#I hate art arghhh

[usernamehastoomanylet]

Small Talloran and 3999 drawing

[twisting-roads]

imo the iterators look better with pupils... especially ingame :)

[asmilethatshines]

Meronia taking selfie with a friendly quokka on Rottnest Island?

[number1daisukefan]

why are there so many proshippers in this fandom ;-;

like i get that jimcurl is going to attract that kind of crowd. i guess. but also. HELP

THERE'S FUCKED UP STUFF EVERYWHERE WHY HERE

ARGHHH

anyways!! proship please dni! i do not want to argue with you! /nbr /gen

[alchemiccolored]

there really isnt a way for me to pick which thing im hyperfixating on but let me just say. man i wish i was this fucked up about beetlejuice again the fandom is so much better

[deadlydeergirl]

Might have injured my wrist at my dumbass job ;-;

[glitchy-across-aus]

I'm going to apologize in advance for the tags and how extremely long this post is 😔

@prometheus2007 : PROMNIIII. When I first started Tumblr I was scared that I wouldn't make it far but then I met YOU. You gave me the courage I needed to reach out to others and you're soooo sweet and supportive and I'm so grateful for you. Thank you so muchhh 💜

@choppedsouldreamer and @colatheartz69 : YOU TWO ARGHHH!! I'm so grateful for you guys and I'm so happy my silly goober has other silly goobers to interact with! I love swapping lore with you guys and seeing your art is ALWAYS AMAZINGG! Thank you for giving me the confidence (and idea) to make Tyler!

@ayelen0o0o OMG. Your edits are always SOOO GOOD UGHHH you make me wanna work on my editing skills and I hope one day my edits are as smooth as yours!!

@mikchi8 and @rmgkyle : MY POOKIESSS <3 I'm so happy to get to know you two and all jokes aside talking to you guys always puts a smile on my face! You two are so awesome and I'm so glad to be getting to know you both!

@cookiecat-7388 and @x-minxyyy-x :You guys are super cool and I love seeing your ocs appear on my fyp! It always brightens my day and I want you guys to know how awesome you are!

@its-a-me-mango , @tiredsmashbros , @libbytwq , and @nxva-blogz : omg where do I even begin...if you asked me to choose my biggest inspiration out of you guys, I'd curl up in a ball and cry and ask why you hate me/silly. But fr you guys are so amazing and I enjoy seeing you guys and talking to you you're all super sweet and AMAZINGGG!!

and to anyone else I might've missed: Thank you for enjoying my little corner of the world, I love and appreciate every singe one of you 😁(God that sounds so cheesy but oh well, it's the truth)

✌🏽 & ❤

[drenched-in-sunlight]

ive always been curious on what is your actual otp for marika? we all know she deserves all the love and flowers in the world but if you were to pick or have one, who is her endgame for you?

sorry for this random question i have always loved your art and lore dumps! truly so insightful and makes me appreciate more of elden ring’s family story, no matter how broken they may be 🥹

haha it's not a random question at all don't worry ! thank you for the sweet message!

well tbh i don't really know who i like as endgame for Marika? i think the only real otp i have in Elden Ring is Malenia/Gwynevere, as in i always think of them in pair and do not ship them with anyone else. but Marika falls into another category where i just want to see her happy? so i can consume pretty much every kind of relationships as long as she's there and treated well (the only character i read OC x canon fics of...)

i'd say im actually more partial to her family connection with her kids and her sisters and mothers pre-godhood (i've been toying with the idea of Rakshasa being her overprotective older sister for a while now arghhh so many things to draw), but if i have to pick in her romantic ones, it's hard to choose an endgame tbh. i think Godfrey has the first love sweethearts, Rellana has the pure & earnest yearning, Rennala has the complicate situationship, Radagon has the love/hate entanglement.

in my other fandom i only like one relationship and fixate my whole being into it, Elden Ring is the first time im doing this much... it's crazy 😭😭

[slay00ryu]

HAWAII （｡>‿‿<｡ ） can I request a Ronin x reader x misaki? If you don't mind, them as a group going to a fall festival? :DD

ANOTHERR if you don't mind I'll draw some fan art for it as well ᥫ᭡ ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡

WHY OF COURSE ARGHHH PLEASE SO DRAW IF YOU WISH TO DO SO

Celebrating with your two chaotic lovers.

Misaki was standing in front of a mirror, their expression was one of displeasure. That wasn't surprising considering the fact that they are currently wearing their mother's old yukata.

It wasn't spectacular or very expensive, the cotton was in the shade of red-orange with a flowery pattern on the bottom half of the yukata. The age of the yukata wasn't so noticeable since it was pretty well maintained.

"I look dumb." They murmured as they clenched the decorative flower hairpin in their hand.

"Ah, ah, no negative thoughts today." Misaki was startled when one of their two partners appeared behind her and took the accessory from their hand to put it in their hair. "You look lovely." Y/N said and kissed Misaki's head.

A whistle came from the bathroom door.

"What eye candies you both are." Ronin leaned on the doorway, he was dressed in a yukata as well, his was less decorated and much simpler. It was mostly black with a dark grey lower half. It suited him even if it looks very different from his usual attire.

"Wow Ronin you look so good!" Misaki exclaimed excitedly.

"Awh, thanks darlin', you look absolutely beautiful." Ronin approached Misaki and checked them out once again. "It suits you, but your regular style rocks too."

"Oh? And no praise for me?" Y/N pouted at Misaki, for what the assassin laughed.

"Oh shut it you look great too babe." Misaki took their hand in hers and squeezed it.

Ronin nodded in agreement to Misaki's words.

"Stop fishin' for compliments baby, we have a festival to attend. We didn't ride all the way to Nihonmatsu for nothing." The man reminded them with a cheeky grin. "Unless we are going to-"

"Nope! No crime today, we need to gooo!" Misaki dragged the two of them out of the hotel room.

The Nihonmatsu Lantern Festival. Misaki invited her partners to spend some time together on that festival since they already decided to pay them a visit and she wanted to make the long way worth it.

It was a weird feeling when they gave it more thought, dating one person was something they never imagined, but two people? That was a shocker, the amount of love and chaos their partners brought into Misaki's life was a whole new experience.

So it was only natural for them to want to make happy memories with those two goofs, especially when they could actually spend some time together outside of the server - the server is very much kept updated with the new adventures that the throuple experiences and they hate how much Misaki floods the media channel with the pics they took while they spent time with Ronin and Y/N.

"Damn this looks nice." Ronin said when they arrived at the place of the festival. He looked impressed with how the streets were decorated with lights and lanterns.

There was a bunch of small food stands and shops with lanterns to decorate or with souvenirs for tourists. It all looked amazing and made the three feel even more of that autumn vibe.

"Wow! It's totally different from the festivals back in USA." Y/N said visibly in awe.

"Are there even festivals for anything else than Halloween?" Ronin asked mockingly.

"Well if you left your home for anything else than... you know, then you would see the festivals." They crossed their arms and looked at Misaki. "Right, you have to visit us on the Halloween festival, there will be a bunch of hunted houses, food, fun activities and even a Ferris wheel!" Y/N said with pure excitement at the idea of dressing up with Misaki and Ronin for Halloween.

"You're such a kid sometimes." Misaki elbowed them in their shoulder.

"Wow, you're so rude." They huffed. "Let's go over there!" Their whole mood changed quickly and they started to go towards a food stand.

"Yeah let's go or they will get lost." Ronin chuckled and took Misaki's hand in his. "C'mon, let's have some fun." There was a sinister glimmer in his eyes, well he and Misaki were pure chaos when they were together... Maybe they won't cause too much trouble today? Hopefully?

The three enjoyed their time together, Y/N was running around like a kid wanting to try everything the festival had to offer, that was to be expected it was their first time ever to visit Japan and take part in a festival. Ronin and Misaki found their behaviour cute, Misaki joined in on the fun, dragging Ronin behind her as he was in charge of carrying whatever Y/N bought and couldn't carry because they were running to the next attraction.

"Isn't your wallet a little thinner than it was before?" Ronin asked when the three of them finally sat down in a restaurant to eat something.

"Nopeee, I saved enough to spend a shit amount of money here today." They said proudly.

"You really are prepared to have fun today." Misaki was smiling from ear to ear.

"Duh! You invited us here, so I will spend the most of it."

"What they said." Ronin agreed. "What's next on the to-do list?" He turned to Misaki.

"Hm... Oh right, we have to take a lantern and let it go with the river flow so spirits can follow behind it." They said and looked at the people walking towards the river with their lanterns. "So eat up kids, we have to find a nice spot."

"Ohh so that's why we bought a lantern and painted it?" Y/N's question was answered with a nod. "Is one enough for the three of us though?"

"Don't worry your pretty little head with it, one is enough." Misaki smiled.

"Hah, murderers sending a lantern to help the spirits find their way? Ironic." Ronin crackled a laugh. "I like it."

"Yeah because you have a lot of spirits to get rid of." Y/N replied sarcastically.

It took the three quite a while to find a good spot, people were everywhere and walking between them was troublesome.

"Who has a lighter?" Misaki asked when they crouched with the lantern.

"I do." Ronin answered and also crouched, and gave the lighter to Y/N.

"Why am I not surprised?" They answered and crouched between the two. "Hold it too Ronin, I don't want to burn Misaki or the pretty yukata." They shot him a glare.

Y/N some trouble with lighting up the lantern, which was met with Ronin's sarcastic remarks and Misaki's laughter.

"Wow finally, thought we would sit here forever." Ronin said when the fire inside the lantern lit up.

"Oh you're so funny, you know that?"

"Yeah, and you love it." Ronin sent them an air kiss.

"Okay maybe stop getting on their nerves, or you will join the spirits." Misaki was hardly holding themselves steady with how much they were laughing.

Y/N took a deep breath and also gently held the lantern.

"Are we ready?" They asked.

"Yeah."

"Yes chef!"

They nodded.

"Okay then. 3, 2 and 1!"

The lantern slowly joined the rest on the river's surface, creating a whole sea of lights that looked absolutely mesmerising with the falling leaves flying around.

"Happy Nihomatsu festival." Misaki said and smiled at their two partners.

This is a day worth remembering!

[amethystfairy1]

hiya it’s been a hot minute since I sent an ask but I want you to know that I’ve been reading all your stuff for months now, refreshing multiple times a day bc I can’t get enough and I adore everything you write <3<3<3 I think your more recent writing with the darker themes is well done, it adds the perfect amount of angst and stakes to the story, more than vague threats of getting hurt, esp in the under city, but it’s not too much at the same time. Also your newest TT treebark is probs my favorite fic thus far, and treebark isn’t even my favorite ship lmao. It’s so arghhh yesss with Rens acting but Martyn can’t tell nooooo 😭 I REALLY want to know what Ren was thinking that whole time negotiating with the bandits, esp when he finally looked at Martyn bc he could probably hear his cries the whole time and UGH it breaks my heart in a good way. AND MARTYN ACCEPTING THAT REN WOULD DO THIS, AND FORGIVING HIM????? The angst, the FEELS. Stunning. A masterpiece. I start my days checking to see if you’ve posted I’m so obsessed XD. Might have to draw the scene… anyhow. I see you get a lot of requests to write certain ships now bc all the stories r so captivating we just HAVE to know more. But. I hope you don’t feel pressured or stressed about it, make sure to prioritize your own wants first. The quality is worth the wait <3 that said, I’m going insane over Martyn. oH also!!! Ren grabbing the wolf pendant!!!!!! He knows how much it means to Martyn my HEART they’re so AAAaAAaAaaaaA!! And he waited until he was between Martyn and the bandits to attack! To protect him! 🥺🥺🥺 the little details are so sweet I’m dying to know rens thoughts. He probably has the rage of a thousand suns in him after seeing Martyn tied up, hurt, crying, bc they would DARE lay a finger on the only one who protected him, who was nice to him. Just. Tomorrow can’t come fast enough. I’m def gonna draw this. Also side note love the new pfp

Hello!!!! Good to see you!!!!

I'm so glad you're still reading and enjoying my works!

Also very happy to hear you're enjoying the darker themes that have been coming up recently in both TTSBC and TT! You're exactly right, that's exactly the sort of thing I was trying to nail...oh yeah ANGST with Treebark right now!

I mean. If you feel inspired. I would LOVE if you drew this scene. Because like, I have that art you did of Ren asleep on Martyn's shoulder as the cover image to my Treebark fanfic doc 🥹

Thank youuuu I appreciate the thought about not feeling pressured or stressed, I promise I'm not! I know everyone is just excited for their favorite/most compelling storyline to continue! And like I've said elsewhere, I plan to stick to my mantra...when I try to write something I'm not in the mood to write, I burn out and don't feel like writing at all. That's what happened to me the last time I stopped writing, and I didn't post at all for nearly a year. I HATED THAT. So TTSBC and TT is the perfect situation for me! Lots of ships, lots of characters, lots of dynamics, and between the two I can write BASICALLY anything I feel like at any point in time! So yeah! I'll write what I feel like writing in the moment, because that's always when I come up with my best stuff!

THE WOLFS PENDANT YUP GOOD CATCH. Ren's a good guy, he pays attention to that sort of thing 💖

I'm glad you like my new pfp!!! I love it! It's by my same friend who drew my old pfp, but THIS one is of an original character of mine everyone who reads TTSBC is very familiar with and people very scared of, but I assure you, any resemblance to characters previously mentioned is purely coincidental, hypotheticals should be, should be, should be dismissed, and there is no need to be concerned. 😉

Thank you for coming by again!!!

[ryomaandgundhamkin]

me looking at this and shooting my self in the head BECAUSE WTF IS THAT😭😭

I hate it. I hate it. I wanna delete it. This is way too old. ITS SO BAD ARGHHH (this is me looking back at ALL of my old TSAMS art because it was actually trash)

[dennydraws]

You need to draw faster and faster...

No, you don't need to do that and neither do I.

Hello, good morning! Happy Friday!! I'm having a bit of ramble while my morning coffee kicks in and I use the little time before the workday starts.

Recently I've been thinking how little my energy feels after work to the point where I rather space out in bed and play some low energy game on the switch then sleep before 11pm otherwise I'm a very cranky lady in the morning.

Drawing has become a race for me. How fast can I throw some lines in between dinner and bed time? I noticed so much of my work has become what I call 'compulsive doodling'. I try to draw so fast just so I can throw something before I start feeling too tired and pass out or cause weekends tend to be "catch up with life" so it's like ok can't spend more than X time once more cause I got so many other things to do ... or people want to hang out or people need me to do bunch of things, arghhh adult life huh xD; I miss the times I could get lost in a painting. Art used to be so relaxing and soul healing and lately I've been feeling it as a daily to-do task - did I sketch something so I don't forget how to wield a pencil? Check!

However... I want to go back to that. I want to go back to drawing more scenes and full backgrounds and take my time with a piece.

Recently with how fast paced social media has become it begins to set a precedent where content of any type must be consumed fast and any big effort project tends to have same or lower engagement that makes your brain go - ok but what's the point of big effort piece that gets less likes than your low effort doodle piece? As much as your reason tries to silence the lil nagging voice, it's still there.

Aaand I will try to overcome it this year! :D;; I miss drawing full scenes. Granted, I probably can't spend 6 full hours on a piece anymore but if I draw little by little I can pull it again I think! Let's see how it will go :D;;

I also miss talking about the art pieces. I'm glad tumblr's format allows me to type a bit when I post a drawing. I hate how limiting other platform can be. I hate the idea of presenting a drawing without a bit of context. I hate looking at artwork without context! Give me the story behind it, is it an OC? Who are they, what are they! I love that stuff!! I remember long ago on Deviant Art where I would post nearly a paragraph of who/what was going on and mention what programs or brushes I used :D It made the artworks feel a bit more than - here is the arts, pls like. I know that's not the case for everyone but it was the case for me. I like when a drawing feel more than random pretty thing you saw on a social platform.

Speaking of... I've always hated adding watermarks on my pieces but given the rise of AI I guess that will become a thing with me too =n=;; I will have to see how to deal with this.

Anyhow! Time for me to get back to work. Happy Friday once more, thank you for stopping by dear reader :D I hope your day goes well!

[wrightfamily]

omg 13, 17, 18, 21

why did it do this OK ANYWAY.

13 - worst blorboficiation

im assuming this means like being simplified or something like that but trucy </3 im gonna start BITING PEOPLE. same w any aa girl like please stop making them just match makers. i think also roxas from kh you dont know him but a big part of his story is that he is inexperienced with emotions and wants so badly to live his own life but because he deals with such intense grief near the end of his story for some reason people translated that anger into "roxas is only ever angry/intense emo/even actively suicidal" WHEN THAT IS NOT THE CASEEEEE

17 - there should be more of this type of fic/art

im always a big big big fan of the following: unseen scenes we know happened off screen, characters sleeping together (like naps and stuff), doing mundane shit in general, trying each other's style, i also like reading interpretations about a character's thoughts/feelings during a moment that dont get explored in their canon (like trucy with the forged card, or like something with a silent protagonist). anyway i will never tire of these. (also anything that explores female characters outside of male characters <3)

18 - it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

KATHERINE HALL AND JEFF MASTER FROM AAI2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY MAKE ME A LITTLE BIT TOO CRAZY!! also that some characters have complicated feelings about some things like. nick about zak i think everyone thinks he only 100% hates him but if u fucking paid attention HE DOESNT! ITS COMPLICATED! ARGHHH

21 - part of canon you think is overhyped

UM idk.. i think ive gotten a little bit sick of the forbidden hospital scene everyone fawns over (shoves what i said for 17) and also i think anyone who likes b**** *** penis needs to find a better character to fawn over

[basic-enemy]

wish that i could get anything off the ground wrt to my writing. like I know im not fucking Le Guin or Butler im not writing genre-changing shit but it's so exhausting putting heart and soul into my stories and getting rejection after rejection after rejection. and for stupid fucking reasons half the time, when they even bother to tell me the reasons. makes it hard to be creative. and like, fuck, im a happy person, i like where im at, i love the people ive surrounded myself with, i just wish it wasnt so soul crushing writing stories no one will ever read when i so desperately want people to read them. im not of a mind that i can brand myself online, i dont know how to cache all my work in a big database. i dont have the werewithal or business acumen to organize and manage a kofi or patreon and write stories on commission, even though i have the goddamn talent and expertise to do the actual art. i just. ARGHHH i fucking hate it here. anyways. back to the documence. im gonna keep writing cause i love it. but FUCk do i slow down my output when i get in a funk and a rut like this

[fearcicada]

Arghhh I kind of always want to make friends who like tma but it's like I need them to like it how I like it...and the problem really is that I never ever interact with other tma blogs or anything and barely even follow other blogs because I have brain curses (get immensely jealous and envious of seeing other people have more attention or better art or whatever and it makes me act insane you see, so I tend to not really interact with fandom.) . I need to actually interact more with people . And be more public about my own thoughts and ideas so other people who maybe wanna interact with me can find me. Also I hate discord servers

[momento-mori-archives]

Oc art of Adam,,, CHAT I HATE HIMMMMMM ARGHHH