#fuck my brain

[justaboymadeofhoneyandglass]

WTF DO YOU MEAN SHES DEAD GO AWAY FUCK OFF BRAIN I HATE YOJ

NONONONONON

NUH UH

NO THEY'RE NOT DEAD GO AWAY STOP SAYINHBTHATTT

[larkinlove-blog001]

[mittch22]

Forever hold your peace

Around ten years into their secret relationship with each other, Finn had come to the conclusion that Leland was his one and only. With this thought in his mind, he entered a prominent jewellers in London and purchased a ring he thought Leland would love, thinking that, if the day came when his love for another wasnt considered taboo, he would be able to marry him.

That day came too late.

After Lelands passing, Finn was contacted by the internal affairs department of CHROME. They had something for him, apparently. They told him Leland, about twenty eight years prior, had handed them a package with instructions that if he were to ever die before Finn, the IA department were to hand the package over to him.

Inside sat a stunning hammered silver wedding band, accompanied with a note that simply read:

"Evidently I didnt get the chance to ask this. But Finn - Will you marry me?"

Fin hasnt taken it off since and he wears the ring he bought Leland on a chain around his neck.

[centipede-rain]

My chemical romance? Well with how my chemistry studies are going at the moment it’s gotta be enemies to lovers.

[hyperfixiation-station]

I have such a good freaking enemies to lovers idea with GhostxHybrid!Reader but I will never be able to write it because enemies to lover requires so much more work than I can put into something asdfghjk I wanna cry

[sexyabigails-blog]

[deepestcomputernerd]

DM FOR FUN

[killingmyselfbutnotdying]

Im sorry for repeating myself but i hate hate hate when i feel that nobody wants me to be around. Like. Nobody invites me anywhere, but then acts worried when i dont look well. Nobody calls me to their team, but then says that "you arent mad, right? This isnt personal". Well if its a pattern, it feels fucking personal. Seriously, the worst feeling ever. "Not wanted". Well, i want to be wanted. I want to be important to people. I want them to miss me when im not there. I want to feel loved and cherished, the way i love and cherish my loved ones.

[contentment-of-cats]

UGH.

Awake at 1:00AM because the head has fuXX0red every cycle I have. Can't eat until it's cool enough. Can't sleep until it's cool enough. Little Mr. Man (the cat) thinks I have lost my everloving mind and wants me to come to bed.

The bed, by the way is now an AC tent. The bedroom unit blows right in and the cats have hijacked it. I, sucker that I am, have put their toys in and my charcuterie board with their glass water bowl and Acana Six Fish kibble. If they want canned food or treats, they have to come out.

I'm going to take a Ramelteon and see if that jumpstarts the sleepies.

Good night, wherever you are.

[fallen-faerie]

praying they don't send me to mclean again 🙃

[yandere-kokeshi]

— Yandere Gaz Masterlist

🔞 = NSFW

Platonic is stated first, then romantic.

PLATONIC

Nothing yet :)!

ROMANTIC:

GN;

Headcanons

Headcanons as a house-husband

Gn darling is asexual

Gn darling having painful periods

Gn darling is older than him

Gn darling used to be sold at a brothel

Male;

Male darling acts like Corpse Husband

Female;

Female darling has a bunch of scars and has heterochromia

[nerdy-teddy]

Nothing like having your brain fixate on the idea that you are "worthless" and are a "failure" and make you feel like just crawling into a hole somewhere to die so you don't inconvenience anyone.

[spaceumbredoggos]

Anyone else not know what day it is?

[questionably-audhd-oracle]

I wish I could feel secure in my relationship, but I don’t. I used to. I used to think he was the exception and I never doubted him- but he’s not exempt from my broken brain. I learned to be this way, over and over and over again. I don’t think I will ever be different. I don’t think there’s a way to fix this problem (because really there isn’t a problem with us, there’s just a problem with me. I will suffer no matter what.) it just sucks that it’s my lot in life to be terrified. To be terrified and to know that it isn’t worth admitting it. It won’t fix anything. My brain keeps repeating “I want to go home” like a child. I don’t want to go home in the physical sense though, I just want to feel safe again. I want to feel secure. When my brain feels like home again I want him to be there. I don’t want to associate him with stress and anxiety but I do. I wish I were different.

[jeonful]

I FUCKING HATE REPITITION

but i can't find any other words,

[fortemelody]

we all know about the thing where you have to go back and reread something over and over again if you don’t get it. but i need to know if anyone else tends to read the page with the least amount/biggest font of text like lightning fast and can somehow process it, even if it accidentally spoils the page you’re on and the page you’re on is still somehow fucking slow in your mind compared to the other page.

…genuinely idk how i have a goal/dedication to read cus so much stupid shit like this happens in my brain that it makes it almost impossible. this is why i mostly stick to comic books. although i am taking 3 lit classes this year…chat am i cooked 😜