#fic: something to hold onto
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one of the fun things about writing a fic where some truly horrifically awful things happen to a character is then when they’re brought home and recovering i get to equivalently dig into the trauma and ‘the people who love you caring for you after devastating harm was done to you’ of it all. this is excellent for me.
#gav gab#writing liveblog#fic: something to hold onto#like spending 31k on just Suffering And Torture is like now i get to spend for example#a couple thousand words describing someone helping the pov character wash his hair because he can���t do it on his own#this is the law of equivalent exchange etc#me always on my hurt/comfort with equal emphasis and balance on both agenda
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Broken System
I love it when the System breaks and gets shut down permanently, but what if it left its marks on its main user? Shang Qinghua won't be able to get out of explaining this even if he really, really wanted to.
#svsss#shang qinghua#I may or may not have a fic idea with this premise#one I'm holding onto for later TM#I need to finish some of my other ideas first#but anyway the idea was that one eye turns into something like cracked glass#if you have ever seen a fried marble it's kinda like that#he can still see out of it fine it's just weird#the cracks extending over his skin will eventually heal but not the eye#also the hairstick was just randomly stuck in his hair as a 'do not eat me' marker#because wouldn't it be funny if he was in the demon realm when the system died on him and left him with this mess#let's give MBJ something to fuss over#mun art
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Trademark: Top-tier Bucktommy writer + generally Cool + getting Buck pregnant
Thank you + thank you + thank you!
#i really do keep meaning to write some actual mpreg fic but it keeps getting swept away by other ideas#like the alien invasion fic i'm dying to write#where tommy gets called to fly against them while the lafd is busy on the ground trying to save lives amid the chaos#and they get word that the entire ragtag squadron of which tommy was a part gets wiped out#buck is so devastated he just shuts down and works himself nearly to death trying to save people trying to make tommy's sacrifice worth it#in a week LA is in ruins and the 118 is barely holding on when they get word that another wave of alien ships is headed their way#they know this is it and just as the ships crest the horizon -- there's one ship that suddenly breaks formation and turns on the others#completely stunned the 118 watches as the ship guns down half of the others then leads the rest on a wild chase#and then eddie shouts 'those are american military flight maneuvers! whoever's flying that thing is on our side!'#buck thinks about the first time he visited the harbor station and he'd jokingly asked everyone for dirt on tommy#and tommy's teammate nico was like 'i don't know about dirt but i can tell you right now: that guy can fly literally anything'#buck watches this one ship attempt the impossible while bobby's on the radio telling anyone who might be listening#that one of their own has commandeered an enemy ship and is holding off the next wave and needs immediate support#eventually the ship lands clumsily on a crumbling rooftop and buck runs up a hundred flights of stairs and bursts onto the roof#just in time to see tommy come stumbling out of the ship -- obviously having been through it and like missing an eye or something#and when tommy sees buck his face just crumbles and buck's already sobbing as they limp-run at each other#crashing together crying and laughing and buck slides to the ground clutching tommy while the rest of the 118 pile onto the roof#and they watch a squadron of f-15s descend from the clouds to take out the straggler ships and it feels like the tide is turning#yeah it's basically independence day but with 2000% more angst
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Misc post canon stuff hai again
#my art#trigun#trimax#razlo the trip of death#livio the double fang#vash the stampede#first one inspired byy something to hold onto on ao3. fic ever if you will#razlo picking up chess as a hobby is so nice big fan of that basically canon to me
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i’m plotting out how the egghead arc is gonna go in my emotionless sanji au, and that + recent manga chapters have got me thinking about sanji and kuma potentially being parallels (or foils? idfk)
sanji, who is slowly having his emotions stripped away from him, for no reason other than the fact that terrible things were done to him before birth by an uncaring father.
and then there’s kuma. everything kuma did, every act of kindness disguised as cruelty, every choice he made—it was all for a hope in a better future, for a liberation he would not get to see. for a child he loved and was loved by.
both of them, meant to be weapons. neither of them wanted to be.
but at the end of the day, kuma is a father who sacrificed his humanity to save his daughter.
and sanji…well, sanji is a son whose humanity was sacrificed to serve his father.
do you see it. do you see my vision.
#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#kuma#bartholomew kuma#egghead arc#one piece manga spoilers#one piece 1104#i can’t tell if i’m onto something or if i’m just going insane#fuck it we ball im putting it in the fic anyway#kuma fighting for his humanity to save bonney from saturn in one last act of love...#maybe i should wait to see how the next few chapters of egghead play out hhhhh#emotionless sanji au#mine#my writing#hold your fire by the throat
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Ayo can you recommend some jetko fics?
yipeee !!! oh anon CAN I ... please allow me to organize them for you as well ...
Post-Renaissance:
Empty vessels. by outpastthemoat
It’s just that he wanted Li to come with him and he didn’t; Li hadn’t wanted anything to do with Jet. And he really shouldn’t, Jet’s nothing but bad luck to anyone. But Jet can’t let it go.
Let the City Pull You Under by MadSeason (naive_wanderer)
[He’ll wonder all that, later; but in this moment he kisses a boy who thinks he’s something other than he is, and clings to the bolt of revelation that strikes him in the dark: maybe nothing in life matters except grabbing onto whatever brief moments you have to feel good.] Before joining the Avatar, before choosing his path on the crossroads of destiny, and before he finds a poster for a missing bison, Crown Prince Zuko of the Fire Nation has a teenage affair in Ba Sing Se.
love never wanted me anyway by tiffaniesblews
“Do you really not know how to take a compliment?” Jet questions, turning so that he is leaning on his shoulder, raising an eyebrow over at Zuko. Zuko just shrugs, unsure of how to answer. “Come on, Lee, you’re a handsome guy,” Jet states, giving Zuko a playful shove in the arm. “You have to see that, right?” OR: Jet gives Zuko a compliment that Zuko is unsure of how to answer.
The Classics:
Something to Hold Onto by Wildgoosery
Since the day the walls of Ba Sing Se fell, the Freedom Fighters have struggled to protect what remains of the city and its people. Jet and his second command, a mysterious boy named Li, have spent the summer piecing together an army, hoping for a chance to take the city back for good. But Li is also Zuko, and the time for that secret is quickly running out. Soon, he'll have to decide exactly who he is, what cause he's going to fight for, and where his heart lies.
Something New by Anonymous
Zuko is sick and tired of living in Ba Sing Se. Jet is too. But he wants to make it better anyway.
The Bathhouse of the Four Beauties by jin_fenghuang
Set in Ba Sing Se. Li and the Freedom Fighters are visiting a bathhouse. Can be considered vaguely in the 'The Walls of Ba Sing Se' timeline, but is a stand-alone story.
#jin_fenhuang also known for work as People In The Mirror beta and user who translated half of#that jetko doujin 🫡 their service is appreciated...#fun fact I read half of Something To Hold Onto when I was a kid but then stopped when it made me sad#<- hey doesnt that freak you out. that thats a childhood novel to me basically. I think this is funny.#atla#jetko#allgremlinasks#fic recs
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silver 😑 with his one(1) facial expression + the two most expressive people on this earth that he hangs out with every day
and kalisil :3
#twst#kalim al asim#silver twst#sebek zigvolt#kalisil#twisted wonderland#cereal tries to draw#hehehhehehe#i was writing my fic earlier and then i went to watch silvers dorm vignette for ref#and then i just had son boys on the brain#i love silvers bonds with the other diasomnia characters AND ALSO KALIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!#HIS GOOD BUDDY KALIM WHO IS SO DIFFERENT FROM HIM AND YET. HEART OF GOLD SOLIDARITY#i love them so much. kalim and silver are always so sweet to each other#and sebeks a little freak always i love him every time hes on screen kfdbhkjfdsjfkdlsjf#he was so sweet to silver tho in that story waaaahh WAHHHHH#boys who grow up together and know each other so well ;;;A;;;#also that bottom kalisil fanart is loosely also based on me remembering like. this one pixiv fanart comic from years ago#that i dont fully remember bc i didnt have my phone translator app at the time and i dont speak japanese but#i think it was about kalim losing his phone in the well and trying to get it back bc it had photos of friends on it ?#silver is there and jamil + azul are like. hanging out or something idr theyre there too lol#and theres just a part of it where kalim excitedly jumps on silver i think when he gets his phone back or something#it's just super cute the way he clings onto him and silvers just like yep ok im holding u now. lololol i was always so starved for fanart#pre engtwst so i'd remember older things really well cuz i'd revisit them a lot. i need to go find it again 🚶
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if you're writing a charles fic, it must have some aspect of boyking. he must lean a little on the childgod side. he has to be revered a little bit, adored even. if people aren't talking about him like they wouldn't wash his feet and adorn it with perfume like mary magdalene washed and adorned jesus' feet, you're doing it wrong.
#LOOK AT HIM#nearly every image of charles has some aspect of religious imagery to it#that one image of the spanish gp 2021 where he has his hands in front of him and he's looking up at the sky.... madonna in prayer#fuckin look at the entire country of italy. do i even have to say anything?#look at the way ferrari loves him. the way they hold him. press kisses onto his helmet. comfort him. reassure him.#look at vanzini naming him 'il predestinato' all the way back in 2012!! maranello's sun/son!!!!#everyone's always like 'oh stockholm syndrome! stockholm syndrome!' babe he's never leaving them.#he's choosing this!!! he loves this!!!! he's in this scuderia ferrari shit for life like the rest of us!!!!#but he returns it all!!!#look at him saying 'if ferrari is a cage then i would like to be kept in that cage my whole life'!!!#'why stay with ferrari?' / "i have always been a tifosi. i have always loved her. that is reason enough.'#even the most recent contract renewal where he said and i quote:#now my own dream remains. a dream that writes itself in red. tifosi the dream continues.#and like red?? like blood? like the blood that dripped down jesus' temples when they place the crown of thorns on his head?#red like the suit? like the car? like the boyking they have made you out to be? the childgod you have become?#when he won in monza i think it was too late for us. i think it rewrote something in us. i think he ascended that day.#the closest the narrative has come to consuming him. when he wins again in monza (and he will win in monza again) it will change us again#i have to stop before it gets me too. who said all that? i need to go lay down.#charles leclerc#cl16#scuderia ferrari#f1#introspective.txt#and obviously you can write you fics however the hell you want. this is just how i like mine.
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There are 3 certainties in life: death, taxes and the fact that me, @clotpolesonly and @lizpaige will read and comment on your decladam fics
#I just read chapter 1 of hold onto the ghost of my body by hondayotas#(who I have just discovered and am very excited to read more)#and I scrolled eagerly to leave a comment and well well well#who has left comments before me??#who do you think#made me smile#bc after commenting I was immediately gonna send the fic to jess#also was giving#why is it when something happens it is always you three?#declan lynch#adam parrish#decladam#trc#the raven cycle
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not to be wildly out of character and everything but i've potentially almost finished a first draft of chapter 5 woooo
#me writing this finally? more likely than youd think#trying to get over my perfectionism#its shorter than i wouldve liked for taking so long but its something!!#my gf (fiancee now omg!!) is starting bar prep so now i have time lmao#hoping to finish it this week :) maybe get a good start on chapter 6 too#fic: help me hold onto you#m talks
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summarizing the torture fic to a buddy like-
#gav gab#honestly this could be said about like. at least half my fics. this is just the genre i camp out in#writing liveblog#fic: something to hold onto
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most actually underrated LN friendship
#little nightmares#secrets of the maw#little nightmares 2#childish anger#is the name of the fic that the first one is based on#crewmates au#the second one!#something something 'this could've been me' or whatever#I've been holding onto the drafts for these forever but they're out of the vault now!!!!#they don't take place in the same timeline but I feel like they go together#ln flicker#ln mono#digital art#keiArt
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"Hey Chexie why is everyone drawing McQueen and McKing making out"
It's me it's my fault. Please Read it and leave me hate comments. I need it for my collage.
#darkside detective#the darkside detective#McMonarchy#Chexie Fact!#The McMonarchy ship name was something I joked about literally two weeks after I first played Darkside#I've been holding onto it ever since and now there's more than four people in the fandom. So. Y'know#I literally just wrote this so I could throw my cool ship name out there before someone else could coin something dumber#It's blown up in my face in the best way possible#Maybe I'll make a serious McMonarchy fic one day. This is a threat.
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I started reading this like 4 days ago, time has blurred together. I have not slept over 5 and a half hours of sleep in that time, I had to get up at 6 for something and was going 'just one more chapter' several times until it was 2am. The only thing that I can think about is LIAB, I am quickly losing my sanity to Zukka and the prison camp. I came here for a fun time, a good time and the sheer amount of angst that I had heard this had. And, I was certainly not lied to.
I am the type of person to read hard core angst. Impaling, torture , doesn't even phase me anymore (bit concerning but ignore that), I have taken to the blank word document to get that sinking, queasy feeling when the angst gets really hard core. First few chapters of this had me captivated and then Zuko came into it, *Chefs kiss*
I can't read long fics because I don't have the attention span, but for this I make an exception, also if you read it all in like 4 days the attention span doesn't have time to run out! I am on the 3 part, chapter 2 and I actively plan to binge read it tonight. Do I have school in the morning? Yes. Am I still going to stay up until 1 in the morning reading this and make up for my lack of sleep with caffeine? Also yes.
I really hope that Jet dies in this, I hope that he has a really anti-climatic death as well, like he falls off a slightly too high ledge. NO ONE and I mean NO ONE gets to separate MY GAYS LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE JUST HAD TO TELL FONG THAT ZUKO WAS AT THE BLOODY CAMP!
and the Forest Lesbians, may they live forever in the local folk lore about two witches that lived the forest and used the power of being gay to cure people.
thank you for writing this, it has really made me happy reading this even though my favourite gays are getting traumatised (more traumatised than usual for Zuko). I have only been reading this, my friends are concerned about me since I don't think I have willingly left the house in... *looks down at fingers, realises I don't have enough fingers to count this* umm... too long!
*holds your hands* how are you doing friend??
your ask had me both nervous and excited haha & the greatest thing about responding to this a few days late is that you’ve probably finished it by now haha. I feel sorry for your sleep schedule but I also don’t feel bad haha <3
I’m glad LIAB met your expectations in the angst, it’s probably one of the more angsty/ darker zukka fics & it’s probably going to get worse lol. (Not for zukka specifically, everyone gets to join this time) But you’ll see… if I can hold your attention until the end haha.
as for your Jet thoughts I’m sure you found out what happened to him by now ;) <3
thanks for this amazing ask seriously you’re great & you deserve to get yourself a treat for taking the time to send me this haha YOURE AWESOMEEEEEE
#I always get nervous when I get long asks#I think I have negative comment PTSD or something haha#I’ll get an ao3 comment or tumblr ask and I get all nervous like OH NO THEYRE GOING TO CRITICIZE MEEEEEEEE#& then it’s really nice and I feel SILLY#anyway yeahhhh I’m sure LIAB is one of the more darker zukka fics lol#I say that casually but also warn the shit out of people in the tags#I don’t want anyone to ever get triggered#Because I do think people sometimes don’t take tags seriously#But I’m glad you liked it so much you got all the way to the third book#You’re seriously amazing for reading all thay#I wrote all of it and I don’t even wanna read it all haha#I had to go searching for something the other day and I had to like suit up to dive into all that and find my fact#I’m very serious about connecting facts haha#I may have foreshadowed something in chapter 2 book 1 that I’m holding onto for chapter 20 book 3 haha#I’m crazy sorry haha#Anywayyyy I’m curious if you did catch up#I’ve got another 20k chapter almost done lol#Well anyway THANKS FOR THE ASKKKK#LIAB#RIA#ITF#ask
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Diasomnia and Scarabia rotate in my brain like a hot pocket in a microwave
#why must I have only good fic ideas for those two dorms#I mean that's not true I recently wrote something cool for Leona but I'm holding onto it for now until further notice lol
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i feel like the radioapple shippers got lost in the sauce
#rave ramblees#like uhm. idk how to put it but#when I first saw the ship I was like 'wait this is good???? hold on these people are onto something'#and the art and fics were all really cool and in character#and now whatever I stumble upon#I just think 'who ARE these guys cause this ain't alastor OR lucifer'#they wouldn't say that#they wouldn't do that#what have you DONE 😩😩😩#you took a perfect enemies to begrudgingly tolerating enemies with perfect banter and slandering opportunities#and turned it into..... they're just nice happy people who are in love and they love cuddling and lightly teasing each other#they're both BASTARDS and you've lost the goal 😩#that being said. we can all do what we want forever#I just miss the first month of radioapple being a thing#why did we make it into a healthy relationship
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