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*me to my favorite characters curled up in a blanket, sobbing and heaving*: i’m- i’m s-so fucking s-so-sorry
them: i’m- i’m not alive??? LMAO??? SUCKS TO YOU????
#neil perry#dead poets society#love quinn#you netflix#henry winter#the secret history#james farrow#iwwv#ramiz rafi mirza#babel or the necessity of violence#fang runin#the poppy war#fuck me for ever fucking caring#and barely any of them are straight#they will decease#get fucked over immeasurablely#become a gay#fuck over people immensely#or all of the above#they’re kinnies or fucking cunts#more characters like this to come#comfort character
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lol arthur realizes with the other knights after watching merlin flirt and being hit with a wave of deja vu: holy shit you asked me out
merlin and the rest of the knights around a campfire after leaving a village bc lancelot and leon somehow started a brawl in the tavern: ???
arthur points at merlin: after valiant! you asked me to buy you a drink! you were asking me out!
merlin is busy cooking dinner and confused out of his fucking mind: what???…..valiant….oh the knight with the snakes.
gwaine who was slightly tipsy now stone cold sober and sitting up straight against a tree: wait. explain. what do you mean merlin asked you out??
arthur snaps his fingers as he recalls the memory: i apologized for sacking you and you said that if i bought you a drink we’d be even.
merlin now remembering how he had stumbled into camelot, picked a fight with a pigheaded bully which quickly turned homoerotic and flirtatious, and continued their teasing-flirting for days before merlin shot his shot and asked the prince out only to be rejected: oh yeah, i forgot i did that…..wait, you mean you didnt realize what i was asking?
arthur: no?? we argued everyday, how was i supposed to realize you were asking me out??
merlin now abandoning the dinner and staring across the camp at arthur while the rest of the knights watch their back and forth like a game of tennis: to you we were arguing, to me that was very much flirting. i thought you were flirting back so i decided to ask you. then you rejected me
arthur, mentally beating his past self up for fucking up their chance: i didn’t reject you!!! i just didn’t realize what you were asking me. how was i meant to? we fought every chance we got
leon, nudging elyan, glee and excitement riling through him: its happening!!! its finally happening!!! seven long, grueling years is finally paying off!!!
merlin, realizing the misunderstanding and acknowledging the fact that he wasn’t rejected, his flirtations just weren’t noticed - realizing he still has a chance: oh…oh i see. arthur, my dear, our fights were extremely flirtatious. need i remind you of what you said? “do you know how to walk on your knees? would you like me to teach you?” or “i could take you apart with one blow”
arthur, mental capabilities at an all time low: m…my dear….?????????
merlin grinning devilishly as he realizes that his flirtatious persona he had hidden away after falling head over heels for arthur can make a come back: that is what i called you. should i call you something else? say…mine?
percival gags in elyan’s ear: cheesy
elyan hides a laugh: at least they’re finally getting somewhere. better than the hopeless pining
arthur, flushed from head to toe: ah uh no um im uh
merlin thoroughly enjoying himself: oh come now, your majesty. use your words.
#meanwhile leon is praying his thanks to every god and goddess above for their mercy#his pain and suffering is so over#merlin is going IN on arthur who is red as fuck#gwaine is enjoying himself immensely#lancelot pulls out popcorn to watch the two idiots finally get their acts together#flirty merlin x flustered arthur#i think yes#listen. merlin lived in ealdor. a small village of maybe thirty people - four or five being his own age#he was thrilled to be in camelot and have new faces and people to meet#he was definitely the village tease or flirt or whatever#he was gonna be a rake in camelot but unfortunately managed to fall hopelessly in love with the prince of camelot#he burned his dreams of being a rake in exchange for arthur#the issue? arthur rejected his advances. next issue? merlin’s feelings remained and grew#so merlin is a lovesick puppy for a prince who doesnt feel the same and he cant find it in himself to look at anyone else bar a few cases#he and lancelot def slept together at least once. him and gwaine tumbled into bed a few times together#but his heart always belonged to arthur he just never imagined hed get a chance to let his affection be known#now that he knows arthur never knew of his intentions in the first place and was quick to deny he rejected him#merlin is more than happy to let that part of his personality come back and terrorize arthur is a way he hadnt been able to before#hes living his best life rn#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#knights of the round table#fanfiction ideas#prompts#headcanon
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yea i rewatched the s1 finale. did a lil doodle about it
#GODDD I NEED MORE PPL TO TALK ABOUT IL-NAM AND GI-HUN'S FINAL CONVERSATION#and i need them to like actually pay attention this time#stg its one of the more misunderstood scenes of the series#ive seen some people seeing it as a clash of two totally valid ideologies when like#no one of these things is clearly wrong. characters can have flawed logic even if they SOUND convincing#il-nams so fuckin good at manipulating that hes manipulated the audience NOOOO#people got too convinced that il-nam was in the right when he said 'well people came back on their own accord'#as if we didnt have an episode explicitly showing us the characters very shitty lives outside of the games#that forced them back into them#as if we werent explicitly shown gi-huns situation in great detail in e1 that landed him in the games in the first place#also i do NOT agree with any kinda sentiment that gi-hun is 'just as bad as the VIPs' for playing that game w/ il-nam#i mean. the dude was clearly reeling from the fucking BETRAYAL HES EXPERIENCING>??#and also il-nam is very manipulative as i said before. i think he was good at redirecting their interaction so that in the moment gi-hun >#> kinda forgets could ditch il-nam and go outside n save the homeless man himself#<- not really perfectly worded but i hope yall get what i mean#plus in s1 it was shown that gi-hun could sometimes not think ahead or clearly#especially when his emotions are running high#like. idk. when he realizes the man hes grieved and felt immense guilt over for a year is actually an evil ass rich dude who orchestrates >#> the mass murder of people in debt#god i am one PETTY ASS BITCH cuz i will NOT LET THIS GO#anyways. i just think that il-nams betrayal is just so so fucked because i was really Thinking about it as i rewatched the ep and#gi-hun likely grieved il-nam the same way he grieved the other friends he had in the games. he probably saw him in his nightmares too.#remembered how he'd hugged him even though gi-hun had been tricking him#(SIDE NOTE. ITS FUCKED THAT ONLY THE EVIL OLD MAN HAS HUGGED GI-HUN. CAN SOMEONE WHO ISNT EVIL BE NICEYS TO HIM.)#all of that. all of that grief and all of that love. what does it even mean now.#gi-hun is embarrassed hes been made a fool of hes angry hes heartbroken#squid game#seong gi hun#my art#doodle
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(voice of a guy who's watching the next to normal proshot again) i really love jamie parker's acting in better than before i think it's so true to like. the kind of role he fulfills in that he is truly desperate to bring his family back to something safe, and comfortable, and 'better' than all that they've had to endure. and ultimately of course it's not the best way to go about these things, though i can't say i would handle it any better, but parker just does a fantastic job with the little gestures at "well That's How I Remember It :D so That's How It'll Be" and the way he swings natalie's hands around a little when he sings "Gonna Get Back What We Had And Maybe More !!"
babygirl you cannot fix your life by writing the memory of your dead son out of your wife's head but i respect the grind i guess???
#i'm being flippant about it and realistically what he's doing is absolutely damaging but at the same time. what do you even do.#when your wife of 20+ years who has been suffering IMMENSELY forgets everything she ever knew about you and the life you've built together#like alright i personally would not try to play god with my wife's life and memories#but i can't find it in myself to blame him lmao. okay a little but not really#always breaks my heart when characters are just trying SO hard and yet.#and yet !#next to normal#musical theatre#tueytxt#at this point i basically fucking live in the n2n tag i'm so sorry but i need you people to sit with me in the despair i feel over this mus
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Hima and Wari (kitsune twins) and their very shy tanuki friend and coworker.
#my characters#for someone who apologizes for posting too many ocs i gotta say it was immensely shocking#that when i was trying to shove files onto a usb drive for transferring#having around 8 GB in my fanart folder and less than 2 GB in my OC folder... it made me legit sad#i dont draw my children much but i still feel guilty posting them and i need to get over that fear of posting them Too Much#anyway hima and wari are twins and assigned a human partner to build good relationships between the realms#among the other mythicals is a tanuki who is extremely shy but also incredibly fond of people#so while he can appear human he usually opts to not#and if he does appear as a human he tends to copy one of the other lead characters#so he doesnt have an actual proper human preference for appearance#he does get really embarrassed over the fact he for some reason cannot give himself blue eyes and they always result in green#if one of the twins is away he will also copy to fill that spot in terms of appearances#but if both twins are there he doesnt use that appearance#he is super social but a huge scaredy cat with being perceived#there is also a tengu who is just bad at conversations cause he doesnt understand human phrases#and it drives his human partner up a wall so when that human is talking to the tengu and its Super Normal#hes like oh fuck youre the tanuki arent you and then poof gone no more conversation peace out bye nice chat im out
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No but we need to keep talking about Gaza online, on every platform possible, actively and relentlessly, or they will actually get away with criminalizing any mention of the genocide altogether and that would put the palestinian people, palestinian immigrants/refugees and the people who are still actively advocating for their rights to immense risk.
The milder the general public's outrage gets, the more pressing the danger.
#palestine#not to mention the precedent it sets#I get we are a majority group of broke people and it's a lot and when we can't help anymore we freeze#I get the sense of powerlessness#it's been eating me alive honestly#but I think what we should do is to organize IRL *far more* and bring that back to the forefront of local politics#we can and should give to fundraisers but our real shot at anything is to immensely inconvenience the people we elected#if the grief about children in plastic bags die down it's fucking over for all of us#if we accept this as the new bottom line then what#what becomes the worth of a human life then#what's even the point
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[pessimistic post]
As a person who's always struggled to envision a future for themselves, the last 10 years plus the now regular messages about impending war are... Not good.
#just read that a German military man said this is likely to be our last war-free summer#like. cool. without that I already didn't even know if the people around me will still be alive a year from now#to not even mention climate change and the probability of another pandemic and the political climate as a whole#trans organisations in my country are now 100% advising against travelling to the US if you have an X in your passport.#they haven't fully advised against trans people who changed their gender marker traveling to the US but I think we all know.#before this it wasn't easy to be trans or nb but fucking hell.#I've never been to the US but I'd still like to one day. like wtf.#There's all these posts about not giving up and letting those fucks win in advance.#but I still have never known what I wake up for in the morning. and not knowing if there's going to be time to ever figure that out?#other posts that have made the rounds about there still being time to figure shit out have felt weird to me in these times anyway#you can only write that as a white person in a safe country. Palestinians as well as other groups of people are being murdered every day#how much time do any of us have?#I'm mad and sad at the same time that I don't know if I'll ever reach a point of knowing what I've been alive for.#sure we truly never know that. but how do things keep getting worse and worse.#I've over a year of not being able to fully process the things that are going on.#and I know we need joy and art and good things to keep us going.#but isn't that an immensely unfair privilege to have. isn't it a denial of reality. an avoidance. where is the line#I'm privileged in a lot of ways and yet life generally is so awful. isn't that fucked up. what is this world.
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#was going to make a vent post. but i dont even know wjat to say#im just. sad. and lonely#so like what else is new man#this is just my life#and it has been for basically as long as i can remember#its not gonna change any time soon i can tell you that much#i dont have time to hang out with anyone. or rlly anyone to hang out with for that matter#im still not over this FUCKING GUY. ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. GOD#on good days i know that i have friends and people that care abt me. on bad days i feel like no one gives a fuck how abt me#and this is a bad day <3#and i KNOW its not true. but like god#will this ever end#why is my best friend my ex. isnt that fucking embarrassing.#i feel so pathetic like cant i just Make New Friends. but no i cant!#my best friend in the world is the person who broke my heart and i just gotta live with that#barely talking to anyone else and man thats Gotta be bad for my brain#but. no friends. so#this is definitely the loneliest ive felt in a long long long time#and like im Fine. theres nothing Wrong. life is fucking Fine and Normal i just feel Bad#well i guess theres the heartbreak. and the immense stress over having to Graduate University. and also starting the pill maybe#man i just wanna be happy. Please. is that too much to fucking ask#well. guess i did actually know what to say#going to bed now. cant be sad if ur asleep#s.txt#vent#delete later maybe
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you ever see a post that's bitching about another post except the author clearly misinterpreted the original post, and like. you Could swan in there with a "wellll acshually" and it's just not worth your time but it's annoying
#for anyone who's nosy this is about the post that's bitching about the post about humans being able to memorize long poems/songs#the OP of the original post did Not mean 'humans lost the physical ability to memorize long-form narratives'#what they meant was 'with the ability to record those narratives in writing memorization is a less common skill for humans to have'#yes your pals in high school memorized the entirety of hamilton. they have the physical ability to do so. nobody's disputing that#the vast majority of skills that were 'lost' over time are actually just unpracticed#there are still people who do mental math. there are people memorizing the odyssey. i still write in cursive day to day#there are people spinning with drop spindles and messing around w phonographs etc etc etc#humans have an immense capacity for learning#that however does not change the fact that some skills are LESS COMMON NOW#which is what that post was about#as an aside. if you grew up with those uncommon skills - good for you. if you didn't but you'd like to have them - learn.#if your memory/ability to think is atrophying from AI or social media just fucking ditch that shit and start doing things yourself#read write watch films do art#it's gonna be slow at first and it's gonna suck ass but it's exercise. brain's a muscle. you're gonna get better at it
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Actually could people stop being elitist and negative in the tags my block list is getting bloated by this point
#speculation nation#not actually of course. i can and will block as many people as it takes for me to have peace.#but it is immensely annoying to keep seeing people complaining about new fans or whatever in the tags.#like man if ur criticizing actual problems in fandom that's different. bc it comes from a constructive angle.#but if ur just here to put down anyone else's harmless headcanons or what theyre doing with their works??#like fuck dude you dont have to agree with it but what crawled up your ass and made you think you had to imply these fans are delusional?#god at this point this is a vague post. obviously not at anyone who follows me. i blocked this person anyways.#muttering @ myself I Do Not Get Into Fandom Drama to make sure i dont start a fight over this or something#im just. UGH!!!!!! youre just being an asshole man!!!!! whats your PROBLEM!!!!!!!
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just reread vespertine and GOD DAMN i forgot how good this book is. Go read it right now. 17 year old aromantic autistic nun gets posessed by centuries old incredibly powerful malevolent ghost who turns out to be a huge catty bitch and also teaches her how to do self care. And theyre best friends
#lich says shit#i fucking love this book it's so good#Best dynamic: Two people with no social skills or experience who get along incredibly well because of how weird and fucked up they both are#artemisia is Not a reliable narrator and we love that for her#she'll tell someone about her immensely tragic chldhood then say 'ah they seem upset i've clearly made them hate me' GIRL they are SAD.#they are SAD and CONCERNED FOR YOU.#anyways not to spoiler too much but i also love how Every character gets done justice#there's a few characters that a lesser novel would dismiss as being a stereotype or a 2d character#for example Just The Evil One or Just The Funny One#but Every recurring character gets layers! No one is just one thing and it's amazing#bc you realize over time that you've made the exact same assumptions about them as Artemisia did#anyways. im gonna be insufferable about this#vespertine#artemisia of naimes
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the main reason I will always be obsessed with David Tennant is that fundamentally, we share the same mental illness
#I’m constantly in awe of him#and obv he's immensely talented and attractive and a great person#but that man is clearly insane#i mean he sits and writes 10k essays on the homoerotic subtext of shakespeare#he can't sit still for like 2 seconds#or sit normally on a chair#he thinks using real skulls for hamlet is cool (it is)#he says things like “i'd rather hide under a table than go out” and “i wear hoodies so people don't talk to me (they assume I'm a murderer)#he faked an assistant to get out of attending events#is obsessive about his geeky shows#is somewhat an adrenaline junkie. said about doing theatre;#“it was horrible and it was actually killing me. but once it was over i ofc thought to myself 'oh i think i might have to do that again”#in interviews he keeps going off in tangents and looses the complete point of the question#i mean i just watched one where he was asked about his first day on set on doctor who#and he somehow ended up on passionately speaking how we are all fucked if donald trump is elected (this was before he was president)#and nearly started an anti-trump campaign (king)#has the chronic inability to make sartorial choices that would result in anything but the gayest outfits#has imposter syndrome#ofc i can only aspire to be fractionally as cool as him#but all this actually deeply relatable#this is probably why tumblr likes him so much#david tenannt
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how do you ask your roommate to leave surfaces generally in a clean and working order. not even talking about clutter but like oil and grime and shit
#he is my age. at the throats of parents who dont teach their male children to clean#god knows im not perfect at this but at least i have immense social anxiety about putting my own obstructive messes in front of other peopl#id like to state for the record that im not angry or upset over this . just frustrated that im doing a) more home maintenance work than him#and b) more home maintenance work than i did living on my own#and im like 2-3x as busy. get 2-3x less sleep. developing stress conditions etc etc#he does stuff when i ask him to in a good enough kinda way but also i hate asking 👍👍👍👍👍 i hate asking so fucking bad#this close to asking him to just hire a cleaning service on his weeks to clean despite the fact that he makes like almost half of what i do#augh#anyway im fine . ive been crocheting a project due at the end of the month for 4 hours straight sitting on the living room carpet#id sit on my couch but like i have a thing about touching peoples beds and hes asleep on it half the time 😭#incidentally. yes thats why im in the living room instead of my room lmaoooo#ugh ok anyway anyway. ''you live like this?'' yes sorry i just need to talk to him but our schedules are really incompatible l#and im always the one pestering him about stuff like hes never asked me to do anything . so i feel bad. this is my own fault. i know this#just need to complain somewhere because my ass is numb lol this isnt a cushiony carpet
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If our visa appeal gets rejected I'm gonna throw up
#I HATE. MY GOVERNMENT'S IMMIGRATION PRACTICES. AAAAAAAAH#So. in other news. My and Luna's marriage visa got rejected today#after years of effort and IMMENSE monetary expense#and it was rejected for an issue on THE GOVERNMENTS END. IT WASN'T EVEN OUR FAULT.#i wanna throw uppppp this is my life that you cunts are fucking withhhhh#we're. applying for an appeal. because they donthave ANY good legal reason to reject us#anyway. when people say that the fight for marriage quality isn't over yet. please keep couples from different countries in your mind.#I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED. TO GET MARRIED. I HATE THIS#i say#negative
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i have not been sleeping well and i do think it's doing bad things to me because the thoughts i am having are not reasonable or helpful
#driving myself insane thinking about my own mediocrity#which is just not really necessary....................#like okay so what if i am deeply mediocre that is not the worst thing in the world to be#ditto with being immensely boring like OKAY SO WHAT . maybe i am boring maybe i am mediocre it literally doesn't matter#and i can't be that fucking boring because people talk to me so like . i must have something going for me#anyway i think it must be the lack of sleep bc these r thoughts i have outgrown . i'm over it . if i am mediocre and boring then i am#i am trying my best to get better at things and be kind and learn lots and maybe one day that will result in me not being#mediocre and boring but like . if in the meantime i am then in the meantime i am !#basically everyone pls manifest that i get a good sleep tonight bc i don't want to be doing thsi
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you're not like Patrick Bateman, you're 16 and mysoginist. Go talk to your mom.
#fugo.txt#literally Patrick cares about social norms and how people see him immensely so??? what fucking movie did you people watch#where he's like outwardly insane#yeah i loved the part in american psycho where he says im an American Psycho and American'd Psycho'd all over the place#you cant do any analysis beyond a marvel movie
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