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fanta2y · 11 months ago

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Heyyy hope you are doing well!! I just finished reading all of your Sukuna fan fics and your writing is just *chef's kiss*. I loved it from beginning to end!! You use lovely imagery and describe emotions so well through physical descriptions, I can actually understand exactly what you are trying to put across!

I also had a question for you! Was wondering if it was your idea to make Sukuna his last name and to make Ryoumen his first name? Or is this something that is canon???

I always thought that Ryoumen Sukuna was just a title so idk 😭😭

Anyways thank you so much for your beautiful work 🫶🫶🫶

OMG OMG OMG ANON THIS IS SO SWEET THANK YOU SO MUCH AKSJWKAIQNWJSJAKB

i am so glad you enjoyed the series !! it was so much fun working on it !! 🥹🥹🥹 i love my man sukuna 🥰🥰

and yes !! Ryomen is his first name and since it’s custom in japanese culture, or atleast in anime, to address people by their last names until you guys become closer or more comfortable with each other everyone in jjk just calls him Sukuna ! but i get where the confusion comes in cause his name in full is rarely mentioned !!

thank you again !! i’m glad your enjoying my worksss !! 🥹🥹🥹🥹

#<fantas asks>#ANONN #RAGGH #forgive me while i go CRY #this is so sweet #thank you sm #🥹🥹

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago

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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto

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#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus leshnerr #snap scans #i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person #i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice #all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection #BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING #as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store #and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves #this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake #which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ #this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM #also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment #idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him #i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT #the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads #anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM #bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla

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alukaforyou · 8 days ago

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hello! I have been following you for years now, and just wanted to say that I'm really glad that your tags under reblogs went from depression and no plans for long life to becoming a tattoo artist and looking forward to living more. all while being faithful to pink. I hope that many many good things come your way from now on!

also, I really like your art. both lineart and coloring is very beautiful)

aaa tysm 💗 omg i was JUST thinking abt this recently!!! like im so glad i didnt kms during hs - college LMAO cuz now i can motorboat sukunas fat boobs in 2025 life is beautiful 👍🏻

#becoming a tat artist was not planned in any way but having $ and moving out rly did That #i forgot how much it sucked living w my fam the trauma of it all like it feels so distant now im like.. did that all rly happen sjejwjsm #im on ok terms w my fam now mostly cuz i basically ran away from home and cut contact at first but they begged me to forgive them basically #sort of so my sis n i visit them once a month or so and they r on their best behavior #and we play pretend normal family ANSWJJSWJKSJA #also there was the general existential dread like idk wat to do w my life im scared i should die 💀 BUT NOT ANYMORE CUZ ME HAS A JOB N CAN #AFFORD STUFF YAY :D #i havent wanted to kms since like 2020/2021 YAYZ #or 2022? idk my memory is soo completely fcked at this point stuff beyond a year ago seem super far away and weird but basically IVE BEEN #GOOD FOR A WHILE #i also dont cry anymore only at sad cat posts online haha but looking back that was not normal 👎🏻#specifically i was like i wanted my fam to find my dead body so i can traumatize them back and also run away from existential dread THATS A #KRAZEE LINE OF THOUGHT OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT WAS MEEEEEE #now i have 2 beautiful kids (my cats) and i daydream abt my anime husbands #and i buy a bunch of hanboks #and go to the salon for my hair instead of bleaching it and dying it pink myself #and i get my nails done man life is GOOD :3 #literally depression WHO #i cant believe i would have missed out on jjk cuz i only got into that in 2024 STAY ALIVE PPL!!! :3 #drawing sexy sukuna every night haaaaaa 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#asks #TY AGAIN THIS ASK IS NICE 💗💗💗💗#allll da best to u toooo 💗💗🎀💗💗💗🎀💗💗💗🎀🎀

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loderlied · 10 months ago

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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

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ame-to-ame · 13 hours ago

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#i think it's a little fucked up but a little funny that my mental state is currently at such a bad point where it's like.#any stress sends me into emotionally constipated panic. where it doesn't really show through for the most part. for the most part i seem ok.#and then if you crack me just even a little bit it's like that one modern art piece can't help myself #where im trying my best to juggle and maintain the facade of being fine but you can tell im tired and one deviation away from crumbling down #but can i cry? haha no. instead i just panic. everything sends me into silent panic. and i just think about really dramatic responses.#i hold my breath and worry that if i do anything wrong everything I've worked so so hard for will just come toppling down #because it has before. something you've poured your heart into. something you've cared so much about. can just be. so. out of your control #and you lose your voice and you lose your agency and you lose your will to fight and you lose a little bit of yourself #I don't know if i will ever get it back. it's been a while. I don't know if i can ever regain my confidence back. i miss who i was sometimes #i used to be warm. i used to be sure of myself. i used to carry hope around like a small star. i miss her. the person i was.#someone who could light up a room without trying so hard. someone who could make others smile without giving it too much thought.#someone who could make others feel good about being there and being alive. i barely feel good about myself these days sometimes. somehow.#I don't know how to be that girl anymore. everything feels a little forced. it shouldn't have to feel this hard. it used to feel natural.#i have moments where i feel like myself again. happy. confident. and then im brought back to reality almost immediately.#i feel guilty for feeling good. i feel guilty for being confident. and then i go hating myself again. it does weigh on me. what she said.#im sorry that i used to like myself. im sorry it made you feel bad about yourself. see. i hate myself now. do you forgive me now? hehe #I'll get over it one day. I'll get over it soon. i hate feeling like this. the overwhelming ego death. it makes me feel really shitty.#i hate this hehe i want to run away so badly but i know running away never solves anything you come back and the problem is still there #so i will go through it and i will fail and i will fall and i will stumble and hurt myself and feel humiliated and terrible throughout #but it will be fine. but I'll get through it and realize it wasn't that bad. I'll get through it and try again and again until i get there.#i need to stop seeking validation from people who won't give it. stop seeking comfort from people who won't give it.#stop hanging with people who make me feel worse. and stuff like that. it's like quitting an addiction hhhh i don't get it #i have friends who treat me really well. i have friends who i love and love me a lot.#i just can't quit certain people. part of it is bc im scared of change and part of it is bc i don't want to be more reliant on others #especially the people i do really care about and love and who love me bc. i think. if i have one more abandonment. i will actually. mm.#i think i would fully lose my ability to love new people haha like. romantically and platonically. haha.#but anyway that's the trauma speaking i will overcome it I won't let it control how i live haha #i will be ok i will be ok spring will be here eventually it's just the seasonal stuff #tw health #delete later

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sharp-tooths · 2 years ago

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Thinking about the fact that Knives loved western movies as a kid and liked the idea of gunslingers and how after the crash he took the gun from a man he killed and gave it to vash, not only because he wanted his brother to protect himself and join him in killing humans, but because he thought gunslingers were cool. He gave Vash a gun cause he thought having his brother be a gunslinger on a desert planet would be cool. Just like a western movie.

Im dying

#trigun stampede #millions knives #vash the stampede #im just gonna go lie on the floor and cry for a while again #kni at the ripe old age of maybe 7 years old:#my names going to be millions knives #and my brother is going to be a cool gunslinger #and were going to protect our people and kill all of humanity!#im sobbing #on one hand i can see why vash would still so readily forgive him despite the things hes done that alot of ppl would find irredeemable #but also. kni has already been so blindingly consumed by his fear fuled rage #that hes come full circle and doesnt realize hes committed the very same acts he condemns humans for doing to plants #on the very people he was trying to protect #his brother and all the remaining dependent plants #and i personally think the way he went about it was so much more unforgivable and horrific #cause what the ever loving FUCK that was in episode 11 makes me want to puke #and in the beginning of episode 12 i actually almost did #i didnt mean to start ranting in the tags i just have FEELINGS #trigun stampede spoilers

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edelorion · 9 months ago

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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cwarscars · 1 year ago

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(( aw, seeing people talk about their introductions to ff7 and their feelings on it is sweet, I think, and there's no such thing as a true or false fan. Whether crisis core is your fave, og, remake or before crisis for all u mobile gamers (and dirge ofc for all you FPS fans) - it's totally fine to not play / see all of one medium and still love it. ❤️

I grew up with the og being a huge part of my life, from both a nostalgic view and general favourite games kinda view, it's something I love for many reasons but like all of the series' games, it isn't without critique and that's fine. For me, I don't judge whether someone's played og, remake, BC, cc, doc, watched ac, read every book and been personally to the creators brains to munch on their lore - the main thing is that we all love ffvii and enjoy it's world building.

That's sweet and what's sweeter is seeing talented rpers take the characters and give them so much love and additional nuance, as well as add their own characters to the universe. It's cool and awesome and everyone should be welcome and be having fun with it,

personally, when I get ffvii rebirth - I will cum 😬 ))

#i was seieng peeps posts about this #im exhausted so they may have been days ago tumvlr keeps defaulting to the for you tag #but like - yeah #there are things i love and hate about remake but one thing i love is that it got people into the world of ff #and its lovely like bonding w/ peeps over that #now forgive me while i go back to crying iver my ear and lack of heidegger so far 😰#(ooc)#(tbd)

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oneshortlove · 1 year ago

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It's a nonverbal day for me I guess :)

#Vent? Yeah #I like how im told things last minute when I should be the first or second to know #And then when it is in fact the last minute I'm getting yelled at to clean up areas that are in fact not my room :)#When i say i dont wanna im called lazy #When someone else who shall not be named says they don't want to they're defended because “they do everything”#No they help deep clean once a fucking week #And help with dinner #Last i checked it was in fact me #But that doesnt matter at this point #Now they get to enjoy their day and play games while I have to sit in my room so I don't cry in front of anyone and get called a crybaby :)#Im more frustrated that they know im going to forgive them so they don't apologize to me because I'll forget about all of this like usual :

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quietlyblooms · 8 months ago

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gimme a minute to cook over this bnha verse and then i'll get cracking on some starters B))

#chiyo's getting an upgrade bc years ago i went 'ooh chameleons have iridophore cells? neat!' but guess who's even better #at camouflage!! octopi and the like!! like they can change the texture of their skin and have other cells that help them blend in #maybe i'll give her a venomous bite bc didja know octopi are also very venomous and basically a bite could kill you asdfg #though i'll just make chiyo's bite paralyzing?? probably?? like go get it treated but you probably won't die??#anyway!!!#might do a sort of bare bones write up for this verse while i catch up on the series bc boy the last thing i remember is the kids #being put in the dorms?? i think after the lil kidnapping incident #i think i was on the verge of them meeting the upperclassmen and training for their licenses??? i dunno for sure #but i gotta decide if i'm gonna read or watch it first... probably read bc watching will take me much longer tbh #gonna hyperfocus so hard on superhero stuff i feel it coming y'all #forgive me for the person i'm about to become ( regular ol' bel but she's crying over superheroes again )#get ready to ramble | ooc