#four hours of work gone

[newtness532]

I saved after every tiny change, I saved as 3 different times. the saved as aren't opening and when I open the original it opens to how it was before I spent all night working on it

[romatito]

if i lead (25599 words) by laconicGhost Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Hetalia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: South Italy/Spain (Hetalia), Germany/North Italy (Hetalia) Characters: North Italy (Hetalia), South Italy (Hetalia), Spain (Hetalia), Netherlands (Hetalia), Belgium (Hetalia), Luxembourg (Hetalia), Portugal (Hetalia) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Human, Alternate Universe - Pirate, Drama & Romance, Family Drama, Golden Age of Piracy, beware: there are probably historical inaccuracies in here, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Pre-Established Relationship, im leaning into the swashbuckler fantasy its more fun that way let me live, Additional Warnings In Author's Note Summary: After being rescued from a crew of corsairs, Feliciano is shocked to discover his missing brother is a member of infamous pirate Captain Fernández's crew -- and while they promise to take him back home to his grandfather, he has a lot of things to learn about Lovino before he makes it back to Genoa.

hiiiii it is far past my bedtime but i uploaded chapter 3 finally . now i have to sleep or i think ill die actually.

[tj-crochets]

Hey y'all! Weird question time again, this time for like a frame of reference. I know the recommended daily intake of sodium for adults (at least, what I was told growing up) is 2,000mg I know I was told* I personally should be having around 10,000mg, maybe more if I am doing anything that loses extra salt How much are people supposed to aim for when they are supposed to restrict sodium? Also, how much sodium do most people actually get on a daily basis, and do you notice if you have extra, like does it cause noticeable side effects? I have absolutely no idea how sodium goes for people without salt wasting syndrome. Normally I could use my family as a benchmark, but it seems likely there's a genetic component to this and one whole side of the family tends towards salt-cravings and/or Addison's disease (a different issue that also causes low sodium) and the other side of the family tends toward other health issues that require restricting sodium intake (I, clearly, do not take after that side of the family lol) *this number was decided upon and approve by my nephrologist, cardiologist, and internist. Probably don't be aiming for that number unless you've talked to at least one ologist about it to run some tests

[im2tired4usernames]

Me: I need some time for myself I need some time to decompress after constant work and high stress and responsibility you guys dump on me with no time for me to think or be by myself to rest and focus on my hobbies since I can't get that from you guys ever during the week I'm taking a day I WOULD get paid and go to my actual for real paying job so I can just rest so I hopefully stop daydreaming about killing myself.

My family: OK BUT WHAT IF THIS LIL "EXTRA FREE TIME WAS MORE UNPAID LABOR FOR THE FAMILY HUH WHAT IF WE JUST TAKE THAT TIME N USE IT TO DUMP MORE WORK ON YOU AND THEN MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR WANTING FIVE SECONDS WITH OUT A CHILD SCREAMING IN YOUR FACE OR A SOAPY DISH RAG N YOUR HAND WHAT IF WE DO WHAT THE LORD IS CALLED US AND DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH OUR LIVES WE CANT GET IT DONE BY OURSELVES WE NEED YOU TO TAKE ON THE WORKLOAD OF THREE PEOPLE AND DO IT WITH A SERVANT'S HEART AND A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!

me: do I look forward to dying so I can get some actual rest?

[laurasbailey]

they really did make all the talks machina eps private huh

[elisedonut]

Colin/Percy is a ship for me that just comes from just loving both characters alot but honestly Dennis/Percy is creeping up on me very quickly

the more I think about it the more fascinated by the idea of these two I become

Like its unhealthy in that codependent people tend to not even realize how codependent they've become kinda way

Dennis needs stability after graduating, being back at hogwarts was that for him and it helped alot at the time

mostly in him blocking out what happened for the most part and going full toxic positivity and only really grieving in spurts where he just breaks down every few months when it really hits him.

And Percy desperately needs someone to take care of because he is spiraling out of control in a deep depression.

For awhile George is this for him but as George is starting the slow process of healing he needs his brother less and less.

Not really but that's how Percy sees it.

He doesn't think he's of much more help to him though he stays there for him.

So when the year after Dennis' graduation on the end of the war's anniversary like event that alot of fics have happen at Hogwarts

Percy finds Dennis hiding away in a empty room because he physically couldn't stomach being in the great hall they end up talking and Percy feels useful again because he can help him. Because after months of feeling like he can't do anything he's actually being able to help.

and sadly cant type more because i have to get ready for work but this is stuck in my head

Five hours later

Ok so work is over i can add more of my thoughts(tm) to this

So when i said needs its more of a what they think they need situation

because as stated Dennis actually didn't do that hot in his last few Hogwarts years but the thing is

he thinks he did

he thinks its best to try to bury the feeling down with the distraction of semi-normalcy.

He thinks he's doing so much worse for himself after graduation when in reality he's finally actually really grieving.

He needs something(someone) to pull him out of bed if need be

someone who makes all the plans

tells him what needs to happen and when

and then holds him to it

because otherwise he falls into a cycle of never doing anything but being in a depression coma or pretending everything is fine while wishing he was in a depression coma

We don't know if Colin and Dennis were running/hiding together or separate from the snatchers but for this concept i think its more fun to think they were running together and that Dennis blames himself for letting Colin fight even though

letting is a strong word because really?

did he have any control over this situation?

No

Anyway

point is Percy blames himself for Fred

Dennis blames himself for Colin

*gestures vaguely as if I'm making even a little bit of sense*

[foxmulderautism]

every time i have work i wake up at least like three times between 2-4am because of my anxiety to wake up on time like GIRL you have never not woken up on time for work in fact you are waking up too well. this does not help when you need to be up at FIVE!!!! go the fuck back to sleep

[muse-write]

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[scionshtola]

since tumblr never let me edit html maybe i should make a lil intro post for cori

[enjolraspermettendo]

When you are on your period, have 4 exams in 2 days, you are on the brink of a breakdown, and then the fucking mosquitos keep you up at night.

[celestial-toys]

*closes 13 tabs on astrology and greek mythology*

ES Ch.5… is now complete.

[mycological-mariner]

God you ever cant remember whether or not you took a medication? On the one hand you don’t wanna flood your system if you DID, but on the other you really don’t wanna fuck around and find out what happens if you didn’t.

[lostandbackagain]

I don't think I need to specify this but when I say shallan is nuts I absolutely am not referring to her DID, I'm talking about her approach to science and goading jasnah into beating her ass

[peapod20001]

Oh jeez fuck I keep getting sidetracked by music and comics lmao but I wonder what I should do with my tumblr theme next

[littlebigplanet]

finally finished rdr2 for the first time on my computer :) took me 105 hours

[butchyena]

10 hours of trash 10 hours of trash 10 hours of trash