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A Healthy Revenge

THis is going to blow you away (it did me). As a changing, light emoting boson corpuscle- only wishing to unit with it’s version of “higher power” – anything bigger than itself energetically, bugs are here to feed you – to become part of our corpus. They are extremely nourishing – as any bird might witness. Gram for gram and elementally, they are the richest sources of sustenance – not just…

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Election results 2024

This is written to a fellow mundane astrologer. We thought Kamala Harris might “win” the election. But she didn’t. Both her and DJT’s charts fit – in their peculiar way. Kamala’s chart fit in well with the the whole picture-for being a president. She has a “kite” and “star of David” which had overlap nicely with America’s ‘Sibley chart’. It was pretty well aspected for election day. And,…

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Letter to a 'New Age Healer'

This was sent in response to a training I received about healing various parts of the body. After being told to relax, close our eyes, and listen to his voice and notice our breath, he led us to “balance and release” incoherence. In this case, he focused on names and labels- focusing on negatives by his discourse. I canceled my subscription after 2 sessions. “Hi CC,  You’ve got the right…

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Mini Personal Update and Happy Halloween 2024! (L.D. 15)

All is well! I’m recuperating from a shoulder strain (probably from pruning too forcefully) while I get life organized. Working on a project – it’s under wraps for now until it becomes more material. In addition, to saying “I love you” out loud a phrase which emits several times a day, I am singing in tongues. Singing quietly but out loud, even in public including with my son and at the grocery…

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Peh delivers spiritual freedom

Rav Berg in, “The energy of the Hebrew Letters” says Peh (he writes Pei- so Peh is both informed by Heh and Yod), delivers G-d’s spiritual freedom. The mouth Pei, bears the awesome power of 72 names for G-d. With mouth’s utterances- we deliver redemption- or can, should we choose. Give them the grace of mercy – experienced as kindness. And that, “when the Mochin (“elevated spiritual light” of…

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Peh פ- is our mouth, and speech coming out of it.

Peh פ spelled Peh  פה, is the seventeenth letter in the Hebrew Aleph Beth/Beis ב and has the gematria of 80. Peh פה means mouth in Hebrew. Peh פה, handwritten, is Kaph כ with wriggle along its ‘spine’. Peh פה has a ‘tooth’ dangling down and partially obstructing Kaph’s כ opening which then looks like a fat uvula. Our mouths can accept or limit Kaph’s כ palm-sized delivery of G-d’s…

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Mem- as Hanging Man (by his foot, not his neck!)

Mem’s path on the T.O.L. is the man hung from his foot off a beam strung between two pillars. It takes little effort to hop off, but at first it is challenging- not from knots, but from awkwardness. You never know how words will land – where the other person’s consciousness is focusing on – and how your words ‘fit’ in with his/her ongoing story. So Mem is a field that “sits” there, in…

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Mem מ- our Water Body

Mem is the 13th letter of the Hebrew alphabet. Mem מ at the beginning or middle of a word entity is shaped like a hook on a hinge. According to Rav Berg, in “Hebrew Letters of Light” (may he RIP), “Mem מ is mute like water, and it makes manifest”. You could consider Mem מ to be your hormonal body. To respond we need our throat (Beth ב/Beis) and our breath (Aleph א)- as well as Shin’s ש hiss…

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Trust Your Breath

I have been deeply observant of spirit for my whole life. It is as if I’d had an N.D.E. (near death experience) and experienced Him in a version of His entirety in my unconscious being, but consciously I couldn’t believe in G-d, let alone state it aloud. I would wince when others would speak of Him. At the mere suggestion of the possibility of G-d, the men in my world (father, brother, friends,…

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Teth as our power.

Force, the right pillar looking at Kabbalah’s tree of life written on paper, by itself is something that squishes whatever is lighter than it. In order to be useful, it must be put to work. (Work=force x distance; we must apply force as directed energy, on an object for it to move). However while that force might be all over the place, only that which is in direct alignment with body in…

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About Teth ט- our Serpent Energy

Teth ט (also Tet, Tess) is the 9th letter of the Hebrew Aleph-Bet. Being “9“ it’s the foundation of Briah’s world of thought- not yet planning or action. Teth ט means “serpent” in Hebrew and is a fusion of Vau ו- head bent in humility and Resh ר. Teth ט wears a crown on it’s left side, and as such reminds me of a sea otter lying playfully on its back. True for all letters of light, the…

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The Plight of Afghani women

I read with sadness, the story of the Afghani women’s plight. The Pashtun Afghan women are once again, putting back the ‘blanket’ on young women and daughters- especially the ones in cities- though themselves live far on the outskirts and in rural areas. They’ve sent their enforcers to put young women back in their place-again to be kept from school and closeted- and to keep their beauty to…

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"NO", Revisited.

This is to a drs. Website that had published an article about the power of “no”. Here was my comment: “I too wrote an essay on the power of “no” – I was going through some ‘stuff’ which inspired to write it. At the time, I felt like I was being intrusively possessed and was trying to come to terms with it. Sensations like a foreign spirit had entered deep into my heart and midriff- after a man’s…

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Cheth, ח, in our real world labyrinth of commitment with another

I’ve always wondered how to “balance” my G-d-centric approach to life, while being in relationship with others. In the past, I kept my “G-d wisdom” to myself – it seemed so far out of anything in my collective. So I didn’t say too much, other than, “yes sir”. I’m still mostly quiet – from my kids I get nothing but push back. (They’re more into Bezos/Musk/Zuckerberg philosophy – do whatever you…

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Focus on a 'True-Crimes' TV producer's suicide

I read a sad story today in the Guardian, about the TV show producer John Balson who committed suicide after having intractable and debilitating head and body symptoms which no doctor relieved. As his symptoms progressed, he had a relentless sense of world being topsy-turvy (like vertigo), sharp head discomfort, “panic attacks”, and sleeplessness- all suggesting extreme neurovascular…

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Letter to a Young Traditional Astrologer

Requested feedback -some thoughts and responses to your youtube webinars.JWSun 8/4/2024 09:59Hi, Well, you did ask for some feedback – so I am sharing with you. You’re always so thorough, it’s hard for me to really add anything to what you’re saying, but (this is a very big but, so you might want to sit down to read this) for the last five years, I’ve been having a spiritual awakening as well.  I…

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To a Writer Decrying the Science Ecosystem

I used to think I loved science – studied physics, chemistry, and biology in university and graduated with a degree in cell and molecular biology from McGill University.  I loved to read my immunology books and journals when I was in med school and later as an allergist. I especially love(d) basic mechanisms and how they affect the whole. I’m just letting my sub to Nature go – after 45 years of…