#focus on that instead of the pain.
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People keep on asking for more Baby Robin and Papadile so here is more Baby Robin and Papadile. Now never ask anything from me ever again
#My art#One Piece#Long post#Sir Crocodile#Nico Robin#Alternatively panel 5 would've been a close up of Crocodile's face from Robin's POV where he looks like he's giving her a death glare#Not intentionally he's just a big scary bastard with a Resting Murder Face and Robin is a small traumatized child#But I wanted to focus on the silliness of the moment so you get the goofy version instead#IDK man there's just something very funny to me about the idea of Robin just randomly info-dumping about a subject she's read about#And Crocodile being like ''?????????????????????? The fuck you talking about??''#Robin leaves the ship's kitchen and Crocodile just stares at the tomato like ''...It's a fruit? Forreal?''#(Meanwhile Robin is sweating bullets like ''I called his favorite vegetable a FRUIT right in his FACE he's going to KILL ME'')#Robin grew extra feet from the bottom of her feet to reach the counter and that actually isn't me trying to explain bad art away#In the original Papadile comic there was a panel of Robin doing the dishes with extra feet to reach the sink but I cut it out#(It was a stress relief comic I did not feel like drawing a complicated background in detail) (BUT YES I THOUGHT OF IT)#Nico Robin Age 11 is *more* than capable of cooking Crocodile just does not trust her with his food. At least not yet#She did start doing the dishes unprompted and continues to do so (mostly out of fear). Croc told her she didn't have to but allows it#IDK a lot of people seem to headcanon Crocodile as incapable of cooking and like. Surely Mr ''I don't trust people'' knows how to cook#Like he doesn't have to be a master chef or anything but and maybe he enjoys not HAVING to cook (pain in the ass with one hand + knife/hook#But surely he can cook decent enough. SURELY#Botanists don't @ me I know the ''tomato is a fruit'' thing isn't fully accurate this is just a silly little haha comic
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constantly thinking abt this exhange on the plane in dofp
#like. the expressions!!!!!!#the little head tilt charles does when erik first apologises as if for a moment he's wondering why#and the way he backs up and dismisses it before he can go on bc he doesnt want to talk abt it. not again#like you can see the clear pain in his eyes and the way he seems to almost want to say something but stops himself#and decides to focus on the chessboard instead#and the look on erik's face when it hits him just how much charles suffered those years after cuba. but he doesnt pester him abt it#just ahhhhh !!! expressions !!!! acting#i hate these stupid gay people#marvel#x men#x men movies#x men dofp#dofp#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik
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El being *12 hours earlier* than the Cali timeline when she arrives at Nina. Will saying ‘it’s been 9 hrs’ in the scene following his monologue in the van.
We know that at some point their timelines merged when they arrived to save her…
But we don’t know when exactly those alignments took place when they were still apart… which just makes you wonder…
#byler#something something#el’s not stupid#she heard everything at rink o mania which included mike deflecting about not calling Will#she heard Dustin say mike was being annoying about Joyce’s telemarketing job#she got her powers back roughly around the time the van scene was happening we can presume…#why would she not check on Mike and Will after finding out about the Hawkins gang?#she was literally with them last and it would make sense for her to want to know where they are/what they are doing#and since the timeline is off with el at Nina… just makes you wonder#the sad painful looks el makes during Mike’s monologue…#if she heard anything from that van scene..#whether it be mike saying it wasn’t fate/destiny and was just simple dumb luck…#if she heard Will emotionally play off deep feelings he harbors as el’s#even writing off his painting as being commissioned by her…#oh and the heart??#if she heard that and heard will encourage mike with it before telling her he loved her#no wonder she looked miserable#and left dude on read at the end instead to focus on max#both after his monologue and at the cabin 😙#this line from s2 is so insane in the context of this too…#bc if she saw them in the van and saw Will’s speech…#she also saw mike’s reaction which was blurred for us…#Joyce: he’s not doing well…#El: I know. I saw.#Joyce: what else did you see?#El: 👀#delusional but free
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Yin and War will do anything for their fans but can they break with BL traditions and give me Jack genuinely having to go after Joke because both of their traumas matter and they both need to put work into this relationship to make it work and to put them on equal footing in this love story rather than it being about Joke always having to apologize for his choices?
#no tags here#negative#deep fear for me y'all#i am so scared that Joke is going to have to keep chasing Jack forever#and that we will never see Jack have to put in emotional labor for the relationship#because the show's focus on class commentary means that Joke's trauma gets constantly downplayed instead of respected#and i fully expect it will happen again#that jack will be hurt and it will all be joke's fault and joke will get no care from him#maybe care from the other friends#but nothing from jack#and jack will go cry alone and then joke will have to get back to him#instead of jack having to make sure joke came back#and i just....#i am so scared#especially after the school scene#where it was so funny that joke couldn't do math and froze and tried to play it lightly but he was SO scared#but the show didn't give his pain any weight
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I don’t know if I think season 4 is as good as 1 and 2 so far, but it’s such a relief to have a season where Mabel doesn’t have a one-off love interest.
Like, by the time we got to Tobert it felt so obvious that both him and his relationship to Mabel wasn’t going to last more than one season, and since he had so little to do with the events of season 3 otherwise I stopped seeing the point in caring about his character. Just like Alice in season 2, and almost Oscar in season 1 who was set up to last so much longer only to be completely written out in the start of season 2. It’s not like romance is everything (certainly not in a crime comedy show) but since Mabel’s love life has had so much screen time it got to the point where I felt the whole show got weaker because of its half-assed portrayal of it. «Either invest properly in a love interest, make them the killer again or just go at least a season without one» is what I thought when I started the new season. 5 episodes in it seems like they’re doing the third and I’ve got to say I’m relieved.
#am I annoyed that they keep underutilizing important early season characters#like Will Putnam and Theo Dimas?#oh yes#is there possibly a theobel biased part of me that wishes they explored that dynamic for more than one episode a season? possibly#but it’s also just so nice to get to focus on Mabel’s growing pains#and seeing more of how much Sazz and Charles meant to each other#instead of setting up a love interest that they don’t bother to keep for more than one season#only murders in the building#omitb#the potato rants#omitb spoilers#omitb meta#omitb discourse
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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x oc stories tagged as x reader my enemy
#“ik they have a name and/or face claim but it’s still x reader bcs…” ill literally kill myself in front of u (/j)#i’m mad because i’m in pain but i’m choosing to focus the anger on this instead :)#ad0rechuu — rambles 😧
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Nagi calling Reo アホちん (aho-chin) is actually pretty cute. could’ve said just アホ (idiot), but added the ちん at the end 🥺 dummy
#nagireo#blue lock spoilers#episode nagi#epng 17#we lived through another chapter pals#but at what cost#seeing Nagi pouting in bed while thinking of Reo was the highlight for me tbh#i'm choosing to focus on that instead of the pain they're going through
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suiren’s design was a very long process of trying and failing because after you’ve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but I’m actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatu’s pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, that’s who, I’m chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. He’s still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
#and yeah I did say I’d do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suiren’s design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I don’t really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask I’ve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmm…#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think she’s a bad avatar#I don’t. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes I’m well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think she’s a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the show’s production team#I’m making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#she’ll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe she’d have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but it’s fine. 1. she isn’t alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off 😁 /hj. basically. she’ll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. she’s my dear child who’s been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Kat’s doing one right now!! I just wanna do something that’s my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isn’t Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suiren’s got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 years’ worth of grievances to air out. it’s like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine aren’t divorced. they’re Worse and everyone wishes they’d just separate#anyway. that aside. Suiren’s not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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I'm waiting for the day when all these people who praise Nesta for being mean and hurt other people's feeling and call it a ✨bad bitch✨ behaviour
To cry about how Nesta is out of the character for not actively being a "bitch" to her family for no reason :)
#waiting for the day her fans calls her out for not having a backbone#shattering their imagination of how they see Nesta and pretend to know her#when they say “Nesta is hated for no reason so why she's called a bitch?”#Nesta hated HATED herself for acting that way#she got stuck in a loop of pushing people away and it got out of her hands#she hated herself for the pains she caused#but her fans completely ignore that#instead they focus on her being nasty to her sisters and her mate#she was suicidal for how she treated Feyre#and they have the audacity saying she never verbally abused her#instead they focus on how IC handled her even though she never hated them for it#the way she was thankful to Feyre and Rhysand#they don't even want to acknowledge these#because then that would ruin her “bad bitch” aesthetic...#can't wait for all of it#nesta archeron#I'm sorry you have fans who don't understand you</3
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the way my mom left the tvs in both the living room and her bedroom on as noise for the dog before she left... even though i'm literally here at home with him
#hi i'm alive but i am in Pain again (':#cancelled yet another counselling appointment bc this issue with my jaw has had me on the brink of sensory overload for over a week now#and i Can Not handle the drive or being out in public today like i would actually rather die#and i am out of muscle relaxers which are one of the few things that have significantly helped with the pain (''''':#i hate it here. i want to scream. i want to tear my jaw oFF OF MY FACE hougghghghghg#if things improve over the next couple hours i will try some writing again but it's so hard to focus on ANYTHIGN in this state so#idk!!!!! might just curl up in a ball on the floor instead!!!!#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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figuring out how to Write a characters speech impediment is a puzzle. bc like, my own speech is riddled with disfluency, articulation errors, and disorganization so Theoretically i should know what im talking about but the Problem is that i Feel myself fucking up more than i Hear myself fucking up. like when i know im completely inarticulate, i Feel that in the muscles more than i actually Hear how im sounding to other people, so then when it comes to trying to Write it I have no idea what the hell i sound like outside of “generally inarticulate” :/
#N posts stuff#i mean. this is two sided sort of#bc tbh most of the time id argue that trying Too Hard to write out a speech impediment is more Frustrating than Evocative to read back#like when people really go all out in writing a character stutter multiple times over every single word like.#i feel that Detracts more than it adds so you don’t want to focus So much on writing it out that it becomes a pain in the ass#and it’s a Good thing to write a character and Show how it Feels when their speech becomes impeded than just Telling what it sounds like#in flat overly-spelled-out dialogue like there’s a lot of Use in exposing the Feel of it instead#but it’s kind of a POV thing…. like with Augustus it’s arguably Better to write out her dialogue of what she’s Trying to say#and then Around that show the way she Feels her tongue/mouth/jaw/brain stalling out around the words she’s trying to say#but then from Changeling’s POV of augustus speaking Arguably it’d be better Then to write out the fucked up dialogue#so that way it doesn’t seem like her speech impediment Vanishes all of a sudden#but also that’s Hard bc. like i said. i Know i sound like a freak but i have a much harder time tracking the actual Sounds im making#when i’m fucking it up. idk it’s annoying.#i get paranoid about recordings of myself so i. Don’t Do That but maybe i just need to figure out a way to get over myself#and just record myself talking so that i can play Back the sounds and try to figure out how to transcribe that. perhaps.
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It is what it is and was what it was.
#as much as I wish things were different and as much as I would like to change my past I can’t and can only focus on the present#a lot of things I would change and do differently but I can’t and I know better now than I did before#I really resonate with the statement you trade pain for wisdom and that couldn’t be more true#in a lot of ways I was a bad friend a bad lover and a bad person but I know myself well enough now to know and want better#and to just have be better#thank you time growth self reflection as well as understanding for teaching me so many things about others and within myself#I’m understanding more and more I think about true acceptance and self awareness#and I’m proud of the person I’m turning into as well as accepting in a lot of ways I thought I knew better but I didn’t at the time#im giving myself grace to continue to grow learn and change for the better as I’m constantly evolving into the person I’m destined to be#I’m turning into the exact person I needed when I was younger and I couldn’t be more happier#I’ve been learning so much about myself and about others and I’m grateful for the lessons#I’m accepting of what is and what’s not meant to be nothing forced only accepting and valuing what’s meant for me manifesting is key#Instead of myself being my enemy I’m trying to view myself as my greatest hero#I’m letting go of all things not meant for me and only attracting what’s meant for me#focusing on being the energy I wish to attract and law of attraction 🙏🏻#at the end of the day you’re in charge of your own life no one can do anything for you except yourself#personal#I know this is long sue me#thoughts
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stewy in argestes was having the time of his fucking liiiiife ‘they have a $75 cobb salad here dude you should buy that’ ‘like some of the women who went on those cruises’ ‘its funny cuz its true’ emotionally that man was on a white sand beach sipping a cocktail he is on vacation baby
#i mean yeah he’s masking the pain of being in a girlfight with kendall but he’s opting instead to focus on how everything is so funny#succession#stewy hosseini#m
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more cobs rambling (no spoilers dont worry, this focuses on the cobs stream still)
Ngl I really do think that cobs purposefully giving his robots the ability to feel pain is what leads to them having more emotions
If something can feel pain then obviously there's other feelings that go with that so you can properly react to it, they just sorta come with it, even if you don't want the other emotions
So cobs puts pain in his robots to enforce obedience
Pain results in emotion and defiance
And emotion and defiance are something to be punished
Hence, causing more pain
Its a loop
This guy is essentially my grandma on my dad's side, just beat and belittle the kid til it acts right then getting confused when the kid runs away and never comes back, and trying to bribe em back even though the kid already knows that whole act is bullshit
#osc#inanimate insanity#object shows#ii#rambling#object show#ii stream#ii steve cobs#Im sorry but cobs is flat out an abusive parent#Cobs wants emotionless drones but he can't have emotionless drones who feel pain#Because pain is a feeling#And anything that feels pain wants to get away from it as much as possible#He's cornered himself to cause defiance in his attempt at causing obedience#Don't mind me rambling about cobs again#I'm not ready for the ending so imma still focus on the stream instead!#Seriously that goofy little stream had some dark ass implications
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Secret archives arrived. Which I won't be scanning for another day or so because it happened to get delivered on my b-day, but I have seen some people really interested in seeing it, so. Soon.
Who knows about the other handful of books that need to be added. I have them, but some digital versions have been shared for some that might be better to link than my physical ones, and motivation can be hard when I have to provide it. Also I got a used copy of Animal Crossing Switch months ago and keeping up with that mostly-daily has taken a solid chunk of attention in my off time. And then there's this 1000 piece Pokemon Ditto puzzle--
#It's been busy around the house this year in ways it. Normally isn't#Mostly good stuff. Its just been more socializing and being up and out of the house#I need a very large amount of time of nothing going on for me to focus and do stuff#And instead i get two sometimes three sit down moments most days#...Which atm has been directed at the puzzle i knew was going to be a pain to work#(Because I have a pile of Pokemon puzzles I was trying to get through so I could put them all away together)#(And at the time i had three options and my hubris chose Ditto)#(Now i have 12 in the wings because impulse buying on good value puzzles)#(And i know I'm getting another one for Christmas.)#(Help)#But yeah; anyway; secret archive came in that I do want to make available#And because it's my b-day: To anyone who might get jealous: I got the two fluffy Zorua plushies#The original black one for a present; and the white one i bought from Pokemon Center myself and it happened to arrive today
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