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confessional time
#i was really trying not to be mad abt the breakup#but i am. i AM!!!#not to show emotion but#i’m tired. i’m real tired.#there are so many things that i’m just. not gonna say#bc it wouldn’t be productive. because i’m nice. because there’s always something#that keeps me from getting angry.#i know they didn’t mean to. i know.#but fuck me fr like. what am i supposed to do with#well i tried for a little while and then i stopped :)#NOBODY would be okay with that!! it’s not a me problem!!!#what do you MEAN it wasn’t important anymore!!#what do you mean i’m not worth the effort.#what do you mean. man cmon.#we are still hanging out in the same server and like it pisses me off#how much detail goes into the interactions they have w other people.#how much care they gave to other interactions. other things. other people.#and i was always always always… an obligation#a side note. i feel like none of it mattered.#and on one hand. great! i am free to do whatever now i guess#but on the other hand#what the fuck did i do all that for. makes ME feel like an idiot.#always putting in effort for people who do not give a goddamn.#always trying so hard to keep my stupid little ships afloat while people stab holes in the sides.#and i’m still. still not saying anything.#bc i know they didn’t mean to.#fucking. shit. absolute garbage.#what did i do all that for!!!!#god DAMN!!!!#that’s all. if you’re still reading i love you. sorry abt All That.
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i get such a sense of primal envy when looking at edwin’s clothes up close because god you can just tell his coat is real wool and made to last and not cheap flimsy mass produced garbage and auggagghhhh that was just STANDARD in his time. by no means am i saying i was #borninthewronggeneration because i like having vaccines and household appliances but. man. to have a personally-tailored coat like that that’d last for years and years……. and fabrics of fine thread-dense quality………. if only
#edwin would be so disgusted by shein products can you fucking imagine#i mean he’d be disgusted by most mass produced brand/off-brand clothing but fast fashion shit like that would be the Worst#thank god for the fact that I don’t think anyone in the group would wear that kinda shit. for wildly different reasons#crystal wouldn’t because why the fuck would she. she can afford the most expensive high quality shit on the market. and even if she goes#thrifting you can just tell if something looks/feels like cheap garbage she’d not even touch it#niko’s a fashion icon and constantly changing her outfits BUT she seems like the type who loves repurposing old clothing/re-arranging things#in her wardrobe and making different combinations rather than buying new clothes all the time and wasting perfectly good clothing#plus she wasn’t raised in America and likely did not get normalized to fast fashion#charles doesn’t because. well#you know.#ghost. and whatnot#even so I doubt his parents bought him clothes that often so he’d have to either save up the money to buy stuff he wants (probably thrifted)#or repurpose old clothes in various ways. his coat absolutely looks high quality and I bet he saved up like crazy for it#rambling#edwin#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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Why does Vassago already have merch, we haven't even met him yet
#Celtrist#cel rambles#I don't particularly care how abundant the merch is on shark robot#It literally feels like they'll take a scrap of anything and make it a pin#Like the Moxie Antartica pin Really sir and a bunch others where they're just a random frame from the show#I mean they're FUN frames at least but I swear I've seen some real random ones that don't even make sense to be a pin#AND I'M SORRY WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MUCH MERCH OF CHARACTERS THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT#Sallie Mae fine I can see why people like her and want merch#Chaz is pushing it especially seeing as he's pretty dead but fine I suppose he has his fans#Glitz and Glam? Okay you already fucked up not going with their beta designs but who really was looking at them and thinking “I want merch”#But fine. I'm sure they have their fans#BUT FREAKING MUFFY?? THE VET RECEPTIONIST? WHO TF WAS ASKING FOR A PIN OF HER? DID YOU EVEN KNOW HER NAME?#They do that shit all the time and it aggravates me. They seem to go by a “quantity over quality” thing.#Which their quality is great btw but the quantity of things they have for characters that don't even matter and are seen once is rediculous#Also when I was gonna look up when we were gonna meet Vassago I saw he was an overlord in the pilot#Curious if that's gonna stay. What's to say overlords can't be hellborns or goetia#Is he a goetia? Not sure.#P-point is I like their merch and the new batch seems to mostly be uniquely made to be merch and I like that#But the amount of “garbage” (that's mean but best way I can put it) merch that has a character little to no one would care about#Or is essentially JUST a screen grab from the show is annoying and just pointlessly fills the shop pages#And while I see from a business perspective why they'd put Vassago out especially since some already like him#I also just think it's silly for him to already have merch when we haven't seen his character other than in the trailer#Surprised they don't have merch of satan out yet lol#Okay but I would've approved only so they could make a krampus joke with him#Granted I don't care about Helluva as much as Hazbin#But can't help to be more critical of it when it has a lot of problems Hazbin has aside from pacing#But absolutely NO excuse or leeway for the reason of the sloppy writing that's present#Lemme reiterate my good ol' phrase here:#You're not in the Sonic fandom for like 22 yrs and don't learn to be critical of the media you enjoy lol#rant
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Some Jel/Jina, just because I think they'd be cute together, just two overly anxious nerds, glasses clanking and steaming up.
With a bonus Hekla cockblock.
#heard someone call Hekla a 3 ton cockblock once and I'll never forget it#im never drawing on this fucking paper again absolute garbage pencils tore this shit up#put him down hekla you are choking him#palia#palia fanart#jel omiata#jina#jel/jina
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prev post thoschei academy au where their friendship begins because koschei wants to use theta for chess proxy wars, and they become inseparable. (theta also doesn’t ever win a single match. something that definitely has nothing to do with the fact that losing means koschei will yell at him that he ‘knows he’s smarter than this’ and ‘can’t believe he’d stumble into such an obvious trap’. (koschei voice) fine. we’re going over everything you did wrong for the next three hours, you will have my undivided attention until you can get this right. (theta voice) oh noooo 🥴🥴🥰🥰
#thoschei#how to get your crush to pay attention to you: just pretend you’re shit at chess. absolute garbage.#theta holds up a knight and goes ‘so this is the one that goes in a straight line right?’#and koschei thinks ‘well i can’t not fuck him’
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worst thing about getting into bsd rn is my trusted sources telling me that the fanfic fucking sucks like ok WHAT am I supposed to do when I finish this then
#the main concern in my mind when watching smth is just the fanfiction it's true I will watch smth just for fanfic. suck it up#hella needs to write her dazai character study so I have smth good to read at the end of this WHAT DO YOU MEAN ALL THE FIC SUCKS#I gotta gauge how bad it is. I gotta ask her if it's bad cause SHE'S picky#(completely understandable as she's THE QUEEN of writing only things that he would absolutely fucking say)#or if it's like. completely unsalvageable. cause I tend to be more forgiving with fanon then some of my mutuals I think#I get annoyed with fanon but I have to bake in it first#I have to spend long months comparing and contrasting the most popular fics with my understanding of the characters#and my understanding of the characters also has to bake for months in analysis tumblr posts and shit#but like. immediately after finishing something? my range for what I'll believe he says is a lot wider#so I need to know if I can go in a fugue state week long garbage binge at the end of this or if the fics aren't even good enough for that#WHATS WORSE. WHAT'S WORSE. SHE SAID THE MAIN SHIPS ARE VERY NARINESESQUE#DO YOU KNOW HOW DEVASTATING IT IS TO KNOW SHE'D COMPARE THESE SHIPS TO NARINES. BUT THE FIC SUCKS???#I'm starved for narines I'm looking for substitutes AND THE BSD FIC SUCKS???
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MGSV really is *so* misogynistic it is honestly hard to believe. It has ONE named female character, just one. And holy shit, the things they make that single woman do.
I don't know what happened. Or how Kojima thought what we was doing was defensible.
I could just link to the introduction of the SKULL snipers from Mission 28 Code Talker but even that I feel is so unbelievable to see with your own eyes that it would exit the mind as soon as it stopped playing.
Literally every criticism made during that era toward's this game is accurate. Every single one.
It might legit be the WORST example of "male gaze," literally literally ever. Out of everything.
If MGSV had outright no women in it whatsoever it would be better than what this is.
The cutscene for when Big Boss comes to Mother Base after not showering was what sealed it for me.
And the fact that there were people back then who thought they could defend this perhaps makes it even more deranged.
#mgsv#completely incoherent post#I love love love playing this game but holy shit#It is fucking unbearable.#Play it on your computer with the mod 'Take Me of the Grid + No More Timers + Free Deployment' installed#The game is legitimately hot garbage without it.#what the fuck happened to result in the difference between how woman are treated in this game and then... Death Stranding?????#Wtf???????#its inexplicable#Kojima; as skilled a designer and director as he certainly is#is absolutely also a misogynist#I think MGSV is the hard fucking proof frankly#You can't make this. AND whine about how people refused to like it. That shit definitely counts augh my god#still a completely incoherent post#aough#i cant even put the words together#the actual moment to moment core gameplay is so fun its ridiculous#but oh my god everything else is SO so bad#how can I even like it?#I don't know. I do. but somehow maybe I should not ldjfjskjfsjkdf#dfjkbgjkdbflglbksbkfgbjkdsfbgbdfgbkjbjkdfbjkg#and it's still stupid as hell that you can't fulton yourself like you do in Peace Walker. Literally just to make you waste more GMP#to force you to depend on the online features. Which gives you millions of GMP at the drop of a hat#Evil game
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#i feel like absolute shit lately#everything either makes me sad or angry and either way i end up crying about it#nobody has been reaching out to me unless i do first and it makes me want to just isolate myself even further#because why bother if no one cares enough to rea cb out to me#except One person who just happened to know i needed it#really makes you feel like worthless garbage#and i hate my art too#i fucking despise it and i hate that i still have comms to finish bc now i have to work while feeling like this#im really just in the worst most bitter most rotten mood lately#lies down and cries a lot
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man i hate twitter. if i didnt need a social media presence for art, i would delete it immediately. g@m3rz are pissing me off
#blaming problems on diversity makes my blood boil#absolute dogshit#sbi is probably garbage but it's not the cause of problems with games#and i hate how the people calling this shit out are getting shat on by randos#there's so many that i can't block all of them#seriously i cant express how angry it makes me. i work in the games industry#it's not that fucking diverse#leadership is probably all white people#the people making the big decisions are all white why the fuck would diversity be the PROBLEM#jfc i would love to work with a more diverse team#it really sucks being surrounded by 99% cis white het men when you're not that#screaming into the void#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#dumping all my fury into tags bc i can't do anything else and I'm sure as hell not gonna talk about it on twatter#fuck
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was working the clicker counter for our halloween trick or treat event last night, and the amount of harry potter costumes was like. frankly baffling, and the only reason i didn't go home depressed abt it was seeing all the young weebs coming through in their cosplays, sometimes with their parents also in cosplay... i love you second generation weebs...
#there was a lot of demon slayer children ofc innumerable pokemon children a couple one piece children!!!#i think the one piece children are how you really know they're a second generation weeb bc i don't think they air that on cartoon channels#anymore like they did when i was young. could be wrong about thay#i saw absolutely ZERO my hero academia children. the entire night absolutely zero. we are OVER bnha here lol#there were some naruto children here n there. one of our staff had the akatsuki cloak on. saw him hauling garbage towards the end lol#i counted Exactly Five gnshn teenagers coming through our line#there was this tinie yuuta cosplayer close to the start of the line... little man you are probably not old enough to be watching jjk#but his cosplay was really good it warmed my little weeb heart#i could recognize and name most anime characters but some i Recognized but could NOT for the LIFE of me NAME#there was this one hxh cosplayer i think whom i JUST NOW REALIZED was cosplaying hxh bc i've never seen hxh#and it was bothering me all fucking night lmao#i just went through the hxh wiki to find this little man HIS NAME WAS KURAPIKA. god. mystery solved#there was also this woman in REALLY NICE FUCKING COSPLAY that i could not for the life of me name#but i'm pretty sure she made it herself bc the craftsmanship was SO GOOD. like it had actual layers instead of cheaply printed onto cloth#like i don't know what series she was from but it was like this light blue flight attendant uniform with a matching hat n tall white boots#she had a friend with her who was probably also in cosplay but i didn't recognize it#花話#we had several thousand people coming through our trick or treat event last night over abt three hours#never in my life had i ever truly felt our area's population density until then. holy shit.
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I always point out Bunk’d on the list of shows with a terrible finale (since S3 was supposed to be the last but it effectively did kill the quality of the show) but having watched the final episodes of Bunk’d that aired last night, I can now actually reaffirm that its ending is shit.
Because oh my god is it shit.
#Bunk’d#Jessie#disney channel#disney sitcom#Disney#lou hockhauser#Camp kikiwaka#I think I owe The Lion Guard and Jake and the Never Land Pirates an apology for their finales#Don’t get me wrong they’re still absolute garbage but I don’t think I felt as burnt out and empty with those finales as I did with this one#Lou gets a random-ass love interest in the last 2 episodes and they pull a soap-opera style fake-out break up#which is like#I have no reason to care this late into the game#but they also rehash the plotline of the characters possibly separating and Lou wondering if she should stay a camp director#As if we haven’t had that plotline used in the last 4 seasons (including the season that was SUPPOSED to be the end)#Again no reason to give a shit#Especially since the status quo remains with Lou staying at the camp#The Ross kids are barely acknowledged or mentioned despite the show originally centering around them#And rather emotional closure that wraps up the loose ends with the series-original characters that were written off the show#and got no closure#instead they pull a Descendants with a dance party ending that doesn’t even fully fade to black by the end#Like what the fuck#My expectations for the series were low because any chance at a ‘good ending’ were thrown out the window with every renewal this show got#But oh my god this finale actually lowered my already low expectations#For years I’ve affirmed that Bunk’d is the perfect example as to why shows should just stay dead after they’ve ended#because if they don’t they can just become a rotting shell of what they’ve used to be and lose any and all quality beyond salvation#which is exactly what happened#And by consequence I am only happy BECAUSE the show ended and not in HOW it ended#But yeah the Jessie franchise is dead and so is Bunk’d lol
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Silmarillion reread. The fact that it’s ‘at the prayer of Aulë’ makes me feel things re Mairon okay.
#lil the tolkien dork#i don’t excuse sauron shit but also it’s deeply fucking tragic#(mostly thinking rop!sauron and his relationship with morgoth but like FUCKER YOU COULD HAVE COME HOME ANY TIME)#but no had to be an absolute garbage maia
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fucking hate fighting with people's who's main strategy is straight up lying & screaming & crying until you give up trying to even attempt communicating. just coming up with the most batshit, insane lies they can think of to slander you & they literally just don't fucking stop, like persistence predator shit except they're just doing it to avoid having to take responsibility. what the fuck is going on in that kind of person's brain
#30 years old btw. is how old this person is#screaming & crying on the floor like a toddler is apparently a good strategy to make people believe you#even when the other person is saying ''what are you fucking on about none of that shit happened''#& it doesn't even matter that there is absolutely negative proof it happened they will believe this anyways#because i'm already the family Bad Guy. anything you accuse me of i did it. because there needs to be a Bad Guy#the reason i'm being accused of attempted murder today btw is because i said & i quote:#''instead of throwing my food in the garbage just ask me what it is so i can tell you not to do that''#i should've known better than to try the communication route with people who only know how to DARVO#& also that ''accused of attempted murder'' thing is real. that is currently the version she's settled on#i apparently ''chased her around with a knife & threatened to kill the pets'' which i don't even need to explain how untrue that is#she literally spit on my & threw water on me & threw piss (yes. urine) at me & threatened to smash my computer#& broke a door & told me to kill myself like 8 times & said i'm a scammer & that i'm not really disabled#& then started shitting on me for being a furry?? & when i mentioned that's kind of homophobic & ableist#she started going on about how actually most furries aren't gay so it's not homophobic as if there aren't stats stating otherwise#she's a 3rd grade substitute teacher btw. yes this terrifies me#there is a HUGE reason my sisters went into teaching & that's because i was no longer a child they could abuse
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I hate marvel and disney and i will not be paying to watch this movie but by god bucky barnes. Like do you remember the winter soldier. Do you remember the first time we see him as a blurry figure in the smoke. Do you remember how he sidestepped a crashing car. Do you remember how for a second everything aligned and god smiled.
#clenching my fists as i watch the trailer#grinding my teeth#just absolutely in shambles#one good movie and everything after it was absolute horse shit#like fucking putrid garbage#bucky barnes
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#so i'm the first one to shit on ferrari usually#but i'm actually quite sick of this narrative that today's debacle from charles should be blamed on ferrari#yes they should develop a faster car and not an understeer garbage#yes they should develop a car that suits their number one driver#yes their strategy is incompetent 95% of the time#yes it's very *odd* how things only break on charles' side of the garage and not the bank's side#BUT come on#today's debacle is firmly on charles' shoulder for me#let's be real he has now shown on THREE DIFFERENT TRACKS on THREE DIFFERENT RACE WEEKENDS that in mixed wet/dry conditions...#he's just a fucking mess#yeah yeah yeah his particular setup is unfavourable and the car is too understeer and the front won't turn in the mixed conditions blah bla#but this is ON CHARLES#HE DID NOT ADAPT to these problems#he's fighting the car and has zero confidence and his driving is frankly abominable in these conditions#his DRIVING is the problem and so he needs to fix himself#and yes ferrari has a laundry list of things to fix but let's not pretend that charles hasn't shown a deficiency or weakness today#i am very disappointed in him because i KNOW he can be adaptable and i KNOW he is capable of much better#so ADAPT and figure it out#and don't fucking do the same overtaking attempt that doesn't work over and over again when you're fighting your own car#charles is absolutely right: HE is a large part of the problem today#at least he is honest about this and i know he has the talent to overcome this#elle.txt#austrian gp 2023#f1
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i talked a loooot about my thoughts on here immediately after i watched the movie but i saw a post about bad cult horror (lol) and it got me thinking about it agaun (cause its bad cult horror).
and like. it has these really good elements but such poor overall execution . i LOVE horror that plays with the viewer and the characters' perception of reality (within the story). i like that the twist was that it was the kids who were in the wrong and not their poor fucking traumatized stepmother who was trying her best. the visuals were gorgeous! i loved so much of the imagery but it had absolutely no narrative significance because it seems absolutely no thought was put into the movie.
the plot reads like a first draft and it killls me because if it was rewritten and touched up and properly developed it could have been so good!
#i do feel that the similarities between the fictional cult and a certain actual real life cult were disturbing and unnecessary#and the fact that the cult aspect was so fucking underbaked makes it even worse#reminds me of goodnight mommy..... like i liked that movie but the aspect of the mothers twin went absolutely nowhere :-(#really disappointing. like this mystery around her identity builds and then its all thrown away to focus on the falling action and i hate it#this is the opposite of chekovs gun this is bringing a bunch of shit up and then throwing it in the fucking garbage before the movies over
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