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I never really thought I'd need to make an emergency post ever again, but...

I just realised we're fast approaching pretty serious financial issues here, and I don't know what to do other than try ko-fi again. I don't really want to say too much, but with how fast funds have been going down over the past year... I'm scared we might not have a home by next year.

ko-fi plug, which I will likely start adding to some of my art posts going forward: click here for the ko-fi page

I'm a physically disabled transmasc NB person with mental health issues living with their very physically disabled mom. Mom is a double-amputee and can no longer move herself. It's physically impossible for me to move her either due to my condition.

She has four carers come in a day for her basic hygenic needs but that's about it. These care workers are *crucial* for her, but they're expensive. She's on dialysis for stage 4 kidney disease and her overall kidney health is extremely poor, iirc only 8% function left from the last time it was checked. She has type 2 diabetes, has between 2-10% hearing left in her right ear, osteo, COPD, and lymphedema in both legs. She's really, really not well. I really, REALLY need help because the welfare I'm on isn't enough to cover the cost of the carers.

If you'd like to help even just by reblogging this for me, I appreciate it... I just don't know what else to really say or do. I don't have other relatives that could help bc they're barely staying afloat themselves, and I don't have friends who could help that live local either.

I still don't feel confident about commissions but I'll open them. This is the worst possible timing because working when stressed and anxious makes me self-conscious on the quality.

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Juno of Jupiterra, "the lightning conductor". She cloaks herself in storms and makes sega genesis-sounding music using her tesla coil halo (aka conducting the lightning lmao)

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Juno of Jupiterra, "the lightning conductor". She cloaks herself in storms and makes sega genesis-sounding music using her tesla coil halo (aka conducting the lightning lmao)

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the reaper's spirit lantern

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the reaper's spirit lantern

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alternate fit for his lordship, Sir Gao (aka Sam)

dealing with depression by sanrio-izing The Man

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i was looking at ASMR stuff on youtube and somehow misread "soft spoken, tapping, crackling" as "soft spoken, trapping, cackling" so now i guess i need to design an ASMR Witch 👁️👄👁️

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will you give him your heart this valentine's day? or will he have to take it by force

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He is SO ready for valentine's day

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dealing with depression by sanrio-izing The Man

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"we're so glad you exist"

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"we're so glad you exist"

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soon, the rain will pass

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soon, the rain will pass

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this year i'll be dealing with quite a lot. training in new skills so i can land a stable job, treating health issues, setting up a new model for selling art that works with my new schedule. all of this is so that i can make moves toward gathering my trans loved ones closer together for safety. mostly due to the health issues, i can't do this alone. if you have some spare cash and want to help support a vulnerable, nonstandard family, you'll have my fondest gratitude ❗

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Sad Hellhound with their Ominous Bird doing the Emo Death Note Squat because they are Withering From People Paying Attention To Them

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"I hallucinated seeing god at the crosswalk, where they assured me what was happening was very, very real..."