#fuckinh hell
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I fuckibg hate summer, its hot, its sticky, i get migraines and mosquito bites and dysphoria is at a high cuz i cant hide away in sweaters
#vent#tw vent#kindoff#im complaining about summer#fuckinh hell#and im also allergic to mosquito bites#ah
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Why does first love / late spring go so fucking hard, I’ve never related so much to a song in my entire life
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Friend just sent me a vid on snapchat and usually he sends me vids of his cats but i opened it and it was DICK AND HOLE
#drooling. screaming. losing my mind#all the blood in my body just went to my penis#fuckinh hell#i would like to fuck him#mine
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I feel like horror movies shouldn't turn me on as much as they do...
#personal ramblings#uuughhhh what is wrong with me#i'm watching the strangers for the first time#and just#ughhh the vulnerability!#the fear of being hunted#in actual danger#the angst#fuckinh hell#also this movie was a terrible pick for tonight#because my coworkers were talking about true crime all day today#and this is supposedly based on true events#like fuuuuuuck bad choice bad choice#we'll see if i survive
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JUST READ VFV CHAPTER 5 AND IM GOING NUTS INSANE COMPLETELY OUTTA MYSELF THAT 102 ALEXADRES DIAMOND SCENE HAD ME ON CHOKEHOLD THE WAY IT WAS WRITTEN THE DIALOGUES THE WANTING AND THE GIVING IN OMGGGGGG I FELT SO MUCH I WANNA DIE
sorry to say but ive been compelled to romance him fr no kidding
#THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I SCREAMED INTO MY PILLOW IS EMBARRASSING#HIM NAKED WAS SO %%%%%%%%%#“SAY MY NAME ÉLLEONORE”#“it felt like coming home”#FUCKINH HELL#romance club#rc vfv
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izzy hands is actually dead.
what do i even have to live for now 😔
#IM SO SAD#WAAAAHHHHHHH#like it was a brilliant finale#BUT FUCK YOU DAVID JENKINS!!!#if there’s a s3 there is no point in me watching it now#con o’neill changed my life and now izzy is dead.#fuckinh hell#ofmd s2#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd season 2 spoilers#ofmd season 2#our flag means death#ofmd
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Was speaking to my mom on the phone and accidentally dropped my phone down in one of my plants.. and shattered the pot🙃
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ohhh isaac and tamara what they did to you
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me one second: TSSOS STSPSVTSOSBTOSVSTPP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOPS TOO STOPS TOS
me later :we stay Sillay:33
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are other people like not as nosy as me or something
#nah they just have no sense of curiosity#it's actually completely normal and reasonable to want to know about other peoples lives and read their posts or whatever#to understand how they think#I mean like unsarcastically that is actually normal#but also everyone else seems to have better stuff to do and theyre all a bit rubbish at being nosy#and its weird cause what you leave somewhere like this that someone theoretically could read and understand some of you from it#but like no one does#and id want to discourage them really like leave me alone#hah wonder why i dont have any friends#but on the thing about being nosy like you know how at school id always end up just listening in on classmates conversations and id hear so#much cause of that compared to conversions involving me#like it's cause im rubbish and have no friends but also surely everyone ends up doing that at least a bit#I mean I know they do. end up actually paying attention that is#only like usually I dont know how much attention people really really pay to other people's conversations#like do other people usually find that interesting or not#but either way like for me at least I'd often be embarrassed to admit I was listening certainly wouldnt go up to someone and ask them about#the conversation they had with someone they had with someone else even if I was in the room and obviously within hearing#so when someone did that to me I was a bit surprised and sort of flattered like why did you even bother#only I'm so rubbish and was surprised enough someone talked to me I was accidentally rude enough that we basically never talked again#like fucking hell#fuckinh hell#like surely we mightve been friends if not for me being so absolutely ridiculously bloody rubbish#this was years ago lol but its memorable for someone actually talking to me in that situation
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for some reason my brother’s pissed off with ME and its pissing me off
#meows#like?? sorry youre having to move back in with our p*rents but thats something you get upset w our gma about not me??#like shes the one who said that he could still live there when my aunt and her sons move in (long story) but then#yesterday came into the house and started essentially making it clear that only the aunt and sons were going to live there#and like later that day i went back to my parents for dinner + get my car's oil changed and he was still being standoffish with me#and was like snapping at me for being too rough with Cinder and like??? no i wasnt???#if anything i was being extra gentle bc ik she was stressed with the extra company we had over???#like i barely touched her toe beans and he was like ''omg youre being so rough i can FEEL that!!!'' bitch i was barely touching her!!!!#and then later on i was petting her on the couch and she does this thing where she gets really cuddly and like rubs her head#against the back of the hand that's giving her scratches and then she'll suddenly bite#its not a harsh bite but ive gotten so used to scotty NOT being like cinder that it startled me and my hand jerked up#and she hissed at me?? again i literally did nothing different than usual except the jerk up which was involuntary#and then he accuses me of being rough again!!!!! AGAIN!!!!! i did nothing diff than usual except being EXTRA easy!!!!!#its not my fault or really anyones that our aunt finally decided to leave her jackass of a husband#and idk maybe he's jealous i escaped our p*rents and he's being sucked in idk!! theres a billion other people he can be mad#at so why ME!!!#even when i went to tell him i was heading home he didn't even open his arms for a hug like he usually does#fuckinh hell
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thinking of a new steddie fic/au hmmm.
It’s just the classic, Steve buys weed from Eddie in season 1 era, he and Tommy meet him at the bench in the woods behind school. Steve and Eddie have some playful banter and clearly get along, but it’s dismissed as just a drug deal and they go on about their lives.
Next time they meet is when a frantic Steve comes and finds Eddie after he’s just fought off the demogorgon for the first time. He’s rattled, and skittish, wearing a nasty black bruise on his eye, and just overall not acting like himself. He snaps at Eddie multiple times to just ‘hurry up’ and ‘get him his stuff’, and sure he’s being an asshole, but more than anything Eddie is just concerned. He has never seen The King Steve Harrington lose his cool like this. So Eddie cautiously gives him the weed, making sure not to give too much, and lets him go about his day, but not before asking if he’s alright. Steve clearly wasn’t expecting this and brushes it off defensively, but that doesn’t mean he’s not thinking about it for the rest of his week. How the hell did Eddie Munson notice something was wrong, when his own parents didn’t? Nor his “friends”?
They cross paths again a year later, the beginning of season two. Steve is still with Nancy and has freshly dumped his old douchebag crew of superficial friends. He is still sitting quite comfortably on the higher ranks of popularity, but there is no denying his status is not what it used to be. He comes to buy weed from Eddie in the first week back at school, and it’s a casual interaction. He’s still as charmingly stuck up as he ever was, but now without Tommy there to judge his every move, he seems a little more at ease when making casual conversation with Eddie. Eddie doesn’t mention the year before and Steve is so glad for it, secretly very embarrassed that he went to Eddie for some refuge after arguably his most traumatic experience to date. He gets his stuff, giving Eddie a smirk when he notices he’s dropped the price significantly for Steve when it’s just him alone. Eddie gives him a challenging smile back, almost daring him to call it out, but he doesn’t. They both just laugh and part ways.
The next run in is tina’s halloween party. They notice eachother when Steve first arrives, making eye contact and giving a polite nod. Maybe Eddie lifts his drink up to Steve in a silly salute. They don’t speak at all or make any effort to hang around eachother. That is, until Steve storms down the stairs in a rage after he’d gone up there with Nancy Wheeler. But then are those- tears? Eddie was standing on the front porch smoking a cigarette, trying to discreetly hide from one Billy Hargrove to avoid having to sell him anything, but staying visible enough that he won’t lose all chances of making any money tonight. Steve storms right past him and hits his shoulder. Eddie whips around and is about to call him a dick before he sees who it is.
Steve tries to quickly wipe his face, he won’t make eye contact with Eddie, and he’s clearly trying to get out as fast as he can. Eddie doesn’t let him, though, since he’s obviously not thinking very clearly and is most likely about to do something emotional and stupid. He asks if Steve’s alright, and his answers are all short and rushed, so he’s definitely not. They’re not really friends, but Eddie’s not an asshole.
— “Did you drive?” Eddie asks
“Yeah”
“Well, you’re drunk, Steve. You can’t get behind a wheel right now. And if I knowingly let you, then that makes me an accomplice. I’ll take you home.”
Steve tries to protest, attempting to push past him, but Eddie interjects. “Yeah, yeah, alright! Don’t thank me yet, Steve’o. This is not for you, see, I’m not trying to get a criminal record, here. I cant go to prison, Steve. Do you know what they’d do to a pretty guy like me in prison? Nope, let’s go hot stuff.” —
Eddie takes Steve home. They don’t talk much. By the time they reach Steve’s drive way and Eddie has put his van in park, Steve is making no attempt to exit the vehicle just yet. Eddie doesn’t know what to do, he didn’t really plan this far, so he’s just tapping away awkwardly at his steering wheel while Harrington stares down the dashboard so clearly lost in thought Eddie fears his head might explode. Steve tells Eddie what happened, says it’s ‘relationship troubles’, and he’s not quite sure what compelled him into being so honest with Eddie Munson, but he’s blaming the alcohol. Eddie wasn’t expecting that. They chat for a bit, Eddie makes Steve laugh and considers the whole night a success after that. Then they start cracking jokes about their shared hatred for Hargrove, and Steve looks and sounds a bit more ok to go inside. He thanks Eddie, quite sincerely actually, and it throws him a bit. He stutters a ‘yeah, for sure. It’s no problem.’ And Steve goes home.
After that, it’s a little different. Steve, doesn’t actually really have anyone, anymore. When they go back to school he’s now greeting Eddie here and there in the hallways, making conversation when they find themselves alone together, in the lunch line or at the bathroom sink. He doesn’t approach Eddie when there’s too many people around, though. As much as he’s grown, Steve Harrington still carry’s some prejudice in him about how certain things may make him look. But it doesn’t bother Eddie too much. It’s not like they are really friends, they’re just like, strange acquaintances. And Steve would never deny that they get along, that really Eddie’s ‘not so bad’. So that’s a win.
Steve finds Eddie again not long after the party to buy some more weed, a plan that sparked purely out of boredom. Eddie says yes, of course, but tells him if he wants it today he will need to wait till after school and meet Eddie at his place, since he was busy. So Steve takes a trip to the Munson trailer to make his deal. Eddie invites him inside and they sit together on the couch as he gets Steve’s bag ready. They end up making quite pleasant conversation, joking around and ultimately finding they are really enjoying each other’s company. They enjoy it so much so, that Steve ends up smoking there, with Eddie. So now they are kind of like, hanging out? And it’s fun, so they do it again. Still they’re not, friends friends, they just get along. Eddie just sells Steve weed sometimes and they keep it civil.
He doesn’t hear from Steve for a while, and the next time he sees him it’s from a distance, in passing. The man has the most roughed up face Eddie has ever seen, bruised and swollen in multiple areas, stitches and bandages all over. It’s really, concerning? completely metal, but alarming. This is the second time Eddie has seen the guy all beaten up like that. He knew that boys fight, but surely not that bad? As worried as he was, Eddie doesn’t approach him to ask questions, because they don’t know eachother like that. So he goes on about his day, and he doesn’t see Steve again after that for quite some time.
Then it’s summer, Eddie isn’t graduating again, and he’s not really sure what to do with himself over the break. The new mall has just opened up, and there’s a cool music store up on the second floor that he likes to visit sometimes with his band friends. And wouldn’t you know, working at the Scoops Ahoy located directly across from his favourite store, is Steve Harrington. The guy hasn’t come to Eddie for any weed since last year, and then there was that sighting where he looked like he’d just fallen face first into a flying fist or two, so it’s been a minute since Eddie’s seen him. And he’d be lying if he said it wasn’t a nice surprise. He only goes into scoops once. He’s curious, okay? Sue him. And, he knows the girl who works with him, Robin. So he plays it off like he had no idea he’d see Steve there. And to his surprise, Steve actually acknowledges him. He doesn’t act like Eddie is a total stranger just because they’re not in school anymore. The interaction is quick, they make very casual conversation, Eddie says hi to Robin, grabs his milkshake and goes home. That’s all. He doesn’t go back, and he doesn’t really plan to. Steve’s nice, and he knows Eddie’s around if he needs to buy from him again, and that’s really as far as their relationship goes. That’s all it ever was. It’s been fun getting to know Steve Harrington a little bit better, even if it was just for a short time. Eddie liked having the chance to see in past the quaffed hair and pressed polo shirts to learn that Steve was really just a person under it all. He never thought he’d say it, but Harrington wasn’t so bad. It was a nice little eye opening experience for Eddie.
Eddie was ready to write off his little blips of interaction with Steve Harrington as a thing of the past, no hard feelings, and move on with his life. That is, until he gets a knock at his front door in the middle of the night afew days after the big mall fire. And it’s Steve on the other side. And he looks awful, his face is the worst Eddie’s ever seen it. And he wasn’t really knocking, more like pounding. He says he needs Eddie’s help.
What the fuck?
#and then he#he asks eddie for help getting really strong drugs oit of your system#and if he knows if there’s anything out there that can have long lasting affects on your system#and if he can please have some weed too actually so he can sleep because maybe that will help#because please give me more paranoid steve not just moving on right away from being fuckinh drugged non consensually !!!#i need to see season 3 steve going to eddie for help after the russians because he doesn’t know anywhere else#and eddie is just like what the actual fuck is this man on about ????#what the hell goes on in the harrington household that causes him to get a black eye annually#and now be rambling about getting drugged????#eddie getting so curious about what is actually going on with him#ugh#anyways might write this proper oooh what do we think#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#steddie#robin buckley#st3#stranger things 2#stranger things 3#steve and eddie#steddie fic#steddie au
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Genshin character designs are fine and all till you try to draw them. Why are there so many details ????
#fuckinh hell#by fine and all I mean for the love of god please give these people a skin tone other than glue white#jfc#genshin impact
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#dramatical murder#dmmd#dmmd aoba#dmmd fanart#dramatical murder fanart#this piece gave me fuckinh hell you guys#but it’s over and it’s beautiful
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Doing my makeup... but somehow skipped my primer.. so now im all patchy🥲
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my relationship with mcu: came for stark, staying for maximoff
#tbh idc what happens to the others and i wasnt so invested in agatha all along other than the fact that its a wandavision spinoff#until i fucking dropped my drumstick when i realised who tf teen is#i mean...can you blame me?#i miss wanda#she took all my mcu excitements with her when she brought down her shrine#after tony it was her and after her its just nobody#cause if there ain't no tom holland spiderman#im not sticking#now im just rooting for the remnant of wanda in agatha all along#am i proud i figured out who teen was all on my own? yes i am#am i late? ofc. do i care? nah fuckinh hell#agatha all along#wanda maximoff
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