#flicker info

[interstellarsystem]

Also adding on! Systems of any kind, and various experiences within them, are also alterhuman. They have been since the coining post.

Huge pet peeve of ours when people equate alterhumanity to just meaning "nonhuman", but also considering how common systems are in the community, it's always been weird to us how even we are overlooked. We absolutely agree with all of the above though (and we'll need to check out a few of these links later ourselves).

Plural: Multiple people in a body, to keep it simple. Morethanone is a good place to get a neat little rundown.

Fictive: A person in a system who is from a fictional source. They may or may not identify as that character in question.

Factive: Like fictive, but with factbased sources instead. Historical figures, celebreties, other people, etc.

Extranth: A member of a system who is nonhuman--specifically in a way similar to fictives and factives, and separate from otherkin. (Coining post).

Soulbond: A connection formed with a (usually) fictional character in someones mind. Note that not every soulbond/soulbonder considers themselves plural. (This carrd has a lot of good stuff all in one place.)

Daemonism: The practice of communicating with a daemon--a personified split of your consciousness that usually takes an animal form. Like with soulbonders, a lot of people in this community consider themselves separate from plurals. (Link to daemonism terms.)

Tulpa: A deliberately created person you share your body with. There's a whole lot of techniques to it, and not everyone considers themselves plural here either. (Note: Some might use "parogenic" or "thoughtform" here instead of tulpa--though "thoughtform" is a more broad term that can cover different things.) r/Tulpas has plenty of informative links for further reading.

Also, some things that don't fall under plurality:

Constelic: A label for when one collects/takes on multiple identities. They might have one identity, or a lot, and these can range in intenstity as to how they're experienced. (Link to coining post on the web archive, carrd on the web archive.)

Vampire: Someone who feeds off of energy, blood, or both. I don't have links on hand for the vamp community so if someone else wants to put some in, it'd be great.

Factkin: Someone who identifies as a factual entity--usually a person who has lived before, like a historical figure.

Otherhuman: A person who feels like they belong to another branch of humans/human species, fictional or real (link).

"Alterhuman" is such an expansive term, there's so much more than nonhumanity to it. Not everyone who falls under any of these labels would necessarily call themselves alterhuman, but the term exists as an umbrella for everyone who wants it. It's so much more than one or two things--and even nonhumanity has intricate nuances to it that go overlooked.

you there. person posting a "list of alterhuman terms" post in the community tags. name and define five alterhuman identities that ARE NOT nonhumanity or fictionkinity. if you try to use voluntary nonhumanity as one of these the dragon gets to eat you. you have five minutes.

[yesloulou]

IM GOING TO DIE THEN COME BACK TO HAUNT YOU . I DID NOT NEED TO SEE MAX LETTING GO OF THE SW ASSUMING D IS GOING TO HOLD ON TO IT IN HIS MOUTH THEN THINKS BETTER OF GOES BACK TO HOLD IT SO IT DOESNT DROP HOLDS SO HE CAN FINISH TAKING A BITE NOBODY IS WRITING INTIMACY LIKE THIS

[subtly-shakespearean]

[the-firefly-jar-system]

you know what pisses me off? saying that having “[disorder] holder” as an alter role is a red flag for faking. I think that fakeclaimers have a gross misunderstanding of what we mean when we call an alter/headmate a “__ symptom holder”: let me explain

endos please DNI, this isn’t about you

I’m not going to get into the “can alters have different disorders” discourse here (do your own research on that), it’s irrelevant as we’re assuming we’re talking about a system wide issue

when we call an alter a symptom holder, their role is not that they are the *only* one with those symptoms. a lot of DID/OSDD systems compartmentalize not only trauma, but other life things that they need to deal with. If an autistic system struggles to function with their sensory issues, another alter might take on those issues inadvertently to lessen the stress for others and/or to become the most equipped to handle sensory issues.

I’m going to give a specific example of ours here, so trigger warning for mentions of eating disorders

one symptom holder that we have is an alter we’ll call A (I don’t want to single them out), A is a symptom holder for anorexia. the ideation/thought processes behind food restriction are compartmentalized and given to A, which allows the main fronting team to avoid these symptoms.

this is clearly not a healthy coping mechanism for us long-term, but it is currently a functional one. A will hold these symptoms dissociated from us until we’re able to re-associate and work through them with the help of our therapist.

I hope this clears some things up.

here’s an academic article about compartmentalization in dissociation, if you want to read more. these system roles are just community terms to describe a relatively common and documented experience

-Fennel🪱

[just-a-hooman64]

🌌Welcome To my Blog!🌌

You can call me Hoom! I use They/He pronouns

I am 18 years old, so please keep that in mind when interacting with me. I'm not gonna tell you what to do (I wont keep up with who interacts with what to begin with), but be aware that I may post about mature themes. You have been warned. I will always use tags for my posts with heavier mature themes.

Tags

#SplatHoom - My Splatoon posts

#Hoom fortress 2 - My tf2 posts

#Hoomnite - My fortnite posts

#Guilty Hoom - My Guilty Gear posts

#Hoom attorney - My Ace Attorney posts

#Five nights at Hoom's - My FNAF posts

#my art - General tag, probably left over in some older posts

Current Major Fandom: Splatoon

Other Fandoms/interests:

☆ Furry - My Sona is an Avali named Blue Star! ☆ Fortnite - Especially regarding the Fox Clan ☆ Guilty Gear - Testament my loves <3 ☆ Ace Attorney - Almost have every AA game on my switch! ☆ Sonic The Hedgehog - Gov't assigned fandom (Share bday with Sonic) ☆ Fnaf - I will stand by Security Breach with all my heart ☆ Splatoon - Lil buddy look away i gotta go make quota at grizzco ☆ Lethal Company - FOR THE COMPANY!!! ☆ Bugsnax - Have 100%'d! might replay in vr.. ☆ Adventure Time - Currently Working thorugh the whole series with a friend! ☆ Deltarune/Undertale - Probably completely rearranged my brain ☆ Pokemon - gotten the mainline games since ORAS ☆ Gravity Falls - I used to be able to recount the entire first episode as a kid (it was the only ep id ever seen till Disney+ came out) ☆ Team Fortress 2 - Yet another Heavy main that likes drawing Medic

Fav ships:

♡ Red Oktoberfest, Helmet Party (Tf2) ♡ Cuttletavio, Pearlina (Splatoon) ♡ DriftStray, Midague (Fortnite) ♡ RoboVenom (Guilty Gear) ♡ Narumitsu, Klapollo (AA) ♡ Fronnie, GlitterGolf (Fnaf) ♡ Suselle (Deltarune)

Credits

sister-lucifer (Purple Divider)

cafekitsune (Boop Divider)

strangergraphics (Splatoon divider)

strawberrysnipes (Heavymedic Graphic)

grungenglam (Pink, Purple and blue Star Dividers)

immature-giraffe (Adventure Time stamp)

onlyfriend(Elliot Stardew Valley stamp)

badassmafiatoolbar (Heavy tf2 stamp)

engravedlives (Callie Splatoon stamp, Deltarune Stamp)

weerdoz (Trans People Rock Stamp)

vulpinebongwater (Robovenom Stamp)

futurefishy (Ace Attorney Stamp)

shitpostdevil (Fuck AI Divider)

[ageless-soul-au]

List of Links - in kind of chronological order!

Ages are at the start of the adventure. Look up any character on the blog by using "#ASAU [name]"!! Refer to the timeline for exact placement. If any details change, we'll update this post!

First - he/him, cis, bi, 29, 6'4 / 193cm - Hylia's chosen warrior, the first hero whom the others inherit the Hero's Spirit from, married to Stella (OC), Warriors' father

Sky - he/him, cis, bi, 25, 5'10 / 178cm - Hero from Skyward Sword, married to Sun, father of twins Solara and Polaris (Sola and Polly)

Myriad - he/him, cis, it's complicated, 36, 5'10.5 / 179cm - Hero of the era 10,000 years before Breath of the Wild (10k Era) and the First Calamity, technically married to Monarch but they're kinda divorced, father of Colt and Camille

Four - plural they (he/him if necessary), system, 17, 4'9 / 145cm - Hero(es) from Minish Cap & Four Swords Adventures

Red - she/they, femme NB, panrom gray ace, 4'5 / 135cm

Vio - he/they, demiboy, homorom demi, 4'7 / 139cm

Green - he/him, cis, aroace, 4'9 / 145cm

Blue - he/him, basically cis, demi, 4'11 / 149cm

(Bonus! Shadow - he/it, creature, gay, 4'9 / 145cm)

Cinder - he/him, cis, straight, 24, 5'11 / 180cm - Hero from Termina before Majora's Mask, took over the quest for Termina's previous hero when he got injured, fought Majora and adventured with Navi

Flicker - he/him, cis, babey, 9, babey height - Fallen Hero from OoT, pulled the sword and was never put to sleep, died fighting Beast Ganon

Time - he/him, cis, questioning, 21, 6'1 / 185cm - Hero from Ocarina of Time & Majora's Mask

Wind - he/him, cis, doesn't care (demi), 17, 5'8 / 173cm (as of the beginning) - Hero from Wind Waker & Phantom Hourglass

Twilight - he/him, cis, bi open/polyam, 28, 6'0 / 183cm - Hero from Twilight Princess, married to Midna

Fae - she/her, transfemme NB, lesbian, 18, 5'7 / 170cm - Heroine from before Hyrule Warriors, split Ganondorf's soul into four parts, reintroduced Great Fairies post-TP pre-BotW, green witch

Legend - he/him, transmasc/GNC-ish, bi/pan polyam, 20, 5'3 / 160cm (boots make him 5'6 / 167cm) - Hero from A Link to the Past, Oracle of Seasons & Ages, Link's Awakening, & A Link Between Worlds

Bonus! Ravio - he/him, cis, gay leaning pan polyam, 20, 5'7.5 / 171cm - Legend's Lorulean counterpart (and boyfriend) from ALBW

Hyrule - they/them, non binary/agender, aroace, 18, 5'8 / 173cm - Hero from the Legend of Zelda (Hyrule Fantasy/LoZ '86) & the Adventure of Link

Warriors - he/(she/they), cis(?) (genderfluid), bi polyam, 26, 6'3 / 190cm - Hero from Hyrule Warriors, hasn't had the gender epiphany yet but they'll get there (edit: they've gotten there!!)

Champion - he/him, cis(?), bi, 19, 5'2 / 157cm - Hero from pre-Calamity Breath of the Wild

Wild - they/any/neos, genderqueer/pangender, pan polyam/open, 20, 5'7 / 170cm - Hero from Breath of the Wild (not TotK)

Tears - he/him, cis(?), pan, 20s, 5'7 / 170cm - Hero from Tears of the Kingdom and Breath of the Wild (but who isn't the same person as Wild...)

Odyssey - he/him, cis, bi polyam, 20, 5'10 / 178cm - Hero after Breath of the Wild, completed his quest alongside his Zelda and Ganondorf

Bonus! Legacy - she/her, cis, bi? polyam, 19, 5'7 / 170cm - Princess/Heroine of Odyssey's era, great-something granddaughter of Flora and Paya (not Wild)

Bonus! Hope - he/him, cis, bi polyam, 19, 6'10 / 208cm - Gerudo Prince/Hero of Odyssey's era, can channel his past lives

[da-birb-writes-sometimes]

Summer Won't Last Forever; 100 Follower Event (Closed)

Technically past the OG 100, but oh well; better a little late than never! And thank you for the support, and I'm happy that people are enjoying the silly little stories I write. Now; onto the event!

Fandom

Just TWST at the moment. You can request the main cast, side characters, and staff!

Duration

I will be holding this event for 10 requests for followers. Once this is filled, I will be closing the event. This is so I don't overwork myself. The only exception will be for mutuals. Mutuals get special treatment, yes.

Once they are filled I will close the ask box until I'm done writing them, which. The ask box will then return after the event.

For mutuals, hit me up in messages if I close the ask box before you can get in ^v^

Rules

1 request per person; the only exception I may make is for mutuals (depending on engagement).

1 character per request; but do include two backups in case I already received an ask for X character with X prompt (also in case there are a lot of requests for one character). You may also include a backup prompt in case it has already been used.

Please include if you would like it to be platonic or romantic in nature.

No NSFW.

If you are on Anon, do feel free to leave an emoji (see here for taken emojis)

As a reminder, I typically only write gender-neutral reader (they/them/their's/you). I make exceptions for trans reader though (just include gender identity and pronouns please).

Ortho and Grim are strictly platonic.

Anything romantic will be aged up; imagine the cast to be in an actual college.

~ Now onto the Event ~

Hot days fall into cool nights. Carnivals arrive in town. Long days spent at the beach or community pool. Fond memories made with friends. But, summer won't last forever.

Prompts

Stargazing

Let's beat the heat

Beach day

Farmer's market

Road trip

Carnival fun

Campfire antics

By the babbling brook

Long-distance relationship

Caught in the rain

Also, feel free to leave up to 3 emojis in brackets if you want to add anything extra. The majority of these should be fluff, but feel free to indicate if you would like something other than fluff in your ask!

Example; May I request *character* with *prompt* and (🌻🌻🌻). Could it please be platonic and fluffy?

These will be in the form of drabbles; which may range between 300 and 900 words depending on if the muse of writing inspiration strikes me or if I get carried away. Knowing me, I may get carried away for some ^v^;

Once this event is done I'll be heading back to writing for the Soul Match AU; which will be none other than the resident wet cat, Idia Shroud *ominous chortling*

Tags (aka my mutuals that I have on my main ^v^)

@eynnwwyjth, @krenenbaker, @azulashengrottospiano, @silvers-numberonefan, @twistwonderlanddevotee, @ithseem, @inkybloom-luv, @leonistic

As a reminder, do not put my work — or others for that matter — into AI as it steals. Link to Masterlist

All works will be under the tags #dove does events & #100 follower event.

[nihils-trolls]

Azure Flicker

Mage Guild: accepts sorcerers, warlocks, witches, and wizards. Also accepts those without magic talent under various circumstances. (One does not have to reside in the resident village to be considered as a member.)

Stationed in Wisp's Hollow, a hidden village to the far north. Village itself is deep within dense taiga, surrounded by a specially crafted warding barrier.

Ideals/Goals: Geared towards not just the preservation of magic history and knowledge, but the encouragement to practice the art also. Due to the current hostilities towards most magic users, they work mostly in secret- teaching and protecting fellow mages.

Strength: Total- approx. 100 members. On Active Duty- 23

Status: Somewhat Open (See end of document)

More info below cut ↓

History

Azure Flicker was founded not long after Wisp's Hollow, as many of the trolls there decided that having some form of organization would make their lives a little easier. Most of the population was already mages and refugees from the Hoarfrost Cliffs, so they were already used to working together. What harm would there be in making it 'official?'

Initially, their goal was only to hide from the empire and make it easier for members to practice their particular arts. This included more taboo subjects like soul magic and necromancy, as they believe that no domain is inherently evil- each having a particular purpose.

As the village began to grow from more refugees from various sources, the guild opened their ranks somewhat to allow for growth as well.

Alignment and Attitude

The guild itself stands on fairly neutral grounds. Hemoneutral and somewhat mutant-friendly, they believe that freedom to express is very important. So long as you aren't destroying the planet, that is. Members are not held to upstanding moral restrictions.

The reason that they're secretive is because of the main goal to protect their own. The needs and wants of Wisp's Hollow comes before all else, no matter what. Given most of the residents are mages of some regard with mutants mixed in, it absolutely cannot be public knowledge they exist. The guild will even work to suppress/dispel magical situations that would 'draw too much attention.'

Notable members

Reuina Tryxta

Tealblood sorceress. Domains: Destruction, Stone. Special abilities: Unknown. Age: Unknown (est. 230 sw.)

Reuina is a long time member of the guild, having rised to take up a position as a leading mage. She is responsible for overseeing and addressing dangers to the village, sometimes running various jobs herself. It is well known among the residents that she is responsible for the cognitohazardous effect of the barrier that keeps them safe. Her personality is cold, serious and authoritative- but has the best interests of those around her in mind.

Radinn Phaxad

Limeblood sorcerer. Domains: Nature, Wind. Special abilities: Can create unique plants with a variety of properties- causing them to grow at will. However, they do not thrive in wild conditions or without his maintenance. Age: 296 sw.

Radinn has also been a long time member, having grown up and lived in Wisp's Hollow his whole life. Due to the very nature of being a limeblood, existing outside of the village is not an option. So, most of his time is spent inside the gates- mentoring younger trolls and being a go-between for the villagers and the guild. It is known that he is responsible for the shifting, maze-like nature of the barrier surrounding the village. Radinn can be rather serious and a bit put off by newcomers, but is quite personable and kind. If there was ever a problem you had, he's the one to go to.

Tepek Wrelli

Rustblood warlock. Domains: Fire, Shadow. Special abilities: Most flames produced by magic produce no light and are barely visible. However, they are of a potent heat and damage both the body and the soul. Age: 25 sw.

Tepek is a rather recent addition to Azure Flicker, at least compared to some of its other members. However, he's risen the ranks and is a respectable figure. While he is seen around, Tepek remains more in the shadows- carrying out more sensitive jobs that need to be done. He's concerned with the safety and secrecy of the village, upholding it nearly any cost. He is known to be quiet and a little sly, but is generally friendly and lighthearted. So long as you don't pose a threat to the peaceful lives of the villagers, that is.

Honorable mentions:

Yumech Dibiki- Scholar, Healer

"Whizzy" Mollox- Alchemist

Ermiah Leshen- Librarian, Record Keeper

Misc. Info

-Due to the nature of the guild itself, it is unlikely that anyone outside of membership would have off-hand knowledge of it or the village it resides in. Unless, they were of a faction that associates with them.

-It's better practice to call Azure Flicker 'invite only,' as one would have to gain knowledge of the organization through someone else.

[reikunrei]

not me already having 17 pages of single-spaced notes on observations in ST and that’s only the first 2 seasons.... holy fuckass

[writer-logbook]

How to introduce your character in 3 steps

A friend of mine was the source of this very pertinent question. So I decided to write a blog entry about it. Because how do you introduce your character without sounding fake ?

Remember that, in real life situation, no one calls you by your name. Have you noticed that none of your friends is adressing you by your name, unless they're trying to get your attention or that something serious is happening ? That should be the same in your story : find a situation where it is relevant to use names. Or stick to nicknames, which is a more common way to address your friends.

Use another character. If you can’t come up with a situation, you can always rely on a side character to introduce your MC. It’s also the perfect way to describe your character rather than simply using mirror, which is convenient yet very cliché. But the fun thing to do is to make several characters talk about your MC : their opinion might go in different directions due to their relationships, their own sensibility and attention to details. It’s also a good way to breath life into your side characters so please consider that option seriously.

The reader doesn’t need to know everything, especially on the very first page. Unless the info is relevant to the plot, there is no need for the reader to know MC’s favourite food or eye’s color. If you’re on character-sheet-side (which I’m not btw), you should be careful about wether the reader the story will progress or not. Try to be balanced !

What I really want to stress in this article is the importance of action when introducing your character. You want the reader to know your character is courageous ? Put them directly into a situation where they can show courage. You want to describe their hair color ? What about that moment when the light is flickering in a way that gives their hair a peculiar effect that catches the eye of another character ?

Don’t worry, your creativity will always find a way ~

[karthefemboyfatale]

♂️ Kar's Gay Lil Sideblog ♂️

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Hello! My name is Kar, this sideblog is dedicated to my pride as a trans Indigenous gay man of color. Here I will RB posts relating to:

��� Transandrophobia / the experiences of trans men & transmascs

❀ MLM/Gay Men/Vincian/Achillean goodness

❀ Decolonization & the experiences of gay and trans BIPOC

❀ Femboys and gender nonconforming men

❀ Mental Health Positivity/Reminders (mainly for BPD)

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My Other Blogs:

Mainblog -> @karekuat

Memes Sideblog -> @karthecriatura

[the-firefly-jar-system]

Ableist words/phrases & some alternatives

[PT: Words/phrases to try not to say & some alternatives /end PT]

CW for colloquial use of ableist language

[PT: CW for colloquial use of ableist language /end PT]

“Insanely” or “crazily” as an adverb (ie: “that’s insanely ___”)

Obnoxiously

Overly

Unnecessarily

Incredibly

Exceptionally

“I’m blind” as a figure of speech (when not actually blind)

I missed that

I overlooked that

Oh! I see now

My eyes did a silly (more silly ver)

Thank you for pointing that out

“I’m deaf” as a figure of speech (when not actually D/deaf)

Sorry, can you repeat that?

I didn’t hear you

I spaced out and missed what you said

Oh! I understand now

I misheard that

“Stupid” as an insult to describe someone who is bigoted and/or misinformed

Ignorant

Closed-minded

Unaware

Oblivious

Stepping out of their lane

“Narcissist(ic)” as an insult or personality type

Self-centered

Vain

Selfish

Apathetic

Uncaring

“Psychopath(is)/psycho”, “sociopath(ic)”, “crazy”, or “nuts” as an insult or type of person

Bizzare

Unconventional

Unexpected

Intense

Overwhelming

Wild

“OCD” as a description or personality type (ie: “I’m so OCD”)

Particular

Perfectionist(ic)

Orderly

Selective

Tidy

“I’m stupid” as an expression of misunderstanding

I’m silly

I don’t understand/Can you explain?

Oops!

“Lame” as an adjective (ie: “That’s so lame”)

Boring

Dull

Bland

Unoriginal

Tedious

“Bipolar” as an insult or type of person

Unpredictable

Inconsistent

Fluctuating

All over the place

Unreliable

“Crippling” as an adverb when not reclaimed (ie: “Crippling depression”)

Debilitating

Profound

Severe

Impairing

Disabling

This is not at all a comprehensive list! Feel free to add on

[PT: This is not at all a comprehensive list! Feel free to add on /end PT]

[classyrbf]

COME HOME! — TOJI FUSHIGURO

SYNOPSIS...you’re afraid one day he won’t come home, leaving you in a constant state of worry and fear of what could happen especially with his family in on the line

INFO...toji fushiguro x ex assassin fem!reader, fluff with some angst, domestic relationship, megumi is readers bio kid, toji an assassin, mentions of blood, sweet ending, not proofread

OTHER...likes and reblogs are appreciated

i'm sorry for being gone for so long and not writing anything or even sticking to my kinktober plan, quite literally fell into a black hole of unmotivation and writing smut was not helping at all lmao

The night was brutal, cold air striking your skin and the winds were sharp. Yet, you sat by the cracked window, your skin felt like it was on fire. Police sirens flooded the silence and the small dim lamp did its best to light up the room. With your knees tucked to your chest, you sat and watched the cars drive by, one of the streetlights flickering every now and again. Little Megumi slept soundly in his room, tucked warmly in his bed with his favorite stuffed dinosaur. You had been up for hours, waiting for Toji to come back home from his job.

You lived with worry that one day he wouldn’t show up, come back home to you and his son. What he did was dangerous, being an assassin and what not. He always brags about how he’s the best, so fast and strong, silent as a mouse that most of them don’t even get the chance. But, what if there’s someone out there who is strong enough to put up a fight? What if he gets caught? Seriously injured? That’s what makes you worry. You knew what you were getting yourself into from the moment you met him because you also used to be an assassin, but as soon as you found out you were pregnant, that lifestyle was cut short. You’d never do anything to put your son in danger.

Many talks between you Toji about changing what he does, doing something better, safer, always led to arguments. It’s like killing was the only thing he knew how to do. It’s sad to say. But you couldn’t help but love him, and worry for him, care for him. You only wanted Megumi to be safe. The job was a dangerous one. Creating enemies along the way, a target painted on your head. You just needed him to come home. Nervously biting at your nails, your eyes scanned the streets and tops of the grungy apartment buildings. You always wanted to move out of this damn city, but Toji said it’d be too obvious if you two moved somewhere nice, somewhere you couldn’t blend in. As much as you hate to admit it, he was right. You just didn’t want Megumi growing up here, turning out like you or his father. You wanted better for your son.

The rattling of the doorknob makes your head spin, jumping to your feet before even thinking. You were on full alert, hoping whoever walks in was your husband and your husband only. Your eyes narrowed, the bulky frame of Toji stumbling through the doorway, his skin pale and shining with sweat. He slammed the door behind him, groaning in pain as he dragged his feet across the floor and to the nearest chair. He didn’t look too well.

Immediately, you walked out of the living room and into the kitchen, assessing him with a worried look in your eye. “Toji, baby?” You nearly fall over when you cup his face, his nose bloody and lip busted. You don’t even notice he’s holding his side. “What the fuck happened?” You’re cupping his face, eyes scanning his finger when you see the copious amounts of blood on his hands. Lifting his shirt, you see the huge gash on his side. “Fucking hell.”

“Missed you too, sweets,” he struggles to even speak, letting out a pained sigh. “Where’s the kid?” He asks, looking at you rummaging through the cabinets for the first aid kit.

“He’s fine, sleeping. Why?” You glance over your shoulder, snatching the first aid off of the shelf. You kneel in front of him, taking the bottle of alcohol and pouring it straight onto the wound.

“Fuck!” He screams, slamming his hand on the table. “Son of a bitch!” He hisses, clenching his eyes shut. “Could’ve warned me, you know?” He breathed heavily, his chest heaving up and down.

“Would’ve been worse if I did. Answer my questions,” you demand, wiping the blood around his wound while applying pressure.

“Fucker that got me knew about you and the kid. Though…shit—thought someone else might’ve came after you two. I tried getting here as fast as I could,” he sighs. His eyes flutter shut, clenching his fists so hard the whites of his knuckles show. “Don’t worry, I killed him. Obviously.”

“Yeah, he still fucked you up pretty good though.” You shake your head, grabbing the bandage and placing it over the gash. “I told you Toji, we need to leave, find somewhere safer, better. You need to quiet this shit, okay? We got a fucking kid to look out for—”

“Mommy? Daddy?” The soft sound of Megumi’s voice made you spin. He rubs his tired eyes, clinging onto his stuffed dinosaur. “Is daddy okay? I heard him yell.”

“I’m okay, Megs.” Toji flashes a smile. “Mommy’s just helping me with something and then I’ll come tuck you back in, alright? Go back to bed.” He points back to his room.

“Daddy’s okay, baby,” you say softly. Megs just nods and tiredly shuffles back into his room. A deep sigh escapes your lips as you wrap the gauze tightly around his torso before cutting it with the scissors and tucking it under. You toss the scissors to the floor, standing back to your feet to rid your hands of his blood. This is what you were afraid of. This is what you didn’t want. You were a mother now and you knew just how cruel this world was.

You take a rag and wet it under the water before gently lifting his chin, and wiping the blood from his nose. You’ve done this too many times before, it was practically like muscle memory. Stitching yourself up, wiping the blood that seeped into your skin and now you’re doing the same for him. His hands find your waist, squeezing gently while you stand between his legs and Toji forgets about the pain for a moment. His glossy eyes look up at you and he realizes what he has. A wife, a son, a family who cares about him, loves him. You’re always so gently yet so affirmative and he’s reminded why he fell in love with you. You make up every part of him that was missing.

“I’m sorry.” His voice and raspy and delicate. “I know I scared you when I walked through the door like this.” He gently grabs your wrist, pulling your hand from his face. “Look at me, baby.” And when your eyes meet his, he can tell just how worried you are, how much you’re hiding just to seem strong. “I’m sorry.”

Tears well up in your eyes and they’re falling before you could blink them away. “I’m so scared you won’t walk through the door one day, Toji. I wait by the window, watching and listening. Looking out for our baby boy. I don’t want that day to come when you’re not here because of this stupid fucking job,” you cry, looking away from him as you sob into your hands.

His heart breaks at your cries, pulling you down into his chest despite the pain he’s in because he couldn’t care less about that right now. He soothingly rubs your back, placing a kiss on your head. “We’ll leave tomorrow. Everything. Move somewhere else. Start a new life. I fucking promise you. I should’ve listened to you before and I’m so sorry.” His voice shakes with each word. “You don’t know how scared I was to walk in here thinking something might’ve happened to you and Megs. Just thinking about that…fuck…I can’t imagine.” He shakes his head. You cling onto him, holding him tightly. “I love you so fucking much.”

“I love you too,” you sniffle. Lifting your head, you gently caress his cheek with the pad of your thumb, searching his eyes and you see is sadness and sincerity. “Tomorrow. Promise?”

“I promise, baby. Me, you, and the kid. We’ll all get outta here. Go somewhere nice. Maybe a beach, watch him play in the sand?” Toji chuckles. You nod, laughing. “There’s that smile,” he says.

“Daddy?” The little patters of Megumi’s feet make their way into the kitchen. “Are you still gonna tuck me in?” He pouts.

Toji looks at you and then at his son. You hop off of his lap and he stands up as if nothing is wrong, but still walking with a slight limp and his hand holding his side. “Come here, kid.” He scoops him up with arm like he weighed nothing. “How about you sleep with me and mommy tonight, huh?” He reaches to ruffle Megumi’s hair. You walk over to the both of them, your chest feeling warm, a smile adorning your face. Megumi leans his head on Toji’s shoulder, quickly shutting his eyes. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

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halo touching ☆

warnings: none, somewhat suggestive but not nsfw

summary: Sunday lets you touch his halo. ♡

A Halovian's halo is made up of energy, causing it to be incorporeal and intangible in the real world. However, in the dream world of Penacony, the energy forms into a physical object.

If there was one universal taboo, it would be touching a Halovian's halo. Yet...

Your fingers caress the lower sides of his halo. Running your fingers up and down, it's smooth and a bit too soft to be metal. It's edges are rounded but there's little ridges that dip in between.

You can't help but admire the craft. Halovian halos form based on personal experience. What type of life allows it to become so intricate, you wonder.

When your fingers glide up the points of his halo, it flickers in and out.

"S-sorry," Sunday speaks from below you, he decided to sit to allow you to touch freely, however, "I've never had my halo touched before..."

Pausing your touching, you look down at him. His face is a vibrant shade of red. His wings cover his face in a poor attempt to hide his blush.

"Are you okay? Want me to keep going?"

"Yes, to both of those questions. It's just an intimate gesture among Halovians," he mumbles into his glove.

The points among his halo stand sharp like thorns. Any touch would prick your finger. It suits him, you think. Sunday's status is a thorn that keeps people from approaching him. It serves as his protection.

But he's also soft around the edges, your lips curl up in a grin as you trace the circular arch to the next point. You fondle the halo's eye between two of your fingers.

"Just how intimate?"

Sunday gives you a glare. As best he can anyway. It's not very intimidating with cheeks all red and his wings pressed up against his face.

"Wouldn't you like to know," he shifts his face closer to yours in a challenge.

You would.

a/n: I read the "halovian special issue" for the info btw. probably not reliable but I'm desperate for Sunday and this is all I got, okay 😔

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STILL IN LOVE! #7 — TOJI FUSHIGURO

SYNOPSIS...after still messing around with your ex husband, you began to wonder if you’re still in love with him after finding out about his new girlfriend…

INFO...ex husband!toji x fem!reader, reader & toji have two kids, megumi is readers bio son, jealousy, smut, angst, arguments, alcohol, drinking problem, family problems, arguing in front of kids, toxic behaviors, crying, mentions of divorce

OTHER...likes and reblogs are appreciated

Toji stood in the empty living room, the light illuminating from the television as it played some random show that you were watching before he came. It’s been so long since the last time he was here, at least that’s what it felt like. Nothing really changed for the most part, still the same decor, the layout still the same. He couldn’t help but notice the set of fresh roses that sat on your dining room table, paired with a detailed glass vase. He already had his guesses on who gave them to you.

Toji looked over his shoulder towards the corridor that led to the bedrooms, you were still busy helping Naya wash up. He walked over to the table, fingertips gently touching the delicate petals. There was still regret and jealously that bubbled in Toji’s chest. When it came to you, he was selfish, never thought in a million years he’d lose you once he had you. That was his problem. With each longing look at the roses, it reminded him of when he did have you, the beginning of things. He used to buy you flowers just for the hell of it, buy you small trinkets he knew you’d like, addicted to your smile when he’d handed them to you. But like almost everything in this world, things fall apart.

Those moments turned into him coming home while you were in the kitchen, eating dinner with Naya and Megumi, not even glancing your way. Not a word to you or his kids all because of an argument you had before he left for work that morning. Of course he regrets it all now, when it’s too late for something to be done and said. It’s cliche, but it was true.

His eyes flickered towards the small card by the roses, his jaw clenched as he grabbed it, slowly opening it to read:

Beautiful flowers for a beautiful woman — Kento

“Hey.” The sound of your voice snapped Toji out of his thoughts, quickly placing the card down and facing you. “The kids are, uh, asleep.” You nodded.

“Should we talk here or?” Toji cleared his throat, stuffing his hands back into his pockets.

“Bedroom should be fine.” As you walked down the corridor, Toji followed behind you. There was still that picture of you and the kids on the wall, the one that he took when you all went to the water park. It was a bittersweet moment, but he’s glad that you still had it up despite the memory that came with it.

He shut the bedroom door behind him as you stood in the middle of the room. “So, you wanted to talk about the kids and us?”

“Yeah, I just want us to find a level placement where we can co-parent healthily. You know…where we don’t fight and argue every time we talk to each other,” you explained with a slight chuckle. “I just want better communication. Like if you can’t or can take the kids, if you’ll be going to their school events or something.” You fiddled with your hands.

Toji stared at you even while you avoided eye content with him. He took notice you how you played with your hands too, something you always did when you were anxious, thinking about things. He could tell something else was on your mind. Something else was on his mind too.

“What I’m saying is, I just think we should strictly keep communication minimal. Just about our kids. What we do with our personal lives should be kept private unless it involves Naya and Megs somehow.” You inhaled, tucking your bottom lip between your teeth.

Toji’s brows furrowed at your statement. “Isn’t that what we have been doing?” He questioned, leaning against your wall.

“Despite what you might think, no. And to be honest, I know that you know that not what we’ve doing, Toji,” you scoff.

“If this is about what’s been going on the last few months, I apologize,” he spoke.

“It’s,” you sigh, “it’s more than that. Ever since the divorce, we never acted divorced.”

“You mean how we were still sleeping together,” he bluntly said.

You rolled your eyes at how honest he was, but you should know by now that he was no different from when you first met him. “Yes,” you answered.

“We haven’t slept together in months—”

“And about the unresolved feelings that we still hold for each other. That needs to stop. All of it,” You interrupt.

Toji was at a loss for words, staring at you, and finally for the first time in this conversation, you locked eyes with him. “You’re really taking this guy seriously, huh?”

You sigh, plopping down on the edge of your bed. “He’s a good guy, Toji.”

“I never said he wasn’t.” He shrugged, standing up straight.

“Okay, but you’re acting weird about it. Why can’t you accept that I’ve moved on? You should do the same.” You stood upright. “Me and you,” you gestured between you and Toji, “it won’t work out.”

Toji knew in the back of his head that you were right, but to hear those words out loud felt like a knife to the heart. Both of you stood in silence. All kinds of thoughts were running through his head, every single of them screaming at him to say something, to try and get you to change your mind. He doesn’t want to argue or fight, not anymore, so he holds his thoughts and feelings back even if it does hurt.

Say something. Don’t. Say it. Just keep quiet. Tell her.

“I’ve tried to move on just so you know. I’ve really tried, y/n.” And there it goes. There goes the words spilling out of his mouth despite what may come next. He just needs you to hear him just this one last time. He doesn’t care if it doesn’t change a thing between you two, he needs you to know regardless. “Trying to get with different woman, having sex, drinking, pretending to be who I was before I met you. But where did I end up each time? Right back to you, right back in your bed, in your home, holding you, kissing you, regretting everything bad I’ve ever done to you, to our kids.”

“Toji—”

“We were together for 10 years, married for 8 . As soon as you told me you were pregnant with Megs, I knew right then I wanted to make you my wife, to build a bigger family with you, to do right by you and our kids. I can’t just throw all that away, all those memories. Even the bad ones. You changed me, made me want to be better. No other woman has done that but you.” Toji walked closer towards you. It felt like your feet were glued to the floor, incapable of moving.

“Then why did you treat me that way?” Your voice slightly broke as you held back tears. “Like you were beginning to hate me, to hate us.” The thought made you clench your eyes shut as a frown formed on your lips. You hated to remember. Your should began to shake as a sob racked through your body. “You don’t understand how that made me feel,” you whimpered.

Toji looked at you with soft eyes. “I never hated you or the kids, not a fucking second. That thought would never even cross my mind. Hate the woman who brought me the most beautiful thing life can bring you? Hate them? Even though they can be a pain in the ass,” he chuckled. You laughed along with him, nodding in agreement. “Look at me, mama.” Toji lifted your chin, wiping the tears off of your cheeks. “I can never hate you or our kids. Tell me that you understand that.”

“I understand.” You sniffled.

“I know the way I started treating you and our family towards the end is what caused everything to fall apart. I don’t know why I did what I did. Arguing with you over stupid shit, acting like a fucking asshole, not being there when I should’ve. You had every right to leave. It’s my own fault that I didn’t realize what I had before it was gone. I’ll live with that for the rest of my life. You’re an amazing woman, a beautiful person, a wonderful mother. You were everything I could ever ask for. I’m sorry for making you feel like you were any less than that.” He wrapped his arms around you, hugging you tightly while you cried into his chest. “I’m so sorry.”

For the first time in years, you and Toji had a conversation without it turning into a heated argument. It was like a huge weight lifted off of your shoulders, like you could finally take a deep breath of fresh air. Toji just held you while you cried it out, rubbing your back gently. Though it hurts, he’s glad he was able to tell you, to apologize. “Mama, you deserve to move on and be happy. It’ll hurt like hell for me, but that’s what I deserve for what I did. My karma. I’ll level with you, I’ll do what you want.”

You pulled away from him, teary eyes staring up into his. “You mean it?”

Without hesitation he replied, “of course.” If it wasn’t painfully obvious already, Toji was still in love with you. How could he not be? He’ll miss you, miss the times you spent together. He wishes he could make up for all those bad times, replace those memories with good ones.

“Thank you, Toji.” You softly smiled.

“Dont thank me. It’s the least I could do.” He held onto your hand, his warm touch lingering on your skin before he pulled it away. “I’ll see you around, y/n.” Before he said anything else, he needed to walk away. Opening your bedroom door, he disappeared from your sight down the hall. You bit down on your bottom lip, brows furrowed as you sat there and began to process everything that happened.

Toji sat in his car outside your house. “Fuck,” he sighed. It should be him. You and him. He should be buying you flowers, kissing your soft lips, holding you tight, making love to you, telling you he loves you. His grip tightened on the steering wheel as looked at your front door. In front of him, a familiar car pulled into your driveway. Toji sat and watched closely, noticing it was the man he caught a glimpse of in your house, your new boyfriend, Kento. As he walked up the steps, you opened the door for him before he knocked, wrapping your arms around him and kissing his lips with a smile. His hands were on your waist as he kissed you back, pulling you closer towards him.

Toji tore his eyes away from the sight in front of him, jaw clenched as he started his car. You were his karma and the woman he was in love with.

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Blood/Gore warning! Just in case—

My first major post to a new fandom and I brutally kill a main character. Shouldn’t have expected much else from myself, honestly. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Anyway, context if my subtle background hints weren’t enough (or ya just want a little bit more info):

Post movie, Leo couldn’t be saved, and everyone went home mostly expecting him to be dead. There was very little hope for his survival, really, and they all had injuries to care for themselves. While they did plan on trying to check later on, (at least to get a body), with Donnie building a portal and Mikey trying to unlock his powers, in the end, they didn’t have to.

Within a few days, things started happening gradually around the lair (moving objects, closing doors, flickering lights, etc), until eventually they were getting texts from Leo’s number. No one really wanted to believe it, whether out of fear of what his presence implied or straight up not thinking ghosts were real, but eventually, as Leo texted things only he’d know (and the general acknowledgment of Hamato spirits being a thing), they came to be… open to the idea.

Draxum confirmed that ghosts were fairly common amongst yokai, separate from spirits, and with that Donnie dived head first into researching it, determined to see the ghost and get solid proof that it was, in fact, his twin.

In that research, he came across information on a ghost’s appearance. He didn’t pay much attention to it, or the dread that settled in his stomach. He didn’t care. He didn’t.

But Leo does. Leo really, really does. And that’s two reallys.