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Hello, Hello?
Hello, I am Caps, also known as Sunday, Prince, or Keybord. This is a blog where i save stuff 👍 hope this helps. I use it/she/he/dae/daemon/chat/chatter/unholy/unholys/by/byte/bytes. Honestly, just look Up at my image here and just. Figure it out from there tbh. It's not everything but its enough information.
You can find more about me at my main @keybordcaps
For things that need warnings: I have some things that are already tagged due to being a sensitive topic or thing but I am very willing to add more! Just send an ask and ill make a tag for it for you to block/filter ^_^
Things Tagged: #blood - posts with blood #gore - posts with gore #body horror - posts with body horror #bugs + #insects - posts with bugs & insects #spiders - posts with spiders #eye strain - posts with eyestrain* #flashing [gif/lights] - posts with flashing gifs and or lights*
*a bit more difficult for me to figure out what is and isnt sometimes, but just let me know if something gets past me
this post is ever changing and stuff, i'll add more as things go on and such, probably add a link list for all my important tags sometime, but not tonight. I'm in the process of making sure things are tagged, i tend to fast reblog png images to here, be aware that some posts are not tagged, especially recent ones. i like to do this to preserve, so I hope this helps you. I do more than just pngs, i also do id packs/npts, flags for various things, etc. Make sure to give credit to the blog of the stuff youre using, and check them out. Okay, have a good day or night.
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can i just say, it still makes me feel a little crazy how astarion, come act 3, still can’t quite put a name to his relationship with his partner, but he WILL tell them he wants to keep them both safe.
he won’t say i love you just yet but he will say forever, for good.
#astarion's greatest desire being safety -> astarion telling his partner he wants to keep them safe too#the way this particular facet of his want is twisted into a desire to preserve them eternally through vampirism and compounded by#his own need for security from betrayal if he does ascend#the way 'it can't be forever' is very pointedly one of tav's options to break up with him post ritual as a spawn#and the shift in his language going from very fleeting and temporary to this very permanent thing despite his inability to name it#going from 'i'm all yours and you're all mine... until morning at least'#to 'i'm doing this for you too you know. to make sure we're both safe. forever. for good.'#like do you get me do you understand the gravity of a vampire dropping the f (forever) word#chef's kiss muah no notes#astarion ancunin#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#i knowww he's still being a cheeky and slightly manipulative guy up to the actual ritual but come on
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Day 5: Internet
he's already out there 👀
#keep an eye out... he's already out there#I can't guarantee your safety... nor mine#tsp#drawing#tsp narrator#tspud#narratorverse#doodles#the stanley parable narrator#tsp art#the stanley parable#paratober#paratober 2024#art#lexumpy's art
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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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i had an idea for a canary fakemon that glows when it sings, so miners used to use it as a light source. this was very dangerous for the pokemon and many of them died. the spirits of some of those pokemon became trapped in the mines and now haunt them, taking revenge for their untimely demise by using their light and song to lure unwary people and pokemon to their deaths ^_^
#pokemon#fakemon#no names for these guys yet i was simply struck with inspiration and had to draw out some designs#specifically i remembered the song birdhouse in your soul and then i thought 'hm that would make a cool pokemon'#and the ghost one was inspired by historical mining practices involving canaries + fire safety lamps (used in mines)#the ring handle was supposed to resemble a halo but idk how clearly that came through sdfjd#also to be clear this is not an evolution line! i have an evolution line planned for the alive one already
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[TW: homophobia, threats of physical violence, SA, gun violence]
IMPORTANT: do not interact with the person mentioned below. please do not send hate or harass ANY of the accounts mentioned. the point of this post is to warn the community of a serious threat, not to dog pile or stir a hate mob. his accounts have been reported and local authorities have been made aware of his potential for harm. Last updated: 01/30/2024. New information begins close to the bottom, starting at the red text.
Some of you may already be familiar with the homophobic incel that was previously filling the Ahsoka & Sabine Wren tags with vile misogyny. He's gone by many names due to banning and deactivations: @sabezrastan01, @longlivetheemporer, @imperialloyalist01, @standorando, and @imperialsycophant. Here's the guy that gave us this classic:
Now, as meme worthy as that post was- it's unfortunately just the tip of the iceberg. Despite his exile from this social media site, he continues to be active on Instagram and TikTok. He also continues to get support from some of the same folks that have been painting sapphics and wolfwren shippers out as vicious bullies.
I didn't intend to find everything I did, but this man constantly comments under official Star Wars media posts calling queer women "degenerates" and "beasts," so it's been hard to miss. It honestly hurts to reread this shit again, but I want to warn anyone who 1) may interact with him without realizing he's a incel neo nazi 2) may be harmed by his continued harassment.
First thing to remember about him- he doesn't just complain about shipping, he has wished death and harm upon multiple people. On top of the two screenshots below, he also discussed wanting to put a bullet in Dave Filoni's head (the alt account was taken down before I thought to screenshot):
He wrote "these people need to be beaten" on a dozen anti-wolfwren posts before his most recent account was taken down. He has embraced the common anti-LGBTQIA+ rhetoric of queer people being pedophiles and rapists:
He repeatedly brings rape up unprompted, especially when talking to nonbinary folks and women:
Plus buys into the "woke agenda" causing queer relationships to happen in media:
You'll notice the irony of him "worrying" wolfwren shippers are going to threaten the actors, despite him previously threatening to kill Dave Filoni and beat wolfwren shippers. He seems to be projecting a lot of his own desires and wishes onto other people, which will become even more obvious further down this post.
Now, thankfully his last tumblr account was taken down for inciting violence, but as i mentioned before, it's hard to miss him on other platforms:
Out of morbid curiosity I clicked on his account, and it's unfortunately what you would expect for from an incel. His follower and following list is littered with white nationalists, militia groups, tactical gear stores, weapon vendors, alt-right religious orgs, and 4chan neo nazis.
Instagram Followers:
Instagram Following:
It's clean he's unhinged and a danger to those who don't share similar interests. He seems to make allowances for anyone who ships sabezra, but otherwise is a diehard supporter of alt-right Christian nationalist beliefs.
One of his previous account names on Instagram was @cajunminuteman, with a confederate flag as his pfp. In current alt right groups, a minuteman is a person who is ready to pick up a gun and fight on a minutes' notice, typically in a militia against the government. His previous account also followed a number of Christian Southern Nationalist accounts:
There are a number of shippers that continue to interact with this man. Most sabezra shippers I've chatted with are very sweet, some of you even share discord servers with me and have so much love for this fandom. I'm only asking those of you who choose to ignore this man's threats of violence to revaluate how far you are willing to go to support a fictional ship.
Wolfwren shippers have bore the brunt of fandom hate and harassment since Ahsoka started airing. We continue to get called degenerates, rapists, pedophiles, and threatened with physical violence. This is not the same, or in any way equivalent, to silly jokes made about fictional ships being made canon. It's exhausting to get constant harassment in real life AND online.
Are there mean wolfwren shippers? Absolutely. I'm sorry queer people sometimes cheer on cishet ships not becoming canon, I know it sucks when it's over something you like. No, enjoying cishet ships doesn't make you any less queer, and I'm sorry there was an asshole out there that said that shit. But can we PLEASE stop acting like sapphics and wolfwren enjoyers are ALWAYS bullies? That we're somehow always the ones threatening people? It plays into the alt-right rhetoric of the LGBTQIA+ community being predators and I'm so sick of it, especially when there is so much outright vile hate for queers.
If there are any wolfwrens sending hate and/or threats, I am begging for an example or name so they can be reported properly. None of us condone any of the nasty shit that's been sent, we deal with enough hate irl. This man's closest friends aren't much better, joking about wanting to hurt wolfwren shippers and how the LGBTQIA+ community is a bad thing:
The most recent return to tumblr was under account @imperialsycophant where he tried to pretend he wasn't the same incel loser:
He eventually went mask off, realizing that most people weren't foolded:
On January 24 2024, his most recent Instagram account (@imperialloyalist01) was taken down. Less than 24 hours later, a sabezra shipper DM'd me asking me to delete this post. I explained to the shipper that the point of this post was to warn the fandom as a whole of this guy's behaviour, and at multiple points I make it clear everyone should stay away + not engage any of the accounts involved.
Everything included in this thread is public information taken from public posts or public accounts. The shipper who DM'd me still demanded I remove this post, as it could "hurt their friends."
The context of who the incel associates himself with is helpful when conveying the severity & underlying motives of his actions. There are approximately two non alt-right/neo-nazi accounts in the following/follower lists I shared. Those who were following @imperialloyalist01 up until January 24th were both privately and publicly made aware they were following a person threatening harm against others, but they continued to like, comment, and follow the account. This does not mean any of them should be harassed or bothered. It simply provides additional context to the situation and will hopefully aid others in forming their own opinions on who they wish to befriend.
When I reminded the shipper who DM'd me that their friends were continuing to make jokes about hitting/hurting wolfwren shippers, AND tagging wolfwren in those edits, I did not get a response. However, what I did get was mass spam reported.
Shortly after I sent the above message and the sabezra shipper realized I would not be taking this post down, my account was hate reported and temporarily terminated. Tumblr has an automated feature that bans accounts immediately (out of safety) if they are reported by a large group of people at the same time (which is fair, say someone posts torture or something terrible). Thankfully, after I emailed the abuse support team and explained the situation, they reinstated my account:
I will not be sharing the name of the sabezra shippers who tried to take down my account. I already get harassed enough, and I don't want anyone to go through the same shit. Please remember that a small group of bad people do NOT represent an entire community. There are plenty of sweet sabezra shippers that do not support this kind of disgusting and hateful behaviour.
Key takeaways: don't send hate or threats. Let people have their fun online while they attempt to avoid the Horrors of real life. Please don't support people spewing vile hate JUST because they like the same fictional ships as you.
Other posts related to him: (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)
#updated Friday Jan 30 2024#sabezra#wolfwren#ezrabine#sabine wren#ezra bridger#bluebean#swr#rebels#shin hati#ahsoka#tw homophobia#tw sa#tw violence#text#mine#i reported him but who knows what will come of it- i just want everyone to stay safe. do not engage for your own safety please.
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i have decided im not gonna journal anymore
#tell me why when i come downstairs to eat breakfast before going to school my parnets are like#we read your journal#EXCUSE ME#no????#thats not -#like i dont understand#i made it so i wouldn’t have to talk to anyone but you read it#EVERYTHING IS IN THERE#from my sexuality crisis to how excited i was for short n sweet and like thats not#i understand safety and whatever but thats mine#my memories my thoughts my feelings my anxiety like#this is why i want a kid to raise fucking right#ugh#⊹₊ ⋆ may yaps#oh soz for the rant#if you got here 😚😚
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Noteclan: Moon 3
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they're sooo. I am so proud of that Tallsilk and Ochrewillow scene. If anyone has any asks they want to send about any of the characters please do I would be So excited to talk more about them.
I'm also very excited about the newcomers! In game both Calakit and Bogpaw joined the clan, but in story, Bogpaw's still a fumbleclan cat. He's a mediator in game, technically existing but mostly there to help me sculpt the story. (Also: if anyone has advice on how to change who a mediator was mentored by, please help! I've tried to modify the code but there's clearly a place I haven't found yet)
also: by a Rough counting(I am sick currently and while I thought I was getting better apparently addition is beyond me rn), I've now drawn more than 100 panels of this comic! If I was doing the classic 3 panel updates lots of folks do I'd be on post 33.. jeez. makes me feel much better about how infrequently I post, LMAO
hope y'all have a nice rest of your day!
#clangen#noteclan moons#ochrewillow#shadepaw#heronstar#oatdawn#tallsilk#rainpaw#pipitpaw#calakit#beechdream#bogpaw#heartpaw (implied.) (the brown eared cat ochrewillow sees? yea.)#now. in the safety of the tags. I can Rant about Ochrewillow and tallsilk oh my GODFD I am going Feral you guys#I Love their 'we fought in a war together and I know the blood on your hands like the back of mine' bullshit they're so.#ochrewillow the chosen champion and tallsilk the guiding hand on her blade.. please ask me about them. please#'I'll kill you' 'I wouldn't expect anything less' . Stares at them. I hardly even remember writing it They wrote that and it's so.#they're Freaks and I love them#^ I know that's normally said about romantic pairs but no te preocupes that's not what's happening they're just. Something Else#I need to draw flashbacks with them someday.. I need to explore them more#..I really hope the framing where they meet crestedclan didn't come off as something shitty I just Really wanted to draw it
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on top of this being the anniversary of the most traumatic day of my life which was followed by 6 weeks I was homeless and had a variety of traumatic things happen, we also got
me being due for my depo shot which means I will cry over things that are not worth crying about (the best example is probably the time I thought we had a frozen spaghetti meal in the freezer and started sobbing when it wasn't there)
finding out my estranged sister violated her probation (it's a long story) and even though I wouldn't have expected to have strong feelings about it it's still somehow like
my mom's dad might be dying (I haven't seen him since I was very young so I don't view him as much more than "my mom's dad" and saying he's my grandpa wouldn't feel right to me even if it's technically correct) and it's like the thing with my sister where it's not something I would expect to have feelings about but still do
We went into our apartment complex's office to renew our lease and they said they'd email us all the lease stuff to sign online earlier this week and it's probably nothing but anxiety brain go brrrrrrrr they're not going to renew it and you'll be homeless again!!!!
I truly feel like Luis Serra in this moment:
the bear trap is last years trauma, the ganado is everything more recent
#but wish them well has been my primary therapy song. especially bc im thinking abt my sister again. i miss having a sister. i miss having#nephews. i cant say i miss having a niece bc she was a baby i only met once before everything imploded. but im sad abt not knowing her#i miss having who i thought was a genuinely good person for a bil#and sometimes i just think abt WHY. why was my pos dad and his family more important to her than the safety of her mom and siblings#why did she sit back and watch my dad destroy my mom's life and by extension mine and my younger sibling's#so i rlly need the ''even the lost ones you can only give up on. even the ones that make you burn. thank your stars youre not that way. tur#your back and walk away. dont even pause and ask them why. turn around and say goodbye.''#and ofc the ''even though youre going through hell JUST KEEP ON GOING. let the demons dweeellll JUST WISH THEM WELL''#is always good
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//hey I hate making posts like this but seriously don’t fucking lie about your age if you’re a minor. You could get people into serious legal, life destroying trouble. I am almost 30 and you are just a baby boo to me, and this is a…very adult blog. I can’t stop a minor from watching hazbin even though they shouldn’t, but I can stop them from interacting with me.
It’s dangerous, point and simple, for both the ADULTS you interact with, and yourself. Stay OUT of adult spaces, and honestly even 18 and 19 is pushing it. It may not be illegal but that’s still rightfully going to make adults uncomfortable. Some of us are like fucking thirty and older and aren’t comfortable interacting with…KIDS on a blog largely about sex and murder!!
Just don’t do it, Christ. Wait a few years, or interact with people your own age. You’re going to get people sent to jail and it’s fucking selfish. DON’T invade adult spaces.
#(psa)#I think we all know what this is about#I will sb minors and hard block if they follow again#it’s for your own safety and mine
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possessive doms who hates when you leave their side especially for girls' nights with all your friends that hate him because they think he's too controlling. so whenever he sees you all dressed up and ready to leave to meet the girls, he walks up behind you, resting his hands on your waist and asks "and just where do you think you're going?"
when you remind him that you're going out with the girls and he gave you permission to go, he says "i don't care, you're not going" you roll your eyes at him and try to leave anyway. but you don't get further than two steps before he's dragging you back to him bending you over the closest furniture item, flipping up your dress and starts fucking you, biting your neck and telling you that you're his.
eventually he cums in you and when he pulls out, he turns you around to face him, puts his hand around your neck and says "don't you dare fucking clean that up. now leave before i change my mind" and sends you off to with a slap to your ass
#safety first bitches#this is unhealthy#if someone actually tries to control you like this#leave cause that's abuse#now that that's out of the way#i want this so desperately it hurts#i want to be controlled to the point where i can't do anything without your approval#i want obsession and possession and codependence#(can we tell i like toxic men irl)#anyways this is hot#and i want it#mine
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Yeah I just have songs I can't listen to because they completely change who I am for an unknown period of time and I do things I normally wouldn't and don't really remember it much after [<- undiagnosed DID voice]
#m/cc#mine#'sometimes music just makes you act completely differently :/'#you get a weird feeling in your body and then you're like a different person for a random amount of time#sometimes you just have songs you like so much that you can't listen to them for your own bodily safety#anyway I wouldn't say I have TRAUMA#- guy who has not even heard of DID yet and will not be diagnosed for another ten years
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about 5 seconds from spinning an entire barely-genre-adjacent au just because ikeep thinking abt Characters too hard
anyway angela and roland on the worlds longest, shittiest road trip to Nowhere
#[tagramble warning WAHA]#piktalk#projmoon#can you see my vision. its about the abandonment of certainty; of the decision to hold tight to no one but yourself.#its the decision to live dangerously; to live freely; or at least to try and learn what 'freedom' exactly means#what it means to someone who has never felt it. never lived it.#about the chance intersection of lines; of lives. and eventually; about solidarity even in the face of the unknown.#not trusting you; but trusting you. not knowing you; but knowing you.#i know not what you want nor if it is good for me; but youre here and will have my back when nobody else will.#i know not where you come from or who you are-- you will not tell me. but i know obscure facts about you-- what you like and what you dont.#its about discovering the Self where originally there was nothing. healing a Self that had broken down to scraps and dust.#its about what it means to be 'home.' what happens when you lose it-- and when you realize maybe youve never had one to begin with.#and the search for something that truly deserves to hold that title. the title of comfort; certainty; reliability; safety.#and maybe. maybe. if you cannot find yours; and i cannot find mine; then that home. maybe you could be... no; nevermind.#there's always more road ahead.#yes iam still thinking abt th transmasc angela post .
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two girlfriends and what i can only imagine kirill looks like off-camera
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The dr told me I needed to inject my t slowly, which I have had a lot of practice with! At work, I regularly thaw vials of Mtb and then "needle" them (sticking a 1 ml syringe in and pulling up and down to kind of mix them up). You gotta go slow so as to not create bubbles. So as I was standing there with a needle sticking in my stomach, my BSL3 insticts kicked in, and I pushed the t in at a glacial pace. Maybe too slow even. I am getting a good grade in subq t injection, something that is normal to want and possible to achieve,
#🐻#my wife was like “you can recap your syringe I always do mine”#and i was like “hm bad lab safety”#my excuse is that if I recap them at home i may at some point autopilot and try to recap them at work
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"You can't tell a good dom from a bad dom until its too late"
radfems are idiots good god thats so not true andbif you believe this go eat cactus pines
#idiots the lot of em#mine#anyway do your safety reaserch into proper kink and besm kiddos#or else you'll start saying this shit after u walk face first into 7 red flags that could have been avoided
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