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undistortedworld · 5 months ago

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hateeeee having to rely on my mum to do everything for me still at the moment T_T feel so so soooo guilty having to ask her to help me wash and to change my dressings and to bring me meals every day and i am dreading so so soooo much having to go back to a&e at the weekend to get the stitches because the fact that i am going to be making her sit there for most likely 5+ hours when i know she despises waiting fills me with such self disgust T_T

#its GETTING TO ME i want to cry lol #was manageable for a couple of days but now its been 2 weeks of this asking for help with even small things makes me want to rip my own #skin off #my mum WILL make her frustration and impatience obvious while were waiting at a&e and i WILL be desperately trying not to cry about it #honestly i should be dreading going because of the actual stitches and waiting myself but it is so greatly overshadowed by my guilt #would go on my own but i know she wouldnt want that or let me either #desperately want to be cared for and looked after vs immeasurable guilt and self hatred for making people spend their time and effort caring #for me. arghhh #on the same note i really want to change my bedsheets but i cant bring myself to ask her :')) my older sister is coming home for a few day #tomorrow so i might ask her actually #god i hate taking up space having any impact on peoples lives makes me convinced i dont deserve to exist lol

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waterghostype · 1 year ago

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masters of earth

#ninjago #lego ninjago #cole brookstone #cole ninjago #ninjago cole #lilly brookstone #ninjago lilly #lilly ninjago #guess who read quest for lost powers and died #coles story had me in TEARS ugh i love the brookstones #and lilly is just the best ARGHHH #RAGHHHHH COLE #this is another half rendered sketch #dont look to close youll see all the mistakes #OH AND BTW lilly is crying in reference to what happened in qflp #read the book guys it’s so good #aphid artisms

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zebuie · 9 months ago

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her smile is gonna be the death of me HER DIMPLEEEE

#she’s so cutie patootie #she does no wrong #someone sedate me ARGHHH SHES SO ADORABLE #ellie tlou2 #ellie williams #ellie williams the last of us #ellie williams x reader #ellie x fem reader #ellie x reader #ellie x you #ellie tlou #ellie smut #ellie williams smut #ellie the last of us

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chuluoyi · 13 days ago

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jjk epilogue takes place in 2080 with yuta’s grandchildren and panda becoming their family doll but there’s no epilogue about anyone honoring gojo in his grave makes me kinda bitter :’) sjsjjsjs

#jjk spoilers #it’s still a good manga overall —#but it’s just gege not extending more about gojo after his death just to wrap this up quickly makes me confused #when he has that big of impact in the fandom :’)#and why no megumi epilogue—? like yuji and nobara get one but not megumi—aren’t they the main characters? 🥲#like WHY URAUME THE ONE GETTING AN EPILOGUE INSTEAD ARGHHH 😭

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skunkes · 7 months ago

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reposting some old doodles i still enjoy a bit

#a doodley #guys im having realizations i dont really know what to do with #ive said this tons before but my main issue with art rn is like #i Know anatomy. and what it's Meant to look like. my issue is straying away from Correct and going with Good like how some of my stuff was #before i really started learning. loose and not restricted #but my obstacle is that nobody draws the way i want to draw. and im bad at coming up with my own stuff...i need to copy and osmose off #someone else. well. it turns out there is someone who draws the way i draw. and its cheye of the past.#dont get me wrong if i look thru the rest of the art in the (year) folder these came from; 80% of it sucks #i wish i cld have what past cheye had but with current cheye tweaks and refinement #but idk how to do that. something weird has happened to my mind i really cant envision and make art the same way anymore #idk how he did it back then....i wish i Knew bc current me cant make anything out of sketching or thumbnails or just going at it #arghhh #i try and force myself to draw stuff like this now (interactions) and it looks. so stiff. and bad proportion wise but idk how to fix it #which isnt to say the proportions (for example) in THESE drawings are perfect but they dont scream Wrong or Bad or Incorrect to me ykwim...#idk! idk what to do with this. ive never known how to go back and study my own stuff

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cry-ptidd · 8 months ago

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Alucard is a boydad but vladcard is a total girldad. I can't explain it but that's the vibes they're giving off,,,,,

Peak characterization my dear anon

Alucard is a boydad stuck with a daughter

(it doesn't change at how he'd treat her if she was a son she still suffers either way)

"LOCK THE FUCK IN"

"Shut up"

Fatherly disappointment followed by resignation (also him calling her an idiot for a minute straight)

And ofc. These gems

Peak boydad. He calls her 'sport'

Vs

Peak girldad Vlad

THAT'S A PROUD DAD RIGHT THERE!!!

He brags about her all the time. You never hear the end of it.

"Yeah, your kid went to Harvard? Cute. My daughter tho--"

He brings her everywhere, and is always there when she's struggling (somehow predicts it). A guy comes within a 20 mile radius of her and he whips out the shotgun. He cuts up apples and places it on her desk without a word and he compliments her hair and outfits and he let her paint his nails when she was little. The first person who made fun of him for having poorly painted sparkly nails got stabbed in the kidney.

Also, he already has a dad laugh.

Overall, maybe Hellsing is actually about Boydad Alucard's journey to becoming a girldad

#hellsing #long post #alucard #vladcard #seras victoria #ask response #i love love LOVE their relationship #they'll be the death of me #arghhh my heart and soul my being #oof ouchie my feelings #they make me feel a type of way #i'll never get over that fishing art btw I want it tattooed on me #their relationship is just a kid on the verge of crying while doing their math homework and their dad yelling at them the whole time #(turns out he doesn't know how to do it either)

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iiraae · 17 days ago

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hello cameron keyframes molinares ....... funny seeing u here .....

ft a quick (shitty) doodle LMAO

#they r everything to me im serious #its kind of crazy tho the similarities LOL #i too drive a mom van (ford explorer my goat)#its like we were fated to meet (they r fictional)#ARGHHH such a cute game tho im hyped for more to come out !#keyframes vn #keyframes fanart #keyframes cameron #cameron molinares #cam's sketches

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chasedeys · 25 days ago

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joemarr pinky shake except joe's not even fully on screen 😔

#damn you hard knocks camera #love how this shits automatic for them #i didn't think there would be any scenes on the last game tbh so still pleased etc #but man editors were being worked like dogs for this to come out on time 😭#oh joe also patted at ja'marrs helmet after his 2nd td!! cute <3 #and zac was laughing incredulously 'all because of a blocked punt' too that was objectively really funny i can't lie #every bengals clip was super cute!!! wdym trey had to emphasize it was still his birthday when they mentioned joes apotm 😭#tee and ja'marr practicing for their tuddy ARGHHH and ja'marr with brixton!!! brixton doing the 'joe burrow' hoooooohh #also myles winked at the camera and i had to pause and do some breathing exercises #and i am unfortunately still enamored by mike tomlins shit with his players sigh #and like. is it just me or is there basically no ravens clips besides the scant few in the beginning.#joe burrow #ja'marr chase #hard knocks #and its still so confusing to me how zac was so detailed in his recount of the facemask to all those refs but they?? still don't call it???#i fear i will never understand football rules as a whole #also the punt blocker was a former bengal apparently 😭 ok.

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quirinah · 8 months ago

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please stay by me!

#nintama #nintama rantarou #忍たま乱太郎 #rkrn #仙伊 #comic #digital #tachibana senzou #zenpouji isaku #HI..............................UMMMM #i haven't drawn in a long while so all of it exploded into me drawing the sappiest comic known to man #(just really wanted to draw that last page)#you two WILL get tender and vulnerable with each other NOW #nhk only gave them like one episode together because they knew the fabric of the universe would be at danger lest they keep putting these #two on screen next to each other. something about seeing chougougumi is so overwhelmingly powerful to me.#like staring directly into the face of a brilliant solar eclipse #i like the idea of senzou running to isaku as kind of a safety net whenever he encounters the genkin trio. its cute...#i had an idea for where he calls isaku a good luck charm. irony right because isakus unlucky but oughh... *clutching chest*....#and i wonder if isaku would look up to senzou ...its so dark in here...#these two would also make great angst i feel bc they both have committee work heavily involved with death on the battlefield...ill refrain #because im running out of tag space but ARHGHHHHH SENZOU ISAKU YURI!!!! ARGHHH #quirinahdraws #issen #just for tag convenience

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marciaillust · 9 hours ago

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oh boy i did not start this year on a good note, 4 days in and im a ghost on my dead tired legs begging for rest

#having a social life is all fun and games until you always gotta be somewhere and it eats into your time off #“do you wanna hang” brother i guess i do but youre the 5th person to ask me that within the last 3 days and if i dont have a night in soon #i might start killing ppl idk #i need to start saying i dont have free time even when i do have free time #2025 goal start lying #my days recently have been going something like: 9am wake up. 10am-2pm do a mandated task outside the house involving a 1h car ride.#3-4pm get dressed for the social thing. 5pm arrive at the social thing. the social thing somehow lasts until midnight. 1am back home. sleep #wake up dead tired. 10am do a task-#i dont even drink or smoke at all and yet im a shell arGHHH #my days dont belong to me deluxe edition #i need to disappear in a forest i think

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usernamehastoomanylet · 1 month ago

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Small Talloran and 3999 drawing

#my-art #researcher talloran #james talloran #scp 3999 #lineart is slowly driving me insane #I hate art arghhh #< not really just dramatic #scp #scp fanart

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theoddbun · 1 month ago

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Adorable GhostTrainShipping commission I received from @/milkkirie on Twitter! Do you guys care for them…

#ARGHHH the way they drew ingo especially makes me go fucking insane #I won’t him #art 4 me #Selfship #warden ingo

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demigod-shenanigans · 4 months ago

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Actually another Burning Maze thing I’ll never ever recover from is the fact that Piper gets horrifically burnt in that book and has every reason to be afraid of being burnt again, yet when she sees Leo (who’s terrified of hurting the people he loves with his powers because of what happened to his mom) the first thing she does is melt into his arms without hesitation

#I’m wailing at the top of my lungs about these two #she trusts him so much so instinctively she knows he’d never hurt her and it’s killing me #and that wasn’t even the point of this scene! I know it wasn’t! I know it’s a grief thing and never even brought up. But arghhh #leo valdez #piper McLean #platonic liper #Leo and Piper #ToA #trials of Apollo #heroes of olympus #hoo #pjo Piper #pjo Leo #the burning maze

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qwakque · 1 year ago

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been thinking abt book 4 again,,,