#fucking holly shit fuck fuck

[h0mo-gatoxp]

estaba aprendiendo a usar un programa re viejo y se me cerraba cada dos segundos

[transthatfag]

I think more irreparable damage in horror. I think. the horror of never being the same person you once were and have to live with it. I think. the forcible change into something horrific that will haunt you for life. or. the forcing of immortality in confinement. I think. the inability to die. I think. the stitching and sewing that will kill you if you try to rip apart. that’s what I think.

[foolsocracy]

Your Spider-Man Noir AU keeps me up at night thinking about it and I still know literally nothing about it. How so? How can this happen? To just a little guy?

well the answer to that is. um. well

[erenfox]

guess who just speedran through A Good Girl's Guide to Murder and One of Us is Lying, and now is gonna hyperfixate over pipravi, natewyn, addy mf prentiss as a whole, and ashton x eli (what's their ship name???) 😍😍😍

[isupposethisisagoodusername]

I love how one line tore this fandom apart from it's handsewn stitches that were covering piles of patches of this old holed fabric and just made a gigantic fucking tear right in the middle of it

"Honey I'm home"

Yeah, I'm freaking out, it's very cute, I love it, but lmfao

No I am too tired to process emotion so I am not physically freaking out but it's still dope as shit

[nart-is-a-monster]

This is Anna's fault who said that quote while we were talking on discord and activated the parasite that lives inside my brain

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[moo-savr]

🚂 !!

[butchnavi]

i have become so hopelessly fucking gay over this girl im going to need someone to sedate me

[ludwigoat909]

"Curly let Anya get assaulted by Jimmy"

Woooow that's crazy you know who else said that?

Like gee you wouldn't want to sound like the rapist now do you?

Why is it that we are shifting away the blame from Jimmy to Curly exactly?

Why are we saying Curly "Curly let Jimmy rape Anya" exactly? When he himself was confused as to who could get Anya pregnant? Almost like this moron didn't fucking knew (as dumb as he may be since she literally told him)?

Why are we acting like HE cause the ship to crash, when Jimmy is the one who pressed the fucking button of his own will? He pressed himself because he would rather die then having finding out about Anya's assault? That HE did? That HE choose to do? Because HE thought he could exort his power onto her?

"But Curly made the environment safe for him to -" no stop. Rape is never a ""safe"" fucking thing to do. Abuse is a choice. He was proposed joined this company to suposedly better himself, and he did not give a shit. He threw away any possibility of self-improvement because he brely a some to begin with. The rape was never consdiered a part of his list of fuck up for a reason. For him the only fuck up regarding this was pregnancy, not the damn rape. Jimmy is literally openly mysoginistic. Belittling Anya for screwing up med school when she kept a burnt man with exposed flesh alive for months. Making fun of her emotions saying she's breaking down at every little hardship. The way he never took her seriously when she said the mouthwash cancels any desinfectant, even tho she still knows more about medicine than him due to her being a nurse alone. The rape didn't fucking happen just because Curly didn't have the guts to get mad at him, he is a fucking mysoginistic piss baby.

If me reminding Jimmy is the villain means I'm somehow being a Curly apologist here, then I'm sorry, but at least I'm not the one taking accountability away from a rapist.

Curly is in the wrong. He did wrong for not doing anything. He did let the crash happen. He refused to acknowledge how dangerous Jimmy may be despite being aware of the red flags (the birthday scene) simply because he chose to believe in the "good" instead of the "bad." There's a reason why we still play the game from his POV. Fuck I'm even almost willing to call him an antagonist even given the intentions behind the game. But he isn't fucking Jimmy. He isn't the main character in this story about horrible men refusing to aknowledge bad and evil. We don't play most of the game from his pov as much as Jimmy for a reason. The reason being that as bad as Curly maybe for not aknowledging how bad Jimmy is. Jimmy is still responsible for his own sin. He is still the one who refused to see the bad parts in him and thus let himself. That is the difference between him and Swansea, btw. Swansea saw himself for what he was and tried to improve as miserable as it made him.

But none of you wamt to fucking aknowledge that shit regarding Jimmy. Because Jimmy can't be aknoweldge as anything but a fucking card board with no depth. Because you Twitter braiwash idiots have genuinely started to think that the less serious you are "discussing" serious topics like rape the more morally correct you fucking are. As if any in-depth discussion regarding things that are considered morally reprehensible somehow is synonimpus with "nuance." It makes me sick. Rape isn't something you can just toss away like this by just shoveling into a box for you to not care. Rape is an actually devastating thing. It's something to be taken seriously. You should actually talk about it like a fucking Anthony Fantano review actually. If you're gonna angrily say rapist are bad without realizing how devasting their actions are and how screwed their mindset is for doing so, then I do not want to hear it from you.

[retrokid616]

HOLLY SHIT IT'S JESTER!

[hollypies]

Hey! Whats the plot/general idea behind the flowercrown au? :0

SO GLAD YOU ASKED!!!!

So, the basics is that each time Gordon dies everything resets back to right after the rescas explosion. However his body sprouts flowers from the wound that ended up killing him, each different flower represents a different person.

Purple = Dr. Coomer

Blue = Bubby

White = benrey (it's sort of a blue purple ?)

Yellow = Tommy

Each time everything resets, more flowers sprout, becoming apart of Gordon's body. And I do mean apart ! Gordon can get energy from whatever natural light his flowers pick up, and if a petal is pulled it bleeds. It's kind of body horror ? I think. He can still see out of his flower eye, much to everyone's confusion

The reason is that Gordon, much like everyone else in the science team, isn't exactly human. The main difference is that he really, genuinely believes he's human. And when the Rescas punched a hole through time and space it triggered something in his subconscious that allows him to return when he dies.

Sort of like how Benrey does it, but Gordon isn't really in control, he's just desperate and stubborn to make it out of Black Mesa. At first everyone thinks it's the rescas specifically that's causing the flowers, but after each time Gordon dies they remember the previous timeline a little more.

The tricky thing is that Gordon is also blocking out his own memories of dying, and the timeline resetting also makes it difficult to remember, even if he's technically the one resetting (not on purpose, he's not exactly in control). When he comes across an area he died in though, little.. leaks start to flow through. So while the Betrayal only happens once, each time he passes through that area he remembers it happen, like some really messed up deja vu.

He never really gets his arm back, and after he gets the mini gun the flowers also sprout over it. Yeowch

Also the flowers that represent the science team are personal to Gordon, like how you associate your friend with like. A certain color or item!

The flowers also sprout around Black Mesa! Not just on Gordon, although he doesn't knkw that he's the reason it's happening. He feels better in the flower rooms, and if the flowers are present there usually isn't any threat (the flowers absorbed any hostiles but shhhhh don't tell the science team that)

Tommy, Gman and Benrey are the only ones that know that time is being messed up at first, but Tommy doesn't know why until the last "run". Since Gman is outside of reality he's not as affected, and Tommy can tell due to being related to Gman (Tommy isn't really human lol), and Benrey... Benrey has their own rules. In the end everyone would figure it out, including Gordon.

He doesn't take it well, but this au does have a happy ending :)

[exploding-boxes]

So Daniel Ricciardo has the nickname of honey badger but those animals are little shits that rip off their opponents balls to stunt them, what in the fucking hell, honey badger’s such a fucking cute name. And that’s fucking Daniel, you expect him to rip off your balls ?

[mformarsala]

ngl i was not completely swayed into jayvik canon camp by "affection" cause there are many forms of affection but holly shit that ending they are literally soulmates

[bookwyrminspiration]

im going to strangle this teacher what do you mean you only included the details about what you actually want submitted for part 1 of this online group project (fucking wild to even make us do in the first place) in the edit of an announcement, which we don't get notification for, and not, oh, I don't know, the original instructions we've been referencing for over a week

[idiotwithoutagoodname]

Damn, Harlan really is putting his hole Guthrussy into this episode, huh?

[morganaspendragonss]

‘she needs some privacy’ so they focus all the camera on her