on it a lot when I'm writing

6. What’s the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

for the roadtrip AU I constantly have a map of scotland pulled up lol. there's more math involved in this than there ought to be 🥲

7. What’s your favorite type of comment to receive on your work?

ANY. No seriously, comments make the world go round.

8. What’s the most fringe trope/topic you write about?

Mmmm I can't think of any at the moment

9. What is the hardest type of story for you to write?

SMUT. Still haven't finished my smut prompt for rcsmutmonth. between imposter's syndrome and just general brain struggle it's on the backburner for now--ah well

10. What is the easiest type?

Mmm angst. One-shots. (I love a simple getting together fic)

11. Where do you do your writing? What platform? When?

God, don't hate me but Google docs. I do want to try another platform, but I've been lazy about just diving in. (Also, money).

12. What is something you’ve been too nervous/intimidated to write, but would love to write one day?

I'm just focused on finishing part 2 for Umbra at this point. I'm in my head. One day at a time.

(Non-fanfic related? My biggest goal in life is still to write my original story that's been rotting in my head for over a decade).

13. What made you choose your username?

I started back on tumblr during the pandemic during quarantine--I still dream about writing a novel idk it seemed easy to go back to when I decided to become of a more multi-fandom blog

no pressure tags for: @fireflaked @dilf-din @frostbitepandaaaaa @astromechs @chipthekeeper

[indecisive-dizzy]

Hiii pookie

I’m currently hyperfixating on Jjk so I don’t have a lot of ideas for Welcome Home lmao

I’m scrounging up the few ideas I have rn just so I can round them up before I forget them 😭

That one au I made with Holly and Wallace helping Eddie with his mailman job while he has depression is perpetually stuck in my head I love them

Daisey pops up in the au and they are a HATER

Legit, they’re only there to keep Eddie on a positive streak because he’s their bestie

Eddie needs glasses but he doesn’t wear them cause he keeps dropping and breaking them. He’s just blind walking around the neighborhood

He’s memorized every part of the post office so he’s fine walking around in there blind

Daisey is pretty much the same in this au but they aren’t big fans of the other neighbors besides maybe Julie and Frank. Everyone else can suck it /j

FlowerShop doesn’t happen in this au me thinks

Daisey cares too much for Eddie and too little for Howdy for them to work out in this au

Holly and Wallace cuss a lot. Everyone just looks at them as if they’ve never heard cussing before, Eddie laughs since he finds it amusing

Eddie cusses a little too, everyone gasps

Me thinking Daisey and Eddie having a sleepover and Daisey tells Eddie that they love him :)

He replies, I love you too Frank,” and completely destroys the mood :(

Matching sibling outfits are a NEED

They get matching pajamas for a sleepover and Holly refuses to admit she likes them

Holly hates on Eddie a lot less in this au I think, she just pities him more than hates him

Wallace feels the same as he usually does about Eddie, they get along okay

My brain is consumed by Suguru Geto right now, I love my depressed little guy

I don't what that is but Good For You! /genuine

Depressed Eddie hc ouagh I eat that shit Up. It should be stuck in your head gah what a concept

Daisey the Hater era heck yeah! We love to see them only care about One person and slowly grow to like his (cough- only) two friends!

They walk backwards into the post office, glaring at Howdy. Only reason they don't flip him off is bc Eddie will get upset if he sees. He's too sweet.

I feel most of Eddie's swears are those nonsense countrisms no one understands. So when he drops a nice clean Fuck! everyone is shocked.

NNOOOOO Don't Do That To Me!! Oh There Are So Many Reasons He Could Have Said That. Ok well I got 2 but Still.

1. His issue with names got him mixed up and landed him on the Worst option. He genuinely meant to say Daisey (platonic or not up to you bestie) (He sometimes signs letters with other people's names iirc. my poor boy isn't great in the name department)

2. Eddie Was Sleepy And Was Not Paying Attention. Boy's halfway to Dreamland and was thinking about the puppet of his dreams. (sorry Daisey sobs 😭)

Both options still kill the mood and that is now a very awkward sleepover. I'm ruined, you've ruined me /j /pos

Oh good some wholesome food. Matching PJs are literally the cutest thing every. Holly for the love of beans admit you like the pjs lol

I feel like pitying Eddie is almost worse? But I don't think Eddie would notice it right away so eeeh. I see Eddie as someone who really doesn't like being pitied tbh

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

Obsession Hanging 'Round My Neck Like a Noose: Part 2.

[1 week later jk]

You know, I always had a feeling that something like this would happen Nagito! Bringing in unpredictable apparatus like you just makes this little game of ours all the more fun!

But unfortunately it means now you're a traitor to Zetsubou, and I've got no choice but to kill ya! So you'd better do your best if you don't wanna die!

*BOOOM!*

Hmph!

*WHOOOSH!* *CLAAASSH!*

*After giving each other a brief glance, Narumi and Nagito rush toward one another, the latter grinning with excitement. Given that he has so much more to lose in this scenario, Nagito takes the fight much more seriously than his opponent.

HYAGH!

*BURST!* *POW!* *POW!* *POW!*

Hrugh!

WOAGH!?

Hey! Watch it!

Soldier: GUAAGH!

GAH! What in the 9 hells!?

GAAGGH!

!!?

*Narumi fires off a few small explosive bursts, but the Nagito just zips past them. Nevertheless, it results in extensive property damage as several other fighters are struck by the blasts, which even directly hit and destroy some Zetsubou soldiers!

What are you doing!? These are your own guys!

Then they'll appreciate the fact that they've gotta make sacrifices! I don't care who or what I hit so long as I HIT YOU!

*BOOOM!*

HUAGH!?

AKANE!

*WHOOOSH!* *BOOOM!*

!!?

Hoo! That was close!

*Just as another explosive blast that Nagito dodges is about to hit Akane dead on, Nagito grabs her and moves her out of the way.

Th-Thanks for the save...I guess...

NAGITO!

Huh!?

You need to take this fight somewhere else! If you two keep duking it out here, you're going to get us ALL killed!

Yeah...! Good idea! HURAGH!

Mm?

*WHAAAAM!*

GUUHAGH!

*Nagito leaps up towards Narumi, causing her eyes to widen in shock, and gives her a leaping kick that sends her flying through the wall.

Um...That works!

Do what you have to do, and for God's sake, DON'T DIE!

*After getting a running jump, Nagito nosedives through the hole in the wall made with Narumi's body, finding himself in a different area; a factory room with conveyer belts.

Alright friend...It's just you and me now...

Narumi: Keeheeheehee...Talk about a date to DIE for...!

*KA-BOOOOOM!*

!!?

HYAGH! YAYAYAYAYAYAAAGH!

*Swiftly emerging from behind a tankard, Narumi destroys it and then launches a flurry of explosive rockets towards Nagito, who outruns and avoids every shot as he races along the conveyer belts.

STAND STILL! LET ME HIIIIT YOU!