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Idk how I fuck up something so fast
My sleep schedule for example
#i accidentally fell asleep at like 6pm woke at at almost 10#then proceeded to stay up til 5am#force myself to sleep#wake up at 930 then get ready for work#i had a steady sleep schedule not even a week ago#i did somthing similar Wednesday going into thursdsy#idk man#i go nocturnal so easily
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Pangur is THRILLED that I have mono! her favourite thing in the world is napping with me
#pangur#now that I have a diagnosis I feel a lot better about how tired I am#I've been forcing myself to stay awake with espressos trying to stay productive#but now I'm like nah........let's just sleep.#(THOUGH I DO STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME PRODUCTIVITY IN ORDER TO PAY OFF ALL OF BELPHIE'S MEDICAL BILLS)#(AHHHHHHHHHH!)
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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asami and her girlfriend from fortnite or whatever
#im forcing myself to leave the comfort zone of not drawing characters interacting so wip. i have two more korrasami sketches to render but#i definitely need to attempt to sleep today#korrasami#legend of korra#tlok#tlok fanart#asami sato#avatar korra#tlok asami#tlok korra#korra x asami#ceesar(t)
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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his problem now
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all#im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible#even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days#theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all
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part 1/??
from a while ago, idk wanted to draw something with my depressed half elf
#bg3#tav#baldur's gate 3#wyll#comic#voltaical ocs#bishop#posting this mostly to force myself to finish the second half lmao#since bishops a half elf i think he can choose between sleeping or trancing#he just doesn't dream#so on bad nights he definitely sleeps
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i can only think about being domestic with hobie
spending most of your time walking around his place, house sitting for him when he's at the society's HQ. you're taking care of the plants you forced him to buy, keeping his cat fed and happy, and dusting off surfaces to keep yourself busy in the day.
you reorient the items that end up in the wrong place when hobie opens a portal and the disturbance causes levitation. the first few times, you were a little distraught at the occurrence, but you'd gotten used to it. especially when the minor inconvenience welcomed hobie back home.
walking through the hexigonal shape with a scowl that rubs itself off of his face as soon as he sees you, in shorts and one of his shirts, holding a mug that has the handle broken off of it.
the mug ends up on the newly cleaned counter when hobie's lips end up on yours, his large hands at your back, forcing the arch to push your chest up against his.
"spent the whole day thinking about you," he usually tells you, lips leaving your own to messily kiss around your face and jaw a little.
you always sound a little more breathless than intended when you respond, always a small "really?" even though you knew he was telling the truth and not just attempting to flatter you.
"'course. how could i not think about the babe waitin for me back home?"
it always ends with you propped up on some sort of surface; the kitchen counter, the coffee table, the dining table, the bathroom counter, maybe the couch or bed if he was really patient.
either way, he has his mouth on you, working its way to the main goal between your legs, where he pleases you until he gets his fill, ignoring your overstimulated pleas because he knows that despite all of the noise you make, you can take it. and you will.
#forced myself to write this#now i sleep gn#hobiesworld!#hobie brown x gn!reader#hobie brown x reader#hobie brown x you#hobie brown smut#hobie brown#celeste writes mcu#spiderpunk x reader#spiderpunk x you#spiderpunk smut
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your luck ran out
#anthro#furry#cat#feline#witch#oc: the cat#oc: cat o nine tails#i can't sleep... feel too 'wired' up and restless#so i forced myself to draw
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Something I feel like isn’t talked about enough is Amaya’s and Corvus’s friendship, and how Amaya most definitely saw Corvus grow up
He is barely 20 years old in the first season and yet its stated he’s been with Amaya’s crew for a long time. So Corvus was with her for at least his teen years.
But I think it shows in how much she cares for him and treats him.
She quickly goes to shield Corvus even when she herself is surrounded she runs to him to provide him cover and comfort.
And even when she is worried and scared about Janai being missing she tells Corvus to rest, even though his skills would be valuable here
And how every year before the storm spire she insisted Corvus be the one to make her favorite cookies for her birthday ‘tragically’ making him miss the birthday sparring match.
I desperately wish we could get more of their backstory together there is so much more history there that we don’t know.
But I wonder if she looks at him sometimes and still see a kid
#the other generals: uhhhh what you got there#Amaya with a 14 year old thrown over her shoulder: a smoothie#jelly tarts#the dragon prince#tdp corvus#tdp amaya#thinking about corvus tonight boys can you tell#this isnt to say she doesn’t see him as strong competent or capable she totally does#its why she sends him to look after her nephews why she sends him back to Katolis to look after Ezran#but man with a history like that i gotta know#okie gonna force myself to sleep nowni got a early flight tomorrow
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It's 2 in the morning
#wanderoveryonder#wander#woy wander#wandering eye#wander over yonder#starry eyed#commander peepers#woy peepers#i should be sleeping#why am i awake#messy sketch#forcing myself to draw#i love them#my favs#my art#my post#stargazing#why do they have 3 ship names???#sketch#my digital art#my artwork
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idk. maybe I should just make like a general supplies/survival fund bc like, cost of living is going up so much I literally just can't keep up. my miniscule paycheck just doesn't cover everything, it barely did before, but now $50 will buy me like 1 meal at the grocery store if I am lucky, I still gotta pay rent in a desperate housing search, bills, for medications, apartment applications, and still keep a fund for emergencies?? it's impossible. I have been eating once a day only for literal years and even that is not becoming sustainable anymore, the amount of times I have to distract myself and try to sleep through hunger pains is killing me. and genuinely like 80% of my time is spent driving around for uncomfortable and painful medical tests for a serious ongoing health crisis that incapacitates me near every goddamn day. like to a point I cannot sit upright for longer than a goddamn hour.
like everyone's struggling especially other chronically ill disabled people and asking for financial help is embarrassing and opens you up to all kinds of cruel and distasteful comments but man, I'd just like to be able to have my one meal and medications without worrying about overdrafts
#forcing myself back to sleep#ill think about it more when the sun comes up#even just not being able to buy my family and friends christmas gifts for the 3rd year in row#fucking sucks!
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ik the common agreement in neurodivergent circles seems to be that we all function better at night but here's to the ones who are on the opposite end of the spectrum. To the early birds who wake at 7 and can't stay up past 10pm. To the ones who are left out of almost every social event bc everything seems to be happening after 8 but you're normally in bed by that point. To the ones who are made fun of bc "only little kids go to bed that early". To the ones who, even if they wanted to, can never seem to find their place among others bc of society's expectation that the real fun only begins after midnight. I see you, I feel you, and I wish you a very same
#it's especially annoying bc everyone around me seems to believe#that THEY are the weird one/minority for going to sleep at 4am#when i have literally never. not once. met someone who went to bed at 10pm like me#as part of their natural sleep cycle#& ik i can't be mad at others bc you don't really pick your sleep cycle but like.#a lot of the time it feels like they aren't even trying to involve me#bc 'if i wanted to be involved i should have just stayed awake longer'#instead of like. starting shit earlier or idk#and then im the idiot for not being able to force myself to stay awake#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#autistic#autism#actually autistic
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this is so incredibly entertaining to me
#void whispers#literally thought about this RIGHT before i fell asleep and i was like that one fucking meme where i just woke up immediately#but i had to sleep so i wrote it down in my notes then forced myself to sleep#i feel like i have like. sacred info or fuckin somethin#lookin at so many ppl like ''ik wut u r''#/pos ofc#anyway TAG TIME#comship#proship#comship safe#proship safe#comshippers please interact#proshippers please interact#celestial proship#anti anti#antis dni
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nny and edgar in the dance club be like
OKAY LOL this is SUPER DUMB but
it all started when @zarla-s sent this video to a gc i'm in saying " edgar goes with nny to the club to go dancing and he sees nny do this and just stands there paralyzed " " DANCE EDGAR nny shouts at him, edgar sways awkwardly back and forth " i was like haha that's so funny when i do have the time i'm gonna animate that i think guess what i did have the time . right now
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#zarla s#shitpost#jthm#johnny c#jthm nny#okay i just banged this whole thing in like FIVE HOURS .#THE WHOLE THING . the guidelines the animation EVERYTHING#this is actually the first csp animation i've made#or like . my first animation EVER#the interface is actually not that hard to understand#it's just that i was forced to watch a tutorial for more than 8 minutes to understand the basics#( i can't finish tutorials to save my life#god i'm still surprised i wanted to finish this before going to sleep and I DID#me : takes a week to make a 9 frame animatic#also me : takes 5 hours to make a 70 FRAME ANIMATION#( well of course this is not colored and stuff#i think this is the most iconic thing i've made for this fandom . proud of myself .
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Guys. It’s 5 AM and I have two exams, a lab, an interview, and a concert today, I’ve gotten no sleep, and yet in the time I was meant to be sleeping, all I could think about was Rosegarden because of course they take up any and all down time I get but
Guys.
What if. At the end of it all. Salem and Ozma have departed the world. The gods have left for good. Everyone is standing in one place, uncertain. And someone asks, “so… what do we do now?” And Ruby and Oscar look at each other and say at the same time, “whatever we’d like”
BECAUSE THEIR CHARACTERS ARE FOILS OF OZMA AND SALEM AND WHEN THEY FINALLY REACHED THEIR GOALS TWICE THATS WHAT THEY SAID BUT FIRST IT WAS OZMA AND THEN IT WAS SALEM BUT THIS TIME ITLL BE OSCAR AND RUBY AND ITLL COME FULL CIRCLE AND-
#I literally forced myself not to get on my phone when I was lying awake in bed trying to sleep because I needed sleep#and checking your phone when trying to sleep is not the best for you so literally when my alarm went off I came here to bestow my idea#I know people have had this idea before but to me it hit like a train and I had to let it be known#stheim stop thinking about rg for one second of your life challenge failed#my therapist is going to be so concerned#yet again#do you see my vision#rwby#rwby theory#I guess#I know it’s not explicitly rg but it was down the line of thought of rg so I’m tagging them anyway#rosegarden#rwby rosegarden#rosegarden rwby#ruby rose#oscar pine#rwby salem#rwby ozma#greenlight volume 10#greenlight rwby volume 10#greenlightvolume10#crwby
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