#fr i need summer.............now....
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feel like shit just want mango season back 🥭😡
#fuck my stupid baka life for literally being in india a handful of weeks ago while they were OUT OF SZN#fr i need summer.............now....#my dad used to tell me smth about his mother that is definitely 100% untrue but he said she ate nothing but mangos until she was 16#her mother would dry them to use as roti#again ABSURDLY fake but it reminded me of some old folk stories#like the one with the girl who's throat was so pale when she ate paan you could see the red and green going down.......#absolutely terrifying concept
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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Important post 🤠
#🤠🫦🤠#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#eternity speedway#kh4f post#i have a headache rn and this is legit healing me thank u cowboy Ash#i don't even know if i have a consistent cowboy tag on here anymore do I 😭#@ future Crystal pls fix that thanks#for now we obviously need to go with#daddy but 🤠#and now if you'll excuse me i need to have a meltdown about this guy's entire chest being right there#like fr what purpose did that tank even serve#just a beardy sweaty cowboy man 😏#this what dreams are made of don't question it
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some tragic love stories be like: if i could bottle the galaxy, i would pour it into a cup so it would be easier for you to drink. do you want them? do you want the stars? or do they suit you better as adornments for your eyes than glitter on your lips?
but they don’t want the stars. they don’t want the galaxy. but how can they not? is that not enough? (it’s too much, that’s the problem. it’s too much.)
#ney's idle chatter (random textposts)#me trying and failing to capture why hadestown has embodied Love in a way i don’t think i’m really capable of comprehending fr#but also this can be about whatever blorbo you want#when i think about that one line in chant#when hades says ‘brighter than the light of day’#‘look. look at what i can make for you—see?’#meanwhile the last thing persephone wants is to be reminded of this hollow echo of what their love is in her memories#when i think about that scene when eurydice tells orpheus they need to get food#but he’s working on his song and she makes the choice to trust him and go#to work harder and longer and search for things to feed them and trust he’ll bring spring back#THE WAY PERSEPHONE TRIES TO KISS HADES GOODBYE AT THE START WHEN SHE COMES BACK FOR SUMMER#AND HOW IT PARALLELS EURYDICE KISSING ORPHEUS GOODBYE WHEN SHE GOES TO LOOK FOR FOOD#and hades pulls away. because she’s leaving him and he’s terrified. he’s terrified and turns it into anger because otherwise he’s helpless.#and orpheus doesn’t respond when eurydice leaves because he’s working—he’s working and he’s going to give her what he promised.#but she needs his help. she needs his help now—she needs his support and he isn’t there.#thinking about the moment she takes the ticket from hades and#it almost implies she starves. that she dies. that she starves to death trying to find food for them both#i promise you however unhinged i seem about this musical i am being purposefully restrained so i don’t spam you all too much orz#holy SHIT these tags are LONG#even for me this is ridiculous there’s a whole other post down here#high five to you for reading it ig damn#hadestown
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ok ok you dont need to threaten me here's some art ☹️☹️☹️
appreciate now while you have it because doodles are rare coming from me (only tri-yearly. i cannot doodle for the life of me its hard 🙁)
#say hi to mr. rainbow butterfly pen on the hito mania dust page. he's there to keep it flat. you get to see him as a treat#guys (in particular nobody) let me be fr. i completely came up with the jk!mtt's dynamic because i felt lonely. OK sue me#a person's allowed to project their friendship and socialization need onto their favs ok..... im lonly........#school starts soon time to die i say as i sleep peacefully in my comfy bed#I HAVEN'T DONE MY SUMMER HOMEWORK!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#dust is soooo sasuke haraguchi core. he's SOOOO hito mania medicine coded. need dust content i miss him#i was giggling at jk!horror's expression in the bottom one. she is absolutely furious. the rage hidden behind that smile is comedic#this notebook paper is SO FUCKING GOOD OH GOD ITS ALL OVER THE SCREEN 🤤🤤🤤#it's so smooth to draw on i absolutely love it. and it's just soooo delectable i could eat this notebook#this is the notebook i previously mentioned. 2019 me ate this notebook up and now i am too because GODDAMN 😭😭😭#guys im so sorry i had a 4koma for the jk mtt im progress but then i decided to log onto hi3#and then i got distracted for a day. or two. or three. sowwy for not posting :3#drawing the mtt makes me :3 so bad its unreal. i only feel :3 when i see them /srs. they make me :3 they make me prrrr mrrwwwww moewwwwwrrr#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gang#tricule art#jk fashion au#guys would someone understand if i said that mtt was ✌️🤘🤙 coded. does someone get it. someone else HAS to understand#mtt and their random ass emojis i associate with them ✌️🤘🤙💙💜❤️✧☆♡🐱🐰🐶 UHHHHHGGHHHHthey are in everything#i forgot jk!dust's hairclips someone shoot me RIGHT NOW!#MY HANDWRITING IS SO ASS WTF#i have to add alt text just because this shit is so ass wtf i need to write properly#why is everything on paper you may ask? well its because drawing on digital is the most draining uncomfortable thing i've ever done. paper#I LITERALLY CANNOT GET USED TO DIGITAL. i just can't. i like having an ipad but i will always be better & more comfy on paper with pencil 🙁
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Can’t get over the fact that my two faves at the min are both blonde haired blue eyed boys from the 80s and THEY LOOK LIKE THIS RESPECTFULLY
#I need help istg#I’m actually more of a FC Alex girly but I just needed to make a post about this#anyway yeah I’m a Kevin McCallister Stan now. what of it#x men#Alex summers#Alexander summers#havok#Lucas till#kevin mccallister#macaulay culkin#home alone#Kate is a close fave to Kev tho. I love her even tho she’s a shitty mom#she’s just like me fr cause I would absolutely lose a child
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society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.
#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing#its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well#further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans#wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up#dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their#departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why#leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never#too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran#and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally#going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic#is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13#in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or#possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD!#anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman.#but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr.#but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i#forgot he died 🧍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo#is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.'#OK!#but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.
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the way i've had so much longer to study for exams and yet i'm nowhere near ready for my first one (tomorrow) ... bit of a failure tbh
#not to tumblr rant#but it's 10pm and i still have half an exam paper to do#i'm so tired of it all#and i know i just have to do it#it is what it is etc#but i could have done better if i'd applied myself#and i did not. so i didn't get a summer break and i'm also not going to get the kind of grades i should have been able to achieve from it#i do have to remember that i postponed exams for a reason#but i should be a pro at this by now#and i'm once again barely scraping through (i think)#(that's what it feels like rn)#i had grand plans of spending a couple of months doing a little bit of work every day but i can't do it#i need someone to take control of it all fr#tell me what i have to do and what i don't#because it's the overwhelm that gets me#i'm so tired and it's only just started#tbh i've been tired for a year#and i don't know what to do to help myself stop
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Tmi?
The worst (not rlly but I'm most pissed of by this rn) about having boob (gender neutral) is the sweat between the skin where boob meets rest of chest (??) that just appears after the temperature reaches a certain threshold
#Feeling yucky and uncomfy#Summer is a sensory nightmare#No boob's pls#No boob's I want#I hate them sm rn#Like rlly I've never been this uncomfortable#And also me not wearing bras in public makes me personally uncomfy so not an option#But bras also make me uncomfy to a certain extent#How boob's look on me makes me uncomfy most of the time#Why do they even exist like fr#And also binder will probably make me faint if we're being honest and also warm#And also I've grown out of all the bras I own (+ the binders) so now I need to buy new ones??? Scam#This is a hater post#Hater of my boob's at this certain point in time specifically
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new diagnosis just dropped, wish me luck 🫡
#my doctor really said guess who has type 2 diabetes 😬🎉#like fr I JUST got back on my antidepressants & anti-anxiety meds pls don’t do this to me now 🥴#my need for a sweet lil treat has betrayed me 😭#summer makes a post#delete later
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me to jeremiah after his fight with conrad:
me after belly and conrad's fight on the beach:
#now listen. i am a bonrad girl first and foremost#but jeremiah is not getting it good the way bonrad is to the point i feel bad. like i have to be team jelly for their scenes.#but GOSH. that FIGHT??????? jeremiah what were you DOING#the bonrad scene on the beach replenished me fr#tsitp#team bonrad#team jelly#belly x conrad#belly x jeremiah#the summer i turned pretty#dont even get me started on the 'you dont have to hurt yourself to get my attention' line. JEREMIAH.......#i need to have a word with the screenwriter for that line bc that was so cringey and out of pocket. even for him
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eddie bracken as orville wingait in summer stock (1950)
#don't get it wrong abigail whacking orville upside the head is during their comedy backstage 5 sec to Resolution ending rush#literal last minute conclusion crunch in unsurprising formatting lol; i chose a more peaceful gif to end on. note the prior one's [feet Up]#i hope this illustrates There Is Much Material. more clips than this & truly as good or better a role as any others to choose from here#summer stock#conveniently it's apparently wingait in the movie but via that casting news this (2023) role is wingate#tcm fancam life...we've all been there. akd talking abt meet me in st. louis like maybe i should rewatch lol. have to muddle through someho#anyways there's for sure room to like grab a little thread of plot and enhance it in this story. e.g. orville & abigail could talk Thrice#their B-plot / more idiosyncratic romance there is still >>>>>> the main JUDY & GENE one unsurprisingly even w/o a third convo lol#whoops the main guy is an asshole. judy/jane learns she loves show business so just kinda may as well be in love w/the show guy ig#like girl you don't have to be...but ofc already although her & orville's dynamic is pleasant enough she seems somewhat disinterested#while fascinatingly for our purposes though orville is framed a bit like [this NERD] he can't be too dunked on b/c [romantic B-plot]#meanwhile abigail's Undeserving Of Gene/Joe (she is but she's too good for him) qualities being just that she's been too Indulged so like#in her lack of protestant ethic farm work she's so conceited & sensitive that she wants to rest & not be yelled at???#smash cut to for real judy/jane on Opening Night like asking tentatively like oh romantic interest you're Not gonna yell at me..??#but she's been Hard Working so she will tolerate the physical AND emotional demands. but she's also more Talented than abigail#so joe need not be mean to her Anyways like. okay wild maybe we could rework that but congrats abigail for NOT ending up w/him fr#meanwhile orville's arc (joe has none to speak of save realizing he wants to make out w/this other woman now) is as clear as anyone's#extricate himself from otherwise only getting to be an extension of his father who is generally interfering / directing / demeaning him als#another ''well i don't know about that'' element in that when orville Does tell him to cut that out his dad actually just rolls with that#and becomes more amicable lol like well that does work out & it's unsurprisingly like cmon orv you can't LET him treat you like that...#and if you didn't? he'd just be like ''oh haha okay''...like is abigail supposed to be ''right'' abt uhh romance there but yet she's just#too sensitive to handle Tell Don't Ask / No Apologies? maybe; but they both end up getting to Not Stand For It lol. i think that that would#ofc still be fun to develop. whereas w/joe it's like uh maybe make him Not a huge asshole in the end / judy p much in love w/Showbiz....#abigail & orville out here decidedly Not About Nonsense....but still a bit zany ig such that after the [imagine the foley] hit: it's good#like i'm sure it's ''orville's still enough of a NERD to be chill w/that'' & ''abigail's still DIFFICULT enough to put her foot down''#['50 gender politics] we all know that couple whose flaws & idiosyncrasies allow them to Apologize & Ask & use their inside voices#and be all upset if someone's trying to demean them. unlike True Romance of the man who won't bully his wife if she earns it :')#joe could instead uhh be a harried director who's actually Wrong for being a dick to his gf (if we even include that) w/the various sources#of pressure to make a show Work but there's all this req'd spontaneity / flexibility anyways & he learns that even if he's clenching throug#it he can Not take it out on other people / Make it succeed by Making ppl do anything. & also jane reminds him of Passion for this.
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so like. rwby volume 9 season finale
#🏹#rt im sorry for underestimating you and doubting if you can fix things from ep 7 or 8#no Bc ?? im actually content with that#ok tbf the thing w summer was way too short imo like girl where did she n raven go .. but then again they're gna give us more just not now#and neo 🥹🫶 NEOOOOO MY BABY MY GIRLFRIEND MY EVERYTHING MY REASON TO WATCH RWBY IN GENERAL#i love her so much i hope she comes back next szn please#i wasnt able to understand what the blacksmith said but i think it was smth like she will find herself smth smth such is balance YEAAAAAAA#idk if that was my delusions on wanting a neo redemption arc acting up though but i think it isnt im pretty sane i swear#no but the way she accepts how roman isn't real in the end like oh my God she is better than me she managed to snap out of her delusions#also i thought they were gna show all of them reuniting with each other 🙁 AND I THOUGHT JAUNE WAS GNA BE OLD AS HELL IN VACUO FUCKEHDJDH#that wouldve been funny honestly but it's understandable#new outfits for v10 pls idt theyre gna last in those long sleeves in vacuo i NEED summer themed character designs#what if renora finally becomes canon soon#oh my god wait i need that actually they were my og childhood bsf to lovers mutual pining slow burn that consists of 40k words#ANYWAY iM SO FUCKIGN HAPPY WITH THAT EP#btw im glad ruby chose cresent rose in the end 👩❤️💋👩 my babycakes fr#rwby v9 spoilers#rwby spoilers
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I deeply love the freshman but she just called twice to ask if could jump her car at a location 30 minute drive away, I am pajama’d and blind in bed . No I cannot dedicate over an hour of time when it’s already my bedtime because surprise, I wake up at fuckin 4:25 am 🙃
NO FUCKING WAY was I awake typing this godforsaken post and my other friend called me for 30 MINUTES!!!!! You fuckheads I work on a farm do not contact me after 7:30!!!! Arggghhhhhh okay goodnight and anyone else who calls me is NOT getting an answer I am asleep GOODNIGHT !!!!
#and last night I got like 5 hours of sleep and I didn’t take a nap today. I shouldn’t be fucking driving anyway because I’m SLEEPY sleepy#I was like give me 30-40 minutes and she was like uhhh I will call some other people… yeah do that .#like if I do go for a drive this weekend I’ll still invite her but I’m getting a little sick of her antics#diary post#ugh. anyway if you find this E I do deeply love you fr but I told you I wasn’t going to be a good friend this summer#and I didn’t mean like teehee I can only hang out on Saturdays#I meant the likelihood I text back or see you in person more than twice a month is VERY low#and yeah this is on me for picking a stupid fucking job but like. I need to be sick of farming before I head to a city for 5+ years#I am exhausted down to my core. I relapsed in my bad habit on Saturday. I am barely functioning.#I don’t think I’ve eaten anything that’s not fruit or dairy products in the past 3 days. I am desperately waiting for an incident at work.#begging to the universe to let me get kicked in the head or something so I can have a few fucking days off PLEASE#anyway goodnight. now im all wound up and I’ll get another 5 hours of sleep#also ironic the second friend who called me was gossiping abt this guy at work that should just shut up sometimes#and im sitting there on the other side of the phone YAWNING after picking up and answering I am already in bed#and my friend is still rambling on about stupid inane work bullshit that I do not care about.#okay goodnight for real. I hate everything
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#actually seeing what boomer said about the dsmp bs and like….#….. damn what ur complaining about literally has Nothing to do w dream sorry people care more about dream seeing his irl friends and family#for the first time in literal years and not. minecraft role play LIKE💀💀💀💀💀#if no one cares about ur cringe fail lore stories tbats on you❤️ why do you need Dream to green light shit for you ?????? he’s supposed to#be ur friend not ur manager but go off and incite discourse to the already massive dream hate parade this month……. all over season two not#starting when ppl aren’t even done their s 1 shit yet LIKE please cease tbe silliness for one second please#ik this was all aired out like two days ago but now it’s my turn lol#ppl in the tags of That post being like ‘sorry I keep talking about dream but this pisses my off’ uhhhhh ur obviously not comfortable#talking about him for real valid Reasons but you just GOTTA reblog and dunk on him because………. he announced season two at the start of the#summer ? when no one was close to being done their stories but had ample time to do so ? when there was no visa news to plan around ? and#now dream is allowed to leave his house without having a panic attack over being recognized and that inconveniences you SOOOO much bc…..#you care about a mc server even tho you hate the guy who owns its guts ?????? got it got it you have a functioning brain for sure#like ya it prob won’t fr start up until 2023 when they get back into focusing on content instead of travel#but when they do pleaseeee just let it be dtkq and sbi like they actually give a fuck about their friends and lore and don’t air out their#dirty laundry w dream in PUBLIC like a bunch of sociopaths#but maybe these smaller streamers just aren’t as close w dream as we thought❤️ sucks to be them grow up fr#complaining about a damn server in this climate like it boggles my mind#anyway……… ^_^
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dude. i’ve totally got it. i’ve just had the writing idea which is It
#it combined everything i’ve wanted to write abt for so long#something i started as a joke helped it hit me#and now i’m like. oh my god. this is It. this is the one#it’s a bold idea. it’s gonna be fuckin hard to pull off#but then again i said the same thing abt my screenplay i did several runs of over the summer#and i pulled that off. well i hope i pulled it off#i think i can get a lot out of this i just need to figure out where it goes#wow#it’s kinda bizarre what made it hit me#but the characterization of one person and another line i wrote of this#combined with two other failed ideas made me go Holy shit.#i haven’t had this feeling since this summer. this feeling of ‘oh my god this is what i’ve always wanted to see#but nobody else has ever made. so i need to make it.’#now i just need to . write it#i fr have no idea if i even Can make it work but. i’d like to try
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