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lokilysolbitch · 15 days

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i really don't understand non adhd peoples advice to ppl with adhd. "just put all the distractions away" ?????????? literally what. do y'all,,,do y'all??? need???? physical distractions to be distracted??????? ????????????

like what is supposed to happen. okay so i took my phone out of the room. that wasn't the main distraction anyways bc i was staring at the wifi signal on my laptop and tracing the bars with my nail. clear the display?? i mean sure but i've already moved on to thinking about the font of the o's on the textbook. they have like. thin lines for the top and bottom parts but the rest is kinda thick. i should try that pomodoro study thing i saw a while ago. when was that like ten years ago?? damn thats old. i was like twelve. i had this one music teacher when i was twelve and she used to use these colorful pens on the sheet music and i'd always be like why are you writing on music with pen how will you erase that but to be fair it was really pretty and like i get it now bc i got a bunch of markers recently and they're so fun. i'm trying to learn to draw and i'm not sure if my art style is more colorful or like pencil sketches because i like color but i always default to pencil sketches and then never color it. i should make a tumblr post about that sometime. maybe later tho because i'm busy right now. oh shit yeah i'm supposed to be studying. how has it been twenty minutes already. oh wait i was supposed to clear my display silly me. where's the button for that even. hmmm where's settings oh i saw this one video about settings the other day but it was really confusing i think it was supposed to be a joke or something. it was kind of funny tho and i looked at the account and the whole page was just about settings like imagine if i did that with photos or something like how do you come up with that but at the same time i kinda g

#anyways my point is i just set aside extra time to do stuff and let my brain do it's adhd thing because as long as i have a big visual #reminder of what im supposed to be doing i'll eventually come back to it #if i can get distracted from it i can get distracted back to it #like im gonna get distracted mid post and leave my phone open on the counter and start reading again #watch this im gonna put the phone down without finishing my tags and i'll be back in like twenty minutes #hello i'm back it's been at least an hour and i finished the chapter and took a quiz #i did many other random things during this time but i did finish it #forgot what my point was tho #i will post regardless #handmadeorganicpost #actually adhd #adult adhd #adhd life #adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder

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turtleblogatlast · 7 months

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Man I wish we got more of the turtle tots especially their “slightly older turtle tots” designs, because they are so cute

#rottmnt #yes I say this because I was rewatching a scene of them to tell if my deleted post was actually wrong lmao rip my dignity #tho tbh I don’t think what I said was entirely incorrect if you interpret the footage differently but I def forgot some parts rip #but tbh it would have been more of a theory to play with than fact like I’d misinterpreted/misremembered so to the trash that post goes #(ty again to the person who pointed out that I may have misunderstood lol I really do appreciate it)#anyway YEAH I love the turtle tots they’re so cute and small all of them #squishy little cheeks #the scrunklies #i am way too tired to be allowed access to the internet right now but I wanna emphasize how cute they are #their little faces…not a thought behind those eyes

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gxlden-angels · 9 months

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Bro I hate fundamentalists and culturally-fundie parents they'll say shit like "spare the rod spoil the child am I right haha yea my parents used to have to beat my ass with a switch almost everyday but I sure did learn my lesson" but like??? no you didn't??? you were hit multiple times for something you very obviously did not, in fact, learn

Like studies about how harmful even lightly spanking children is aside, you're literally contradicting yourself?? Some even admitted they got worse as they got older cause they wanted to see how far they could push their parents before they got punished

And studies not aside, you're gonna get child raising advice from the same book that tells you to stone your wife if her hymen doesn't break on your wedding night instead of the decades of research we have now?? Just say you're a bad parent and move on my guy. Skill issue

#bro I had a coworker go 'unpopular opinion I think some kids really do need beatings' and I'm like????#unprompted???? what's going on there????#well anyways I ended up going 'yea so I plan on specializing in play therapy with autistic children so I've been learning about talking #to children and the ways their parents and environment affects them'#and they're like hmmm but beating this kid with a stick after they broke something or I upset them to the point of yelling is good actually #had a boss say it taught him and his kids respect cause they were hard-headed #and I'm like?? that's fear not respect! they fear punishment! they do not act out of respect for you!#he's a conservative christian black man tho so he's like 'But Authority!' like bro I don't even respect you what are you on about #'You don't respect police and their authority?' Nope! I fear them! I do not respect cops and every cop/cop-adjacent person I personally know #has reinforced that for me #'We'll agree to disagree' Cool! Doesn't mean you're not wrong! I could believe trees aren't real but that is in fact incorrect #then he pulled out the bible verse and I was like ah okay I forgot you like 'here's how to treat slaves' book you're so right bestie #I'm totally wrong now and so sorry for doubting you and your 2000+ year old book I don't believe in <3 #They'd go 'well I turned out fine!' then say something that directly contradicts that #anyways I need christians to get their grubby little hands off the current state of Child Protection and Rights in the U.S.#So we can actually start working on helping kids without the force of christian hands suffocating them #cause homeschooling and child raising by evangelicals are so fucked up bro I'm tired of this shit #I'd only stay in my current state to help children get out of that cycle since I'm in the bible belt #ex christian #religious trauma #child abuse tw

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baby-xemnas · 6 months

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dead strawhat! booo dead strawhat!! 😂

he is so damn MEAN. she already wasnt hiding that she cares about luffy A LOT you didnt have to test her 😭😭

#video #luhan #went to find it again for personal use cuz hes funny....#what an asshole...shes a stressed out woman in love #zero sympathy only ego #its a good scene cuz it does answer the question why wouldnt they just be like thanks for first aid now fuck off #idk how people feel about hancock you can stay dumb and be a hater but writing is good actuallyyyyy #better than current even tho thats a low ass bar lol #one piece #i was rereading my fav 👒🐍 doujin and i forgot that law shows up to be like i heard you fucking he is bleeding everywhere right #hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilaaaariiiioooouuuusss #i love law scoring 2 for one with hancock #yes please i would very much like for another person with huge influence to be indebted to me yoink #good job strawhat you get respect points for fucking the empress of all people #well done gj

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everypanelofizuku · 8 days

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Chapter 106 - Class 1-A

#boku no hero academia #deku #izuku midoriya #bnha #my hero academia #okay while we have a closeup of his face...#do you guys think he'd have freckles anywhere else like on his shoulders or his back or something #his hero costume covers so much of him up so idk if he'd have them on his arms...#but i started thinking about him with freckles on his shoulders and got emotional over how cute my boy is #i have freckles whenever i get enough sun but i rarely get sun #i forgot i get them... and then i got some on my arm and i was like. RIGHT. GINGER.#they're fading now tho since it's been a while since i was in the sun (again)#anyway do you think during like summer breaks when he's like not at summer camp and he's doing actual summer stuff he gets more freckles #like after he's been spending a few days at the beach he's got extra freckles #katsuki who canonically knows how many freckles he has: fuck i have to recount god fucking dammit fuck this shit #sorry that's just my favorite fact about those two. they're so silly funny. why does he do that. why does he know how many he has.#and what is the point !!!#i love these kids...

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gifti3 · 6 months

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Mammon wouldnt last 10 minutes in a room full of teenagers

#and i mean like younger teens....like 13 to 14 #back when i was working at a school i was begging them to not send me to watch the 7th and 8th graders #lets make a list of who would survive....actually it would be faster to say who would do okay #cause i dont think any of the brothers would handle it well except beel #and thats just cause he wouldnt react much #obey me nightbringer #obey me #obey me mammon #mammon would get bullied to death #i dont think lucifer would be well liked so all the kids are saying they hate him among themselves #asmo is a toss up really #hed do well with kids but (younger) teens can be really mean #id say satan would be fine but his anger will probably get the best of him at some point #belphie.....#yea thats my list!#what do yall think #i love putting these guys in random scenarios #outside of the brothers i think simeon and diavolo would be okay maybe #omg i forgot levi haha....yea i dont even want to put him through that tbh #hed vibe with some of the kids im sure tho #but overall i dont think it would work out well

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nobodybetterlookatme · 21 days

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Would've posted the last update yesterday but I basically collapsed into bed the moment I got home, so y'all can have it now lmao. I managed to hold it together until around 9pm, at which point I'd been working for over 12 hours at that point, so I think I did pretty good. Supervisor hit us on the radio to tell us it looked like we wouldn't be done til past midnight, and we were supposed to be out of there by 10pm, so that was the last straw for me bc I just wanted to go home and I mumbled something about going to the bathroom so I could cry for a minute. Came back, apparently that was also the last straw for my partner who evidently knew literally the entire time bc dude fucking goes "so do you wanna talk or are we just gonna keep pretending you haven't been feeling like shit all day", I tried to downplay it, it didn't work obviously, he looked at me like 😒, you hate to see it. He wanted to make sure I wasn't actually gonna become a patient so he did a quick assessment, my vitals were ✨ abnormal ✨ which was fun. We didn't have to do much else work related the rest of the shift so it was nice to just vibe for a bit. Finally got to leave, partner didn't trust me to drive myself home that late while I was still running a fever so he drove me home, we got food on the way back, I showered, then immediately went to sleep after crying a little but bc everything hurt so bad lmao

#not snz #just me being a fucking wreck lmao #i was still at 101 when my partner checked so it didn't get better at all like i thought it would lmao #i feel a hell of a lot better now tho #amazing what sleep can do for a bitch lmao #also my partner is definitely not doing a good job convincing me that he doesn't like me bc dude #who's out here doing all that for a person they don't like #and he texted me this morning to make sure i was still alive lmao #like sir are you aware that this is bestie behavior #To Me #i forgot to give him his jacket back tho 😔 negative partner points for me #it's okay I'll just give it back to him washed with snacks in the pockets lmao that'll make up for it probably #I'm gonna have to buy that man so much food tho like i feel bad ahakdkajdl #anyway i got to be a corpse today so that was cool #my parents went to get my car for me bc i had to leave it there ahdkkakd

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four-bastard-bustle · 6 months

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Feel like being a bit of a hater

I honestly don't know if i hate edd being a Hot Yaoi Shipper or edd being homophobic more in tomatt art. Both suck ass. Can he just be normal about it

#talkin #To be fair this isn't AS widespread anymore #But for a while i couldn't scroll two posts without edd calling the other two faggots (derogatory) and i just think #1st off that's not funny. “ironic” homophobia wraps around to just being homophobia again #(trust me i have a lot of experience in writing bad satire like that)#2nd off. I forgot my second point. This rant just died it's own death #Anyways there's nothing wrong with drawing edd like. Annoyed at his overly PDA friends or something like that #But don't try too hard to be edgy about it #And Shipper edd is annoying too #He wouldn't give a shit what they do #I think i actually hate the homophobic one more. Mystery solved #Both are annoying tho

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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I mean, I like Daigo and Y3 but it's undeniable that a lot of the reason of MineDai being small is cuz Mine, Daigo and Y3 are generally unliked? Not like hated but like just not liked down upon the bigger side of the fandom. Add to that that the yaoi girlies, like us, are just like a fraction of the fandom... well, not exactly big shit to have.

Personally... I'm kinda glad Mine is overlooked cuz... dear fucking god the radioactive waste he could create if he was popular. Mind you, I'm not exactly a Mine fan but I know he would be... not the best for larger audiences.

minedai really is just for us yaoi girlies you're so right .....

#snap chats #OH BUT YEAH i was gonna make that a point in my last post but i forgot to 💀💀#i don't think mine himself is super disliked- i've seen most people upset that he's not back in the main series #yk. OUTSIDE of my circles ofc. people do have issue with y3 tho thats undeniable LMAO it cause people cant grab </3 #but on that note daigo is another essential point. like as much as I love daigo and i can write essays about his character #in a franchise where there are protags who wrestle bears / punch tigers / what the fuck ever is going n with maj|ma #daigo is very. Normal. very hilarious but still it's no surprise people overlook him #it's a strength for his character In My Eyes that he's generally hidden from the spotlight #he's a chairman yk. he's only suppsed to come out when things get dire etc etc #but because of that he more so just fades into the background compared to everyone else #SPEAAKING of the hyptheticals of more mine fans tho. christ 💀#i dont even know tbh cause i cant say . its so weird #cause there are weirdos who idolize mine for the wrong reasons (as if theres a right?? way??) so if that was widespread i think id throw up #BUT IM RAMLING point is i love being a part of the like. under-thirty-people minedai club its so fun

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vero-niche · 8 months

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a fellow english major, really happy to see someone who's proud of their degree <3

you know that "no love, no matter how brief, is wasted" line? i think the same applies for knowledge too - no matter how useless it may seem, knowledge acquired is never in vain.

#honestly like. idk what your age is but when i was attending uni i kept getting told that i shouldve gone for IT. because the future #- and the money - is there.#now look at the IT companies. the whole thing is crumbling #not to mention the arrogance. that IT degree didnt make you immune to the same old scam tactics did it. how are your nfts doing btw #honestly i never really expected it myself that a humanities degree would prove useful in a daily life type of way #like. sure i knew it wasnt useless but still. its entirely different to experience it in real time yknow #and the whole new wave ''it isnt that deep'' trend is honestly pretty dangerous bc there usually IS something deeper.#a narrative an agenda a propaganda etc.... or simply just capitalist greed #so its needed to read between the lines and see what the point/intention really is #- and thats what literary and other art analysis is making you do! it makes you stop and think #this is all not even mentioning all the political historical and cultural stuff we learned about all the anglo-saxon countries #which all prove to be pretty useful in light of recent events......#so yeah. anyway. dont listen to all those who say its useless (and theres a lot of those even among the ones who chose this major too)#its clearly not. but even if it were it wouldnt matter ehat they think #(i do wish tho that i couldve attended it already on the right meds bc i feel like i forgot A Lot bc of my mental state at the time #but oh well. what can you do)#thank you for the ask it was really nice of you 💞💞💞#ask #anon

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coffeeandcalligraphy · 1 year

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fatigue is soooo funny bc for seven hours straight you’re just not a person & then 6:00pm hits and you’ve written 400 words & gone on a walk & lifted weights

#like I am thinking I need to… change my routine? to accommodate for this???#the thing is I am a night owl who is also a morning person #so like I hate waking up early but I love being awake early #and I love staying up late #which means I don’t get sleep LOL tho lately actually I’ve been averaging the normal #<< amount but LIKE THE FATIGUE is so bad that it takes an entire #work day to feel like a functional human and it makes me SO GUILTYYYYYYYYY #anyway feeling good!!!!! wanna break out this sticky area of changing states & maybe do a little preptober work for SG #which I realize might just be rereading seventh virtue LOL or at least rereading the outline!!! cuz i forgot what plot points there are!!!!#I’m also doing Inktober so I’m gonna work on a piece 2nite!

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futureassassin · 2 months

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im so excited to go to therapy for the first time ever on thursday! shes gonna be like well whats your problem nd im gonna be like "well. y'see. there are bugs in my legs and the only way to get them out is through stabbing. lol. lmao even." and shes gonna be all "woah! youre crazy insane! i am going to kill you now." and ill just be "ok. lol." and then i die. badly.

#nervous whats nervous im not nervous #oh yeah wait #bel rings #ANYWAYS #matbe ill finally find out why i constantly feel like there are bugs crawling under my skin #<- thinks they know why and is scared if the answer #also kinda funny i guess i really wanna get one of those beetle elbow pit tattoos cayse theyre cool but i feel like having a bug tattoo #while my mind insists that im covered in bugs crawling all over me and theyre in my legs and my arms and my back and my face nd theyre gonna #eat my brain?#probably not in my best interest rn lmao #oo wait #tw bugs #tw self harm #im gonna put thise just in case #anyways half of me like actually want it to be *soemthing* so i have a REASON for why i feel like im losing my mind #the other half thinks nothing is wrongs and im being overdramatic #like i think nobody really believes me when i say i feel like im being watched or that theres shadow people just outside of my vision #like even when they tell me they believe me its like what if theyre just humoring me yknow #like to the point im not even sure if i believe myself tgat theres something wrong even tho IM the one EXPERIENCING IT and it all feels REAL #i think its cause i phrase everything as a joke so much that when i say crazy stuff everyome thinks im joking #like when i genuinely believed i was psychic for like a year or so (sometimes i still wonder....)#i forgot where i was goung with this lmao ill shush up now

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duckduckngoose · 2 months

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Session 0 of new DND group complete,,,, taking 10 hour nap now goodnight

#the duck quacks #that was very. hm. scuffed.#my computer straight up stopped working 15 min before the session which hm. FUN. good ol risk of losing a fuck ton of data.#then instead i grabbed my laptop and got locked out of my alt KRJFJF (I wanted to share screen to explain stuff. which i need an alt for bc #my laptop has a broken mic and i need my phone to talk)#which led into me spending 15 entire minutes trying to logg into my account only to eventually straight up make a new one #then while explaining stuff the anxiety kicked in so i was talking super fast and i dont think anyone... caught what i wqs saying #also i forgot several important points #but hey im making a better summary of everything to post so KFJFJFK #character creation was alr. and by alr i mean my laptop had no battery left and i lost my charger so i tried to kinda explain how to make #a dndbeyond character sheet through the phone. it was not. bery preactical. but at the description section we chilled out and started just #chatting and goofing ab characters which was nice and led us to playing for longer than we thought #still gotta plan the actual first session tho but its gonna be in like 2 weeks bc several people are going on vacations #but overall decent session. very fucking scuffed but it was nice to chat

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truecorvid · 2 months

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lord please forgive me i am getting into fights in tiktoks comments again

#teeth.txt #IM SORRY i have no self control #also i feel justified bc the initial post was a trans guy asking 'if theres a reason why some trans women are so nasty to trans men'#and i was like. it's transmisogyny. and the op hasn't replied but it didn't go over super well with the other trans guys in the comments #ACTUALLY what's even worse is that my comments have gone over fine like nobody has been mean or unendingly stupid (a little stupid tho)#but the trans girl who said pretty much the same things i did in a slightly less patient way is lowkey getting jumped #so. proving the point there guys.#god trying to have any sort of rational discussion in comments of anything but #especially the character limited tiktok comments is so evil #i would actually very much like to patiently explain this to you because i have the time and desire to explain my thoughts #but it's making it really hard when i can only get like 45 words in at a time #anyways there are a lot of people liking my comment(s) which makes me feel a bit better bc a lot of people agree but also it's dire in there #i should maybe just delete tiktok again. but then i will just go in instagram reels. which is worse tiktok.#alsooooo i forgot that The Algorithm on that damn app is crazy and i think maybe i just shouldn't have commented anything at all #bc i think me rapid firing 3 comments in a row on a post that had pretty low views actually just rocketed it #out on to other people's pages and now it has a lot more attention in general. which is lame bc it was a bad post which is why i commented.#aughhh

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23sanguinity · 2 months

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The worst thing in fanfic is when you ship a poly ship but there’s not enough content for it so you read a fic with just two of the characters and they make another character you ship with both of them an ex? And it’s not the author fault, they weren’t writing for the poly ship but it still ruins what could have been a great fic because you don’t want them to be exs

#if only my past self could see me…. I remember freshman year of high school #(important note: I was VERY new to fanfic at this point)#anyway tho. I got curious about Sherlock and read some fics of it despite never having watched any of the show #or consumed anything Sherlock related at all?#I did go on to listen to an audio vers of the first book #anyway #adhd moment rn #uh. forgot what I was writing about #OH. right I read a few Sherlock fics #but being the we fandom baby I was #I didn’t notice that one #a wip I was interested in #was tagged as mature/explicit (I’ve forgotten which)#and because it was still regularly updating I kept it open in my an incognito tab #and one day at lunch my friends took my phone and saw this #I was horrified to learn it was rated as such. not because I hadn’t read anything adult but because my friends had seen it #and I didn’t want to read anything adult really #I mean I was fourteen just learning about sex so I did but also really didn’t #this is the worst story I’ve ever told #so I ended up saying some bullshit about just reading the comments #I was embarrassed to admit I had even touched fanfic #I wonder if my friends remember that incident #tag rant #I’m having a mega neurodivergent boy moment rn

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moodr1ng · 3 months

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another normal thing w my dad is that when shit started rly going downhill mentally when i was almost 15 and i ended up kicked out of school and having to go to a psych ward, my mom upon learning this called my dad very angrily blaming him for it, and yelled at him "i told you! no experiments on my daughter!!". i still have no idea what she was referring to and my dad just brushed it off when i tried to ask

#97 #normal childhood lol #i dont remember enough of my childhood to figure out what she mightve been referring to #but my best theory is that it was my dads insistence on me having an 'impermeable' life #which was where i was expected to not talk about one parent or what was going on in their household w the other parent #so i was supposed to have two separate lives in each household with the minimum possible interaction between the two #ig he mightve at some point tried to put this as if it was some kind of intellectual experiment #but it was just him trying to avoid my mom bc hes weird about her lol #idk tho if it was something else then i forgot #child abuse cw #jic

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