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[silly-shady]

Never thought I'd ask this, but...

In terms of the queer gender fusions who leans more feminine/tomboyish and has those... certain body parts...

How do the males in the fusions that include females feel about having a chest?

Interesting question, and a complicated one to explain.

I have been trying to doodle little notes on the side to help me better understand my own fusions, but I have been forgetting to do that lately. For a full list of queer-gender fusions and where they lean:

More Feminine:

Haya Drizzlebean

Gianni Macchiato

Dropped-It Delphine

Nalix [Tomboyish]

Kaneko

Stella

Jesse Coldfoam [A little Intersex]

Heidi Marshoni [A little Intersex]

More Masculine:

Andrés

Idris

Cassette [not too masculine though]

Nabil [femboyish]

Felicity Callebaut [femboyish]

Zenchie

Odd-Middle Ground [see little notes for specifics]:

Bernard Enerpunched [Demi-Gender]

Gaia Screamsicle [Nonbinary]

Jeanette Vendella [Demi-Gender]

Cora Marshpop [Agender]

Dewey Disgorge [Gender-Fluid]

Calen Talichio [Gender-Fluid]

Dalgona [Androgynous]

Paradox [Intersex, Omnigender]

I don't think I want to go too deep into details regarding which parts each fusion has, especially with the Next Gen fusions. Gee, how can I describe this without getting too awkward...

I think I'll just say that the feminine ones have female parts [With the exception of Jesse and Heidi, who do have mixed parts] and the masculine ones have male parts [Although we did establish before Cassette and Idris get periods; Nabil also has a slight chest]. Those in the Odd-Middle Ground, I'd say... For sure, Dewey Disgorge is female in sex, they just present themselves otherwise; Paradox has both appendages; Calen Talichio is more male in body structure; Jeanette Vendella does have a female body structure- same with Gaia. Cora and Bernard, I won't go into detail due to them being younger fusions, technically.

As for how the male characters feel about having chests in their fusions [at least up to this point]...

Bls is very perverted about it; Bo feels inconvenienced by it.

Giul likes the way they look on their fusions. That's it.

Jolly-O feels it makes for some sick cosplays, such as you see on Jeanette.

Kaffe acknowledged them. That's pretty much it.

FFJAU! Felix feels awkward about it.

FFJAU! Ralph paid them little mind.

Kane Candy was flustered by them at first.

Florence doesn't mind it. If he is in a fusion, he will occasionally glance at their own chest in fascination, but respectfully.

In case you haven't noticed, none of the Steep fusions thus far have chests. He was very adamant about not having a chest, so they hardly formed in Idris or Stella.

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 301

Ellie, during one of her stints of what do I do with my life right now, decides to, with the help of her Original Dad-Person (Look he’s aging and she’s not and it gets less questions the older he gets if he says daughter instead of sister with how the Fentons are getting older too) creates a Boo-Tube channel. No, not a Youtube channel, those are stuck to a single dimension.

Bootube on the other hand? Due to being through the Realms (and wow is Tucker getting so much income from creating it) is interdimensional. Which is so cool honestly. And she doesn’t know what to do at first, and honestly there’s already so many travel blogs that she kind of just… decided to do something that she wished someone had done for her and her brothers and Danny when she was new to the world. 

So she creates the channel CAAW: Clone Awareness, Accommodations, and Welfare. They had to learn things through trial and error, but maybe she can help someone out there learn how to find their own selves, or even help someone not melt. 

[phonographica]

Vital Information – Global Beat (1986)

[doctormori]

Posting some more of my nasty man for 4/13.

[antiendovents]

abt discussion "is functional multiplicity a way of being non-disordered system?" if no one minds, am gonna add my opinion too.

functional multiplicity isn't non-disordered way of being system. it's like remission / recovery.

when you have some chronic condition, you can manage it and feel fine. you can show fewer symptoms or don't show them at all. but you still have this condition.

if you are on meds for arthritis and don't have active inflammation now, you still have arthritis. you may still have some impairment of damage that was already made. it may flare up. your meds may stop working or start working worse. and your symptoms will return.

also, if nothing of above happens, your life, needs, and experience are not the same as life, needs, and experience of people without arthritis. you need your meds to feel good. you need to go to appointments. you need to be careful with some things. you have different risks and so on.

and also. you have experience. you know how it feels. you know what it is. your life was changed by having arthritis, and you don't lose this experience when your symptoms leave.

so same with osddid. if you reached functional multiplicity. you still have some symptoms (having alters is a symptom). you still may split more alters, get more amnesia, get more other dissociative symptoms. and you still have experience. very personal-forming experience, don't know how to word it better. your brain doesn't work like singlets brains. your alters (in functional multiplicity case) aren't like singlets parts of personality. you can't close this door and unteach your brain to dissociate, split, create amnesia barriers. you also can't erase trauma from your brain development. (early life trauma makes HUGE influence on brain development, and even not only brain but the rest of the body too).

osddid is a super complex experience. it's early trauma. it's very specific experience of not being singlet, of not having singlets personality. it's alters (if we talk abt systems). it's amnesia (not always). it's dissociative symptoms. it's cptsd. and more and more and more.

it's super complex, super influencing. endos often see osddid like "cool dudes in your head and nothing more", and it's offensive exactly because of these reasons. because osddid is WAY more. and functional multiplicity is not "cool dudes in your head and nothing more" too. it's sad, but there's no such thing as "cool dudes in your head and nothing more".

that's why people don't lose osddid diagnosis when reach functional multiplicity.

sorry for being long, boring, and complicated.

nod, nod. That's what I thought, I'm glad to have others agree. Even once you've healed and reached functional multiplicity you still have alters, which are a symptom, and probably a few other symptoms too, which means you have the disorder. Even with final fusion, you're still disordered because your brain can always split again, since splitting is a coping mechanism that cannot be unlearned

[shrubbydrawsnintendudes]

a silly doodle for today! made after a conversation with a friend on how samus and the federations might see eachother after fusion. im sure you can guess how it went.

[ghoul--doodle]

I was invited to a lil roleplay group to try n get over my anxiety surrounding it :} here is my latest silly guy

[onebizarrekai]

I sort of feel like once walkthrough websites made the transition to being wikis they all went downhill. like they got rid of all their information that's actually clear and concise and easy to find, and now everything links to incomplete wiki articles and it's a struggle to find proper specific guides. maybe I'm just having a very specific experience with zelda

[katetorias]

don’t think it should be a crazy take to understand that by definition systems are a collection of dissociated self states found in people with complex dissociative disorders (DID, OSDD, UDD, etc). that’s what the word system means in this context, and is the definition used in books and scientific literature about systems.

complex dissociative disorders are seen by years of research and testimony to be caused by childhood trauma. systems are a symptom of CDDs, meaning systems are caused by childhood trauma. a system is just one of the symptoms of having a complex dissociative disorder, and things like CPTSD, amnesia, dissociation, depersonalization/derealization, depression/suicidal tendencies are also symptoms.

systems are a symptom of a disorder that is caused by repeated childhood trauma. it’s a life saving defense mechanism our brains had to create to protect ourselves from the trauma. the brain dissociates to keep us from experiencing the traumatic events directly. that is why systems exist. that’s it.

it’s not an identity it’s just a symptom of a disorder. if that’s not what you’re experiencing then system just isn’t the right term

[amethyst-draws09]

More info about solis-Luna

I had fun doing this doodle!

[silly-shady]

Shall we let the people here know the colors of Cassette?

Again, I know that there's a digital drawing of them (it's literally this blog's pfp), but.... Hm.... I can't seem to think about anything else to say. 😅

No problem!

Cassette is a queer-gender fusion that leans slightly to the masculine side. Their short hair is dark grey on top with a black shaved underside. Their eyes have yellow sclera and their eyes are black- the starry pupils in the center are also yellow like the scleras. Their skin is Turbo’s pale-grey flickered with freckles along their cheeks and shoulders, although they have Dib’s skin tone on their third arm. Despite having Dib’s skin tone, the third arm actually belongs to FFJAU! Turbo; Dib has more control over the two main arms.

As for apparel, they wear white, round-framed glasses. They were a greener version of Turbo’s worn down racer suit, which is attached to part of a red version of Dib’s Zant outfit. On their third arm, they wear a bracelet designed after the shoulder plates of the Zant outfit, which is white with red outlines and a garnet encrusted into it. As for the legs of the outfit, which aren’t visible in the digital image, the main parts of the fabric are the same greens as the suit, but on the ankles are striped red and black socks. Their shoes are fashioned after those on the Zant outfit, and they are the same dark red as their altered robe.

[knightzp]

i think knights has a secret sixth member now

[tessathegamefreak]

Can we get info on Noel?

Sure!

Noel is the fusion between my Wreck-It Ralph×KHUx OC Coalette and @nintendoneko64's Neko.

For reference, here is a link to Noel's sketch.

Generally, Neko is a sweet and magical dimension hopper; Coalette is a considerate, yet temperamental keyblade wielder. Together, Noel is a kind and adventurous fusion that can utilize both Neko's darklight mirror and Coalette's divine rose keyblade to travel between worlds and fend herself.

Appearance wise, Noel has Serrade Petite cat features. Their hair and fur is silver blonde, they have Hazel eyes, and fair skin. They wear black half-rimmed glasses. The Midna outfit Neko wears is a bit altered here, as it's cyan and part of it is worn by Noel like a crop top. Noel only wears part of the white robe as sleeves, which hang over their pink gloves. Their pants are a dark pink and the skirt over it is brown with white outlines.

[crescentfool]

i think something that is important to me to remember is that there are small ways i can do things to spark joy for myself and others without waiting for someone else to do it... (conjures up little sparklies from my hands) life is so whimsical!!!

[safyresky]

Okay so I'm reading through CSC23 to post Weds or Thurs, and I just need to get an innuendo out of my system RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY so here you all go, sorry not sorry 😘

"Wait, she grabbed some apples?"

"A couple, yes dear. Why?"

Blaise frowned, his forehead wrinkling. "Is that why this bowl is nowhere near filled? I saw that, Jack."

Jack shoved the slice of apple in his mouth, feigning innocence and looking away.

"Oh, Blaise. The bag Autumn gave us is rather large. I'm sure it'll be fine. Besides, I can always drop her a leaf and get us some more, if need be."

"We may have to. Between Jacqueline taking some and Jack stealing the slices," Blaise said, glaring right at Jack as his hand hovered over the bowl, "I'm not going to have enough for the filling!"

"One or two apples less won't make a difference."

"You don't know that! Are you an expert in Autumn's pies?"

"Only in eating them," Winter confirmed, chipper. "Besides! Everyone knows it's how you season the filling, not how many apples you have."

"So what you're saying is it's not size that matters but how you use it."

Jack choked on the apple slice he had just pilfered. Blaise smirked, happy to have satisfied his "embarrass the son" quota for the day. Winter looked between the pair of them, idly peeling the apple in her hand in a manner that was both helpful and conniving. She smirked.

"Not that either of those things are a worry for you, Blaise darling."

Both men wheezed. Blaise in laughter; Jack in embarrassment. Winter grinned, continuing on with her pie-related duties, delighted to have struck the killing blow in today's battle of wits.

[monstrous-fusion]

Hiya! I'm interested in the gift exchange but I've never participated in one before, would you be willing to go into more depth on how it all works? Thank you <3!

A gift exchange is a creators event, and it is often fandom-oriented. When you sign up for one, you fill out a form that gets to know your preferences (i.e. tropes, characters, aus, games) and your disliked stuff. For now, our sign ups begin on May 11th, and are open until May 23rd.

Once sign-ups close, the forms will be processed. Assignments are progressively released on May 27th and 28th, and this is when you are assigned a giftee; the person you will create for using their own form responses. (Which will be accumulated on a spreadsheet). This also means someone got assigned to you, and must create for you depending on how you answered the form.

If you find that you aren't compatible with your giftee, you have a period to request for reassignment. In this gift exchange, our deadline for reassignment is June 1st; after which we won't be accepting any more reassignments. Similarly, if something comes up and you feel like you won't be able to create a gift after all, you are allowed to drop out until June 7th. We will have back-up gifters to fill in if this happens.

We also have three check-in dates to make sure everything is going to plan. There's going to be more details announced on the gifting server when the check-ins occur, but we are looking for different levels of progress.

This entire process is anonymous (meaning that you don't know who's creating for you, and your giftee won't know you're making a gift for them). There will be a channel opened on the first drop off day where you can finally share your gift with your giftee!