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Idk how I fuck up something so fast
My sleep schedule for example
#i accidentally fell asleep at like 6pm woke at at almost 10#then proceeded to stay up til 5am#force myself to sleep#wake up at 930 then get ready for work#i had a steady sleep schedule not even a week ago#i did somthing similar Wednesday going into thursdsy#idk man#i go nocturnal so easily
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Pangur is THRILLED that I have mono! her favourite thing in the world is napping with me
#pangur#now that I have a diagnosis I feel a lot better about how tired I am#I've been forcing myself to stay awake with espressos trying to stay productive#but now I'm like nah........let's just sleep.#(THOUGH I DO STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME PRODUCTIVITY IN ORDER TO PAY OFF ALL OF BELPHIE'S MEDICAL BILLS)#(AHHHHHHHHHH!)
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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asami and her girlfriend from fortnite or whatever
#im forcing myself to leave the comfort zone of not drawing characters interacting so wip. i have two more korrasami sketches to render but#i definitely need to attempt to sleep today#korrasami#legend of korra#tlok#tlok fanart#asami sato#avatar korra#tlok asami#tlok korra#korra x asami#ceesar(t)
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wanted to play with how blaze would fit into stc, so I finally got around to watching a longplay of sonic rush. i hated it. the writing made me so mad. so here's a couple fleetway blaze doodles and a LOT of "here's how i would fix this story" doodles
#sth#sonic the hedgehog#blaze the cat#fanart#cream the rabbit#amy rose#knuckle the echidna#id in alt text#doodles#not tagging feebay bc really this could be ANY mean sonic... who's to say!#i keep starting and stopping myself from rambling about all the problems with this story#bc at a certain point i just keep circling back to: this is elise's story in 06 and 06 did it better#everything wrong with rush is fixed in 06. they just did blaze again but did the story right that time#so instead i'll just explain that knuckles was ooc as FUCK he would NOT tell blaze to trust sonic with the emeralds#and cream needed to be doing something that was not just. forcing herself as blaze's friend.#she needed to like. just be trying to help someone who needs help rather than annoy her into accepting the title of friend#posts in the night time when all the notes are sleeping ^_^
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his problem now
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all#im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible#even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days#theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all
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part 1/??
from a while ago, idk wanted to draw something with my depressed half elf
#bg3#tav#baldur's gate 3#wyll#comic#voltaical ocs#bishop#posting this mostly to force myself to finish the second half lmao#since bishops a half elf i think he can choose between sleeping or trancing#he just doesn't dream#so on bad nights he definitely sleeps
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Actor AU 🎭 For Day 5 of #SherliamWeek2024
I didn’t intend to draw a detailed comic like this but here we are…
+ Bonus details because important extra strong hold for the ahoge ✨ proven to hold 221x stronger than average hair sprays
#damn I’m tired I need to sleep early tonight I drew so much last night and today#I really take any opportunity to draw them kissing huh#sherliamweek2024#sherliam#yuukoku no moriarty#yuumori#ynm sherlock holmes#liam james moriarty#the intern is RIGHT where is the kissing in the OP themes HUH we know they did you guys cut them out#forcing myself to bed early tonight#instead of 4am#my usual is 2am (normal)#actor au
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#FOR SOME REASON#FROM THE HOURS OF 12 TO 3 AM#I CAN GET A BUNCH OF WRITING DONE???#EVEN THOUGH I'M YAWNING AND TIRED AND WANNA SLEEP#I'M SOMEHOW WRITING#DESPITE BEING SAT IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER THE WHOLE DAY AND FORCING ME MYSELF TO WRITE ONTO THE GODDAMN PAGE#I truly am my own worst enemy#I am my own worst enemy#why#why am i like this#screaming crying throwing up#screaming into the void#writing funny#writing woes#writing struggles#writer's woes#writer's block#writers block#creative writing#writerscommunity#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writer#ao3 writer#ao3#archive of our own#writblr#writing life
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yet another classic 4am juk wip post
#im forcing myself to go to sleep now im so proud of me#batfam#batfam fanart#dick grayson#wip#dc comics#fanart#dc#nightwing#stephanie brown#jukjukart#jukjukdoodle
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currently pondering Hiram's terrible horrible not good very bad self abstraction... this is just a first draft but I have to share my vision
#forcing myself to share art even if it's messy because i never have enough time to redraw my sketches#i want to retrace this so bad but i also need to sleep oughh#anyway i am ThinkingTM about them#hiram hargrave#hiram x deviless#my art#blood cw#injury cw#not very detailed but just in case#self harm cw
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your luck ran out
#anthro#furry#cat#feline#witch#oc: the cat#oc: cat o nine tails#i can't sleep... feel too 'wired' up and restless#so i forced myself to draw
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Something I feel like isn’t talked about enough is Amaya’s and Corvus’s friendship, and how Amaya most definitely saw Corvus grow up
He is barely 20 years old in the first season and yet its stated he’s been with Amaya’s crew for a long time. So Corvus was with her for at least his teen years.
But I think it shows in how much she cares for him and treats him.
She quickly goes to shield Corvus even when she herself is surrounded she runs to him to provide him cover and comfort.
And even when she is worried and scared about Janai being missing she tells Corvus to rest, even though his skills would be valuable here
And how every year before the storm spire she insisted Corvus be the one to make her favorite cookies for her birthday ‘tragically’ making him miss the birthday sparring match.
I desperately wish we could get more of their backstory together there is so much more history there that we don’t know.
But I wonder if she looks at him sometimes and still see a kid
#the other generals: uhhhh what you got there#Amaya with a 14 year old thrown over her shoulder: a smoothie#jelly tarts#the dragon prince#tdp corvus#tdp amaya#thinking about corvus tonight boys can you tell#this isnt to say she doesn’t see him as strong competent or capable she totally does#its why she sends him to look after her nephews why she sends him back to Katolis to look after Ezran#but man with a history like that i gotta know#okie gonna force myself to sleep nowni got a early flight tomorrow
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[inspired by this post by @synthetickitsune. i love it so much <3]
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“Hey, are you even listening?”
“S-sorry, I just zoned out.” You muttered out the apology as you glanced away from the commotion across the plaza.
Waving a breadstick in front of your face, Jieun continued, “ I know the hero’s party is mesmerizing. But, Y/N, we are at the bottom of the pecking order here. You can’t get distracted by them! No matter what happens, do you think Jeonghan will notice us? Or, god forbid, Joshua?
“He won’t?” You reply distractingly as your eyes kept moving by itself towards the boy sitting at the center of the table. A shadow of a smile constant on his lips.
Slamming one hand on the table, Jieun said with a kind of desperate urgency in her voice, “ No! He! Won’t! He is a big shot hero. He saved the world! What are you not getting here? Please don’t let the first friend I make be braindead. I will so start crying.”
“Okay, okay. Don’t cry please.” You take both of her hands into your own and look right into her eyes, trying to convey your sincerity. Because you can’t let your new friend cry. Not when she was the only human connection you had left in the world. Trying to capture the right words from the cloudy sea of thoughts in your head, you say, “I will listen to you, don’t worry. We only have each other here.”
At this Jieun let out a small relieved smile and went on about the guild rules. The afternoon passed away swiftly with the warmth of the soft winter sun, delicious teacakes, and comforting company. Yet, when you lay down at night, you can’t help unfurl the tightly bound thoughts in your head. You can’t help recalling Joshua’s smile when he was with his friends. There he was, looking so fondly at them,as always. “My family”, he called them as you two laid side by side under the dim glow of the sun. He would whisper things in the vein of “there is nothing I would not sacrifice for them”. You wanted to ask then, “Even me? Will you even sacrifice me?” Well, now you know your answer considering he slit your throat for them for everyone.
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a/n: almost everyday i think about the 'svt + who would sacrifice you to save the world vs sacrifice the world to save you' post and i think about why joshua wants to be happy about his choice. what actually happened that made him do it? What if he didn't give the person he sacrificed a choice to save the world or die? What if he made the choice for them? What if they came back and saw him mourning them? Would they forgive him for the betrayal? Or would Joshua have to live knowing that he has the everyone's adoration for saving him but your loathing for dooming you? delicious, delicious angst hehe
#its better to read the post first!!!#also this is something i wrote for myself#actually the aliens in my brain forced me to write it out#tis just a drabble my good sers#no beta read cause this is the brainchild of sleep deprivation and coffee!!#seventeen#svt#joshua#joshua x reader#joshua x you#joshua angst#joshua x y/n#seventeen drabbles#seventeen imagines#seventeen fanfic#seventeen fluff#writings of tie-dye
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ik the common agreement in neurodivergent circles seems to be that we all function better at night but here's to the ones who are on the opposite end of the spectrum. To the early birds who wake at 7 and can't stay up past 10pm. To the ones who are left out of almost every social event bc everything seems to be happening after 8 but you're normally in bed by that point. To the ones who are made fun of bc "only little kids go to bed that early". To the ones who, even if they wanted to, can never seem to find their place among others bc of society's expectation that the real fun only begins after midnight. I see you, I feel you, and I wish you a very same
#it's especially annoying bc everyone around me seems to believe#that THEY are the weird one/minority for going to sleep at 4am#when i have literally never. not once. met someone who went to bed at 10pm like me#as part of their natural sleep cycle#& ik i can't be mad at others bc you don't really pick your sleep cycle but like.#a lot of the time it feels like they aren't even trying to involve me#bc 'if i wanted to be involved i should have just stayed awake longer'#instead of like. starting shit earlier or idk#and then im the idiot for not being able to force myself to stay awake#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#autistic#autism#actually autistic
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