#fucking major ick

[marbleheavy]

i hate hate hate the oppenheimer slide show tik tok trend. like we get you’re fucking annoying. you’re the problem, we understand, please stop acting like you’re dunking on profs by sending the most nonsensical bullshit email that’s ever been. a humanities major would never!

[kj-beastboy]

Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!

yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)

it's so common in fandoms!

I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.

I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔

I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.

anyway here's a doodle!

[yourbestbuddie]

Everything about the way Tommy acted in this deleted scene gives me the MAJOR ick.

[inchidentally]

mclaren tiktok now one post away from being on tumblr

literally I am one half enjoying and one half slightly panicking bc we do NOT want to end up like other ships and have every single lando post littered with ship comments

like once in a while them going full landoscar is ok but dnw the PR corporatization of landoscar to happen like lando's other teammates

[vanishingmoments]

why are there still people on this site who play call of duty

[outer-edges]

so one of my many inexplicable fic icks for the last of us is whenever there's a fic that just likely completely ignores everything about the finale and just goes along with a whole “happily ever after in jackson” thing.

i've never really been able to pinpoint a specific reason, but i think its because even if you ignore the fact that it is so insane to just remove the entirety of their experience with the fireflies and make them live happily ever after. they just…won’t…like it’s not going to be happily ever after for them because joel IS NOT ellie’s dad, and that’s not an emotional framework she even has. like dad doesn’t mean anything to her. to her, joel is her best friend. joel is family. joel is hers. she’s his. they belong like all that shit riley talked about with her family. but being a daughter and having a father isn’t something ellie even understands to fit herself into. her only experience with quote unquote “fatherhood” is david, and to him that meant disgusting control exerted over her. i think that entire experience probably gave her an extremely complicated relationship with the concept of father's in and of itself. so, even if she has this father-daughter type relationship with joel, that's not how she's ever going to associate him.

so, to her, joel is just joel. she loves him and cares for him deeply and he’s hers and she’s his, but he’s still just joel. he isn’t dad. he won’t ever be dad.

but to him, ellie isn’t just ellie. ellie is daughter.

daughter and dad is a very different dynamic than just inexplicably connected family. joel is going to exert a certain amount of control over her life, the kind that is perfectly healthy for parents to have, but she’s not going to accept it, and that’s going to cause problems for them. because it’ll be different than when they were on the road. then, everything joel did was to keep her safe. then he ordered her to do things like check her six and stay quiet and go hide while he takes care of business.

in jackson, in regular life, it’s going to be different. it’s going to be things like bedtimes and going to school and curfew and shit that ellie will reject because of her previous experience with it (FEDRA, david, etc). like this cognitive dissonance between them is going to cause problems. even though they care about each other just as much, they aren't really on the same page when it comes to what they are to each other.

that’s what they’re going to work through. those are conflicts they would face even if they do get happily ever after. which, that isn't something really see anyone working through, and the absence of it rubs me the wrong way in ways i can't really explain. i think it's because this cognitive dissonance is something that would cause such a big strain on their relationship. even if everything went perfectly fine with the fireflies, or whatever, they still would have interpersonal conflict. it isn’t just ellie’s nightmares that are solved by platonic cuddling. their monsters are much closer to the heart than that.

she’s not his daughter. and he sure as hell ain’t her dad. but they’re going to figure it out anyway.

[vulpixelates]

i am so sad that isuzu/rin wasn't really in the og fruits basket anime that i watched as a kid (as far as i can remember?) bc she legit would have rewired my brain chemistry

like. my little baby gay, goth middle school heart would have been OBSESSED w her on sight. even now i want half of her outfits, like just look at them

[markantonys]

i watched maxton hall and loved it but dear god i hope they change the book endgame romance for lydia, jfc my girl deserves so much better than to end up with her teacher who knocked her up at 18!!!!! let her stay single or give her a new love interest preferably a girlfriend

(can't lie to you, much as i love ruby/james, i also spent the whole season imagining how glorious a wlw version would be where lydia took matters into her own hands and threatened ruby herself about not spilling the beans about her and sutton, then they do the big ol' enemies-to-lovers etc, and ruby helps lydia realize that her relationship with sutton was fucked up and she deserves better, and mortimer's hatred of the relationship his kid is having with ruby hits even harder because it now has the gay angle in addition to the class difference...................OOF that would be so tasty!)

[deathopera]

i'll probably add it into my carrd, which is still a wip, but unless i do some heavy plotting misa will not be involved with light when it comes to a romantic dynamic.

[drunk-poets-society]

Ah when I first read the secret history I found Henry to be so alluring and fell deeply in love with him but then upon re reading it again all I can think is that there hasn’t been a man that is dumber.

[cinnabeat]

matoba is such a fun character i want to study him mad scientist style

[pleaseget-out]

Wanna shower bc it’s finally cool enough again but that means I have to clean all the hair out of the shower and I’d rather kill myself than do that.

[ourceliumnetwork]

i'm remembering why i don't stay on dating apps for long and why i have a hard time making connections with folks in general. if i have to teach one more fucking person about polite conversation with people you do not know yet, i swear to GOD.

[beelsjuicytitties]

i made a bunch of fan kids for jazz n various obm boys and i so want to like, draw them but god drawing anyone younger than like mid-late teens is soooo hard lmao

[meatheadmutt]

I WILL judge you on your spelling ability unless it is for The Laughs

[skiitter]

Doc from the Jedi Knight companion lineup is a fucking creep wtf how is this her only LI before the dlc??