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I haven't updated in a long time about my apartment organising and fighting my mental illness doing the chores.
So... LOT of things happened!
We built two new furnitures today, one for my shoes and one other for organising stuff inside and a wood colored outside for my plants (that are still alive, my terrarium is literally my pride and the prettiest stuff I own. Everything fit perfectly in the hallway.
I only have to put things inside now. And the best part is that since everything is close, if there's a mess I won't see it and it won't fuck with my mind. Tbh I'm started to understand the good side of minimalism, it's gonna be way more easier for me to maintain all surfaces without having to move ten things. Because yeah, my brain shut off if I have to much stuff clogging my view.
Now it's only missing the best part. The big ass over two meter bookshelves that take one wall. Because everyone need a big ass bookshelf in a one room apartment. But tbh I think it's good that it is the last thing I have to focus on, because organising my books is gonna be the reward, not a chore. I'm honestly more excited about organising my books than anything else.
But yes I know the cleaning is gonna be way easier. I'm almost ready to finally invent my parents over, I've been living on my own for over ten years and I haven't properly invited them for a Sunday meal ever??? Obviously they are not aware of the whole stuff I have been dealing with over the past years... So everything has to be perfect.
And then I will focus on something else. Not talking about it now cause I'm not sure I'm ready for this new step yet.
#will be posting photos of my books for sure#im happy with how it is now#wish i could afford like a two rooms apartment#but this job pay shit#im saving money anyway so who knows maybe next moving will be really my apartment#or just getting out from here#but im proud of what i accomplished yet#need to find out how to pay back my aunt without who I could never have done all of this#first cause my brain#second cause no driving licence#anyway it's a shame everything around is falling apart while I finally get my shit together 💀#i always have such a sense of timing lmao#misc
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THE FISTBUMP STILL LIVES!!! but through... exchanging blows...
#transformers#maccadam#my art#transformers fanart#megatron#optimus prime#megop#tf one#transformers one#you ever get so excited you accidentally high five your friend too hard#so then youre both holding your hands like#ow.#and for a moment your brains blank out cause of the pain#that yall forget what you were so excited about in the first place#i like to imagine they forgot why they were fighting at that moment
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what if Ivan took the tape off of Till during Top 3?
(aka. the ANAKT kids learned what kisses meant to humans)
#ivantill#ivan#till#alien stage#alnst#you know how ivan always gently takes off tills collar when hes sleeping#well till is awake here. but ivan cant remove the tape gently even if he wanted to#so ivan has no choice but to cause some pain. but he would rather do that than not to do anything for till#till’s thoughts were based on an interpretation that till can’t see he is cared for unless he can see it#i don’t know if its accurate but i need r7 to look into his brain and give closure#ivantill are truly misunderstanding upon misunderstanding and missed chances made by ivan and till themselves#if first kisses are special then ivantill’s first kiss (cure) was special in a way ig#doomed yaoi fr. yahooey#the 70% affection is my lifeline atp#alnst fanart#alien stage fanart#ctrlzxoo art
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Song - Feel Better by Penelope Scott
#Been thinking about this for a while and I finally did it!#Look at it!#Tbf this song also fits Flowey a LOT#But Chara lives in my brain. so#this is the first time ive done something like this i hope it's good#also if there's any better way to format posts like these tell me cause god knows i do Not know how to use this site#anyways i think about them a lot#im gonna go cry bye#undertale#chara#chara dreemurr#asriel#asriel dreemurr#lyric comic#my art
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I'm sobbing and clawing at the screen begging Larian to just let my Tav give more hugs because so many of these characters need it.
WIP cause this is getting colours, I just like how the lines look
Edit: Colours
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#bg3 astarion#my tav#sharky's tav#she's a tiefling bard#also surprise! I'm not dead#Baldur's Gate just has me by the throat and it's not letting me tap out until I see the end credits#there's a new tattoo on my brain next to the Mass Effect one#I'm hopefully gonna do a 'BG3 characters get the hugs they deserve' series#Astarion was obviously first because. yeah.#Rolan's likely next cause I'm fucking gone on him too love him would kill and die for him would rip the heavens and hells apart for him#If Astarion hadn't swooped in and snatched my heart first I'd be real pissed that Rolan wasn't romanceable because hhhhhh#sharky art#tav: ember#oc: ember
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so i'm readin various stuff on the xray cause this silly film is my current source of joy and
wait
hold up.
what...
WAHT ??? WHAT
XRAY CAST DESCRIPTION????
YEARS???
xrAY dESCRIPTION eXPLaIN!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN FLOYD WAS HELD CAPTIVE FOR YEARS, WHAT SECRET INFO DO U HAVE ACCESS TO???
#joey babbles#trolls band together#trolls floyd#I. don't know what to do with this random snippet#to be fair -#each description of the brozone bros expands a little bit further than the films do (ex. clay being a prankster) so is this. is this canon?#no? yes? half?#did velvet and veneer have him for years and only recently explode on the scene cause they got like. a big break?#some financial backing? a viral video? spotlight on spotify?#were they just experimenting with the best way to harvest a troll's core and only recently hit the jackpot method?#we never learn how the spritz bottle was made in the first place#my brain is bungled .#y. years....?
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#fe3h#fe3h felix#fe3houses#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#here it is... my first time drawing felix.... the first of like... 3 times#sorry felix ur character archetype does not make my brain go buzz buzz#still a fan of how Lorenz IMMEDIATELY narcs on Claude#now there's a character archetype I can get behind#see felix causes tension by being a stone-cold badass with sympathetic motivations#lorenz is just a lil bitch#way funnier
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I had a dream Beast Gohan was briefly in Daima (a quick switch to him while Krillin was narrating) and Twitter was ALL over it, sharing the same screenshot 😩🙏
#PLEASE LET THIS BE REAAALLL#side note...i think my first time drawing a wolf fighter guy#i know gohan already fought that one guy#lavendar or something#my brain probably took inspiration which is crazy cause i last watched that clip YEARSSSSSSSsss ago#anyways i think the context is that they're all chibified except gohan for some reason#and these chibi wolves and monsters and beasts came out and started rampaging on earth while goku and vegeta left to do space things#so gohan on earth had his hands full like WTF IS HAPPENING#dbz#dragon ball z#gohan#son gohan#dragon ball daima#db daima#sketch
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old order u will always be famous to me
#mcsm ellegaard#mcsm fanart#mcsm magnus#magnus the rogue#ellegaard the redstone engineer#i remember on my first playthrough a little after the game released i picked ellegaard’s armour cause she was my favourite#and then she died and i immediately restarted the level and killed magnus on purpose#also i gave her a robotic prosthetic arm cause it’s cool and i thought it would be a good reason for her to have insane beef with magnus#also gave him hair cause bald men scare me xoxo#they rotate in my brain every two years
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golden hour 🌅
close up below the cut:
#for the close up I wanted to make#Eddie’s expression all sappy eyed and happy while saying I love you#maybe for the first time or maybe just because he can#and Steve’s expression soft and kind of full of happy wonder#maybe cause he hears those words for the first time and he’s wondering how he got so lucky or#or maybe with the words.. the heat.. and the light hitting eddie just right makes him fall a little bit more in love with him#but don’t ask me where they’re parked lol my brain quit#just imagine some good music playing too#windows down volume up#stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie fanart
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🎥: iHeartRadioCA | youtube
Osheaga || 08/04/2024
#good morning i woke up and chose violence <3#first gif of the year and my brain said “that one time hozier was taste testing honey yes WE'RE MAKING THAT”#apologies in advance for any emotional damage this may cause#(but also im not sorry you signed up for this when you followed me idk what to tell you)#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#hozier interviews#iheartradioca#unreal unearth tour#osheaga#my gif#NOT FARING WELL#i am running out of “INSANE OF HIM”s and it's only the fourth day of the year 😫😫😫
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sam winchester // skeleton bones - mccafferty
#spn#sam winchester#supernatural#lucifer#beat the devil#web weave#spn web weave#13x21#swan song#5x22#my first web weave :)#i've had this idea for a long time and finally edited it together#beat the devil is an episode that makes me so deeply insane in the brain#sorry for the mccafferty song use thats on me#but i think of sam whenever i hear that song#does this cause psychic damage to you all the way it does to me please say yes
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chair + helmet for funsies
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#xmen 92#krakoa#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#need to practice drawing this helmets 3/4ths angle hi#gotta make this post quick cause i told my bro we'd carve pumpkins before i left for the week#BUUUUTTTT ANYWAY yeah while i was browsing my comic shop the first time i ran across this story and thought it was cute#it was the tas/92 adaption of krakoa but i only skimmed it#i thought of picking it up at some point but as for now it lives as a memory in my brain. i do wanna look at it closer tho#tbh at some point i think i wanna try to do a design for charles that features his actual krakoa design but with a chair/hover chair#i think itd be fun cause ngl i always like drawing his chair and not getting to with krakoa stuff makes me sad#if i get to that i dont think it'll be like. a staple with my krakoa art but just somethin to do for fun#ok i think thats all for now. i think im gonna do a movie charles doodle page later cause I Am Once Again Working Out His Face#so fingers crossed ith that plan !!!! for now its pumpkin time BYE
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Starkid Innit related doodles because I still can't believe it actually happened
#corey!richie changed my brain chemistry#also idk why lauren looks like that in this drawing i swear i can usually draw her#joey actually looks like joey though which is impressive for me cause hes ridiculously hard to draw#also sorry to corey jaime + clark cause this is pretty much my first time drawing them all#starkid#team starkid#starkid innit#starkid fanart#starkid productions#lauren lopez#jaime lyn beatty#corey dorris#joey richter#clark baxtresser#it's starkid innit?
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Moon’s 2017
#THOMAS LOREEEEEE#and its a vague drop abt#the worst couple to ever hit my cinematic universe#🤸♂️🤸♂️🤸♂️🤸♂️#the second girl to cause him irreversible brain damage 🤍#the first being raven but we will neva speak ill of the dead!#rip!#ts4#simblr#sims 4#the sims 4#thomas#clarissa#also makeshift vinny in the back 😭😭😭#i just dont have her in my current s4 file#n tray importer stress me tf out
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What is Rayman? Well, he's a thingamajig. Next question.
(I got attached to my Betilla design)
#rayman#betilla#rayman murfy#this goes into my headcanons a bit#i like the idea that not only was rayman the first limbless creature#but that his limbless-ness was a mistake#this does mean retconning a lot of character designs from rayman 1 but that's kind of what the series did post-origins anyway#every other thingamajig after him was dreamed up by polokus at some point maybe?#'cause once rayman existed he sort of became the jumping-off point for more dreams of thingamajigs#this series' continuity is so all-over-the-place literally anything goes#i hope my non-rayman followers are prepared for more because it ain't stopping#my brain has had such a firm grasp on this series for over a month now#and i don't understand why#but i'm having fun with it and that's all that matters
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