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maggie & rei🌟
#sorry i haven't been v active#i want to say it'll get better in like a month and half when we finally move#but i'm sure following i'll still be busy unpacking everything#im kinda hyperfixating on changing up my desk set up in the move w/ the new office#so im sure i'll post pics as it comes together/might actually want to be on my computer#anyways!#that's my life update#packing and working and watching 2 many videos on chair reviews#ts4#s4#s4 edit#sims 4#s4 legacy#sims#sparks#sparks legacy#gen 6#gen 5#u know its bad when u forget ur normal tags
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do you think the writers are being too slow revealing what happened with wukong and macaque? like should the full story been revealed in s4
That's very subjective!
For me personally, I'm totally fine with how it's played out. We get enough tidbits every season/developments with their dynamic that I'm pretty content. I also just think that when the time comes, how they choose to reveal that information to us (and especially to MK) will have optimal impact!
Idk, I just think it's going to work out you know
#but maybe it's not pacing that works for you and that's fine#the experience of pacing is subjective by nature#alright *puts on conspiracy cap*#to me it seems like they're wanting to throw another wrench into MK and Wukong's relationship next season#s4 was so heavily focused on Wukong's flawed past and there was a lot of buildup about his and mac's relationship in the s4 special#and then s5 had a lot of weird hints/info#specially with the stone/nine or whatever#and that weird wukong nuwa framing in 5x08#And 5x01 kinda lampshading Wukong knowing about MK + his reincarnated friends#Like feels weird don't it#(WHICH. He could totally have not known about MK. But I still wanna learn more about why he wanted a student in the first place)#There are so many directions next season could go#But the direction I hope for most is really continuing 5x04 stuff#Like idk I personally feel like we didn't fully unpack Monkey MK. In certain aspects anyhow#And it's like omg 2 seasons later and we finally resolved the to pain scene!!!#But we haven't really resolved like. ''Hurting the people who care about you the most'' aspect of it. The 3x10 and 4x08 parallel#So like the hurting each other angle. The nature of 5x04's resolution is that you have to work at it every day *twirls hair*#Kinda like how at the end of the s4 special ''leaving things a little better than you found it'' hadn't resolved everything being to pain#So now ''even if it all leads to pain that pain is ours!'' hasn't resolved how you hurt the people you love#And with MK using the crown on Wukong#And now that Mac V SWK backstory seems close at hand#Seems all very set up for that theme you know#I'm a believer#this has been imp's tag rant#lmk#lego monkie kid#shadowpeach#asks#anon#lmk theme: hurt
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well. did you fucking miss me.
#random thoughts#apologies for sounding in such a sour mood. life is fucked as of late.#scheduled post. i made this on 10.08.2024.#everything has just gone to shit. so far i've been eating less than ever. feels like my stomach is eating itself augh (':#(technically the so-called relapse started on 24.12.2023. but we are not unpacking that today or ever.)#and i am filled with this desperate urge to cut myself. really really deep. not sure how to cope with it#i also?? hate how i look??#and yet i spend all my time?? in this dark dark room?? taking pictures of my face?????#i'm not killing myself off just yet don't worry. i considered it but it won't be happening any time soon.#i originally planned on disappearing for twelve days. partly to make my friends feel bad because i'm awful#which. obviously didn't work. as i don't think anyone noticed or cared particularly.#but mostly because i can't fucking handle it. it being everything. my future feels so uncertain#i am barely alive. i love all the people in my life. but they're too far away physically and emotionally.#but yeah. back finally. although ciel disappears for a lot longer than me and if you know hym my absence would be a small stint.#ciel if you're here when i post this i love you please come back. ):#this place is so scary to come back to. i'm not sure why. i'm just. scared.#i'm not even sure if i want to return really. i'm having second thoughts now. i haven't gotten worse enough#and i can't say what that means. because in theory there's nothing wrong with me that's been speculated upon. so.#i don't think anyone would care if i disappeared for longer than this.#but being away is torture. and then again being here also sort of is. it's scary#fuck.#i can't get out of bed without feeling like shit. i don't know if i can come back. i'm so sick of everything.#if you're seeing this i'm so sorry.#I NEED TO CUT MYSELF I NEED TO CUT MYSELF NOW. I NEED TO. I MADE SO MANY PROMISES BUT I NEED TO DO IT NOW#I'VE GOT THE SCISSORS I NEED TO DO IT#I NEED TO DO IT RIGHT THE FUCK NOW#(<- tags canceled for now)
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They are right next to each other on my shelf again :>
#we finally got new shelves so I could unpack all my books#so i took it upon myself to reorganize everything :]#the shelf in my room has been deemed the Priority Shelf aka my favourite books and my tbr#and then we have two other shelves out in the hall with all my other books ^-^
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this dunmesh ep gets a 10/10 from me purely for the absolutely wonderful fuckin marcilles. Thank you VERY much for the good food. Superb.
#the fear in senshis voice as he panicked when the griffin appeared made me cry but we doont have time to unpack all that until next episode#what was really amazing washow before i watched this ep i watched a yt vid of someone trying to come up w senshis backstory and its SUPERB#howw every single point they made about asking on who senshi actually is was brought up by chilchuck himself in the show#really love the way chilchuck could see how much senshi was bothered how laois soothed his initial suspicions#and how he finally opened up just fo he prospect of getting senshi to open up#he alwways does this shit for literally anyone elses sake but himself hes so 😭😭😭#something elsse that kinda broke me was laois' expression when senshi got carried away... how panicked he looked the 'just like that?' reads#v much like a falin situation again. how he couldnt do anything. and how he desperately looks to marcille for help immediately WAHHH#my roman empire is laois and senshi getting to call chilchuck 'chil' and marcille cutting her hair w no hesitation for senshis sake#i love them all so fucking much#and izutsumi my sweet girl :#they are everything to me UEUEUEU#i speaku
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if things go as planned this week then I think next week I'm gonna let the new commission post out of my drafts! This month for sure!
#supposed to have my new desk later this week and once that's here I'll be able to get my work space set up#and unpack some more stuff and finish moving the last of my things#so I'll finally be able to get back to art and work comfortably 👍#this year has just been so busy so far with moving and what not and getting everything we need handled#ALSO sorry to anyone waiting a while for me to answer messages. my phone is not functioning well and I am awaiting a replacement 😭#rambling
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Trying to finish up my nightstand before it gets too cold to do any part of it that requires curing 😅🙏
#its not gonna be perfect#in fact its gonna be far enough from perfect i might be a bit irritated by it every day#(my cuts are dogshit cause my jigsaw broke)#but it will be done! and itll allow me to finally unpack my room and decorate#which i kinda stalled at doing when the breakup occurred (same with p muvh everything i was doing)#hopefully the stain gods are merciful to me#i think the tiling will be fun though!!!!!#and worst case#i just tear it all off when i get sick of it enough and re do it hopefully w better tools and know how#my stuff#oh also i suuuper did not do any math on the mosaic tile and have to order more but better to not have excess!!
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trying not to get disproportionately hyped but yesterday's horizons episode made me lose my mind to such a degree that I feel as though the next episode is gonna be like.. life-changing for me I fear.
#vi rambling#pokemon#i have so many thoughts and i cant articulate ANY OF THEM.#im just. so pleased. with the writing in this show. and so pleased with the direction theyre taking amethio. hes my character ever.#everything is so intriguing and has such a good build-up... idk IDK IT HAS ME SO EXCITED AND HAPPY.#seeing new things and older things click into place like this. the catharsis of liko and amethio facing off again and#being the first 2 major characters to interact in the series and being the lead narrative foils finally face off again and INTERACT again#is so incredibly rewarding.#spinel is such a fascinating antagonist to me theres so much to unpack with his relationship with umbreon and the organization as a whole#liko's emotional state was also really well executed i felt. amethio being so SHARP when it comes to spinels entire deal was also#a great aspect showing both his intellect and his being privy to information we arent and thus leaning into the mystery aspects#ARHHRGRGGGGH IM SOOOOO. i need it to be friday again im going a little insane.#also the rakurium being pink ... terapagos and likos colorschemes being turquoise.... opposing colors and in their middle....#is purple.... I WONDER.... WHO THE BRIDGING CHARACTER WILL BE..... GEHEUEHURGE#im just. so excited to see his arc unfold. and well... i hope their interactions ends on a more ambivalent note... things shifting a bit#when it comes to their perceptions of the other side ever so slightly.... ghfurhuhru#ok. im done i think.
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As an adult who celebrates (heavily secularised) Christmas, including now actually inviting people over for dinner and stuff, I now understand the reason behind going overboard making the house look nice.
It's not about appearances or upholding tradition or anything like that. We're only inviting people who don't really care, and I only care about traditions that make me happy.
HOWEVER
A) It's fun to decorate and do something a lil fancy once in a while!
B) It's a good fucking excuse to actually make yourself clean the house properly, after putting it off all year.
#real life maybe#i moved back in with my housemates in September#and it's been a slow progress of unpacking while also studying#the living room was so full of boxes stuff for a while#esp since we were also doing a BUNCH of house cleaning and getting rid of a load of things#and then we were getting new closets for storage space#and in general it's been like non-stop low-level chaos since summer#now we've FINALLY got almost everything worked out#and like yes. everything not perfect? it's fine. no one cares.#but it feels so good to get stuff done!!#also pls note that one of us has ADHD and apparently just fucking permanent iron deficiency fatigue (me)#another also has ADHD and is super busy. and the last one is autistic and is disabled with chronic pain#so it's frankly amazing when we do make the house look great
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Cis men will still literally do anything but go to therapy. Even perform therapy on stage to themselves while a captive audience watches their one-man mental breakdown. But real therapy? Never heard of her.
#yeah this is about baby reindeer#I’m finally at the party#and I love it- don’t get me wrong#but goddamn man#everyone knows#they all now know#even your parents who are supportive and amazing and totally here for you#and yet still#you'd rather string up a Charlie Day-esque wall of Martha conspiracies than spend one second unpacking this professionally#go get help before I scream#“Oh wow telling my parents the truth I’ve been hiding about everything and getting validation on it even from my stoic Scottish father#made me feel instantly lighter and mentally stable in a way I haven’t felt in years”#I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BE???#therapy!!! the thing you just experienced was therapy!!!#alsjshagaggaaga men#be the generational cursebreaker u wish to see in the world gentlemen
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i like thinking abt pre-canon ed but i also like thinking abt post-canon ed a lot
#how does one just move on from The Everything#how do you go from living such a strange and high stakes life to just being. mundane.#like this is how he grew up after his mom died- both him and al#always on the move since he was 12 and al was 11. always guaranteed to be one of the strongest and smartest people in the room despite-#-his age.#his entire life’s purpose was getting al’s body back and learning more about alchemy#at 15 he defeats a false god and saves the fuckin country (with help of course) and after that he just. has to go on. business as usual#still does a lot of alchemic research despite being unable to preform alchemy himself anymore#coming up with different arrays for other people to use. helping al with his own research#probably gets more into automail so he can help winry more#but like. it’s hard to find another Purpose when you’ve completed what you thought was your Life’s Purpose#like okay! saved the country. got his brother’s body back. Now Fucking What#he’s got a lot of introspection to do. a lot of Processing that he hasn’t let himself do Ever#years of bullshit to finally unpack now that he has the space for it (he’s not thrilled about it though lol)#i love my boy… much 2 consider (when my brain is less fried from work)#welcome back to another tag essay btw-#on a less depressing note i love thinking abt him traveling the world#also love thinking abt him being a dad fr
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who would've thought that moving out of a toxic dynamic was this fucking draining
#i'm finally able to move on from my trauma#and my psyche keeps acting like it's a roller coaster#and unpacking everything i couldn't deal with in the moment#i get you babe but no need to do all of that now T^T
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moving into a new space will really have u debating the comforts of standard boring but familiar setup or wildcarding it for a new and possibly jolting enclosure .... but the enrichment..🤔🤔
#j.txt#um yeas update I Finally have all my furniture moved so now its time to sort through the 9 storage bins of accumulated junk I have amassed !#my new place is Facking Huge btw. like it is a 2bed so theres obv an entire side I still have to find a roomie for but like#my bedroom itself is the biggest personal space ive Ever had ?? I can literally lay on the floor in any direction and have plenty of room-#even with all my desks/bed/dresser etc out I kind of dont know what to do with myself w all this.... SO MUCH wall space also#I can have so much more art nowㅠwㅠ Even the kitchen has decent counter space and plenty of storage and the living room looks so barren bc#I'm used to having like 6ft of space for stuff in a common area lol. it is going to take me daysss to get everything unpacked but-#I'm so pleased w the place so far😌
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sound off who’s not dead dot gif i am alive! i have made it and i have met some really cool people but i am also melting my face off it is so hot. Holy fuck
#like outside it’s fine like 19° or whatever. in here? 37. were it not for the laws of this land i would be killing#but finally unpacked and ready for tmrw and everything hehe#goodnight <3
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2, 3, 10 and 12 for the tv shows ask!
2 - favourite show you’ve watched this year I was going to say Soy Luna of course but I looked back to the first time I posted about it and it was very early January so I might not have found it this year?? Idk but I watched most of it this year so I'm going with that anyway
3 - least favourite show you've watched this year I don't think I have one? I don't usually continue watching something if I don't enjoy it after the first episode so unless I'm forgetting something I don't think there's any
10 - favourite series finale that came out this year so I just scrolled through all of my posts this year to find out what shows I have watched and turns out the only finale I have seen that came out this year was the iCarly reboot finale which wasn't even an official finale but it's the only one I've got, even if that deeply distresses me
12 - a show that came out this year you can't wait to see more of yeah I've got nothing for this one, I haven't seen any shows that came out this year
#realising whilst scrolling through all of my posts#soy luna is the only show i have started and finished this year#assuming that i did start soy luna within the first week of january instead of december#everything else has just been minecraft series#which doesn't really count as a tv show#i think that's my goal for 2024#watch more actual tv shows#finish violetta then finally unpack my to watch list
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#im making huge huge changes in my life and i think the next logical step would be to cut off jamie. ive already been ghosting him but thats#just me avoiding the problem. i just like. it feels fucked to be like hey i told you i was ok with what you did but i Changed my mind#i just think like. i have next to no contact with him and i feel fucking fantastic. we talk like every couple months on the rare occurrence#he can text and then i answer in vague short sentences and ghost. and now that i finally have firm boundaries with him and havent engaged#with him sexually its like. i feel like basically all my ties are cut. and i feel like im ready to let go for the first time. like ive#always felt like i just wasnt ready but now i like i Am ready its just a matter of like. doing it. thats difficult. even though i know hell#accept it because hes matured. and like. idk. i think its fine like this#and idk i think its fine like this. being the absolute barest form of acquaintances. i cannot stress how little we interact and how little#affect he has on my life at this point outside of what happened in the past. like i am in a good place he is 99% cut off i just need to do#the last bit. but like also fuck. you know. its hard to kinda finish it off. and its also like ooh it would hurt his feelings but now i#fucking. dont care lol. after everything. with blue i realize every day just how much more respected i feel and less gross and shitty#even with being jamies friend which we never were because whenever i was single we were sexual. i just felt bad. i never wanted to fuck#either. and he would say he loved me and id be like hahaha yeahhhh and now that ive finally drawn that boundary and said he cant do that#anymore i feel so much lighter and i just feel so happy and safe with blue in a way ive never felt with jamie and its like. im almost there#i feel like i might be able to cut him off by the end of the year. and thats crazy to me. i just also have a lot of like shit to unpack#in general too also. with what he did. and i just have a lot. but i feel like im progressing
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