#frail hearts

[chiyuki-suishou]

Blog Update : Merry Holidays~!

Hihi all, I'll be taking a break from creating videos and blogging for the holidays and will return on the 26th Dec.

Firstly, thank you for being with me again this year. 

My blog has been running for 7 years, and I’m truly thankful for all of the love that this blog has received from everyone.

As for my YT channel, even though it was just revived three months ago, I appreciate the warm support that the videos received. 

As always, I'll continue to share my interest in the stuff that I like and hopefully bring more enjoyable content for you in the next year.

Speaking of YT, I do have a long list of possible games in mind that I wanna do videos on, like Stardew Valley , Royal Alchemist , The Letter , Frail Hearts , Darkest Dungeon , etc. Maybe Witchbrook or Haunted Chocolatier too when they're released. However, they're still works in progress that needs some time.

Also, thank you to Frail Hearts: Versicorae Domlion for the Twitter giveaway~! I do love the cool t-shirt that I got in time for the holidays! 

Merry holidays, everyone~ Chiyuki Suishou ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

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Check out Frail Hearts: Versicorae Domlion on Steam: https://store.steampowered.com/app/1412890/Frail_Hearts_Versicorae_Domlion/

[silusvesuius]

baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols

[leal-hound]

in another life i found you sooner

[davecumstaine]

🍑👋

[toservenouel]

Shoutout to the girlies who feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread

[green-stuff]

can't stop thinking about Jeffrey Combs saying that being the West to Bruce Abbott's Cain was like "making music" with him

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[undertheredhood]

what people really don't seem to understand about jason's (very justifiable) anger towards bruce is that it's not about bruce leaving the joker alive, it's about the fact that bruce didn't do anything to stop the joker from harming/killing anyone ever again. if bruce had actually done something about the joker (it doesn't have to be murder but something that would stop the joker from causing more harm), jason probably would've been less angry (because the joker being alive isn't the only issue that jason had with bruce) with him.

(yeah, i know all about how the joker had diplomatic immunity but that comic was also pretty islamophobic & and also it was very pro-z10n1st (i.e. one of the candidates to potentially be jason’s mother was a spy for the is***l government) so i'm disregarding everything about that comic)

[god-has-entered-my-body]

im so fucking crushed i wasnt the insane frail state of mind fan i am now when they played it at my gig. same with looking for somebody (to love). will never forgive myself for sleeping on those songs as much as i did

[plumdale]

Um yeah guess what I’ve rescued yet another newborn kitten.. the fourth !!!!!! in less than a year !!!!

[hua-liansimp]

Emotional damage.

[rosykims]

do i make ashara more devoted to mythal post trespasser or do i alienate her from the evanuris entirely. is she immune to propaganda by virtue of how badly solas damaged her ability to believe in anything or is she especially vulnerable to it now bc she still WANTS to believe in anything. is she sporting subtle mythal details in her costume design or is she not

[cabinetduo]

btw always thinking about cabinetduo and trust and how much it has impacted them even separately. like, quackity told tubbo to not trust anyone, even him. quackity kept tubbo's secrets and tubbo kept quackity's. tubbo told tommy he trusted him, and quackity told charlie not to trust anyone, again. in karmaland, luzu told quackity not to trust anyone, and quackity had to learn the hard way that he meant not to trust *anyone*, including luzu. in the qsmp, tubbo hardly trusts anyone at all, and quackity doesn't have many people to trust in the first place. always thinking about the way that quackity's first, "Don't trust anyone, Tubbo, no even-not even me," echoes through their characters.

maybe it's just the cabinetduo brain rot though.

cabinetduo..INTO THE MULTIVERSE!!!!!

[camojacketfag]

OW! - Pom Pom Squad

[han-merlin]

France have a game without someone getting injured horrifically, challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

Anto getting kicked in the head. Olive being taken off with an ankle injury.

STOP, PLEASE.

This image would almost be funny if I wasn't so worried. Maybe once I know he's okay it will be. But for now I NEED A GUN

[noblest-roman-of-them-all]

Contemplating the concept of "potential" when it comes to intelligence and realizing how heartbreaking Logan's "Dreams come true, that's news to me" line in the Crofters Musical.