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zoriac · 2 months ago

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Where the hell did this man get fire. Did he chop the wood himself?? Does he just carry matches around up his ass just in case he needs to ponder something?

Where the fuck even is he

#You KNOW he’s questioning his entire sexuality #gets the shit beat out of him twice and just starts tweaking because of it #gabv1el #implied through the tagssss #‘..why did I get a boner.’ lookin ahh #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #I know what he’s really pondering but it’s so fucking funny to just imagine him instead running off and making a fire to ponder his gayness #it’s so fucking funny to me for some reason this image won’t leave my head #how the fuck did he even start the fire 😭#rubbed his hands together reall fuckin fast #found two rocks and started going at it caveman style #any way you imagine it it still manages to be funny as hell

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sunnnfish · 5 months ago

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anyone else feel the need to blow themwelves up badly. ha ha ga ha ha ab aba ga hahga ga ha ha ha

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dirt-str1der · 6 months ago

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They made hyoga look so much cooler in the anime hes just standing there , in the manga theyre all dripping wet and bedraggled and senku is dying as usual

#Dr stone #isnt it cute that he was holding onto tsukasa for dear life for that whole sequence .....#after hearing his name called so weakly im sure he would not have let go of tsukasa come hell or high water ... he was covering his wound #with such a shaky hand like he was so fucking stressed out but he couldnt let tsukasa be swept away from him he had to keep both their head #afloat the whole time they were fighting against the current and tsukasa is also twice his size and complete dead weight #ALSO HANG ON WAIT I JUST REALISED SOMETHING #HYOGA... wanted to get senku alone to talk to him but he attacked tsuaksa ... and when hyoga wanted to hit tsukasa he attacked mirai #thats scary because he immediately identified that theyre ride or die together ... hyoga is the original tsukasen shipper #hes like oh you guys love each other ? Well that makes it easier for me #also this was the first time i noticed he wears short shorts and leather thigh high boots. omg slay queen where did you get your boots !#they wanted to make him a classic withdrawn coolguy with a samurai-esque work ethic but actually hes mega camp and a sweety (killed someone

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puppyeared · 6 months ago

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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki

#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER #i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked #rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS #my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran #to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL #also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands #ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell #im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing #i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS #marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool #i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds #i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying #corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE #i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making #him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait #yapping #diary #puppy plays sdv

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spiderman2-99 · 11 days ago

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Where should you be kissed?

Knuckles. it feels as though you have fought every day of your life. sometimes, you cannot even tell how much of the blood on your hands is your own... and how much comes from those who've tried to hurt those you defend. you deserve the gentleness of a kiss to your bruised knuckles and broken skin, a reminder that you are not only made of violence.

[stolen from templeofvengeance; tagging you]

#ooc #dash game #[putting my haterism aside for one (1) minute to say this: I understand where Miguel's actions and vitriol come from. He's right in mental #rock bottom‚ to him‚ Miles is anomaly 001‚ a stressor that refuses to follow his assigned worldview-- if not all of 1610 somehow still #existing after Miles *supposedly* fucked it up‚ at his wit's end running the Society‚ endlessly reliving his grief/never letting it heal‚#and once he actually MEETS him‚ he probably reminds him too much of himself: stubborn‚ over his head but refusing to back down‚#an endless desire to DO GOOD but not knowing how or what to do. And that scares him. Because if he‚ the anomaly‚ the first cosmic flaw‚#WINS‚ is right‚ it'll upend his entire worldview. Everything he's fought for‚ ruthlessly enforced‚ staked the Society as a whole in.#This isn't me being an apologist btw; I'd love nothing more than to throttle his ass. But... but but but.#Somewhere in that endless lattice of biting‚ ready temper and dourness and utter dogmatism to the point he refuses to CONSIDER other views #is an extremely grief-stricken‚ lonely‚ stressed to hell and back man with enough emotional baggage to fill a cargo hull. Who THINKS he's #doing good‚ WANTS to do good on a large scale‚ no matter the cost‚ the burden‚ the filth he has to endlessly wash his hands of.#And that's what makes him the topic of some weird fucked up obsession of mine in spite of my simultaneous HATRED of him]#[hey here's a drink if u read this far🍻]

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averageclawcodeenjoyer · 7 months ago

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"My cat won't let me get anything done"

And then it's just a picture of Ganke sleeping on Miles's chest while he's struggling to use him as a table for his sketchbook.

^^^

#across the spiderverse #miles 42 #prowler party #clawcode #ganke lee #miles morales #milesganke #prowler miles #slur gallery #doodles #traditional art #i like to think that Ganke is touch starved as FUCK and needs bf cuddles #constantly #hes an absoluuuuute sucker for being pet #hands in his hair? please.#kiss on his shoulder? god yes.#he cannot fall asleep unless he is besides Miles (he often waits for him at night when hes out as the Prowler totally because he loves him-#-and not because hes an insomiac #who drinks 8 energy drinks a day...#and stays up all night on his computer.....#Miles acts like he hates it but he really genuinely loves being needed #at lunch Miles is seen with Ganke behind him leaning over his shoulders and playing with his hair #theyre caught sleeping on a couch in the library and Miles is the little spoon #they hold hands everywhere they go and people stare because why the hell is this short angry gremlin being affectionate-#with this giant nerd that acts like hes a teddybear #sometimes they switch up and Miles is the one needing love #he spots Ganke sitting on a table and comes over #forces his way into the seat in front of Ganke and puts his head in his lap #and Ganke doesnt miss a beat and continues talking and everyones just like #...what the hell

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amrv-5 · 4 days ago

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Going to walk into the fucking water 🙏👍🚶➡️🌊

#going insane. cant sleep the fucking constant irregular snoring… ahut the fuck uppppp please #no peace or autonomy in the day and i can’t even rest at night. day 2 of 2 weeks 👍#earplugs do not drown it out. i can’t sleep through it. im going genuinely insane #like distress tolerance works for not like clawing my own face off out of hate #but it does feel like 2 straight weeks of keeping my hand in the Dune pain box #exactly how I prefer to spend my only time off from my phd coursework btw #seething with sublimated resentment and anger while wearing Steel Plated Happy Mask #god forbid I get to relax or have a nice time with people who like me or cook food or read in bed #nope ! just holiday hate and competitive ulcer cultivation.#not going to put my head thru a wall because i’m an adult with emotional control #but sooo awesome to get to spend the next 2 weeks exhausted and wishing I could #and then straight back into constant work. awesome. Not clawing face off. Doing awesome #btw dbt is great for some things but i do hate how it is like. aorry if your environment sucks and other people are tangibly causing you #real distress. however : it is your responsibility to absorb the impact and defuse it #Like pleeease I’ve had the best year of my liiife why is 36 hours with my parents enough to send me straight to hell #at that point I feel the problem is less my emotional regulation skill #and more that when people treat me badly or in ways i find upsetting i become naturally: Upset?#big if true. whatevwerrrr okay im just going to sit in the fucking hotel lounge and work on fic or somwthing. fine

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pac1fythehunger · 11 months ago

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i promise i promise i promise im still drawing ultrakill its just all very scribbly or stuck in WIP hell (some of it might never get out). awful meme warning (+ toxic yaoi scribble) under the cut

#the first two (and the swordsmachine at the bottom) were for ultratober but i couldnt make it very far unfortunately #the knightflayer is part of an.. au? idk. machines can scavenge the armor of angels and gain some divine power they were NOT! meant to have #did a knight swordsmachine as well a while back but only ever scribbles #knightmachine had fucky light wings while knightflayer would have one gauntlet hand that can do light spears #while keeping her other hand uncovered for harnessing hell energy #their laser would be some combined fucked up and beautiful intertwining ray #ultrakill #mindflayer #mindflayer ultrakill #swordsmachine #swordsmachine ultrakill #v1 #v1 ultrakill #v2 #v2 ultrakill #gutterman #gutterman ultrakill #swordsmachine get your bigass head out hte caption damnn #paci art

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gorespawn · 7 months ago

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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me

#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men #and also t.o.p of bigbang #and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want #but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian #''no ur not'' I AM #anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly #what getting a job can do to a mf #thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again #wish me luck #ALSO #if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low #but in a new exciting way #anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl #it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot #anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life #sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale #from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor #anyway #who wants me #i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw #in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way #''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men #but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands #''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry #''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am #im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all

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p4nishers · 1 year ago

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anyone else sick to their stomach w fear over this or is it just me

#if that's mobius i will be drinking bleach just a heads up #also why the FUCK is loki back in the prisoner suit literally what the actual hell is going on in the rest of the season #my only guess could be that somehow they permanently stuck in the past and yk that one promo photo where them and mobius are shaking hands #over a table and loki is in the prison suit? yeah so my guess is they're stuck in the past and get captured and have to do introductions w #mobius all over again and also possibly whoever pruned loki in the future intentionally prunes mobius to eradicate him from the future #or smth idk im genuinely scared shitless of the next ep cause wdym there will be a big cliffhanger???!! WHAT DO U MSAN????!!!#lokius #loki spoilers #loki season 2 #loki #loki series #mobius m mobius

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kiddokori · 5 months ago

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i atill have not finished totk. i know i have to. its my duty. but i dont know if i have the strength

#i got to the earth temple and started losing it #i just kept texting people like ITS NOT FUN HOWD THEY MAKE IT NOT FUN I DONT UNDERSTAND #i can excuse bad plot. i can excuse an obvious cash grab. i can excuse janky mechanics #but you made it NOT FUN????? HOW #i dont get it. head in my hands #idk if yhis is a me issue. its not that i was pessimistic or wanted it to be bad #i thought the intro area was charming as hell. i loved it. i was ready to like this game #and the further i got yhe more i was like. ok these cutscenes are awkward. ok this progression is weird. ok these mechanics are actually #very fun. and it just got worse #earth temple broke. fuck those gay ass rails #*arent i meant arent fun. forgot an important two letters there

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cupcake-draws · 6 months ago

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Inside you there are two wolves

#is this an art block #anyway i cant decide which fandom to draw for so ive been stuck in waiting mode for 4 hours. welcome to hell #head in hands #my art #digital art #my memes #sorta #fuck knows #madness combat #cotl #cult of the lamb #madcom

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faaun · 1 year ago

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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puppyeared · 11 months ago

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isnt it great when u take your adhd meds and instead of using that brainpower for stuff like ASSIGNMENTS. AND PROJECTS. your brain decides the next 6 hours will be brainstorming ponysona names and making oc playlists

#IM LITERALLY IN HELL. IM SCRATCHING AT THE WALLS IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES HERE PEOPLE #im having fun. but i also hate it because i should be focusing. but im so bored. but i need to do SOMETHING interesting or ill DIE #i want.. to make a character with a cupid theme.. name ideas i have rn are 'heart throb' 'love letter' and 'yours truly'#and i have an idea for a ponysona. its name is ripple effect and its special talent is skipping stones #but im also in class rn and we're going over the next project and i KNOW i have so many ideas for it and i want to everything ALL AT ONCE #for the assignment we have to redesign a brand design system and im going claires because i fucking hate the shade of purple they use #but even if theres no problem energy wise my motivation levels go up and down. its so over its so back #ill be like i can get some of this done rn. and then ill be like oooh i got plany of time. and then ill be like what if i lied to #buy more time. and then ill be like there are so many steps this is too much. and it just. constantly switches between those rapidly #and because i hyperfocused on playing tetris yesterday i now have tetris running in the back of my head. wtf #yapping

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mail-me-a-snail · 1 year ago

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oruug. if u cuddle johnny silverhand he is all spindly legs and elbows but he's soft around the middle n once he wraps himself around you he's not going 2 let go . ahaaa

#TWIRLS HAIR #head in my fucking hands. so what if i want 2 be the little spoon #what the hell ever man #my post #im gonna FORW UPPPPO #HIS HAIR IS GONNA GET IN YOUR MOUTHHHH

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passerinesoncaffeine · 28 days ago

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tonight on thinking about homura and madoka.

#........................................dude #head in hands #ALMOST A HUNDRED FUCKING TIMES SHE WAS TRAPPED IN THE LOOP ALMOST A HUNDRED. FUCKING. TIMES #god #they give me so many emotions #theres something about doomed timeloops where over and over again you have to watch the one person you gave everything to save #die over and over and over. and you just have to get back up again knowing that you wont be able to save them #but you get up anyways and you try again even as you slowly lose yourself to the point they dont even recognize you anymore.#they barely know you at all. but thats okay because it was always for them anyways so who cares if they dont know you as long as theyre saf #it was always for them. because they were everything. and without them you are nothing at all. even if they dont know you.#at one point they did. at one point they loved you. and it was everything.#and holy FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk #you guys I could talk about homura for hours #SHE SPENT 12 YEARS IN THAT LOOP. 12 YEARS.#GUYS. SHE WAS 14 YEARS OLD WHEN SHE MADE THE WISH. 14. SHE WAS 14 FUCKING. YEARS OLD.#i love homura. she is my daughter she is aksifhmkjhsngkjnhajfsjkgnskjgh #augh. doomed yuri. my doomed daughters. they just wanted to protect each other. and it cost them everything.#pmmm #raven rambles #theres a pattern here. you see. you see how my favorite characters are always the ones who only live for one other person #to the point it kills them. it leads them to kill. they felt unconditional love for the first time and it is their death.#they know it is. and they walked into hell willingly but they couldnt die. not if there was a chance they could have that again.#not if there was a chance the one who loved them could be safe from that pain. do you see. theres a fucking pattern here #they'll watch themselves become someone they hate but someone who might be able to save them this time. do you understand #augh. okay I'll shut up and go to bed #Im just having Emotions tonight ig

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