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Something was in the water when i read tgcf the first time
#ok i read it during covid lockdown so maybe something rlly WAS in the water#BUT#how tf did i manage to read 800K+ words in a grand total of FIVE DAYS#LONGER THAN THE BIBLE BTW#i haven't reached that same energy with anything else ever since What The Fuck#i've said it before and i i'll say it again. this book changed the chemicals in my brain#for better or for worse i can't say#But I Have Been Changed For Good
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MDZS x ISAT part 1: In Stars and Necromancy.
(Part 2)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#MDZS AU#In stars and time#ISAT#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Double comic feature for today because they are both small.#I had a hard time coming up with a good crossover for these two series for a while but once the idea hit - Boy did it hit!#I've got a longer comic coming. The angst potential is very...very good.#Ghost YLLZ helping out mxy was painful enough but I can make it so much worse for everyone.#I can't say much without crossing into spoiler territory but I will be back.#Other notes here: LWJ is rock type. WWX/MXY are paper type. Thought it fit well B*)#YLLZ in the starry bath is 100% a reference to Eris in the sinbad movie. Her hair animation still haunts my dreams.#I'll have some 'other side of the crossover' doodles after posting a few more main comic pages. Thanks for the patience this week!#I really needed to just...draw some very self-indulgent art. I'm feeling much better now though!
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I need everyone to know that speedsters are allergic to nanobots.
No, seriously. They're allergic to nanobots.
Speedsters have absolutely insane metabolisms, which means that they have an absolutely insane immune system. They don't get sick. Ever. Their immune system works at warp speed and takes out germs the second they enter their body. Call germs 'the Rogues' because they're getting tackled by super speedy blurs before they can even think about causing issues.
Okay, so they have a great immune system and don't get sick ever. What does this have to do with nanobots?
Great question! When nanobots are injected into a speedster's body their immune system sees them as a threat. Only problem? It doesn't matter how fast or efficient their immune system is, their body can't destroy a bunch of tiny metal robots.
Because their bodies can't fight off the nanobots they start to display typical cold/flu symptoms instead. Vomiting, fever, runny nose, coughing, being tired, ect. The nanobots aren't causing this reaction. Their own immune system causes this reaction. The fever is the bodies attempt to kill off the 'germs'. The vomiting, runny nose and coughing is the body's attempt to expel the 'germs'. They feel tired because their body is putting everything into fighting off the 'infection'.
In a normal person the nanobots wouldn't even be an issue because they'd be able to avoid detection. They can't avoid detection in a speedster body because their immune systems are dialled up to 500 out of 10.
As a result you get instances like this:
(Inertia had injected Bart with nanobots and Bart had a reaction)
Just an FYI for people because this is extremely fun and versatile information. Especially because none of the speedsters are really aware of this and it doesn't kick in right away. I could totally see a situation where a mission requires nanobot injections and mid mission the speedster goes down out of nowhere. It's also great if you want to do a stereotypical sick fic or something and want to get around that pesky speedster immunity.
Anyway, it's fun information so I thought I'd share
#anyone watch that episode of TT where all the titans are injected with nanobots that'll kill them if robin doesn't work with slade?#and everyone is all 'WHY HAS ROBIN BETRAYED US?!?'#anyway im just saying that if Wally was there he would be on the ground delirious and vomiting#which#i don't know if it makes the situation better because the team would be looking into why hes sick#or if it makes it worse because wallys out of commission#but its 10/10 either way#i just want a yj mission where tims like 'hey we are going to space so here are gps nanobots'#and then like three hours later Bart is burning up delirious and vomiting#and tim (who knows that speedsters ONLY show symptoms of sickness if they have the plague or have been poisoned or something) FREAKS OUT#throws him into quarantine. stops the mission. gets an emergency surgery room ready. has doctors on the line.#Kon goes into quarantine with him cause hes 'AN ALIEN AND CAN'T GET SICK FUCK YOU TIM'#meanwhile hes like#completely fine#he just has flu symptoms#dc#dc comics#the flash#impulse#kid flash#wally west#bart allen#barry allen#speedsters
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look guys i very strongly disagree with the "trans men hold privilege over trans women" point of view and i'm finally able to articulate why:
I think trans men don't hold privilege over trans women, because privilege is kind of a consistent thing.
Like, bear with me: I'm an abled person. I have privilege in relation to disabled people. Because, if me and a disabled person are in a Situation where this distinction is relevant in some way...I'm literally never gonna come out with the worst hand. Never. No matter what the situation is. This is a consistent fact.
Now, when we talk about different transgender identities, I think this gets more shady, because the "who has privilege in relation to who" is a relative statement. One example I saw of people explaining why in their view trans man have privilege over trans women is kind of like this: Imagine there are two passing and stealth trans people, a trans man and a trans woman, in a workplace. Then, it comes a coworker, being blatanly misogynist. Regardless of their views on trans people, in this situation, the trans woman is gonna get the worst of it, in relation to the trans man, because he will be viewed as a man.
It makes sense, and I don't think this hypothetical situation is inaccurate or anything, but I'd also like to point out why it doesn't work as a good point to why transmascs have privilege over transfems. Imagine we change about any variable in this situation. Let's say the trans woman is closeted as a guy, and the trans man is openly transgender. The misogynist coworker then would very much target the trans man in their points, especially if they are particularly transphobic. Now imagine both of them are out and openly trans, with the bonus that now both the man and the woman are gnc. Depending on other specifics, the misoginyst coworker might be bigoted to just one or both of them.
Like, do you see? In different situations, the different trans people have the worst hand. So that doesn't mean that because of the first case, trans men have it generally better. Because there are many kinds of trans men, and simply not all of them have privilege over trans women. In some cases, they might even have it worse precisely because they are trans man. So the privilege the trans man in the first example has is not a consistent thing over trans man! Maybe it's common, I don't know, but when we compare it with someone who has real privilege, like me, an abled person, I ain't ever encounter myself in a situation where I'm having it worse because I am abled in comparison to someone who is disabled.
That's why I think trans woman and trans men simply don't hold privilege over one another, simply because it varies. It depends on who the trans men and women are, it depends in what situation they are in, it depends on the people around them, it depends of so much!!! So saying that trans men have privilege over trans women sounds simply surreal!
I think that, also, the different patterns of the situations in which trans woman have it worse are important to be discussed, and that's why we have the word Transmisoginy, to discuss these issues pertinent to the nuanced oppression trans woman face (and on a similar note, that's why it's also important to have fucking words like Transmisogynoir, because a black trans woman's Situations will be different from a white trans woman's Situations and it's important to to recognize that). THAT's why I also think that we need words like Exorsexism and Transandrophobia, to identify the patterns of situations where trans men have it bad precisely because they are trans men and not something else or because nonbinary people have it bad precisely because they are nonbinary.
SO, in short, my opinion on the "trans man have it generally better than trans woman and that's why they have privilege" debate is that trans man don't generally have it better than trans woman, but some trans man in specific situations have it significantly better than trans woman and that in other situations trans woman have it significantly better than trans man and that is basically a case-to-case scenario and that's also why we need the specific words for different shapes and faces of transphobia to better understand these cases and why x happens with y at z situation. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
#maybe i havent been able to convince you of my point#but hopefully you can see this issue in a new light i guess?#my two cents#transphobia#trans#transandrophobia#trans community#transmisoginy#intersectionality#long post#like hopefully i've been able to get my point across XD#like do you see my point#i hope the examples at the beggining help#like#it doesnt matter that im a black abled person and that is a white disabled person#in a situation where the disability or lack thereof is the Relevant aspect im gonna have it way better than this hipothetical disabled pers#so i have privilege over them regarding my ableness#and similarly in a situation where our race is the relevant aspect they are gonna have it better than me#in situations where these OVERLAP you can't just 'tell' because of like#Nuance. if you know her#im not trying to say trans woman in situations like the first example or some fandom stuff and online interactions-#-don't have a significantly worse hand than the transmascs#im saying that this kind of stuff is a case-to-case scenario#and this so-called Privilege is just.#inconsistent.#and when you compare it to like Abled Privilege or White Privilege it justs...#you can sort of just see the difference#i get it that this whole debate is based on the fact that “in general; men have privilege over women” so i actually see where it's coming-#-from. but i also think that the transness aspect is something that just adds so much nuance to this issue that the previous Truth-#-just can't apply with good accuracy anymore
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If Jon and Elias weren't Jon and Elias, I would probably ship them. However, as it stands, Jon and Elias are, in fact, Jon and Elias, so I cannot ship them
#i was going to put “so i have to throw up every time i see them shipped together” but that seemed a bit mean#do u understand what im saying tho#the dynamic they have actually makes for so much potential and its the kind of fucked up toxicity that i notmally love in ships#i love jon and hate elias#elias deserves so much worse (peter)#and jon deserves so much better (martin)#and i can't see jon doing anything other than hating elias#elias is a lot meaner and argumentative than jon could probably handle#the reason peter and elias work is bc peter doesnt mind the fact tgat elias nitpicks everything he does#but jon wouldn't like that#also jon is sex repulsed ace and i hc elias as hypersexual#there are also many other reasons why this wouldnt work but my point is#i cannot stand jonelias#however#if they were different characters in the same position#i would probably ship tf out of them#bc their dynamic works so well#its just their characters that clash#anyways.#shut up mori#tma#the magnus archives#elias bouchard#jonathan sims
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Yeah Venom of the Red Lotus showed us how crazy powerful Korra is but The Last Stand had Korra transform the destructive power of a massive bomb blast into something regenerative in the culmination of one of the best character arcs I've ever seen. In my OPINION!!
#SORRY ok i'll stop.#lies. i have more to say. she is so brave and so selfless!!!#and mako sacrificing himself to destroy the weapon's energy source was really powerful too#AND of course. the korrasami of it all.#ok one more thing. it seems like the most common interpretation of korra's conversation w/tenzin in the last stand#is 'suffering makes you a better person' and people rightfully get pissed off about that#but i just....fundamentally disagree with that reading. i saw it as korra choosing to find meaning in her pain#and choosing to find wisdom in it. and i think that's really fucking powerful and why korra's arc resonates so deeply with so many people.#like. the suffering happened. she can't go back in time and undo it. and she didn't deserve it!!#but the only way to move forward was to accept that it happened and let it empower her rather than drown her.#i mean there are things i've been through that i wish hadn't happened#but the idea that those things don't necessarily have to mean i've changed for the worse#that i can choose to find A Point to it all and grow from it and use the pain rather than the pain using me#is actually really empowering.#tlok
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Hey quick question, why the fuck was everyone angry at sword and shield for being ugly, rushed pokemon games but was pretty much completely fine with Scarlett and Violet being worse?
#simon says#I'm absolutely ranting right now#I'm trying out pokemon violet (using a friend's copy) and I am still so iffy on it#because this game is... so fucking ugly and poorly optimized#and I still remember the backlack sword and shield got for the fucking trees#this game... is worse#it's worse!#and it didn't get nearly as much backlash#sword and shield still get shit to this day but scarlet and violet get to just... move on??#I'm honestly so upset#Galar looks so much better compared to sword and shield#people are saying the gameplay is what makes Scarlett and Violet worth it but I'm just... not seeing it so far???#just#OUGH#sword and shield I just sorta forget about#like they're not awful it's just easy to kinda forget about them and not play them#but Scarlet and Violet so far make me want to just turn off the game and play a 2D pokemon game instead#sword and shield's biggest crime is being forgettable#scarlet and violet are actively infuriating#they can't keep doing this
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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/
#it's starting to get really frustrating#I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere#it's like there's no substance to any of it#the events feel soulless and empty#what am I even saying with anything that happens#'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch#like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions#goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't#like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good#and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself#and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it#ffs#idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao#who knows maybe it'll help#shut up nerd#text#misc
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i love jimmy but oh my god, my heart breaks for chuck too. you spend your entire life trying your best, you do all the right things, you want to make your parents proud because they're good people and you love them, you stay at your mothers death bed until the moment she dies and her last words are your brothers name who's done nothing but make trouble for them and grift through life taking advantage of good, honest people. your lifes work is outweighed by a little charm.
#THEY MAKE ME GO CRAZY#obviously jimmy has a ton of redeeming qualities and chuck knows it too#that just makes it worse. complicated. you can't even hate him without feeling guilty#man im rewatching bcs and all their scenes are so good#just got to the 1216 thing and just. man what do u even say to that!!!#it made me go crazy just like it did the first time#jimmy mcgill#chuck mcgill#better call saul#someone come talk to me about them. no i will not be coherent.
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I want you whipped into shape!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#yu ziyuan#wang lingjiao#wen zhuliu#'When I say jump - say “how high'”? You know you're doing it right when you start to cry!“#Of course I can't resist the Legally blonde reference. This is the Elle Woods is canon in PD-MDZS blog#I love this scene so much. There are a lot of things to say about it and I would go over the limit if I indulged.#Suffice it to say the main takeaway *here* is that I think YZY is milfboss of the millennia.#I intended for this to be posted on international women's day but my ambition led me to keep trying to make it better.#And by better I mean I spent several days (re)drawing this one and that is **not** what poorly-drawn-mdzs is supposed to be about.#I will be making the next few comics worse to compensate <3 At the very least I will honour my time and tag it as 'better drawn'#('my time' spent hunched over my desk while I chant 'this concept is *not* above my skill level!' over and over again)#Funny story about PD!Wen Zhuliu; he was supposed to show up sooner but I kept accidently cutting the comics he would have been in.#So I like to think he just went on a long coffee run. 'Go get me an (insert coffee chain) pink drink' said Wen Chao.#'He never said from which location' said Wen Zhuliu as he proceeded to walk 100km to the farthest cafe he could find.
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arthur beats an old woman to death with a rock and john is mad and sulks and gives him the cold shoulder about it and then a few days later john's like ok i've come around to the killing things with rocks idea and arthur's like what? oh i've already upgraded to molotovs
#the nemesis speaks#malevolent spoilers#UNHINGED man. obsessed w him.#he was down for murder day 1... babygirl there is something so wrong with you...#u can't really say either of them make each other better or worse bc like john is definitely improving but arthur is like#not assisting with that necessarily#and then john's like arthur's definitely getting worse but i don't think i'm contributing to that.#i think he just saw an opportunity to get worse and jumped on it. i keep trying to deescalate and it keeps not working. help.#mv liveblog
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Caught myself thinking about Ayame's death and made this
#while making this i thought back to a scene in Dfta where the anons were saying they were glad Ayame's parents didn't live and like#thats so mean :( but i honestly can't help but agree. i don't think Bashira gets better ever if she was there to learn about how Ayame died#she'd just be competing with Keisuke on who's doing worse post ch 6.5#not that Ippei is doing that much better but he just keeps that to himself#anyways. wanted to mess around with panels on this one. i have a problem with my mini comics where i feek like they look hella boring#too “in the box” sort to speak. so i wanted to mess around w this one#especially try this neat thing i saw in a wc comic where one of the panels in the page is canva itself and not inside of a box#i made the whole lil ocean bg on a different canva and the put behind it all. shuffled around so it doesn't connect as perfectly#but my intention with it is still pretty clear imo so whatever#hyena scribbles#danganronpa another#dra#ayame hatano#bashira hatano#ippei hatano#oc#fan character
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rick riordan dickriders on here will be like "why are you complaining about the pjo tv show, go watch the movies and see what a bad adaptation really looks like" ok well listen to the musical watch it on youtube and see what a good adaptation looks like bitch. it can be done. as a fucking stage musical. what did that 15 million per episode do for disney that chris mccarell couldn't
#this is such a mean post from someone who does genuinely like the show I'm sorry#like there are aspects I really love!! and aspects I really don't!! which makes it mid for me#but I do genuinely like it overall. at least enough to continue watching#it's just that I see sooooo many people who seem to have this attitude like you can't critique it at all??#and their arguments are usually just. “movies were worse” (so we'll take anything now as long as it's not that?)#or “rick was involved in the writing” (<- NOTTT guaranteed to be a good thing lmao)#anyway it's pissing me off. I'm gonna bitch. “if you like the books so much read the books” I WAS PROMISED A BOOK ADAPTATION#AM I WRONG FOR COMPLAINING WHEN I DON'T GET WHAT I WAS PROMISED#“oh but changes are okay as long as it preserves the spirit of the books” since when was the *spirit* of the books a FUCKING BORE🤨#also the cast doesn't deserve this. stick leah and aryan and walker in a better show#pjo#pjo tv show#pjo disney+#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#the lightning thief musical#anyway all this to say some of the changes and choices are Actually Bad and it won't kill you to admit that I think#rereading this post in the drafts and editing before posting when I was handwringing about how mean it was bitch this is mild
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The thing about Hiram's violant incident is that violant was only the half of it. The main cause was the Correspondence. He accidentally red scienced his brain, and he was definitely NOT ready to deal with eidetic memory and its consequences at the time. But now, now he knows perfectly well what his limits are, and he's so ready to push past them.
#this is an insane character arc to deal with for any character#and i honestly can't say if the fact that he's soulless makes it a little better or so much worse for everyone around him#anyway. you can see why i'm insane about zenith#hiram hargrave
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Dude I live in the US south. Republican territory. It doesn’t matter how much I “get up” because a vote for a blue candidate won’t even matter. I’m outnumbered, and even if I had the confidence to try and talk to people, they wouldn’t even listen to me now anyways. Anyone who was already faithful to Trump couldn’t be swayed, and now they’ll be worse, downright devoted, and now anyone who was undecided will take their place as the “couldn’t be swayed” group.
People like me? Trans leftists living in the South? Those of us who can’t afford to leave??
We’re all already dead.
Hey you'll never guess which party is currently in office. Because people voted. Yeah it feels fucking hopeless, trust me I understand that. It really feels like nothing we do does anything. And as a trans leftist who's also surrounded by conservatives? I am stressed as fuck too. But Trump isn't in office right now. People made that happen. It's not down to you individually. But if every individual who feels like this did something? That's a lot of somethings. tick a box on a piece of paper. why not.
#still fail to see how doing nothing is better#yeah trumpies are gonna be much much worse now#so what's the game plan? not vote? then yeah they're gonna win.#I can't tell you what to do#but there's a lot of people who don't feel like trying. not just one or two whose votes alone wouldn't tip the scale.#I mean jesus christ I'm not saying 'start a rally' I'm just saying vote.
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If you've ever replied to a post and I haven't replied to you just know if I saw it I nodded sagely and then either meant to reply and completely forgot or just had nothing interesting to add. We can all hold hands and be friends on this beautiful earth
#or the secret third option (got scared what I wanted to say might come across weird n Then forgot while trying to think of better wording)#love when people are so nice to me on the internet. sorry I can't be normal about it#sometimes I like to sit and think about the fact I'm almost 30.#whst they don't tell you in psychiatry is that you'll actually just be weird forever. and there's nothing you can do about it#<- was convinced I'd grow out of anxiety but it got worse lol#fuck twenty one pilots was right...#I forgot what the body of the post was I just like. started a new whole separate post in the tags. sorry#okay. 3am posting oval.#sunny with clouds
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