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Valklobalore - Trap the Viper

A/N: I will not apologize for this. That is all. MINORS DNI

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It was only a matter of time. Kairi didn’t like to think about it much.

However, despite how much the familiar burn of alcohol poured down her throat, she couldn’t get that image out of her head.

“You’re…staying?” Relief practically dripped off of every syllable in Loba's words. It fell like a hammer over Kairi’s heart. Eyes shined with joy, and Kairi thought it was cruel they were still beautiful to her even now.

Because that joy wasn't fixated on Kairi. It was glued to the soldier awkwardly scratching the back of her neck with a sheepish smile.

“Yeah Lo. I’m not going anywhere.”

Kairi felt sick. She wasn’t sure if it was from the drinks or her own foolish heart. She doubted it mattered.

She should have known. She was the rebound, the distraction. The relationship was fragile. Doomed for destruction from the start (as all of her relationships seemed to be) the kind of fleeting love that never ended as sweet as it began.

I'm fucking crashing and burning. Should have stayed safe in the skies rather than be grounded. Nothing ever good comes from being grounded… Speed was life, and nowadays Kairi used that motto to run away–or more accurately, fly away–every time she saw the pair together. Sure, technically Loba hadn't broken up with her yet, and Anita hadn't taken it upon herself to beat Kairi into a pulp till she did–but again. It was only a matter of time.

Each interaction she saw with Anita and Loba was warmer than the last. Blinding smiles Kairi doubted Loba had ever given her felt like a slap in the face. Watching Loba's fingers brush over Anita’s arms and shoulders was enough to send her into a spiral. And Anita's face–the contentment, the authority, the way she'd glance at Kairi…

Like a challenge. A dare. An…invitation?

“Fuck!” Kairi cursed, emptying the cup with a final swing. It maybe wasn't the smartest choice, but she'd do anything to stop herself from breaking down in the bar like a loser. It was definitely the right choice to avoid Elliot’s bar, but how many excuses could she give before everyone became suspicious?

I should just end it first. Save myself the shame and give Loba what she deserves. Someone she truly loved. Someone who wasn’t plagued by the past and resorted to drowning her sorrows with liquor. Anita was everything Kairi wasn’t–reliable, strong, diligent–so it was only natural that Loba would choose her. Hell, with the way Anita commanded her squads? She would too.

“As long as she's happy…” Kairi bitterly muttered under her breath. She stared down at her empty glass, swallowing down a wave of sadness. This was gonna be the end one way or another. No point in dragging this out.

With a huff, Kairi signaled to the bartender for another glass.

—

Loba wasn’t happy at all, and her little viper was the cause.

“She's avoiding us. How are we supposed to talk if she flies away every time? I love her. Anita, I can't lose her...” The soldier nodded, listening to Loba's pained voice. They’d met up to finally discuss the what to do about Kairi after various attempts to talk to the pilot.

Anita frowned, chin on her palm. The "Ghost of Viper" certainly could act like Casper when she wanted to–disappearing the moment she or Loba so much as walked into a room with her in it. Anita would think it was cute if she hadn't caught the few times Kairi left slow enough to see her face.

The anguish made Anita want to run after her. It made her want to wrap the pilot up in her arms and shower her with reassurances. Being apart from Loba and watching her be with Kairi made the soldier realize she didn't just love the thief. No–she was jealous of Valkyrie as much as she was of Loba, because both women had caught the eye of her affection.

So, operation “Trap the Viper” was official, and together, Loba and Anita were going to show Kairi just how much she meant to the both of them.

“I know, I do too Lo. It hurts to see her like this these days, it’s clear she’d assuming the worst.” Loba nodded, fork clacking against her plate. She couldn't eat knowing how much Kairi was hurting, and knowing how much of that pain was her fault..

“I've tried to talk to her, but she’s putting a wall up now and giving me an easy smile like it’s all okay. I don’t know how to get through to her and let her know I’m not just…I’m not so heartless I'd just throw her away–!”

Anita reached over to hold Loba’s hand, waiting for the thief's trembling eyes to meet her own. When they did, Anita softly smiled, voice a calming murmur.

“Kairi wouldn’t want to “get in the way” if she really believed we got back together. She cares about your happiness more than anything Lo. So I’m not surprised she’s putting up an act with you, but…” Anita paused, lost in thought. However, Loba didn't let her think for long.

“But? Spit it out!” Impatient as always.

“But I doubt she’ll be able to keep that act up with me around. Waiting obviously isn’t working, so…what do I always say we should do when we’ve cornered a squad?” Loba blinked, and then she smiled, glossy lips making the soldier’s stomach flutter.

“We rush them, of course.”

—

Why did I agree to this? Valkyrie, aka Kairi, aka the Ghost of Viper, aka someone not prone to willingly be in inevitably disastrous situations…was currently in the most chaotic situation imaginable.

Who had a movie night in order to break up with someone? Apparently, Loba did.

Anita William’s hand rested dangerously on Kairi's right thigh. Loba’s breasts were pleasantly pressed against Kairi’s left arm. The movie played incomprehensible words, flashing images Kairi's few brain cells could currently process. The movie might as well have been pure static, especially when Anita’s hot breath was tickling Kairi’s ear, snickering about the dumb plot holes.

Why were they both being so touchy today? Why did Kairi feel like she was being doted on? Loba gave her light little orders as if she wasn't planning to break up by the end of the night. Anita acted as if she's forgotten what personal space was, standing close enough that Kairi could feel the heat of her body or trailing her fingers over the curve of Kairi's ears.

Just like now. It's as if she's teasing me…

Kairi flushed. Was she flinching? The pilot hoped not, avoiding the older woman’s hard gaze at her reaction. Kairi swore she could hear Anita chuckle, and it only made her embarrassment grow. What was going on? Loba seemed perfectly fine, smirking at Kairi as if nothing was weird. Valkyrie had expected them to sit down and tell her they’d gotten back together by now. She’d expected something along the lines of “it’s not you, it’s me.” from Loba and a smug smirk of victory from Anita…but this?

“Are you even paying attention?” Anita’s deep, amused voice made Kairi blush, dipping her head down.

“Uh, yeah just–just uh–it’s so boring. Rather be up in the clouds. C-can’t we watch something else? Or you know–get to the point of us meeting up?” Valkyrie huffed, finally mustering up the strength to turn and glare at Anita. She could take it now, the impending “She doesn’t need you anymore.” Kairi knew she was the rebound…

…and the rebound was useless if the ex came back.

“Angel…what do you think I invited you both here for?” Loba gently spoke, and Kairi couldn’t help but seethe. How could she even ask? As if it wasn’t obvious enough?

“What else Loba? Anita is back. You don’t need your little rebound anymore do you? You can be with who you really want now.” Valkyrie turned to hiss back at Loba, ignoring the hurt in her eyes. What right did she have? Loba was the one who'd strung Kairi’s heart along.

Though, Kairi had been the fool that let the thief hold her leash in the first place.

“Just…just say the words already–” To Kairi’s horror the tears she’d kept at bay for so long began to fall, and she sobbed something awful, loud and heart wrenching with all the despair she'd buried inside.

Shit, shit, I look like a fucking loser! Frantically, Kairi wiped at her cheeks as she struggled to continue, “s-stop d-dragging this out and get it over with–!”

Warm lips cut her words off. Kairi’s eyes widened at the calm, yet commanding kiss, feeling it drain the panic out of her. Large hands cupped her face. They held her like she was precious, gentle as if she would otherwise break.

So this is what she tastes like. Kairi could hardly do much but whimper, earning a hum of encouragement from Anita. Dizzy, she took a deep breath when she was finally let go, staring up into warm brown eyes. When did I end up lying down?

“We want you too Kairi, if you’ll have us.” Kairi blinked, lips still tingling from Anita’s overwhelming kiss. Both of them? No, wait–in the first place, Anita wants me? The soldier that always nitpicked every move she made? The soldier who could hardly stand her snarky comments and lazy demeanor? That Anita?

“You’re lying.” Kairi breathed, and Anita smirked, leaning down to hover over her.

“Am I? Then how should I prove it to you Kairi?” Her low murmur had the pilot blushing, sucking in a sharp breath when sharper nails traced over her swollen lips.

“Don’t worry angel.” Loba wickedly smiled, eyes narrowed with mischief, “by the time we’re done with you, you’ll know you belong to the both of us.”

—

The heartthrob, charasmistic Valkyrie had a secret only Loba knew about. It was a thrill of knowledge for the translocating thief to have, and now that the secret was shared with Anita, Loba could see the soldier cherished it too.

The fact that Kairi became stupidly adorable with just the right amount of attention.

Pale skin flushed red, and needy cries were cut off with every thrust of Anita’s hips. Kairi squirmed as if she had a chance against the strong hands holding her in place, and it only riled Anita up more. How much more can we ruin her? The thought danced around in Loba's head, fueling her lust.

Bite marks and hickeys already beautifully decorated Kairi's skin, and the look of her kiss bruised lips was divine. But can we do more? Loba’s mouth moved to playfully nip at the pilot’s breasts as she pondered, receiving a trembling jolt in response.

“Ahn, L-loba, don't–!” Anita rocked her hips, driving the plastic toy deeper inside Kairi. She’s playing right into our hands. Doesn’t she know what her begging does to us?

“W-wait–!” Loba bit her bottom lip, looking up to catch Anita’s lustful gaze. The soldier was mesmerized with her–no, their little viper–turned on by how her thrusts affected Kairi. The pilot's usual confident, cool demeanor was gone, leaving behind a needy girl longing for affection, and Anita was keen on giving Kairi whatever she wanted.

“Do you like that baby?” Anita growled as she buried her dick up to the hilt inside of Valkyrie’s heat. She received barely coherent babble in response, causing a sinister grin to grace Anita’s face.

"Clearer. Tell daddy how much you love this." Shit, that's hot. Loba watched as Kairi seemed to struggle with complying–both out of pride and her own struggle to breathe–but after a few thrusts aiming to rearrange her insides, Anita and Loba were blessed with a beautiful sight.

"I-I love…d-daddy's–ah–dick in…inside of me…" Kairi hiss-whispered the words with tears glistening in her eyes, bright red and trembling all over. Shit. Did she even realize what she looked like right now? Loba didn't know whether she wanted to praise her little viper or degrade her even more. However, Anita seemed to think a reward was in order for Kairi's efforts.

The soldier smirked, relentless as she picked up her pace, “That’s right baby. Such a good girl. So adorable. You’re fucking adorable Kairi.” Kairi whined, tears in her eyes as she glanced at Loba. Needy for all the rewards you can get, huh?

She didn’t need to ask, Loba knew exactly what she was hungry for.

“You wanna be good for me angel?” Loba spoke softly, cupping Kairi’s face to kiss her. Valkyrie's mumble of “yes please,” was breathlessly shameless, and Loba grinned, swinging her thick thighs over Valkyrie's face.

“Let me know if you need to breathe. I can’t have someone as precious as you dying on me, hm?” With that, the thief sat on Kairi’s face, and a moan slipped past her lips as Kairi immediately went to work. Her tongue can do wonders…Loba already felt her legs growing weak to her angel’s skillfulness, hands reaching out to Anita to steady herself.

“Kiss me.” Loba's demand was met with a hand at one of her braids, yanking it back to bite at her neck. Fuck. Loba moaned as Anita suckled at her skin, moving up to the edge of her jaw.

“What was that?” Loba’s stomach twisted with giddiness, and she huffed as Anita leant back to look her in the eyes.

“Anita…kiss me, p-please–ah!” Anita picked that moment to bury her strap deep into Kairi, causing the woman eating Loba out to moan without warning. The vibration of Kairi’s hot breath and needy noises muffled under her slick folds turned Loba on immensely, stuttering in the middle of obeying Anita’s words. Her reaction seemed to please Anita, and a hand caressed her cheek.

“‘Course baby. C’mere.”

—

Loba was right about Kairi. She was kinda addicting.

“I-I can’t–” Kairi was face down, ass raised in the air and heat exposed for Loba to have her fill. The thief didn’t hesitate with their little viper, dragging her tongue over Kairi’s sensitive pearl. Any time Kairi's hips faltered Loba would simply smack the pilot's ass with a tsk, demanding she keep it up.

Was this really the same snarky brat who “owned the skies” in the ring? This obedient doll?

Anita bit her lip, watching the pilot shudder while drool slipped past her lips. Kairi was being pleasured to the point of delirium, and Anita wondered how she'd be able to survive if Loba and Anita both decided to use a strap one day. Poor baby. She can hardly think already, and I'm just imagining how to make it worse.

Well, it was her fault for being so precious anyway.

“Feeling a bit left out Lo.” Loba raised her eyebrow over Kairi’s ass, though she took a moment to wring out some more moans from her angel before easing up.

“Darling,” Loba trailed the edge of her nail down Valkyrie’s spine. Anita watched the pilot shiver with a growing lust. God. How sensitive is she? “Don't be shy, you’ve been staring at her for a while, haven't you?” Now Loba lost Anita, but Kairi seemed to know exactly what she meant, growing crimson as she glanced up at the soldier.

“If. Uh. If you’re cool with it I could. Uh…” Shit. Was Kairi always this cute? The gap between Kairi Imahara’s real personality and Valkyrie’s persona was dangerous. Anita could get obsessed with knowing Kairi’s real self…and perhaps a little possessive.

But she couldn’t help it, how could she risk other people seeing Kairi like this?

Hands nervously tickled her thighs. Kairi acted like Anita would call an airstrike down on them if she did something wrong. Cute. Way too fucking cute. The little viper’s head tilted forward as if she were desperate to have what lay before her. Kairi’s tongue darted out to wet her lips, and suddenly, Anita wanted her. Greedily, endlessly–she wanted Valkyrie knowing her taste, indulging herself in Anita’s sex, pleasuring her–

“Could I–”

“Kairi.” The pilot jolted at the hard tone Anita used, looking up to see waves of desire in the soldier’s eyes.

“Just shut up and fuck me already.”

—

Anita liked to hold the back of her head and grind down against her tongue. It was much different from Loba, who seemed to like Valkyrie controlling exactly what part her heat would get the pilot's attention. But this was good too.

“Just like that, perfect baby. You’re being so fucking good to me.” Valkyrie glanced up, able to see the older woman’s breasts bouncing as she rode the pilot to oblivion, face flushed and eyes full of love.

Yeah. This is definitely good too.

A tug from Anita’s hand meant deeper, and Kairi obliged–tongue delving into her folds to elicit a rolling moan from the soldier. Valkyrie only had one hand free to grip Anita’s plush ass and pull more of her weight down. Her other hand was slick with Loba’s pleasure, and she could vaguely hear the thief moan as she bounced on top of her fingers.

They’re both feeling good because of me… Kairi felt her heart swell, and a mixture of joy and relief washed over her. She had come to this movie night thinking she was going to be abandoned, but instead?

—

Anita’s strong, warm arms wrapped around her from behind. Loba brushed stray hairs out of her eyes, planting a soft kiss onto her little viper’s forehead. Kairi felt safe between the two women, content enough to have her eyes begin to flutter shut from drowsiness. She fell asleep to Loba's soothing voice, reiterating what they had spent the entire night to prove.

“Sleep well Kairi, and always remember: we both love you angel. More than you could ever imagine.”

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