#fuck fuck I’ll never recover
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drunkeddiediaz · 5 months ago
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I’m throwing up blood btw😀
(Claudia and Madeline last words to each other)
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infinite-orangepeel · 2 years ago
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my two moods are:
1. steve harrington has final girl energy and nothing can kill him
and
2. steve harrington is destined to die a tragic and martyrous death and i will never be okay again
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articwolfclawartist · 4 months ago
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*insert “be careful of the boys you ignore in middle school” incel joke here*
Modern AU that I made purely for the growth spurt joke. Yugo’s time in the Necroworld was actually an allegory for male puberty
Originally just wanted to make their clothing as adults evocative of their royal attire but ended up making them all blends of multiple outfits
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cressthebest · 9 months ago
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Art Heist, Baby! thoughts pt. 6
chapter 16:
1. awwww jegulus lay in bed and read and hold hands. they’re in love your honor
2. james is making plans for them after the heist nooooooo it’s gonna end in tears
3. like i said way back in my third ahb thoughts post, james has a praise kink. someone please agree with me. tell me i’m not crazy.
4. pleaseeeeeeeee wolfstar needs to stop being starcrossed lovers. they need to be together and happy
5. this chapter was so domestic i’m gonna cry
6. halfway done with the fic!!!
chapter 17:
1. ….im scared. what’s regulus gonna do?
2. HES VISITING SIRIUS AGAIN?????
3. BLACK BROTHERS REUNITE PLEASE
4. i fucking hate orion. broke reggie’s fingers just to save his brothers fucking life. man, fuck him.
5. SHIT WAIT FUCK SHIT REGULUS HAS BLACKMAIL ON SIRIUS ABOUT REMUS. HE’LL PROBABLY KILL REMUS IS SIRIUS DOESNT AGREE HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT WAIT WOLFSTAR NOOOOO
6. NO FUCK WAIT REMUS LUPINS LIFE IS ON THE LINE FOR SURE NO WAIT NO WAIT NO WAIT NOOOOOO IM SO STRESSED JESUS CHRIST
7. holy shit wait. the plan was always to kill remus lupin if sirius didn’t comply. which is why regulus was so upset that james was close with remus. holy shit. i have too many thoughts about this and i can’t formulate them on this post properly. just know that i am ACTUALLY crying right now, very scared and very upset, actually sobbing.
8. BUT WAIT AS UPSETTING AS THIS IS!!! WOLFSTAR IS REUNITED ONCE MORE!!! AND!!! JAMES AND SIRIUS GET TO BE FRIENDS!! THE MARAUDERS ARE BACK TOGETHER BABEY
chapter 18:
1. the house is full of childhood memories for reg and siri and hold up. hold up. this is heartbreaking
2. i’m so worried for remus holy shit. this is gonna create tears and trust issues in the house
3. barty wouldn’t even hesitate to shoot sirius for reggie. he’s so dedicated. i love him
4. damn, it’s heartbreaking to see reg’s pov about how remus gets both the people reggie wants. sirius and james. that shit hurts y’all
5. this entire chapter is heartbreaking, i’m just gonna leave it at that so i don’t sob while writing this
6. everyone meeting sirius <3333333
7. regulus fixed a cup of tea for james and jt went cold, because for once james didn’t join him. this is my breaking point.
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ofhouseusher · 4 months ago
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if you ever find me curled up on the floor sobbing and gnashing my teeth don't worry im just having an emotional meltdown rewatching the Rook's Rest battle
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angelnumber27 · 6 months ago
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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stimmingandstruggling · 2 years ago
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hell followed with us is just like. it’s about queerness and transness and it’s about monstrousness and it’s about those things in connection. it’s about reclamation. it’s about anger. it’s about acceptance of yourself and rejection of what they made you and it’s also about acceptance of what they made you that is now a part of yourself that you cannot erase. it’s about pain and fear and exhaustion. it’s about bead lizards. it’s about solidarity. its about silence and sitting next to each other saying nothing but thinking everything and feeling a little bit better. it’s about impurity and rot and feeling wrong and gross and unholy and finally finally finally reclaiming that and that wrongness feeling right. it’s about righteous anger. it’s about a boy whose insides boil in his throat and whose thoughts fight with each other who is just trying to survive and be good and make them suffer. and it’s about a boy who makes bead lizards and keeps it together and silently rocks and hits and stims alone and just wants to protect and has never been protected. and it’s about a person who laughs and grieves and cries and just wants to help xyr friends, and it’s about a girl trying to figure out what she believes and if she can believe what the people who hurt her so much believe, and it’s about a group of people who fight and hurt each other and cry together and are just trying to live.
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otto-doctavius · 3 months ago
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accidentally thought about Wade and his cute little sweaters and started flatlining. goodbye forever
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darlingod · 1 year ago
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Did Heartless by Marissa Meyer also fuck anyone else up? And now it is wise you don’t reread or even so think about the book?
Because me too. No one prepared me for that. Not at fucking all.
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tchaikovskaya · 9 months ago
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🤪🫠😛😅
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highdefinitions · 5 months ago
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i’m not gonna lie i haven’t finished shoresy yet because i KNEW it was gonna make me fucking cry and now i’m not even five minutes into episode 5 and i had to pause the fucking episode to sort my shit out
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rottinglittleprincess · 5 months ago
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the thing is, you’ll never understand what i feel inside and you’ll never try to understand it. that’s where we differ.
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cressthebest · 9 months ago
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i’m trying to mentally prepare myself to read another marauders fic like i had previously planned.
HOWEVER
i am so emotionally devastated from the ending of just lovers that i don’t think i’ll ever recover.
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theworstcreature · 1 year ago
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I JUSY FELL TO MY KNEES IN THE WALMART PARKING LOT AJR TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT HOLY FUCKING SHIT
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seetheseacat · 8 months ago
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I kid you not I started to think about starting Yakuza Kiwami and started salivating. I am trenched, quivering, shivering in me timbers. a) because I’m excited for the story but also (and more importantly) b) Majima. Dear lord Majima. Babygirl. Light of my life. I am also very upset because I can’t play him anymore please I need more of him in my brain
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twicearoundthebend · 10 days ago
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Bake off ep 8 rambles !
I know it’s ‘baking show’ now… but I’m not calling it that
70’s theme my beloved <3
The scream I screampt when Dylan said 2004??? What do you mean he’s younger than me? I feel old😭😭😭
Everyone’s showstoppers were such fun concepts! Georgie’s was 100% my fave, she so deserved the star baker
I knew Illiyin would be going home soon, and the cake toppling kind of sealed her fate, but so impressed that she still presented her cake! She committed, and she got pretentious Paul to appreciate tinned peaches, so a win in my book !
Highlights this week were def Dylan’s signature, Gill’s carpet cake, and Alison falling off the fucking counter
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