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Transgender exam exemptions WHEN
#you don't understand I could be hanging out with my boyfriend (vital) but instead I'm studying ((<-lie) vastly unimportant)#fuck this hell earth fr#and could be going to Wicklow every weekend to visit my best friend in the whole world (tattoo artist <3)
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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"comphet isn't real" to YOU. i, on the other hand, was kissing a hundred boys in bars and trying to stop the world just to stop the feeling.
#tate.txt#this is jokey but comphet IS real and it IS hell on earth !! what the fuck !!#this is so crazy to me.#i used to pick out guys to have crushes on that way my friends would think i was normal#then would make myself obsessed with them to FEEL normal.#i'm still unpacking all of that#you're gonna tell me comphet isn't real ?? fr ??#absolute insanity.#good luck babe
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not posting anything of what I’m into rn for fear the interest will leave me
#rambles#when I tell you I’ve had no hobbies for WEEKS#like okay I religiously played one game for like a week but I mean writing lmao#haven’t written anything in fucking forever and I just wanna post smth but I CANT#refuse to say I’ll do anything because I’ll manifest my failure fr#esp since the next 8 weeks at work are going to be hell on Earth because it’s the start of the academic year#and my department is going to go mental#anyway I’m trying to write… trying#I have ideas and I’m trying to keep them alive by reading a ton of fics#but I refuse to say what it is#though alas it is not something currently posted#because god forbid I finish an already published work. apparently#anyway that’s all#😗✌🏻#mayhaps I’ll brainstorm while I room 500 classes this week
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Going on r/fantasy and down voting people who unironically say fuck moash on a post is not much but its honest work
#reddit is hell on earth fr. compels me tho#someone made a post about 'evil' characters they empathize with and brough up moash#and ofc tons of people were like op do u know hes evil hashtag fuck moash#so i did the lords work
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i had a chai "latte" which was a complete bastardization of actual chai btw . because i needed something lightly caffeinated to get started with studying, but the boosting effects only lasted 1.5 hours (as expected) and I've been dying of fatigue since noon (as expected) and well I knew this would happen but I hoped (foolishly) that it wouldn't because having actual coffee will wake me up and also make me extremely anxious (I have been weirder than usual in terms of worrying since last week. idk why the meds arent .. doing what they usually do) so yeah 👍🏻 i feel shitty
#idk what to do with myself my neck hurts so bad i pulled a muscle or slept weird or something bc its so fucked#also my lower back hurty.#and noises are so annoying this lady keeps screeching (laughing) and yay im so glad someone on this hell earth is having a good time but#SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPP#i wabt to go home i dont actually have anything against the happy lady i hope she has a nice day fr#in positive news i was in the womens bathroom bc no gender neutral ones here and this old lady#couldn't get the paper towel dispenser to work so i helped her and then i complimented her green sweater it was very cute#z.post
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also i'm learning jap (because i'm lame and basic) and it's so much easier to type than korean i'm so jealous
#chatterye#kanji aside of course#but rye shouldn't you like try to become fluent in korean first#if i haven't for the past 20 years it's out of my hands now#it's never happening#also speaking of i saw a tiktok of this white girl who moved to korea knowing 0 korean#lived there for FOUR fucking years got MARRIED?? and knows#0 korean still like ?????????????????????? her excuse was that she didn't have the time to learn#but like ......... girl....... you literally....... live in............. KOREA??????#just say you didn't make an effort and you don't care#she literally got her korean license WHICH IS HARD#before learning any korean ........#be so fr rn#anyways the korean keyboard is hell on earth and idk why they did it like this#but it causes me grief (i can successfully get the right character 65% of the time)#also her ignorance in the comments was so .#it was a crazy thing to see
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well kaz brekker could never be cassel sharpe. not to me. for one simple reason and it’s that i didn’t know kaz in ninth grade 🙄 and perhaps even more importantly. leigh bardugo is not as good a writer as holly black. but that is neither here nor there. xoxo beth
#like ok cassel was there with me through the time i stepped on a nail and my uncle died and i had to go to band camp and then start high#school all in the span of a month. so. he literally saw ninth grade band camp. aka hell on earth.#that’s the kind of bond you can only form with a book character at 14#kaz your lame ass could never be him!!!!#sorry for being a hater. not my fault i formed a lifelong attachment to holly black at 13#girls my audiobook expires at 3am if i don’t finish i’ll fucking cry fr….#⚖️
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i have bad melted soup brain today and i hate it
#i have never really felt like just disappearing off of the face of the earth and not talking to Anyone before but i have been thinking of it#a lot today! which is wild bc not my normal isolation thought but today it seems good ahahahaha#i am just. tired. i feel like i am not listened to ever and i feel unwanted as hell lately which i know in the back of my mind i am not#unwanted but boy do it feel like that lately lol. and i’ve been back on my ‘im gonna die alone bc nobody ever will love me how i love them’#bullshit which i have Not missed but it is come back full on ! soooo fun for me hahahahahaha i love to feel miserable about being unwanted#by those around me!!!! love it sooooooooooo much weeeeeee i totally don’t wanna slam my head through a window!!!!#also just in general lately i have felt like people talking to me is a chore to them bc nobody around me has been having actual conversation#it’s all been shit ass one word or one sentence replies from everyone or they talk about what they want and not acknowledge what i said and#i don’t even know what to do about it. i just don’t even want to talk to anyone now bc i feel like they literally don’t want to speak to me#and they don’t care what i have to say clearly bc they don’t pay attention and then bring up what i said says or weeks later like i never#said anything and it’s like hm wow yeah i fucking told you about that??? maybe if you pay attention you’d have known that but it’s fine !!!!#I’m just. tired of it. i am fully understanding of everyone having lives and doing their own things they need to do. but this is like. fr#different. like it feels so much different than that and i don’t get it and i don’t know what to do !!!!!!! i feel like i’m going Nuts#anyways if any of you wanna stick me through a meat grinder i would be forever thankful and you have the rights to take anything i own after#what this boils down to is my autistic ass is like everyone is not doing their normal thing!!! everyone is off their normal talking schedule#with me!!!! this must mean they fucking want me dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc they went off script/pattern and not in a way they have in the past#that indicated that they just are struggling to reach out! this is different and bad and they want you out of their life!!!!!!!#which is ridiculous but what the fuck am i to do about it bc i will be thinking this until i basically am told otherwise by these people. so#that’s soooo much fun i love brains they’re so silly i wish i could jump at a wall and stick to it until i just slowly peel off and onto the#floor. anyways. hope everyone else has a good night
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sometimes i agree with the medieval doctors it really does feel like my womb comes to life and starts biting my other organs sometimes
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can i also say something completely unprompted, gratuitously and completely based on my biased views and my own shortsighted personal experiences thank you is it just me or the views on sexuality and puritanism in majority catholic places such as latinamerica are much less extreme than in majority protestant places such as angloamerica
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buying perfume sucks btw the most worstest experience designed for my specific flavour of autism
#Egg.txt#like its not just the smells its also like#WHY do you have all the boxes locked in cupboards behind a counter & not properly organised#& ppl crowd around you & there's no fucking rhyme or reason to whois being tended to#so i have to stand there squinting and feeling like im in everybodys freaking way booooo#and i have to ask for testers but only some havr testers and some dont and also kill yourself now bc ur very picky & they wont understand#the mental maths youre doing the little rubric in your head#anyway i ended up getting my mam some shit that stink merry christmas girlie#but fr i did try to do a little research beforehand as i always do with these things but nowhere has shit reliably in stock so i thought i#it would be fine to just go there and try to find whats in the store hell on earth why cant you let me just browse and sniff at my own pace#i know why but please let me be a difficult little princess? cunt?
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op this is how you make a lich. what have you done
This may be too supernatural for an actually pretty down to earth show that is dbda (when it comes to magic, abilities and power scaling), but I'd have a blast seeing the plot point of Edwin's soul's capability to be used for obtaining magical power make a comeback
What would be even cooler is if it was Edwin himself who became interested in using that power
I can see him researching what devices can be used for it, do they have to always inflict pain on him to work and if yes, then how far is he willing to go in order to get it
He'd never use it for any malicious purposes or to just possess power for power's sake, he'd use it in extremely dire situations, when he really needs a certain spell to be amplified in order to rescue Charles from danger
Which brings me to the obvious angst potential of Edwin hiding the pain, lying about the source of the amazing power and then ofc Charles finding out and oh
(It'd introduce more magic and actual combat power for the boys - which is actually the opposite of what the show is about, I know, aside from a wild use of Crystal's vast abilities, they really make a good job at showing that the boys were just normal humans (and now ghosts) who predominantly use their wits and knowledge gathered throughout the many years of being on Earth, so I wouldn't even expect them to go this direction (if they actually mention Edwin's soul's power ever again), but it's just a very fun concept to me)
#read the first few sentences and was like UH OH#except this is a very unique lich-adjacent situation where A) the magic user is already dead B) the magic user is a#strange wizard-making-himself-a-sorcerer kind of thing which is. actually an extremely interesting concept if putting it in a dnd context#a wizard forcibly turning himself into a sorcerer basically. that’s neat. and also horrifying#but yeah I imagine ghosts are not nearly as stable as living humans when it comes to corruptability– and on top of that edwin’s got so much#potential power in him that one wrong move or one step too far and I think he could destroy himself instantly#though what’s more likely and more interesting is- like op says- him getting more and more interested in utilizing his own power and#slowly but surely getting carried away- more invested in results than his own safety. at that point the only person who could save him would#absolutely be charles- because no one else would be able to say ‘I need you– weren’t we supposed to be together no matter what? we won’t be#if you lose yourself or wipe yourself off the face of the earth’#or something of the like#very good angst potential mmm#I don’t think the basic concept is too supernatural for the show tbh and it seems quite in character for him#especially right after the events of the s1 finale. the trauma of being used like that and helpless despite it being HIS power she was#extracting + being supposedly so powerful and not being able to use that to save niko. when it mattered most. + some protective/preventative#tendencies spiraling a bit into the extreme after the literal worst thing that could possibly happen to him– being dragged back to hell–#just happened and Yeah the night nurse and her superior say that he’s sanctioned to stay on earth but the night nurse ALSO reassured him#right before he was dragged to hell so how is he supposed to trust that? how is he supposed to feel safe ANYWHERE? what if this time instead#of just running he was prepared? what if he could Kill that fucking babydoll demon for good?#you can see why this train of thought would drive him maybe a little bit mad#so many threads from s1 could connect to this idea very very feasibly imo fr fr fr#ughghh hey show writers can we just. can we just get in the writers room please. we have ideas#rambling#edwin
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i watched My Neighbor Totoro for the first time, here's my chronological viewing experience:
woo-hoo! dusty old japanese house with japanese architectural details aplenty
these kids got some ENERGY my goodness
family dynamic's adorable. peak quality dad humor
kids: our house is haunted. parents: that's so cool!
hell yeah, wrinkled old lady rep. we need more friendly old women with potato faces and warts like storybook witches. the backbone of society, these ladies
Plot Summary: Small Child Bothers Local Wildlife
sacred tree sacred tree sacred tree
Introducing Totoro! nobody said this fucker's got TEETH???
Uh-Oh! Inadequate Parental Supervision Detected
(you misplaced your four year old! you're not supposed to do that)
4-year-old: i met a magic forest spirit. dad: oh shit fr?
4-year-old: *angrily hugs sister* missed u bitch
this small child has a smile like a toad. like a really really cute toad. like the cutest toad in all existence. i love her she's perfection please just let this child be happy
rice paddies are so pretty....so back breaking....rice is such a prissy crop
*my crush is stranded in a rainstorm* takethisumbrellait'syoursnowBYE *runs away in panic im so good at flirting*
Giant Chinchilla Learns To Hold Umbrella, Is Fucking Delighted By Experience
take this, it will help you on your quest! *hands u trail mix wrapped in a leaf*
LO-FI HIP HOP STUDY LIST!
crouching down to peer at dirt--A++ top notch foundational childhood experience
mom has a big ass forehead
honey! the chinchillas are performing Rituals in the backyard again
help yeah let's jack and the bean stalk this shit
huh so we're all just climbing aboard the giant chinchilla's tiddies now ok
class trip!
the pure adrenaline of Vegetable Gardening
no! the small child is crying! she is bawling her eyes out. no no no. i can't cope with this. emotionally i cannot cope 🥺🥺🥺
i've only had Mei one hour but if anything happens to her i will raze this earth and everyone on it
please someone make this small child smile again
oh no the tall child is crying too
i can't take this. my heart can't take this.
i need a drink
small child running determined to deliver magic veggies to the hospital. this kid is my hero
she is also unsupervised. so, so unsupervised
babe you are FOUR
godDAMMIT ghibli, you cannot give me watercolor sunsets while a small child is missing. u are killing me. my heart is giving out. this is me, experiencing heart failure.
Totoro to the rescue!
no wait CATBUS to the rescue!
i admit i initially thought the cat was a creep. alice in wonderland prejudiced me. i have revised my notions of smiling cats
i've decided the cat is a metaphor for the magic of a robust public transport system
MEI'S OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and so is mom. she's a lovely lady im sorry for what i said about her forehead. it's a noble forehead.
happy ending YES bitch!!!!!!
ok. ok ok ok. that was magical.
(as a first-time adult viewer i was worried i wouldn't be able to Access the Magic. but i could and i did and it was incredible. that was culture. that was ART. joy distilled into animated form. holy rites of childhood. i understand now. how glorious, this world we grow out of. how full of marvels. i'm going outside to smell grass and sun and get dirt under my fingernails. miraculous.)
#mr ghibli please you cannot do this to my heart#totoro#my neighbor totoro#spoilers#?#initially i misspelled Totoro as Tortoro throughout the entire post#i fixed it but dear heavens i was tempted to leave it in. you're WELCOME
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chicks i meet in bars always adding me on ig like... girl this is so awkward like i wanna pash n smash n gtfo im literally kissing u to avoid talking cause i cant make a conversation im purely here to pursue carnal pleasures WHY would you wanna see some flat personality 1 night stand on your socials forevermore???
#ive completely removed myself from this stuff since finding out my pussy doesnt function actually cause like#im rlly not looking for any sort of relationship i JUST want to fuck#but i cant even fuck properly lol 😭#hell is here on earth fr#a day in the life
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i wish i had 9am classes in high school :/ sounds so heavenly
#my classed began at 7am with a 6:45am cutoff#after 6:45 you were 'late' and had to get written up after 7 you had to miss the whole 1st hr of classes and stay in the library#and classes didnt even finish early like we still left school anywhere from 3:45 up to 6pm if we were juniors/seniors#hell on earth fr they didnt give a single fuck about our wellbeing hshdhdj
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