#joey actually looks like joey though which is impressive for me cause hes ridiculously hard to draw

[justarandombrit]

Starkid Innit related doodles because I still can't believe it actually happened

[thisisridiculousdude]

I would like to state that I am ONLY making this account to address this issue and I will not discuss it after this. I will not engage with the online community regarding this, and I will not post anything else on here. However, I need to set the record straight because you’ve involved me in a personal way when you do not know me. Hello! My name is Em. I’m the current partner of @strawberryswisherrpt3 - otherwise known as Joey Hart. There are accusations firing at my partner, and him attempting to defend himself. In the original message, I was spoken to as though I was somehow a victim of my partner, or that I wasn’t fully aware of what was going on so I’m sitting here to address everything that has been said. This will not continue and I will not engage with people I don’t know, and that don’t know me, my life with Joey, nor him at this point in time. To Kai:

1. I have never harassed you. You attempting to paint the image of me bothering you in any way is ridiculous. I have made 2 posts to you in the 4 years I have been involved with Joey. The first (that I will attach to this post) was in direct response to you posting shitty things about my relationship with Joey of which you knew nothing about. I have EVERY RIGHT to defend myself or to inform someone of the truth. Sure, I was a little harsh in it with my word choices but I was incredibly angry that you inserted yourself in a relationship you were not apart of.

2. I AM NOT A VICTIM OF JOEY HART. I REPEAT, I AM NOT A VICTIM OF JOEY HART. I will not EVER reach out to you so I can “confide” in you about some horrific fact of a person that simply no longer exists. He has never and would never harm me.

3. You make the statement that I will never understand and you hope I don’t have to, so let me paint a picture for you. I’m 21, I start dating someone that I went to high school with that I trust with my life. He takes care of me while I’m sick, he knows all of my medical and personal information. I move across the country with him so I wouldn’t be a burden on my family. We get married so I have health insurance, and can have the procedures I need without paying an arm and a leg for them. I change my last name on my social security card with him promising to pay for me to have my license changed over too so I can eventually go back to work. He proceeds to slowly remove all food from the house, the keys from my pockets so I can no longer leave and if I do, I won’t be able to get back in. He started to speak to my mother, my daughter’s family, and my friends behind my back. He let them all know I was losing my mind, that I wasn’t making any sense and he was doing everything he could to make me happy but it never seemed like it was enough. In reality, he backed me into a corner. He was drunk. He had the windows open so our neighbors could hear him humiliate me. He yelled in my face that I was a whore. I was his wife and he could fuck me whenever he pleased. I didn’t have to tell  him yes or no. I didn’t have to consent. He owned me because I was his wife. I try my BEST to fight back. I yell, I beg him to close the window so the neighbors won’t hear. I cry and tell him I love him and i’m so sorry. Do you know what his response was, Kai? Do you want to know? His response was to rip open my dress, drag me by my hair, push me over onto our bed, rip my underwear off, shove himself into me, ripping me on his way in to where i was bloody with his hand shoving my face into the mattress so he could muffle my cries.That happened over and over again. He beat the shit out of me. He starved me. He held me hostage. If I tried to book a flight home to Texas, he’d find out. He’d cancel it because he worked at the airline. My family wouldn’t speak to me. I couldn’t get a job because my IDs didn’t match. When I finally decided I was going to leave him, he ripped the cushions out of the futon I was sleeping on so I had to sleep on raw springs. He would bring home a triple cheeseburger and 10 nuggets every single night and force feed me them but if I declined, I did not eat. He took my phone and controlled everyone I spoke to and everything I did. He used my personal information against me in an attempt to have me committed. After I finally found a way out, he ACTUALLY stalked me. He followed me home on the train and to my workplace. He called DCFS on me (the time you’re referring to that Joey told you) because I took my child and fled to a dude’s house because I was terrified for my life. I almost had my child taken away from me because of him. He kidnapped my child and took her to Denver CO without my consent or knowledge. He caused my daughter to hate me because he filled her head with lies about me. To this day, my daughter is his picture on Facebook.  I know what abuse is like. I know what it’s like to question your own sanity, to be so stained by what you considered love that you don’t know if you’re ever going to be able to feel safe again. I can no longer be touched without almost throwing up. I can’t answer phone calls I don’t know and I am always living in fear that he will finally find a way to kill me.  You do not have a right to tell me that I do not understand what you have endured in your life because I do. You do not know me. Do not belittle my intelligence and capability of rational thinking.

3. I’m not insecure of you and I never have been. I have never been under the impression Joey was trying to date you again because he never was. 4. The final thing I have to say to you is this: Joey has never hidden anything from me. He has never tried to justify his actions. I have always been honest with him whenever he has messed up, and he is well aware of the things he has done. He has taken accountability for the wrongdoings of his past and the people he has hurt. He told me every single thing before we started dating so I knew what his past was. He never hid it. He never tried to twist it to paint himself as a victim. He point blank said “I did this” without any attempt of swaying my opinion one way or the other. I CHOSE to acknowledge the fact that this is someone with a very stained past that goes far beyond what he has done to others, and what has also been done to him. I chose to pursue a relationship with him because I respected his honesty, and truly believed he wanted to move forward and work on being a better person. He can’t UNDO the things he has done. We all fucking know this, including him. But I’m TRULY confused on what you want him to do. What you expect of him. Like, do you want him to just disappear off the face of the earth? Because that isn’t going to happen. He’s got a life, he’s allowed to be on the internet and interacting with people that he knows or is involved with. The ONLY thing he can do is apologize, take accountability, and try to be better. That’s it. That’s all he can do. And I know he has apologized to you. I’ve heard it, and he did it again in the recent message to you. You absolutely do not have to accept his apology but you cannot say that he hasn’t attempted to take responsibility verbally to you directly. Same with Sarah. He messaged her on OkCupid to apologize well after they broke up and she essentially told him to fuck off (which is totally fine, and understandable) and he didn’t push the issue. He understood why she was angry and had every right to be. He left her alone and hasn’t once bothered her since. You know this happened because you were with him when it happened. Like literally WITH him physically and found out later and were angry. So I don’t understand. You don’t owe me an answer but i’m not stupid. I’m not naïve like you portray me to be, Kai. I’m not justifying or defending his past. I’m telling you the truth, which is that the person he is today is not the person he was then and you truly CANNOT say otherwise because you wouldn’t know. No one would know.  He reached out to you again on December 22nd because he reaches out to people from his past. Like you, I never really understood this, but I don’t make his decisions for him. It was probably a mistake and I’m sure he’s realizing this now, but either way, he left you alone. He didn’t message you again and he didn’t bother you. He didn’t vague post at you or say anything offensive to you/about you. He posted a photo of me with a ferret where YOU then said something shitty and he finally asked you to stop. He told you he wasn’t going to stop posting his personal stuff out of fear of what you may say.  Yes, it’s your blog and you can say whatever you want. No one is stopping you or trying to. However, you clearly know he’s looking just like you’re looking at his. His message to you was not reflective of the way he once was. That doesn’t suddenly mean he’s unchanged or not a better person from his mistakes (which for the final time, what else do you want dude). It means he got upset because he posted a photo of a ferret and you copied something shitty he said to you like 5 years ago in an email as a response to something that never required a response??? it was a photo of a ferret! Whatever. In general: As I said already, I won’t be addressing any of this again. I don’t know any of you and I’m not going to pretend to. I do know my partner though and I do know the things he has done because he has been honest. He’s told me when he was having doubts about our relationship, He’s told me virtually every single thing that he’s done or experienced. He has worked very, very, very hard to work on his toxic patterns and address his past in a way that is meaningful for his future as a person, all while understanding that the past cannot be undone and taking full accountability where it is due.  He is disabled, he is schizophrenic, he is neurodivergent and he has been since he was a child. Some of the behavior you comment on is clear schizophrenia. He is NOT RESPONSIBLE for his family. He does not have contact with his family. He has not been in contact with them for nearly a year. We endured the exact same thing as all of you did from his family while we resided there which isn’t okay and I don’t blame any of you for feeling uncomfortable or unsafe there. However, he can only do so much. He can only yell at his family so much. He can only demand they stop doing something so much. It’s not feasible for someone who brings in $863 a month to simply move out and quite frankly, it’s incredibly ableist to push that narrative. His family abused him his entire life. His dad was absolutely horrific to his mom, and grandmother. He harassed Susie literally to fucking death. And to be clear: none of this excuses his actions. These are not excuses, these are facts. Someone can state that they were severely mentally ill and had undergone a lifetime of abuse and trauma that caused them to act out a certain way or have a distorted sense of reality to some degree (schizophrenia), or even harm those they cared for or were near because of those things. That does not make someone a bad person. That means they have done bad things. For the final time: he cannot undo what he did. To anyone. He cannot take it back even though he DOES wish he could. ALL HE CAN DO is try to move forward and better himself while acknowledge who he was to prevent himself from being that person again. He is not perfect, I’m not perfect. But he is different now than he has ever been. He has continued to grow over the time I have known him and whether you believe that or not is not something I can control but it’s not something I’m going to continue to let spew from people that no longer know who he is. I have chosen to remain silent until now, and I will go back to being silent of my own accord because I’m not going to engage with anyone who is insistent and honestly, hell-bent on destroying a person who has done exactly what you SAY you want done and why you SAY you’re doing this “again:” so he’s accountable.  I truly do not understand the purpose of this and I truly do not appreciate you saying things about our relationship that are not true. You do not know anything about our relationship, about me as a parent, about my life at all. You’ve made derogatory comments about me in the past because I lived in the house with his family since I was laid off from my job and lost my housing. You compared babysitting your siblings to me having a child alone in a hospital room at 15 and raising her by myself. You felt the need to comment on how my child would be hurt by the fact that I left relationships which I had to do because I was being raped or glass was thrown at my head. You do not know me. You will never know me, and I don’t want to know you. You don’t know him either, as I’ve said a million times over in this entire post. This won’t change anything if you’re not willing to listen to the person who DOES know him best now. This is all I have to say. I’m done now.

[justasmallbloginabigklainefandom]

Glee 6x05 liveplurk

Yuè [glee 6x05] that one time Sue kidnapped Kurt and Blaine and forcibly locked them up in a fake overheated elevator with a bathroom while harrasing them with a miniature Jigsauw puppet version of herself and pumping air drugs that are basically viagra through the vents

Yuè maybe I need some silliness since I'm once again pissed for no normal reason cause my mum told me I have to cook dinner and holy shit, there are three things I hate with every fiber of my being even though others enjoy it: shopping, cooking, sports Yuè no but even the thought of me cooking already pisses me off so much which is just ridiculous what's up with me? Yuè anyway... Klaine Yuè they continue where they left off Yuè "where will we sleep?" "well I imagine you two will sleep inside each other" Yuè what the fuck are these episodes Yuè KURT IS SO THERE FOR THE KITTY KAT Yuè yeah man you were awful towards them I get why they hate you Yuè "Raider" "...Ryder" Yuè you will not be right by her side Yuè Oh no Walter Yuè NO NO NO NO WHERE IS PAPA HUMMEL TO STRAIGHT HIS SON OUT Yuè I want that Klaine button Yuè I also want that Klaine button Yuè I'm laughing so hard right now Yuè and we're back in the locker Yuè I want that footage too Yuè Oh jesus what th fuck Sue Yuè BUT IS THIS LIKE A DREAM SEQUENCE HOW CAN YOU FILM THAT??? Yuè at least glee points out that the way they've written Kurt and Blaine hasn't always been uhm optimal Yuè oooh that new shot from their first slow dance is amazing Yuè WELL IF IT ISN'T THE KITTY KAT WHOSE FAVOURITE COLOUR IS JESUS Yuè and they also aknowledgeded Faberry oh man the wizards must've loved that Yuè remember when they called Faberry shippers wizards and Kurtofsky shippers pirates Yuè Kitty holy shit slay her Yuè good you better be scarred Yuè Kitty is right though Kitty gave her life and time to that club and they ditched her like that so I don't blame her for being cautious Yuè KLAINE Yuè OH BOY BLAINE YOU LOVE HIM Yuè thanks for aknowledgeding Artie Yuè the fuck Sue the fuck Yuè "I think we're locked in" ... "I don't think this is a real elevator" YOU DON'T SAY Yuè Head Warbler is so not impressed by Sue Yuè shit son the Warblers were so great Yuè altho one thing that surprised me is how Blaine bashed Seb and the Warblers in 3x11 for not being classy anymore and yet when he's in charge he continues the new pattern of big moves and bright lights etc Yuè Klaine was supposed to sing this in 3x05 Yuè I love this song Yuè Sue can we please not Yuè "have you thought about using a shorter name for your operation?" Yuè the worst glee club set list was the one time they did Gangman Style Yuè although this set list is also really bad Sue Yuè I expected another Run Joey Run Yuè " .. Yes that was my tv show" Yuè SAM HOORAY SEEING THEM AS ENDGAME SAM SAME Yuè thanks Rachel for finally being all for independence Yuè KLAINE Yuè SHIT SON THEY'RE STILL MARRIED Yuè and there is the Jigsue Yuè you know the entire elevator thing was so fun to watch but it was also fucking weird Yuè DON'T FIGHT THE KLAINE ROMANCE Yuè then kiss for my amusement Yuè honestly. .. knowing Sue she probably hid condoms in that basket Yuè well if it isn't the Kitty Kat Yuè "I can't decide if that's sad or adorable" Yuè I love how Kitty will also end up in New York with Rodrick Yuè .. wait is thay a High School Musical reference Yuè it's kind of sad how the team pretends not to be homophobic but they really are cause they still force Spencer not to be himself cause they still associate any trace of so called femininity is still seen as bad Yuè Finn Yuè JANE'S FACE Yuè I think it's kind of sad that the Deaf choir got disbanded Yuè I love how everyone just ships Klaine Yuè the man is right she gets what she deserved Yuè and he's also not into the entire Blaine x You Know Who Yuè can we for once not have any kind of Rachel worshipping Yuè TWINSIWS Yuè boys Yuè if you bang on the elevator door now... Yuè They're WATCHI NG EA CH OTHER SLEEP Yuè gotta take a break real quick Yuè I'm back Yuè Oh I love the dresses the girls wear Yuè yeah man enjoy this moment of sincerety Yuè ".. Sue" Yuè KLAINE Yuè you know I can't say this was romantic. some Klainers said it's romantic but it's not? I mean they're held against their will in a small space Yuè but what I love is that they're just hanging out and having fun without all their previous baggage hanging over them Yuè They're rediscovering each other and they're having fun I mean... Yuè Little Feta and MC Hot Chocolate Yuè it's just them getting to know each other and up until the point where Blaine ruined it by talking about Dave it's one of their best scenes cause it's just Kurt and Blaine hanging out and being around each other Yuè "I sincerely apologise for.. THE NEW DIRECTIONS" Yuè gosh this song sucked but hey Klaine is about to suck faces so there you go Yuè I mean... that elevator wasn't them trying to work out their relationship it was them genuinely liking being around each other Yuè THAT KISS HOLY SHIT Yuè YEEEEEEEEEES Yuè and you two are fucked Yuè that shot of them looking at each other while the elevator doors open in the background is so beautiful holy shit Yuè NONE OF YOU ARE HOT Yuè I wonder what Rachel is thinking I mean the two people who went missing get back together with discarded clothing and they can't stop looking Yuè I love how protective the Warblers are of their coach Yuè they were genuinely worried Yuè luckily knowing Sue she wouldn't even support Trump Yuè and also she ends up reforming the Republican party and runs as VP Yuè OH SHIT NOAH YOUR VOICE Yuè honestly Laura deserved more than glee Yuè RACHEL HOE DON'T DO IT Yuè OH MY GOD Yuè KURT AND BLAINE MORE LIKE HEART EYES MOTHERFUCKER Yuè Sam is so confused Yuè I love how the Warblers are still very respectful and cordial and give them a standing o Yuè the Warblers were great fuck off Sue Yuè "they were sitting on stools singing in unison" Yuè KITTY YOU'RE CUTE Yuè Sam being the only one in the audience was weird Yuè Oh yeah his name is Clint Yuè "I swear to sweet holy Satan" Yuè HELLO KLAINE Yuè "stop calling us that!!!!" Yuè Blaine uhm while trying to convince her you're not into Kurt anymore, you should stop touching him Yuè "Well than thank me" "THANK YOU" "DON'T ACTUALLY THANK HER" married Yuè I'd uhm rather not think about Blaine's sex life right now Yuè what a fourth wall break Yuè Oh yeah we're in October Yuè WHAT A FOURTH WALL BREAK Yuè glee is done Yuè "other girl" Yuè yes Kitty Kat Yuè thanks Rodrick Yuè TWINSIES Yuè SHOWCIRCLE