#financially i am fucked.
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there is just. no area of my life in which i am feeling fulfilled or successful. and there hasn't been in several years.
#physically i am the weakest and least healthy i have literally ever been.#mentally i am treading water in a storm every day.#emotionally i am stagnant.#socially i am extremely isolated. (i am working on this but it is a slow and difficult process.)#financially i am fucked.#creatively i am stalled and exhausted.#and it's just like. i'm supposed to be able to fix all of that?? myself? with just my willpower?#it feels impossible. i could never juggle so many Things.#so like WHAT'S THE POINT.#i gotta go back. to 2014. and start over. and do it all again different. i fucked up.#we gotta savescum we gotta try again with all the knowledge we have now#instead of wasting 10 years washing my potential down the drain.#UGHHHH. ok. ok. i'm done now. for real. i've vented enough. i'm gonna go eat food and do my stupid job and drug myself and . persist.#izzy.txt
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at some point it's just like. do they even fucking like the thing they're asking AI to make? "oh we'll just use AI for all the scripts" "we'll just use AI for art" "no worries AI can write this book" "oh, AI could easily design this"
like... it's so clear they've never stood in the middle of an art museum and felt like crying, looking at a piece that somehow cuts into your marrow even though the artist and you are separated by space and time. they've never looked at a poem - once, twice, three times - just because the words feel like a fired gun, something too-close, clanging behind your eyes. they've never gotten to the end of the movie and had to arrive, blinking, back into their body, laughing a little because they were holding their breath without realizing.
"oh AI can mimic style" "AI can mimic emotion" "AI can mimic you and your job is almost gone, kid."
... how do i explain to you - you can make AI that does a perfect job of imitating me. you could disseminate it through the entire world and make so much money, using my works and my ideas and my everything.
and i'd still keep writing.
i don't know there's a word for it. in high school, we become aware that the way we feel about our artform is a cliche - it's like breathing. over and over, artists all feel the same thing. "i write because i need to" and "my music is how i speak" and "i make art because it's either that or i stop existing." it is such a common experience, the violence and immediacy we mean behind it is like breathing to me - comes out like a useless understatement. it's a cliche because we all feel it, not because the experience isn't actually persistent. so many of us have this ... fluttering urgency behind our ribs.
i'm not doing it for the money. for a star on the ground in some city i've never visited. i am doing it because when i was seven i started taking notebooks with me on walks. i am doing it because in second grade i wrote a poem and stood up in front of my whole class to read it out while i shook with nerves. i am doing it because i spent high school scribbling all my feelings down. i am doing it for the 16 year old me and the 18 year old me and the today-me, how we can never put the pen down. you can take me down to a subatomic layer, eviscerate me - and never find the source of it; it is of me. when i was 19 i named this blog inkskinned because i was dramatic and lonely and it felt like the only thing that was actually permanently-true about me was that this is what is inside of me, that the words come up over everything, coat everything, bloom their little twilight arias into every nook and corner and alley
"we're gonna replace you". that is okay. you think that i am writing to fill a space. that someone said JOB OPENING: Writer Needed, and i wrote to answer. you think one raindrop replaces another, and i think they're both just falling. you think art has a place, that is simply arrives on walls when it is needed, that is only ever on demand, perfect, easily requested. you see "audience spending" and "marketability" and "multi-line merch opportunity"
and i see a kid drowning. i am writing to make her a boat. i am writing because what used to be a river raft has long become a fully-rigged ship. i am writing because you can fucking rip this out of my cold dead clammy hands and i will still come back as a ghost and i will still be penning poems about it.
it isn't even love. the word we use the most i think is "passion". devotion, obsession, necessity. my favorite little fact about the magic of artists - "abracadabra" means i create as i speak. we make because it sluices out of us. because we look down and our hands are somehow already busy. because it was the first thing we knew and it is our backbone and heartbreak and everything. because we have given up well-paying jobs and a "real life" and the approval of our parents. we create because - the cliche again. it's like breathing. we create because we must.
you create because you're greedy.
#every time someones like ''AI will replace u" im like. u will have to fucking KILL ME#there is no replacement here bc i am not filling a position. i am just writing#and the writing is what i need to be doing#writeblr#this probably doesn't make sense bc its sooo frustrating i rarely speak it the way i want to#edited for the typo wrote it and then was late to a meeting lol#i love u people who mention my typos genuinely bc i don't always catch them!!!! :) it is doing me a genuine favor!!!#my friend says i should tell you ''thank you beta editors'' but i don't know what that means#i made her promise it isn't a wolf fanfiction thing. so if it IS a wolf thing she is DEAD to me (just kidding i love her)#hey PS PS PS ??? if ur reading this thinking what it's saying is ''i am financially capable of losing this'' ur reading it wrong#i write for free. i always have. i have worked 5-7 jobs at once to make ends meet.#i did not grow up with access or money. i did not grow up with connections or like some kind of excuse#i grew up and worked my fucking ASS OFF. and i STILL!!! wrote!!! on the side!!! because i didn't know how not to!!!#i do not write for money!!!! i write because i fuckken NEED TO#i could be in the fucking desert i could be in the fuckken tundra i could be in total darkness#and i would still be writing pretentious angsty poetry about it#im not in any way saying it's a good thing. i'm not in any way implying that they're NOT tryna kill us#i'm saying. you could take away our jobs and we could go hungry and we could suffer#and from that suffering (if i know us) we'd still fuckin make art.#i would LOVE to be able to make money doing this! i never have been able to. but i don't NEED to. i will find a way to make my life work#even if it means being miserable#but i will not give up this thing. for the whole world.
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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.
#space.txt#aromantic#its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants#and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself#financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative#i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN#i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this#1k#all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k
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sing the song of sixpence that goes
“burn the witch.”
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Um um um this is my new pc for a little game I may be in next year, run by my partner. She is a blood cleric. In other words: I will be back in the fucking building.
I will expand on her later but here’s some alt.
#cos: torch#I will continue to do art for my first game#but a lot of my designs will be experiencing.. redesign!#for instance. Curly haired Rahadin. dirty blonde/light brown haired ismark#not that anyone saw my ismark anyway bc I was indeed afraid of posting#u ever make a character so fucked up that your new DM goes “would u like to do it again. but worse.”#because the answer is “yes obviously” but also “oh my god”#I am entitled to financial compensation#Emilia to Mavka pipeline. same family. Very separate reactions/upbringings#If u know u know#ok goodbye forever expect some art soon again maybe#curse of strahd pc#curse of strahd#blood cleric#dusk elf#dungeons and dragons#dnd character#dnd#dnd fanart#CoS PC: Mavka#my art
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whiskey & writing this thesis bc the introduction chapter is taking more linguistical creativity than what I have with just caffeine (idk what to write in this without it sounding like a 3rd grader’s essay yikes)
#also I ran out of whiskey :( been saving this last glass for ages bc whiskey expensive#but the cravings got the best of me (if i was being economical I would’ve had the cheap vodka I have in my fridge but it’s so bad I cant)#and I just mmmight be financially irresponsible and go buy a new one tonight#tho no clue which one#my budget is not high#but I am not fucking buying jameson#bookblr#studyblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#tw alcohol#alcohol tw#dark academia#february 2024#2024
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thinking about modern au Kabru
ivy league college student, probably studying law and political science on a full scholarship. first time living away from Milsiril so he has to promise her, yes mom i’ll call you at least four times a week, no mom i don’t need your amex black card, yes mom the normal credit card is fine i need to learn how to budget like a Normal Person (it has a limit of $20k — that’s not normal Kabru).
Milsiril insists for a long time that she’ll just get him a house off campus so he can have his own space (aka a place she can drop by anytime and possibly live a few months out of the year just to be close to him) but Kabru puts his foot down and tells her the best way he’s gonna make friends is by living with other students (bye mom).
his floor in the coed dorms is the party floor and he always makes sure to invite everybody (his nightmare is accidentally leaving anyone out and having them think that he doesn’t like them). somehow it’s always a good time, everyone leaves with more friends than they came with, it never gets totally out of control, and plenty of girls who are interested in him (and a lot of guys too tbh) bring tons of baked treats so there’s always free food. Kabru is the RA’s favourite person to have in the building (even though Kabru himself is messy but most of the people he’s friends with are nice and clean up after themselves).
he has a porsche (Milsiril gift for his 16th bday) but he’s adamant about not driving it unless he absolutely has to (because he doesn’t wanna look like a douche). BUT he never says no when his friends ask for rides (so he ends up driving all the time anyway). he actually contemplates selling the porsche and going for a more practical car but Mickbell is like ‘dude you are not taking this away from me.’ Kabru sighs and decides to keep it because his friends (Mickbell) like being chauffeured around in a fancy convertible (Rin, Holm, and Dia don’t care, they’re just glad they don’t have to walk to the grocery store).
he’s probably on a casual texting basis with most of his professors and you know he’s going to all their office hours, grabbing beer with them just to keep chatting about life outside of school. and that’s how he winds up in some super secret faculty group chat where he’s now privy to all the college administration gossip.
Kabru is elected for student council during his freshman year and he’s probably the favourite to be sc president one day.
he doesn’t really date (gets too in his head about how he doesn’t wanna ruin any friendships) but he does hang out one on one with a lot of girls and treats them all really well. he probably goes so far out of his way to be platonic that he flies a little too close to the ‘Just Like One of the Girlies’ sun, he kinda forgets that most people interpret it as flirting coming from him. which leads to a few awkward conversations. people feeling led on, a few angry jealous boyfriends, scathing dms about him being a girl stealing homewrecker.
it’s such a nightmare for him and he needs it to end right now. so he begs Rin to ‘date’ him for a week or two and then publicly dump him just so the entire student body gets the message that he is Just A Friend.
Rin stares at him for a few seconds. then she laughs. she laughs and laughs. she laughs for a crazy long time. and then eventually she goes, ‘wow you’re an asshole, Kabru. no i won’t be your fake girlfriend. you’re gonna suffer and i’m going to enjoy it.’
and that’s when Kabru has a moment of enlightenment. ok yeah. asking for that is probably really selfish and mean. maybe he needs to think about girls’ feelings more and that’s maybe more important than his deep seated need to be liked, and when has Rin ever been wrong about anything.
he apologizes. and so begins one of the more serious talks he’s ever had with Rin about being okay with not being liked.
he thinks he can really turn over a new leaf. the whole ‘not worrying about what other people think’ thing goes pretty well — up until Kabru meets the aloof professor for his Monsters and Myths class who keeps forgetting and mispronouncing his name.
Kabru has never needed someone to like him So Bad, he needs Prof. Touden to like him as a matter of life and death, and he’s willing to look stupid for it (fails a midterm on purpose to justify begging for one on one tutoring)
#wow if you made it to the end of this post here’s some surprise labru#kabru says fuck my gpa i need this white boy to like me#i am plagued by demons (labru professor/student situationship)#dungeon meshi modern au#ok but the Kabru Milsiril dynamic is my new favourite chew toy#especially them in a modern setting#all of the lavish gifts and expensive lifestyle that Milsiril would want Kabru to have#perhaps even as a way of depending on her forever (love to an unhealthy degree)#but Kabru is more interested in people than material things#so perhaps he’s a little out of touch financially (thinks a jug of milk costs $12)#but he’s still very much socially aware#enough to know that he can’t just be another annoying trust fund kid with a dumb car and designer clothes and zero fucks about academics#so his social and academic excellence is probably in large part overcompensation for his privileged upbringing#and even the thought of someone not liking him gives him stomach cramps LOL#kabru my love you will always be famous#kabru of utaya#kabru#wasabi rambles#labru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon
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My student visa got approved!! I GET TO SEE MY FAMILY AGAIN!!!
#IT WAS A HORRIBLY LONG FUCKING NIGHTMARE TO GET IT!!#THIS SHIT TOOK 6 MONTHS OF WORK TO FUCKING ACQUIRE#I HATE THE UK VISA PROCESS SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA#My family had to sell land back in Somalia to get the financial proof#THOSE BLOODSUCKERS IN THE UKVI HOME OFFICE WANTED 30K USD UPFRONT! IT WAS FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!#Honestly I am just happy I get to see my mom and little bro after 2 years since my mom moved when I was in my old uni. i miss them#jolly rambles#doodle#hyena#furry art#jolly's art#fursona
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the Sept scene was fully in character for Rhaenyra & Alicent
I've seen fans--even Rhaenicent fans!--saying it was ooc or "fanfic." It wasn't. The original scene was much shorter: Emma and Olivia, two very talented actors who know their characters well, expanded it. They weren't just wasting time or suddenly lacking in talent and insight. They knew what they were doing and it connects all the way back.
So let's go all the way back! Where do we begin? Episode 1x01, King Viserys wants a son and male heir; he has wanted a son for so long that Rhaenyra, his 14-year-old daughter says (ep 1x01) "For as long as I can recall, it’s all he’s wanted." What has this done to her? Well, for one thing, it has made her mother, who has difficult pregnancies, in ill health for most of her life. This ill health means that Aemma did a lot of lecturing (and trying to keep Rhaenyra from flying and doing other risky things while she was sick) and not a lot of getting to spend quality time with her daughter. A distracted father, ruling the realm, and a mother sick with trying to give him the male heir he prioritizes above his wife and daughter.
Who has been there for Rhaenyra? Alicent. Alicent was hers. When Rhaenyra flies on her dragon, experiencing freedom from all her worries and power and joy, she wants ALICENT to be there with her, high above the sea, looking out over the city:
[source: 1x01 script]
When Rhaenyra had to have a difficult conversation with her mother, it was Alicent she looked to for comfort and emotional support -- in an act a cut scene from the script *explicitly calls "flirting"*. Rhaenyra relies on and longs for that "disarming kindness" she says Alicent has.
And it was Alicent's lap that Rhaenyra flirts about loving to lie upon. Alicent is so much to Rhaenyra that she dreams of running away together, just the two of them and Rhaenyra's bonded dragon Syrax.
Alicent was her cherished girl, her comfort and her chief supporter and advisor. She was Rhaenyra's heart's rest. And, yes - it was a friendship blossoming into flirtation and desire as the two matured. They were on the cusp of something. They were the world to each other.
[source]
Emma and Olivia get it and have always gotten it. Rhaenyra has this gorgeous yang or solar energy that finds balance with Alicent's yin or lunar energy. They're a sun and moon couple, balancing each other's strengths and weaknesses. With Alicent, the sword of Rhaenyra's intense energy has a sheath. A resting place. Her fire has a hearth. And Alicent isn't drained by people (like Viserys would later do...) who just take and take and take -- hurting her and draining that "disarming kindness" of hers until she's broken and ruined inside. Rhaenyra gives and cherishes in a way that made Alicent feel whole and appreciated.
Rhaenyra goes from being angry (angry the way a jilted lover would be - calling Alicent a "whore" for what she felt emotionally imo as Alicent cheating on Rhaenyra with her father) to instantly deeply protective and possessive once she learns more. See the cut scene after Viserys reveals his engagement to Alicent:
[script pages source] [photo source]
Rhaenyra is ready to take on the whole Seven Kingdoms to protect her girl!
Rhaenyra liked being the focus of Alicent playing the "lady beloved" role - reading soothingly to her, supporting and encouraging and admiring her, teasing her for being naughty, advising her about her political situation. She found rest and comfort there - and then Viserys took her mother, cutting her open to get his precious son out. And then, in his remorse and grief, he took comfort in Rhaenyra's girl (who was forced to give him that precious kindness of hers by her father) and her father *stole her girl too*. Not only did he steal her girl, he put her own status as heir into question by having a firstborn son with her - after wounding Rhaenyra deeply by chasing a son as far back as she could remember!
All the "she should be over it" stuff about Alicent... if Rhaenyra were a male character people would recognize the wound of having his crush stolen out from under him by his old man at the same time his old man refuses to fully back his status as heir - it's archetypal! It's gd Greek. Your old man trying to keep you from the girl you want, from your desires and destiny as an adult.
Rhaenyra makes total sense in the Sept scene - she has the primal wound of a girl who is an HEIR - who wanted to have things and act and possess and stand tall and be the lover to a girl's beloved in a way only boys are allowed in this society... and whose father took her girl away from her as well as making her feel uncertain of her status in a deeply wounding way. Rhaenyra correctly locates, emotionally, her rupture from Alicent as where it all went wrong. The Sept scene is about all of that emotionally and it makes total sense. It is also about Rhaenyra's sheer desperation and comprehension of the horror coming... and the most heartbreaking longing to return to a time when Alicent's heart was her home.
Alicent's heart was Rhaenyra's home. And her father stole the girl she loved. He took her and savaged and used and broke her and made her give birth to children she didn't want (at least not with him) from decades of sex she did. not. want. because even men who think they're nice in this society are allowed that - to cut a wife open for a son, to use a girl young enough to be his daughter. He vacillated between wounding and affirming Rhaenyra, never fully able to honor her as his heir because she was not a boy. And he couldn't even conceive of her feelings for Alicent because this is a deeply homophobic society - but he was also, even seeing it in a platonic light, selfish and inconsiderate of her feelings for her best friend.
He kept putting his feelings and needs first, over his wife, over his daughter, over her best friend.
I don't care if nobody else gets it - the way Emma plays it? They get it. They're an extremely talented actor who wasn't going "ooc" in the Sept - they were playing *that*. My father inflicted these primal wounds on me because my coming of age was more like a boy's--like things that should be allowed girls but are denied them-- and he thwarted me and yet I love him. And I love Alicent and I long for her heart, though it's full of poison and broken things now. Why does it all have to be like this? Why does it have to hurt so much?
The Sept scene is entirely in character for both of them. It is not "fanfic." It is not OOC. It is the broken heart of this tragedy bleeding before our eyes.
#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#house of the dragon#hotd meta#my meta#'you're not my homeland anymore / so what am i defending now?'#you'd have to rip this ship from my cold dead hands#an/tis get *fucked*#if you use the word 'qu/eerbait' in reply to this post i will block you#the current political moment in the US is shaping whether or not we get LGBT rep and to what degree#every SCRAP of this was fought for by people behind the scenes#and i honor that#this isn't a cw show in 2013 trying to gain audience by appealing to queers - it's a GRRM show it already has a HUGE audience. there's no#benefit to them financially or in terms of business from including this!! it's done out of love
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the fact that rui is a euclid class tumblr sexyman scares me. what happened here. what have we done. that's on the same level as fucking rouxls kaard what have we DONE
#the fact that he's one at all? scary. the fact that he's *euclid*??? jesus fuck#what the fuck have we done.#if one of your highest kins is a tumblr sexyman of euclid class or above you may be entitled to financial compensation#the more concerning,the more financial compensation you may be entitled to#in this case i am entitled to SO MUCH financial compensation. give me the money#*points at this purple fuck*#he's me#and that fact scares me#star's thoughts#project sekai#prsk#pjsk#rui kamishiro
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The average Mario Kart character owns 35 shitty businesses
#mario kart#mario#super mario#super mario bros#nintendo#Donkey Kong's Bargin Ballcream#Toad Funeral Services#Rosalina and Bitches Lumber Company#Pink Gold Peach Paracetomol with Ibuprofen#Tanooki Mario Investments#Funky Private Investigations#Fawful's Meet and Fuck#Self Help Seminars with Punio#MicroParaGoomba and Chargin Chuck Barristers at law#Wario's fucking shop#LORD BOWSER'S PIPE CLEANER SUBSCRIPTION BOX#LUIGI'S CRYPTO MINE#THE OLD PSYCHIC LADY WITH THE EVIL EYE WHO READS FORTUNES AND KNOWS EVERYTHING BEFORE IT HAPPENS FOUNDATION: Financially supporting the-#families of chronically sick children since 1998#Dooplis: LIVE AND CANCELLED#THE I AM A TEACHER MARIO SWEATER ACADEMY OF TRADES AND CRAFTS#SHYGUY'S SLURPED UP MILKSHAKE FUCKIN STAND#STARLOW LIVE IN CONCERT#ANTASMA A FRAGRANCE BY ANTASMA#THE BELDAM REPORT#CONFESSIONS OF THE ORIGAMI CRAFTSMAN#7 KIDS IN THE KOOP ON TOADFLIX NOW#DIDDY KONG MEMORIAL PARK#THE SUPER BOWL: AXEM RANGERS V KOOPA BROS#CANDY KONG LIVE AT THE APOLLO
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hell. hell. hell.
#life#about me#auspol#every time i watch a dave ramsey show thing where theyre like 'pay off your house in 5 years.....#....with our financial peace university and our baby steps outta debt program!!!#im always like 'LMAO your houses rn arent exactly an average price of like $765#*$765;000 to $1.4million are they????#like even in regional areas (like where i am 2 hours out of sydney) the prices are like $740#740k to a million for an avg house !#*and like 640k for a fuckin unit thats falling apart right whej you buy it#like dave and team how the fuck am i meant to pay of a house in 5 years when theyre over a million or close to a mill lmao#i hate it hete#and also where are these elusive 300k jobs#or even 150k p/y jobs whem i cant even get people to hire me for fucking 50k or $30 an hout
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Unfriendly reminder that quite a few members of the stranger things cast and crew have been openly supportive of Israel and the murder of thousands of innocent people. A few pr statements to try and appease fans for no reason other than making more money does not change anything!
Do not support stranger things! Cancel your netflix subscription! Do not stream season five! Do not buy official merch!
DO NOT SUPPORT ZIONISM AND THE ONGOING GENOCIDE! FREE PALESTINE!
#stranger things#genuinely going to start blocking people if I see them promoting or supporting st financially#I've already left that one group bc they were promoting merch#it's just... I don't understand how some of y'all can do that and not feel disgusted with yourselves#it feels like a lot y'all either don't care or have gotten bored#or worse; you care more about your comfort and enjoyment of a fucking show than the millions living in Gaza#I am giving y'all the nastiest side eyes#I do think you can still be in the st fandom and support palestine- obviously look at me- but you have to SUPPORT PALESTINE! ACTIVELY!#BOYCOTT! SPREAD INFORMATION! DONATE! CLICK THE ARAB.ORG BUTTON! PROTEST! MESSAGE YOUR LOCAL OFFICIALS! DEMAND A BETTER WORLD FOR PALESTINE!
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absolutely delicious flavour of edizzy is where theyre Actually Married but neither of them know it, while also being acutely aware of everything-
they celebrated 25 years of their matelotage. they are having sex on the regular. both of them think the other thinks their contract is purely for financial reasons and the sex is just fun + convenience.
#'hes just having sex with /me/ because he knows im not going to stab him in the back (literally)'#meanwhile theyre having the most tender schmoopy sex known to man because theyre both so fucking in love#(not 2 say anything abt the actual sex theyre having they can be as rough as they want itll still be tender because theyre having FEELINGS)#'of course we have a matlotage it'd be silly to not have a financial agreement when our lives are so entwined. whats mine is his'#and at the same time theyre celebrating anniversaries with blowout bashes and gifts and shit and just#theyre so fucking aware of their marriage but theyre SO STUPID about it#'but what if he doesnt like me like that' about the man whos slept next to him for decades#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#edizzy#blackhands#anyway it ends when someone else finally points it out#classic steddyhands set up. eds talking about his relationship with izzy and stedes like 'youre married' 'yeah but not like that'#'absolutely yes like that edward- am i the other woman?????' and it takes a few days and a lot of convincing but they talk about it#and realise oh theyve been real actual married all their lives huh#que more fucking schmoopy sex. hand holding and tears and shit and maybe its a little cringe but its their wedding night ok ????????
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the real purpose of ambitions isn’t to plot a character arc or find out deep lore or whatever it’s to read an option and go “I need WHAT. and how much? christ alive.” and then miserably jingle away like the little jester you are to go grind out 3000 squimblies, 250 screechers, and 10 gobbledegooks.
#augh. my characters are in financial crisis. anyways.#aelan speaks#fallen london#i am enjoying myself but also holy fuck this is. a Lot of stuff.
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Might have fucked around too close to the sun and, after leaving the cinema a sobbing mess last night, purchased a ticket to see A quiet place: day one again in like an hour and a half.
Went for the whimpering soaked man and the jumpscares stayed for the sobs and the wholesomeness.
#joseph quinn#a quiet place day one#Joseph Quinn what are you doing to me#eric a quiet place day one#cinema#movies#a quiet place day 1#sobbing mess#why am I so emotional#and financially irresponsible#bc Joseph Quinn on a big screen is fucking priceless#truly though I bawled my eyes out last night#good stuff#Eddie Munson#stranger things
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can i say something. i think unironically one of the reasons straight women are having such a bad time with men a lot of the time is that so many of them think it’s a red flag for them to be friends with other women. first of all it’s such a weird reductive thing to be like men and women can’t be friends. huh? what? i have guy friends! i always have! are they never supposed to find partners because of me? insane thought imo. and second of all to be honest why do you want to date someone who is only capable of seeing an entire fucking gender as sex objects? i would rather date someone who is friends with women, even if i KNOW he’s attracted to them on some level, because i know that a guy who’s capable of being genuinely friendly with girls will probably be more likely to respect me and treat me like a person. idk. maybe it’s the bisexual in me talking so it feels weird to exclude an entire gender from friendship based on your attraction to them. but just saying. there’s large groups of girls out there ignoring great guys because they’re the type who could be invited to a girls night??? could never be me
#also to be clear this isn’t a i’m blinded by my bf thing. he does have a couple girl best friends for the record but i thought this 100%#way before i met him.#and like tbh i was right! i can talk to him like a fucking human because he TALKS TO GIRLS REGULARLY#anyway happy 5 am#mobi#my post#text#sigh i guess there’s enough in here i should slap on a#bf tag#but i swear to god this is more just complaining about tiktok misogyny#OH ALSO. IF YOUR GUY LETS YOU PAY FOR THINGS. THAT’S ALSO A GREEN FLAG. WE STAN A GUY WHO LOVES FINANCIAL INDEPENDENCE. ok by fr now.
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