#first kenan tho

[bobbinalong]

do you have a reading guide for wally west??? i really love his character but idk where to start properly reading his comics

I'm not knowledgable enough on Wally to give you a proper reading guide but I have read some appearances of his, so I'll just tell you how I got started: Just read The Flash (1987) starting with #1. If you find that too tedious to get through, skip to Waid's run, which starts at #62, backstory and all included. I personally quite liked to see Wally become a better person over the first 60 issues but. Yeah. They can be a bit much, lol, I considered skipping them more than once.

I'm completely out of my depth with his time as Kid Flash/with the Titans but here's a guide to the Titans that includes his (Titans-related) appearances between 1964 and 2001, and here's a guide to "all things Wally West".

Hope one of these works as a jumping on point for you :)

[blackbatcass]

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[verspia]

Heyyy love❤️

Could u maybe write where Kenan is dating reader and they have an argument in his car cuz he used to see her friend before they two met but it wasn’t serious they only went out on 2-3 dates, so yn feel guilty for seeing him, but kenan reassures her she shouldnt feel that, and… mby some smut if ur comfy writing that!

THE OTHER WOMAN • KENAN YILDIZ

( pairing ) kenan yıldız x reader

warning - angst (obviously!) also i’m sorry but i don’t feel comfortable writing smut i still hope u enjoy this tho!!

Falling in love with Kenan had been the last thing you’d expected from yourself, hell, you’d never have even thought there would be an opportunity where you would see him as anything more than the guy your friend had been seeing.

Unfortunately for you, Kenan made it easy for you, with his little gestures that would leave any girl fawning, it was inevitable that your feelings developed into something more potent.

When you had first met him, it was at lunch with your entire group of friends, and in that moment, Kenan had only been a rather handsome stranger, albeit your friend hadn’t yet sought out his affection.

And then the next time you saw him, your friend had announced that she’d reached out to him, and he had agreed, and soon one date had turned to three, and though they weren’t dating, they were something. Thus the little fire that had been ignited in your heart was brutally stomped upon and extinguished.

That was till Kenan had approached you at a bonfire with all your friends lost, and your group was a rather large bunch, so you hadn’t found his presence odd, rather it was the skip of your heartbeat that had you feeling alienated.

It had only been one conversation then, you’d thought to yourself that night, trying to console yourself that you hadn’t done anything wrong.

But then Kenan began to reach out more often, he initiated conversations from the blue, and you couldn’t help yourself, enjoying how freely you could express yourself to him in a way that you hadn’t ever been able to with anyone else.

You met him at cafes, he drove you around town, and at night you wandered off with him on idle walks that felt like a walk through the gardens of eden, simply due to his presence.

You enjoyed how he lingered on to every word you said, listening to the things you had to say with utmost importance, as if he wasn’t a world star footballer with far more important things to do. As if there was nowhere in the world he’d rather be, than by your side, listening to you chatter on about the most mundane things ever.

He remembered things about you that you yourself hadn’t noticed, like the fact that you tapped the little teaspoon on the cup of your coffee before you took a sip, or the way you would fiddle with the little charm on your bracelet whenever you were anxious.

He noticed you, and he saw you for you.

In return, you began to look past Kenan the footballer. Kenan who always texted his mother after he ate, reassuring her that he was alright despite being miles apart, Kenan who enjoyed rap music whenever he drove you around, Kenan who preferred his coffee loaded with sugar and Kenan, who struggled a little with expressing himself.

Perhaps this act of noticing had been the inaction on your friend’s part that had lead to Kenan, too, to develop feelings for you, that in your opinion, were not acceptable.

Perhaps this had been the cause of what lead to your predicament right now.

Seated in the passenger seat of his car, the usual loud music that he played muffled by the sound of both your voices.

“This is wrong, Kenan.” You shouted for the nth time, tears of frustration at the corners of your eyes.

The air was tense and suffocating in a way it had never been before, not with kenan.

He clenched his jaw. “Why can’t you understand, it’s not that serious?”

“Don’t just brush this off like it’s nothing,” your voice rose in frustration, “She was my friend, and” you shook your head.

“Just, we can’t be together, it feels wrong.”

Kenan makes an aggressive cut on the road, swerving the car around, and you notice the way his expression hardens further, “Stop overthinking this! We went out a few times, so what? Big deal” His voice rises to match yours, “I don’t understand why you’re make this bigger than it needs to be.”

“Of course you don’t.” You snap at him.

“You won’t have to face her, show your face around knowing that you betrayed her? She’s my friend, she won’t like it that we started going out when you’re technically her ex!”

He keeps one hand on the steering wheel as he runs the other one through his hair, gripping a little at the edges of the strands a little in an obvious display of frustration.

“How is this betrayal? It’s not like we were in love, we weren’t even that close, you’re making it seem like so much more serious.”

“Kenan you don’t-“

He cuts you off before you can utter out what you want to say, “Stop making this such a big deal, you’re blowing things way out of proportion!”

You feel a sting at his words. “It is a big deal to me! You may not think it was serious, but have you considered that she might have? How will i face her knowing how bad i’ve hurt her.”

Kenan pauses, hearing the despair in your voice, Concern arises in his gaze as he looks at you for a moment, taking his eyes off the road.

“I didn’t mean to hurt you,” his voice is softer now, “but you need to understand. What your friend and i had? it was nothing. It was short and casual, it meant nothing.”

"But it meant something to me," you insist, the anger in your voice giving way to a deeper vulnerability. "I care about her, and I care about our friendship. I just don’t want to feel like I’m doing something wrong."

The car rolls to a stop, evident that you’ve arrived to your destination and then Kenan removes his hand from the wheel, turning to you and grabbing your own.

“Hey, hey, i get it. You’re worried about her, how she might feel about this, but i promise to you, there’s no bad blood between us, she’s moved on, and she’ll be happy for you, not betrayed by you. You don’t have to feel guilty for your feelings.”

You blink away the tears in yours eyes, swallowing dryly.

“You really think so?” Your voice is barely a whisper.

“I know so.” He smiles and then he frowns.

“Did she not tell you that I’d asked her for your number, and she’d been happy about it?”

Your mouth drops open at his words, “What? and all this time?”

Kenan chuckles at you, “I wouldn’t want you to have to choose between me or your friend, I’m sorry i didn’t understand sooner”

You feel as if a mountain has been unloaded off your back, relief enveloping you.

The air around you that had previously been tense turns into something gentler.

Kenan pulls you close, nuzzling his nose against your hair as he wraps his arms around you.

“I just didn’t want to lose either of you.”

“You won’t,” He brushes a strand of hair from your face, “If you want, we can talk to her again,” He smiles at you, tapping your head, he adds, “my worrywart.”

You grimace at the term, but then smile, pressing a small kiss to his nose.

“Thank you.”

fin.

[dangermousie]

And we end the show on radiantly happy Aziz and Efnan hoisting the Turkish flag after removing the French flag (politely and giving it to Francois; one of the things I enjoyed about this show was that despite the strong underpinning of patriotism, Pierre was always portrayed as an out there loon disliked even by his own government; France wasn’t portrayed as benign and definitely colonialist and oppressive but all the truly terrible stuff was Pierre going above and beyond) free and happy in the Republic of Hatay, about to work on making sure it joins Turkey.

AWWWWW

And we are done! The show was renewed for second season but that did not go forward (the rumor I saw was that Murat Yildirim really hated s2 script but who knows what the actual truth is.) I am actually very happy this was the end - sure there are some small loose ends about secondaries (Maksudeh and Kenan’s story or Adem’s missing mom - tho they seemed to have forgotten about her in general) but all the big plot points have been resolved - Hatay is free from the French, Dilruba is gone, Aziz and Efnan are happy and their business is doing well, Pierre has been defeated and removed. There really is no need for a second season, especially in light of the fact that Turkish shows rarely have second seasons as good as the first and that the writing already started going downhill by the end (eps 23-28 are nowhere near as good as 1-22.)

So, now I am done, I can say this is definitely going among my faves. If the quality kept being the same as if it was in the first 22 eps, it would be my n1 Turkish show of all time but as is, it’s in Top 5. I can complain about the character and dynamics changes and inconsistencies as well as plot holes all after 22 and the fact that the patriotism narrative took over by the end is perhaps not surprising but I am not the target audience so my interest wandered at those parts.

BUT it would be very churlish to complain about a show which gave me so many hours of sheer unadulterated pleasure, especially during the time where I had some stressful RL things going on. I giggled, I sniffled, I drooled, and I swooned like a maniac! Aziz and Efnan are now one of my all-time favorite OTPs and I loved the complex slowburn and how they were allowed to be flawed and how the show sold me on their being two halves of the same whole despite age and class differences. They were EPIC!

I loved the costumes and the setting and the narrative and a special shout-out to Pierre, a deliciously Gothic villain who was so utterly fun and magnetic to watch and hate.

And now what’s next? Other than catching up on all the shows I neglected while binging? @academyofbrokenhearts and I were going to make Gecenin Kralicesi our next Murat show, but since she is still watching Aziz and it’s going to take her some time, I am going to watch Suskunlar since that one is too angsty for her.

Anyway, thanks Aziz, for giving me a great time!

[ikram1909]

yeah but it would better for him to start and then get subbed off in the second half or something

Maybe he's only fit to play 30 minutes max or something? I'm confused why he didn't play Kenan tho their attack was a mess in the first half

[teamjacobthot]

Dee anything that annoys you a lot

lots of things actually!!! I’m in a shitty mood rn so you caught me at the right time 💜 I’ll just list things until I feel better

when ceiling fans get dusty

dust in general

my family

when ppl say “I could care less” like no it’s you COULDNT care less bc you’re trying to emphasize that you don’t care

men with gross fingernails. like why are you pursuing me and there’s dirt under your nails. do u genuinely think you’re going to touch MY pussy w dirt underneath your fingernails

when i scoop up my dogs poop (i got a dog in september btw) and he barks at me for it??? like I’m tryna help YOU

when fanfic writers use a million different words to describe the mechanics of sex like dude idc i just wanna know if they love each other

the old ppl who call into my job

influencers

when I’m getting my nails done and my nail tech uses that nail drill and it touches my nail bed like omg that shit HURTS i hate it it happens every time and if i could stand to see myself w stubby nails I’d stop getting my nails done altogether

the fact that im not good at practical shit that would save me money and make my own life easier like cornrowing my hair or doing my own nails or cooking or changing a tire or general home repairs

jesy nelson

short coffin shaped nails

one kiss by dua lipa. it’s not a good song

pop music by british white girls in general. this does not apply to dua lipa or charli xcx tho

the fact that my leah fic won’t write itself and I told myself chapter 5 would be done tonight and it’s nOT

season 8 of modern family. I’m only like 4 episodes in but why is it so sexual??????

white pop music fans

anti vaxxers but especially how they don’t wear their masks and they don’t stay their ass in the house either

white rappers

when ppl say canon charlie is a great dad bc he’s not as negligent as renee. he’s still not that good of a parent. however tho when I write him I always attribute a lot of his hands-off parenting to his anxiety and knowledge of renee’s poor parenting style as well as bella not expressing her needs more due to her own anxiety. but anyways

when ppl refer to esme as a milf. shes not hot to me sorry

when girls don’t tell you where they got their clothes from like it’s THAT exclusive like bitch don’t be weird

when “boys will be boys” is used to defend sexual harassment. “boys will be boys” should be 100% exclusively used in reference to boys being silly and getting into funny avoidable situations. “boys will be boys” is about kenan and kel, drake and josh, big time rush, and zach and cody.

the end of you season 3

when ppl defend their less talented faves w wild ass statements like “pop stars don’t HAVE to have stage presence or perform well” like what???????? yes they do!!!!!!! that’s in the job description!!!!!!!!!!!!!

justin timberlake

when I’m reading a fic and the outfits are being described a lil too in detail for the plot. like ok sure if a character is nervous for a first date then we should know the fit bc that’s a part of it. but if they’re just going to the store to buy milk and nothing out of the ordinary happens why do we need to know

the fact that smeyer named that man Samuel Uley. why did she name him that. anyways his new name is Samson Uley

when I’m reading a fic and the world doesn’t feel lived in esp when the setting is important or there are side characters with speaking lines

pretentious ppl in line for concerts. like dude idc if you got tickets to the la show too we’re all fans who bought tickets to tonight’s show wtf are u trying to prove

short pop songs. ik why (streaming) why are we abandoning bridges???????? why are we abandoning outros and prechoruses????????????? every pop song should be at minimum 3:30

lana del rey’s setlist when I went to her concert in 2019. she barely played Shit from her new album at the time. it was all fucking born to die songs like why would u release your best album (nfr) and not perform it

THE FACT THAT LIKE EVERY TRENDY WOMENS SHIRT U CAN BUY TODAY THATS NOT A T SHIRT IS CROPPED. WHY CANT I HAVE THIS CUTE TOP JUST COVER MY STOMACH

ppl who think it’s quirky to post abt how they only consume iced coffee and adderall like dude shut up that’s not a flex eat a piece of bread

when ppl are afraid to use the block button and would rather engage in internet bullshit and stress out irl abt it like why are you letting a whole ass stranger impact your internet experience like that??? how are u letting someone stress you out on YOUR phone. continued harassment is different but like dude just block em

unqualified judges on reality tv shows. like why was jameela jamil a judge on legendary

jameela jamil

the last few seasons of america’s next top model

america’s next top model cycle 5 winner nicole

when men without jobs try to date me. i get that it’s a pandemic and I understand it’s tough rn and it’s absolutely fine if you’re in between jobs. but dating in general is expensive so why are u trying to date me instead of make money so u can afford to date at all

water sign men. ugh

99% of all aquarius ppl I’ve ever met, the exception being tinashe and only bc I don’t know her personally but if I did I feel like she’d get on my nerves in that unique way that only aquarius ppl can get on my nerves

when ppl think aquarius is a water sign “because aqua!!!!!” aquarius is the water BEARER

the non-incarcerated ppl on the “outside” on the show love after lockup. the second their partner gets released from prison it becomes clear they they think they own them bc they put money on their books. like your partner just got outta jail and wanna see their mom or their kid or whatever and they have like 3 hours to enjoy the outside before going into the halfway house like why tf do u think they immediately should fuck you in the car on the way to the halfway house????? stupid ass

when my parents think my extended family give a shit abt me or I should give a shit abt them like idc if this random ass cousin held me as a baby they literally do not know me

the fact that my work cut our lunches down to 30 minutes. idc if it’s the “industry standard” we’re all still working for 8 hours anyway. give me my hour long lunch so I can take a nap assholes

ronnie from jersey shore. there’s nothing likable about him it’s insane

when the main couple of teen romance media is the ONLY couple. like why is nobody else dating. teens go on double dates all the time. i hate when teen romances are so mf SERIOUS like you are 16 have fun……go bowling or sumn..,,,,,,,,,

when teens on the internet say the most heinous shit you’ve ever heard and immediately follow it up with “UM! I’m a minor!” when someone says what they said was fucked up

real housewives of potomac but really all of them. what’s the point of those ladies always going to dinner and on vacations with each other when they don’t even like each other. why would they go on vacation just to argue

deadbeat dads. like what’s wrong with u that’s your SON

how hard it is to cancel a savage x fenty vip membership

halloween kills. like I’ll watch any horror movie but that shit was deadass terrible idk why they thought putting that movie out was a good idea

the fact that zoey 101 didn’t have a laugh track. the jokes weren’t landing hard enough on their own and the lack of a laugh track made the beachy socal score seem extra loud so the episodes feel like long ass commercials

in n out burger. californians are liars bc those burgers taste like hot fucking flavorless meat and fries taste like cardboard. the food looks delicious in pics tho

moving. like this shit is so hard for no reason

when ppl take pics w flash when the lighting is perfectly fine as is like what are u DOING

flies. get the hell out of my house

when something bad happens to a celeb v publicly and ppl start with “I may not like her music but…” like I promise nobody asked

season 4 of crazy ex girlfriend. so many plots of the episodes are just bad and the songs aren’t even that good

gina rodriguez. she gives me heebie jeebies

the way they victorious ended. we didn’t even get a finale

when someone posts abt a loved one dying and ppl immediately ask “how?” (I see this on facebook a lot) LIKE WHY WOULD U ASK THAT SOMEONE JUST DIED

when pwp fics suddenly develop a plot in the last few chapters like I’m supposed to care

when fics portray leah as meek and mousy and w low self esteem. like no thanks. we can tell a story without the bellaswanification of leah clearwater thank yew

winter. what does anyone gain from being cold and the sun setting at 5pm

those fucking scam calls with the guy speaking abt the rapture or whatever in a very panicked urgent voice

bbl fashion. why are u wearing biker shorts and a waist trainer while carrying a BIRKIN

answering lyric questions on uquiz. I don’t listen to taylor swift why do I have to pick one of her lyrics

swifties

pop stans who think future nostalgia “saved” pop music

anybody who says “pure pop” to describe music

jay from modern family. ik it won’t happen but I hope he dies in the finale

ticketmaster

when ppl say “his/her” bitch just say they

the fact that recreational weed isn’t legal in all 50 states here like it’s literally just weed relax

thanks for asking!

[gothhabiba]

sorry if you've posted about this in the past but do you have any essays or articles about idpol that you can recommend? i've noticed A LOT of pushback against idpol lately and I want to learn more about it, but i HATE the way that ppl position anti-racists as like "elite wokescolds" who are treading on the Authentic Normie White Workers. I guess my question is of you know of anyone who has written about idpol in a normal non-combative way!!! please tell me if I am being unreasonable 👁👁

you’re not off-base at all. the term “identity politics” is used very differently in different contexts--its first known usage is by the writers of the Combahee River Collective Statement in 1977 to refer to the political knowledge that can come out of “identity” (in particular, gender and race), & to the necessity of understanding and reckoning with the full complexity of “sexual politics” as they interact with race & class in Black women’s lives in order to produce a truly radical politics:

Our politics initially sprang from the shared belief that Black women are inherently valuable, that our liberation is a necessity not as an adjunct to somebody else's may because of our need as human persons for autonomy... no other ostensibly progressive movement has ever considered our specific oppression as a priority or worked seriously for the ending of that oppression. [...] Our politics evolve from a healthy love for ourselves, our sisters and our community which allows us to continue our struggle and work.

This focusing upon our own oppression is embodied in the concept of identity politics. We believe that the most profound and potentially most radical politics come directly out of our own identity, as opposed to working to end somebody else's oppression. In the case of Black women this is a particularly repugnant, dangerous, threatening, and therefore revolutionary concept because it is obvious from looking at all the political movements that have preceded us that anyone is more worthy of liberation than ourselves. [...]

We believe that sexual politics under patriarchy is as pervasive in Black women's lives as are the politics of class and race. We also often find it difficult to separate race from class from sex oppression because in our lives they are most often experienced simultaneously.

like a lot of language coined by Black women in political movements, this has kind of been warped beyond recognition through subsequent misapplication & oversimplification. imo there’s nothing in the term itself that implies simplistic “identitarian” politics (where the criticism is that these politics are essentialist, claim that a radical political vision comes automatically out of identity or that a person of x y z identity always holds q position or always must be listened to on p subject, argue for getting people of x y z identity into power rather than changing power structures themselves, &c.)--in fact the Combahee River Collective Statement is explicitly anti-capitalist and anti-imperialist--but that kind of identitarian stance is what a lot of the opprobrium against “identity politics” criticises. and I can understand the criticism insofar as a lot of people do misuse identity politics (the term and the concept) in this way & try to reincorporate them into liberalism.

some critiques that are, imo, sensitive to both the value and the potential for misuse of identity politics include:

Kimberlé Crenshaw’s intersectional critique of the potential to ignore in-group differences in “Mapping the Margins”

“Identity, politics, and anti-politics: a critical perspective”

“Who is Oakland”

Kenan Malik, “Not All Politics Is Identity Politics”

Asad Haider, “White Purity”

Salar Mohandesi, “Identity Crisis”

see also Adolph Reed, “Tokens of the White Left” (tho’ he doesn’t use the term)

but a lot of people of colour have started to notice the phenomenon you’re talking about, wherein a supposedly intelligent & nuanced criticism of “idpol” is in fact hiding a refusal to engage with issues of identity at all, an attempt to silence anyone who’s talking about racism in any capacity as a distraction from class struggle, or an implication that people of colour are (as I put it a couple years ago) uniquely susceptible to identitarian politics. some things that mention this phenomenon:

"A Hostile Environment”

this poste via @quoms

a poste of myne

see also my /tagged/identity politics

tl;dr: there’s the original concept of idpol & then the misuse of idpol leading to both necessary critique and to bad anti-idpol takes, which in turn lead to both necessary critique of anti-idpol takes and to bad anti-anti-idpol takes, which in turn lead to &c. we just need to learn to have a little idpol, as a treat

[klariez]

lol im back with him

i almost called him by the wrong name twice today.... steffen.. i dont even know a steffen.. his name is kenan not even close. yesterday i accidently reffered to him as my exs name.. my first ex?? wtf is wrong with my brain smh

my brain is fucked lately i think all this weed is getting to me, all the weed ive smoked for allllll these years plus the meds ive taken/takes fucks me up and i should quit weed and meds at once and see a difference.. only ever tried quitting weed hmm. should i try.. im scared bc i havent been off meds like that since 2015 or something. n i dont remember what that was like.. probably shit bc i started on meds?? idk maybe worth a try eau deu neutral

also we made a deal, kenan will become less hood/perker fra blokken, and i will get girlier. HE SAID HE HAD NOTICED I THREW GANG SIGNS UP WHEN I RAPPED ALONG TO MY MUSIC 😭😭😭 i almost laughed. but yes i will try and not do that and just quietly rap along... if thats possible idk if the rap vibes too much for me and thats why lmao no i can stop

but now im back my plans of going to rwanda and buhrundi is kinda gone. idk kenan does NOT seem pleased by any of it ive shown so much and talked about most of the details.. “they’ll eat me”. maybe a few weeks will be ok

everything is going to be ok tho God is with me and i feel it every day.. he gives me so much strength and power idk what id do without it. every time during a prayer its like when i put up a dilemma for help, i get the answer it just comes to me.. im so calm during my prayer its like meditation so everything gets clearer.. thank you God. im only in the early learning steps.. life will be different one day, i will get more educated and passionate.

“Lord, lift me up for Your blessings today. I pray that you will anoint me with strength and self care today, tomorrow, and always. I pray that You will grace me with patience and wisdom. I pray that You will encourage me throughout the day to take the correct steps to walk proudly, and behave well. I pray all of these things in Your name. Amen.”

[whatthegeck]

Case in point, about keeping large reptiles, the right way.

Kenan is reorganizing his property to allow for construction of an alligator pond. Yes, a pond, outdoors, with enough room for them to walk, bask, swim, and all the other things gators do. Which, by the way, doesn’t include visits to a local pet store.

Kenan’s got a Patreon, and I donate a bit each month. I kind of keep all the large reptiles I wish I could keep, vicariously through him.

And don’t give me any of the “but I don’t have resources to build an 8x8x8ft enclosure for my ig!” bullshit. This just means you shouldn’t keep an ig. It’s that simple. If you can’t provide an animal with everything it needs to have a healthy, enriched life in captivity, you just don’t get that animal. This is not a knock on poor ppl, it’s all about the animal’s best interests. They didn’t ask to be a pet, and keeping them in an environment that will make them sick and stressed isn’t fair to them. Capitalism sucks, but we’re talking real living, breathing, sentient beings here.

I want a tegu and an iguana so bad, you’ve no idea! But I don’t have room and resources and time to create the enclosures for them to stay healthy and have room to explore and bask, etc. -- so I don’t heckin’ get them anyway, just ‘cause I wanna. Because pet keeping is about pets first and foremost.

Boy do I want to have a smart lizzer friend tho!

[nectarmp4]

      tagged  by:  @taeycngs ty love!! 🥰

      rules:  tag  10  followers  you  want  to  get  to  know  better

name:  thabatta

gender:  cis female

star  sign:  taurus

height: 1.70cm

age:  just turned 24

wallpaper  on  my  phone:  blonde ten looking pretty 😻

house: quizzes have told me hufflepuff but idk

ever  crush  on  a  teacher:  is it bad that i’ve had crushes on college professors...... i just think some of them are Neat and it’s never serious.

coolest  halloween  costume:  aw man last time i wore a halloween costume was 16 years ago and it was a witch one. i looked cute tho :(

favorite  90’s  tv  show:  kenan & kel, fresh prince of bell air AND OBVIOUSLY sabrina the teenage witch.

last  kiss:  a year ago, at the beginning of march... . i think.

have  you  ever  been  stood  up:  by friends? yes, a couple of times.

favorite  pair  of  shoes:  i have a soft spot for all my shoes that make me look Tall.

have  you  ever  been  to  vegas:  haven’t even been outside of my country lmao.

favorite  fruit:  strawberries.

favorite  book:  eva luna by isabel allende.

stupidest  thing  you’ve  ever  done:  my entire life feels like a joke and that’s why my memory is so foggy, i just want to Forget everything..... . but one of the few stupid moments i do remember happened during my first day of uni. i got off the bus at the wrong stop omw to class and instead of staying there and waiting for the next bus (since it was a road i hadn’t memorized yet and i was p much lost), i decided to WALK uphill for 45 minutes looking for my campus. once i FINALLY arrived i kept asking for directions for the wrong classroom and no one knew where it was. 17yo sweaty as hell me only enjoyed 10 minutes of that particular class and hated every second yay.

all  time  favorite  shows:  does anime count...? if sooo then inuyasha, neon genesis evangelion, kiznaiver, death note, death parade and yuri on ice.

last  movie  you  saw  in  theaters:  i...... honestly can’t remember. nO WAIT I DO it was doctor strange. 

now  tagging: anyone that sees this and wants to cuz idk am Shy

[snl-loves]

colin jost x reader | new job | pt. 1/2

request: n/a {please leave requests tho lmao}

a/n: ok this is... a lot. idk i feel like its a bit descriptive BUT there will be a part two that will hopefully be better, and actually have mainly colin focused content in it. if there is anything you think i could improve on let me know!

warnings: the jokes written and character are ones i came up and they’re mediocre at best. sadly two of my friends and i actually came up with the character at school and two other ones as well and annoy our teachers with them sksksksk. this also probably not 100% accurate to an actual snl audition.

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        making people laugh was sort of your specialty, or at least you thought so. in middle school you won class clown for your eighth-grade superlatives, but that was when you were young and even something as simple as the word “bean” could make a whole class of fourteen-year-olds laugh. though, even if your classmates were wrong about you being funny, you enjoyed at least trying to be. in fact, you enjoyed it so much you kissed your family goodbye and moved to new york city to audition for saturday night live. though this was very exciting, to say you were nervous was an understatement. the day you arrived was the day you auditioned, so a whole new city and trying out for your dream job in the span of two hours. fun. especially because you’d be around the 80th person to stand on that stage all day.

        you heard in the waiting room that lorne michaels and writers sat in the room as you performed, which was a given, but, current cast members seemed to switch in and out every audition. multiple people said beck bennett sat in for them, some others said kenan thompson or cecily strong, and others even said three or more of them sat in the room. this left you on edge. you didn’t know who was going to be in there. what if it was someone you really liked and wouldn't want to embarrass yourself in front of? what if it was someone you knew wouldn’t like you? then again, you didn’t know any of these people outside of playing characters on tv, but still. a million thoughts ran through your head, but it was just nerve-wracking knowing you're gonna be performing in a room full of actual funny people, as a nobody.

         “ NUMBER EIGHTY-TWO, OR Y/N L/N! ” an older salt and pepper haired man yelled, who you assumed to be a casting director. as you got up and grabbed your box of props, a young man rushed out of the room crying. this made you break into a nervous sweat and your eyes became glossy, wanting your mother for some reason, but you tried to stay composed. you took a deep breath and walked into the room.

        as soon as you stepped in the room you stopped. the stage where the musical guest and host gave their monologue stood in front of you. it was a mesmerizing site. imagine seeing something that you’ve loved and imagined yourself on for the past fifteen years. for a few seconds you just stood and stared, but you shook your head out of your daze and walked over to the table where lorne and the writers sat. you handed your rèsumè to one of the writers. at first, you tried not to make eye contact with any of them, but you soon realized that was one of the poorest choices you could make; you just shook everyone’s hand and flashed a smile.

        after shaking lorne’s hand you, which caused a flash of heat to run through your body, you walked onto the stage. that was probably the worst part so far, walking in complete silence, with only the only the tap of your shoes hitting the floor, and all of them staring at you. you set up your things on stage, which wasn’t much. a plate, fork, knife, and an unplugged landline. they were nice enough to provide you with a small table and chair. you had prepared a small standup routine, and two different characters.

        “ hi, i’m y/n l/n and today i’m going to be performing a small set of jokes i have written, and two characters i have come up with. ” the moment those words came out of your mouth, you heard a door from the right of you opening. you didn’t look though, for two reasons. you didn’t want to seem distracted easily, or know who just walked in.

        you took the mic off of its stand and began telling jokes. “ wow, um. this audition sure does feel different than any of the other ones i’ve done,” you smiled, trying to loosen up. “sorta like a perfume commercial. in your head, it’s totally perfect and you think it’s going to be all peaches and roses, yet it ends up smelling like your grandma's bathroom and two-year-old baby powder. ” this was a bad joke, at least you thought. you knew the writers/people in the audition weren’t supposed to laugh or even chuckle while you audition, so you knew just to keep going, but you were a bit taken back to hear a chuckle come from where you just heard door open, and though you just told yourself not to look, you did for a split second and realized it was the damned weekend update boy. you were too flustered to remember his name. you looked forward and kept going, noticing lorne michaels glaring at him.

        “ AND! you are NOT gonna believe what stacy brought to thanksgiving this year! ” you half-shouted, in the thickest boston accent you could achieve, into the unplugged landline you had brought with you. “ chicken teriyaki! i mean, who does that? i don't care how hard you're trying to re brand yourself after finding out your husband is cheating on you with the hygienist at the dentist’s offices he works at, you can still bring god damned yams to the family thanksgiving! ” the whole time you performed, you could feel the update boy burning a whole into the side of your head with his eyes. you couldn’t tell if this good or bad, but to the least bit, you were flattered. i mean, at least he's paying attention. plus, whenever you’d glance back at him you could see he was trying to conceal a smile. you completely forgot how nervous you were about cast members watching you.

        before you even knew it, the thing that you had worried you for over a month had come to an end. you gathered your things, thanked all the producers, writers, and lorne, and walked out of the room. you had no idea what was gonna happen next; but you were excited.

        you headed out of rockefeller center, the mild wind breezing past you. you were just about to turn a corner, when you were stopped by someone tapping your shoulder and a small “ hey! ” you turned and it was weekend update boy. kind of surprised, you just smiled and replied “ hi ? “ back.

        “ you probably remember me as the creepy guy giggling in the dim lit corner from your audition. i’m colin, by the way. “ that was it. colin jost. “ i know i’m not allowed to do this, but i really just wanted to compliment you on your whole performance... it was fantastic, and i mean like, 100% fantastic,” you felt your face heat up a little bit, and you began playing with your hands. “ uh... i... thank you i guess-- i mean no, not i guess, thank you. i was so nervous, and i’m nervous right now, but that means a lot to me. “ you managed to get out. he chuckled at you, “ i really don’t want to boost your hopes up because i don’t decide who gets on the show or not, but i really cannot wait to maybe begin working with you. “ he stuck out his hand for you to shake, and you complied. “ it was nice meeting you, “ you smiled, pulling your hand back. you looked down into it, and saw a tiny crumbled up piece of paper in it. you opened it, and it revealed a phone number. cheesy, but okay. “ you too. “ he winked, turning around and walking back into the building, not even hesitating or thinking about what he had just done. you just and stared for a minute trying to comprehend what just happened. you stuck the paper in your pants pocket, let out a small “today has been weird in a good way” squeal, and began your walk to the subway, and to an apartment you now had to unpack.

[simplylove101]

Influential TV Shows

Okay this is kinda random and why I prob won’t tag the shows I list cuz this is more just something I wanted to get out of my head after watching J&J’s latest podcast where they were talking about this topic. They kept it to 7 shows each and while that would certainly be interesting to try, that’s kinda hard. lol I went about grouping some of them - shows that shaped me growing up, shows that impacted me/stuck with me, comfort shows/watch with the family, taught me about fandoms, etc. And saying something about each of them. Anyway, this is stupid but here we go lol:

The Shows Growing Up:

Sailor Moon: Okay, nobody make fun of me. lol This is the first show I remember really watching as a kid that wasn't Barney or whatever, something I decided to watch by myself and it actually had an ongoing story. And ofc it took time for me to realize that this was just an English dubbed version that they would play on Cartoon Network. Looking back on it, it’s a little cringey (the voice readings, Serena being a bit of a crybaby) but seeing girls, even if it was animated, kicking ass over evil as a group made an impression on me so it’s no wonder I would watch it religiously after school and was sad when they stopped airing it. And ofc I watched all the movies too. I was a shameless fan. lmao I also eventually read the manga and appreciated it.

Hey Arnold: As a kid, I would watch Cartoon Network & Nickelodeon (& eventually Disney when I got a little bit older), and I think one of the Nickelodeon shows that really stuck with me as a kid, like Rugrats, was this one. It had a wide range of really distinct characters. It was genuinely funny. And I did love the dynamic between Arnold & Helga (who was interesting & sometimes they would let her be the protagonist of an ep instead of him, like the therapist one which is a def fave) even if her crush was kinda as stalkerish as you can get why maintaining innocence. lol And you know what? I did totally watch the recent movie they did where it tied up loose ends like getting these two together and allowing her to grow as a character. Gotta say it was rewarding after all this time. lol  

All That: I feel like I gotta put this here because I watched this show all the time as a kid. And I think it’s something that really taught me about comedy. I had seen things from Saturday Night Live growing up cuz of my parents but this was my Nickelodeon version with people that weren’t much older than me at the time so I could really get what was going on/enjoy it. It’s also the first place where we saw people like Amanda Bynes & Kenan Thompson & Kel Mitchell (which is partly why I later watched things like The Amanda Show and Kenan & Kel) What can I say? As a young person, it was just really cool seeing kids being funny. Yeah, there was some cheese but I didn’t care. It stayed with me.

Boy Meets World/Sister, Sister/Lizzie McGuire/Even Stevens: I kinda cheated here and bundled these shows because these are four of the shows I watched on Disney growing up (Disney showed reruns of Boy Meets World & Sister, Sister for the record) There were others like That’s So Raven, Suite Life, Wizards of Waverly sort of, Proud Family to name a few but these shows I picked have such iconic episodes that I still remember well and love. Like Even Stevens - musical episode hands down Idc. Boy Meets World - Scream-inspired Halloween ep for sure. Yes, there was cheesiness with all these shows. Sometimes very after-school special, but they shaped me I think. Also gotta mention, I remember thinking of Hilary Duff as my idol. lol

The Ones I Watched With the Fam:

That 70′s Show: Now the thing with my family is that we were one where for a time we would watch tv while eating dinner and my dad would have control of what channel we watched. It was always this way, which meant it would either be Law & Order or Seinfeld (the second one I was cool with and I almost included it on here cuz it’s such a staple comedy but eh,,, I appreciated it more later on. It felt more forced on me at the time) This is probably one of the only shows I can say my whole family truly agreed on watching all together tho, including my sister who generally watches trashy reality shows. This show will always remain one of my faves, because it was hilarious. It got a little weaker towards the end (We do NOT speak about Season 8) but I loved how it was a true ensemble sitcom where everyone brought something to the table and enjoyed the different dynamics between the group. The funny running gags, Jackie & Hyde still remain one of my all-time otps, and Kelso is probably the funniest & lovable dumb character I can think of (If nothing else, Ashton Kutcher was meant to play this part ok) It was nice to have something my whole family could enjoy together. It was a rarity so this show has a special place in my heart for that alone.

Joan of Arcadia: Another show that has a place in my heart, despite it only lasting 2 seasons and it ending on a bad note (major cliffhanger, still never fully making things right w/ Adam after destroying his character, ultimately S2 was problematic but still) because this is a show that I watched religiously (pun not actually intended here lol) with my mom every Friday it was on. What I loved about it was that the concept is centered around Joan talking to God yet it generally wasn’t being preachy. Joan wasn’t always willing to do what God wanted her to do, and things didn’t always turn out how she wanted. It was a kinda perfect blend for me and my mom to watch together. After this we were more willing to watch stuff as a pair cuz we were close but this started all that. I remember always being curious how God would appear to Joan cuz it was always changing, but there were some fave recurring ones like Cute Guy God, Goth God & Old Lady God to name a few. heh Joan was played wonderfully by the awesome Amber Tamblyn who could always make me cry (naturally she played my fave Tibby in the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants movies too lol) and she had awesome friends in Adam & Grace (who were my faves) and family. I rewatched this show and you know, I’d say S1 holds up and even the first half of S2. Heck, the episode where Joan & Adam break up towards the end of it, while totally heartbreaking and PISSES me off cuz bad writing for Adam, was solid simply for the acting so there’s that. lol

Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Putting this show under this category because this was a show that I mostly got into because my sister loved it growing up. I was really young when it came out so I mostly remembered bits & pieces when I later watched it when I got a little older. It stuck with me tho cuz ofc the awesome Sarah Michelle Gellar playing badass Buffy (she was my sister’s idol) and it was a genuinely funny and smart show. It also got dark too. It wasn’t always solid towards the end, but I think it mostly nailed the actual ending (why Anya had to die tho... Spike I got but ugh) Anyway, this was kinda a big deal cuz it was the only thing my sister and I really watched together that wasn’t bad reality television or me barely paying attention to Dawson’s Creek at the time lol This showed that my sister could have taste when she wanted to (lmao sorry)

The Carol Burnett Show: I had to mention this show because this is one that got me, really my family, through dealing with my mom’s dementia. We chose to care for her at home instead of putting her in a nursing home. We did this for 2 years until her death. And the one thing we (excluding my sister cuz her & old stuff don’t mix) could always count on cheering us up was this show. My dad told me that my mom loved this show growing up and that’s why we turned on for her. So luckily memory or no memory, she still had a sense of humor and she knew when to laugh. And with good reason. This show is hilarious. So iconic. Carol Burnett was/is rightfully loved dearly for this show. I wish I had more I could say, but this was truly a comfort show when I desperately needed it so I am forever grateful that it existed.

Honorable Mention: Young & Hungry - another show that got us through that dark period, my dad actually really enjoyed this, despite seeming skeptical, and eventually started calling it the “Josh & Gaby Show” lmao Only thing is we never finished it together so oops. Not so much influential maybe but worth mentioning it felt like since it was underrated, got me thru a tough time, was hilarious and I loved that cast a lot. Emily Osment deserved to be the lead of her own show. Comedy queen.

The Ones That Brought Out the Fangirl In Me AKA The Teen Years:

The O.C/One Tree Hill/Gossip Girl/The Vampire Diaries: Another category where I’m just grouping them up together cuz ultimately it wasn’t about high art with these shows. They were the staple teen shows that everyone was watching and well, I was one of those people. lol It all started with The O.C. It was one of those ‘at the right time’ kinda things cuz I just went into the 6th grade when S1 started and it was such a big hit that everyone was always talking about it and there were even shirts involved (I never went that far lol) but this is where my need to explore YouTube came and then I was making fanvids. Gossip Girl is the one where I actually inserted myself into a fandom for the first time. My goodness the cringe that came with it but it gave me two of the longest online friendships I’ve ever had so I don’t regret it. (Shoutout to @backtothestart02 here as one of them) And well, three of these shows taught me the toxicity that can come from fandom. So I’ve been less vocal/more aware with other shows because of it. There’s problematic stuff in all of these but they were entertaining most of the time despite frustration (lol) 

Honorable Mention: Teen Wolf - Had to mention this one cuz this was a show where I had a group of friends who all watched this together and we talked about it til the end (even when we weren’t happy with it lol) I was never really vocal in the fandom cuz by this point I was wary of them (fandoms I mean), but it was nice to share a show with people who felt similarly about it. As a show, I truly loved it up to 3B. Some of my favorite episodes were the ones that almost felt standalone-ish (3x06 AKA Motel California still remains my fave to this day) Lastly, it’s because of this show I was introduced to Dylan O’Brien who I always refer to as my ‘always & forever’ guy so yeah lol

Maybe Superhero Shows Are Worth Watching lol:

The Flash/Daredevil/Cloak & Dagger/Runaways: So I’m someone who growing up, beyond Spider-Man and Batman, never really jumped at superhero movies. I still don’t to an extent but I’m more willing to watch stuff now. I think because when it comes to TV, I’m willing to check out at least an ep. I got into The Flash because my friend Lauren was really into it (and still very much is now) and wanted me to check it out so I did. I sorta watched Arrow before it until a point so I’d seen Barry’s appearances on it and remembered thinking he was precious so I wasn’t surprised that I liked him as a main character. I do think these later seasons have lost some quality but I think the earlier ones were very solid and Grant is perfect in the role. Daredevil... R.I.P. That show was so high quality so the fact that Netflix cancelled it is just rude. Now... Cloak & Dagger has been one of those surprises for me cuz it was such a slow burn that when it really got going it left me wanting more. That S1 finale was so solid. Cannot wait for S2. Love the dynamic between Ty & Tandy. Now Runaways isn’t perfect but it’s my biggest fandom right now and I’m proud of that fact. It’s a show that highlights diversity with 4 PoC leads & 4 kickass ladies (Nico & Gert are my bb girls), healthy ships including an LGBTQ couple currently as the main one (tho it is Gertchase that owns my heart), and overall a pretty great cast that meshes well like the thrown together family they portray. It even got me back into writing fanfic again. A miracle tbh. lol

Overall Just Amazing:

This Is Us: I just think that this show pulled me in the second they revealed that first plot twist in the pilot. It surprised me and then they kept doing that a bit after. Now it’s more about how it has the ability to make me cry every ep and feel things. It doesn’t always touch me the same it did in that first season (it was an emotional year for me tbh) but it does have a class act cast who can always pull at my heart strings.

Boardwalk Empire: This technically could have went under something I sort of watched with my dad, but it is kinda a weird show to share I guess. We didn’t usually watch it together (saved some awkward convos sometimes lol) but always talked about each episode weekly and it was kinda fun cuz it was usually in-depth. My dad still quotes things from it to this day. He also once said that he considers S1 the best TV season he’s ever watched. I agree that it was great. For me, the first 3 seasons are solid while the last 2 felt different but still pretty good. There was such quality to it. Great acting headed by Steve Buscemi. What can I say? I have a thing for gangster stories. I could say more but I’ll stop. lol

Stranger Things: The show that really turned me into a binge-watcher. I had just gotten Netflix and what show did I decide to watch on my birthday? This show. I had seen things in the media about the kids from it and I was like, they’re adorable!! And ofc I got hooked when I actually watched the show. It just has everything in it that I like: mystery, thrills, humor, hint of romance, awesome acting, music moments, nostalgia. This was my obsession for a while until I got into some other things but if you don’t think I’m totally pumped for S3, then you best believe I’m watching it all in a day if I can. lol

Community: This is a show that reminded me how a show can think totally outside of the box and still have a lot of heart with its comedy. I love situations where a group of misfits come together and become a family. I love that this show celebrates being different. Troy Barnes remains one of my favorite TV characters ever (& omg his friendship with Abed is pure goals!!) and Donald Glover played him perfectly. And Alison Brie is just adorable as Annie. Love this group of weirdos. The quality was different after S3 but I still adore it.

Into the Badlands: Have to mention this show because what it has been doing action-wise is just incredible. The fighting sequences are out of this world. I’m always excited to see how they top it. Also, an Asian male lead? Go dude! The whole cast is wonderful and everything is just high quality, ok? Also, that cinematography!! Can’t believe it’s ending when it comes back. Sadness.

One Day at a Time: This is more of a recent discovery for me (had friends who watched it and knew it was good but only decided to check it out not too long ago) but it’s already made its impact on me. This show has so much heart to it. The writers put so much care into their work when they bring up these controversial issues in the episodes. All while being totally hilarious (but also trust me, I manage to cry at least 1 or twice an ep lol) A show centered on a Cuban family, plenty of good rep for LGBTQ/non-binary people while also handling things like depression/anxiety, addiction, immigration, etc. It’s definitely making its mark on TV. Also, Rita Moreno is a living legend who I adore. I love this cast so much.

12 Monkeys: I. loved. this. show! I still think it had the best series finale that I have seen in a while. It wrapped up things so well that I was smiling for a while after watching it. I couldn’t believe that of all shows this one gave me a happy ending. lol Casserole remains one of my all-time ships because they were truly epic and pulled at my heart strings so many times. Jennifer Goines was my queen. But seriously, a show about time travel that managed to make sense? So impressed. And the visuals? gahhh

Friday Night Lights: Last, but most definitely not least, this show is just up there as one of the all-time bests IDC. The fact that at first glance the show seems centered only about football and it got me to keep watching definitely says something. lol This show had so much heart, the cast was excellent, an ending that was pretty much perfect. Coach & Tami Taylor were relationship goals. Honestly one of the best portrayals of a married couple I’ve ever seen because they were very much a team (while yes there was the occasional bickering that you gotta love) and it just felt real, you know? Also, it’s a show that proved that you can come back from a sophomore slump (yeah S2 was the worst season) and continue to be great.I can’t decide if it’s my favorite show of all-time but it’s certainly one of the first ones to come to mind. So glad I decided to give it a chance.

There’s probably a couple other shows I could list here but some I haven’t finished yet and don’t feel ready to put them on here yet. This is just what I could come up with.

[dangermousie]

I don’t know why the original writer left after 22 eps but with her left a lot of of the gorgeous Victorian Gothic atmosphere (yes, I realize wrong time period and area, but I think you know the vibe I mean) and the intense, almost exclusive, focus on the gradual rapprochement of two flawed messy people madly in love.

We got:

* a hell of a lot more patriotism

* Ankara doesn’t now want to use a popular businessman in a sane fashion - support his business, push for his candidacy. No, they want him to be their secret agent. Ummm, don’t they have actual agents? This is insane. Aziz deciding to go Ramo in period clothing and running around like a sexy Turkish superhero in a mask FOR REAL FOR REAL. I loved Aziz from the first moment we met him, but he wasn’t a death machine like Ramo - he was a blue blooded businessman who was good in a fight but certainly no superhero type.

* Character changes that made me go huh: Egg Man has been kinda redeemed (tho even this writer didn’t try to save that marriage!) or at least suddenly got he was wrong to/about D, Aziz etc etc.

* Aziz all of sudden peacing out of carpet atelier that was his meaning of life (other than Efnan and Ataturk) leaving it to Efnan to run while he buys cotton and does missionssssss

* Aziz losing his mind apparently and withdrawing his candidacy while backing his uncle, who’s not only a terrible person but how would anyone vote for him, his workers hate him. Also, how would he be any less pro-French than Kenan? Ummm

* D going from “make me your wife” to “oops Efnan here are my shares goodbye.” I mean, I am all for that, but there is so little transition.

* Pierre my favorite Gothic villain. The man never GAF about France, all he wanted was to lord over people, get vengeance for being cheated on, to bang Efnan and to prove his dick is bigger than Aziz’s. All of a sudden he’s rah rah rah France.

* There is a lot less of Efnan x Aziz working out their issues. They seem to have moved on past them. Which is fine, and actually realistic but they are flawed people and so you’d expect some tensions but nope, they are in serious honeymoon phase. I like it but it feels odd. I can’t put it into words - it’s not that it’s not unrealistic, but it feels like some important transition/convo happened off screen, plus I miss the intense messiness.

On the plus side: the OTP is still gorgeous and swoonworthy and fun to watch.

And also this new writer is a big fan of AZIZ AND EFNAN BANGING BANGING BANGING BANGINGGGGGGGG

Perhaps Azime got a pen name :P

PS This sounds more negative than I meant it. It’s still fun. It’s a lot more heroic and feels somehow less relatably small scale, but the OTP is so fucking amazing, still!

PPS This writer was around only for 23-25, let’s see what 26-28 writers do.

[ppochii]

get to know me tag 🥀✨🔪

answer these questions if tagged and tag 15 people! i was tagged by @peachywyatt (ily bbbbbbb)

🌑 name – arius

🌑 gender – male

🌑 star sign – virgo

🌑 height – not certain but about 4’11/5’0 (?)

🌑 lockscreen – a blue-y red pic of the ocean even tho i hate water

🌑 have you ever had a crush on a teacher? – no ew

🌑 where do you see yourself in 10 years? – living in a van with my best friend going wherever tf we feel like (homeless and broke lol)

🌑 if i could be anywhere else in the world right now where would i be? – puerto rico or somewhere warm and green and nice

🌑 what was your coolest halloween costume? – i once went as dipper but my costumes were never that great , before that always gross part city stuff

🌑 favorite 90’s tv show? – kenan & kel

🌑 last kiss – never had a first

🌑 have you ever been stood up? – yeah

🌑 have you ever been to las vegas? – nope

🌑 favorite pair of shoes? – i only own two sneakers: old beat up b&w converse that are two small and old black converse w/ holes in them that i used for school so neither

🌑 favorite fruit? – mangoes, peaches, bananas

🌑 favorite book? – aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe by benjamin alire sáenz

🌑 what’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? – idk i’ve done a lot of dumb shit but maybe when i sliced open my thumb with an xacto knife

🌑 favorite videogame? – idk i like a lot

🌑 dark clothes of bright clothes? – both

🌑 favorite season? – fall

🌑 converse or vans? – converse since i’ve never had vans

🌑 dinosaurs or dragons? – dinosaurs ALL THE WAY (i used to want to be a paleontologist skskksksks)

🌑 favorite thing to do on a rainy day? i like to go outside when it rains cuz everything is cool and quiet and it smells really nice

🌑 tea or coffe? – tea

🌑 vegetarian? – no i really like meat

🌑 single? – totally my dude

i tag @sawyernotspams

[superkenankong]

omg who are you using in your social media edits? theyre so good!

Oh my god! thank you so much!

I am glad you like them it is honestly so fun to make them! For Baixi I am sorry to say I never did find out the model’s name but his photoshoots are soooo nice! they are for a brand called “The Pang”

Avery- Amber Liu 

Deilan- Ma Sichun 

Kenan- Jing Boran 

I know my face claims are older than the characters but tbh i really just went by looks first. As soon as I saw Jing Boran I couldn't NOT see kenan all over him!

I also try to keep in mind as many details as I can about the characters when looking but idk how well those efforts are being translated into the 'casting'

I am always open to suggestions/considerations tho!!