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why is making a cv SO hard
#fuck being an adult fr#my anxiety is reaching unknown levels i feel SICK#and i'm not even making it from scratch im just updating it#bc i've had enough and i wanna get out of hospitality asap#but i forgot how much i hate this and searching for jobs and going through interviews#my flatmates are basically holding me at gunpoint bc they know how much i struggle with this stuff and that i need them to#hold me accountable . otherwise i won't do it#but even like this it's taken me nearly 2 hours to write a couple of paragraphs#godddd i just wanna write my silly lil fanfiction why is the world such a miserable and wretched place
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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I honestly rlly like how the reboot is going but ngl-i hate how a new wish made ppl bash on timmy even
“Timmys so evil..he ruined cosmo & wandas marriage life” his a 10 yr old abused child
“How could timmy wish for time to stop for 50 years??” His a 10 yr old abused child
“Wow hazel is such a great person! I bet if she wished she didnt exist ppl would be sad unlime w timmy” HIS A 10 YR OLD ABUSED CHILD
#im not tagging this but no fr ya all seem to forget that timmy was 10 & being abused by everyone when he got his fairies#meanwhile hazel simply moved to a new town & misses her brother#of fucking course hazel would be more happy & postive then a kid whos parents never even wanted#of course he wont want to go back to being misreable when he grows up-abuse doesnt stop at 13#AND FOR CHRISTS SAKE COSMO & WANDA ARE GROWN ASS ADULTS#TIMMY THE WHOLE ASS CHILD IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THESE TWO GROWN ADULTS MARRIAGE
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Youre kidding me. Porter is a multiclass teacher and he wont let one of his students multiclass your fucking kidding me he called gorgug a c+ student while hes taking freshman-junior artificer classes i hate his guts so much my fucking goodness maybe gorgug wouldnt be a c+ student if he wasnt taking on a 400% workload you bitch i hate himmmmmm
#fantasy high spoilers#d20 spoilers#d20 fantasy high#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year#how is it that ppl are hating on the rat grinders for things mostly out of their control and being like. petty highschoolers#and not this grown ass adult that is actively getting in the way of his students academic success#like wow this is a teen girl with unresolved mental issues and in a shitty system#and then a teacher who actively insults his student compares him to his close friend and just makes life worse for him#and yet the teen girl is the issue i see how it is#like yeah im on ep 7 so technically i havent gotten that far yet. but im aware enough#to know the hate surrounding kipperlilly and the rat grinders is fucking stupid and mostly has no nuance#yes im saying this in my tags bc tbh i dont freak weirdos telling me how much they hate kipperlilly#like jeezus LMAO#anyway i dont like porter any more in fact i think my disdain has only grown#fuck that guy fr
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I woke up early and went on a run today. Like help, someone inject me with the obsession juice before I turn chronically normal
#I've been using nose strips for the past few days#and I've been waking up feeling well rested??????#like turns out my nose might be a bit fucked because I can actually breathe when I wear them??#gotta love being told by every adult my entire life that I'm just out of shape when there's probably some underlying medical issue#like fr exercise is so much easier when you're not in a constant panic about not being able to breathe enough#wild rambles
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Missed Chase Brody’s birthday yesterday because this fuck got me in a chokehold
#who out here wanna see him treated like an adult#he’s a creature but he’s also just some weird guy (just like me fr)#i am the op#jus sum doodly doos#fake peppino#…no main tag for this#context for the second pic: I think my friend's mashup album might not be the best thing to listen to while high#especially the last song#he’s in the default look in the third one because it’s when the movie was being made#I have very little context for the last two images I just had a vision I had to get out#first one is just something I do#translation for reversed text:#‘I see.’ ‘the backyardigans wiki is gatekeeping information.’ ‘that’s fun’#‘oh this looks interesting’ ‘…what’s a mashup though’ ‘Squirtle I’m fucking dying’ ‘I should’ve stuck with red vox’#I don’t know if I’m normal about this guy anymore
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job interviews are so fucking weird like "what do you do in your free time" girl how do I explain that I analyse childrens cartoons for fun without sounding like a complete psycho
#phineas and ferb#milo murphy's law#hamster and gretel#I hate being an adult fr#not that I would actually say I run a dwampyverse blog on tumblr bc that’s. nope.#but like. how do you even say you enjoy media analysis without sounding either boring as fuck or a little bit insane
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"i need to know if this character is an adult or not so i know if i can selfship with them!" ...my dude you clearly are already attracted to them ??? like. gurl theyre FICTIONAL. do whatever the fuck you want god damn.
self ship with them with them aged up. or with an imaginary version of you aged down. or just hc whatever gd age you want for them whether or not it ends up being canon (or its already stated in canon but doesnt match ur view of them). or selfship yourself with them through a character in canon. you can literally just see your fictional other as aging with you. who fucking cares. its fiction. the specifics of the relationship is whatever the hell you make it.
its literally so sad to see people being afraid to just SELF SHIP because they dont know if its potentially ~problematic~ depending on stuff they can easily just rule out of their own view of canon 💀 canon is your sandbox you can tear down the castle and build it anew however to your liking
#im glad that shadow is canonically immortal and hiei has no stated age#bc if people tried to give me shit for being in love with either of them i would fucking kill someone#i fell in love with shadow years ago through shipping him with rouge and i still love him now. he ''ages'' with me#and hiei i technically hc him as nearly a hundred but hes a demon#and i selfship with him through kurama who has also lived for centuries so#i swear you dont have to drop off your fictional crushes from your teen years when you turn an adult. you can just see them as aging with u#just. man. OTL#seeing ppl being like this is so sad fr. this shipping discourse shit is making ppl walk on eggshells over the littlest shit#anti fanpol#like its different for real life bc yea sometimes u cant always tell someones age by looking at them#u can find someone attractive and talk to them and find out theyre too young for you. so you back off#but like. this is fiction. things arent set in stone. the creator can make a time skip for the characters and so can you#and plus. theyre NOT REAL. you wouldnt be harming a REAL PERSON. and its not at all comparable to the suffering and abuse of REAL PEOPLE
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Me when I wanna be friends with my moots but all my friendships fail eventually and I don't wanna go through the cycle of disappointment and loneliness again😬😬😬
#I'm trapped fr#is this what being an adult is like i fucking hate it#girlblogging#girlblog#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#female hysteria#female rage#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#moots my beloved#moots
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phone calls my detested
#i had to make a vet appointment and Wow i am not cut out for this whole independent adult thing lmfao#i had to write down a little script for myself...#i feel so bad for the receptionist i was stumbling and 'uhhhhh'ing my way through that call#fuck and when i was supposed to end the call. i didnt realize#I DONT KNOW THE PROTOCOL OKAY#do i hang up??? do i say bye??? she didnt say bye so was there something else i was supposed to say#she hung up so Yay but oughhhhhhh what the fuck#youre telling me people just Know how to carry a conversation? they just Know the routine? sounds fake#i had to rev myself up for the call too#put on a hat. put on sunglasses to trick my brain into thinking we're outside doing things thus fabricating confidence#phone in one hand fidget-dodecahedron in the other. Pacing#my brain is a normal brain that works perfectly fine thanks for asking#absolutely unprompted#i feel so connected to my neanderthal ancestors when i have to make a call#theyre being stalked by a smilodon... i have to talk to a person... same Fear <3#no but fr whenever i have to talk to someone my thought process shuts down Completely and i forget that im a living human being#fight or flight - neither. freeze and play dead#i think in my next life... i would like to be... a decorative plant#perhaps one of those tall ferns outside a seaside barbecue restaurant#i'd Win at that life. id be so good at photosynthesizing & rustling in the ocean breeze
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Me seeing these bad bitches as a kid
“You can do that? You can dress like that AND be cool? Woagh”
Me now: wait. is this why I’m goth?
#emma posts#avalon web of magic#danny phantom#to be fair more things than that influenced me#and half of it was seeing other stuff about them and being like ‘she’s just like me fr’#but i don’t doubt that this had a heavy influence on my current wardrobe#in that sense of ‘they inspired me to explore this’#when you are really little all the hero characters fight people dressed cool so you feel like it’s bad#and then THESE TWO came up#I feel like I’m forgetting someone…#OH MY FUCKING GOD! HOW COULD I FORGET RAVEN?!#I added her#i have a sticker with raven on my LITTERAL FUCKING LAPTOP#and I just forgor? groans#I always loved purple and my music taste went into that direction over time but I definitely think these girls had an impact#to be fair evanescence did also alter my brain chemistry at a key point in development#raven teen titans#thinks these are some of the coolest characters as a kid. listens to evanescence during my early teens. went full goth#a few years out of highschool ‘no dress code to bind me except the law’s rules on public indecency’#slowly transforms into my new adult self ‘mother. I am goth’#also. I misremembered Sam’s skirt as having purple print for so long#I was like ‘purple and black skirt is so cool’#I actually bought a few vaguely like it#and then you tell me it is GREEN???
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#vent post#ok to rb without screenshotting the tags but idk why you'd do that anyways#I'm once again wishing every fellow adult living with their parents a very 'I'm sorry o7'#mom's getting on my case about 'not wanting to be part of the family'#but if dinners are always silent and uncomfortable with all of us not talking then I think it's normal for me to leave the table#when I'm done eating. it's not 'not wanting to be part of the family' it's just not wanting to be somewhere awkward as hell lmfao#like oh okay sorry let me sit here for another fifteen minutes silently bc y'all ignore every conversation I try to start. jesus christ.#goddddddddddddddddddd fuck the housing market lmao#I love my family but I'd like them a hell of a lot more if I didn't live here#a little distance does wonders#anywaysssss sending love to everyone else who is perpetually stuck at home. esp oldest siblings and ill folk 🤝#we'll get out eventually#no more silent dinners and people who find your optimism and attempts to lighten the mood to be juvenile#stay miserable and pragmatic and 'realist'. no joy or whimsy. fucking whatever. I'm not sinking down to cynicism.#what's the opposite of being the moody black sheep of the family lmao. I'm the only one who seems to enjoy being unserious#ok. vent over but fr anyone else stuck at home when they don't want to be: i love you and we'll figure it out in time. things WILL work out#delete later???
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Everything kinda sucks a lot like all the time BUT. the feeling of wearing something I just patched feels good so y'know. life is still worth living I think
#finally finished my jeans + patched up my fav shorts and wearing them feels rly fucking nice#sewing is kinda numbing my brain to all the awful shit about being an alive sober adult person in Society™#diy is so soothing fr#NOW THO i have to battle another store on my own and im :(#roach.txt
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the way the osc treats dead dove writers is disgusting
#osc#osc community#object show writing#osc fic#osc writing#object show community#object show#object shows#oh yeah. im bringing in the main tags for this one#like regardless of your stance on fucked up shit being written#I should NOT be seeing fics with 74 comments telling the author to kts#AND MOCKING THEIR COPING MECHANISM????#made me see red fr#like I know y’all are young but it should be common sense to not go into adult spaces#AND ESPECIALLY NOT GOING TO HARASS MFS#being a neushipper is madness because you just wanna enjoy a good dead dove#and there’s fuckers telling you kys over it#it’s insane
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Hey are you still a transmed? I hope you are, I hope you still have common sense and haven't fallen into woke degenerate brainrot bestie!
#but fr... i am very ashamed of being a transmed when i was like 13 it was literally just me projecting my internalized transphobia#onto other trans people. anon you need to get over yourself and let other people live their lives the way they want#be an adult. and calling people degenerates is nazi shit so shut the fuck up
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@koiblossoms hi yes hello, you ordered angst? ✨
#GIRL THIS IS SO FUN THANK YOU AGAIN#oooooof y’all keep my inspiration and will to write alive fr#I love everyone I’ve met on this site so so sooooo much 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕#fic musings#fic wip#zhuiling#I’m actually loving writing jin ling so pissed off at LSZ but also being like#oh no he’s hot LMFAO#older/adult zhuiling is so much fun WOW#zhuiling musings#ok but just had another thought about this scene#it’s actually so fucking funny#bc JL is like ‘how dare he sit over there being perfect blablabla’#but it’s like#bestie you’re the one who invited him to jinlintai LOL
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