#from people who don't interact with me anymore even...

[ghouljams]

I'm genuinely curious as to how Konig was ruined for you but please don't feel pressured to answer if it's something too uncomfortable to talk about!

I've gone through it before but I'll go through it again because I think it's a good lesson in fandom manners and behavior.

The basic gist of it is that I had been on a downward decline of enjoying Konig and then I got multiple racist messages about Gaz and replacing him with Konig. Now, maybe those messages were jokes, but some of them were violent, and personally I think if you're comfortable making racist jokes, you're a racist, and I don't give racists the time of day let alone the benefit of the doubt.

But again, even before I got those messages (which was also during the Mica situation) the Austrian had been falling out of my favor. Which was due almost entirely to his fans and the way they treated me. I would get messages about how I was mischaracterizing him (as if he has a character in the first place). I would get messages that were just shouting at me to update or I would get multiple asks that just said "MORE KONIG" which was just... rude?? like it's just rude.

It felt like no matter what I posted the only response I would get from Konig fans was "give me more." Every one-shot would have multiple "part 2?" comments on it and even when I mentioned it was a one-shot people would get mad at me. I made a joke response to someone who asked about a part too that was like "he sexes us so good that we explode" and the person called me a bitch. I mean if genuinely had begun to feel like every Konig fan that I interacted with was a rude teenager that didn't see me as a person but rather a content machine that didn't respond to commands. I had people ON MY ONESHOTS(and first chapters!!!) asking if anyone was going to pick up MY FIC and write something for it. Are you fucking kidding me? Who does that??

And I know that not all Konig fans are like this, but part of fandom is making sure that everyone knows the rules, like don't try to sell authors works to other people, and don't comment for a part 2 if you're then also going to tell me the part 2 wasn't good.

I had a lot of fun writing for Konig, and I still see a lot of art that I love, but I don't feel comfortable posting about him or writing for him anymore. In my brain the only things I associate him with these days are the racist anons I got and the dogpiling. I'm a human person, and he's not even a real character, he's a character skin.

[birdmitosis]

What are your opinions on selfcest?

(I need to answer so many asks in my inbox... I'm sorry this is late! I will be late again/some more!!)

But I really wanted to finally get around to this one because I actually have some very specific thoughts on selfcest, which is that I feel like it would be... not necessarily "more liked," because people like what they like and are into what they're into, people are squicked by what they're squicked by, etc... but seen as less scandalous if it didn't have "-cest" as part of the name.

To elaborate, I don't think it has any similarities to incest unless the specific individual characters in question outright do think of their "other selves" in a familial way. In many cases this just isn't the case, however -- the relationship doesn't map that way in canon itself, or the other selves are totally noncanonical in the first place. I can think of some exceptions (Galerians, where almost all the clones of one particular person think of one another as siblings, including the one who was raised separately and didn't know about any of that so doesn't feel a sibling bond with them but they still seem to consider him one) but in many cases, that's just not what's going on. It's clones, or a changeling, or a time loop, or a multiverse, or something else where the canon doesn't portray them as feeling any sort of familial bond -- and where sometimes the canon actually outright makes a point to show or talk about how different they are.

And to explain even further... I think my view on selfcest is influenced by the fact that for a couple of decades now, my views on selfhood have been such that... I don't think "self"cest inherently feels self enough to feel offputting to me, either. Yes, you can have situations where someone looks at a clone or alternate universe version of themself and goes "that's 100% me" in a way that never really treats the other like their own person, and in that case it wouldn't appeal to me... But even since I was a teenager, I've always considered that if one person was suddenly two people, the second person unavoidably becomes their own person from the moment of separation, the moment either of them says or does anything that starts to develop them in a different direction from the other. And a lot of the time "selfs" in selfcest are even more different than that: Think of the Spider-Verse movies, for instance, or the possible interactions between a Transformer and their alternate universe selves if you crossed some of the cartoons and comics together. Pavitr Prabhakar and Peter B. Parker just do not feel like the same person; neither do EarthSpark Arcee and Transformers Animated Arcee and IDW comics Arcee.

TL;DR though, uh, I have to assume you're asking me because of Slay the Princess. 😅 In which case that was a really long and roundabout way of saying... Honestly, I don't even think "selfcest" applies in STP. (Mostly, at least.) While the voices are all parts of the Long Quiet (and the vessels are all parts of the Shifting Mound), they are different enough people that they necessitate their own names, they have different relationships with one another, they disagree with one another to the point of dislike at times, their actions if they could act on their own would be VERY different, and especially once they have their own bodies I just don't register them as the same person anymore. And I truly think the game backs me up on this, because... the Shifting Mound and the Long Quiet also used to be the same being originally. Go back far enough and arguably any ship that isn't the Narrator/one of the other characters is selfcest! But it so doesn't feel that way to me, not even to the extent that most people mean it.

I have the occasional selfcest ship, but long story short, voices shipping and vessel shipping doesn't actually feel like selfcest to me at all* if that makes sense.

[livelaughlovesubs]

It’s pretty good 2

(Note: most of those can be read over bato, mangabuddy, mangago and Vymanga. If you can’t find it, send me an ask/message)

don't delete

Kinks (warning): vaginal sex, handjob, overstimulation, tongue kissing, teasing, biting, marking

The art is very nice, though there are still a few panels I didn't like in terms of art, cuz it looked weird or smt. But that's fine. The guy is a literal shark, he's cute though so at least something. This tells the story of a girl, who had to work with this guy on a group project, but he's rude to her. Suddenly she got a new app on her phone and started seeing the 'interest rate' he had in her over his head. So she thought it was due to the app. Then they made up and fucked. I like her ex, gimme her ex please.

Miyoshi wants to make a younger dog cry

Kinks (warning): vaginal sex, cunnilingus, ear licking, nipple play, teasing, bondage

Guess what? Oneshot! Very stable and consensual, and errrm, yea. Boring? Makes sense since it's their first time, but yea, it's a good read, nice art and great communication. The smut was.. yea. Whatever. When she teased him it was fun

First Switch ~Soft Fluffy Wife x Elite Husband

Kinks (warning): vaginal sex, somnophilia, handjob, fingering, nipple play, cream pie, blowjob

This is the other one to the 'Elite x pretty boy'. I'll say I liked the other one more, cuz of everything. This time they had some miscommunication, he became drunk, she touched him in his sleep, and make-up sex bam. Ain't that great. Oh, also seems like this is the second part? Cuz they were already married, and they married in that other one. Whatever, anyway, one shot again :]

If I have a chance, I want to wrap my boyfriend's fetishes!

Kinks (warning): vaginal sex, fingering, sex toys, handjob, humping, teasing and probably a few more

It was almost vanilla if you ask me, but that's my opinion. They are adorable though. Sooo, this girl is dating an university student I think, and she visited him during some festival. I forgot if it was Christmas or New Year's Eve. Then she found out she is neither a dom or a sub, she just wants to see her bf in bliss and in pleasure. That's cute, isn't it? So it's a healthy relationship (if I remember

[Ukedan (Yoshiaki)] 41-sai Doutei Hishojo na Otto wa Konya mo Tsuma ni Aisareru

Kinks (warning): fingering, chastity belt, pegging, teasing, cum eating

Another one from that artist, the last one l've currently featured I think. Maybe I'll rate some more in the future. I believe this one is about an arranged marriage, where the guy has difficulties interacting with woman, so she took the lead every time. Asking him out on dates, leading convos or in bed, which is why, he got dicked down. But he didn't mind it so they married :D the story was a little funny when she first wiped out the strap and his face went

Hardcore vanilla

Kinks (warning): pegging, impact play, bondage, semi public, neglect play, fingering, anal play, nipple play, vaginal sex, sex toys and many more

Many must know about this one? I have to be honest, I dropped this after two chapters or smt, then went back to it, and stopped after two chapters again. Even now I haven't finished reading this because the art style is making me sleepy (idk how that works), and the story is kind of boring to me. The smut is good though, as far as I can tell. And since many people seemed to like it, I put it here. I won't ever finish it though cuz god this one always makes me fall asleep.

is it wrong to get done by a girl

Kinks (warning): pegging, vaginal sex, fingering, blowjob, handjob, teasing, sex toys and maybe a few more

Slow burn all the way. It was really adorable and I didn't mind the slow burn, until the author cockblocked us for the like third time. I couldn't take it anymore. That's what I say but I did finish this one cuz I thought it was very cute. Now they are both switch, which is fine by me. Kind of doesn't make sense considering the girl didn't like anyone taking the lead at first, but ig she grew to like it in the end. The guy has a trauma from dissatisfying woman by being so stressed out he can't pop a boner, leading to him having an even harder time, which is why she took the lead to lessen his stress, that's the story lol.

Lady & maid

Kinks (warning): cunnilingus, semi public, crossdressing, pegging, fingering, sex toys, nipple play, handjob, teasing and much more

Here, it tells the story of a girl who inherited a fortune and a house from her grandpa who was rich rich. Not only that, she also inherited a butler, gardener, two maids and a cook. They all like her and are her working personal harem (lol). The two maids and the butler are subs, (though I think the butler was switch-sub leaning) the cook and gardener are doms. The art is pretty good, I like it, sometimes the proportions look a bit off but that's fine. Also the younger maid looks a little like a kid, I guess shouta boy? Btw this is from an otome game—

Ore Dake ni Koakuma na Doukyuusei

Kinks (warning):

Forgot a lot but I think the ML didnt believe the girl actually wanted to go out with him and somehow in the end they ended up together? And I think she was very forceful. Not sure if it’s dub-con or rape anymore. Art is good though

Uraaka Joshi wa Oonahokoki ga Shitai! ~Nanpa shita Doutei Danshi o Onaho de Tappuri Kawaigaru Manga~

Kinks (warning): teasing, sex toys (fleshlights), bj, grinding…

This has no English translation (I think) so I have to clue what happened. I’m guessing they just hit on a random guy that was kinda cute, and he agreed, then they fucked around. Yea- (also I have to censor so much out of this pic bc of tumblr….)

[destructive-delight]

speaking of things working as intended... tumblr as per usual isn't.

[lonelytartcake]

SPOILER WARNING: Oh man- dude the violence in this show feels so gratuitous. Which is crazy right? To complain about the gratuity of violence in Incinvible, but it's true! Look back at Season 1. The amount of gore and violence we saw was meant not just to shock, but to ground us. It was meant to bring the viewer back down from the fantasy and reckon with the idea of the loss of human life, even animated. In Season 3, Mark can just fling a man made of fire and brimstone ontop of a person, hear their flesh seer and scream, and just divert his attention to 'big brother-ing' Oliver. And speaking of Oliver, none of his actions have any real consequence at all. Yes, he's a child. Yes, he grows faster than other children, but he still eviscerated two people, including one who was pleading and surrending. All he gets is a cookie-cutter 'killing bad' lesson, but other than that? He's fine and goes off on another adventure. We're not allowed to dwell into the conflict. We're not allowed to marinate in the choices of any character in what they say or do because the show doesn't want our feelings for them to be complicated, which feels counterintuitive for a show like this. Violence and it's consequences used to stick. Now the show just feels less human. From rehashing sequences like Conquest using Mark's body to ram through civilians a la Nolan in Chicago, to having a weirdly jarring sex scene after the funeral of their fallen comrade. It's so out of touch and weird- makes me feel icky. I get it's the budget, and capitalism has a funny way of wanting to make money off of shows while doing their darndest to cut and underfund them to save capital, but honestly? I'm not even sure if that's the best excuse. If Rex can have the best chemistry/romance and sound-off within the span of like- 3 episodes after knowing him for three seasons?? Then they can do that with Eve and Mark's chemistry, with the fall out of Conquest, with the new gap forming between Mark and Cecil, with Oliver's evolution in understanding his powers and how to check them. But nothing sticks. Characters do bad things, but it's fine because they're our hero and you shouldn't question it. (Except Cecil apparently) I mean, if you were a Guardian, and you saw Mark covered in what looked like dried-up, old blood, accusing Cecil of trying to murder him, would you really be so quick to defend Mark? Even after his "Rudy, get this FUCKING thing out of my head." Yeah, he's you're friend. Yes, he's not his dad, but if he's constantly surrounded by yes men who don't take a step back and go "wait a minute", or at least *ask* questions he might as well turn out that way. Save for Rudy's interaction with Black Samson after that scene. And I pray to God it ends up somewhere, but I highly doubt it at this rate.

I used to love Invincible, I loved Sesason 2 and Season 1 was a game changer, but now? I'm not sure if I'll be tuning in anymore. I'm just disappointed.

Just sum post S3 Invincible thoughts

I've seen enough of the Invincible comic to know that it's a lot more traditionally "superhero comic booky" in nature than the show. It's got a lot of patriarchal themes, less diversity, and the women characters are much more sexualized. Atom Eve seems especially targeted for being fetishized, which is really irksome because her power set SHOULD make her one of the most imposing figures in the show with a lot of interesting ways to explore the potential of her abilities, but mostly she just seems to make a lot of smashable pink shapes and get punched out. I really like Eve and how she reclaimed pink as her power color, but I can't help but feel she's another case of "needs more women writers".

Invincible is a story that puts a lot of value in the Dragonball Z model of "he who punches hardest wins" so just being able to rearrange matter into anything is apparently not as impressive as being hulkingly muscled and full of rage. I like this show a lot, but the violence as a virtue thing bugs me, and I find it increasingly hard to believe that human civilization could function so well in this kind of universe. At this point, it should already be in a dystopian state with most people living in bunkers and too afraid to venture to the surface, and there would definitely be less personal freedom in the name of safety. One thing Invincible has convinced me of, being a regular person living in a comic book universe would be an absolute nightmare.

[non-un-topo]

I realize I've been so flaky with responding to asks, finishing my drawings or fics I promised, etc. I've kind of been drifting in and out of tumblr without interacting much. Real life just finally started, and I need to build up a ton of motivation and find time before I can work on a fandom project. Just wanted to say that I'm still here and still working on stuff, just slowly.

[more-glitter-more-pizzazz]

These are the days in your life

When the price of time is free

Like your daddy said the world is yours

So let it flow naturally

[bokuwadekinaiko]

(advice appreciated + long ass tags)

this sucks this sucks this SUCKS FUCK. ive been hokeschooled / "unschooled" for the entirety of my 8th grade and school is starting again in 2 weeks and i really want and really need to be back in school but idk if im mentally at all ready. opening day would be best to go back obviously but i didn't spend anytime during summer preparing for the routine / fixing my damn sleep schedule but i really need this .

i also know its gonna SUCK because i have severe sensory processing issues (tldr my brain Cannot filter out uncomfortable noises / textures / etc andi go Fucking ballistic and melt/shutdown) and even at home im having multiple daily meltdowns / panic attacks from just the everyday noises / sensations so god forbid what it will be like around 300 teenagers who don't know personal space exists.. i also have a severe anxiety disorder / autism so itll be even MORE fun :-) yaAy (thats not factoring in PDA disorder which is made my dad drop me out anyways because its Fucking Hell trying to go to school with that)

but i want this. i need this . iwant to get an education. i wanr to be around kids my age instead of being forced to be inside all day. i want to have routine and make friends and feel normal. im just scared that because of circumstances out of my control ill never get that

[sealovinq]

i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

[dreams-and-honor]

Person on my unused old WoW rp tumblr that tried to rp with me like twice and has never had a single meaningful conversation with me: Do you still want to be friends? You barely talk to me anymore :(

[lightnersdream-archive]

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

chat i forgot that i likely have straight up cptsd from the relationship i was in ~2 years ago 😔 oh no he's healing but also he straight up forgot how bad that was oh lord 😔😔😔

[gentlethorns]

sigh. i love being chronically ill and not really knowing the root cause. like yeah i have pcos, inflammatory arthritis, degenerative disc disease, but i personally have an opinion that these things are all linked by something that is not diagnosed yet. there are other symptoms and shit i experience that don't have diagnoses yet that i also feel are connected. but even if i had a diagnosis it wouldn't change that i always feel like shit anyway. literally it's always something whether it's that i feel nauseous or have a debilitating headache or my neck is so tense i can't turn my head or my back is stiff and painful or the nerves in my spine are compressed and causing pain or my hormones are fucked up and making me miserable or etc etc etc. i think back to three or four years ago when i was able to be active and social and engage in hobbies bc i was healthy and not in constant moderate to severe pain and that person from back then is someone i don't even recognize anymore. i don't know if she's who i am and current me is the stranger or if the person i am now is who i'll be for the rest of my life.

[misskamelie]

Head in my hands, I'm doomed, this can't be going on for this long good grief. What the hell does my subconscious want to tell me. Hate the pms hormonal storm

[yanderedrabbles]

Yandere YouTuber

Short drabble request for @labodabi

I see him as a commentary YouTuber. Always on podcasts talking about the latest fashion or TV sensation. A good looking guy, always perfectly groomed and styled. Falls into that soft boy category - fluffy hair, lots of sweaters, a rescue cat that's always in the video out-takes. Approachable, comforting.

You interact for the first time when you make a video response to one of his controversial takes. You're no established youtuber, your channel doesn't even have any videos before you post about him. You don't add any fancy graphics or music. Just you and your slightly busted ring light, ranting at him for totally misrepresenting your interest.

But people are totally into it. You're passionate. You're funny. You're a breath of fresh air compared to the over produced, over budgeted videos that crowd the homepage.

He invites you on his podcast. Secretly, he expects you to back down. Be camera shy. You're just a no name with a phone camera and he's a guy who gets a million views within a day of uploading. It's got to be intimidating, right?

Nope. You're just the same in person as you were in your video. Not scared to challenge his opinions, not afraid of the lights and team of editors. When the video finally goes out, people eat it up.

User17899: OMG THE CHEMISTRY

sakura blossom: theyre so cute together im putting money on a hard launch in a week or two

YouTube Daddy 69420: he's so into them. just look at his eyes

And with such a great response, it's only natural that you get invited on again. That you start featuring in his full length videos. That he starts tagging you in every Instagram post.

You have no intention of being an influencer. But damn if the money isn't good. If the PR packages aren't sweet.

You move to the same city as him. Let him teach you the ins and outs of the biz. And he eats it up. Takes every opportunity to be your 'internet big brother.'

Yeah, right. Some sick big brother he is, going home and jerking it to pictures of you together. Shooting all over his screen just so it lands on your face. A real great guy.

It's only when you start build your own following that the toxicity really comes out. He wants you reliant on him, on his fame. Having your own channel blow up is just annoying. It gives you too much leverage - you don't need him for views anymore, you can walk away whenever you want. He can't stand it.

That's when he starts being sneaky about things. Starts hitting your videos with copyright infringement and DMCA takedowns the second you go live. Starts contesting your monetisation. Starts using bots to mass report your posts. All anonymously of course. Or through a shell company. Hey, he's been in this biz too long to make a rookie mistake.

And when you're at your wits end, when rent is due and you're broke from trying to get your videos back up, that's when he steps in. Says you guys can collab and he'll give you more than half of the sponsorship money.

Smiles all sweet and charming when he leans in and says, "There's lots of ways to pay me back, so don't worry about it."

You naive thing. He was never going to ask for money in return. No, what he wants is much harder to come by and all the sweeter for it. You think just 'cause he seems like a good guy that he's nice all the way through? That wearing nail polish and doing mud masks on cam makes him any less of a man? Any less hungry? No way baby.

And when it's time to pay up and he's pushing you to your knees, fingers practically ripping his belt buckle loose, you think he's going to stop just because you ask him to? When he has you exactly where he wants you? No matter how polite he is on the surface, he's still just a man.

[14dayswithyou]

Some long-term followers may have noticed this subtle shift already (especially those who are in the 14DWY Discord server or have read this post), but I figured I'd make it official.

I'm no longer associating myself with the yandere VN community.

The TLDR is that the energy here really fuckin SUCKS!! And I don't want to be part of something so hostile and needlessly competitive.

The constant infighting and epicaricacy between communities is deeply upsetting, and it's very disheartening to see aspiring developers cancel their projects because of the unwarranted backlash and harassment they face.

Some entitled folks on here reeeeally need to understand that constantly harassing others for updates, encouraging developers to belittle others to make themselves/their project look better, complaining about a project not meeting the expectations you specifically put in place, attacking other communities because of the parasocial relationship you share with another developer, getting mad that you chose to ignore important PSAs or warnings and faced the repercussions, or even sending in hate messages on anon because you're bored are not things you should be doing — let alone be proud of.

I try to avoid bringing up these topics as it's not the vibe I want to have on this blog (nor do I want to negatively contribute to the Streisand Effect and blow things out of proportion), but I'm genuinely getting tired of being on the receiving end of all this harassment and negativity, seeing it happen to others, and watching other indie developers encourage such vile behaviour. I'm done.

For those wondering what this means for "14 Days With You": for the most part, everything will still continue like usual. I've said this from the very beginning, but 14DWY is just a passion project I pursue whenever I feel like it. It's something I do for fun as a hobby — not because I want to publish a well-known game or turn it into a career. I've been on Tumblr for over thirteen years now, and it's taught me how to grow thick skin, so everything that I'm yapping and yammering about won't stop me from working on 14DWY.

However, this does mean that I won't be as interactive with other developers or their communities anymore; many ill-natured people have ruined this for me.

Because of them, I'm no longer able to voice my opinion on other games without some opinionated rat whispering in my ear about how the developer is "problematic" or that I could get cancelled for simply following them on Twitter. I can't interact with certain games without its parasocial community becoming hostile or gatekeepy towards anyone they don't like. I've seen communities belittle and devalue promising demos because in their eyes, nothing can compare to their favourite game (or their favourite developer). I have been harassed, bullied, and doxxed by other communities and have seen the same thing happen to others as well. I've heard about the developers who weaponise their community's loyalty to attack and drive out their competition. And I've witnessed more than enough developers expressing how badly they want to take a hiatus due to how much unwarranted negativity they receive, but don't want to disappoint their community by doing so.

By saying all of this, you can understand why I dislike being here so much, as well as why I no longer find any enjoyment in interacting with the yandere VN community.

Many people here — fans and developers alike — are so needlessly pushy about their standards and personal opinions being the norm, and if anyone else goes against them, they'll purposefully try to ostracise and bully them out of the community. This place isn't as laid-back or inclusive as it used to be, and I don't want to be associated with a community that acts so hostile and aggressive towards anyone who shares a differing opinion — nor do I want to be part of a space that caters towards developers who'll tear down others in order to have a moment of relevancy.

We're all doing our own thing and making our own games; it shouldn't be a competition. But if you see it as such, then I urge you to take a moment to stop and rethink your actions — or, at the very least, understand how it's affecting you and others around you.

So until there's a reasonable change and people can go back to being less... demanding, hypercritical, and gatekeepy about who interacts with what, I'll be stepping away and continuing to stay in my own bubble, as I have for the past two years now. I've already unfollowed everyone associated with the yandere community many months ago, but I think I'll just unfollow everyone entirely now for my own peace of mind. I will also no longer be interacting with any yandere VN communities (aside from close friends), nor will I be as public with my interests from this moment on. Everything on this blog will be strictly related to 14DWY like usual, and I will continue to block and report any spiteful "anons"/burner accounts sent my way and delete their messages.

Again, this isn't really much of an announcement — it's more so just paragraphs of me bitchin and moanin 🫶 — but I wanted to get this all out there instead of leaving things unsaid and having people come to their own conclusions as to why I've suddenly become less active, less optimistic, and why I've stopped engaging with a majority of the yandere community in the last two years.

So, yeah... ^^; If there's anything I want y'all to take away from this entire post, it's to be kind, open, and understanding towards everyone — developers and communities alike — and to spread support rather than negativity. It's what I want my own community to be known for, so please be mindful of how you treat others online.

And if you find yourself being surrounded by constant toxicity and negativity (be it from friends, mutuals, or even other developers or communities), please don't feel ashamed to step away or cut them off entirely. Put yourself and your mental health first. I also think it'll be good for me to leave all this negative energy behind and continue to kick off 2025 in a better light, so if y'all need to let out any frustrations of your own, feel free to go ham in the replies (obviously, be kind and civil though jghsjg T_T)