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I am… pretty fucked up today. I had offered to DM yesterday, not really understanding how tired I’d be today but desperately wanting to avoid playing competitive games with the worlds whiniest loser, and I didn’t consider the possibility of having a low energy day.
That’s kinda good news cause I’m having so many good days now that I forgot how bad things can get. So we ran errands and I started to feel pressure behind my eyes in a way that’s usually a bad sign. We got home and I tottered upstairs to design the one shot. My head started floating and I came up with a very loosely structured candy shop heist.
I came downstairs and just stood dismally in the kitchen, staring forlornly around at all the things that didn’t sound good to eat. Finally threw together a smoothie and now I’m just spacing out cause I don’t have a book and I can’t start anything new in this headspace. All I really want is to curl up in my comfy clothes and watch my betrothed play video games.
#ramblies#I got a commission but haven’t gotten payment yet and I’d usually never premake Art it’s a 20 minute slot so I just made it and saved it#for when payment comes through#I wish chronic fatigue a very go away#but such it is#there’ll be peach upside down cake later and I’m clinging desperately to that thought
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having anxiety over my bank account after making an objectively justifiable (as in, very helpful and usable item that I'll take with me when I move out of my parents' house) purchase and then I remember that I got paid today
#like my bank account looks bad rn bc I wasn't able to deposit my check before the bank closed#I'll be sitting pretty good come Monday tho 👍#I got one of those pegboard organizers bc I saw them when Beebs took me to IKEA in March and was like. WOAH. THOSE ARE GREAT#couldn't get it from ikea bc the payment wouldn't go through even when I tried one of my parents cards (WITH permission obvs)#but I got a similar one!!!! it's gonna be perfect for my room!!#Lu rambles#also I got a DVD copy of over the garden wall bc it was like half off 👍
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Literally can't pay my rent until I get paid for September, which hasn't happened yet. Today is Friday, and Monday is the last day of the month. I'm so tired of being poor.
#i still cringe to call myself 'poor' bc i have my own apartment and can afford groceries#and even fun stuff like museums and cafe visits and public transport sometimes#but the reality of the matter is that after i pay off my student loans every month#i do not have enough money left to pay the following month's rent#and that's the way it's been my whole life#all my groceries and museum visits and coffee come from those few hundred euros left over#my whole life i've been choosing between 'having savings' and 'having even the smallest most humble life' and obviously i choose the latter#i never go to the movies#i buy all my clothes second hand (got some this past month after not having bought any new clothing in almost two years)#i have visited a museum TWICE this year#i go to restaurants like... once a month max#i am living the most frugal life that i possibly can without denying myself all pleasures#i don't even have netflix or anything like that! i only very rarely order delivery! i cook my own damn meals!#you get the picture#and yet still: one single missed paycheck is enough to potentially fuck up my life seriously#i've never missed a rent payment in my life but i'm scared it may happen this time#just wrote to HR of my former employer (who is supposed to still be paying me through october) to politely ask where my paycheck is#it's probably coming today (i sure as hell hope so) but if it doesn't... i legit don't know how i'm going to pay my rent#my rent is 673 euros and i only have 400 in my bank account#i probably have enough food in my pantry to survive for a month if i had to#but i've never missed rent in germany before (or ever) and i have no idea how long they'd wait before evicting me for non-payment#i'm scared. and i'm tired of being apparently the only fucking person in my social groups who is this poor#i am an over-educated 37-year-old professional who typically gets classed with the 'expats'#but one missed salary payment has me thinking about eviction and affording groceries#this is what i mean when i say i'm an immigrant. not an expat.#those people with their apple watches and co-working spaces and spontaneous trips to thailand or brazil are... a world apart from me#how come everyone i meet is so damn rich? where do i find fellow poor friends?#anyway i'm stressed. and i'm so so tired of spending my mental energy worrying about money#cosmo gyres#personal
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Teaching recall…through hypnosis. Balanced trainers really will do anything other than offer treats as a payment huh.
#dogblr#dog training#why.#you offer treat of value dog comes and is rewarded with good things#what is SO bad about that#these people would not train peoples dogs without payment#so why then do they resort to dumb bullshit over payment when it comes to dogs#*I know why I’m being rhetorical#there’s a weird intersection between woo woo health nut and conservatives#and it applies to dog people 100%#a former raw pet food store owner I know retired and does dog reiki lmao#you gonna teach your dog recall through massage next??
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I'm so tired
#not to come on here just to complain and feel sorry for myself especially because i know things are so much worse for so many other ppl#but as hard as i'm trying it's hard to believe things will be okay i'm trying so hard not to fall into defeatist attitudes#but fuck man. fuck. it's not even that i'm surprised or anything it's just. man#i want to curl up in a ball and just be comforted and cry and be upset but i can't do that and i have no one to do that#my worker's comp payments aren't coming through like they're supposed to and i have like ten dollars and barely any food in the apartment#my injuries aren't getting better the pain is still there even though i'm doing everything i'm supposed to#my meds aren't working but meds have NEVER worked on me and i keep hoping and praying some day i'll find one that will but i fear they won'#i have more psych testing in january but a part of me worries about doing it because if (when) i test positive for certain things it will b#on my record and considering..... the state of things i worry about what that means for me and my autonomy esp regarding anything medical#i still can't convince any doctors to take my issues that are almost CERTAINLY endometriosis seriously and again.... given the state of thi#i find it very hard to believe that will change and will in fact only get worse and i will never be able to get any kind of sterilization o#hysterectomy and if something ever ended up happening and i DID get pregnant well. it would not be good for me#i feel very alone and like i need to and must handle everything on my own but i feel like i'm about to break doing that#and then this. this. this this this this. i know it's not fair to be upset about it. like i said things are so much worse for so many other#but fuck dude. fuck man. mentally i have not been doing good recently and nothing has happened in my life to really help that recently#i want to go back to being so repressed i genuinely felt/believed i was emotionless this was not a good year for the dam to break#i told my therapist the other day that i feel like a toddler. i was so repressed and emotionless for as long as i can remember#so i never learned to deal with big ugly and overwhelming emotions. so i react as a child still learning would because i never got the#chance to learn how to manage them and FUCK MAN i feel like i'm losing it#i know it's important to do what you can and not fall into overly negative mindsets but that's not something i was good at anyways#and now it's even harder but i'm trying. fuck dude i'm trying so hard i want to be hopeful i want to do what i can#i don't want to hate everything and jump immediately to wanting to kms or destroying my whole life because what's the point#i just. holy fuck. man i need a minute to breathe and i wish i had someone physically here to hold me and tell me it's okay#but i don't have that so i'll be a big girl and sort myself out like usual and just hope i don't break yet#i'm gonna go watch anime and try and read fic to distract myself but mannnnnnnn i feel like i'm losing it#kaz rambles
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epilogue au where kdj doesn’t wake up when yjh comes back but instead when kimcom all move into a house together, complete with a room for him
#yjh comes back and when kdj doesn’t wake up he’s immediately like ‘we should all buy a house together’#kimcom agrees immediately and right then kdj shows his first sign of improvement since he’s been comatose#his next improvement comes when they hire a real estate agent#then when they decide on what they want (they didn’t think things through before hiring the agent it’s fine)#then when they find the house#then when they put down the down payment#then when they get the keys#and finally after they’ve all moved in does he wake up#they all gripe abt him not having to do any work but they’re all happy#then they get their happy ending :)#orv#omniscient reader#kdj#kim dokja#orv novel#kimcom#kim dokja's company
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I won't be online much here this month. read tag for more info.
#{ i know i normally not very active here when it comes to ic but i'm usually here just watching / reading post#but ! i'm currently dealing with finishing stuff with college ( such as submitting info on my disability / payment / etc )#i also got a 'new' pc so ive been going through the process of getting things back slowly... and i will be leaving this month to travel#with my family on the 22 ! so this month is going to be super busy. if i get tag into any post than i am sorry that i'll be doing them#a little late ! i am somewhat active on discord but not by much but yeah ! thats my update ! this summer has been really busy for me. }#* XIII ⫶ life is short. the art long ⊹ ( out of character. )
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just found out rascal (babycat)'s been with his owner this whole time instead of my roommate which is. something. :|
#if you dont know whats happening basically mr and my roommate (dorms) have been raising an abused kitten belonging to our floormates#we had him for a month and a half i think and then a month of break has gone by with my roomie staying on campus and me going back home#to my prey-driven dogs and snake and cat-allergic mother among other things. hence the inability to really take him in easily.#i mean shit. if she decided to actually take care of him instead of making everyone around her into free childcare then that's a good thing#*petcare#and admittedly both me and my roommate should've been more in contact about him whether this was going on or not#we both have really bad object permanence + flow of time issues though so it kinda... didnt happen#i thought about him a lot though. i planned on coming back early to spend a few days just chilling with him before the semester started#but other stuff got in the way and i had the 'its too late so dont ask at all' guilt#idk. it seems like hes alive but i don't know much more than that rn. it makes me nervous yk#but i never thought she'd just. still have him. i never expect what she does with him tbh#i almost feel better about getting stuck and not figuring out visiting or shared custody (in my house that is Not Ideal For Him) knowing it#wasn't even really attainable but. shit.#i want her to treat him like he deserves and if she's doing that i have no right to complain. he's not my cat. he's not.#but it means she'll probably just leave with him someday. no thanks or payment or future contact. idk i just. thought this would end sooner#in taking him to a shelter or a new home or us taking him in or her putting her foot down. but instead it's like im drowning in gelatin#what am i even doing. i love him. so much. and i want a cat so so bad. i want *him* so bad.#but i didn't rescue him and i didnt even try and. god idk. i love him and i still couldn't get my ass up to visit in a whole month#i want to say it's because i was stuck and it's not untrue. but i just. idk. i still feel like i shoulda pushed through or whatever anyway.#it makes me feel like im just as bad as his owner when i know im not. im not.#he's probably a lot bigger now. assuming she's actually feeding him. god. i really thought he'd be with my roommate#for reasons im not even gonna bother getting into. and i was reassured that my roomie would tell me if something was up with him. and she#didnt. and im not mad at her it's not her fault i didn't reach out when i wanted to know. but i feel just. ough. stupid ass situation i got#myself into. stupid sad ass consequences of being nosy and big hearted and wanting to help in stupid ways#at least her dogs didnt eat him. i was worried about that. i don't think i could take it if she got him killed and i didn't push harder to#help him. but i can't just fucking. kidnap him. he's not mine and we're neighbors and i can't even keep him at my home. not really.#god i miss him so much. i hope i didn't hurt him by leaving. fucking hell.#but he needs somebody and his owner is almost certainly not it. and maybe im not either but i want to try for him. man.
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Hey! Writing tip here! When you need something to act as a segway from point A to point B, skip over it. Fixating on a gap will disrupt your writing flow and make it harder to move on.
Instead, just put in some brackets saying something like [And now a Thing happens] which you can replace with the actual story later. There's a decent chance you'll come up with it on your own while writing the next part. And if you don't? You're still pushing the plot forward.
As for tips for figuring out what that segway should be, I recommend making a list or two.
First, make a list of the characters involved and what their motivations/goals are, as well as what they don't want to happen, it doesn't have to be anything fancy, just a few bullet points will do (Remember: These are just notes, not the actual story! They don't have to look pretty). Seeing how these characters conflict with one another (and with the story) will create a sort of skeleton outline for how things could go.
After that, you can use those motivators to make another list of potential things that could happen to move things along. Make something go well for one character and poorly for another. Make things seem to go well and then spiral out of control. Do the reverse. Focus on writing down as many possibilities as you can, don't think too hard on it. Then, you can go over them, take the ones you like, and expand on them.
Of course, if you come across an idea that you really like before any of these steps are completed, you don't need to finish. In fact, you probably shouldn't, since working out potential ideas when you already have one you're happy with will just feel like a chore.
Hope this helps!
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Oh my god. Anon I don't deserve you :((( This was really super helpful. I've decided to try typing out potential ideas/things to involve ìn the writing before I start so I have a general guideline, and I will definitely try the skipping over it part! It felt incomplete to just have a piece missing like. a pie with a random chunk taken out? But this is only a draft so it doesn't matter @.@ or so I tell myself. Again thank you so so much for taking the time to send me such a detailed method :( Am forever indebted to you...
#[Just in case you know; if any demons come asking for your soul for payment...give me a call]#[Will gladly sacrifice my soul for you]#[And!! I am working on your other ask so sorry </3 I've been reading through all the Barbatos cards and other lore stuff so that it doesn't#[Too OOC when I answer it you know :(]#[Wahahah I am so really grateful :(]#asa.talks 🌀#anon mail. 🌀#mail. 🌀#🧵 anon. 🌀
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Hate the concept of "business days" for online services. What the fuck do you mean my payment will be processed in 3-5 business days its a fucking program that does it?? The bot needs weekends too now?? Fuck off
#personal#like i know theres not an actual employee youve hired to process every individual order or payment or claim#i know there might be a support team but there is not a dedicated team for this particular action#im looking at you paypal#youre a fucking online payments service. you do not need to TAKE WEEKENDS OFF IM SO FUCKING ANGRY#i bought this gorgeous secondhand piece of clothing from a fb marketplace buy/sell/swap group#my payment was sent on the morning of a saturday. the seller wont ship until my payment comes through to them (fair)#but paypal. my detested. now they wont ship it first thing monday as expected because apparently you take weekends off#so they wont receive my payment until atleast wednesday if you decide to be kind. so they wont ship until atleast thursday. if im lucky#and i wont recieve the item until next week when it could have been here and the entire transaction could have been over by friday.#at the latest.#it makes no sense????#its like. i get ubereats giftcards for myself when i need a pick me up right. i purchase them.online and i get them recieved digitally#to my email within seconds right? except for the one time. they were sold out. of DIGITAL GIFTCARDS#that they GENERATE THE CODES FOR UPON PURCHASE. how do you sell out of a digital product made on request#it doesnt make sense. again if there were teams of real people that moderated this kind of shit yeah obviously they need a break#you get more leeway and patience from me if you have an actual team. but this doesnt#why the fuck are you holding my payment paypal??? huh??? id better see it go through monday morning since youve held it for three days#youre an online fucking company you dont nees to wait for busineas days. send my.fucking money where ive sent it days ago already#im so so pissed#if anyone has a real answer as to why online companies with no human staff in that department need to take a weekend. please lmk
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This isn't the best picture, but it kinda looks like Lana designed this armor for him and unintentionally (or intentionally) made them match, lol.
#swtor#kotfe/et#dude his armor is SO dark i couldn't see him on my screen for the majority of kotfe i thought his model disappeared#INVISIBLE...#i've also been thinking more about his role in this alliance that treats him in an incredibly utilitarian way#and since he's come to accept his role as a tool who just kills lana's enemies and nobody seems to debate that except to disapprove#he starts wandering off more and more#alternating between sleeping inside his quarters and camping outside to purposely make it difficult for people to find him lol#so they can't bother him with trivial tasks or lectures#andronikos laughs at lana and theron being irritated by it like haha. guess he doesn't like you lot after all to which they feel miffed by#but eight *is* a proud creature who can't be reigned in when his heart does not resonate with his keepers#and they decide it might be fair to let him do what he wants as long as he picks up when they call him#he ends up traveling through the rural regions of zakuul and enmeshing himself with the locals as a friendly sellsword#he just solves little problems he comes across sometimes for payment sometimes for free#and they think he's just a mercenary attracted by zakuul and they're like he's so nice...be careful sir the outlander might be out here#don't stay out too late but we'll know you'll protect us :)#they keep giving him shit like their vegetables and even a pack animal cuz he doesn't take money so whenever he comes back#the alliance is like where the fuck did you get these.#also you can't convince me the entire population of a planet is in (1) shitty city or none of them have already left for the wilds#the exiles do not count#esp since there's still remnants of life there im sure not everyone would give up their culture or way of living
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That post about Marcille and Laios' relationship actually got me thinking about Chilchuck and Laios' relationship. Which is harder to see in some ways because it mostly consists of positive absences.
At first, viewers might be inclined to wonder why Chilchuck sticks with the party. He says it's because he took payment up front, but he could give back part of the deposit and leave. Two other party members left; Laios explicitly gave Marcille and Chilchuck a choice as to whether they would stay or go, and they both chose to stay.
We know why Marcille chose to stay; she wants to save Falin and she considers the other party members her friends. Why did Chilchuck stay?
Chilchuck actually respects Laios a lot -- food and monster weirdness aside -- and that mostly comes I think through the positive absences from above. The things that Laios does not do.
Laios doesn't deliberately expose Chilchuck to danger or regard him as expendable. When Chilchuck starts to get enthralled by the sirens' song, Laios immediately snaps him out of it. Contrast that to Chilchuck relating that other adventuring parties will sometimes bring half-foots along just to sacrifice them or use them as bait!
Laios doesn't insist that Chilchuck put himself in danger by getting into combat. Even in situations where they're in danger and could really use more combatants, he only ever asks Chilchuck to take on non-combat tasks such as creating distractions.
Laios doesn't get in the way when Chilchuck is working and follows his directives of what to do around traps. He respects Chilchuck's work so much that he will even hand over his sword without hesitation, even when doing such a thing causes it to be damaged!
Laios doesn't press Chilchuck to divulge private information. When Chilchuck says he doesn't mix his professional and private lives, Laios respects that and doesn't push.
All the other party members infringe on these boundaries in some way. Izutsumi tries to egg Chilchuck into combat; Marcille pries into his home life; Senshi deliberately provokes him when he's trying to work. Not Laios. Once Chilchuck sets a boundary, Laios does his best to always respect it. (And I think Laios appreciates having clearly defined Rules For Chilchuck.)
Laios is a good party leader and he takes care of his team. Maybe this is my age showing, but when you find yourself in a good work situation with a good boss, you stay in that job.
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just cleaned up the MTL from the hsy kdj extra scenes (happy memories IV ebook version) for my own rereading purposes! idk if theres another translated version going around but if anyone wants it feel free to dm me ^^
#elliot lore#theres probably loads of other ebook changes but that was the scene i wanted to read bad enough that i went through the effort of dealing#w munpia which is a little tricky to navigate and also i need a second phone to translate anything#bc you cant screenshot munpia for obvious reasons but it counts my auto translate overlay#as a screenshot :) so i use my old phone camera to translate so i can read it. also how i read the mia side story LOL#also figuring out where to buy the part that had the scene i wanted was a little tricky. but at least the translation overlay works when im#not inside a book and im just on chapter select#also the only ebook change list i could find was a google doc u needed to request access to and ppl in the comments were saying the author#wasnt rlly doing it anymore. SAD! well im sure there'll be updated lists when the official translation comes out#at least the payment is easy to deal with and you can sign in w google. unlike navier(?) which needs photo id#finally a use for my google play money thats been sitting there for agessss
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Why Factoring can be a Lifeline for Truckers During Economic Downturns
A lot of truckers are familiar with factoring, but maybe you haven’t thought about how it could be a life saver during economy uncertainty. Everyone’s feeling the pinch with fewer loads, longer wait times, and the unpredictability of when payments are coming in. Right now, cash flow is more important than ever, and factoring could be the thing that keeps your business steady while you ride out…
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#"trucking cash flow solutions"#60#and cover other expenses without stressing about when your next check is coming. And let’s face it#and encouraging efficient driving habits among your drivers#and expenses like fuel and maintenance don’t stop just because you’re waiting on money. Factoring gives you immediate cash flow#and exploring new business opportunities#and it’s crucial that carriers prepare now. By managing cash flow#and make it through this rough patch without constantly worrying about when the next payment is coming. In this kind of crunch#and other operational costs rise. This will make it harder for carriers to maintain their margins. Suggestions for Carriers to Improve Cash#and that can put a real strain on your operations. So#and the unpredictability of when payments are coming in. Right now#and then you’re good to go. Once approved#and they get what you’re going through. They know that timing is everything#and they’ll work with you to make sure you’re paid quickly. Another thing to consider is the rates. Factoring isn’t free#and trucks sitting idle. However#and your business afloat. You won’t have to worry as much about when the money’s coming in#because with factoring#building strong#business#but it can be worth it for the peace of mind#but it can take a lot of the pressure off when it comes to cash flow. You’ll have the cash you need to keep moving#but it could save you from taking a big financial loss if someone fails to pay up during these tough times. At the end of the day#but it may also lead to congestion at distribution centers#but may not understand how it could make a difference for their businesses during this crunch. ChatGPT said: ChatGPT A lot of truckers are f#but maybe you haven’t thought about how it could be a game-changer during this port shutdown. Everyone’s feeling the pinch with fewer loads#but you don’t want to get hit with hidden charges or surprise costs. Look for a company that’s upfront about their fees and offers reasonabl#cash flow is everything. The recent port shutdown has made it even harder for truckers to get paid on time#cash flow is more important than ever#cash flow management#cash flow trucking industry
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No this literally happened to me recently— except more embarassing
#so we were at Olive Garden (me and some friends/what was really two friends and then like four people I didn’t know super well)#and when it was about time to pay I kept making jokes like ‘oh you should pay for mine too’ and shit and others were joining in bc funny#and everyone paid in card so they just used the fancy Olive Garden iPad thing to pay digitally#but I was doing cash#so I had to wait for the waitress to come back to hand her my money#so I’m the very last payer#waitress comes over I’ve got my money ready so sure that I’ve counted it all out and had the perfect amount and shit#I hand it to her and she’s like ‘do you want change back?’ and I say ‘yeah’#even though I in fact didn’t and also I was sure I’d calculated the change back to only be like a dime or some shit so I didn’t really want#she comes back after a decently long wait#keep in mind literally everyone has paid except me and my payment was holding everyone up from leaving#when she comes back she goes ‘you’re a dollar and 35 cents short’#like.. you did not have to include the cents too. that was so goddamn rough#it’s not even like I didn’t have the money I had like two $100 bills in my wallet and a fuck ton of change plus my card which had a lot too#but I was too anxious to use card reader since I’ve never used card reader before 💀 I recently got a card guys#and I’m fucking red and searching through my wallet apologizing and my friend’s boyfriend makes a sound like ‘oof that’s awkward’ and laughs#don’t worry he feels bad after because he’s like ‘I shouldn’t have said that if it turned out you really couldn’t pay’#but god#mortifying.#we leave after that and she doesn’t ask if I want change back
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Tiffany couldn't quite work out how Miss Level got paid. Certainly the basket she carried filled up more than it emptied. They'd walk past a cottage and a woman would come scurrying out with a fresh-baked loaf or a jar of pickles, even though Miss Level hadn't stopped there. But they'd spend an hour somewhere else, stitching up the leg of a farmer who'd been careless with an axe, and get a cup of tea and a stale biscuit.
It didn't seem fair.
“Oh, it evens out,” said Miss Level, as they walked on through the woods.
“You do what you can. People give what they can, when they can. Old Slapwick there, with the leg, he's as mean as a cat, but there'll be a big cut of beef on my doorstep before the week's end, you can bet on it. His wife will see to it. And pretty soon people will be killing their pigs for the winter, and I'll get more brawn, ham, bacon and sausages turning up than a family could eat in a year.”
“You do? What do you do with all that food?”
“Store it,” said Miss Level.
“But you-”
“I store it in other people. It's amazing what you can store in other people.” Miss Level laughed at Tiffany's expression. “I mean, I take what I don't need round to those who don't have a pig, or who're going through a bad patch, or who don't have anyone to remember them.”
“But that means they'll owe you a favour!”
“Right! And so it just keeps on going round. It all works out.”
“I bet some people are too mean to pay-”
“Not pay,” said Miss Level, severely. “A witch never expects payment and never asks for it and just hopes she never needs to. But, sadly, you are right.”
“And then what happens?"
“What do you mean?”
“You stop helping them, do you?”
“Oh, no,” said Miss Level, genuinely shocked. “You can't not help people just because they're stupid or forgetful or unpleasant. Everyone's poor round here. If I don't help them, who will?”
"A Hat full of Sky" - Terry Pratchett
#Tiffany Aching#terry pratchett#discworld#If you're too young to read “Das Kapital” ready Tiffany Aching instead is2g#anarchocommunist icon Constance Level#Miss Level must be protected at all costs
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