#from a hospital stay
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i can't stop thinking about Emmrich adjusting to Lichdom
his life transitioned so fundamentally, so quickly, and that depth of change takes time to incorporate into what he knew as his life. he has to find his new normal and i don't think that's a smooth process for anyone
like how many times is he gonna pour himself a glass of wine, expecting to sit and enjoy it as he has his whole life, before he gets mad at himself for pouring it and forgetting this isn't part of his life anymore
there also has to be times in the dark, quiet parts of the day where he also wonders if he made the right choice. when he's struggling with figuring out how to rest, how to recharge, how his senses changed, how people regard him, how he sees how few others see
and maybe the lich lords have their own version of handbook for the recently deceased but reading about and experiencing are very different things. Emmrich's an academic, he knows that knowing something in theory and in practice are different
what about a Rook who urged him to pursue his dream is there through this transition from alive to undead, maybe even a Rook who also has doubts about whether they helped chose correctly, especially when they find out he's mourning Manfred in solitude
there's just so much here to think about and its all so fascinating
#datv#datv spoilers#emmrich volkarin#in a romance#it fucks also fucks me up#what was that first quiet night like???#like i imagine its like bringing someone home#from a hospital stay#and they have their usual couple routine#but what is routine right now#nothing is routine#nothing is predictable#is he even ok#will he be ok
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thought we'd check in on the Lost in the Hallway(tm) crew
SO it's still the same with the og survivor group joining, but more of the class is hopping aboard too (taka, chihiro, and sakura jumped at the chance). i think the only reason ff relented and allowed the remnants to use their hospital was because all of the thh class pulled sad puppy eyes & promised to take care of them. it's not all roses, but i think whatever wariness/resentment 78 feels towards 77 won't make them turn their backs. they are makoto's class after all.
no no the lil remnants have a more punch-on-sight adversary to watch out for. if not just to make their lives a little more difficult than they need to be ć¾(*Ā“ ā `)ļ¾
#strixop#art#danganronpa#bus au#makoto naegi#gundham tanaka#kaito momota#ultimate imposter#teruteru hanamura#hiyoko saionji#kyoko kirigiri#juzo sakakura#had to double check his fuckin name. i hate him#but by golly if i can make this hospital stay even worse than it already is then i WILL#which means i gotta go with the obvious option#btw probably also obvious but future arc from dr3 didn't happen#not that i didn't enjoy it but it just don't fit in this here bus au...#so yeah all these future foundation guys are alive yay#some not yay
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im everything you hate
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#junko enoshima#mine#um. hi#i just had top surgery and like man i have not been doing much at all since i got back from hospital. mostly just sleeping and scrolling...#but. i have spent leik my five days of recovery so far slowly painting a junko. so have that#sory i dont post much anymore. i do draw quite a lot i guess but i rarely have anything finished that i can post. or looks nice enough#ive been in a weird place with how i engage with public fandom for around a year now too and its been changing my motivation to post things#the danganronpa fandom can be a really cruel place. hence why i've been only showing up when i want to. stay safe out there.#also fuck PLEASE CLICK FOR QUALITY or i kill myself#do not tell me she has a missing finger. i know. i dont care. im going to sleep.#also dont talk to me about the transparency being fucked up I KNOW . š
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#āhow to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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juvie buddies
#alek art#td duncan#td mal#total drama#total drama all stars#(if i want to get technical)#2024#duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16#ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different#duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt#scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it#duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here#i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a#gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because#i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though š i dont#see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo#but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it#duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his#privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in#juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike#is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon#madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together#duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault#mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a#lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he#knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt#matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify#had me messed up
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Some meme renders, originals under the cut
#SPrenders#rhys strongfork#handsome jack#borderlands#tales from the borderlands#tftbl#there's more I wanna make but can't rn cause I'm staying at the hospital atm
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Questions post-release of The Edge of Sleep
Is the dog okay? Did the dog also get possessed? Or are dogs exempt from sleep death and brain branding? The dog was in their cage for quite some hours, which may imply that dogs and potentially even other animals are immune to the beast.
Are possessed folks unable to die from blood loss or drowning so long as they have the mark of the beast?
Who else thinks the doctor isnāt actually dead (there were other doctors at the facility) and was suspiciously on-board with everything happening to Dave?
Is the doctor actually a host for the elephant (alternately just being influenced by it)? Yes, this is partially because his distorted voice in the sleep tube sounds the same as the beast, but the depictions of the beast in peoples dreams does get explained later as being different for everyone (probably based on environment).
Why was he trying to put the moves on Daveās mom? Probably part of a manipulation tactic or heās just weird and Iām overthinking his role in this.
What if this is all a dream and Dave is just stuck in one of those sleep pods still? We have yet to see a flashback where heās a teenager of any sort which gives us a huge missing gap in his memories.
Another question relating to the previous ones is why did Dave see Matteo(?) and Katie(? or is that Linda?) in the sleep pod dream world place very briefly in the the trailer? EDIT: Okay so whoever that is next to Katie/Linda in the cut footage seems to be someone else who would succumb to or almost drink the beast juice (sorry, I didn't know what else to call it).
Are their IRL selves in on it? (this seems silly in hindsight, but I'm not deleting it)
ACTUALLY YEAH JUST IGNORE THESE TWO PREVIOUS ONES ONES, THIS WAS CUT TRAILER FOOTAGE, I WAS TIRED.
Is Dave in a coma and all of this has been one big dream fantasy heās been in for a long time? If so, how long?
Much like the question of āis the dog important,ā is the doctorās memories when he was talking about his trauma important? Will that come up later given the talk of a season 2 for the original podcast?
Does the Elephantās host bodies feel pain or is it zombie rules and theyāre basically just drones thatāll keep going as long as they have some means to move around?
Do yāall think weāll get a season 2? The series is pretty good as a stand alone thing imo that kinda lets you fill in the blanks, but I personally would like to see more in some capacity.
What did the dream people mean by āpower?ā Is Dave capable of the occult?
Does the Beast have access to its host bodies memories and motor skills? We see Katieās body walking through the water. Could the beast hypothetically fly a plane if it got the right host body to do so? Could it control an entire military fleet?
What is the doctorās connection to the supernatural happenings of this reality?
Was Markiplier the voice of the blue Modafalyst pill and the voice over of the ad that was playing on the TV in the hospital?
Was the doctor trying to get his loved ones back through the sleep pods like how Dave got that pen into reality from his dream?
How come all of the surviving main cast has had some sort of government or implied government-related job position? Was that intentional?
Each of the surviving main cast also has a double letter placement in their names too, intentional perhaps? This one is probably a reach, but I thought it was interesting!
Why did only one guy foam at the mouth when he "died?"
Why is there a difference between the pill colors in the trailer and in the final release of the show? We're the colors going to be swapped initially? Is it or was it maybe supposed to be a Matrix reference?
Also did Dave's mom seem a little too okay with what was going on at times? Does that have to do with the doctor trying to put the charm on her? Although having someone finally listen to your child's issues and have a clue about what's going on would put you in a vulnerable position, also single mom seemingly.
Who did Dr. Luis Castaneda lose and why did a dream person show up? Was that someone who left him to go live on Aristera for one purpose or another?
How many hours was Dave awake in total? So far 87 seems to be a close enough guess, somewhere in that area.
How are the dream people able to teleport into Mark's dream? How is the beast able to get into anyone's dream now that I think about it.
#this is a very unorganized list of a bunch of questions I have following the end of season 1#it's kinda funny that they used a pic from in space with markiplier for mark lol#its interesting that the trailer actually has at least two unused shots btw; the one with Matteo and Katie seemingly eating something#and the one with the possessed body moving around inside the bag in the hospital hallway#the cut footage seems to be of Linda or Katie almost giving into the beast controlling them along with Matteo but I could be wrong#was so tired i mistook trailer footage as actual footage that's my bad#rewatching this to grab screenshots tells me that Dr. Luis Castaneda is absolutely important to the story here but idk why yet#anyway enjoy my tired questions and ramblings; I know cut content doesn't necessarily count as canon; Katie's scene was foreshadowing#anyway go watch edge of sleep on amazon prime I stayed up way too late finding screenshots and things for this#how did dave see Katie's demise before it happened? that's also kinda weird; future vision?#mine#op#the edge of sleep#teos#teos spoilers#cw blood#cw gore#tw body horror#cw organs
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Drawing gay dogs on ginecology and forgetting the eraser gonna be my new routine I guess
#my art#fanart#an extremely goofy movie#bradley uppercrust iii#max goof#maxley#traditional art#max x bradley#my sketches#ginecology is booooorrrrriiinnnggggg okay#donāt worry Iām listening#itās justā¦#who thought having lectures on 19.30 is a good idea?#glad I can at least listen from home and not stay in hospital
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Shadow the 3rd shift Resident Advocate who also provides hospitality aid! Remember when I said Shadow looks completely different while on the clock? Yeah
#sonic cast employment au#Shadow the Hedgehog#sth#sonic au#art from the den#artists on tumblr#In my mind he works at a small local assisted living#has primarily humans but also some mobian residents#and he's still a teenager so he's uncertified. so not a cna or nurse#a hospitality aid who is also a resident advocate#He does things like help residents with non-cares. does their hair. does their nails. talks to the night owls that stayed up. gets em snack#it's quiet most of the time but he really enjoys it#He enjoys providing a good environment for the residents. and the residents love him a lot
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#last night we got devastating news from the hospital#friday we took my grandpa to the er for a delirium and leg pain due to clotted veins to get some testing done and help him#turns out he has end stage lung cancer that spread through to his bones. doctors give him 4-8 weeks - tops#i felt guilty all weekend for setting all of rhis in motion while he preferred to stay at home (which he couldn't)#and then we got this diagnosis on top of it all. i've been an absolute wreck. i was wirh him at the er and visited him sunday and today#he's doing okay but he's depressed -has been for years- and it's been really tough fighting for someone who has given up years ago#i'm going home tomorrow. i need some time to rest and process to prepare for al that's to come#anyway. just wanted to update y'all after friday's post. i'm okay - all things considered. i just won't be as active out here as usual
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was thinking about the munchausen by proxy au at work today lads......while i feel that chris is probably one of the median/older members of the society in canon verse i'm tempted to make him the youngest of the group in this au just for Flavor. just to add to the "oh god he's just a little guy" factor of it all
#and also because i'm a serial de-ager of my faves lmao#just hrrrg. gangley nineteen year old chris who's been sheltered his whole life#being thrown into cornley polytechnic cuz his dad is sick of indulging the constant hospital stays#and he wanted to get back at celia by separating her from her emotional support son whom she's poisoning#and chris is just surrounded by his early to mid twenty something colleagues away from his mama for the first time ever#and it's terrifying and exciting and it's everything he ever wanted and everything he's ever been scared of#ouuugh#sorry having brainrot about my own au rn lmaooo#the goes wrong show#chris bean#marshy speaks#FUCK i still haven't come up with a name for this au#uhhh give me a moment to think. i'm tempted to do something to do sharp objects related but that's only a slight inspiration for this#why am i so bad at naming things lmao#edit: my american came out. nixed the paying for hospital bills tag lmao
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Been thinking about Lucien and Darius bonding over their love for The Land Before Time and crying over the first movie together
#no one understands how much this means to me#tlbt was MY franchise bro#one of my core memories was the first night I had to stay overnight at the hospital and I was really nervous#so my dad rented one of the movies from our local corner store so I could watch it on his laptop to fall asleep#it was invasion of the tinysauruses I believe#there was a period of time in my life where I ONLY had dinosaur related dreams/nightmares because i didnt watch anything BUT tlbt#and that was like... a good few years#darius bowman#lucien jwct#lucien jwcc#jwcc oc#jwct oc#jurassic world chaos theory#camp cretaceous#jurassic world camp cretaceous#camp cretaceous chaos theory#oc#original character
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i think the last 5 days of my life have been a hallucination
#1. brother hospitalized with no discharge date in sight#2. wiplash of international travel -> dogsitting -> hosting guests at my house#3. at work iāve got people pushing promotions and all these job opportunities at me#4. got a call from the lady i dogsat for apparently the amazon driver ran over my work phone that i dropped in her driveway yesterday???????#(meaning it sat outside during the rain all last night?? and it still works LMFAO)#5. best friend called in tears bc she made a mistake and is now getting run out of her rec volleyball league for it which is her whole#community#6. speaking of community fighting my ass off to keep my neighborhood elementary school from being voted to close down tomorrow?????#7. speaking of schools one of my students had a med emergency and we had to get her in an ambulance last thursday and i had to#manage the rest of the kids to keep them from freaking out and theyāre still all freaked from it#LITERALLY CAN WE ALL JUST LIKE CHILL#i need to clean my house before my friend comes to stay with me tomorrow wtf#oh and 2 days after she leaves i fly home for thanksgiving š god knows what thatāll be like
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Free Rope MF
Rope MF is in the Kirby games, not clickbait?!?
Portrait and not dialogue:
Rope MF info-dumping about ropes (you canāt escape):
ONE LAST THING!
Thanks you guys for existing and deciding to follow for some reason!
Donāt worry Iāll make a more official thank you post later
Spoilers: Yāall gonna be hit with the neutral energy beam
Hereās the to sites I stole the rope information from:
Other site
#kirby#kirby oc#waddle dee oc#waddle dee#rope MF#Stupid brainrot for my stupid Kirby OC#Heās so stupid#I love him#Someone save them from Rope MF info-dumping#Nobody wants to learn about ropes#Thereās actually a font called Rope MF which is great#Also aro week started off with a bang! I went to church and almost passed out?!? Idk#It was crazy my legs were weak and my heart was pounding and I first thought āhuh is this a panic attack?ā#It wasnāt a panic attack because all of a sudden my ears started ringing my head started pounding and my vision was going black#I could literally not stand it was crazy but I didnāt want to pass out in church because that would be lame so I just stayed until church#was over and then I fell asleep and woke up with a cold and my jaw was hurting through out the whole thing#This was yesterday todays pretty good#From what Iāve research it either means I have a migraine or needed to be rushed to the hospital one day ago#Like I said idk#Sorry for the ramble yesterday was just definitely something alright#Also sincerely thank you so much for (Wizard) 101 followers thatās crazy Iām baffled Iām bamboozled Iām flabbergasted#whispy woods
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Iām going to try and get some writing done while I still have some time off š this past week has been so chaotic. but lmk if yāall have a specific request or sum you want written. Also, I am still working on yāall commissions (I swear I have not forgotten) itās just been really hard to write rlly long stories while doing papers every week. I only have a few more months until I finish school so I may just grind super hard to get them done once I graduate.
#cherry chats š#anyways#i love you guys so much#and I hope you have a happy new year#stay safe if yāall are out celebrating tonight#I will be home cooking and preparing for my dad to come home from the hospital
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I hate you physical therapy and occupational therapy people in the hospital
#like all youve done now is super fuck me up#and why are you asking if i want to stand or change my nightgown as im fucking sobbing from the pain of just sitting up#i hate them#theyre always absolutely shit at their jobs#ive never ever had good pt or ot in the hospital#fucking unbelievable#and of course my crying just made my pain WORSE#great job getting me fucked even more and needing to stay longer cause of it#what is the point of them
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