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i realised i never did post anything for triage 1 mil....well, heres thumbnail redraw!
#milgram#milgram fanart#shidou kirisaki#milgram project#sand speaks#i put EFFORT into that expression....anyways triages thumbnail makes me so sad. warning btw i go insane in the rest of the tags#a reminder of what was and can never again be. esp juxtaposed with the more raggard shidou. looking into a fucked up mirror except YOURE th#fucked up one not the mirror image#also it amazes me how like. happy he looks in triage's thumbnail. that + how the other him never smiles once in the mv#man makes me so very sad. imagine having lost everything and yet needing to live for the sake of others. not even for yourself because ther#is nothing left of the old you to live for. ouggghghgh. sorry the tags turned into me being all sad about triage#look at man. he go :D#was debating posting this but i think i like how it looks actually so
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you ever think about how the horrific thing dorian almost had done to him... is exactly the thing iron bull went to the reeducators to beg them to do to him. yeah. me either. for ten years straight now. what the fuck. wanna be my narrative foil dude. we could fuck about it if you're game and single
#what if I am your mirror image and what I see in you changes with what I see in myself but we're always reflections. messed up honestly#I really want to write out the proper coherent version of this one day b/c it drives me nuts but for now. truly what the fuck dude#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dorian pavus#iron bull#adoribull#'I wanted them to *fix* me. like they'd fixed them' god. bull.#the horror and desperation of 'you tried to -- *change* me' vs. the horror and desperation of 'I wanted them to *fix* me'#bull's greatest fear is madness. I feel sick.
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what if i said hal's mom called him "hally" specifically as a play on halley's comet, huh. what if i said she did that because she knew no matter how far he went, he'd always come back to her, hm. what then.
#and then he wasnt with her when she died FUCK#jessica jordan#they could never make me hate you#hal jordan#green lantern#empyrean posting#i do think it's extremely fucked up how they diminished and rotted her character post spectre. i actually hate it so much#i dont really mind the rewriting of martin as a /not/ absentee and abusive father (even though it cheapens the complex relationship hal had#with him what with the being his mirror image and wearing his jacket and becoming a pilot in spite of how martin treated him. constantly#seeking validation and love from a man who not only would never but then could never give it to him) but then going on to act as if jessica#wasnt his most important parent just by virtue of her being his only one for most of his life and going on to say she was actually kind of#bad because she wouldnt support him when she looked after three sons by herself and also begged the air force to take him back when he was#about to be dismissed is sooooo. god. it irks me so much. she was always there for him and she may not have been perfect but she did her#damn best and now they go around acting like martin was the only REAL figure in hal's life growing up because they understood each other on#some special cosmic level?? go to hell.#talking to myself sorry
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presented without comment
(chapters 280 + 344)
#unordinary#unordinary webtoon#cw blood#i fucking lied i have so many comments#FIRST AND FOREMOST. i originally had the images in the opposite order (meaning john’s on the left and rei’s on the right)#when i was drafting this post. but then i was like. ‘oh i should put them in chapter/chronological order instead’ and it oh my god#uru you bastard that’s so much worse#(and then ofc i had to rewrite my tags accordingly)#but anyways#like literally almost everything about these scenes is mirrored/opposite#obviously they are facing different directions (and thus. each other)#they are also looking at different places in the second panel - rei is looking up and john is looking down#rei is looking up directly at kuyo. yes. but his raised head also makes him look a bit defiant. his kind of smirk also adds to that feel#he’s obviously not… happy. he’s been through a lot (is literally about to die) but his spirit remains.#there’s still light in his eyes. hope.#and he still finds the time to tell kuyo to call it quits and give him well wishes#then we have john’s half which is. ough.#and uhh cw suicidal ideation from this point on i guess?#looking down! no light in his eyes! defeated and dragging himself to the finish line!#alone.#he’s still fighting but he’s TIRED. absolutely nothing to look forward to here.#keep going because there’s no turning back now#he is doing this for the people he’s already lost (jane william sera). not for people who are here now (blyke remi isen)#rei didn’t go into this thinking he would die but ended up choosing to sacrifice himself anyways#john went in with the intention of sacrificing himself and survived anyways#i could be reading too far into it but i think you can kind of see that in their expressions in the first image set#rei looks like he’s realizing he’s about to die but john just looks like he’s fighting#he’s already made his choice#that’s about all i got (and i’m at the tag limit) so.#to everybody who hated my john-william comparison post this one’s for YOU 🫵
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i'm literally going insane about the symbolic potential around Warden's gloves and glasses. like. yellow is the primary color of his silly little coping mechanism escapist amusement park that he fortified away from the rest of the world. it's the color of his custom-built, 100% hand-made mirage where he is always in full control. he's so firmly stuck in his own delusional perception that his actual vision is tinted and warped by it. yellow. it's all fucking yellow. he literally can't see the world for what it is and that's by design because who is forcing him to wear those dumb glasses? and motherfucker even wears them to sleep like are you kidding me?? not a single second spent outside of the safety of his personal fantasy, not a single second spent confronted with the horrors he's been surrounded with from childhood and continues to choose to be surrounded with. always a layer of canary away from life as it is. and the fucking gloves, too!! this marker of distance and sterility on a guy with a moral superiority complex who, due to his holier-than-thou coping mechanism narcissism, isolates himself from everyone around him because they're beneath him or some shit when in reality he's desperate desperate desperate for connection and terrified of being abandoned but can't fucking admit it or achieve any form of human proximity because of his patrilineal brain damage that dictates that big strong manboys can't have feelings and because women are a foreign concept to him and he's "better than" everyone anyway. and the empathy has been pavloved out of him one dead puppy at a time. so he wears the goddamn gloves and he wears them to sleep and he wears them when he's supposed to be intimate with someone. he's removed himself from everything and everyone and he's ruining his life, and the lives of all those he holds hostage so that he doesn't end up alone, because of it but he can't help himself because he's so thoroughly and intentionally wrapped up in his own bullshit that he keeps reinforcing in a never ending cycle of his own creation. FUCK!!!!
yes, i'm reading too much into the stupid joke character from the stupid joke show, thank you for asking <3
#worm rambles#text#superjail#its a good idea in isolation but it falters a bit in the presence of the many other permanently bespectacled characters#like mistress and alice etc#although u might be able to go down similar interpretative routes with them??#but in alices case the implications would be...bad#like to imply that a trans character whose identity is already consistently being mocked is now metaphorically designated as delusional is#actually disgusting#then again her and warden have a strange degree of overlap in aesthetic and theme#theyre a little like fucked up fun house mirror images of one another#but that could be its own post tbh
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He's despicable, I'll take 12.
[Work-In-Progress]
Please feel free to drop your favorite toxic positivity slogans in the notes!
I want to write at least one such quote on this image. The top contender right now is "We all have the same 24 hours in a day!"
Also valid examples: "Nothing's impossible!", "Anyone can do it!", and "Pull yourself up by the bootstraps!" - or maybe just "Self-made :)"
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Originally drawn in crayon at my local bar's game night because tabletop games are slow as fuck
#wip#Adventure Time#simon petrikov#fionna and cake spoilers#fionna & cake#the winter king#winter king#fionna and cake#alt-text#image description#my art#I've been trying to get those glasses even all evening. eh. I'll figure it out.#probably will trace a mirror of the the other one#genuinely fucking obsessed with him as a metaphor for toxic positivity. especially as it pertains to class and mental illness.#because the people who say your burdens shouldn't bother you... simply don't have to carry those same burdens#whooole lot of people say we all have the same 24 hours when they have the money to pay someone else to clean their house!#I'll probably repeat all of this in the actual post of the image if I finish it#which I probably will. I've done most of the work already and I want to make him look more fucked up#winter king already seemed sus but when he said he conquered the crown 'thru sheer force of will' i genuinely yelled at the screen#'OH YOU MOTHERFUCKER OH YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOU BASTARD'#'haha! come now. Conquering the crown is as easy as manifesting your own reality!!' - i was screaminnnngggg#he's an incredibly validating character in the way that he is proven to be absolutely fucking full of shit#also he's sexy. which doesn't hurt. but mostly I'm obsessed with how perfectly he mirrors the attitude of 'self-made' rich and abled people#you can do anything you put your mind to!! and if it turns out to be impossible it's because you didn't want it bad enough SIMON!!!!#simon is soooo relatable in that ep#'manifest your dreams! it's! easy! especially if! someone else is bearing all that pesky SOUL-CRUSHING WEIGHT lol'#I thought the episode was going to end with Simon putting on Winter King's crown and#discovering that the WK just got lucky and happened to get a crown that was just... not a problem. just a magic non-cursed crown.#I think that would have worked well but I like what they ended up doing way better#'anyone can do it!' is said out loud but the QUIET part goes 'so if you can't do it that's because you suck'.
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thinking abt the blorbos but they aren’t even rotating. they’re just sitting there and it’s very intense
#mark is just. ''so uh.''#he kinda. fidgets with the hem of his jacket. brings his fingers up to his mouth to chew his nails but catches himself and fiddles with his#crucifix instead. his heart's still hammering in his chest and there's some exhaustion coming on now#cesar uh. cesar's sitting unnaturally still (naturally) and watching mark's mannerisms. neither of them uh. they don't know what to say#I mean. what CAN you say#when faced with the perfect image of your dead best friend. exactly as you remember him all those years ago.#when faced with the one who accidentally made you human. and then killed you. and now you're back.#oh god. he's back.#and Adam. oh don't#don't get me started on Adam#he's been staring at the mirror since three thirty am and it's SIX now#his knuckles are bloody but he. doesn't remember punching it#the shadows behind him are almost swimming. they're calling him and he swallows his nausea#the mirror is cracked and it drips but not with blood#''morning sleepy h- what the fuck.'' that's Jonah. of course it's Jonah. it's always fucking Jonah.#Adam blinks and the mirror's fine and Jonah's fine and no one's eyes are glazed over in death. it’s fine really lol#and they're still just. sitting there#y'know how it is. the blorbos. lol#htb AU#hail true body au
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Ngl I got like, an old unfinished dreamswap fic au ig ??? That's just been sitting there for years and lowkey I'm tempted to actually continue and share it mayhaps if it's not too cringe, it would be good practice for my original stuff since well,,, I'm still fckn tryna write doranverse lmao,,, my perfectionist brain is in editing hell with doranverse rn so idk maybe practice fics would help with that, and also bc it's fun writing dreamswap stuff ngl even if I have no idea how accurate I am with the cast, lots of ppl like my older dreamswap fics to this day on ao3 so ig that's something good
#toasty speaks#I was sorta flip flopping between that fic and doranverse earlier today#the whiplash of writing nightmare in a tense situation#and then switching to writing skizii getting a dirty dish towel flung at him as he's climbing through a window#it's so funny ngl#original doranverse stuff tends to be wacky to write when you literally CHANGE THE MAIN CHARACTER AND WHO THE STORY FOLLOWS#I love changing my mind rlly late on#it's great/sarcasm#also if you're wondering that old dreamswap fics p much nightmare being slowly controlled by some multiple eye corruption thingy I made up#thats like diff from regular ol corruption bc the image in my head of nm being surrounded by floaty cyan glowy eye magic was cool#and like its him fckn fighting with it and everyone else having to deal with that#also it like mirrors his memeyness just in a violent kinda way so theyd be bickering like siblings#idk if thats cringe or not but I just wrote it one day and never rlly posted it#I had like a fuck ton of cringe dreamswap aus back in like 2019 and this aint even the wildest of things tbh#I fr treated dreamswap like a full on dollhouse to mess with before I had my original stories and characters#tag rambles woo
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relapsed thinking about eriklorna again. fucked up fucked up fucked up
#daddaughter about a questionable father and a very angry daughter who are also mirror images of each other is so real to me#his favorite daughter... his youngest daughter...#the thing with the two of them to me(tm) is that wanda&pietro are such a unit(tm) that erik and lorna will always be left behind#lorna and pietro are very close but she'll never escape the wanda&pietro(tm) yknow#once wanda is there it's her her and only her#similarly erik has fucked up w the twins obvi but even if he didn't it'd still be wanda&pietro and then everyone else#it's fascinating.#i think she's his favorite bcuz of that but also bcuz she has his powers which means she understands(tm)#aka they both have that vague canonical magnetic mutation disorder that's just bipolar#and she's also the one he respects the most out of his children historically (even when he uses her like he does everyone)#<- which is hilarious bcuz then leah williams came along and ummmm. yeah#the thing about the leah williams eriklorna dynamic is that canonically it's bad and completely inaccurate to their histories together#BUT it's also really hot to me personally. which is a dilemma#dad who tries to mold his daughter into the perfect little woman... the pressure of their 'legacy' and his being overbearing just leading#to her rebelling... it's great idk.#but also not great bcuz this woman doesn't read comics. so i'm permamently stuck flipflopping#which eriklorna dynamic i like the most lol#like... do i listen to my head or do i listen to my pussy... so complicated smh#txt#don't even get me started on ultimate eriklorna i will never shut up about it
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Show your fightstick
behold, the BaikenBox™
#there is no stick. only WASD.#a while back i got some money and got it custom made so it arrived in time for SF6 release. i was super happy.#art by suzunashi#I THINK. i tried to track it down but i can't find a proper source only reuploads and it kills me inside.#then i edited the picture on photoshop. tilted things around and added the font#and a custom-made Hannya in the middle because it looked too empty otherwise.#the characters are all lyrics from Mirror of the World#so mostly the Buddhist mantra of light really#except for the ones next to the Hannya those are the name of her sword.#i fucking DUG FOR JAPANESE ARCADE MODE FOOTAGE to get the proper spelling of that sword.#it's only for personal use and won't spread this version of the image around but i'm super in love with it honestly.#they had a limited buttons selection so i chose black but i'd like to swap to either reds or straight up LED reds later on if possible.#is it super edgy? yes. do i care? fuck no. i'm a baiken player.#replies
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tbh i have a lot of thoughts about skase but not a lot of people ship them so i keep it to myself 🫡
#its like one of the only straight ships i find interesting lmao#if chase had to be in a straight relationship#which knowing disney they would’ve thrusted him into one if lref kept going#skylar wouldve been the one that like. Made sense to me#skoliver never did#esp with how they fucked him up in ef#but chase & skylars dynamic was already really interesting#him not understanding superheroes and not liking her immediately#her not liking him because of how weird he is abt superpowers#but then them finding an even ground in follow the leader#realizing that they are Very Alike#headstrong leaders of their group#kind of mirror images of each other in a lot of ways#and maybe thats why they bumped heads constantly#eventually blossoming into a friendship#they would have a really interesting enemies to friends to lovers arc imo#plus their actors have good chemistry
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god i still couldnt watch final destination tbh
#toy txt post#i remember walking in to my mom and her friend watching one of the paranormal activity movies? and being like#well this isnt that bad yall are just screaming everytime the camera moves at all which is frankly more startling than the movie#and i was like oh maybe i could watch horror actually#and then i think i watched either an entire ir at least part of a final destination movie and that specifically. bad for my brain lmao#im STILL haunted by that god fuck i will NEVER get lasik fuck that#idc how unrealistic or not actually scary it doesnt matter u see cos similar to the spn mirror episode#it was really scary in a way that imprinted itself on my little teenage brain so even if it is objectively Not That Scary.#what i remember it being is scary even if that memory is proven to be embellished. its like. well. we already thought up the scary image#lets just be scared anyway just in case lmaoooo#brains can be so fascinatingly stupid#anyway its good i never watch more of those movies than i already did tbh bc i could drive myself bananas with that content#i do find it interesting finding out which like horror tropes or types or whatever i Cannot deal with and whatever final destination has#going on is one of them i think cos i also couldnt deal w the fate ep of spn very well which had a similar vibe#of like. freak accidents that no amount of being careful couldve prevented or smth. idk#like in that log pic below this one#yea the logs cant hit u dead on now but like there could still be a freak shit to happen that could lead to the logs killing u
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#tag talk#I've been experiencing body euphoria for a while now. walking into the bathroom and seeing myself in the mirror and just#damn I genuinely love how I look and how I feel#I genuinely look at myself and feel like I'm lowkey hot as fuck#I'm so glad I don't have self image issues on top of everything else I live with#one of our neighbors is absolutely smoking up a storm I came home and the weed smell was so strong#anyway I'm going to bed bye I love youuuuuu
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I could really benefit from a Team Portugal, he's just such a bitch. He's such a bitch and he'd be such a failguy. I just know it. I desperately need him.
#i need him to annoy Diego and for Diego to take his kneecaps cuz Diego don't fuck around#I also need him to say that okay maybe his type is ridiculously efficient and ruthless blondes#then goes 'uagh! i mean sure he's a stunner but personality wise? You're into your mirror image?' when he hears of Tim and Tahir#that is surely the jealousy speaking. anyways.#beablabbers#storie nostre#also shows us that Arthur's type is longhaired romantics with not one braincell up there#i mean that is not entirely true. but it sometimes is. bunch of fucking bimboooooos
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How do I get my coworkers to stop talking about their weight and losing weight and my weight and weight weight weight weight weight!
You lost weight when you were sick? Well whatever works HA. I cant wear that I'm too fat. You dont want to eat too much of that chocolate before your wedding or you wont fit into your dress! I need to lose 40 pounds before june. Well you're allowed to eat that you're so skinny! But just you wait when you get older. I'd wear this but it'll make my stomach look huge. I'm so fat ugh. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
UNSHACKLE YOURSELVES, MY CISHET COWORKERS
#body image#seriously next time one of them goes on a 'im fat and boo hoo for me' tirade im gunna straight up say 'you make me uncomfortable when you#talk like that. it makes the atmosphere awkward and i dont know what to say'#like im truly sorry for what society has taught you to think about your body but when tou say stuff like that theres no satisfactory answer#i can give you#like i really hope im not sounding dissmissive cuz its a FACT that fat ppl are treated so fucking miserably by society in all manner of ways#ill stop there its just like#also by focusing on someone's thinness you are reinforcing that that's all theyre good for and if they gain weight they lose 'value' Enough.#its got me checking myself in the mirror every time i go to the bathroom#i didnt fucking sign up for this#i dont want to inhabit a body#personable
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todays argument with my mother: mom got a bouquet. very pretty. noticed it had three lilies in it (very small part of the bouquet but we have a cat in the house) and reminded her as i have a thousand times before, that lilies are incredibly toxic to cats, hadnt even suggested removing the lilies yet... CUE THE FUCKING SCREAMING. her telling me she doesnt care if my cat dies and actually the only reason im bringing this up is because im JEALOUS of her getting a bouquet...
#SHE'S FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!#A STRAIGHT UP FUCKING NUTJOB!!!!!!!!!#and then my dad came home and i explained the situation. showed him the fda article i tried to show my mom.#and of course my mom blows up because uh oh my dad is 'siding' with me#she's so fucking textbook its insane to me how she grew up with one and doesnt see a fucking mirror image staring back at her
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