#for once i am entirely out of words

[padfootastic]

Hey, so, I just saw your post about FoD. And while I'm absolutely, truly delighted that you're updating - it feels like a blessing from the heavens, truly - I do want you to know, no matter how cheesy or uh, cliché this may sound, that I and many other people really appreciate the amount of love you put into your works. I know this is probably very self-projectiony of me, but sometimes, writing just gets really frustrated sometimes. It never seems to come out write and the worlds are jumbled up and life, well, life sucks. And sometimes, it feels like what's the point, you know?

Maybe you don't feel that way - in which case, I'm super sorry for just being a rambling mess - but I want you to know that you a brilliant writer. Just simply one of the most evocative, amazing, made of stardust, writers. Your writing is comforting, cathartic, it feels like home.

I read your fics back when I didn't have an AO3 account - or any fanfiction account - on FFN and then dive bombed into your AO3. I created a tumblr just so I could stalk your headcannons. You just have so much love to pour into your works, you know? You made me love Sirius. Change my perspective of him. And well, taught me to just have fun with the source material.

And I guess, the point of this all is, is that I want you to know how important you are. Your fics were the self-soothing therapy I needed after a bad exam or just a blue day. Your headcannons are something I simply scroll through and let it expand my view and just, well, thank you for existing. Thank you for writing. Thank you for being in this world, despite how cruel it is.

Your writing is comforting. You are brilliant. And well, I'm glad Harry Potter exists so I could come across your work. But, also, if you ever decide not to write again, or even if you update after three decades, that won't change the love I have for this story, for you.

Your writing promotes growth, it lets people grow. It also lets them learn to love. Can't believe it's been five years since I came across your work, you're simply a wonderful, constant star.

i want to hoard your words like a niffier and keep them tucked close to, inside, my chest cavity and never, ever let them out. i don’t know what i did to deserve such unconditional kindness, but i will forever be thankful to you for it. i cannot tell u how much it means to me to hear this, on the back end of some of the worst months i’ve had, and to feel so loved.

i absolutely feel that way, every second of every day that i’m writing. i’m constantly worried about what i’m putting out, the order i’m doing it in, and if it makes any sense outside my head. i’ve been writing for over a decade but that worry has stayed with me always. so hearing this from you, another spectacular author that i immensely respect, is. so, so rewarding. it’s so gratifying. to hear that my fics have carried you through a bad day, that you come back to them again and again, i cannot imagine a higher compliment. i write primarily for myself, as the height of self indulgence, and i know i reread them, but to know that others do, that they love it just as much, if not more—it’s such a privilege. thank you. just, thank you.

[derrygirlstrash]

Clare is mischaracterized a lot lowkey because I think people love Clare for being an anxious lesbian so much that they instinctively craft a more palatable version of that trait onto her and it’s a shame because Clare is a fascinating little beastie. She is childhood friends with the likes of Erin and Michelle for a reason after all. She is arguably just as selfish as Erin /affectionate and just as impulsive as Michelle /affectionate it just is formed around the insane molten hot anxiety disorder inside her little lesbian brain. She thinks she’s better than them when in reality she is just as bad.

I’d argue she stays selfish /affectionate longer than Erin does. Until the final two episodes I fully believe Clare would have sold any of them up the river for a corn chip if that corn chip would save her skin. It’s often said that Clare and James hold the single brain cell but I think the truth is likely that Orla holds it and they just forgot to use it or hand it to someone cause they were going ham on a bag of sweets.

If you hate Erin for her selfish traits and just kinda forget that Clare is just as bad then idk what to tell you they’re birds of a feather.

[arom-antix]

@fishshit I consider your post canon so I made it

Edit: I FOUND IT

Edit 2: Yakov trauma

Edit 3: I lied, here's the design rant

Edit 4: Updated design!

[capn-twitchery]

i ran out of the menace cards on twitch's account and had to improvise*

*stole grace's stationery to send them on his account

[rexcaliburechoes]

does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?

[takeyourdailydoseofcyanide]

asking for help always makes things worse

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

had quite the night drive earlier this evening.

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

Jason's obsession with Dick and Tim is something I'm thinking about

[kabrumutual]

hello as i attempt to become active on tumblr again i will actually be making a vested effort to not rb as much labru bc as much i do enjoy laios and labru, i'm into labru bc of what it means for kabru's character arc primarily and i am lowkey exhausted by how so much kabru art is focused on his ships w white ppl. so unless the labru is v focused on kabru, and not only how he feels abt laios, especially if it is posted by a white person, i'mma try to limit rbs. it is super exhausting to go thru the kabru tags on both twt and tumblr and everything's abt his ships w white ppl. also sucks that the kabrin and toshikabu stuff (his main 2 poc4poc ships) that gets popular is mostly made by white ppl as well, esp kabrin, and therefore often falls flat in their racial dynamics, and also somehow often still has to include a white person anyway. i also want to see more of his dynamics w other characters, and more of his platonic dynamics. so i will be attempting to keep that balance on my blog. i like laios well enough but. i'm a butch of the orient, a colonized and racialized person, dunmeshi in part hooked me with its anticolonial politics and worldbuilding. that's a big part of why i love kabru!

[butteryunlikelylady]

it was never my life to live and he didn’t fall for the real me… he fell for an accessory and thought he could just change the label while things stayed the same

[unforseencryptid]

⁺ ⛧ ﹒ jurgen leitner ? — ˚ 🕯️  ⌢




“ stupid idiot motherfucking jurgen leitner god damn fool book collecting , dust eating , rat old bastard , shithead , idiot , avatar of the whore - ”

＞＜﹐six , sixxol , sol , uc , cryptid , loop﹐🦇

🕯️﹐any / all + 17 + aroaceapl + abro ﹐★

﹑likes - tma , homestuck , lego monkie kid , persona series , drawing , figure skating , fanfiction﹒⟡﹒⤿

⛧ ﹔🥀﹒dislikes - bigots , wasps , needles﹐ıllı

！About you/info - pls save me from the self - inflicted suffering that is called “ drawing my characters reference sheet “﹒🪦

” - biggest clown in the circus , laughed out of town , cowboy motherfucking jurgen leitner ”

[jikigo]

you ever just see a post and just

. 😭

.⬅️🫀⬅️

[icewindandboringhorror]

Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...

[snekdood]

if words are not enough to get a manipulative person to leave you tf alone and hit the road, wtf are ya supposed to do? maybe throw a small toy at them to send a message

[goldensunset]

> did the thing i’ve been procrastinating for a year and a half

[extreme-technicality]

No high quite like demolishing the very competitive opposition when you’re all trying to figure out a new game