#for me there's no excuse though
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the other day i cleaned my shower which involved a lot of squatting/kneeling and then that night/the next day my knee hurt. and instead of being normal about it, i worked myself into hysterics over it. i was like, this is early onset arthritis. i'm a cripple at 30. by the time i hit 40 i won't even be able to walk. all i've thought about the last year or two is how good it's gonna be to get back into running once i move out and now i'm gonna be in a wheelchair in a couple of years....
anyway i cried for like five hours (obviously there were other contributing factors, lol, it was a very rough day) and then finally took a xanax and went to sleep. two hours into my sleep my brother calls and he's like hey mate, i'm having some chest pains, i need you to take me to hospital.
so i pick him up and he's Scared scared. so we're driving to the hospital and he's telling me which red lights to run and the streets there's no cameras so i can speed (an incredible mind btw, how does he know all the cameras on every street in victoria). we get there and they're like, well, it's not a heart attack. lol he has to stay for the night to run more tests, so i go home.
and then the next morning i wake up and my knee feels absolutely fine. and the doctors give him a clean bill of health.
🥴 just two mentally ill people convincing themselves a slight pain is the end of the world.
#tbf he got scared bc he felt weird and asked his wife to watch him while he slept#and then he was like errr that's what dad did to nat when he had a heart attack Lol#for me there's no excuse though#i'm always like that
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Out of every single thing from Sylus' Nightly Rendezvous Preview, this is what matters most to me

Not just b/c of my raging handfetish, but b/c of how symbolic it is of SylusMC's progress and how much it must mean to Sylus in particular
They've officially gone from here



To here

She is willingly clasping his hand, guys! She is finally intertwining her fingers with his! She loves himmm
#it's also just... so beautifully intimate in itself?#it's as though sylus is reassuring mc that she is safe with him... and as though mc is reassuring him that she trusts him entirely#my hearttt#sylusmc#sylus x mc#sylus#mc#sylus lads#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus love and deepspace#lads#love and deepspace#mc love and deepspace#love and deepspace mc#lads mc#mc lads#mine#was this post an excuse for me to take screenshots of their hands? welll... maybe a little
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local octopus shot on sight
Bonus of said prefect:
#twisted wonderland#twst#my art#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#implied#jamil viper x yuu#jamimayu#why is he not denying it though 🤔#how very interesting mr viper....how very interesting indeed#immediately went to finish this piece once i had my laptop back#its my turn to make this joke#hope the azul fans enjoy how i drew him i did my best to make him look as annoying as possible (salute)#hes quite literally the worst person to ask this question#so of course i had to pick him#me using anything as an excuse to draw more snakemil#edit: added a live yuu reaction
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its out! my completed piece for the summer portion of the @boatemvillagezine !!!
#now if youll excuse me i need my feet in a river Now#kostik draws#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#goodtimeswithscar#grian#pearlescentmoon#impulsesv#mumbo jumbo#fanart#gtws#gtwscar#jellie the cat#what a doozy this background and layout and colour and everything was#i learned a lot and i think i did well. yaay#i really do really like the look of this one. mostly in vertical crops though#which does suggest something about the layout might be off#but this is basically one of the first times ive ever tried to compose like this and it was a very good first shot
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Safe ending aoi kurashiki you will always be famous
I felt too bad to not draw this version
They can be happy as a treat
#sorry for double posting today i literally just finished this and im proud of it so 😇#zero escape spoilers#art#zero escape 999#zero escape#akane kurashiki#aoi kurashiki#santa zero escape#this is a thinly veiled excuse to do some background practice i wont lie#the ze brainrot is goikg strong to support me in this endeavour#im never drawing a car interior again though
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Hi! I love your work. It always make my day better after a long day from work
I saw the Valentine’s asking with the 141 boys, and I also have another idea.
Like imagine a inexperienced!Reader that never had a Valentine’s Day, no lowers, no boyfriend nothing. Then she gets really excited for it since she and Ghost started dating, but then Ghost forgets.
Imagine the angst and Ghost’s reaction when he realizes he messed up.
*gritting my teeth* talk to your partners for the love of God
Neither of you having any experience with dating means flying blind and hoping Simon will catch but but so often he just... doesn't. You expect him to anticipate your needs, to think of the same things you do, to care about the same things, and he just doesn't. You're quietly excited for Valentine's day, coasting on the stories of others whose partners went all out, hoping silently for a bouquet and chocolates, but unwilling to spoil the surprise for yourself by asking. You watch videos of people dressing up, videos of decorating their partner's house, videos of heart shaped jewelry and lovey-dovey couples.
You're giddy when the 14th rolls around. Simon comes over right at 6 for your usual friday night routine, and you though you're disappointed not to see roses when you open the door, you tamp down your disappointment by rationalizing he must have something else planned. And he just... doesn't. You lay in bed next to him and listen to him snore as you stare at the ceiling. Nothing. You got nothing.
You get nothing the next day.
Or the next.
It's Monday when you get a text from Simon asking if Friday was Valentine's and you laugh bitterly to yourself that he either didn't know or didn't care enough to remember. You ignore him the rest of the day, and it's only when he knocks on your door after work that you find the strength to glare at him.
"You didn't say anything." He reasons out as soon as he's in your flat.
"You should've known." You spit back.
"Why the fuck would I know if ya didn't say anythin'?" He growls back.
"You didn't see all the hearts all over the place and-"
"Because I'm off base so often." He cuts in, rolling his eyes.
"I-" You stumble on your argument, before holding strong, "I wanted a Valentine's day."
"Then you should've said something, I'm not a fuckin' mind reader." Simon crosses his arms over his chest, and tips his head to look down on you. Something you've seen him do to recruits on the few occasions you've been able to see him at work.
"You should've known." He raises a brow, "You could've gotten me flowers, at least! Everyone does something for Valentine's day."
"Didn't do anything for me." Simon sniffs. Again you stumble on your argument. He takes your silence as a chance to deliver another devastating blow, "Guess we're both bad at this."
#x reader#cod x reader#simon ghost riley#ghost mw2#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost x reader#simon riley#simon riley x reader#ghost cod#ghost call of duty#not me though I've been chatting with Mr. Ghoul about valentines day for weeks#If you want something from your partner you have to tell them#Inexperience does not excuse you from being bad at communicating
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Damian Wayne confirmed nintendo ds kid, dc told me themselves 🤞
#damian wayne#robin#dc comics#nightwing#dick grayson#my art#digital art#batfamily#this was just an excuse for me to draw his new robin suit again#because it has grown on me 😔#will forever love his rebirth suit though <3
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I loved your pic of the boys dancing so much. Any chance of getting to see them dancing in different styles together?



Tango, odissi and minuet!
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#i know nothing about dancing so my girlfriend helped me research some stuff#all i knre was i wanted tango#because well i'm from argentina#but apparently it's historically accurate for edwin to dance tango#(scandalous though)#charles' mum taught him odissi and now he's teaching edwin#and i have no excuse for the minuet it's kinda old fashioned even for edwin#but it looks cute so sue me
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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crowley, drunk off his ass: and i was yk just some fucked up soul born in cold and rain but he was my fucking sunlight or whatever
hozier, frantically writing on a napkin: HHHMMMM TELL ME MORE
#hozier is INSANELY azicrow coded and i am going feral over the implications that crowley heard the lines 'if the heavens ever did speak she#the last true mouthpiece' LIKE EXCUSE ME?????????#'u called me angel for the first time my heart leapt from me' and crowley cries himself to sleep#'heaven is not fit to house a love like u and i' and crowley projectile vomits onto the floor#'it cant be unlearned i have known the warmth of your doorways' 'i slithered here from eden just to hide outside ur door' 'though i burn how#could i fall when i am lifted by every word u say to me' and his ass is GONE he has EXPLODED#good omens#inefabble husbands#good omens s2#good omens season 2#azicrow#hozier#crowley#aziraphale
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Mood
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#my art#traditional art#timur#lord timur#colovance#little colovance 🥺#meme redraw#going through some Tough Stuff so excuse me if i'm even less talkative than usual#i appreciate your messages and comments a lot though and it's always a joy to read!! 🥺💙
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the lovers, reversed
(aka I'm still freaking out about Jou)
#art#ride kamens#i am about to go off on wild speculation so excuse me in advance#I HAVEN'T PLAYED THE EVENT YET so this could all be just absolutely nothing but i gotta get it out#(still debating if i wanna save the event for after i finish part 2 or not...)#this is my last chance to throw wacky theories out there okay#i've just. been thinking a lot about the riders the characters are based on and how they relate to their different classes#like the choices seemed SO random when they were first revealed but they do mostly make sense when you think about it#to the point where i actually do feel like i should've been able to call ooo for ambition. damnit.#however i did always feel like jou was a bit of an outlier and now i'm wondering if that's gonna be like...a thing#idk man just the fact that he's gonna have a special double card and bond henshin with taiten is nuts to me#especially since we're clearly on the verge of SOMETHING happening with soun and uryuu#what does it mean. WHAT DOES IT MEAN#what does this mean for the future of tower emblem#and it hasn't escaped me that there is no class associated with evolution (YET)#and thinking about who jou is based on i'm just like#(waves hands) YOU KNOW?!#(plus i'm still like WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR RUI AND HAYATE but that's a separate thing)#i'm gonna try and take my time and not rush through part 2 but i also am SO impatient#i gotta knooooow#given the way my predictions tend to go though i'm either 100% accidentally right about the dumbest thing#or jou is fine but leon fucking dies or something and i'm gonna throw my phone into a lake#HAVE FUN GUYS I GUESS
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William and the will o’ wisps make me incredibly happy
He’s like a tired cat owner
#bandit's doodles#jrwi prime defenders#william wisp#William and the will o’ wisps has the same vibe as gillion and the tidestriders#this was lowkey just an excuse to draw his hero suit#it’s so silly#whenever I pull out the pixel art brush I get carried away though#it’s like seasoning your food#it just makes my art so much stupider and that means I can draw more nonsense#you can tell I just drew whatever came to mind#the fucking skibidi William one sent me into a laughing fit for a solid 10 minutes#I couldn’t even look at the screen#also drawing fire in this style is so much fun dude#that full color doodle on the first page is genuinely one of my favorite drawings I’ve ever done#my bullshit doodles are so much better than when I’m actually trying to draw something#but that’s really funny so I’m cool with it#so completely unrelated but you should listen to chuckle dungeon unlimited#anywiwis#that’s all from me
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Eddie shakes the foundations of Steve's world on a Sunday evening, at 6:44 p.m.
Steve knows the exact moment because he's standing at the stove, stirring pasta sauce and watching the time to make sure the garlic bread in the oven doesn't burn. It's June and it's hot, and they've got all the windows thrown open to let in a cool breeze. Eddie's sitting at the little kitchen table, probably messing with his D&D game notes, Steve would guess because he's focused on making dinner so it's ready when Wayne gets back from his shift. The three of them will eat together tonight, like they have Sundays past since April, a new little tradition that Steve's always craved to be a part of.
Except, when he turns, after Eddie speaks, he finds Eddie leaned back in his chair, like he's been watching Steve the entire time.
But before that, Eddie says, "I'm in love with you."
Steve stops stirring. The numbers on the stove tell him that it's 6:44 p.m. If he looks, the calendar would tell him it's a Sunday in June. And Eddie just told Steve that he was in love with him.
The numbers change—6:45 p.m.
Slowly, like he's moving through water, Steve turns, looks at Eddie over his shoulder, finds him leaned back, watching, smiling soft and wistful. Steve turns a little more, looking closer.
Has anyone ever looked at Steve like that before?
Eddie's eyes are bright, round and relaxed, as he gazes at Steve, those pretty lips curled up just right, a happy little smile. He doesn't say anything, even though there's only silence between them now. The sauce on the stove simmers, bubbles rising through the thickness to pop in shushed bursts. Steve drops his spoon.
"What?" he asks, turning further now. Steve's bread is going to burn under the broiler and his sauce is going to be scorched if he doesn't focus. He doesn't know what time it is anymore.
"I'm in love with you," Eddie says, again. That smile grows a little more. "I'm so in love with you, Steve Harrington."
And Steve is good at moving on instinct, good at chasing the ball down, good at finding himself in the right spot to make the right decision. He moves now, floats across the little kitchen, until he's in front of Eddie, leaning down, breathing his air, tasting his lips—
Their dinner burns.
#stranger things#steddie#they put a frozen pizza in as soon as they clear out the smoke#so dw wayne doesn't starve that night#eddie falling in love with steve because steve loves being in eddie's home#loves making dinner for his uncle and loves staying the night even though they don't have A/C#loves their instant coffee and chipped mugs and clutter and their million little rituals and their thousand horrible habits#sorry please excuse me im obsessed with steve having a family before a partner#my steddies
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random sonic doodles after watching the movie 👍
#the movies aren't my favorite sonic media but they're fun to watch!!!#i REALLY like shadow's tufted ears though#GIVE THAT BITCH EAR TUFTS!!!!#also gave me a good excuse to buy a sick shadow shirt#yes the first 2 images are an isat au#no i cannot expand upon any deep insightful lore#i just think it would be silly LOL#loop!sonic WOULD be obnoxiously flirtatious tho#supremely annoying guardian angel type shit#little sprites on the right of the 2nd image is the “like i'm your partner waiting at home...” dialogue btw#sorry they're kind of ugly... sonic is such a far cry from my own artstyle#but its okay i love my ugly hedgehogs#sth#sonic#sonic art#sonic fandom#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic fanart#in stars and time
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I liked your art, you won🎉🎉🎉
WE WON NO REDEMPTION WAHOOOOO/silly


I'm still terrified of the redemption route for this clown though hdhghfg, I want his silly self to stay evil and wimsy and goofy and with redemption uhhh
We're like
I dunno I'm sooo scared devsis is gonna take away that aspect which is what makes him just so funnn. Please pretty please let him be god awful and rotten and rude and goofy if you take that route Devisis I want him to keep his funny wimsy qualities. Please please pleaseeee write him well y'all are doing sooo good with him don't fumble by taking the redemption route (And if they do it better be good and he better stay chaotic and goofy and sassy and condescending and all his "rotten rabid thing" qualities)
If they do him (And his fun aspects justice in this dreaded hypotetical) then I may be cool with it. Though the mean ass possum has grown on me so much I'd 100% miss that evil and unhinged part of him TONS, devsis have mercy pretty please/silly
[Longer more insane ramblings are in the tags hsfhfhhv]
#my view of these two is that these should still be some bitterness on both sides#Both on SM's rabid half and on PV's half#they should both hold some form of “fear” towards one another. just deep deep down considering everything#and SM being rotten AF shchshfn#just thoughts#speaking of...#I like to think of PV's “”friendship“” offer as leff of a “yeah let's be buddy buddies!!!” offer but more of a “I could show you a#better way. Fighting like this is pointless and things could be better if you let me show you the right path.“ kind of offer#I like the idea of PV not really being able to “forgive”/“forget” the horror of the spire of deceit. But compassion is his entire thing#(cough cough the guy's known for ending wars trough reconcilliation and civil conversation. With the occasional “we are cool now!!!” on bot#parties cough cough)#and so I believe he'd be the kind to understand what “explains the guy's sheer insanity” and all but withouth#seeing that as a justification.#TLDR the good old “I get where you're coming from but it isn't an excuse. I'm still condemning your actions.”#*LESS (i aint rewriting that y'all gotta stick with my embarassingly dumb grammatical oversights unfortunately)/silly#long story short I'm a fan of PV trying to do the whole civil convo approach but I want SM to be a stark contrast to that#he should be a HUUUGE challenge to get trough. And it'd be fun if he was simply too far gone#If he isn't though. I want them to have leftover tension#stuff's inevitable imo and it'd be fun to see some clashing#askbox stuff#beetle's ramblings#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#crk spoilers#beast yeast spoilers#awakened pure vanilla cookie
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