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daisy & birdie take miami - jack hughes | andrei svechnikov
series: we don't have no time to waste & starting at the end
word count: 1,345
note: this is such self-indulgent world building that idec that iâm shadowbanned and it wonât show up in the tags. i haven't finished birdie & svech's fic yet.
i made some insta edits at the bottom too :)
Daisy didnât skip class very oftenâher degree was important to her and the effort sheâd put in to get transferred to Columbia could not be wasted.
However.
She made exceptions for the All-Star Break because there werenât many other times during the year where Jack was actually able to relax. Not that the All-Star Weekend resulted in much relaxing at all with a tight schedule and handlers making sure they stuck to it.
Daisy, thoughâDaisy got to enjoy herself.
She was enjoying the free alcohol that had been set up in a sectioned off area at the Resort for the playersâ guests who hadnât ventured out into Fort Lauderdale by themselves. Daisy had thought about taking herself around, but she was no stranger to Florida and it was easier to just drink where it was free. There was also the fact that she was only a quick walk away from the hotel room if she got antsy about the unfinished assignment waiting for.
It wasnât even a big deal to be sitting by herself, alternating between scrolling through her phone and taking off-angle, long distance shots of the little rink or interview tables that had been set up.
âCan I sit here?â
Daisy lifted her head, already readily agreeing, and was a little shocked when she half-recognised the person standing in front of her.
It took a few moments for Daisy to realise that it was Birdie Jonesâan Instagram model she followed, known for her bright, colour-blocked outfits with matching vibrant makeup. She looked completely different in jeans and a tank top.
Birdie relaxed into the free chair beside Daisy, immediately stretching out and craning her neck to see everybody in the area.
âSomeone got married last year,â she said when she was looking back at Daisy. âI want someone else to do something insane this year.â
âI was the one who got married,â Daisy said, a shocked smile on her face. Nobody but Jack had brought it up and she fully expected it to just be something that had happened that wasnât interesting enough for anyone to remember.
âIt was you?â Birdie asked, her voice increasing in pitch considerably and she sat up straighter. âYouâre my hero.â
âWeâre not really married.â
âOh, well, that doesnât matter. Someone had to; it was Vegas.â
âThatâs what we thought!â Daisy said, slapping Birdieâs arm in excitement. âSome people didnât find it very funny, but weâre young and dumb so I think we got a free pass.â
âWhich oneâs your husband?â Birdie asked, gesturing to the hockey players.
Daisy pointed to Jack in the crowd of players, staff and media, leaning in so she could make sure Birdie knew where she was pointing, âJack, from the Devils.â
âOh, nice, Iâm with Andrei from the Hurricanes.â
âI know,â Daisy admitted. âI really like your Insta.â
âOh my god! Thank you, thatâs great and really nice of you, but, like, I have an idea and I need a friend who will be in the post with me. I wasnât expecting to meet anyone, so weâll need to do a quick run to some stores but I have an idea.â
âMe? In one of your posts? I would be honoured butââ
âNo buts! Whatever youâre about to say and put yourself down is not true and I wouldnât have asked if I wasnât serious.â
Daisy stood up before Birdie did, the excitement of their afternoon already getting to her.
She hesitated only briefly before shooting Jack a text to let him know she was heading out, she knew that his phone hadnât left his hand all day even as he sat in front of the media and that he was incapable of letting a notification go unchecked. That was a him problem, though, and part of her hoped that his reaction to seeing a text from her would be caught on camera.
Birdie had gone into the weekend with the intention of taking break from work. A lot of people would, and did, argue that taking photos and posting them to Instagram or making videos and posting them to TikTok didnât constitute work but Birdieâs 3 Million Instagram followers had not appeared overnight.
There was one idea she wanted to do, though, far less formal and intensive than normal but otherwise much the sameâDaisy was the final piece to that puzzle.
Birdie dragged Daisy through Fort Lauderdale, in and out of stores trying to find the perfect baby blue outfit to match the baby pink one sheâd brought for herself.
âHow did you and SvechâAndreiâmeet?â Daisy asked as she pulled a face at a skirt Birdie was holding up. âDoes it have to be a skirt?â
âCourse not, we can find you something else.â Birdie hung the skirt back up and searched for the next baby blue item. âI met Drei through a friend of mine meeting a guy on the team. How did you meet Jack?â
âHigh school sweethearts; weâve been together since junior year.â
Birdieâs smile was real, the sweetness of it all hitting her right in the heart. It was made all the sweeter by the lovestruck look on Daisyâs face. She hoped her own face looked like that when she spoke about Andrei.
They didnât find anything that they both loved enough to make it onto Birdieâs feed, and wandered in and out of a few more storesâincluding a pit stop to get some mojitos because it was happy hour at the bar they passed.
âDo you know who Andrei is just from my Insta? Or are you into hockey?â Birdie asked, having clocked a few things Daisy said throughout the day as the latter but not being a hundred percent certain.
âIâm a Red Wings fan, born and raised. I was into hockey long before Jack came aroundâbut the school I went to had quite a few of the US Development Team kids so I think I was doomed to love this stupid sport. Are you into it?â
Birdie laughed. âI love the Canes as, like, a little family, and thatâs about it.â
Daisy agreed, at least, that it must be pretty bizarre to get thrown into the world of hockey if it wasnât something you were interested in.
After a couple of mimosas, and a few texts from Andrei that moved from him being lonely in the hotel room to being less lonely at the hotel bar, the girls found the store that worked for them. The perfect colour caught Birdieâs eye as soon as she walked through the door, and she held up a pair of blue pantsâthat had a matching blazerâto Daisy who instantly agreed that it was perfect.
âThis is so wild; Iâm going to be in a Birdie Jones post. I know that youâre human, and I went through this exact thing with Elena Rubio where I like met her and was so uncool about it and now she comments on my Insta posts and itâs normal.â
Birdie snorted, loudly, âYou did not just compare me to Elena Rubio.â
âI mean, like, youâre both famous or whatever and Iâm a nobody college kid.â
âIâm not âfamous or whateverâ,â Birdie said as she rolled her eyes. Daisy protested.
They were back in the hotel lobby when Birdie said, âWeâll probably have to take the photo in the morning, I need Drei to take it but heâs out having fun somewhere.â
âNo way! Like, I thought he was taking some of your photos but heâs like a full Instagram Boyfriend?â
âHeâs pretty good, isnât he?â
âJackâs useless. Iâm going to steal Svech for a little bit. Just a day or two, build up a backlog.â
âWe should hang out in the summer or somethingâyou donât need Drei, you need me.â
There was some squealing, and some earnt glares from the older men in the lobby, before Birdie was catching Daisy who flew at her with an unexpected and excited hug. It was easy to be swept up in the excitement.
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"Welcome back, it's been a while."
After a long time has passed, how might the Obey Me! demons welcome you home with a hug?
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Lucifer tries to approach you in a calm and collected manner, but that facade easily crumbles as he gets closer. His pace quickens and his expression melts into an inscrutable blend of emotion. The man is fighting to stay composed.
He pulls you towards him, unwilling to wait a moment longer to have you in his arms. His gloved hands wrap around your back and waist with a secure grip. Your toes brush the ground as his hug lifts you to eye level, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "Welcome back, I've missed you."
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Mammon sprints up with the goofiest grin imaginable plastered on his face. He catches himself at the last moment though, grinding to a halt as a blush creeps over his ears. He wants to be cool. "You sure are a piece a work to keep The Great Mammon waiting."
His arrogant act is betrayed by the many glances in your direction. By the way he's clenching his fist so hard his knuckles are white, and by the way he immediately crumbles into your open arms the second you reach out. He throws his arms around your shoulders and digs his face into your neck. He grips the back of your top a little too hard, as if you might leave again any moment.
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Leviathan sheds his insecurities and doubts, all negative emotions, just to be able to bask in your presence again. It's a moment he's looked forward to for weeks. He puts trust into the belief that you've also been looking forward to seeing him.
He wraps his arms and legs around you, unconsciously aiming to get as much skin contact as possible. "I've really missed you, you know!?" he half-shouts before burying his face in your shoulder. You fight to stay standing upright. Every little movement, every minor adjustment in posture you make causes Leviathan to snuggle closer until you can't tell where your limbs end and his begin.
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Satan can't control all of the overwhelming emotions that hit him at once. He grabs hold of your hand, and with a palm on your back he pulls you close until your entire weight leans against him. At your touch, all he can do is smile.
"Glad to see you again." The two of you sway back and forth, turning your hug into a psuedo-Waltz. When you look into his eyes, Satan gives your hand a kiss and presses your intertwined fingers against his face.
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Asmodeus laughs as he barrels into you. "Did you miss me? Of course you did!"
You stumble back several steps yet he catches you before you fall, latching onto your side like a matching puzzle piece. He rubs his cheek over your head, pausing every few seconds to give you a kiss as his free hand enthusiastically traces its way up your back.
Asmodeus is the most reluctant to let go. Making a mess of your hair and clothes only gives him a calculated opportunity to touch you more as he tidies up your appearance. His caress lingers over your collarbone and around your ear. His fingers brush against your mouth, which he then brings to his own lips.
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Beelzebub falls to his knees, relieved to see you return safe and sound and glad to be by your side once more. His arms curl around your hips. He noses his face into your chest and looks up with a content smile as he greets you, "welcome back."
You lean over to return the hug, running your hands through his hair. You don't expect Beelzebub to stand, picking you up in the process. You steady yourself on his shoulders as he rises, his violet eyes not wavering from you for a second, tempting him to steal a kiss.
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Belphegor wraps his arms around your shoulders and practically falls on you. He doesn't seem concerned that you're sinking to the ground. In fact, he's so preoccupied with cuddling up to you that there's no way to avoid sitting on the ground with this demon on top of you.
He curls his body around your legs. You feel his warm breath on your neck as he slowly exhales, "welcome back." He's awake, but nothing will stop him from pretending to be asleep as his grip strength loosens and his face trails down your body.
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Diavolo laughs amicably as you approach. He wants you to come to him, and is so thrilled to have you back. He bends down to latch his arms under yours and swings you around, sweeping you off your feet as you twirl two, three times, then slow to a stop.
"How have you been?" In due time he wants to know everything, and hear all the stories of your time away in detail. For now, he's got you locked in a bear hug. You feel his lips brush over your hair as he lightly swings you back and forth.
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Barbatos' hug is the most restrained. It's simple and polite. At first he was content to just greet you with a gentle handshake and loving gaze. Though, when you request a hug, there is no way he can say no.
He extends his arms around your back, gives you two soft pats, and hesitates for just a moment before letting you go.
At night that evening as you prepare for bed, you find a note in your pocket that Barbatos must have cunningly slipped in without anyone noticing. It's a detailed letter with everything he didn't get to tell you in person.
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(DCxDP) The obligations of a rogue versus those of a parent (Pt. 4)
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Tw: descriptions of body horror, Dr. Crane has PTSD and Does Not Realize, Crane has an actual panic attack and just doesnât care, the Riddler makes one (1) sex joke about Batman
Will be crossposted to AO3 eventually
(Pt. 1 here) (Prev here) - (Pt. 5 here)
(Masterlist here)
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Dr. Jonathan Crane is in his lab, the acrid scent of chemicals filling the air, and his hands are shaking.
Dannyâs health, for the first week that he had him, had been steadily improving at an extremely quick rate. However, his healing had begun to stagnate. Danny said that it was because his body had run out of ectoplasm, and that while there was a lot of ambient ectoplasm in Gotham, he needed a stronger type in order to heal.
And so, that led Dr. Crane here.
He had stolen the research notes from the Penguin years ago regarding his experimentation on him.
(He quite vividly remembers the sound of bone creaking and groaning as it twisted, lengthened. The squelching of shifting tendons and muscles, the strange fabric-like tightening of skin. The feeling of going from man to monster, of losing all claim to his humanity.)
Danny had called him Liminal, part ghost. He had said that he was transformed by, among other things, a kind of synthetic ectoplasm.
Danny needed ectoplasm.
Crane had the research notes. He had every ingredient necessary. And yet, attempt after attempt failed.
The chemical smell burns his nose. His hands tremble.
Dr. Crane is not afraid.
He doesnât feel fear anymore. Heâs tried to, many, many times, but nothing has worked. And yet, his hands are shaking still.
(The horrifying sensation of vertebrae pop-pop-popping along his spine, growing and lengthening. The unbearable itching beneath his skin as toxin glands begin to form. The feeling of his teeth sharpening and elongating, of his skull growing, of his vision changing and brightening. The awful stench of chemicals. The awful stench of ectoplasm.)
Jonathan takes careful note of his shaking hands, his blurring vision, his accelerated heart-rate and shallow breathing.
(Human hands. Human vision. Human heart and lungs and organs.)
He takes note of them, but he does not let that distract him from the task at hand. Danny is not a chemist, but Jonathan is.
The boy knows enough about chemistry in theory, but he wonât go anywhere near Craneâs equipment. He seems to have some sort of intense fear of laboratory settings, probably developed during his stay with the GiW, and Crane is willing to respect that, if only because he cannot afford to lose him.
As such, Crane is the only one qualified to do this. And, unfortunately, if he isnât successful the boy may very well die.
He heats the chemicals to precisely the right temperatures, adding each one to its correct container.
Dr. Crane thinks of the Scarebeast, that creature born of cruelty and greed and a sense of superiority. That creature which he tries to ignore is a part of him, that can never be removed. A damage which cannot be undone.
He pours the contents of a small beaker into a larger flask, watching the liquids swirl together. The stench in the air is becoming closer and closer to the one burned into his memory.
Craneâs whole body is wracked with unpleasant sensations. Itâs truly unfortunate, he thinks, that despite his mindâs lack of fear, his body still reacts so harshly.
Jonathanâs eyes wander, eventually settling on a purple and green card sitting innocently on the corner of the table.
Right.
Even if they wiped out the GiW tomorrow, and even if Danny could survive without ectoplasm, he would still be in danger.
Crane has to get him back to good health. Itâs the only way he can be sure that the boy can defend himself properly.
The solution in the flask begins to foam, and Jonathan does not hesitate as he adds the final ingredient. He pours the mixture into a new container, capping it and placing it into a freezer set to -40 degrees.
Hopefully this time he got the timing right.
Jonathan tries to relax, the ventilation in the room slowly but surely clearing the familiar smell from the air.
He thinks of the letter.
Surely, he thinks, that man can come up with some better material for his jokes. Or, at least something new.
Same old threats, same old attempted poisoning.
Aiming his threats at Danny, though, that was new. New and utterly unacceptable.
Scarecrow did what he had to.
He doubted that his solution would last forever, of course, as with that man it never did. As such, he would prepare both himself and Danny for the inevitable moment that his choices came back to bite them.
However, for the moment, they were safe. Danny could rest and recover, and Jonathan could figure out a plan to minimize possible damages.
Jonathan is no longer shaking.
Heâs exhausted. This is his fifth attempt today, and each one leaves an unfortunate strain on his mind and body.
With a sigh, he settles himself into his seat at a nearby desk, opening up his computer and logging his most recent attempt. He still has to wait for it to chill to know if it was successful, but he can always update the logs later.
Once heâs done, he stretches, joints popping loudly as he walks to the freezer.
When he sees the results of his tireless work, the ghost of a smile flits across his face.
Success.
Jonathan picks up the jug of ectoplasm and leaves the lab, which is in all actuality the basement of the new apartment that he moved himself and Danny into after receiving the note. The scrappy old woman who was his landlord had told him that as long as he paid her five hundred dollars up front, she would let him set up in the basement without any questions or cop calls.
And so, the most expensive apartment in the Narrows was his.
At least, he thought, the distance between the basement and the apartment was short enough that Danny didnât have to sit in while he was doing his labwork.
Jonathan knew that he didnât exactly have a strong grasp on the concept of âlab safety,â proven by his built-up immunity to almost every toxic chemical heâd ever encountered, and he doubted that Danny should be around such an environment.
He was back to the apartment quickly, not bothering to hide the self-satisfied smile on his face. Danny is sitting in his armchair, trying to read one of his books. Danny looks up, ready to greet him, when he sees the jug in his hands and pauses.
âIs that..?â
âSynthetic ectoplasm,â Jonathan says proudly, âI found the Penguinâs research notes and decided to recreate it, since you said that you needed it to heal properly. Iâm not sure if itâll work the same as what you usually have, but I hope itâs helpful all the same.â
Danny is standing, now, and looking at Jonathan with a strange look in his eyes. He looks, Jon thinks, like heâs about to cry.
Then Danny is rushing forward and wrapping his arms around Jonathan, his scrawny form shaking.
Jonathan is, for a moment, horrified. Did he do something wrong somehow? Why is this child, whoâs so afraid of touch, hugging him?
And then he hears Dannyâs voice, and he knows that it was all worth it.
âThank you,â heâs mumbling, over and over, âthank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much.â
âOf course,â Jonathan says softly, because what else can he say?
The boy cries in his arms for a while, and Jonathan briefly wonders what his life must have been like before, if a person like him can be seen as a comforting figure.
Then, Danny pours himself a small glass of the synthetic ectoplasm, putting the rest into the small fridge which had come with the apartment, and he settles back down, sitting in the armchair once again.
Jonathan sits opposite of him, and they chat with one another as Danny drinks.
Danny talks to him about the stars and tells him about different spaceships, and Jonathan makes sure to pay attention and ask the boy questions.
He doesnât miss the way that Danny lights up every time he asks him something about his interests. Heâs so passionate, so smart, a trait that he seldom sees outside of his fellow rogues, and Jonathan wants to encourage that.
ItâsâŠnice. Peaceful, almost.
And then the front door flies open, because Jonathan isnât allowed to have nice things.
âJon,â a familiar voice rings out, âwhat the hell?!â
Danny is frozen in place, clearly terrified.
Jonathan heaves a sigh, turning to face the nuisance whoâs entered his apartment.
âEddie,â he drawls, âto what do I owe the pleasure?â
Edwardâs face is red with anger as he invades Jonathanâs apartment.
âOh, I donât know! Maybe itâs the fact that you sent a bunch of rogues a cryptic message and then dropped off the face of the earth for two weeks! I was worried, Jon!â
Jonathan hums in acknowledgement.
âI didnât think it was that cryptic,â he says, picking up a book in order to pointedly ignore the Riddler.
âOh, of course you didnât, you straw-stuffed hickory dickory dickhead. I swear, youâre alwaysââ he pauses, finally having noticed Danny sitting opposite of Jonathan, ââwho is this?â
âMy apprentice,â Jonathan replies, dreading the upcoming headache he was no doubt going to develop from Edwardâs company, âheâs helping me hunt down the GiW. His name is Danny.â
Edward gasps dramatically.
âYouâan apprentice?! And youâre letting him sit in the old man chair?! You donât even let me sit in the old man chair,â he wails, draping himself over the headrest of the couch with a flourish, âJonathan, I thought I knew you!â
âEdward,â Jonathan says, âget out of my apartment.â
âOh my goodness, this is incredible. Youâre becoming the bat!â
âI am not becoming the bat, Eddie, now get out.â
Edward has a shit-eating grin on his face as he waltzes over to Danny. Danny, who seemed terrified when he first appeared, is now looking at him with obvious amusement written all over his face.
âI mean, look at him! The hair, the eyes, the scrappy build. If you put him in one of those traffic light vigilante costumes, he could easily pass as a Robin!â
âIâm not doing this with you today, Eddie.â
âRiddle me this, Jon: I am a treasure hidden inside of a chest. You can break me, or steal me, or give me a rest. I can flutter, or pound, or attack, or drop, but if you donât have me, youâre certainly fucked. What am I?â
Jonathan pauses for a moment before he groans, dropping his head into his hands.
âEddie.â
Danny sits still, a confused look on his face as he repeats the riddle silently. Then, his face lights up in delight.
âA heart!â
âJon, I like this one,â Edward says with a smile, ruffling Dannyâs hair, âyou are correct! A heart, something that I wasnât aware that our dear Jonathan had!â
âEddie, stop.â
âNo, no,â Edward says, âI was worried about you, you deserve this. I mean, you even missed girls night! You never miss girls night!â
âGirls night?â Danny asks, absolutely delighted.
âOh, of course,â Edward says, sprawling over on the couch, dangerously close to just laying in Jonathanâs lap, âwe have it once a week. Iâm invited because of Selina and Jonâs invited because Harley likes him.â
âAnd what does girls night entail, exactly?â
âEddie,â Jonathan groans, âplease.â
âWell,â Edward hums, âwe usually paint our nails, or watch a movie, or gossip about the other rogues, and occasionally, we tell each other about any âencountersâ we have with Batman,â he says, raising his eyebrows up and down.
Dannyâs jaw drops.
âEdward, shut up,â Jonathan says, an irritated tone in his voice that wasnât there before.
âNo way,â Danny says, âI thought that Batman, like, hated you guys or something. You mean he actually..?â
âOh, the Bat is much like a bottle of liquor or a cheap cigarette, in that he was made to be passed around.â
Danny chokes on air.
âEdward Nygma,â Jonathan hisses, getting out of his seat and looming over the man, âget the hell out.â
Edward pales.
âLeaving, leaving!â Edward says, dashing away from Jonathan. He pauses, turning to flash Danny a quick smile.
âRemember Danny, Iâm your favorite uncle! Not any of the other rogues, me!â
With that, he leaves, the room falling completely silent.
And, as per usual, that silence does not last.
âYou full-named him?â Danny asks gleefully, âand it worked?â
Jonathan just sighs, sitting down on the couch and rubbing at his temples.
âPlease, donât take anything Eddie says seriously. Heâs a moron.â
âDr. Crane, please let me come to girls night with you,â Danny pleads, his eyes sparkling, âI promise I wonât embarrass you.â
Jonathan groans.
âOf course you wonât, Eddie will do it for you.â
âCome on, please?â
âI think weâre a bit busy with the GiW at the moment,â Jonathan snaps. He pauses as he notices the crestfallen expression on Dannyâs face.
This boy is going to be the death of him.
âPerhaps, though, when all that is taken care ofâŠâ
Danny cheers, grinning wildly, and Jonathan is not at all relieved to see him happy again. Certainly not.
The rest of the day is relatively normal.
Danny works on trying to get information from the GiW database while Crane refines his his fear toxin, both preparing for a raid on the GiW base they located in Gotham.
It was only a temporary base, nothing of note, but there was a chance of discovering more bases through it, and that wasnât something either of them were willing to give up.
Still, something like this would take time. Rushing would only lead to failure.
âŠ
Late in the night, long after Danny is fast asleep in his room, Jonathan pauses.
The GiW are not the only threat out there. They arenât the only threat to him or to Danny. Perhaps it could be helpful to reach out to someone with greater resources than himself.
He sends a quick message to Red Hood.
Hopefully, he thinks, everything will go smoothly.
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#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp fic#liminal scarecrow#Jonâs PTSD is triggered by the smell of ectoplasm because his life is a nightmare#HDJFNDNDNFKDJF#I am the master of emotional whiplash#rip Jon just trying to have some peace in this fucking house#never gonna happen king đ«Ą#oh also Eddie is not lying that bat can manwhore#and like half the rogues in Gotham know this from experience#and also most of the JL#and some of JL dark#btw Eddie and Jon are besties#theyâre both awful but they make it work#when Jon full-names Eddie that just means that if he doesnât stop whatever heâs doing heâs gonna get a dose of fear toxin#Eddie isnât intimidating enough to full-name anyone so if he gets mad he just bashes whoever in the head with his cane#Jon is the living embodiment of âme and my girl donât argue she bash me in the head with a rock and I walk it off like a manâ#also side note Iâm not doing any ships in this#because I donât want to#they are just Like That#if you wanna read it that way though itâs completely fine#also shoutout 2 that one scriddler fic on ao3 that helped inspire that riddle LMAO
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If the batkids had a podcast. Part. XV
Spoiler: Do you know there's fanfics about y'all.
Nightwing:
Nightwing: Yeah.
Redhood: There's fanfic about us?
Red Robin: You didn't know?
Redhood: What do you mea- No! Hold on- Do I look like someone who reads...
Red Robin: What are you doing?
Redhood: I'm getting my- Oh my god there is.
Laughs in the back.
Redhood: Holy shiâ What the fuck??
Spoiler: What (laugh) What do you think?
Nightwing: Share with the rest of the class.
Redhood: I don't thinkâ Wow okay. I don't think can read that out loud. (pause) Okay that's flattering.
Jason: And anatomically incorrect.
Red Robin: Ohâ (disgusted noises)
Jason: No, look at thisâ
Red Robin: I DON'T WANTâ (laughs) Back offâ
Nightwing: What you want to say to your fans?
Spoiler: That's a good oneâ What do you want to say to you fans?
Redhood: Therapy.
Nightwing: (cackles)
Redhood: Loâ Do these people know?â I'm a criminal.
Nightwing: I think that's the appeal for them pal.
Redhood: Godâ (laughs) Loads of therapy. Loads, and loads of therapy.
Spoiler: I don't think that's the loâ
Redhood: (chuckling) Don't you dare.
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Being Bold || S. Jarvis
Author: Sydney / @sydnikov
Pairing: Seth Jarvis / fem!Reader
Word Count: 7.4k
Summary: Seth has a crush on you. A bad one, and he makes it very obvious throughout the years heâs known you, though youâve still never taken him seriously because of his immaturity and energetic personality. Much to his chagrin, you keep denying himâuntil one night, scorned by thoughts of your most recent ex who never knew how to touch you right, you give in to Sethâs advances.
Warnings: 18+ smut, unprotected p in v (birth control usage), oral (f receiving), very slight age gap (reader is 2 years older), alcohol mention, alcoholic consumption, minor mention of violence including blood, cursing
A/N: Wow. This one is something (itâs just smut with a small bit of plot donât mind my dramatics). Hereâs the jarvy debauchery as promised âš until the next, thanks for the support as always!
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Youâve only seen Seth Jarvis as a kid.
Well, maybe âkidâ is too strong of a word to describe the immaturity gap. Youâre only two years older than him, but itâs just that how he acts gives you the impression of a boy.
Not a man, but a boy. And it drives Seth absolutely insane.
He first meets you the year he joins the Hurricanes because youâre friends with the social media director (he later finds out youâre close to Lottie, Jesperiâs girlfriend, as well). He remembers the night vividly, what you were wearing, how soft your hand felt against the calluses on his own. How you looked at him, amusement and softness in the smile you flashed him.
Seth was smitten. Still is, actually, because youâre around more than ever. He sees you everywhere. After games, and even just around Raleigh because you live in the area.
He tries asking you out. Numerous times, but much to his chagrin you always turn him down.
âWe just met, Seth.â A week after you first shake his hand.
âDonât you have a girlfriend?â Well, he did. But, in his defense, heâd just broken up with her after he moved.
âIâm too old for you.â That one hurt, because thatâs when he finds out youâre only two years older.
Seth is nothing if not persistent, though. He doesnât give up even after all the rejections. Heâs also pretty sure your reluctance is because you think heâs never touched a woman in his life.
Presumptuous, right? Andrei thinks so when Seth tells him after playing Call of Duty for several hours, but he recounts a conversation you had with Lottie (he still owes her and Jesperi a drink for that, actually) after Seth begged her to slide a good word in.
âYouâre not into the mustache?â Lottie had giggled, taking a sip of her martini.
You were drinking a whiskey sour, which he knows because he bought it for you but had Lottie say it was from her. Your face burned red, either because of the alcohol or the question, he doesnât know.
âNo, no,â You laughed. âI like mustaches. And a nice stubble. They feel good on the thighs.â
âSo whatâs the problem? Heâs in love with you, basically.â
âIsnât he, like, I donât know⊠Nineteen?â You had drawled, faking indifference while mixing around the olive in your drink with the little straw it came with.
âHeâs twenty-two, babe.â She smirked. âOnly two years younger.â
Lottie says she thinks youâre just wary of his immaturity. When he tries defending himself, Jesperi reminds him that he scored a goal the other night, pointed at you behind the glass where you sat with Lottie, and then proceeded to griddy.
Word on the street is that you werenât impressed.
Nonetheless, Seth canât change his personality for you, as much as he considers it. He thinks the sun rises and sets on you, but if you truly think youâre too good for him then he does have enough self respect to walk away and get over it.
But⊠He just doesnât think thatâs the case, here. You only seem reluctantâthatâs it.
âYou canât force her to sleep with you, Jarvy.â Andrei tells him, breaking him out of his thoughts.Â
âI know.â He groans, his chin falling into his hand. âWhat do I do, then?â And truly, heâs run out of ideas. Heâs played silly, nice, gentleman⊠What else is there left for him to do, other than give up?
Seth thinks of your radiant smile, then groans to himself because fuck. He really doesnât want to give up.
âGive her space?â Andrei suggests. âHave you tried, just⊠Going away?â He frowns for a moment, trying to think of the right words in English. âNot âgoing awayâââ
âSpace? You think she just needs space?â
âWell, not too much spaceââ
âSvechy you're a genius.â Seth interrupts, jumping out of his seat with renown vigor. âIâll buy you a drink for this, remind me!â And then heâs springing up from the couch, grabbing his keys and sprinting out the front door.
Andrei blinks. Once, twice, then shakes his head with a laugh. He feels like he should warn you, then promptly decides this is not something he wants to get in the middle of.
Seth takes his teammateâs advice to heart, and gives you the space he thinks you need to process his zealous pursuit of you. He can tell it catches you off guard because heâs stopped following you around like a lost puppy, along with all of the antics normally associated with his creative flirting.
In fact, itâs such a sudden change from what youâre used to that it freaks you out. Hurts a little bit, too, because did he just wake up one day disgusted by the thought of you?
You tell yourself youâre disturbed because you miss the attention. Itâs been a while since youâve had a guy foam at the mouth for you, after all, so now that itâs gone youâre just going through withdrawals.
Itâs more than that, though, and you wonât admit it to yourself but when you spy him chatting it up with other girls your stomach twists in a way that you know screams trouble.
Maybe itâs because you just ended things with your latest boyfriend - a bore of a man who couldnât make time for you outside of his work - and the vulnerability of being alone yet again is getting to you.
Is Seth really so bad? You think about him sometimes, when youâre alone in your apartment or even right in front of him. Youâve always had a soft spot for him, sure, but nothing more than friendly affection.
Youâre questioning this now, when his attention is no longer being directed at you, because you distinctly remember him getting into a fight with some other player on the ice, and thatâs the first time you remember thinking man and not boy.
The team it was against escapes you, but you remember someone getting in Sebastianâs space with a raised arm, and then Seth came flying in with a fist to the opposing playerâs face and a lot of colorful words. Your jaw had dropped as the referees tore them apart, his hair dripping with sweat and a cut welling with blood dripping down his forehead.
The moment forces you to think that maybe altogether, his energetic personality, a smile that never leaves his face, and the unwavering loyalty for his friends combined isnât such a bad thing after all. The revelation leaves you shaking and feeling quite awkward when heâs around, or even just being brought up.
âDo you miss Scott?â Lottie asks you one day when youâre out for lunch at Perryâs - a steakhouse near her apartment in North Hills - referring to your aforementioned ex-boyfriend. Even his name is boring.
You laugh a little, unable to not roll your eyes though your ire isnât directed at her. âNo. I knew it wasnât going to last when I got into it, anyways.â
âItâs been about two weeks since you broke up with him.â She says, a statement rather than a question. The look on her face tells you sheâs trying to go somewhere with this. âHas anyone caught your eye lately? Youâre too pretty to be single, you know.â
Itâs obvious that Lottie is trying to ask if youâve reconsidered Seth at all. Itâs been the talk of your whole friend group, including the guys, that heâs suddenly stopped in his bold pursuit of you, though none of them think itâs because heâs lost interest.
âI donât know.â You whine, begrudgingly stabbing a piece of potato with your fork. âI mean, heâs⊠Seth.â
âSeth, who has spent his entire time on the Hurricanes trying to win you over?â She says with a raised brow. âJust because heâs had his fun doesnât mean heâs a bad guy.â
You donât have a response to that, so instead you just nod. She is right, as much as you hate to admit it. Seth is a successful professional hockey player in his prime, of course heâs been with his fair share of women and will continue to do so as long as heâs single.
If that was your case youâd certainly be having fun, too.
âIf his casualness towards dating really bothers you, you should just talk to him.â Lottie says after a moment. âHeâs dying for you to speak to him, I swear it.â
You concede. âIâll talk to him the next time I see him.â
Fortunately for you, that ânext timeâ doesnât happen for quite a few more weeks, and when you do finally run into him again itâs when youâre slightly tipsy, drinking at a bar near to PNC Arena after the boys have won a game.
You donât even take note of his presence at first, in the middle of gossiping with some of your friends who just so happen to know the players.
The gossip? Your ex-boyfriend, Scott, and his inability to make you come.
âI mean, he wasnât bad or anything.â You say. âHe had all the knowledge and stuff, just, like, couldnât do anything. Yâknow?â Youâre slurring your words a little bit, but everyone around you nods like youâre making some big, important speech.
âSo did you have to fake it?â Someone asks. You canât even remember how Scott was brought up in the first place.
You giggle; you canât help it. âOh my god, yes, sometimes it was so bad I had to say I was cramping just to get him to stop trying.â That sends everyone into boisterous laughter, and in your slight drunkenness you canât help but join in.
The song changes then, and it must be one everyone knows because it scatters you and the rest of the girls into smaller groups, some running to the dance floor while others wander back to the bar. You stay seated, however, content to watch as you sip your drink.
âWhiskey sour?â Thatâs when Seth makes his presence known. His voice murmured in your ear catches you off guard, and you jump a little as you turn to face him. âSeth.â You greet, not unkindly. âYeah, but itâs only my second.â
Just as soon as he appeared, heâs jumping back up from his seat next to you. âIâll get you a third.â You donât have time to protest as he disappears, and your affection for this rambunctious man only continues to grow as he bounds back moments later, sliding you your drink with a smug grin.
âThank you.â You smile, a little shy, a little bashful, as you take your first sip. âYou didnât have to do that.â
âAnything for my girl.â Ah, there it is. Youâre unable to hide the obvious roll of your eyes, but Sethâs smile doesnât waver. âNot your girl, Seth. Just got out of a relationship, remember?â
âOh, yeah.â He says. âScott, right? Sounds like that was doomed from the start.â
You narrow your eyes, unsure of the knowing tone heâs taken on. âAnd how would you know?â
âHe couldnât make you come, yeah? What a tool.â
Suddenly, your throat is very dry, and youâre taking a very large sip of whiskey that has you wincing. So⊠He heard you say that, then. Is it hot in here? You have the sudden urge to fan yourself. Fuck fuck fuck. Seth, of all people, should not be making your thighs clench.
You donât realize how silent youâve gotten until he speaks up again. âI could make you, you know.â
That has you choking, and you quickly throw back the rest of your drink to soothe your throat. âWhat?â When you finally meet Sethâs eyes, heâs still grinning at you, though itâs more carnal. His eyes darken as he responds.
âCome. I could get you to come so hard you wouldnât be able to walk the next day.â
Your reply is meek, knowing deep down inside youâre fighting a losing battle. âHave you even touched a girl before?â He scoffs, and you know as well as he does that heâs been with his fair share of women. Itâs one of the reasons youâre so hesitant to take him seriously.
Seth is undeterred, though, as he slides even closer to you. You stare straight ahead, determined not to meet his eyes even though youâre positive thereâs a red flush creeping up your neck as his breath tickles your ear.
He says your name, a low purr thatâs almost mocking like he can see right through your bullshit because finally, heâs breaking through to you. âYou know I have. None of them are you, though.â
You squirm in your seat as his hand creeps up your shoulders, grasping the back of your neck as he gently turns your head to face him. He squeezes reassuringly, and now youâre melting into his embrace as a gasp falls from your lips.
âI want you. You know that, baby.â
âSethâŠâ
âLet me show you, please?â Then those warm eyes are bearing into your own, and now youâre getting a glimpse of the boy you first met all over again. This time, though, instead of feeling innocent affection all you feel now is heat.
You were stupid to think the adoration he never hesitates to show for you wouldnât win you over eventually.
Blinking owlishly, you move one of your hands to grip his arm, looking so dainty against the rugged muscle under his skin, and, well. You cave.
âOkay.â
Seth doesnât expect you to give in so easily. He freezes, doesnât move until you gain your wits back and pinch his thigh with a gentle roll of your eyes. âAre you just going to sit there or should I find someone else to entertain me?â
That gets him moving. Itâs his turn to look anxious as he runs a hand through his hair, still processing the fact that he didnât have to convince you more. He wasnât actually expecting to get this far with youâquite literally, the woman of his dreams.
âShit, okay.â He laughs, jumping out of his seat and lacing his fingers with yours. âYouâre serious, then.â
âSomehow.â You deadpan. Somehow your legs are still clenching and your heart is beating a little too fast to be normal. âDonât fuck it up.â
He looks to you, a little terrified, and you canât help but break the irritated front and send him a small smile, squeezing his hand reassuringly even as your words are all snark. Truthfully, youâre also scared, but not of the sex, but rather the developing feelings that might grow deeper afterwards.
You just got out of yet another disappointing relationship. You donât want whatever this is with Seth to end with the same result.
He does a good job of distracting you from your destructive thoughts, though, as he pulls you out of the bar like two teenagers trying to sneak away from their parents. You suppose itâs not unlike that same feeling because Jesperi catches your eye as you exit the doors, and he sends you such a shit-eating grin it has you ducking your head to avoid his obnoxious stare.
You suppose you do owe him a favor now after all.
For the first time ever, standing outside in the biting cold, Seth kisses you as youâre waiting for an Uber. You being busy trying to look like youâre not about to go hook up, he suddenly grabs you by the waist and smooths his lips against yours so good your toes curl.
âFuck.â He murmurs into your mouth. âI canât get enough of you.â His teeth catch your bottom lip, and you unabashedly moan. You run your hands up his chest, around his shoulders, and to the back of his neck where you card your fingers through thick strands of hair, tugging from the roots.
âSethâŠâ You gasp when he detaches his lips from your own only for him to smooth down your jawline, then down to your neck where he sucks wet kisses into your sensitive skin. âFuck, weâre in public.â With a hiss, you pull him away from your neck and pointedly ignore the wetness in your panties when he groans at the loss of contact.
He looks at you like a baby getting its favorite toy taken away, and you canât ignore how his desperation turns you on wildly. It takes everything in you to not let him go back to feasting on your neck.
âWhenâs the Uber getting here?â You ask after a moment. Youâre both panting, tipsy from the taste of each otherâs lips as you try to catch your breath.
Seth pulls out his phone, and as you admire the way the light illuminates his face you completely miss the words coming from his mouth.
You flush. âSay that again?â Seth grins wickedly, brings you in by the back of your neck and kisses you, then pulls away too soon for your liking. âThe Uber. Itâs right here.â He then wraps an arm around your waist, digging his fingers deliciously into your skin, and leads you into the Uber as it arrives right on time.
He rattles off his address to the driver, then settles back into the seats. His arm snakes around your shoulders, and you hum your appreciation as you sink into his chest. You feel him kiss the top of your head in response.
You could fall asleep, if you really wanted to. The sudden switch in mood from carnal desperation to gentle affection would give you whiplash if you werenât so at ease resting against him like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
The drive passes fairly quickly, and Seth doesnât stop touching you as you make your way up the elevator to his apartment. His hand sneaks to your ass, giving it a squeeze before you slap his arm away.
âCameras!â You hiss, though itâs with little mirth as a small smile curves up your lips. Seth merely laughs, slides his hand back down to rest on your lower back. âThey donât care. Now câmere.â
You make out until you canât breathe, and as you pull away itâs just in time as the elevator doors open. Your heart rate picks up, and you hide your nerves as he grabs your hand and practically sprints out of the elevator with you.
âWe have all night, you know.â You giggle, absentmindedly rubbing your thumb over the top of his hand. Seth groans playfully, but his words strike you as serious even as he masks it with a grin.
âNot long enough, babe.â
You donât respond, partly because you donât know how to and partly because heâs just unlocked his door, and youâre too busy taking in his apartment. Youâve been to Andreiâs house numerous times, Jesperi and Lottie's apartment, Jordanâs for his famous house parties⊠Itâs just now that youâre realizing you donât actually know Seth all that well.
What you do know, though, is that heâs eyeing you like he canât wait to devour you, and the reminder that you donât even know his favorite color exits your mind as you sidle up to his chest, grabbing him by the lapels of his suit to drag his lips down to yours.
âTime to impress me, lover boy.â You hum into his mouth, fighting a shiver when he nips at your bottom lip. Seth chuckles, one of his hands sliding down your back to squeeze your ass, the other tugging your hair back to expose your neck.
He kisses your cheek once, twice, mouths at your collarbone with teasing bites that have your eyes fluttering shut, and then itâs like he loses patience as suddenly his hands are picking you up by your thighs and curling your legs around his waist.
You squeak in surprise. âSeth!â You admonish, because of course it turns you on that heâs able to throw you around effortlessly. He seems to have that effect on you.
Seth maneuvers the two of you through his darkened apartment with ease, knowing the route to his bedroom like the back of his hand. Your attempts at distracting him include sucking a bright red hickey on his neck, fully intending it for it to be bright enough that his teammates give him hell for it the next day.
Once he pushes open the door with his foot, he brings you to the foot of his bed and unceremoniously drops you. You scoff with indignation at his manhandling, though you know he knows you like it if the smirk on his face is anything to go by.
A tiger stalking its prey, Seth crawls on top of you and meets your eager lips in another kiss. His hands smooth down the curves of your hips to your thighs, slowly spreading them open. He mumbles something, and you miss it completely.
âHm?â You run your hands through his hair, enjoying the way the black strands are moussed from your touch. Your shirt is also already halfway up your torso as he helps you tear it off. âI said Iâll wear your marks proudly. My girl.â He coos, flicking open the clasp of your bra and immediately moving down to your chest.
âFuck.â He groans. âTheyâre beautiful. Youâre beautiful.â Your laugh quickly turns to a gasp as he sucks your right nipple into his mouth.
Your other nipple is taken by his fore-finger and thumb, rolling the sensitive nub between the calloused pads. Between him sucking on one tit and playing with the other, youâre practically a whimpering mess, trying to simultaneously wiggle out of his grip yet get closer at the same time.
âSeth,â You whine. âI need you.â Youâre admitting it openly, foregoing coyness in favor of your own pleasure. Yeah, so what? You like this overgrown puppy of a man, and you really want to fuck him. Pulling his head back by his hair, you eagerly slam your lips back together.
âNeed me?â He grins against your lips. âWhere do you need me? Gotta be specific, babe, because I can be here,â He emphasizes a quick squeeze to your tit. âHere,â The other hand smooths over your ass. âOr here...â He trails off into a low rumble, parting your eager thighs.
Based on the tortured groan he lets out, you assume he can probably feel the wetness thatâs soaked through your jeans. Youâre too turned on to be embarrassed, though.
âDamn it, Seth, just touch me.â You hiss, keeping his hand pressed between your thighs while the other is already working open the button of your jeans. âFucking tease.â You mutter, though itâs light-hearted and he knows it based on his snicker.
He helps you peel off the rest of your jeans, throwing them somewhere behind you. Itâll be fun trying to hunt for those in the morning. When he sees the dainty white lace covering your pussy, he lets out his most needy sound yet.
âShit.â He breathes. âWore these for me? So pretty. My pretty baby.â He murmurs as he thumbs the lace, running two fingers over the soaked fabric. If you could see, youâd guarantee his pupils are blown wide.
Your hips rise at the friction, wanting more. And because youâre still hellbent on resisting him, apparently, you roll your eyes, spitting out your next words. âYou knew I was coming home with you, didnât you? Asshole.â Though your words are all snark, your tone screams laughter.
Strangely enough, the banter gets you off more than any dirty talk in the world. Itâs familiar, relaxing, and Seth clearly doesnât mind either as he merely chuckles. âI just know you that well, don't I?â The look on his face offers no room for argument.
And, well, you suppose he isnât wrong. You are here in his bed at the end of the day, right?
You grumble something that to his ears sounds like âshut upïżœïżœ and then youâre sliding your panties down your thighs, letting him take care of the rest as, like your other clothes, he tosses them somewhere behind him.
If you thought the sight of your covered pussy would get the best reaction from him, itâs nothing compared to the way his entire body freezes at seeing it bare.
Youâd had a feeling something big was going to happen after Lottie's sly words, so you took the liberty of shaving everywhere just two nights before. Youâre glad for that, as Seth is looking at the heat between your legs like he doesnât know where to start.
Teasing him in a normal setting about not knowing how to touch a woman is one thing, but making a remark now as anxious anticipation is all over his face just feels wrong.
You do like him, after allâquite a bit, youâre coming to find.
Reaching out your hand, you wait for him to grasp it before you pull him down to hover over your awaiting form. âCâmere, baby.â The pet-name slips without thought, but you canât make yourself regret it because the way his face lights up is a look you wonât forget any time soon.
He laughs a little as your eyes finally meet, like he canât believe heâs actually about to fuck you and youâre going to let him. âTell me how to touch you?â He asks, not a demand but more of a request.
Taking his right hand, you lead him down the length of your body, over your breasts and down your stomach until your hands are resting just below your navel. âYou know how to find the clit?â You tease, partly joking and partly serious.
Seth scoffs like the very thought offends him, and the mild dig does its job of making him forget his earlier nervousness.
âOf course I know where the fucking clit is,â He replies, pointer and middle finger already sliding down and gathering the slickness lathered in your lower lips. âScott is such a dumbass.â
Well, it seems the familiar, cocky Seth is back now.
â...didnât even realize what a bombshell he had right in front of him.â You miss the first part of his sentence because he did, in fact, find your clit, and unlike your ex, knows exactly how to touch it.
Your mouth opens into an âoâ, and Seth hums a pleased noise as his fingers work your sensitive clit into a swollen, throbbing mess. Your hips move in time with the flicks of his fingers and you donât even realize youâre panting until Seth leans forward and licks a stripe all the way from your navel down to your soaked opening.
When you start bucking into his mouth, he grabs your hips and holds them down to the bed, forcing you to take it. You whine, hands finding purchase in his hair as his tongue laps at you like youâre his favorite meal. He dips into your entrance in time with the quick circles heâs drawing over your clit, and oh, suddenly youâre much closer than you thought.
âTastes so good.â You hear him grunt. âCanât get enough of you.â
âSeth,â Gasping, you canât decide if you want to keep him close or shove him away. âShit. Seth, fuck, Iâm close.â
âYeah? Already?â Your confession only seems to reinvigorate his efforts, and the next thing you know two long fingers are sliding their way into your cunt. âGonna come for me?â
Quicker than you expect he finds the sensitive wall of flesh inside you, and his fingers curl up against it which sends you keening. Loudly. You slap a hand over your mouth, but Seth quickly tears it away.
âNobody here but me and you.â He grins, and just to rub it in, presses a hot kiss to your clit. âI wanna hear you scream.â
âWhat a gentleman.â You manage to squeeze out, and in revenge for your snark he immediately sucks your clit between his lips and rapidly curls his fingers inside you.
Seth watches with hooded eyes as your own squeeze shut, teeth biting into your kiss-swollen lips while your hands tug at his hair. Your thighs are shaking on each side of his head, and suddenly he wants you to come for him like his life depends on it.
âYou gonna come?â He asks. Your walls clamp around his fingers and he knows youâre close. âYeah? Can you come for me? I know you want to.â
Your entire body shakes all while he keeps you tethered to the bed. Your mind, though, is floating, and you can practically see white as his lips donât stop sucking, his fingers donât stop curling, and itâs too much but also not enough and you want to shove him away yet demand he never stops touching you.
And your high is right there, you can practically taste it, but your body is wound so tight and you canât remember the last time youâve let go that you remain stuck right on the edge.
There are tears leaking from the corners of your eyes as you tug at his hair. Seth meets your eyes, looks a little concerned after reading the desperation on your face, and then understands when a broken moan tumbles past your lips.
Seth, a little shit as always, brings you back to the edge with his words alone. âItâs been so long, hasnât it?â He slips in a third finger. âBet you havenât had anyone make you feel like this. Just me. Hopefully always me.â
âSeth,â You croak. âPlease.â
âIâve got you.â He urges. âLet go for me. Youâre right there, I know it. Youâre so tight, fuck, there you go.â
His mocking words echo in your mind with the low drawl of his voice, dark eyes staring at you like youâre a feast, and his damn fingers curling just right against your spongy wall.
His free hand suddenly moves, presses down over your lower abdomen, and oh. âSuch a good girl.â Seth croons as you fall apart.
Itâs the last thing you hear as your vision goes white, and the heat in your body explodes with wave after wave of ecstasy pumping from the tips of your toes all the way to the hair on your head. Your eyes squeeze shut, and youâre pretty sure youâre making some sort of strangled noise as you ride your high that seems to go on forever.
By the time you come back, your legs are still shaking and Seth is still gently stroking your inner walls with careful circles around your clit. He's my gazing up at you with pure, unbridled adoration and the emotion in his eyes makes your heart thump.
You donât even realize your fingers are still tangled in his hair until you have to let go because theyâre cramping, and then Seth finally removes his fingers and slowly crawls back up your body.
Youâre still catching your breath when he presses a long, soft kiss to your lips. âHow was that?â He questions almost shyly. His need for reassurance might have had a past you rolling your eyes, but right now all you want to do is hold him and thank him for making you feel so good.
Especially after Scott. Asshole.
You shudder, clit still throbbing as you wrap your arms around his heavy shoulders and bring his weight down on top of you. His very hard cock brushes against your hip with the movement, and youâre reminded that he hasnât had any semblance of relief yet.
âThank you.â You whisper. Itâs definitely weird to thank someone after they eat you out, right? Probably, but you donât really care.
His lips brush against your cheek in response, heart swelling at the gentle vulnerability youâre showing him. Heâs planning on running to the bathroom to get you a towel, but freezes when he feels your hands peeling off the suit he totally forgot he was wearing.
âBabe?â He mumbles, a little confusingly, but all you do is kiss him and that shuts him up. He doesnât break contact even as he shrugs off the rest of his suit, peeling off his undershirt until heâs more than halfway bare. Your hands carve lines over the hard planes of muscle on his chest, scratching lightly with your nails over his nipples which has him flinching into your mouth. Snickering, you make your way down the rest of his chest, past his waist, under his boxers, and then youâre wrapping your hand around his hot, pulsating dick.
Seth groans, almost collapsing on top of you as you squeeze lightly. Itâs a dream come true, him touching you and now you touching him. He wants to close his eyes at the feeling of your gentle strokes, but he insists on keeping them open to watch the enraptured look on your face.
Then your other hand moves, unbuttoning his slacks and sliding them over his hips and thatâs when he jerks back to the present. âSweetheart,â He gasps. âYou⊠You donât have to.â
You smile at his breathlessness. âYou donât want to fuck me?â You pout, though it quickly turns back into a grin when his eyes widen in panic. Another day youâd blow him, when you arenât so desperate to get him inside you.
Seth briefly removed himself from on top of you to lean over his bed, rifling through his nightstand drawer. You assume heâs looking for a condom and that his efforts fail when he eventually closes the drawer with a curse.
He looks back to you, all messy hair, swollen lips, and glistening eyes. âI donât have a condom.â He informs regretfully.
âIâm on the pill, if youâreâŠâ You trail off, unsure. âIf youâre okay with that. And Iâm clean.â
âHell yes Iâm okay with that.â He breathes. His cock hardens even more at the thought of feeling you raw, if even possible. âIâm clean too.â And then heâs kissing you again, long and slow and deep, and youâre happy to let him take the lead as your brain is still trying to play catch-up from your orgasm.
Seth eventually breaks away only to reattach to your neck, nipping at the skin likely already covered in his marks, hands now making their way back down your body. He playfully flicks your nipple as he does so, grins when you flinch upwards.
âHave I told you how much I love your body?â He says in-between kisses, almost like an afterthought. Heâs in the middle of spreading your thighs open, fingers slipping through your leftover wetness and brushing your clit when you respond.
You help in his endeavors, raising your legs to curl over his hips as he situates himself on top of you. âYouâve mentioned it a few times, I think.â You reply, breath hitching when his cock presses against you.
âItâs perfect.â He continues, like he didnât even hear you. âYouâre perfect.â He wraps his hand around his dick, guides the head to your entrance and pushes in. All words escape you, and your head falls back with a moan.
He sinks into you with a pleasurable sound of his own, eyes squeezing shut as your warmth envelops him. Sucking in a breath through his teeth, he thrusts slowly into you, bottoming out. âSo tight.â He hisses.
âOh, fuck,â You whimper, digging your nails into his back. Seth stills, thinking he's hurting you. âShit, am Iââ
âDonât you dare stop.â You quickly interrupt, crying out when his tip rubs against your sensitive inner walls just right. Seth relaxes at your words, a cocky grin spreading over his face. âSorry, sorry.â He chuckles, picking up the speed of his thrusts.
Like before when his tongue was in you, it doesnât take you long before noises are escaping your throat uncontrollably or for your legs to tremble from where theyâre wrapped around his waist. The sensations are more because youâre already so sensitive, so strung-up, and so eager for another release that you give up any pretenses of trying to play cool.
Your head lolls back onto the bed, all strength leaving your body as Seth happily does all the work on top. Quick, short pants are coming from his mouth, and his chest is heavy where it presses down against yours. With every thrust his pelvis is rocking into your clit, sending sparks up your body as you clench rhythmically around his cock. Itâs burning you from the inside-out in the best way possible, and very quickly youâre already approaching the edge.
You try to express your impending release, but all thatâs able to come from your mouth is one long moan. Seth, somehow, knows exactly what that noise means, and is suddenly pulling out. âWhat the fuck?â You practically shout with indignation, glaring at the man on top of you with squinted eyes.
Ever the comedian, he only laughs at your irritation. âHold on, bear with me.â His hands grab your waist, then rolls you over onto your stomach. He raises your hips, pushing down on your lower back into an arch, and all previous complaints leave you as heâs unable to help himself and runs his hands over your ass.
Youâll think later on why him being unfazed with your attitude makes your heart warm.
âSpread your legs for me.â He murmurs, tapping at the junction between your thighs. You do as he says, and shiver when his fingers go to part your cunt once youâre open. You canât see his face, but imagine the look on it to be one of enrapturement. You turn your head finally, pressing your hips down onto his hand where it remains touching you.
Your earlier guess was right; his pupils are blown wide, jaw hung open just a little bit at having this view of you from behind. Meeting his eyes, you stare imploringly.
While the sudden need for him scares you, you donât shy away. Rather, you meet his desires head-on in the form of pushing your hips back against him when he finally pushes in, smothering a whimper as his body looms over yours.
Neither of you talk in favor of letting your pleasure speak for you. The new position feels more intimate, oddly enough; his chest presses onto you from every angle, and you can feel his breath every time he pants into your ear. At the same time his arms are wrapped around your waist, hands kneading at the flesh of your hips while he thrusts into you from behind.
All too soon youâre reaching your peak just like before, and the buildup feels so sweet because heâs hitting you deeper, unrelenting in his thrusts despite how your arms collapse from underneath you. Seth doesnât flinch, merely picks you back up and presses a hand to your abdomen to keep you there.
With your arms free, you realize that your clit is feeling neglected, and as you sneak your right hand in-between your legs heâs suddenly beating you to it, slapping your own hand away and replacing it with his own.
When itâs all said and done, you donât think youâll ever forget the feeling of his fingers circling your sensitive nub so deliciously. Between his dick rutting into your sweet spot mercilessly and the rough pads of fingers stimulating your clit, your eyes are slamming shut with your mouth opening in a silent scream as for the second time that night, Seth is sending you into release.
He carries you through it with noncommittal praise while youâre lost in white noise and starry vision. The sight of you crumbling beneath him sends sparks throughout his body, and it doesnât take long between the rhythmic clenching of your cunt and the pleasured sounds falling from your lips for him to flood your insides with his cum.
âOh, fuckâfuck, fuck, fuck.â Seth loses any semblance of restraint of trying to be gentle, as his last thrusts rattle your frame and have you whimpering by the time heâs done releasing, your overstimulated clit throbbing in time with the slow rocks of your calming bodies. âSo good. You did so good, yeah?â Seth is rumbling into your ear, voice hoarse and tired as he carefully slides out of you. Eyes still closed, you flinch at your sensitivity. âSorry, babe.â He whispers, having to regroup for a moment as his softening cock meets cool air after being buried inside you.
You attempt to speak, but the only sound that leaves your mouth is a groan as your aching limbs stretch. You donât bother opening your eyes yet, either, perfectly content to lay in your post-orgasmic pleasure and not think about the future.
Seth doesnât let you wallow for long, however, as heâs suddenly leaning over you again. âCan you turn over? I have a towel, itâs warm.â He asks, back to shy and unsure. Now that youâre not caught up in the throes of sex, heâs not quite sure how youâre going to act. âYou also need to go pee.â
Your default moods of snarky and mildly irritated is what he gets. âNo.â You grumble, though itâs not mean as you bury your head in his pillow, still flat on your stomach. Having no energy to move, you donât expect Seth to do anything about it, either.
He raises a brow at your sass, not quite sure if he should be relieved or concerned. Huffing, he makes a grab for your hips. âGuess Iâm carrying you to the bathroom, then.â
âSeth!â You shriek as he attempts to manhandle you, a burst of energy fueling your efforts in trying to get away. âYou little shit, no, fine, fine!â And Seth wins just like that, as you concede the battle and roll from your stomach onto your back. You glare as he leans over your torso, bringing the towel down to clean up the mess in-between your thighs.
His confidence comes back, little by little, as the banter returns naturally and your dynamic doesnât change despite indulging in your bodiesâ most primal desires. âYouâll thank me in the morning.â He grins when he finishes, sliding off the bed to bring it back to the bathroom. You follow, doing your business so quickly you leave before heâs done with his own.
When he comes back youâre in the same position he left you in, like you never left. âSo Iâm staying the night, then?â You prompt as he goes to sit next to you, a little teasing, a little serious. Where do you stand with him now?
He shrugs, masking his nervousness. âIf you want to.â He sinks his teeth into his lip, eyeing you from where he sits. He canât tell what youâre thinking, and it slightly unnerves him.
Your mysteriousness is also what captivated him about you in the first place too, though. With that, he realizes he wouldnât have gotten this far if you hadnât liked him at least a little bit. Taking a deep breath, he takes the bold route, grabs your hand, and does what he does best:
Be bold.
âI want you to stay though, like, really badly.â He admits, meeting your curious eyes. You suck in a breath at his words, and Seth continues. âYou know I like you. A lot. And I think you like me too.â
As if knowing heâs waiting for your reassurance, you reply quietly. âA little presumptuous of you, yeah?â
Seth grins, and you canât help but wonder how you were able to resist it for so long.
âSo⊠Youâll stay?â He tilts his head, reminding you of a puppy. You go to respond, maybe with another sarcastic reply, and he seems to know this even before you do. âPlease?â
And, well, you canât deny him when heâs looking at you like that; soft, brown eyes full of adoration gazing at you like youâve hung the stars and the moon. âOkay.â You relent, grinning happily as he mouths something like âfuck yeahâ and rolls over next to you.
âDo you want to shower?â He suddenly asks, after youâve already curled underneath his sheets with your body pressed against his. He makes a nice furnace, and youâre mad at yourself for not indulging in him sooner. âBecause I have a big one. It has these jets that spray from different angles, and you can go alone or I can join orââ
âSeth.â You interrupt, poking his chest to get his attention. He gulps at the amused expression on your face. âStop talking.â
âOkay.â
Itâs silent for several minutes, and youâre almost asleep until he speaks up again.
âCan I be your boyfriend now?â
âOh my god.â You hiss. âIf I say yes will you let me go to sleep?â
You canât see his face but you know for a fact thereâs a stupid grin on it. âYou know, I think youâre gonna fall in love with me one day.â
âKeep dreaming, babe.â You say.
But you both know he wonât be dreaming for long.
A/N: I like this one a lot tbh. But my lord I didn't realize how repetitive writing smut is so I need to have at least a little plot established before I can just jump into it đ regardless, I hope this is everything yâall wanted in terms of me writing for him and more! Please be sure to reblog and comment, thank youuuuu
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cookie time! | andrei svechnikov
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pairing: dad!andrei svechnikov x reader
warnings: mentions of andrei's injury, the canes doing not so well, kids.
word count: 690 words
a/n: ok so i wrote this around last year when svech got injured for playoffs and i'm just posting it now lololol. but anyway! i felt like this was such a cute concept and needed to write it, so here it is! hope you enjoy it, i'm always open to feedback, requests, etc, etc.
âhow much time till you can return to skating, dada?â your little girl, sofiya, asked as andrei tucked her into bed.
âthatâs quite a long time, sunshine,â he replied. she pouted; there was nothing she loved more than going to games and supporting her daddy in her little svech jersey.
though andreiâs injury kept him off the ice, there wasnât much anyone could do to stop him from visiting the rink, and sofiya would gladly follow him everywhereâshe was such a daddyâs girl, after all.
so youâd still attend some games, but ever since svech was out, losing had become a constant, and frustration was clearly building within the team. especially for andrei, who couldnât help but feel guilty for not being able to play.
the mood wasnât the best, but when it came to sofiya, he would always put on a smile. it wasnât often that they got to spend so much time together, so she loved having him home to attend her tea parties, tuck her into bed, and take her to school. as much as she adored it, though, she knew her dad missed being on the ice, and sofiya didnât like seeing him hurt and sad. so one morning, just as she heard andrei leaving for therapy, she went downstairs with what she thought was the perfect plan to cheer him up.
you were in the kitchen, tidying up from breakfast. it was still early, so you planned to get a bit more sleep, assuming your little girl wouldnât be up until laterâor so you thought, until you heard her quick footsteps on the stairs.
âmorning, love. what are you doing up so early?â you asked, watching as she entered the kitchen and grabbed a stool to stand next to you.
âcan we make chocolate chip cookies?â she asked, leaving a kiss on your cheek.
âcookies? itâs too early for those, baby,â you said, though knowing chocolate chip cookies were her all-time favorite.
âi know, mom, but cookies make me happy. i bet theyâll make dada happy, too!â she said, explaining her plan with such conviction that you couldnât help but smile.
it was so sweet how she was thinking of ways to cheer up her dad. so, you quickly gave in, gathered all the ingredients, and handed her a small apron.
she started by cracking the eggs (with a tiny bit of shell making it into the bowl), then you helped her measure the flour, and sofiya poured in what seemed like way too many chocolate chips. the kitchen turned into a delightful mess: flour dusted the counters, little chocolate fingerprints decorated the cabinets, and sofiya sneaked a few chocolate chips every chance she got.
âdaddyâs gonna love this!â she said, her eyes shining with excitement.
but just as the first batch of cookies went into the oven, you heard the door open earlier than expected, and sofiyaâs face fell.
âoh no, mom! heâs here too soon. itâs all ruined,â she muttered, disappointed.
andrei stepped into the kitchen, chuckling as he took in the sceneâflour everywhere, cookie dough on the counters, and sofiyaâs pouty face.
âsunshine, whatâs all this?â he asked, his eyes softening as he looked at her.
âi wanted to surprise you,â she murmured. âmake you happy like you make me happy.â
his face brightened, and he pulled her into a warm hug. âwell, you sure did, kiddo. this is the best surprise i could ask for.â
sofiya smiled brightly, inviting him to join her. together, the three of you continued baking. as andrei helped sofiya clean up the counters, you caught his eye, sharing a warm smile. moments like these were rare but so precious.
as the cookies finished baking, andrei had an idea. âhey, sweetheart, how about we take these cookies to practice and share them with the team?â
sofiyaâs eyes lit up in excitement. âyes! theyâll be so happy. i miss uncle jarvy,â she said with a little pout.
âhe sure misses you too, baby.â
and with a plate of freshly baked cookies in hand, the three of you headed to the rink, just as morning skate wrapped up.
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The jon painting was originally going to be daisy giving jon a haircut haha, cause I have a tiny design hc that he gets his hair cut short (ish) again after the coffin, but I was tired and just took a shortcut
#thinking about his design#i should fuck around with it more#read a few fics where he had a cane those were cool
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Steve helps Eddie learn to walk again after he heals up from the bats. Eddieâs supposed to practice taking steps outside of physical therapy too, with someoneâs help or with his cane. He can be stubborn about using it, and his Uncle is working doubles to cover his medical bills, so heâs not always there to help. Eddieâs apart of the group now, he kept Dustin safe, and Steve just wants to do whatever he can for him.
Eddieâs always confident with everything but he gets frustrated sometimes, and Steve has found that it works best if he stands in front of Eddie, arms hovering at Eddieâs sides just in case, taking steps back while Eddie walks to him.
Itâs one those frustrating days where Eddie has tears in his eyes and sweat on his brow, leaning heavily on his cane and clenching his teeth as he makes the final step and collapses in Steveâs arms. Thatâs when Steve canât help it, he just hugs Eddie so tight and presses a kiss to his forehead without thinking.
Eddie doesnât seem to mind, he starts to aim for it. Every time from then on, he makes it to Steve with a smile on his face, waiting for his forehead kiss, and sometimes he earns cheek kisses too. Of course, Steve knows Eddie is touchy with everyone, he thrives on little affections so it motivates him more.
Eddieâs working so hard, walking further and further everyday, Steveâs so proud of him that it gets to the point where a peck on the forehead and to each side of his scarred cheeks doesnât feel like enough.
Eddie catches Steveâs eyes falling to his lips one too many times, and heâs so glad when Eddie smirks and says, âI think I earned a little more than a kiss on the cheek, Harrington, donât you?â
âHm⊠depends. Where else do I owe you one?â
He grins when Eddie plays coy, pointing to his lips.
They kiss, long and sweet until Eddie gets tired of standing and Steve lifts him up in a hug so they can keep on kissing. It feels more than earned.
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Bosses in Tears are very different from the ones in Minish Cap, as Four is finding out.
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i've been yours since you stepped through the door tonight - andrei svechnikov
pairing: andrei svechnikov x original female character
warnings: swearing, drinking alcohol, lotta fluff, inaccuracies regarding anything athletic trainer related (timeline of training, terminology, etc), proofread maybe once, mentions of injuries, author has never been to raleigh, mostly based off the first hald of the 2023-2024 season but i couldn't be bothered to keep track how often svech had been in and out lmfao
title: "almost touch me" by maisy kay, also inspired by "lowkey" by NIKI
word count: 16k
author's note: this idea's been swirling around my head for awhile now, but @wyattjohnston's summer fic exchange 2024 inspired me to really revive it. @callsign-denmark, this is for you, my friend. i hope you enjoy it!
~*~*~
âChrissy!â
Christina turns around from where sheâs restocking ice packs in the training room. She nods at the smiley Russian. âSvech.â
He walks to her and swings an arm around her shoulder in a friendly side-hug. âGood summer?â
âIt was alright,â her summer back home in the Delaware suburbs wasnât anything to write home to. And Andrei Svechnikov is technically a coworker who doesnât need to know everything. âGood to be back though.âÂ
âI know what you mean,â he says. Andrei leans back against one of the treatment tables. âYou graduated, right? College?â
She blinks. When did she ever mention that to him last season? âI did. Back in May. The week after playoffs ended.â
âCongratulations.â
She smiles genuinely, turning to face him completely. âThank you. Did you need something?â
âNope,â he says with a smile that somehow still stuns Christina even after a season of seeing it so much. âI just wanted to say hi and welcome back.â
âWell, welcome back to you too.â As heâs turning away to go to fitness testing, she calls out. âHey! Come back after youâre done. Should check on the knee before you go home.â
He halts, turning back around with a raised eyebrow. âIs that part of my regimen to get back to playing?â
âHas Doug told you?â
âTold me what?â
Clearly not then. Trust her boss, whoâs lovely but also like a purposefully annoying father, to leave it to her to break the news. âThey put me in charge of you this season.â
âMe?â
âWell, your recovery. And not completely. Obviously, Doug will still have final say. But if anythingâs going on, Iâm your person. Especially as youâre getting back into it.â
âOh?â Andrei smirks and Christina refuses to be affected by it.Â
âIs that gonna be a problem?â
He shakes his head slowly. âOf course not. I trust you.â
âThen I better see you before you leave today.â
âDeal.â He shoots her one last smile. âBye Chrissy.â
âSee you later, Svech.â Andrei brushes shoulders with Brady and they exchange excited greetings. She waits until Andrei leaves the room and smiles. âWhat can I do for you, Brady?â
âGot any tape?â
âPlenty.â She heads to the cabinet. âTake a seat.â
Christina Hawthorne feels very fortunate to even be back in this training room. After a co-op with the Hurricanes last season with their athletic training team, she graduated from UNC Chapel Hill in the spring. They liked her enough to offer her a position on the team for this season while she prepares for her certification test in January. Theyâre putting an immense amount of trust in her, and she couldnât be more grateful.Â
She loves the guys, so itâs nice to see that they seem to like her enough to keep her around.Â
When she has a few free minutes with no players trailing into the training room, she wanders over to the gym. She may have had dreams to be a professional ballerina when she was very young, but actually working with professional athletes everyday is definitely a humbling experience.Â
Sheâs sure to stay out of the way as the players are getting tested, leaning against the wall and sorta zoning out. She takes note of Andreiâs visible frustration at himself for not getting some of the results he wants. She knows that he wonât be ready for the first few games, and he knows too. But sheâs sure heâs not happy about it.Â
As promised, Andrei does come back to the training room after his fitness tests. She wrinkles her nose as Sebastian ruffles her dyed blonde hair in thanks for helping him stretch out before he leaves. She brushes her fingers through her hair to try and tame it. âOh good, youâre back.â
âI promised, no?â He takes a seat on the table and puts his leg up.Â
âHow did today go?â
He huffs. âFine.â
She presses her thumb against a particular part of his knee and he hisses. She immediately stops and does the same to the other side. No reaction there. She quickly turns to scribble something down in her notes. âI know this is annoying. But youâll be back on the ice soon.â
âNot frustrated at you,â Andrei says, running a hand through his sweaty hair. âJust myself.â
âDonât be,â Christina says, gesturing for him to lie down. âHave you been doing the stretches youâre supposed to be doing?â
âHow do you know what Iâm supposed to be doing?â
âBecause I look over your notes and your trainers and the medical staff are in constant contact.â
He chuckles. âRight. Yes, I have been.â
âYou lying to me?â
âNever.â
She bends his knee against his chest. âThen believe me. Youâll be back on the ice soon.â
âOkay,â he replies simply. âI believe you.âÂ
She twists slightly. âAny pain?â
âNo.âÂ
Christina grins, then twists it the other way. âHow about now?â
âNo.â
âMusic to my ears,â she gestures for him to sit up. âYouâre good to go.â
âYou sure?â
âUnless thereâs something else you want me to look at.â
He shakes his head. âNo. I think Iâm good.â
âThen Iâll see you tomorrow.â
He gets up and flashes her a smile. âSee you, Chrissy. Thanks. As always.â
She waves him off. âJust doing my job. Have a good night.â
âŠ..
College was hard, but having a full-time job while trying to study for a certification is a whole new game. Trying to fit in study time while doing a job that already has weird hours is also another thing. Christinaâs lucky that the athletic training and medical team understands and lets her study when the players are on the ice or sheâs not needed. She even has her own little table in the trainersâ office this year, where sheâs often found pooling over textbooks and scribbling notes.Â
Training camp and pre-season is a chaotic time for a lot of reasons. Thereâs more players to keep track of and people are dusting off their rust. No one ever wants to get hurt of course, but especially not during pre-season. Which means everyone is also taking extra precautions. With new faces comes new routines and an adjustment period.Â
Christina has a few moments of quiet, the last pre-season game occurring later that evening against Nashville. Players arenât coming into the arena for at least another hour, and she pours over a chapter in her textbook. She has a pink highlighter in her mouth and a blue one in her hand when someone knocks on the wall.Â
She looks up to see Andrei, who looks amused. âSorry. Are you busy?â
She spits out the highlighter gracefully and caps them both. âNot at all. Whatâs up?â
âAre you sure?â He nods over to her books. âYou look busy.â
âWhatâs up, Svech?â She repeats.Â
He takes the hint. âCan you stretch out my hamstring?â
âIs it-â
âNo. Itâs not bad enough to need Doug. Just a little tight. And you said I should go to you whenever I need something.â
She stands up as they both head into the training room. âI did say that, yes. Which one?â He points at his right hamstring and she starts.Â
âWhat were you doing earlier? With the books?â
âIâm taking a certification exam in January.â
âFor what?â
âTo become an official athletic trainer.â
âYouâre not one already?â
âI am not,â she says. âDonât worry. Thatâs why Doug and the rest of the team do all the nitty-gritty stuff.â
âIâm surprised,â Andrei says. âI thought you were, like, official. You seem to know everything.â
She chuckles, feeling a knot and focusing on that area. âThatâs kind of you. I definitely donât though.â She sees his breath hitch and grimaces. âSorry. Just a few more seconds.â
âItâs your job,â he says in a strained voice. âYou donât have to apologize.â
âWell, I still feel bad when my job elicits pain in others,â she says. After two minutes, she nods. âNeed more?â
He moves his leg around and shakes his head. âI think Iâm good. Thanks.â
âOf course.â She looks at the clock hanging up on the wall and furrows her eyebrows. âYouâre in early.â
Andrei shrugs. âI like to come in early.â
âI know,â the right side of her lip quirks up as tilts her head to the side. âThis is really early though, even for you.â
âWell, youâre in too,â he says. âSo why canât I be?â
She chuckles. âIâm not saying you canât, Svech. Iâm just saying I didnât expect to be seeing any hockey player for at least another hour.â
âWas feeling too restless at home,â Andrei says.Â
She suddenly gets an idea. âAre you busy right now? Am I keeping you from anything?â
Ha shakes his head, âNot at all.â
âWanna help me study?â
âI donât know if I can be much help.â Nonetheless, he follows her back into the offices.Â
She pulls out a chair for him to sit in and opens her textbook back up. âI study best when I can talk to someone and describe a concept or topic and they tell me it makes sense. I would be a shitty athletic trainer if I canât tell the athlete what Iâm doing.â
âSo all I have to do is sit here and listen?â
âAnd ask questions if Iâm not making any sense,â she bites her lip. âAgain, if you have other places to be, I get it. This isnât the most interesting stuff but-â
âNo, no.â He assures before smiling widely. She has an urge to poke her finger in his dimple. âIâd love to help.â
Christina smiles in satisfaction as she flips through her pages. Andrei sits back and makes himself comfortable.Â
Yeah, sheâs glad to be back.Â
âŠ..
Every year, the players, coaches and staff head out to a bar in downtown Raleigh before the start of the first regular season game. Itâs to stir up excitement and camaraderie before the season starts. Christina couldnât make it last year because she had class, but as sheâs looking at herself in the mirror âa fitted white t-shirt under a green leather jacket she rarely gets to wear that her sister bought her for Christmas and light washed flare jeans â she tells herself to call the damn Uber before she backs out.Â
Itâs not that she doesnât like her coworkers. She really likes them, actually. But seeing them outside of work in a social situation where she could make a fool of herself is a bit anxiety-inducing.Â
Once she thanks her Uber driver, she steps out into the swanky rooftop bar that has her tapping her foot as she waits for the elevator. Once she steps up, itâs easy to find the Canes crew, various familiar faces crowded around a specific area of the spacious rooftop. Taylor, the head of social content, who Christinaâs become good friends with, sees her first and waves her over, and soon Christina is enveloped in exciting chatter. Taylor, the saint they are, pushes a White Russian, Christinaâs favorite drink, in her hands.Â
Christina canât feel too bad. The organization is heading the bill tonight and sheâs gonna milk that for all itâs worth.Â
A bit later, when sheâs on her third drink of the night and feeling comfortably tipsy observing the people around her, she feels a tap on her shoulder. She turns around in her stool and immediately beams.Â
âAndrei!â
Andrei laughs and returns Christinaâs enthusiastic hug before he leans his hip against the bar counter. âHey Chrissy. You having fun?â
âPlenty.â She giggles. âEspecially now that youâre here.â
Maybe itâs her tipsy self or the bar lighting, but she swears his cheeks become redder. Pair that with his button up shirt that has the top buttons undone and a pair of dark jeans and Christina needs to chill. âIâve been trying to get to you all night,â he says. âYouâre a popular woman. I saw Coach laughing at your jokes.â
She shrugs nonchalantly, leaning her chin on her palm. âIâm a funny gal, what can I say?â
âA confident one too,â he says, nodding to her empty glass. âWhat are you drinking?â
âYou do know that the tab is on the Canes tonight, right? You donât need to butter me up with drinks.â
Andrei rolls his eyes playfully and Christina bursts out into giggles. âIâm not trying to..butter you up? What does that even mean?â
âLike, uh, flatter me or whatever to get something. Like youâre doing something only hoping that youâll get something out of it.â
âIâm definitely not trying to do that. Iâm just trying to be nice. So what are you drinking?â
She offers a toothy grin. âA White Russian, please.â She pokes his shoulder. âKinda like you, I guess.â Andrei snorts before waving down the bartender to order her drink. She squints at the drink in his hand. âJust a beer?â
âDonât feel like getting too drunk tonight.â
âHow responsible of you.â
He smiles, and Christina is suddenly overcome by the urge to kiss him. But she shakes her head and refocuses back on whatever heâs saying. He leans in closer to hear her response and she has to swallow roughly so her voice doesnât crack.Â
Talking with Andrei is always so seamless. The conversation may shift between three different topics in two minutes but it feels natural. Christina never has an urge to overthink when sheâs talking with Andrei. Heâs funny and sweet and makes her feel like sheâs actually being listened to.Â
In a world where sheâs surrounded by men on a daily basis, itâs stupidly rare to feel as heard as she does whenever she speaks to the star winger of the Carolina Hurricanes.Â
After she finishes her drink, she realizes she should probably start thinking about going home. They all technically have work tomorrow, even if itâs a later start, and people are starting to filter out, having come by to say goodbye to the both of them in the last 10 minutes.Â
She starts to stand up and immediately sways on her feet. âWoah,â Andrei says, immediately putting a hand on her waist to steady her. âSlowly.â
âIâm fine,â Christina says, slapping his hand but ultimately grabbing onto his wrist as she steadies herself. âI should probably get going.â
Andreiâs eyebrows furrow. âYou didnât drive here, right?â
Christina snorts, âOf course not. I took an Uber.â
âWhere do you live?â
âThe Six Forks area.â
He pinches their empty glasses and puts them on the bar counter, nodding in thanks to the bartender. âYouâre on my way home. I drive you.â
âWhere do you live?â
âNorth Hills.â
She narrows her eyes. âIâm not that drunk to know that thatâs definitely not on your way. Youâd be overshooting.â
âI donât care. Itâs late, and Iâd feel more comfortable if I just drove you home rather than you taking an Uber.â
âAndrei.â She deadpans. âIâm a grown woman. I can get home myself.â
âI know. But just let me drive you. Please.â
She huffs. âFine. Thank you.â
He grins, âAnytime. Letâs say goodbye to everyone and then we head out.â Christina stumbles again and his hand is immediately back on her waist. âSlowly,â he repeats.Â
âIâm fine,â she repeats.Â
After they both say goodbye to everyone whoâs still at the bar (Taylor eyes her with a smirk, gaze shifting between Christinaâs eyes and Andreiâs hand thatâs hovering over her back. Christina just rolls her eyes and discreetly flips them off), Andrei leads her to the parking lot.Â
Christinaâs nose crinkles at the sight of the lamborghini as Andrei unlocks it. âI forgot you drive this.â
Andrei lets out a loud laugh before opening the passenger door. âDonât worry. I drive extra safe with you in the car.â
âThanks,â she mutters, climbing in. Sheâs heard about his questionable driving. She hopes she doesnât regret this.Â
The engine roars to life and Christina rolls her eyes at the sound. Andrei just shoots her a smile before backing out of the spot. He unlocks his phone and hands it to her. âPut in your address.â
She hums, typing it in before putting his phone in the center console. She closes her eyes for a few seconds, before turning her head so that sheâs facing him, leaning on the headrest. âYou really didnât have to do this.â
âYouâre telling me you donât like me as your personal Uber?â Andrei asks. She watches as he turns the wheel with one hand and rests his other hand on the center console shift. âYou feel okay? I can open a window if you need.â
âIâm okay, Svech. Just donât accelerate like a mad man.â
He laughs and she canât help but giggle along. âI wonât. Promise,â he says. âYou like to talk when youâre drunk.â
âNot drunk,â she mutters.Â
Andreiâs hum blends in with the engine. âSure.â
âNot drunk,â she repeats. âEspecially not in front of you all. That would be unprofessional.â
âWhy you afraid of being unprofessional? The staff loves you. The team loves you.â
âIâve worked hard to get here,â she says, forcing her eyes back open so she doesnât fall asleep. âBut the fact that I got this job in the first place is a blessing. Iâm not gonna do anything to fuck it up.â
He nods. She closes her eyes. He gently jostles her awake when theyâre parked in front of her apartment. He insists on walking her up to the door, and she leaves him with another âthank you,â a tight hug and a sleepy smile.Â
He doesnât move his feet until after a minute of staring at her front door.
âŠ..
Opening night is always so thrilling. Of any sport. Christina has to tell herself to stop grinning so widely when the team is getting announced, making sweater paws with a Hurricanes crewneck she found on Etsy. She rocks back and forth in the tunnel, trying to stay out of everyoneâs way on the side while simultaneously trying to see the ice and crowd.Â
Once the game is about to begin and the arena lights come back on, Christina shakes her head at herself to focus. Itâs go-time. Like last year, sheâs not with Doug on the bench â the day she gets on the bench will be the day her heart rate explodes â but sheâs closeby in the tunnel or in the training room, making sure everythingâs all good and sheâs not needed.Â
âHey.â
She turns to see Andrei, in his gray plaid game day suit coming from the bench where he was during player introductions. She smiles, âHi. Happy season opener.â
âHappy season opener.â He grins. âThe red earrings are back.â
Christina automatically reaches to touch the red rose earrings she has on tonight. She puts on a red pair of earrings every game day, whether its a flower, a cool design or ruby studs.
Itâs something she just does for fun. For herself. Sheâs surprised that Andrei has noticed.Â
âYou heading up to the press box?â
âYeah.â
Theyâre interrupted by Bob, the head equipment manager, greeting them with a grin âMiss you out there, Svech.â
âSoon,â Andrei promises.Â
Bob turns to her with a playful raise of his eyebrow. âThat true, Chrissy?â
Christina grins. âThat depends on him,â she jokes. âNo, he should be good to go soon. Let me know if you need any help tonight..â
Bob waves her away. âOf course. Can always count on you. See you both later,â He then heads back to the bench.Â
She takes one last look at the bench to see if anyone needs anything. No one does. She turns back to Andrei. âThanks again for driving me home last week.â
âOf course. Did you wake up okay?â
âI donât get hungover.â
âLucky you.â He shoves his hands in his pockets. âAre you heading on the road trip after this?â
âIâm not, actually. I should be on all the other ones though.â
âWhy not this one?â
She chuckles. âFunnily enough, because of you.â
âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be. Itâs my job. I also think itâs because itâs early in the season so Iâm not really needed yet. Hopefully.â She grimaces, âI just jinxed it, didnât I?â
Andrei laughs, while nodding a greeting at one of the assistant coaches passing by. âMaybe. I feel bad you canât go on the road, though.â
âThere'll be plenty of other chances. You can make it up to me by helping me study again,â she jokes.Â
âI will do it,â he says seriously.Â
âI was kidding.â
âI will do it,â he repeats and clears his throat. âI should head up.â
She nods. âEnjoy watching from above.â
âThanks. I mean it. I will help you study while you put me through painful stretches.â
âThe stretches shouldnât be that painful otherwise youâre not ready to go,â she admonishes. She internally wants to cringe at her tone switch, but she canât help it.Â
Luckily, he just grins, a twinkle in his eye. âI know, I know. Iâm teasing.â
She rolls her eyes. âLeave. I have work to do.â
He laughs, âSee you later, Chrissy.â
âŠ..
Last year, when she still had school, she couldnât go on road trips either â until it came to the playoffs. So she knows what itâs like to come to the rink when no oneâs really around.Â
Christinaâs planning just to come in for a few hours in the morning to gather her own notes and to organize a few things. Also, she might study for a bit, wanting a different environment than her apartment. Andrei also texted her â she got the number of every single player at the start of the season â saying that heâs planning to come in to work on some things with Steven, one of the other assistant athletic trainers whoâs also staying behind this road trip.Â
She taps her ID to get in, sipping her iced latte as she strolls down the hallway. She smiles and nods in greeting to a few staff members who she passes. Heading into the office, she sets her stuff down and immediately pulls out some of her notes, along with going through notes that the team has been sending on their road trip.Â
She hears Andrei before she sees him, the sound of him and Steven talking echoing through the hallway. They come to the office and she gives them both a wave.Â
âGood morning.â
Andrei and Steven both grin. âMorning,â they respond in unison.Â
âDid you get Dougâs notes last night?â Steven asks.Â
âYeah. Iâm in the middle of putting them in.â
âAmazing. Thank you.â Steven pats Andrei on the shoulder. âYouâre all set this morning, Svech. Just remember what I said.â
Andrei nods as Steven leaves the room. âThanks, Steve.â Steve puts his hand up in acknowledgement. Andrei pulls over a chair and sits down. She saves her work. He looks at the pair of old pointe shoes on her desk that she had just remembered to bring in. âWhat are those?â
âOld pointe shoes.â
âWell, yeah. I know what they are. Are they yours?â
She goes to play with one of the fraying ribbons. âThey are. These are the last pair I wore before I left for college. I brought them in as something to put on my desk.â
âI didnât know you danced.â
âWell, you donât know that much about me.â
A pause, before the most beautiful smile spreads across Andreiâs face. âWhat makes this pair so special?â
Christina smiles bittersweetly. âI was pretty good. Like, went to international competitions good. Couldâve maybe done it for a living good. And I loved it so much. But I fucked up my ankle pretty badly when I was 15 and was never the same after that. I still danced and I made a full recovery, but, you know. At my dance studio, every graduating senior got to perform a solo at the yearly showcase and I did mine on pointe. It was a big moment for me.â
âAnd you did it in those shoes.â
She nods. âYup.â
âWas professional dancer the first dream?â
âYes and no. I think as I got older I realized I had other dreams and wanted to do other things. That didnât fully sink into me until the injury. But it wouldâve been cool, you know, be on a stage for a living.â
âDo you still dance?â
âWhen I can. UNC didnât have a ballet company, so I tried to take classes out here in Raleigh. Iâm a bit too busy these days, but Iâd like to get back in a class at some point.â
Andrei hums, reaching to pick up a shoe. He hesitates, looking at her for permission and she nods at him to go ahead. âI just know youâre a beautiful dancer.â
She tries not to blush. But from the knowing glint in his eye, she knows she fails. He places the pointe shoe carefully back on her desk and she looks at the well-worn satin briefly, wondering what that life couldâve been like for her.Â
But then her attention is brought back to Andrei as he asks a question relating to his recovery, and Christina knows sheâs right where she wants to be.Â
âŠ..
The next day, when sheâs not scheduled to go into work, she still somehow sees Andrei.Â
Christina has just finished grabbing lunch with a college friend and decides to wander into a nearby cafe, its flowery and vine covered entrance enticing her. With a book in her tote bag and taste buds that always welcome coffee, she orders a latte and perches herself at a table by the window.Â
Sheâs staring out the window lost in her own world when she hears his name being called out by the barista. She whips her head towards the counter. Thereâs not a lot of people you run into in Raleigh named Andrei. Before she knows it, she makes eye contact with him. She hates that he literally lights up before briskly walking over to her.Â
A backwards cap and a gray henley has never looked so good before. Itâs almost infuriating.Â
He stops abruptly in front of her table, right hand bracing the chair across from her and left hand holding his coffee. âAre you waiting for someone?â
âNot at all.â She grins as he sits down. âEven on my off days, I canât escape.â
Andre laughs, putting his coffee down on the table. âI come here all the time but I never see you here before.â
âI was in the area meeting up for lunch with a friend and the flowers outside convinced me,â she says. âNow that I know this is your spot, Iâll avoid it.â
He rolls his eyes. âDonât do that.â He nods to her open book. âReading?â
âTrying. Been trying to read a bit more because I never had time in college.â
âDid you like college?â
Christina smiles. âI did. Part of it was interrupted by the pandemic, but even then, I had a great time.â
âAre you from Raleigh?â
âNo, Iâm not. I grew up in Delaware, and my familyâs all still there.âÂ
âWhereâs that?â
She chuckles. âA small state around Maryland, Pennsylvania and New Jersey. The closest NHL teams would be the Caps and Flyers, probably. But my family are more football fans. Dad loves the Eagles.â
âSo no hockey?â
âNot really. I honestly didnât really get into hockey until working with the Canes.â
âSo now what? Youâre a Canes fan?â
âBecause I work for them, sure. And you guys arenât so bad off the ice either.â
Andrei laughs and itâs such a delightful sound. She puts her chin on her palm and listens as he continues talking.
She was hoping not to have to talk to a single person for the rest of the day. She ends up at that cafe with Andrei for over an hour.
âŠ..
Christina grimaces at her TV as she watches the game end, the Hurricanes now on a three game losing streak. Itâs still early in the season, but no one likes losing. She glances at her phone as it buzzes, knowing itâs a text from Andrei. Theyâve been texting sporadically all night about the game that heâs also watching in his own home. He hasnât outright said it to her, but she imagines itâs frustrating for him because he canât be out on the ice with his teammates.Â
Christina looks at his response with a quiet laugh, shoots back a text and tosses her phone a few feet away from her with a deep breath.Â
The thing is, when she lets herself really think about it, her and Andreiâs professional relationship from the start has always been different compared to her relationship with the other players. From the first time she introduced herself and saw his smile, she knew this was gonna be tough.Â
The athlete part of him doesnât faze her â sheâs danced with and been taught by world renowned ballerinas and she worked in the training room of various teams at UNC. It was his ingenuity and kindness that reeled her in. The accented voice paired with his ability to make things look so easy when she knows itâs anything but, always with a smile on his face.Â
Christina would be lying to herself if she says she hasnât ever considered her and Andrei asâŠmore. Sheâd be an idiot not to. Obviously, she knows Andrei is incredibly handsome. Sheâs known that from the very first time she saw him in the training room last season. And it doesnât help that heâs also so nice with no pretense. Nice just to be nice.Â
But it would never happen. Could never happen. He has the entire city of Raleigh falling at his feet and she works with him.Â
One night when she was a bit too wine tipsy in her dorm last year, she pulled out the contract she had signed and found the tiny section that addressed romantic relationships among âany members of the Carolina Hurricanes organizationâ and found some super vague shit basically saying that it was okay in most instances. Which it is. One of their assistant coaches is married to the head of the PR department.Â
But she has an inkling that players are a whole different subclause.Â
So while they developed a good rapport last season, Christina purposefully kept her distance a bit, sparing little details about her own life and always turning it back to him. To be fair, she was careful around everyone last season, not wanting to get in the way and just wide-eyed overall. But now sheâs (hopefully) gonna be around for a bit and will try to let her personality shine a bit more. Push herself to be more casual and comfortable with the staff and team.Â
Like texting Andrei about things that arenât related to his recovery.Â
It started with Andrei texting something funny about one of the pregame photos of Brady that had been tweeted. His comment made Christina snort out her tea as she quickly replied back. Itâs not like theyâre texting often, but it always puts a smile on her face whenever his name pops up on her phone.Â
She knows she needs to be careful. But before anything else, sheâs just glad to have another new friend. Someone at work sheâs comfortable enough to joke around with.Â
Thatâs enough for her.Â
âŠ..
Andreiâs long-waited season debut has the fans, his teammates and the whole staff excited. But no oneâs more excited than Andrei himself, whoâs bouncing around all day from the moment he walks in for his daily check-in.
As she watches him skate around for warmups, she grins at his infectious happiness. He picks up a water bottle and squirts water on her when he comes back to the bench for a moment and she wants to flip him off so badly. She totally would if there werenât cameras around and if also wasnât, you know, unprofessional. Heâs lucky sheâs wearing a black sweater today. Jordan reaches to pull on the ribbon in her hair and thatâs when she makes her way off the bench, causing Doug and the other staff to laugh.Â
Once the game starts, she does grimace a bit as sheâs watching footage of the game from the training room when she sees Andrei go in for a heavy hit. She hears the cheers from the fans and she gets it, but heâs literally just coming off a season ending injury. Yes, heâs a professional athlete, but sheâs (almost) a certified athletic trainer.Â
They win 3-0 and everyoneâs pumped. Sheâs busy documenting notes as the athletes start leaving the arena. Andrei, as instructed, comes in and she makes sure everythingâs okay with his knee.Â
âHey,â she calls out before he leaves. He turns back around with an expectant smile. She beams. âGood game. Glad to have you back.â
âThank you,â he says with a grin. âGood to be back.â
âŠ..
When you work in such a team centered environment, thereâs always someone around. Always someone to talk to and joke around with. She loves it. The collaboration of the work she does is probably her favorite part.Â
But she also loves time by herself. So she vows to herself that on every road trip, after some studying, sheâll take the time to explore wherever she is by herself. Whether itâs simply grabbing a coffee or walking around whatever city theyâre in or just sitting outside, sheâll carve out some time for herself, while exploring cities that sheâs never been to.
The first mini road trip she goes on is to Philadelphia and New York. In Philadelphia, she heads to the Philadelphia Museum of Art. Her younger sister Layla is a graphic design major at Carnegie Mellon so sheâs filtered some of her love and knowledge to Christina. With her airpods in, she wanders through the exhibits on her own.Â
Thatâs another thing about post-grad. Learning how to do things alone.Â
New York has a lot more options. She only has one full day she isnât working and another half day. During the full day when sheâs actually in the city, she meets up with a friend from high school for a nice walk around Brooklyn before dinner. On the half day, after morning skate in Long Island, she wants to just people watch outside for a few hours on a weirdly warm day for November.Â
The elevator doors open and Andrei comes walking out, looking down at his phone. When he looks up, a grin spreads across his face and he locks his phone. âHi Chrissy.â
She nods. âSvech.â The elevator doors close. Thatâs fine. Sheâll catch the next one. âWhereâd you just come back from?â
âJust grabbed some lunch with the guys after practice. Where you off to?â
âHonestly, probably also gonna grab a coffee and then sit outside by the water and just daydream. I brought a book, but weâll see if Iâm in the mood.â
Andrei laughs. âSounds like a great day.â
It is her alone time, but she asks anyways. âWould you like to join?â
His eyebrows shoot up his forehead. âOh. I donât want to intrude or-â
âYou wouldnât be. Iâm asking you.â
âOh. Well, um, yeah, then. Sure. Give me a minute to use the bathroom?â
âTake your time.â He shoots her a thankful smile as he briskly walks to his room while she waits by the elevators, shifting on her feet. A few minutes later, he comes back out, this time with a backwards hat on. He shoves his hands in his off-white sweatshirt and she presses the elevator button, purposefully not looking at him.
Thereâs something about a backwards hat. Itâs actually really annoying how attractive it is.
âHowâs your first road trip been?â
Christina smiles as they step into the elevator. âGood. Went to an art museum in Philly. Saw a college friend in Brooklyn and just walked around the city. The rest of the time Iâve been with you guys.â
âYou like art?â
âA bit. My sisterâs studying graphic design, so her love for it has bleeded into my life.â
âThatâs sweet. Are you two close?â
âYeah. I donât know if weâre as close as you and your brother though.â She teases, and she swears she sees his cheeks tinge pink as they walk out of the elevator and out of the hotel. âSheâs much cooler than I am, just started her second year at Carnegie Mellon. I was actually just texting her because sheâs trying to figure out flights to Raleigh for Thanksgiving.â
âSheâs coming down?â
âYup,â they start wandering to the nearby park. âUsually, weâd go back home to Delaware. But since we have games the day before and after and theyâre at home, theyâre all coming down to me. First Thanksgiving in Raleigh. Theyâll probably come to a game or two.â
âThatâs really nice.â
âHow about you? Is your mom or dad coming to visit anytime soon?â
âNot sure yet, with Geno now back in Russia. My mom was mainly here to keep me company when I was injured. Iâm sure youâll get to meet her soon though.â
They see a cafe ahead of them and she suggests they pop in to grab something. He opens the door for her and also pays for her, which is really annoying and she takes note of his coffee order so that she can get him back once theyâre home. Once they receive their coffees, theyâre back outside and in the park, sitting and people watching while petting the dogs that occasionally come up to them.
âDo you miss dancing? Like, at the level you were before getting injured?â
A sad smile automatically appears on her face. âAll the time. But itâs changed. It used to be more painful and frustrating to think about. Now itâs more of looking back at the good memories.â
âMy grandma used to dance as well. She took my brother and I to a ballet in Moscow once. I honestly donât remember much of it. I was too young.â
Christina chuckles. âYeah, itâs not for everyone.â She lets out a deep breath. âGod, I havenât seen a ballet in ages.â
âCan I ask how bad your injury was?â
âA recurring stress fracture that required surgery,â she says. âI donât know if they could ever actually diagnose it officially because it was so fucked up. Or maybe I just block it out of my brain because it was such a painful time.â
âEven after a full recovery, there was no chance to go on as intensely as before?â
âThere mightâve been. But I made the choice that I didnât want my ankles wearing down on me by 25 and like I said, I had other dreams.â
âThat mustâve been a hard decision to make.â
Christina swallows. Itâs been awhile since sheâs talked about this with anyone. âIt was. I was heartbroken, honestly. It just felt like my life was over, you know? Obviously, it wasnât. But I didnât know that at 15. But if that hadnât happened, I wouldnât have thought about going the athletic training route, and in a way, what Iâm doing now connects to my dance background, so Iâm happy where I am now.â
His eyes light up with hope. âDo you have a video of you dancing?â
She laughs. âI actually do.â She gets her phone out and searches for a particular video. âThis was around a year ago. A little across the floor combo we were doing in a class.â She hands him her phone and looks over his shoulder to watch with him. Itâs a short video, only about 20 seconds long, but it combines a bit of everything â waltz, pirouettes, leaps and footwork.Â
He replays it again. She has no idea what to make of that. âI was right.â
âHm?â
âYouâre a beautiful dancer.â
âOh. Thatâs kind of you. Thank you.â
âI mean it,â he says. âYou have beautifulâŠlines? Is that the right word?â
âYeah, actually.â He gives her a triumphant smile and she canât help but laugh. âThank you. That's really sweet. I appreciate it.â
He watches the video again. She stares at the side of his face, trying to see what heâs seeing. She canât quite place it. The only thing she can place is her faster than normal heart rate.
âŠ..
A loss against the Panthers at their barn, a win against Tampa on their ice the next day and then a loss against Philly at home. Andrei still hasnât recorded his own goal, and Christina knows itâs eating him alive.Â
Itâs funny, because heâs trying not to let it show, especially in front of media. But Christina knows better, especially when he starts pushing himself on the ice even more.Â
Sheâs not usually on the bench during morning skates. More often than not, sheâs in the training room or her office, studying or doing miscellaneous tasks until players file in during or after practice for various needs. But once in awhile, she likes to walk out to the ice. Today, sheâs taking her studying out there to see if the crispness of the air and the sounds of hockey keep her focused.Â
Sheâs reading over a passage in her textbook when she sees a shadow fall over the page. She looks up to see Andrei drinking some water.Â
âIf you spray water on this book, youâre paying for another one,â she warns.Â
âOf course,â he says with an easy smile.Â
âI hope youâve been stretching out your knee,â she says. âWith how hard youâre going at during practice.â
âHow do you know how hard Iâm going in practice?â
âItâs part of my job,â she responds dryly, backing away and glaring at Seth as he reaches out to mess up her hair.Â
âComing out here to study now?â Andrei asks.
She shrugs. âTrying something new.â
âIs it working?â
âIt was,â she says pointedly.Â
Brady skates to a stop in front of them and laughs. âThatâs her telling us to stop annoying her.â
âYou could never annoy me, Skjeisy.â Christina grins.Â
Andrei pouts. âWhat does Skjeisy have that I donât?â
âThe most beautiful smile,â she grins charmingly. Andrei playfully narrows his eyes and Brady shoots her a wink. No oneâs flirting. Christinaâs met Gracia a few times and those two childhood friends are very in love with each other. But itâs worth it to see Andrei squeeze water out of his water bottle in Bradyâs face.Â
âWhenâs your exam again?â Brady asks.
âJanuary 7.â
âThatâs soon.â
She sighs, staring down at her book. âDonât remind me.â
âYouâre gonna be great,â Andrei assures her.Â
âSure, if you all actually practice and leave me to study.â As if on cue, a whistle is blown and Christina waves her hand at them. âShoo. If Rod blames me for distracting you, Iâll be out of a job.â
She takes some notes for a few more minutes before giving up and closing her books. She puts her elbows on her knees, resting her chin on the palms of her hands as she watches them focus on winning board battles and protecting the puck. Practice is more intense than usual today as Christina loses herself in the focused energy in the air, eyes tracking the puck and the players and how theyâre positioning themselves around the puck. She almost laughs at herself at how hockey she sounds. Her football loving uncle would be proud and a bit confused.Â
Practice is over, and Christina decides to stay on the bench until everyone clears the tunnel, knowing that if any players need treatment, Doug has it. He would text her a random emoji if he needed her anyways. Last game, he took a liking to the red-headed fairy.Â
She squints at Andrei, whoâs the only player on the ice now, as he takes shot after shot from the blue line. She just observes him and the determined look on his face, the smoothness in his shot.Â
As if he can feel eyes on him, he turns around and laughs, before gathering the pucks and skating over to her. âStalking me?â
âObserving,â she corrects. âHow do you feel? Physically?â
âGood.â
âGood,â she says. âYou look good.â
âOh?â
She rolls her eyes. âYou know what I mean.â She trails behind him as they head to the trainers room. âDonât forget. Doctorâs appointment tomorrow.â
âI swear youâre my personal calendar.â
âThatâs actually my second jobâ she says flatly, a smile peeking out after he grins at her. âGo get your protein shake or whatever disgusting thing you like to drink.â
âSassy today.â
âI want to go home,â she deadpans. âIâve been up since 5 a.m.â
To his credit, he looks concerned. âWhy so early?â
âStudying.â
âOh,â he says softly. âWell, make sure you sleep. Sleep is important.â
She has to chuckle. âThanks Svechy. Iâll keep that in mind.â
He flicks his hand. âGo home.â
âI donât think you have the authority to tell me that. Youâre not my boss.â
âBut I am,â they both turn to see Doug peeking out of a doorway. âGet out of here, Chris.â
She narrows her eyes playfully. âYou schemers.âÂ
âGo sleep,â Andrei says, pulling at her ponytail lightly. She whacks his hand away.Â
The last thing she sees as she walks into her office is his smirk.Â
âŠ.
The day before Thanksgiving, sheâs preoccupied with her parents and sister flying in for the first half of the day. She picks them up from the airport and takes them all to one of her favorite lunch spots before she has to head to work and they go sightseeing on their own. She offered to get them tickets for the game against Edmonton, but they waved her off. Theyâll enjoy their time at a game on Sunday.Â
Thanksgiving morning is peaceful, with the Macyâs Parade on the TV as everyone is just relaxing. In the afternoon, as Christina and her mom are taking charge of dinner, someoneâs knocking on her apartment door. Immediately, Christina is confused. Sheâs almost positive her dad and Aimee grabbed her keys before heading out for a quick walk. She calls out a âcomingâ as the person knocks again.Â
âAndrei?âÂ
He shifts from side to side, flashing a quick but genuine smile. He looks extra cozy in a brown sweatshirt and a backwards hat. âHi Chrissy. Happy Thanksgiving. Iâm sorry for interrupting.â
âNot at all. Happy Thanksgiving. What are you-whatâs up?âÂ
He holds out a cake container. âUh, Iâm heading to Staalsyâs for Thanksgiving at their place, and I made ptichye moloko, which is a cake my mom makes for me back home in Russia. I made two. I was wondering if you wanted the other?âÂ
Her mouth drops open. âOh, Andrei. ThatâsâŠyou didnât need to do that.âÂ
âI wanted to,â he replies. âAnd honestly, I hope itâs good. Itâs my first time making it and I had to call my mom for help. I made too much batter so, two cakes.âÂ
She laughs, propping her hip against the doorframe, easy smile on her face. âI bet itâs delicious. Thank you. Youâre so-you really didnât have to do this.âÂ
Andrei shakes his head. âI wanted to-â
âHoney?â Marianneâs voice calls out from the kitchen. âWhoâs at the door?â She doesnât bother waiting for an answer before appearing.Â
Christina internally sighs. âAndrei, this is my mom Marianne. Mom, this is Andrei. Heâs one of the guys on the team.âÂ
Andrei balances the cake on one hand while reaching out to shake Marianneâs hand with the other, easygoing smile on his face. âItâs nice to meet you, Mrs. Hawthorne. I apologize for showing up without warning.âÂ
âOh, no apology necessary!â Marianne smiles, and Christina can tell immediately that her mother is charmed. She wants to roll her eyes. âAre you staying for dinner? Youâre more than welcome.âÂ
Andrei shakes his head. âNo, though thank you for the offer. Iâm on the way to our captainâs house. I just wanted to stop by and drop this off.âÂ
Marianne takes the cake from his hands with a delighted smile. âThatâs so sweet of you.âÂ
âHe made it himself,â Christina chimes in, smirking in his direction. âHopefully it doesnât poison us.âÂ
Andrei laughs. âHopefully.âÂ
The door opens again, and her dad and sister are back from their walk around the block. Christina swallows. Guess heâs meeting the whole family today.Â
âAndrei, this is my dad Mark and my sister Aimee. Father and Aimee, this is-âÂ
âAndrei Svechnikov,â her dad finishes for her. He and Andrei shake hands and a weird feeling appears in her stomach. âI watch the Canes games from time to time.âÂ
âItâs nice to meet you, sir.â He then turns to Aimee and shakes her hand with a small smile. âYou too, Aimee. Your sister talks about you all the time.âÂ
Aimee shoots her sister a look. Christina telepathically tells her to shut up. âDoes she really?â
âShe does. All good things.â
âItâs good to see you back on the ice again,â Mark says. âHowâs the knee?âÂ
âKnee is good,â Andrei says, before casting a smile in her direction. âAll thanks to Chrissy here.âÂ
âHeâs lying,â she deadpans. âI just make sure he doesnât do anything stupid.âÂ
âAre you staying for dinner?â Aimee asks with a hopeful look.
Christina shakes her head. âI wouldnât subject him to that. Heâs going to Captain Staalsyâs.âÂ
âLame,â Aimee says. Christina elbows her.Â
âChrissy mentioned you all were coming to a game?â Andrei asks.Â
âYup. Weâll be going Sunday.âÂ
âHave you ever been to a Canes game?â Mark shakes his head. Andrei grins. Christina wants to poke his dimple. âWell, hopefully we put on a good show.âÂ
She snorts. âAlright, Andrei. Better leave before Dad starts grilling you on the powerplay.â Expectedly, Andreiâs eyes light up. He turns to her as she rolls her eyes.
âAre you sure you donât wanna stay for dinner?â Marianne asks.Â
Andrei grins. âIâm sure. Thank you though.â He looks back at Christina. âSee you tomorrow?âÂ
âBright and early.â
He turns back to her family with a warm smile. âIt was nice to meet you all.âÂ
Christina nods to the door, âIâll walk you out.â She catches Aimeeâs smirk and rolls her eyes. She puts a shoe in the door so that it wonât shut on her as she faces Andrei. âThank you for the cake. Seriously.â
âCareful,â he teases, and if butterflies flutter in her stomach from his tone thatâs no one elseâs business. âIt could be awful.â
âIt wonât be.â She grins and gives him a quick hug before she can overthink it. She pulls away before she wants to. âHappy Thanksgiving. Iâll see you tomorrow. Thank you again.â
âHappy Thanksgiving.â
She watches him disappear from the hallway before she lets out a deep breath.
âŠ..
The crowd at the PNC arena goes nuts with Andrei scores with less than two minutes left in the third against Columbus. Christina herself bounces around on her toes in excitement, her parents and sister somewhere up in the box seats. What a way to get your first of the season. She feels weirdly proud of him.Â
She only catches him as sheâs heading out a bit earlier than normal to drive back with her family. And by catch him, she only means by eye contact as Andreiâs swept up in media. She stops for a moment and just leans against the doorway of the locker room, watching him answer questions
Christinaâs about to push herself off the doorway when Andreiâs eyes meet hers. Heâs still talking, but his smile widens, and she just shoots him a thumbs up and a grin of her own before walking to the parking garage.Â
âŠ..
Christina groans as she skims the email from the management of her apartment complex. Fixing the water pipes will shut down water for 24 hours. Itâs not the end of the world, but how inconvenient.Â
She leans back in her chair, mentally going through her mind to see where she could crash for a whole day last minute. The one friend she would go to immediately is away on vacation right now.Â
Sheâs twiddling her fingers as she walks to the locker room, needing to check in with Andrei. But weirdly, heâs nowhere to be found. Sheâs about to walk out of the room just as Andrei walks in.Â
âOh, perfect,â Christina says. âI was looking for you.â
âWere you?â
She tries not to roll her eyes as he follows her back to her office. âGet your ass on the table.â
He laughs, following her instructions as she works on his shoulder. She must sigh without realizing because his eyebrows furrow. âEverything okay?â
âHm?â
âAre you okay?â
âOh, Iâm fine,â she waves him off. âThe pipes are getting fixed in my apartment building for a day so I gotta figure out where Iâm crashing for the night. Thatâs all.â
âIâm sorry,â he apologizes. âThat must be annoying.â
She shrugs. âIt is what it is, but the friend I usually would stay with is away right now, so that kinda has me scrambling. I probably will have to get a hotel room for the night or something.â
âHow about you stay with me?â
Christina has her back towards him to take some notes, before she spins back around and raises an eyebrow. âAndrei, no. I canât-â
âI have a guest room. Multiple guest rooms, actually,â he runs a hand through his hair. âItâs no problem. Serious. It would be like Iâm not even there.â She opens her mouth to protest but closes it again, weighing her options. Like he senses her hesitation, he barrels on. âYou donât have to drop money on a hotel. And only for a night, right? Just stay with me.â
She bites her lip in thought. It would save her a lot of trouble. And heâs right, itâs just for a night. âAre you sure?â She says.Â
â100 percent,â he promises.Â
âOkay,â she says gratefully. âThank you. I owe you big.â
âNo worries,â he says. âI text you my address. Come over whenever youâre ready. I text you the garage code too in case Iâm not home.â
Sheâs a bit surprised that he just blindly trusts her so much, but he trusts her to handle his body and recovery, which is arguably the most important thing for a professional athlete, so staying in his home is next to nothing.Â
But itâs a big deal to her. Sheâs reminded of that when she drives home to grab some things. Sheâs reminded that her phone buzzes with a text from him, the garage code like he promised, along with what her sushi preferences are â anything, itâs her favorite food. Sheâs reminded of that as she drives over, immediately feeling overwhelmed at how nice this neighborhood is.Â
She forgets often that these players are earning more than she ever will. Andrei is a multimillionaire. The cost of his living room alone is probably worth more than a year of Christinaâs current monthly rent.Â
It doesnât phase her necessarily. Itâs just an observation.Â
As she pulls into his driveway, she sees Andrei coming out of his garage. He perks up with a wave, waiting for her to park her car. He approaches her as she comes out of her car with her backpack.
âJust in time. I grabbed dinner.â
She glances at the bag in his hands and she tries not to gulp at the familiar (expensive) restaurant logo âI couldâve grabbed it on the way here.â
He waves her off as they walk through the garage, him swinging her backpack over his shoulder. âYouâre a guest in my home. Why would I make you do that?â
Christinaâs not used to this. The chivalry. The acts of service. It all feels a bit too much, especially as he gives her a brief house tour and shows her the guest room. Itâs all so minimalistic and clean and expensive and she was not prepared to be staying the night in Andreiâs house today. Or ever.
She jumps in the shower really quickly to wash off the day. It takes her a moment to figure out how to control the temperature. Sheâs afraid to mess anything up. When she walks back out into the main room, Andreiâs just finished setting up the table. When she spots the familiar label of her favorite wine, she blinks.Â
He notices her silence and chuckles sheepishly, scratching the back of his neck. âI asked Taylor what your favorite wine is.â
âYou couldâve asked me,â she says softly.Â
He shrugs. âI wanted to surprise you, I guess.â
She hoists herself up on the stool of the island, trying to control the butterflies in her stomach. âWell, thank you. You didnât have to do that.â
Being with Andrei in his home is expectedly intimate. She feels very comfortable at work to poke fun at the players and staff. But itâs different sitting for meals in the kitchen at the office compared to sitting across a kitchen island eating sushi that Christina only has when her parents foot the bill. Something as simple as Andreiâs sushi plopping into his soy sauce and her bark of laughter feels almost too much, especially when he chuckles with her at his misery. Because itâs just the two of them in his home and itâs almost too much.Â
But even if itâs too much, she doesnât feel uncomfortable at all. In fact, itâs probably weird how comfortable she does feel, as her and Andrei chat about everything from the team to his brother to her college days. When his dimple pops out and his brown eyes brighten with curiosity, she has to remind herself that she works with him. Theyâre co-workers at best. Friends possibly.Â
She gets up to clear their dishes away, but Andreiâs quicker and pushes her shoulder down so sheâs sitting again. She gives him a look. âAndrei. Come on. You bought dinner and youâre letting me stay for the night. I can wash dishes.â
He shakes his head, âYou donât need to do anything but sit there all pretty.â
She just blinks and sips her wine because what the fuck.Â
They debate putting on a movie or show, but end up just hanging out on the couch and continuing to talk because heâs just so easy to talk to. Christina stops herself after her third glass of wine when she remembers she has work tomorrow, and she thinks heâs so sweet for grabbing her a glass of cold water without her even asking.Â
When theyâre winding down for the night, he hovers by the door of the guest room, making sure she doesnât need anything. When she assures him that sheâs all good, he leaves her with a âgoodnightâ and the cutest smile and Christina knows that sheâs fucked.Â
The next morning, she wakes up to the smell of coffee. When she walks out, yawning and rubbing her eyes, she sees two plates of waffles.Â
âGood morning,â she says with an air of surprise. âThis looks great.â
He chuckles. âEat it first before you say anything.â
She hums, making sweater paws with her UNC sweatshirt and smiling when he slides over a mug of coffee.Â
âYou sleep well?â
âI did, thank you. You have a very comfy mattress.â
His dimple pops out and Christina can feel herself falling. âYouâre welcome anytime.â
That statement doesnât help either.Â
After they finish their breakfasts, she yet again isnât allowed to help with dishes, so she wraps her hands around her coffee and watches him. âThank you, though, Andrei. Seriously. For letting me stay over. You saved me a lot of trouble.â
âOf course,â he says over his shoulder, catching sight of her packed backpack in the living room. âAre you heading out so soon?â
âYeah. I have to get into work earlier than you do, remember?â She teases, as she finishes her coffee, hands him the mug and goes to grab her backpack. âI also wanna stop by my place to drop this stuff off and pick some stuff up before heading to the rink.â
He turns off the faucet, wipes his hands and walks over to her. âI was gonna say Iâll miss you, but I see you in probably an hour.â
She laughs, not quite processing what he just insinuated. âProbably.â
âCan I ask you something before you leave?â
âYeah. Whatâs up?â
âWould you want to go on a date with me sometime?â
Her jaw drops open a bit. Oh. âOh.â
He backtracks. âYou can say no. I wonât be hurt. Or, well. I just want to ask to see if you give me that chance. I really like you, Chrissy.â
âNo, itâs not that. Itâs justâŠAndrei. We work together.â
âI know, I know.â
She lets out a sigh, tipping her head back and squeezing her eyes shut. âAndrei-â
âOne date,â he practically begs. âLet me take you on one date to prove that this is real to me.â
She swallows, her resolve starting to crumble down from his pleading eyes. âI could lose my job.â
âYou wonât. And I wouldnât let that happen.â
She canât help but snort. âCarolina loves you, but not that much.â
He pouts before taking her hands. âChristina,â he says sincerely. âJust one chance. And then if it doesnât go well, we stay coworkers and friends and this never happened.â
âAnd if it does go well?â She bites her lip.
The dimple appears on his cheek again. She wants to kiss it. âThen we figure out where to go from there.â
âThereâs just, itâs not- youâre wonderful and kind and sweet, but Iâm putting a lot on the line here.â She feels vulnerable, her voice shaking at the edges. âIâve worked too hard to have this fall apart on me.â
âI know. I understand.â And huh, Christina thinks. He actually probably does understand more than most, because if Andrei is anything, he's a hard worker. He gently places a hand on her waist and she canât fucking think. âI wouldnât ask you just to ask you or risk anything.â
âYou like me that much, huh?â Christina jokes weakly. Â
Andrei squeezes her waist lightly âI do.â
Oh. Okay.Â
A few more seconds pass with Andrei staring at her hopefully and Christina blinking rapidly. Heâs so gentle with her it makes her wanna scream into a pillow.Â
âOne date,â she relents. His eyes sparkle and her smile grows with his. âYou have one shot, Svech. Use it wisely.â
âOh believe me, I will.â He says confidently. âWhen are you free?âÂ
âMy work schedule is the exact same as yours.âÂ
He lets go of her hands to dig into his pocket for his phone, checking the Canes schedule thatâs synched up to his calendar. âWhen weâre in New York. Two weeks from now.âÂ
âNew Yearâs Eve?â
âYeah. I know weâre already all going out at night but during the day. Just you and me.â
Immediately, her mind goes into planning mode. âSure, yeah. That works. I have some friends who live in the city I could ask for recommendations for-â
âNo,â she tilts her head in confusion at his firm tone. âYou donât worry about anything. I take care of all of it.â
âAndrei.â
âI take care of it, Chrissy.â he repeats, shoving his phone back in his pocket. âAll you need to do is show up.â
She opens her mouth and closes it, before, âOkay.â
âOkay?â
âOkay. Will you at least tell me what to wear?â
âAnything. You always look beautiful.â
She rolls her eyes at the fact that heâs already loading on the charm and theyâre not even on the date yet. âNice try. Iâm not wearing my work attire to our date.â
âSeems like you already know what youâre wearing, then.â
She huffs before softening. âThanks for letting me stay the night.â
Andrei clicks his tongue. âOf course. I see you later?â
Christina chuckles. âYup.âÂ
They walk to his front door, and he hesitates for a second before leaning down to give her a quick kiss on the cheek. Sheâs absolutely floored. âGet home safe.â
She gives him one last smile as goodbye. It isnât until sheâs in her car when she leans her forehead on her steering wheel and smiles into it does it fully sink in.Â
She has a date in two weeks.
âŠ..
No one likes a loss, and even if Christina is kinda immune to it by now, itâs not fun. But the holidays are near and her heart feels light as she packs up her things. Her flight takes off early in the morning, so sheâs hoping to catch a few hours of sleep before then. A knock on the doorframe has her looking up to see Andrei dressed back in his game day suit with a light smile on his face.Â
âHey,â she greets. âEverything alright? You need treatment?â
âEverythingâs fine. Iâm okay.â He says, shuffling in and looking a bit sheepish.
Christina hesitates. Sheâs not sure how Andrei is after a loss, if he likes to talk about it or forget about it. âYou wanna talk about it?â
âNot really.âÂ
âOkay.â She looks down at his outstretched hand holding a box she didnât see at first. âWhatâs that?â
He clears his throat. âItâs, uh, your Christmas present. You fly back home in the morning, yes?â
âYeah,â she shakes her head. âAndrei, I-I donât needâŠI didnât get you anything.â
âThatâs okay.â The annoying thing is that she knows he means that. She tentatively takes the box out of his hand and opens it. Inside is a pair of silver dewdrop earrings.Â
âAndrei.â
âUh, I asked Taylor and they told me you wore silver and gave their approval. But if you donât like them, I can return them and exchange them for-â
âAndrei,â he halts as she looks at him. âTheyâre beautiful. Thank you so much.â
âYouâre welcome.â
âYou really didnât have to get me anything.â
âI wanted to.â
She chuckles shakily, closing the box. âWe havenât even been on our date yet.â
âSo?â he shrugs, like itâs not a big deal. But it is a big deal. âYouâre important to me. I get everyone important to me Christmas presents.â
Christina wants to melt at the soft look in Andreiâs eyes. Sheâs a bit at a loss for words, so she just gives him a tight hug. She lets herself fall into him as his arms wrap around her securely, resting her chin on his shoulder and letting her eyes fall shut at how safe she feels.Â
She reluctantly pulls away and puts some space between them. They are still at work after all. âThank you. Seriously. Youâre so sweet.â
âIâm glad you like them,â he says with a light in his eyes.Â
âIâm sorry I didnât get you anything.â
He shakes his head. âNo need.â She gives him a look as he chuckles. âI promise. A date with you is enough presents to last me a lifetime.â Jesus Christ. Where does he pull this shit out of? He just grins. âYou heading out? I walk you to your car.â
She swallows and nods, packing up the last of her things, carefully placing the box on top. She makes sure sheâs not looking at him when she says her next statement. âYouâre way too nice to me.â Silence for a bit besides her rustling her things. Once sheâs ready to go, she looks back at him, whoâs staring at her thoughtfully. It throws her off guard. âWhat?â
âIâm not too nice to you,â Andrei says, eyebrows furrowed adorably and sincerely. âIâm just..how I am.â
âItâs not a bad thing,â Christina quickly assures him as she flicks off the lights. âI just, uh, am not used to it? None of my exes have ever even treated me this nicely.â
âThatâs a shame,â he says. âYou deserve someone being kind to you. No such thing as too nice.â
She just swallows as they head down the hallway and to the parking lot. Because what can she say to that? Andrei has always been sweet and polite since the day they met, but she didnât expect him to be so sincerely earnest.Â
She slides into the passenger seat of her car and he leans down, resting his hand against the hood. âYouâll be good to go home?â
âYeah.â
âMerry Christmas, Christina,â he says with a grin.
âMerry Christmas, Andrei.â
âŠ..
Andrei gets a hat trick against Montreal and looks right at her as his teammates converge upon him. She has no idea how he even finds her so quickly considering sheâs not standing where she usually would be, but he finds her anyway.Â
She grins at him and he gives an imperceptible nod paired with his signature charming smile.
Three more days.
âŠ..
Half an hour before Andreiâs supposed to be at her hotel room door, Christina is already ready.Â
She hadnât managed to squeeze many details out of him, because he insisted that he would take care of it. Itâs not like she doubts him, perse. But sheâd at least like to know how to dress so she doesnât feel out of place. She told him that, and he caved, saying ânot a sweatshirt, but a nice sweater or dress will be fine, but not overly fancy,â which, actually, doesnât say much. But she could work with that.Â
And she did. When packing for this mini-road trip, she put thought into what she would wear today. Sheâs settled for a black-neck long sleeve with her favorite dark green pants, paired with black ankle-high boots and her favorite brown peacoat.Â
As she sits on her bed and waits, she starts becoming more fidgety. Sheâs nervous, yes, but not because she doesnât know him. She has a feeling that heâs going to be the perfect gentleman and the date will go well.Â
Sheâs nervous that itâll go too well and sheâll get ahead of herself.Â
Before she knows it, she hears a knock on her door. With a deep breath, she grabs her bag and walks over to open the door.Â
She swings it open and swallows. âHi.â
âHi,â Andrei says softly. She takes a moment to look at his outfit â a navy blue button up with a gray jacket draped over his arm. With black dress pants and sneakers, sheâs thankful that it seems like their outfits match on the formal scale. He clears his throat. âYou look beautiful.â
âThank you,â she says softly. âYou look great too.â
âShall we?â
Christina reaches into her purse to make sure she has her room key, phone and wallet before nodding. âWhere are we headed?â She asks as they walk down the hall.Â
âWeâll have to head on the train a few stops to Lincoln Center.â Lincoln Center? She furrows her eyebrows. He clears his throat as they step into the elevator, him leaning against the wall. âTodayâs the last day they show The Nutcracker. With your dancing history, I figure, I donât know, maybe it would be fun?â
Suddenly, a frog appears in her throat. Itâs probably the most thoughtful first date she could go on. She looks into his earnest eyes, as if he thinks sheâll hate it or not wanna go.Â
âItâs perfect,â she manages to get out. Heâs perfect. âI-I havenât seen a ballet in ages.â
âI know,â he responds. âYou told me, remember?â
Oh. She did. And he remembered. She bites her lip to keep herself from blurting out that this might be the best date sheâs ever been on and they just stepped out of the elevator.Â
She can tell heâs a bit nervous, quieter than usual. Theyâre not quite holding hands, but their fingers keep brushing and she feels the ghost of his hand on her lower back as they head down to the subway and onto the train.Â
âWhenâs the last time you were in New York City?â He asks.Â
The train lurches and Christina takes a second to find her footing. âItâs been at least two years. I used to come up here for, funny enough, dance intensives and camps when I was in middle and high school.â
âAre you planning on getting back to classes now that itâs been a few months?â
Again, sheâs impressed with the things Andrei actually remembers. She shrugs. âI definitely think Iâm still too busy during the season. But maybe in the off-season.â
More people pile onto the train, causing the two to move closer towards each other. She can smell his cologne. She looks up in shock at the feeling of a feather-like kiss on her forehead.Â
âThank you.â
âFor?â
âSaying yes. This will be the best date of your life, I promise.â
She just leans her head onto his elbow as the train runs on its tracks.Â
As they walk into Lincoln Center, all Christina can do is gape as they find their seats, Andrei leading the way â in the first row of the second wing. Itâs a perfect view of the stage with all the formations, lighting and sound. Andrei plays with her hand the whole time and it feels so good to see a dance performance again. During intermission, she gushes over the choreography and costumes as Andrei just smiles, listening intently to her observations. When she suddenly stops and apologizes for rambling, he tells her to keep going. (âI love how much you love dance.â)
Afterwards, they head to a nearby dessert place and share a bowl of shaved ice and ice cream. Sheâs having such a good time talking with him that it isnât until the sky becomes dark does she realize they both have to head back to the hotel before anyone questions them and they can get ready for the team and staff New Yearâs Eve party tonight.
She swipes her keycard, closing the door as he steps into her room. âThank you for this. I had a really good time.â
âYeah?â
She nods, biting her lip with a small smile. âI did.â
âA good time enough that you want to do it again?â
âI think so.â
âYeah?â His eyes are practically sparkling and Christinaâs elated that itâs because of her. âI didn't blow my shot?â
She chuckles, âYou did.â She doesn't want to tell him that if sheâs being honest with herself, he had her from the very start.Â
âGreat,â he grins. âGreat. Iâm glad you had a really good time. I was really nervous.â
âReally?â
âReally.â
âOh,â she says, walking closer to him and instinctively wrapping her hands loosely around his neck. âYou didnât have to be.â
âYou-you always make me a bit nervous, even if I donât show it,â he admits.Â
Christinaâs stomach tingles. âCan we go on another date when weâre back in Raleigh? Maybe after I take my exam?â
âYes,â he rushes out. âOf course. Yes.â
She catches his eyes flickering to her lips for a split second and decides to just bite the bullet. She presses a delicate kiss on his lips, and backs away to see a light pink dusting his cheeks. âIâm gonna go get ready for tonight.â
He chases her lips, causing her to giggle. âBye,â he mumbles against her lips. âI see you in a bit.â
As soon as her door shuts, she lets out a little squeal into her hands. Happy New Yearâs Eve to her, indeed.
âŠ..
Christinaâs certification exam happens to fall on a rare week where the Canes have no games, which sheâs grateful for because she doesnât want to miss out on any. There are some practices, but sheâs excused from those to study.Â
The day after her exam, she feels a large weight lift off her shoulders. She wonât get the results for a few weeks, but she feels confident that she did well and she can pat herself on the back for a bit.Â
She comes into practice in high spirits, having gotten a coffee and pastry from her favorite cafe on the way as a treat. She takes congratulatory messages from all the staff and some players with a smile. When Andrei skates up at the start of practice to her on the bench, he just smiles at her, shooting her a quick wink before skating off. She hopes sheâs not blushing.Â
Heâs left her alone in the meanwhile while sheâs been studying, but sheâs hoping to catch him before he leaves the rink today to see when they can go out again.
Unfortunately, the team is in the video room as Christina heads to her office to pack up for the day. She guesses sheâll have to talk to Andrei tomorrow. She could just text or call him, but that doesnât feel good enough.Â
When arriving at her car, she stops short and squints. Thereâs a bouquet of flowers wrapped in brown paper tucked inbetween the door handle, red roses and sunflowers to be exact.Â
âOh good, you havenât left yet,â she whips around to see Andrei jogging towards her.Â
She turns back around to her car, staring at the flowers as he stops beside her. âWhatâs this?â
âA little gift. To congratulate you on finishing your exam.â
She swallows, suddenly emotional. âTheyâre beautiful.â
âBeautiful flowers for a-â
She whacks him lightly. âDonât finish that sentence, you sap.â
He laughs. Itâs becoming one of her favorite sounds. âBut I mean it.â
âI know,â she finally turns to look at her and grins. âThank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â
She tucks a piece of hair behind her ear. âAre you around this week to grab dinner or something?â
He runs a hand through his hair. âYou know my schedule more than anyone.â She rolls her eyes as he chuckles. âOf course I am. Weâll find time.â
She hums. âOkay.â
âWhat should I tell the guys for now?â A sudden flurry of anxiety flashes through her veins. Andrei must see her face change, because he continues quickly. âI donât have to say anything. We can keep it quiet.â
âWould you mind if we did? Just because itâs soâŠâ
âI donât mind,â his dimple pops out. âPromise. Letâs just go on another date first. Sound good?â
She bites her lip with a nod. âYeah.â
âYeah,â he repeats. His hands itch to reach towards her before he remembers that theyâre just outside of the rink and that anybody could walk out at any minute. âIâll see you tomorrow?â
âSee you tomorrow. Thank you for the flowers, seriously.â
âI hope youâre proud of yourself,â he says, backing away. âYouâre so smart and you worked really hard.â
She looks down at her shoes, warmth spreading through her body. âThanks. Have a good night.â
âYou too.â
(When Christina goes home and arranges the flowers in a vase, she sends Andrei a picture. He responds immediately with the heart-eyed emoji, and she feels the excitement of something new starting.)
âŠ..
Christinaâs a smart girl. When she gets a text from Doug a few weeks (and more than a handful of dates with Andrei) later to come to one of the conference rooms, she has a feeling itâs about her and Andrei. Though who wouldâve said something?Â
Her stomach drops on the walk over, her palms sweating as she fiddles with her staff badge. When she walks in, she sees Doug, Mary, head of the HR department, Coach BrindâAmour and Andrei himself all around a rectangular table.
Mary offers a warm smile. âHi Christina.âÂ
Christina tries to smile back while shutting the door behind her. âHi Mary and everyone.âÂ
âPlease take a seat,â Mary says. The only empty one is next to Andrei. Christina gingerly sits down. âI guess weâll just cut to the chase. Itâs come to our attention that you and Andrei here are in a romantic relationship.âÂ
She blinks. Well, yeah. But-âFrom who?âÂ
âFrom me.â Andrei says. She whips her head to look at him and he grimaces. âIâm sorry. I know we planned to go together next week, but I slipped up in front of Coach this morning andâŠyeah.âÂ
âOf course you did,â Christina mutters. She hears Doug trying to cover a snort. âUm, yes, uh, we are. Seeing each other. Together. Whatever you wanna call it. We were going to come to your office next week. We werenât gonna hide it or anything, I promise.â
âI understand,â Mary says. âFirst of all, your job is not in jeopardy. Youâre not going to get fired because of this. Especially because itâs obvious you two werenât trying to hide anything. â Christina knows that, but she would be lying if she said that she wasnât a little bit relieved. âWorkplace relationships occur all the time. However, as Iâm sure you both understand, your particular situation is a bit different. I have to ask when you two started this relationship.âÂ
Christina lets Andrei take the lead, partially curious about what heâll say. He doesnât hesitate. âNew Yearâs Eve.âÂ
She smiles internally. Itâs nice to know he considers their first official date as serious as she does.Â
âYou do understand that in the workplace, there are boundaries.âÂ
Andrei and Christina both nod. Christina continues, twisting her fingers. âOf course. Iâll obviously continue with my responsibilities as I have been since I joined the organization and continue to do the best I can do with every player and staff member. Our relationship wonât affect that at all, I promise.â
âAnd I also understand the boundaries,â Andrei adds. âThis will also not affect my performance on the ice and off. I continue being professional with all staff.â
âYou both understand that no matter what happens that your professional relationship comes first?â
âYes.â
âYes maâam.â
âAnd you both understand that when you come into work, youâre at work and focused on work?â They both nod. Mary looks around the room. âI mean, thatâs really all I got. It seems like you two understand. Iâll draw out the paperwork and get it back to you two in a few days. Doug?â
Doug clears his throat. âFirst of all, I called this and Steve owes me $50.â Andrei lets out a surprised laugh but Christina isnât even fazed. âOnly thing I got is that I should probably take you off as the main person of contact for Svech for his general recovery regime we started in the beginning.â
She kinda saw that coming. Out of the corner of her eye, she sees Andrei about to protest but she kicks him underneath the table. âYeah, that makes sense.â
âNo worries. Iâll just take over. Thereâs not much to that anymore anyways, right?â She nods. He grins. âGreat. As long as you keep doing the good work youâre doing, no issues here. Coach? Anything to add?â
Christina swallows looking at Coach BrindâAmour, but she breathes easier when he smiles a bit. âNothing really from me. Svechy, you know what I expect from you. That doesnât change. And Christina, youâve done your job wonderfully thus far and as long as that doesnât change, which Iâm sure it wonât, no issues here. Do your teammates know, Svech?â
Andrei smirks. âSome of them have probably picked up on it. Nothing for sure though.â
Coach grins wryly. âYou can be the one to tell them then, should you want to.â
âYouâre gonna get chirped like hell,â Christina snickers, making everyone in the room laugh.Â
Andrei looks over at her with a small pout. âAnd you wonât?â
âA little. But youâre the one playing with them. Iâm just an lowly assistant trainer.â
Doug cackles. âChrissy, I think you underestimate how much the boys like you. Get ready for comments everyday.â
âBut not too mean,â Andrei says.Â
Christina snorts. âDown, boy.â She turns back to Mary, Coach and Doug with a smile, feeling more comfortable now. âIs there anything else?â
Mary shrugs. âBesides the paperwork Iâll get you two to sign later, nope. You two are free to go. Thanks for coming in."
They all file out of the conference room while Christina and Andrei linger. Once everyone is out of earshot, she playfully shoves him. âReally?â She deadpans.Â
âIâm sorry!â
She chuckles. âItâs fine. At least itâs out of the way. Would appreciate a warning next time though.â
He nods solemnly. âI know. Iâm really sorry. It wonât happen again.â
She swallows, before leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek and going their separate ways.Â
(Andrei lingers to watch her turn the corner of the hallway, a big smile on his face. Rod watches him)
âŠ..
three years laterÂ
The times that Christina is on the bench has gotten higher and higher the longer sheâs been here. Hell, sheâs one of few women to this day that has been on an NHL bench as a trainer, which is ridiculous since itâs 2027 and sheâs just doing her job. Dougâs son is getting married this weekend so Christina knew sheâd be taking over head duties for this game against the Rangers long before.Â
Itâs thrilling every time though, being on the bench. Everythingâs so much louder and things seem to move so much faster, even though sheâs been doing this for three years. Since puck drop, sheâs been in the zone and thankfully so far, not needed.Â
Until Andrei gets checked. Hard. Which rarely happens since heâs the one usually doing the checking.Â
Fights break out on the ice, whistles are blown and Christina doesnât need the refâs signal â or anyoneâs â to know that she needs to scurry out there fast. Sheâs praying that it looks worse than it is.Â
She bends down next to Andrei, whoâs crouched over in pain and places a gentle hand on his back. âHey, baby. Itâs me. Can you tell me what hurts?â Heâs breathing heavily and doesnât respond for a few seconds. âYou have to tell me what hurts so I can help you.â He mumbles something in Russian and while Christina is 90% sure of what heâs saying, she canât take any risks right now. âEnglish, baby, please.â
âChest.â
Okay. Lungs. Maybe ribs. Heâs talking and breathing fine, even if heavily. âOkay,â she nods, going through her mental checklist rapidly. âCan you skate off by yourself?â He nods and she just rubs his back, giving him a few seconds. He eventually gets up on his own, which is a good sign, and she tries not to eat shit as they both get off the ice and go straight down the tunnel.Â
Once heâs sat down on a training table, she puts her hands on his cheeks. âDrei. I need to hear the words from you.âÂ
Even in his injured state, Andrei knows. âIâm okay, solnyshka. Just hurting a bit.âÂ
âOkay. Letâs get your gear off and see whatâs going on, yeah?â She helps him get off his gear until heâs completely shirtless. âLie back for me.â She does her routine, pressing in specific spots and seeing how he reacts. She winces every time he hisses, even though itâs helping her determine whatâs wrong. She goes through her questions, quickly determining if heâs done for the day or may be able to head back out. It's the end of the second period anyways, so they have more time to assess.Â
âYou got your shit rocked.â She says bluntly. She smiles lightly when she gets the reaction she wants, which is a snort out of him.Â
âYeah, which is fucking annoying.â
She swallows. âBut youâre okay?â
âYeah. Think it was more of just an impact hit.â
âGood, good.â
âWhat are you thinking, Doc?â Andrei jokes. âAm I good to go for the third period?â
âThat really depends on you,â she says. âLike you said, it seems like it was more just an impact hit. Beside soreness and tenderness, nothingâs out of place or broken or sprained. But itâs all about how you feel.â
âThen why do you sound unsure?â
âBecause Iâm trying to talk to you like your trainer, not your fiance.â
Andrei softens and she has to look away. âTalk to me like youâre my fiance, solnyshka.â
âIt was just a scary few seconds there, when you didnât get up. Thatâs all.â
She swallows as he puts down the ice pack and puts his hands on her cheeks to make her look at him. âIâm sorry I scared you.â
She waves his apology away. âItâs okay. Getting hit is part of the gig. I know that by now.â
He rubs his thumbs on her cheek. âStill. Iâm sorry.â
âDonât be. Itâs just hard sometimes. Seeing you go down. Keep icing,â she instructs, backing away. Christinaâs not afraid of being caught with PDA nowadays. Everyone in the organization knows theyâre together after three years. But she still prefers keeping up a level of professionalism at work.Â
âI think Iâm gonna go back out, but I do limited minutes.â
She furrows her eyebrows. That doesnât sound like him. âLimited minutes?â He just shrugs. âAndrei.â She deadpans.
âIt depends on me, right? How I feel?â He says, throwing her words back at her as he starts putting his gear back on.Â
âYes. But youâre Andrei Svechnikov. You donât know what the word limited means because you have no sense of self preservation.â
âLimited minutes,â he says firmly. âI donât want you to worry about me.â
âThe ring on my finger kinda indicates that Iâll always worry about you,â she responds dryly.Â
He laughs, standing up. âOnly for tonight, to be safe.â They hear the boys about to head out for the period and start walking out of the room. âThank you for taking care of me.âÂ
âJust doing my job.â
He pulls her in to place a quick kiss on her lips. âAnd you do it well.â
âGood luck out there. Love you.â
âLove you more.â He runs back onto the ice with his teammates as she follows slower behind.
âHe all good?â Coach BrindâAmour asks when sheâs back on the bench.
âYeah. Up to him if he wants to take every shift, but heâs cleared to go.â
Coach nods, âIt never gets easier, does it?â
âHm?â
âThe look you had on your face when Svechy went down. Itâs the same look I have when my son goes down. Still. And heâs been playing his whole life.â
She shrugs, trying to be casual. âItâs part of the job I signed up for.â
âSure. But that doesnât mean itâs easy.â
They both watch as the teams skate to center ice to take the faceoff. No, she thinks. It most definitely does not.Â
Itâs close to midnight when she and Andrei are walking out of the arena together. She yawns as she leans into him and he puts an arm around her shoulder. Luckily they have the day off tomorrow. Maybe sheâll force Andrei to try a new recipe for dinner together that she found online.
Itâs not until sheâs in bed, listening the shower run as Andrei quickly rinses, does she see her notifications. Fifteen texts from six people.
She clicks Laylaâs first. Itâs a link to a short Twitter video. She clicks on it.Â
Itâs a short clip of the broadcast right after Andreiâs injury, a replay she winces at, cameras showing her running out and all the chaos before they head into the tunnel. But itâs what the commentators are saying that Layla â and all her other friends who sent her messages â are freaking out about.Â
âSvechnikov seems to be alright, able to get up on his own and slowly skate to the bench, which is always a good sign.â
âChristina, the Hurricanesâ assistant athletic trainer is out there with him, with Doug, the head trainer out for a few games for family obligations. Fun fact, sheâs one of the few female athletic trainers in the NHL. Fantastic at her job and an incredible person as well.â
âAnother fun fact to those who may not know, Christina and Svechnikov are engaged, getting married sometime next year. And thatâs a beautiful Canes love story if Iâve ever heard one.â
âI can imagine it isnât easy to have to see your fiance go down like that, even if it is a part of her job. Theyâre both heading down the tunnel now, so weâll see if he comes back out for the third period. Hopefully heâs okay.â
She locks her phone. Itâs been known to the general public that Andrei is engaged. He had posted on Instagram when he proposed. But it had been a silhouette shot and he hadnât tagged her out of respect for their privacy. Christinaâs Instagram is private too, so very few people they donât personally know had put it together.Â
Until now, that is.
âYou saw it too?â Andrei says, coming out of the bathroom.
âYeah. A bunch of people sent it to me.â
âAnd?â
âThey didnât say anything that wasnât true. What do you think?â
He slides under the covers and kisses her forehead tenderly, âI love being known as your fiance. Iâd ask you everyday to marry me if I could.â
âSap.â She feels him laugh as she leans her head on his chest, drawing circles on his bare skin. âIâm glad youâre okay.â
âIâm always gonna be okay. I have you.â
She kisses his lips before yawning, and he reaches over to shut off the lamp.Â
(When Christina goes into work the next morning, Taylorâs waiting for her in her office. With no greeting, they set their laptop down and press play on a video. Itâs a compilation of her and Andreiâs little pre-game ritual they had started a few months after they started dating.Â
Itâs Andrei, usually in his game day suit, and her in the hallway of whatever arena theyâre in. He grabs both her hands and kisses her three times. Twice on the lips. Once on her forehead. She always adjusts his collar even if it doesnât need to be adjusted, and then theyâre both off to their separate ways.Â
Christina had no idea Taylor had been filming this. For years, apparently, if the description in the bottom right of the video indicates anything. 2024, 2025, 2026 and this year, 2027.Â
âI was gonna originally ask you if I could post it the day of your wedding,â Taylor says as the video ends. âBut I also would never post it anywhere without you or Svechâs permission. Iâm perfectly prepared to just keep this in the archives and never let it see the light of day.â
âYouâve been filming that all these years?â
Taylor smiles softly. âI have. The clip from last night is everywhere, with the broadcast talking about you two while youâre helping him on the ice. Twitterâs going crazy. And I was thinking, and no pressure at all, but I was thinking that we could post this today. Everyone always loves behind the scenes content, like Marty screaming Svechâs name. I have a feeling everyoneâs gonna love this little ritual too.â
The video has been replaying automatically and Christina canât help but smile. âOkay.â
âFor real?â
âYeah. If you think itâs a good move, I trust you. Youâre the social expert.â
âWell, perfect,â they grin. âIâll catch Svech when he comes in to ask for his permission too.â
Christina snorts. âHeâs not gonna say no, I can promise that.âÂ
He doesnât. Taylor posts the video three hours later. The internet goes nuts. Andrei surprises her with dinner when she gets home after him, two plates of delicious-looking pasta on the table with a candle lit and a vase of fresh flowers. But the most beautiful sight is his dimpled smile.Â
She kisses him. Hard. It feels like the first time again.)
~*~*~
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Mr. Black, Part 1
Pairing: Tre x Assistant!Black!Fem!/ Plus Size reader
Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, You are in charge of your own reading experience. Intentional use of AAVE. PWP, cursing, PIV, fingering (fem receiving), dirty talk, praise kink, dumbass reader, degradation kink, power imbalance, Tre is a boss, all consensual.
Summary: Tre is sick and tired of the countless mistakes you make while performing your work duties. You were recently hired and just trying to do your best, but nothing is ever good enough for him.
Word Count: 4,099k
A/N: Listen, Idk what happened. He's barely in 2 mins of the film and it broke my brain. That outfit and that smile was too much for me to handle! Idk how many parts this will be. Please, please consider commenting and reblogging to help support writers! And please put ages in bios! Or get blockt!
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Shit! He was going to kill you. You whined as the numbers swam in your vision. You desperately looked between two invoices, wondering how you were going to solve this before he found out.Â
Your leg bounced as your nerves unraveled the longer you stared at the documents. Shit! You were done for. Your stupid little job was over before you had even gotten started. Your bottom lip quivered. There was no way you were going to recover from this.
Treâs heavy footsteps pounded the carpet on approach and your heart dropped into your stomach. Shit!Â
You pushed the papers on your desk into one huge pile that youâll painstakingly unravel in the safety of your home. You tapped a few keys on the computer, trying to look busy. He did not need to know that you had been staring at your egregious mistake for the past half hour.Â
âDo you have that report I told you to do?â Tre asked, once he reached his office.Â
âYes, Sir,â you said. You gave him a dumb ass, goofy smile. You handed over the report in a yellow folder. He snatched it from you, not sparing you a glance, and stalked into the office. The door slam made you flinch.Â
You werenât even sure why you stuck around this job. You were recently hired to help with the background work stuff while people all around you were getting fired. Tre had been leading that charge.Â
Ever since you got hired, you wondered if he hated you. He barely said anything to you except to insult your hard work. Look, the workforce was hard, okay? Thereâs a lot of shit that school or life doesnât teach you. More often than not, you had to hide your scrolling on Youtube for any kind of help.Â
Even when he was in a good mood, flashing those pearly whites and that sinful smile, it immediately froze whenever you entered the room. Your good mood would evaporate and then you were falling all over yourself trying to correct whatever the issue was.
His coffee was too cold, too black, too sweet. His blinds were up too high and he had a nasty glare. This report was wrong, that report was wrong. No, this wasnât the one he wanted. Yes, this was the one he wanted. Run out and get some lunch. Well, you took too long, I donât want it anymore.Â
It was exhausting working for the man, but some part of you wanted a crumb of his praise. Just a crumb. You could survive off of it. You knew you sounded pathetic. Your friends and family were getting sick of you complaining about the man.Â
Your best friend sort of got it. You snuck a picture of Tre one day and showed her. She nearly fell off of your couch when she saw him.
âThis? This is your boss?âÂ
Yes, he is seriously your boss. And he was a fucking asshole. Who else would feel absolutely nothing about firing people a few days before Christmas? Christmas! It was your favorite holiday and just thinking about all the tiny traditions made you so giddy, your heart flipped.
Person after person, box after box, floated by your desk looking absolutely miserable. You watched their tortured faces and your heart hurt thinking that all their years of service fit into one tiny box. The tinsel and ornaments decorating the office seemed like cruel mocking reminders that there would be no Christmas cheer for them.Â
âGet in here, now!â You jerked out of your seat. Fuck, fuck, fuck. The intercom flashed red and then turned off. You hated that damn box. Whatever happened to sending a chat? Way less intrusive and easier on your nerves.
You stood up with your heart racing. The pulse in your neck thumped so painfully, you placed your hand there to try and steady it. Realistically, you didnât have to tell him about the mistake right now. You just needed a chance to find out what you did wrong.
You smoothed your checkered skirt suit, wiping your sweaty palms on the thick material. El Segundo didnât get that cold, but the mornings were brutal.Â
You bit your lip as you approached his office door. You opened it. Tre stood over his desk, one hand on his hip and a paper in his hand. It had to be the report he asked for. You assumed that since it was so late in the evening, that heâd read it first thing in the morning. You had hoped to leave here with a little hope. Not defeated like the past few nights, still not living up to his impossible standards.
All things considered, he was damn delicious. His favorite aesthetic was black. Black shirts, jackets, pants, shoes. The only hint of color on him were his gold chains and glasses. His thick beard complimented his facial structure beautifully. It was an odd mix being both attracted to and afraid of your boss.Â
âClose the door,â he said.Â
You followed his command. Shit. You were really in it. Was it your report he was reading? Or did he magically glean that you royally fucked up a fifteen million dollar contract?Â
Your stomach roiled. You were going to be fucking sick.Â
You approached the front of his desk like a deer in headlights. There was no room for you to maneuver. It was you, the headlights, and inevitable death. Shit, would you go to jail over something like this?Â
You twisted your fingers as you stood there and waited for him to acknowledge you. He gave a long sigh and then put the paper down.Â
âCome here,â he said. His tone was so disrespectful and biting. It was insulting coming from such a pretty man with a soft, ungodly voice.Â
You rounded his giant desk and stood beside him. He was so huge. Thick muscles bunching the confines of his black suit jacket. You gulped and glanced down. He was looking at your report.
âWhat does this say?â He asked and pointed to a sentence.
âDue to the natre, er, nature, of the findngs.â Shit. This thing had so many damn typos in it. You typed the damn thing up, distracted, watching all of the people you never got to know walk out of here. Their faces haunted you day in and day out. You shouldnât care, but well, here you were.Â
If he had done this at any other time, maybe it wouldnât have affected you so much. If he fired people around, sayâŠSt. Patrickâs Day, then at least people would have an excuse to hide their inevitable drinking.Â
You looked into Treâs eyes, an apology ready on your lips, but he was fuming. He was usually so calm and collected, firing people with an ice cold exterior. To see so much passion in him nowâŠyou were in deep shit. Without a paddle.
He reached across his desk and plucked out a red pen. âI want you to sit here and highlight all of the mistakes you made. And you better find them all,â he said.Â
Your shaking hand reached out for the pen. He held it away. âAll of them.â
He held out the pen once more and you took it. Tre sat down in his chair and motioned for you to proceed. You spied the chair on the other side of the desk, but you didnât get the sense that you were allowed to get comfortable while you did this.
You licked your dry lips and leaned over slightly. Page by page, you hunted your mistakes with the red pen. You circled all of the typos you made. Good god, there were so many of them.
Tre sat like a silent specter. His disapproving eyes burned your back as you searched the document. At the end, you were appalled that you let so many slip through. The fuck was wrong with you?Â
âCount them,â he said.Â
Shit, shit. You couldnât handle this fucking stress. âI am so sorryââ
âCount. Them.â You glanced at him. Besides the fire in his eyes, he seemed calm and a little disinterested. Like he was already bored of this shit and wanted you to hurry up.
You took a deep breath. He was only a man. You needed this stupid fucking job, but you will not be treated like this for much longer. Fuck his praise. And fuck him. No man, no job was worth this bullshit. You were going to find a nice quiet job somewhere.Â
You counted the circles. Like bubbles of misery. âTwenty-four,â you said. At least your voice was strong, giving no hint to your frazzled nerves. Though, the more you thought about it, the less nervous you felt. You were so going to type up your two weeks notice tonight. Fuck this cheerless company.Â
âDo you have any clue what itâs like trying to do my job but all I can focus on is your shitty ass mistakes? A toddler can type better than you,â he said.Â
You gasped. Such a fucking asshole. âEveryone makes mistakes,â you pointed out. For fuckâs sake, you werenât decoding international secrets. The occasional, okay this instance many, typos should not warrant a trip to the principalâs office.Â
âI spend more time correcting your mistakes than trying to turn this company around. The least you can do is be a competent assistant. Your job is to assist,â he said.Â
âAll you can see is my mistakes instead of all the other shit that I do!â You fired back. Shit. His eyes narrowed and you swallowed, but you werenât going to hold back. Whether you quit or got fired, you were saying goodbye to him so what the hell did anything matter?Â
âI bend over backwards to do everything for you! Do you know how many times Iâve had to fix my nails as I run around here doing everything that pops into that meaty ass head of yours? Fix your computer, get you coffee, charge your fucking phone. I was hired to do assistant work, not become your personal maid. The least you can do is treat me with some fucking respect!âÂ
A weight lifted from your chest. You took deep, heaving breaths and felt lighter than you ever had. Even before taking this soul sucking job.Â
âBend over,â he said quietly.
âWhat?â You asked.
Tre stood to his full height. Not quite reaching six feet, but close enough. He unbuttoned his suit jacket and then slipped it off, revealing a black, long sleeved shirt. He rolled up the cuffs.
âIâm spank that tight ass you keep taunting me with for every mistake you have on that report,â he said.
Whoa, what? âDid you not hear what I said?â You asked. You watched as inches of his forearm were revealed. Shit, this shouldnât be so hot. But it was. Your mouth ran dry for entirely different reasons.
âEvery word. Bend. Over. Itâs a simple instruction to follow,â he said. The sleeves were at his elbow now.Â
You barely thought about it. You bent over the desk, breasts pressing into the coolness of his desk. You felt him slide behind you. His thick hands rubbed over the fabric of your dress. He squeezed the fleshiness of your ass and you softly huffed.Â
âCount out every mistake,â he said.
Smack! Red hot fire bloomed on your right ass cheek. âWhat the fuck,â you gasped.
âCount it, or we start over,â he said.
âOne,â you immediately said. Was this really happening?Â
Smack! Shit, it really was. âTwo,â you gasped again, trying to fight off a moan. Your pussy ached with each subsequent hit. And he was not going easy on you. Each smack was severe, making you reach up on tiptoes to escape it.Â
He wouldnât let you. His hand found your ass in any way you had it displayed for him. No two smacks were similar. Some were harder than others. He never hit the same spot twice. Your ass was a mosaic of pain. Heat bloomed in tiny flickers. There was no way you were going to sit down after this.
âFifteen,â you ground out. Your ass sought his hands, relished each smack he delivered. Your mind turned blissfully fuzzy. Nerves melting away until it was a tiny puddle at your feet. Fuck. You were so turned on and your panties were ruined. Soaked.Â
Your clit throbbed in time with the flickering heat on your ass. And he continued to smack it. Your ass jiggled after each one. Your feet scrambled for purchase.Â
âTwenty-two,â you cried out. Tears gathered in your eyes.Â
The final two smacks to your ass were the worst ones. He had been hiding that strength this entire time. He smacked you like he was truly punishing you for all of the mistakes on the report. You shuddered to think what he would do when he found out about the contract.Â
He had maintained a professional demeanor throughout it all. He hadnât spoken, except with soft grunts as the force of his smacks met your ass. He rubbed your booty and you moaned from the white hot pain. How the hell were you going to get home after this?Â
Tre lowered the zipper on the back of your dress and you whimpered. What more could he fucking do right now?
The answer to that was swift as he pushed the edge of your skirt up and over your wide hips. He groaned with a soft, âfuckâ, as he revealed your racy black panties. The lace was sheer with tiny flower designs woven into it.Â
âI knew hiring you was a fucking mistake. Canât even focus on shit around here,â he said. Though it seemed like he was talking to himself.Â
âI thought you hated me,â you whispered. You wiped the wayward tears from your face.Â
âYou and these fucking outfits,â he answered back. He rolled your panties off of your damp pussy. He bent with it, so his breath trailed the back of your thighs and legs. He kissed his way back up. Plump lips placed soft kisses to your thighs and ass. Pain bloomed from his recent spanking and you moaned and moved away. He straightened and pulled your hips back.Â
He smacked your bare ass this time. The wet sound was loud and lewd. You prayed that everyone was gone for the day. There was no way that these flimsy ass walls had good sound proofing.Â
âFuuuuuck,â you moaned out.
âThatâs for being such a fuckinâ tease,â he said. His hands left you, going to his own fly as you heard the zipper and the frantic huffs as he hurried to free himself.Â
âI wasnâtââ
âYou know you were. Bending over every chance you got. Smiling every time I fuckinâ saw you. Wearing these outfits you know are not professional,â he said.Â
He settled back behind you, groaning as you assumed he pumped himself. Fuck, you wanted to see. You looked back at him. Oh, that was a mistake. His head was thrown back, his arms moving jerkily as he pumped his thick length with his hand.Â
Your pussy clenched as you watched him. You bit your lip at the sheer ecstasy on his face. You didnât want to speak and interrupt him. While it was true that you dressed up a little more than your coworkers, these outfits were appropriate. You didnât show unnecessary cleavage and your skirts were decent lengths.
Okay, maybe they went a little too high. But you spent most of your time behind a desk, who was really going to notice? It was better than the bland ass, off the rack looks these other girls wore. It was like they all shopped at the same, ugly ass store. Why should you be bland like them?
You were fucking gorgeous. And wearing pretty outfits made you feel beautiful and comfortable. You loved your heels. Why should you keep all that shit in the closet to make basic bitches feel nice? Fuck âem.
Tre rubbed the tip of his dick through your wet folds. You nearly buckled. Your knees collapsed and Tre roughly grabbed your hip to make you stand upright.Â
You rested your cheek against the cold desk. The coolness helped cool off some of the heat burning through you. You moaned as his tip brushed against your clit. âPlease,â you whispered.
âPlease what?â He asked.
âPlease, fuck me. I need it,â you moaned. God, it had been too fucking long since you got fucked. Not had sex. Got fucked. You had decent situationships in the past. Sure, you had fun. But to get fucked, you needed a certain type of man.Â
He grunted as he shoved inside, stretching you completely. You cried out as he pulled back and shoved back in, getting his dick wetter from your juices alone. âSweet fuck,â he moaned.Â
âSo fuckinâ wet for me.â He worked himself inside you, pushing into the warm, wet core of you. You were a vice grip on his dick. Welcoming him deeper and more easily with every glide. His fingers dug into your hips.Â
âFrom now on, Iâm checking over all of your work. If I catch more typos, thatâs your ass,â he said.
How the hell could he expect you to listen when he was buried so deep inside of you, you were pretty sure with one more shove that he would hit your G-spot? You pathetically whimpered as his movements grew slippier. He slid in and out with more ease than before.Â
His thrusts turned sharper. Each one shoved you against the desk. The hard plane of the desk shoved into your stomach. The pain was barely a thought.Â
âOh yes, yes,â you moaned.
âTakinâ this dick well,â he moaned. His thrusts increased. Barely giving you time to breathe in between each one. They were powerful and unrelenting. The desk rattled. His thighs pushed into yours, trapping you against the desk as he pounded into you. His hands around your hips were bruising. He had you slightly lifted, so your feet slightly dangled off of the ground. He supported you easily.Â
The minimal praise from him made your heart soar and your pussy flutter. âOh, you like that shit, donât you?âÂ
âUh-huh,â you moaned.
âTell me you like it then,â he said.
âI like it,â you said.
âLike you mean it,â he said and gave another savage thrust that made you see stars.Â
The desk made an intrusive knocking sound in time with his thrusting. Thatâs how hard he was fucking you.Â
âOh shit, Iâm cumming,â you moaned. Your belly flipped as your orgasm built and built.
âLet it go, then,â he said.
You cried and whimpered as you came.Â
âMhm, let it go. Let it go. Mhm, feeling all of that,â he cooed while you came, stars going off like bombs in your weak vision. Your head swam. Your vision winked in and out. You were bliss personified, cumming with a type of euphoria you didnât know existed.
You squeezed his dick as you came. âGet that shit nice and creamy,â he said.Â
He continued to pound into you, fucking any last remnants of your orgasm out of you. He was so hard and thick, sliding in and out and wrenching every little sound he could out of you.Â
Wet smacking and the rattle of his thrusts filled the room with a harmony you wanted on repeat forever. You were creamy for him. Needy for him. Needy for the way that he could fuck you stupid and you thanked him for it.
You managed to look back at him. Again, his head was thrown back. The wide expanse of his neck pulsed with a thick vein you wanted to lick. Sweat dripped down into his shirt. His sleeves were still rolled up. He was power and strength. Thick in every sense of the word.
Broad shoulders, soft beard, and those glasses. Good god, you loved those glasses on him. That wide smile of his. His rich, midnight skin. You could spend hours licking every inch of him and it wouldnât nearly be enough.Â
He was lost in you, lost with his dick pumping into you. Watching how you were making him feel, another orgasm built. It climbed its way to the surface, whisking you away to the stars again. Shooting through the universe with nothing to hold you down. Nothing to keep you anchored. You just floated like stardust around the cosmos.Â
âOh fuck, please,â you moaned. You didnât know what the fuck you were saying. You were mumbling and moaning, unaware of anything but his hands on your hips. His dick inside you. His balls slapping your clit. Your hand moved behind you seeking his body. His thrusts were too much.
You pushed against him. You didnât want him to stop. Just for him to ease a bit. Your swollen clit was sensitive as hell. You werenât sure if you had another orgasm in you. It was too soon and his punishing pace was going to literally fuck you stupid in a minute.
âMove that fuckinâ hand before I do,â he spat.Â
âButâŠSirâŠâ He was fucking the air out of you. You couldnât breathe. âFuck, please.âÂ
True to his word, he grabbed the hand that you were trying to push him away with. Your left hand was twisted behind your back as he leaned forward, deepening his strokes.
It turned harsher, fucking you into the desk. Heâd fuck you through it if he could. His moans turned desperate.
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck,â he moaned. âTake this nut.â
He groaned as he unleashed his climax inside of you. He filled you with his cum. His dick twitched and pulsed against your spongy walls as his cum was fucked into you. Still he moved, still he pounded into you like he was trying to prove something.Â
His hips faltered as he sputtered the last of his cum. He buried himself to the hilt and a shiver ran through him. Your frantic breathing matched his as he slowly pulled out of you.
Fuck! You were fucking sore! A hundred baths wouldnât soothe this shit. A moment later, his cum slipped out of you and you moaned. Well shit. No condom. Luckily, you were on the pill but still. You shouldnât be so fucking horny that you didnât talk about these things.
However, after getting fucked the way you just did, youâd happily accept his cum. Many times over.Â
His cum leaked out of you, sliding down your pussy and legs. He groaned, leaned down, and spread your ass cheeks just to watch.
âSuch a pretty fuckinâ pussy,â he said. He pushed two fingers inside and you whimpered. He grunted one last time and removed his fingers.Â
He grabbed a few tissues off of his desk and started to clean you up. You hissed when he hit a sensitive spot. He kissed your ass and legs as he cleaned up. âSo fuckinâ pretty. So fuckinâ beautiful,â he soothed as he cleaned.
You were a shaking mess. Your legs could not support you. He chuckled as he finished. He pulled his pants up first. You heard the slide of his belt buckle. Then, he pulled your panties up to cover your ass. Next, he lowered your skirt and fixed the zipper.
You were too weak to move from your spot. Too weak to stand up and say or do anything. You laid there in amazement. He helped you up and then steadied you while he lowered you into his chair. His chair.
He got to work, righting various knick knacks on his desk. He moved a tiny Christmas snow globe on his desk that you had brought him on the first day. He had raised his eyebrow at you, told you that you couldnât bribe your way to a good start, and disappeared into his office. You thought he had thrown it away. You were too nervous to notice anything when you came into his office. Just his disapproving eyes and smug smirk.Â
He moved the report back into the yellow envelope and closed it. He turned around and rested his ass against the desk. He tapped the file with his long fingers. âBe sure to correct this. Weâll go over it first thing in the morning.â
You glanced at him. âYes, Sir,â you said with a hoarse voice. Fuck, your throat hurt. Everything hurt. He smirked as if he were reading your thoughts.
Yeah, a merry Christmas to you too, muâfucker.
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WARNINGS:
Swearing, smut, power imbalance, mild sexual degradation/sadism, sexual "toy" use, choking, masturbation, fingering, gagging
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SYNOPSIS:
You always knew you'd marry one dayânot in the way that every little girl dreams of, but because the knowledge of who you'd be marrying had been held over your head like a dark storm cloud since you were little.
When you'd been invited to dine at Malfoy manor with Abraxas and his sonâyour groom to beâLucius, the reality became dauntingly real. But you never would have thought you'd find a euphoria of pleasure in your hatred for the white-haired devil himself.
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The entire foundation of our existence is built on one concept: an animalistic hierarchy.
The rich and the powerful are the predators. With their gold, status and excessive self-interest, they hunt the down the poor, the powerless and the insignificant. They close in on them until submission is the only acceptable choice. The magic world is no different. You came to understand that the moment you discovered that you had been betrothed to Luciusâpain-in-your-assâMalfoy.
Arranged marriages were not uncommon, especially within pure-blooded families that wanted to maintain the importance of their self-forged status.
But this time was different.
Your groom-to-be, LuciusâcuntâMalfoy, is the son of a powerful witch and wizard. Your parents are renowned magic-folk, too, but here's where the circumstances differ: where Malfoy is a pure-blooded wizard, you're only a measly squib. That's rightâthe laughing stock of the magic world.
If it had been up to you, the Malfoys would have only existed in your nightmares. But you had not had much of a say in the final forge of the matter because you had not even been born yet.
You had only just turned six when you had met Luciusâand god did you hate him. Even at the tender age of eleven, Lucius was the biggest pain in the ass you had ever met. You had never wished a day to go by quicker than that very afternoon. When it was finally time for them to leave, you were more than happy to bid farewell. But everything had gone downhill pretty fast when your father and Abraxas Malfoy had herded you and Lucius into the same room to deliver the horrid news. Lucius had immediately objected and for once you found yourself agreeing with him. But neither father would have it. The deal was long done.
Even nowâsixteen years laterâyou grew glum about the matter at least five times a day. You'd often find yourself mimicking a curse on your father for screwing up your life this way. You did it right in this moment as you watched the back of his head swivel to and fro in his attempt to navigate the winding hallways of Malfoy manor.
He ought to appreciate that I'm a squib, you thought defiantly, else he'd have had tentacles for legs right about now.
You balled your hands into miserable fists. You didn't know if they were trembling with anger, or anxiousness, but you weren't going to have your first impression after all these years be comparable to a sheep on death row.
The Malfoys had extended a dinner invitation as a pre-wedding icebreaker, though you hadn't had much of an appetite to begin with. Your stomach turned each time you heard footsteps clatter toward you, anticipating the appearance of a reserved Abraxas Malfoy. But you were only greeted by hasty house-elves determined to bring the manor to order. Though you didn't doubt the extra skip in their step was the result of a Malfoy threat.
You could just imagine Abraxasâif he was anything like his sonâtowering over the staff and tossing out all manner of condescending insults, threatening to torment the next elf who left a single fingerprint on the fine, black porcelain rim of his plate.
When your father came to a stop, you were dismayed to find yourself staring up at two double doors that stood way taller than necessary. Though you supposed everything needed to be scaled up in a rich person's worldâto accommodate their massive egos, of course.
Your father turned to you. "The dining hall is just through there," he said.
"Are you sure those aren't the doors to hell?" You mumbled miserably and folded your arms.
"Don't be like that," he said gently. "Lucius is a perfectly suitable husband."
"But I'm not a suitable wife."
"And why is that?"
"You know why."
His lips pressed into a speechless line.
You turned your head to the side. "A wizard like him has no business marrying a squib. I'm surprised Abraxas even agreed to it."
"That's Mr. Malfoy to you," your father corrected sternly. But after a moment, his eyes regained their gentle touch once more. He called your name softly, "you are more than your magical status."
Not to the Malfoy family, is what you wanted to reply. But your father had been friends with Abraxas since they were in diapers. You were painfully aware of the bond the two of them shared and so you knew every complaint coming from your lips would fall on your father's deaf ears, leaving you trapped in a looped argument.
"Fine," you yielded.
Your father gave an appreciative simper. "Thank you."
You wanted to remain irritable, to make your displeasure obvious, but your father's smile always managed to bring a giggle to light. He always looked ridiculous when he smiled, so much so that you thought he did it on purpose.
"There's that smile of yours!"
"Stop."
"Come on." He offered the top of his hand, which you reluctantly placed your palm over, and with his other hand he knocked on the door.
Are we suddenly too good for handles, you thought bitterly. You still couldn't believe this was happening. For the longest time, you had hoped all this to be some cruel, drawn-out joke. But as the double doors suddenly creaked open, and you found yourself staring up at white-haired devil himself, the notion quickly dissipated within painful acceptance.
"Lucius!" Your father greeted cheerily. Lucius was dressed in an elegant black suit, his hair pulled back into a neat, low ponytail with his signature cane gripped in one hand.
The icy tundra of his eyes disregarded your presence entirely. "Mr Lee," he responded with a curt dip of his chin. "My father awaits you in his study."
"Ahâyes, of course. I do believe Abraxas has some relics he owes me the pleasure of seeing." He slipped his hand from yours and smiled at Lucius. "Will you take good care of her until dinner is ready?"
"I don't need him to take care of me!" you interjected.
Lucius paid no attention to you. It's as though you were nothing more than particles in the air to him. "Of course," he answered, stepping aside to let your father pass.
"I'll be back, dear," he said. "Stay with Lucius." With that, he hurried away into the next room.
You watched his back disappear into the next room before averting your gaze back to Lucius. "I think it's funny that you've got all these attendants, yet you're the one on door duty," you spoke up.
Lucius' head tilted down, and for the first time he glared directly at you. He lifted his sharp jaw, eyes narrowed disdainfully as his slender fingers moved to strangle the serpent head that crowned his cane.
"You're looking particularly sour today," he sneered.
"And you look sallower than usual," you retorted lightly, unable to deny the satisfaction tugging at the corners of your lips.
All the years you'd spent void of magic, you'd learnt to compensate for in your wit, and boy would you seize every opportunity to get under his skin. You brushed past him as you entered the room and you heard the doors click closed behind you. Lucius scowled and uttered your name bitterly. You hated the way it sounded on his lips.
"You're an embarrassment to the wizarding world," he said coolly. "You will do good to remember that before parting those crude lips of yours."
"Firstly," you started, turning to face him, "you'll be marrying this embarrassment, so please, do grow attuned to calling me your embarrassment," you said cheekily, lacing your hands behind your back. "Secondly, I'm rather fond of my lips. I've always found them quite perky." You lifted your face to his. "Don't you think?"
The white-haired devil sneered before lifting his wand from it's sheath and chanting, "Petrificus totalus."
In an instant and with a lack of control, your arms flew to your side, and before your legs could emulate the gesture, he propped his leg into the space so that your thighs straddled his knee. You went as stiff as a board, and panic thumped in your chest as you felt yourself leaning back. Just as you thought you'd hit the floor like a sack of meat, Lucius steadied you with a hand on your collarbone and pushed you flat against the polished wood of the door.
You wanted to wince as the door handle protruded into your spine, and Lucius, keenly aware of your discomfort, sought to worsen it as he gradually applied pressure to your chest.
"Not so gabby now, are we?" He rumbled lowly. His face was mere inches from yours. "Here's how this marriage is going to go," he murmured. "We have an appearance to uphold, so I do hope you know how to behave a proper lady in the presence of esteemed guests. Whatever squib-codswallop you indulge yourself in will happen behind closed doors, but whatever time you spend at my side, you will do it my way."
Heat began to pool at the tip of your ears. You hated the nerve of this man, to demand everything the way he wanted it, and in a way that explicitly stated he always got what he wanted. The knee wedged between your thighs began to trace small, slow circles. Occasionally, it would brush against the hem of your underwear. Your breathing deepened at the sensation, and Lucius extracted a faint smirk from the sight of your flaring nostrils.
Footsteps thrummed closer and closer to where the two of you stood, though Lucius didn't seem too concerned at the possibility of being caught in their position. When the footsteps halted, a dainty head popped up from behind the view of Lucius' shoulder.
"The food is ready, Mr Malfoy," the housemaid offered softly, evidently embarrassed at the sight of their tangled bodies. Lucius waved a dismissive hand, too busy glaring you down to spare the maid so much as a glance. She scampered away, and Lucius brought the tip of his wand up to your body.
"I do hope I have made myself very clear," he murmured. You glared at him bitterly. Go fuck yourself. It would have felt better to say it aloud. "Finite," Lucius chanted, and all control flooded back into your limbs.
You slumped against the door and his hand left your chest, but before you could snap at him, he pressed the nose of his wand into your throat. You glared up at him and he returned your attention with nonchalant eyes.
Slowly, he traced the wand up the expanse of your neck, and when he reached your mouth, he said in a low murmur, "I do rather like your lips."
"Lucius," a deep voice echoed throughout the dining hall.
Abaraxas, you thought horridly. You glanced past Lucius to glimpse your father fondling an expensive-looking object between his gloved fingers, and beside him stood Abraxas, watching the two of you with a cool yet dignified expression. They hovered at the doors to the study, and Lucius tucked away his wand rather tensely before leaving you in a hot flurry to meet with his father.
You cleared your throat and tidied the dress that had creased in various areas. The hem had managed to climb your thighs when Lucius had teased you with his own legâyou quickly pulled it proper before pushing yourself off of the doors. Your back throbbed where the handle had been buried only moments before. You cursed him for it. You cursed yourself for it; you hadn't hated itâthe helplessness, his rough handling of you. You'd have let him continue had there not been an interruption, you knew that much to be true. Pathetic.
Your father called your name softly. You glanced up to see that he, Lucius and Abraxas had already gathered at the much-too-long dining table, all three had their eyes trained on you expectantly. Tensely, you made your way over to where your father stood, already reaching out a hand to pull out the chair beside his, but he quickly stopped you. You glanced up at him questioningly.
"Wouldn't you rather sit next to Lucius, dear?" He said gently. It was a demand, not an offer.
"I'd rather squat butt-naked over a wildfire," you replied discourteously, your gaze flickering over to Lucius, who looked enigmatic despite your comment.
Abraxas grew a scowl that almost seemed to speak for itself: why had he ever considered letting this ill-mannered squib marry into such a regal family. You couldn't help but smirk lightly, and your father's fingers tightened around your wrist, followed by the stern sound of your name.
"Do not start," he warned. This was the most serious you'd seen your father. It was quite unsettling, actually.
You snatched your hand from his grip and muttered a simple sorry before pulling out your chair. Your father cleared his throat and you glanced up at him once more. With the slightest flick of his head, he beckoned to where Lucius sat. You bit on your tongue and begrudgingly moved the seat back under the table before making your way over to where Lucius sat.
Upon your arrival, he stood from his seat and took the expected liberty of pulling out the chair for you, to which you dipped your chin in the slightest of thanks and sat down. Lucius propped himself down beside you, and his musky fragrance engulfed you in a gust. It was an enticing smell, and somewhere in the mix you could practically taste a hint of whisky.
If you were to be sentenced to his side for a lifetime, at least you knew you were in for drinks in good taste.
The dinner carried out rather uneventfully, and you spent half of that time praying for the hasty end of it. Lucius had gone back to dismissing your presence, he hadn't even spared you so much as a glance. Not that you cared. Because you didn't. Of course you didn't. Once everyone had finished eating, your meal had hardly been touched, yet you seemed the most prepared to take your leave.
Abraxas had stood and beckoned for the house-elves to tidy up the space while he and your father exchanged a few words. You glanced at Lucius, who had been watching the older men, though his attention shifted toward you as he became aware of your gawking.
"I'm bored," you said simply.
"Hardly my concern," he replied blankly.
"I could do with a drink."
"By all means, help yourself to the kitchen."
"I'm thinking stronger," you said with a dramatic finger to your chin, tapping away as though musing the subject. "Your father's sure to have some whisky in that study of his."
Lucius' eyes grew scathingly narrow. "Don't be foolish," he spat. "The only thing my father adores more than his wealth is his whisky. He'd notice if even a drop had left the decanter. And in any case, I hardly think you of all people could properly appreciate the sweet expense of the beverage."
Your composure collapsed fully at his words. Nothing more than a raging ball of impulse, you grabbed at his tie and yanked it harshly so that Lucius was leaned into you. "Come again?"
"I should have you thrown into the dungeons for your unbecomingness," he growled. His face was so close to yours that your lips could've brushed within the next breath.
You frowned cheekily. "I'd like to see just how daring you are, Mr Malfoyâ"
"Don't call me that."
"Perhaps the rumours of your audaciousness are true," you continued with a glance at his lips. "And perhaps they are nothing more than rumours."
Your words sparked his interest. His bitter eyes thawed with a momentary look of curiosity, so faint but evidently present. "And just what are you insinuating?" He moved his cane to prop up your chin.
You winced as the steel python burrowed beneath your chin. It felt unpleasantly cold against your skin. A groan rumbled in the back of your throat and sent Lucius' conservativeness toppling over the edge.
"So fragile," he hummed, eyes gliding over your features. He was infatuated with your non-witchy delicacy. It meant you were powerless to him. You knew that. He knew thatâand he loved it.
You practically held your breath as you glared up at him. His gaze flickered away from you and simultaneously, his hand moved to pry your fingers from his tie. He stood from his chair and you felt his cold fingers furl around your arm as he hauled you out of yours. You followed his searching eyes and came to realise that your father had disappeared, along with Abraxas. You had no idea where to, but you could hardly be arsed in this moment. Lucius hadn't given you a split second to speak before he began dragging you toward Abraxas' study.
You smirked as you stumbled after him. "Does this mean I'm getting that drink after all?"
Lucius tossed a swift glare over his shoulder, though he remained silent. When they reached the doors to the study, he extended his free hand to knock and waited for a response. When none came, he pushed the doors open and pushed you ahead of him.
You entered with an annoyed click of your tongue, but the rustic theme of the study stole your attention. A polished, deep-red woodâthe entire room. One of the walls was lined with shelves topped with questionable collectibles and the room was furnished with red, velvety sofas. It definitely wasn't a taste you'd ever personally acquire, but you'd have to be blind to admit that it didn't hold some sort of charm. Straight ahead of you, an elegant, bricked fireplace was still bustling with a shy flame that burnt the room just the right shade of cosy.
Lucius released your arm and closed the doors behind him. You ventured a little way from his presence.
"Who knew Lucius had it in him to enter his daddy's study without permission?" You teased absentmindedly as you reached the fireplace and spotted a crystal decanter of whiskey. "Bingo," you murmured, picking it up.
"Put that down." A hand grabbed ahold of your wrist and yanked it roughly, causing you to drop the crystal container.
The whiskey toppled into the fireplace with a sickening slosh, and at the moment of contact, the fireplace burst into a hissing, spitting tornado. You narrowly avoided being nipped by the heat as Lucius pulled you toward him, though your dress was not as lucky. The fabric had caught aflame below your backside, but Lucius was quicker in acting. His hand snaked around your back and tugged at the zip. The straps of your dress fell past your shoulders and he slipped it down the curves of your body until it laid at your black heels and released grey squiggles of smoke.
You glared up at him. "Hey, asshole!" You spat, shoving at his chest. "I liked that dressâa lot!â
Lucius cocked an eyebrow at you and pressed the tip of his cane into your cleavage. Your breath caught in your throat like a lump of dry food. He said your name softly. You liked the way it sounded on his tongue.
"You've made a mess," he said, eyes observing the spill of alcohol that mottled the polished floor before glancing at you. He gradually began to press harder and harder into your skin until you had no choice but to back up to relieve the pain.
"Since when don't you like taking credit?" You shot back sarcastically. A dull coldness hit your back as you bumped into the fireplace, though Lucius continued closing in on the space between your bodies.
He said nothing, only glared at you with annoyingly incoherent eyes. You grew flustered now, grasping the situation. You were half naked and cornered by a wizard, and you had no magical means of defending yourself. You felt the heat of the fireplace begin to lap at your exposed skin. Your jaw clenched, and Lucius' gaze trailed down your neck attentively.
"The fire bothering you?" He asked lowly. You scowled. "Am I mistaken? Had you not mentioned earlier that you'd be more than happy to squat butt-naked over an open flame?"
"You're hilarious," you retorted before moving to shove him away, but his free hand moved to clutch your neck.
His other hand dragged the cane downward, slowlyâfirst over the clasp of your bra, then across the soft skin of your stomach, before stopping short of your now-heated core. The fireplace couldn't take credit for that. You were completely and utterly overwhelmed now. Every sensation had become too much.
Lucius' grip on your neck tightened until your ability to breathe was at his mercy. With painfully exaggerated slowness, he brought his lips to your ear. "I must confess that the mere thought of ravishing a squib is unusually. . . exciting," he said in a gruff whisper.
You felt your expression twist at his words, and much to his satisfaction, too. He leaned away from you, his slender fingers leaving the flushed rim of your neck. His eyes swept over your posture, seemingly pleased with the way you had fallen tense under his control. Power. That's all it was about with him. He bathed in the power that came with any opportunity to completely and utterly dominate the lesser. You saw it in the way every action that earned compliance on the receiving end caused his lips to tug into a smirk. You saw it now as he glared at you.
Lucius' attention moved down to his cane. Slowly, he angled it into your skin and slid it under the waistband of your underwear. You sucked air at the cool sensation of the serpent head gliding down your skin and slipping between your wet folds.
"Lucius," you breathed through gritted teeth.
"Hm?" He hummed busily, his attention fixed on his cane that was now angled toward your entrance. He glanced up at you momentarily. "If you'd like me to stop, simply say so." He paused his movements and gazed at you impassively.
You glared at him in silence for many moments, only bouts of air whistled from your nostrils. Your breathing had grown shallow and quick at his touch. "I hate you," you said softly.
Lucius's lips stretched into a faint smirk before he roughly pressed his lips to yours. You instinctively wrapped your arms around his shoulders to steady yourself, moving one hand to mercilessly tug at his ponytail until it came undone in messy strands. He grunted against your lips and pulled the serpent head from between your folds. You hissed at his lack of caution. He lifted you into his arms and moved to his father's desk, where he set you down onto the fine woodâunpleasantly cold against your exposed skin. He leaned in and curled his fingers around the back of your neck to bring you into another series of rough kisses.
Your hands explored every inch of Lucius's suit. When you felt the hems of his black blazer, you lifted it up and over his shoulders, to which he aided the removal by rolling his shoulders back so that the blazer would fall to the floor. His tongue explored your insides roughly, you savoured the way he tasted. He still possessed a tint of red wine from earlier's dinner.
Lucius broke off the kiss rather suddenly, and you found yourself devastatingly disappointed at the abundance of space between your lips. You leaned back onto your palms, watching as he took a step back and lifted his cane.
"Do you ever not have that thing in clutch?" You asked pointedly.
"Be quiet," he demanded, reaching for your arm and yanking you from the desk. Before you had a moment to protest, he spun you around and bent you over the expanse of the table. Your entire backside was exposed to him, and you felt your face burn self-consciously.
"What are you doing?" You asked angrily, attempting to prop yourself upward, but Lucius held you down with a steady hand on the small of your back. You frowned. "If you think I'm going to let you fuck me like a common whore, you're wrong!" You felt the fabric of Lucius's shirt brush your back tenderly as he leaned over you and brought his lips to your ear.
"Whores don't usually talk this much," he said lowly before bringing his free hand toward your lips. "Spit," he demanded.
"I'm not spitting on your hand, Lucius," you objected. "You've got some weird kinks, you knowâ" you were cut off as Lucius pried your lips harshly with his middle and index finger.
You felt him push for the back of your throat, and even as you tried to yank your head away as a protest, he kept on reaching for your depths until you gagged around him. He removed his hand, and past your teary lashes, you saw his slender fingers painted in a slimy sheen.
Your back felt cold once more as Lucius straightened up. You felt the tip of his cane scrape your lower back as he hooked it onto your underwear and pulled it down your thighs, exposing your wet core to him. The fingers, coated in your saliva, traced a line down your back until it reached your arse and traced gentle circles around the entrance. A moan escaped your lips as he inserted a finger inside without the courtesy of a warning, and it was quickly followed by another.
You clenched around him at the unfamiliar, slightly painful sensation, but as Lucius proceeded to tease your folds once more with the serpent-crowned head of his cane, you began to melt into his rough fondling. It wasn't long until you felt beads of your arousal escape your main entrance and slither down the insides of your soft thighs.
Lucius noted this image, glorified it, even. "If this is what hate looks likes, I'd love to see what else your cunt would do for me once we're better acquainted," he commented in a low and sultry tone.
You laid with your cheek pressed against the table, your lips slightly parted and your eyes screwed shut at the feelings of ecstasy that now coursed through your veins, brought on at the sites where Lucius teased steadily. You were too far gone to retaliate as you usually didâno one had ever touched you this way. It felt like pure bliss, and now you didn't ever want to leave this manor.
A deep chuckle rumbled from Lucius. "Your asshole is tightening around me. Tell me, did you want something else from me?" He jeered. When you didn't answer him, he paused the movements of his cane and removed his hand from your hole. "Then I suppose we're finished here," he said, passing his wet fingers over the soft skin of your ass.
"No," you complained softly. Disgracefully. You didn't want this to be the end of it. You pushed yourself upwards, your underwear falling further down your legs until it lay a wet bundle at your feet. You turned to face him, your expression hardened. "You don't get to tease me like that and then leave."
Lucius tilted his head mockingly. "But a whore is merely a toy. It is hardly their place to complain when their master has finished playing, hm?"
You perked your chin defiantly. "I'm not a whore," you said scathingly.
Lucius took a step forward, his clothed leg pressed between your legs and forcing you back against the desk. "Then why do you leak like one?" He said softly, his eyes fixated on yours. You glanced down to see the dark fabric of his pants had grown even darker with your arousal. When you glanced back up at him, his eyes seemed to glint hungrily, and a satisfied smirk widened his lips.
He pressed a hungry kiss onto your lips, and you returned it without hesitation. He removed the knee straddled between your thighs and replaced it with his cane, which he slid against your clitoris and through your folds before pushing it inside of you. You gasped against his lips and swung your head back as you felt the steel teeth of the python lightly graze your insides.
"Lucius!" You said in barely more than a breathy moan. It hurt to have the item inside of you, but when he began thrusting it to and fro with slow, rhythmic motions, coupled with the wet kisses he littered upon your neck, it began to feel disgustingly right.
You fastened your hands around his neck for support, and he carefully hauled you onto the desk. His free hand made its way into your hair, and he tugged it harshly so that your neck was perfectly arched for him to exploit with aggressive love-bites. You felt the pit of your stomach grow tight in an embarrassingly short amount of time, and Lucius seemed to deduce this as well from your heightened breathing, so he pulled the cane from your entrance.
He tutted disappointedly. "I've barely had my fun," he said. "Don't finish until I say so." You lifted your head to him tiredly, barely able to discern his face. "Am I understood?" He prompted, his grip on your head tightening as he shook you lightly. You nodded, and he inserted his cane once more. Oh, Godric, you didn't want this to end.
It felt like hours had passed by as Lucius teased you with his painfully slow thrusts. He spent most of the time gazing at your face, gauging your every reaction at his movements, savouring the little mewls of pleasure you let slip every now and then. Encouraged by the sweet music you made just for him, he gave you permission to finish.
When he had finished having his way with you, he removed the cane from between your thighs, pulling with it a stream of your arousal. You felt the warm wetness pool around your bottom and leak into every crevice left between parts of your body in contact with the surface of the desk.
His eyes moved between your exposed lower half and your face. He lifted the cane to your lips. "Clean it," he demanded impassively.
You gave a chuckle. "Funny," you responded and pushed his hand back, shifting your weight to get up, but Lucius sat you down with a rough hand. You glanced at him in alarm. "You're serious?"
"Very."
You searched his eyes, waiting to find a glimmer of amusement, but anything he felt at this moment was incoherent to you. "I'm not doing that," you objected.
Lucius didn't seemed pleased with your answer. His hand moved down your body rather quickly. He moved between your thighs and inserted a harsh finger, which earned a shocked gasp from you. He seized that opportunity to slide the serpent head into your mouth.
"The decision is not up to you," he paused and wriggled the cane between your lips. "Wider." You shook your head and in response, he added every finger until his hand was fully submerged within you.
Tears brimmed in your eyes. The sensation was painfully pleasurable. There was no fine line between the two, you only knew that his touch was undeniably desirable. Obediently, you swirled your tongue over every intricate groove of the serpent head. The taste was unusual, but not unpleasant. You glared him down as you sucked on the cane suggestively, though Lucius' composure didn't seem to falter.
Once no slimy coating remained, you patted his arm and he removed the cane from your mouth, along with his hand from your entrance. You were mildly ashamed to see the sheathe of your pleasure around his slender fingers, but Lucius seemed satisfied in contrast.
"Proud of yourself?" You muttered.
Lucius leaned past you and when he withdrew, you saw a fancy handkerchief in clutch. He first wiped his hand before passing the fabric over his cane.
"Generally, yes," he replied busily. He tossed the handkerchief onto your lap and leaned past you once more to pull out one of the draws. "Watch your tone," he said before lifting a bottle of whiskey to his lips and taking a gulp.
"Excuse meâ" Lucius silenced you by pressing the nozzle of the bottle between your lips, and he began tilting the bottle upwards so that you had no choice but to gulp down the drink.
His slender fingers reached for your bra, which he violently tugged on until the fabric surrendered and tore at the clasps. The bra fell from your shoulders and left you fully exposed. He moved the bottle away from your lips and began pouring it between your cleavage, over your breasts and into your lap.
"What the fuck, Lucius!" You snapped.
"Language," he warned, setting the bottle aside and planting a kiss on your exposed collar bone. He turned for the door and paused with a hand on the handle. "Oh, and you best make yourself presentable," he said, pointedly glancing you up and down. "I do believe I heard the chatter of my father and Mr Lee beyond the study. Wouldn't want either of them to find you this way, no?"
You face went cold with horror. You fucking bastard!
"Tidy up the office while you're at it, won't you, whore? And make sure to lap up every last drop of that whiskey. It's rather expensive." You saw a hint of a smirk wind his perfect lips before he exited the study.
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I love this wet bedraggled cat of a man with all my heart
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christmas themed dividers part two:
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This shitpost took way too long lol
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Fleeting || A. Svechnikov
Author: Sydney / @sydnikov
Pairing: Andrei Svechnikov / fem!Reader
Word Count: 17.5k
Summary: Every moment with Andrei is fleeting.
Warnings: 18+ smut, unprotected p in v, oral (f and m receiving), cheating(?), toxic relationship, alcoholic consumption, angst, cursing, no happy ending, Andrei-is-a-dickâą
A/N: For those of you who have already been following me, you might remember this postâthatâs what this is based on :) This is also the longest fic Iâve ever written so thatâs insane, but sorry not sorry. Get ready, this oneâs gonna hurt đ€
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Andrei doesnât love you.
It becomes clear for you months after you start fucking him on the side. His likeness for you is merely an obsession, something to have all to himself.
Youâre his, or were his, and thatâs how he saw you. Nothing more than that, or at least thatâs the conclusion youâve come to after months apart lets you reflect on your relationship with him.
Spending a lot of time in your head, you think. About him, his actions, why he couldnât love you the way you love him.
He always held you close to him, one muscular arm curled around your waist while the other likely held a drink in his hand. He paraded you around like a prize, happy to show off the hot piece of meat he likely thought of you as at his side.
It was hard to reach him, literally and metaphorically. You had to stand up on your toes to reach his ear, and the power imbalance just by your height difference alone only made the whole thing hotter, merely one aspect of your relationship you never really could get over.
Every time you spoke it had him grinning in a way that made you think he knew something you didnât. Youâre already so shy, too, and itâs what made up your whole demeanor, what drew him to you in the first place.
He likes sweetness. Innocence, quietâthat way you couldnât rebel. And he loved it when you doted on him. You did your best to be everything he wanted in a girl, too. Bold makeup, skimpy clothing, speaking only to him and him alone. Best of all, you didnât question him. His actions, his decisions, why heâd sometimes go days without speaking to you but once he called you again, you would come running without hesitation.
It took you too long to realize that he only liked you because you were someone he could fall back on when the freedom of his escapades got too boring and he needed stability. The thing is that Andrei loved you being his, but he didnât want to ever be yours.
And you know this now, you do. The moment you went no contact and left his apartment in tears, you were calling your best friend for support and to reinforce the fact that he is the asshole, not you.
Sometimes, though, you dream. Of his hands on you, his mouth on your neck, his thick cock pounding into you from behind. The toxicity of it all that, despite everything, felt so good because your emotions were always on overdrive when with him.
Mostly, you liked feeling desired. Nobody had ever pursued you the way he did, even if your body is all he really wanted from you to begin with.
Itâs been months since you confessed your feelings for him and he told you to leave; months of you wallowing, going to work, meeting with friends for drinks as a shell of yourself because without Andrei, life suddenly seemed colorless.
You miss him. The excitement, the tension, the way he made you feel. And you pride yourself on being confident, but all self respect flies out the window the moment his name is brought up. Itâs wrong, too, you swear you know this, and you imagine countless times telling him off, if you ever run into him again.
For treating you like a body to warm his dick, a soulless individual with no feeling⊠Youâre reminded of the last conversation you had with him yet again, the one that ended everything. Youâd been seeing each other for months when it occurred. Months full of Andrei and the rollercoaster of emotions he had you on.
To get to the end, though, you have to go back to the beginning.
Itâs January of twenty twenty-three, and youâre freshly twenty-one and experiencing the world in a way you never could before. Riding the high of getting your first serious job in college, it took no convincing at all for you to let your best friend, Maria, convince you to go out on a Friday night to celebrate your blossoming lives.
âWho are we meeting there, again?â You ask, painting your lips a bright red in front of Mariaâs full-body mirror. Youâve already started pregaming, and your head is starting to buzz in just the way you like it.
Your blonde friend is quickly curling her hair, despite the fact that sheâs had hours to get ready and still procrastinated until you arrived at her apartment. âSome friends from work. You probably wonât know them,â She says offhandedly, finishing her hair in record timing before snatching up the two dresses she had previously laid out on her bed. âShould I wear this in black or red?â
Raising a brow, you question her wording. âConsidering I donât work with you, I doubt I would.â Laughing, you turn your head away from the mirror to examine the two dresses sheâs holding up to her body. âDo the red one, it makes your eyes pop.â
Anything would look good on Maria, though. She has this timeless sort of beauty, a blonde, blue-eyed bombshell that has eyes turning her way wherever she goes. Youâd be jealous if you didnât mind her taking all the attention off of you, considering youâre nowhere near as bold as her.
It will especially come in handy tonight, too, since these co-workers of hers are ones youâve never met before and you donât exactly plan on getting too close to them.
âThis is why I get ready with you,â Maria sighs happily, unceremoniously throwing the black dress back onto her bed. âOh! I almost forgot, I have heels for you!â Sheâs then running back into her closet, ruffling through a box before emerging with a pair of bright red stilettos.
âWhatâs with the red theme tonight?â You giggle as she tosses the heels to you. They look expensive, a brand you donât recognize written in cursive on the inside of the leather soles. Maria insisted you incorporate red into your outfit tonight, whether it be subtle or bold.
She eyes you from her position on the bed, somehow managing to zip up her dress one-handed. âYou donât watch sports by any chance, do you?â
Throwing back the last of a vodka shot, you wince before responding. âMy dad made me watch baseball with him sometimes?â
Mariaâs face lights up like she suddenly knows something you donât. All she does is hum in response, biting her lip like sheâs holding back from telling you something.
Or, youâre just drunk. Youâve always been a lightweight. âWhat?â You ask anyway, finally standing up as you adjust yourself.
The blonde walks over to you, fixes the creases in your little black dress and affixes you with an approving stare. âDonât worry about it,â Suddenly, sheâs whirling around to go back for her phone, which is laid faced down on the nightstand. âOoh, I knew those heels were a good choice. You look so good!â
As she saunters back over, wraps an arm around your waist, pulls you into her side and poses for a picture, you forget all about the abrupt topic change and the fact that her red theme with questions of sports does mean something, after all.
Truthfully, you still canât remember exactly how you got from her apartment and into a high-end bar youâve only ever seen advertised online. Bits and pieces of an Uber ride along with downing more shots come to mind, but itâs all hazy.
You donât really care to remember though, either, as Maria leads you through the crowded bar, arm linked through yours, with a purpose. The music is loud, so loud you think you can see the walls moving, but thatâs also probably just your swimming vision.
âHere they are!â Maria is shouting over the noise, and you follow her gaze to a group of tall, imposing men surrounding two booths right by the bar.
âThose are you coworkers?â You ask, a little incredulous. Scratch thatâvery incredulous.
She sends you a mischievous grin. âI said friends, girl. Meet my friends!â Thatâs what gathers their attention, and youâre suddenly reminded that sheâs just as tipsy as you right now, if not more.
Ah, fuck, you think as one of the men come over and pull Maria into a hug. He looks at you questioningly after they pull apart, and you send him a small, nervous smile.
Damn it, Maria.
âYou must be the friend she mentioned,â He says, again looking to the blonde beside you for confirmation. âFrom college, yeah?â
That seems to snap Maria out of whatever stunned stupor sheâd been in, and she tunes back into your conversation by, again, pulling you into her. âMy best friend,â She swoons, and yeah. Sheâs definitely drunk now.
âNice to meet you,â Heâs chuckling, and seems to be familiar with her antics. âIâm Martin.â
You introduce yourself and shake his offered hand. âAny leftover shots, by any chance?â While taking the lead in conversation with people youâve never met before might seem odd, you donât think you can rely on Maria to socialize for you considering sheâs already falling into your side.
âI can check, if you want to follow meâah, shit,â Martin curses, suddenly, then quickly apologizes to the two of you before rushing over to a man with a mustache attempting to climb on top of a table.
âInteresting friends, Maria,â You say into her ear as you reluctantly follow him, keeping her close. âWhoâs the one with the mustache?â
She seems to gain a little bit of her wits back to give you a description of all the guys within your eyesight. âThe mustache is Seth, super friendly but also, uh⊠Super drunk. Heâs Canadian.â
Youâre not sure why you need to know his nationality, but she continues before you can ask.
âAnd you just met Martin, right? Yeah, heâs really nice. His girlfriend, Nykki, is gorgeous, theyâre both from Czechia. Then thereâs the really tall one, behind Seth? No, other side. Yeah, thatâs Jesperi. A bit of a flirt even though weâre all pretty sure he has a girlfriend, but he still wonât admit it. Heâs Finnish.â
Maria continues to describe a few of the others, but truthfully, you tune out after Jesperi because a man about the same height as the Finn is suddenly approaching the group, and looks to be the only one Seth listens to because thatâs who gets him to crawl down from the table.
You donât know why he catches your attention so suddenly, but something about him⊠He turns, and youâre able to catch a glimpse of his side profile.
Immediately, you come to find thereâs no accurate word to describe him. His beauty simply transcends any compliment you could give; instead, you interrupt your friend from her spiel.
âHey Mare, Mareâwhoâs that?â Slapping her arm, you point towards the now-laughing stranger. Heâs looking around as he does so, which is when he makes contact with your starstruck eyes. He looks amused, then seems to recognize the blonde beside you, and then heâs cutting through the crowd to meet you.
Maria gives you a look before also spotting the approaching stranger, and a large smile lights up her face. Itâs a smile youâre very familiar with, one that enraptures every man who catches a glimpse of her pearly whites.
You quickly come to the conclusion that this is why she was so eager to go out. Sheâs likely had her eye on him for a while, and you struggle to keep the disappointment from your face as she purrs his name.
âHey, Andrei,â She says, a little giggly. âGreat game today, you all played awesome.â
Andrei⊠You test the name silently, liking the way it feels on your tongue. Heâs even taller up close, and you can see the muscle definition straining through the fabric of his shirt. Heâs huge, and you feel incredibly small standing next to him.
âThank you,â He replies, his voice deep. A little husky, definitely accented, but youâre not sure from where. âWhoâs your friend?â He changes topic quickly, and those dark eyes are back on you once again.
Maria, as ditzy as she can be, does notice the subtle change in him. Andrei has never been overly flirty with her like she has with him, and sheâd be an idiot not to notice the way his eyes were drawn to you the moment he spotted you.
Sheâs used to having all sorts of attention from the opposite sex, and the Russian hockey player is all sorts her type. Itâs amusing though, watching how you melt under his gaze, thinks âme tooâ, and then decides to help you out.
âThis is my friend from college,â She introduces you, says your name and watches as he takes it in like itâs very important information. Grabbing your hand from where it rests at your side, she holds it out to Andrei for you, snickers as you send her a glare. âAnd this is Andrei. He plays for the Carolina Hurricanes.â
This is why she asked you if you watch sports, you suddenly connect the dots. And why she was telling you where all these people are from. Her friends from work are actually sports players, and you understand why she didnât say it outright.
These guys, theyâre famous, right? Your stomach twists, and you suck in a breath as Andrei takes your hand. His palm envelops yours, and he brings it to his lips to press a heated kiss to your skin.
The greeting is outdated, but for whatever reason it suits him. You think the kiss is a promise, too, as his thumb swipes over the back of your hand.
âThatâs hockey, right?â You intend to ask Maria, but youâre unable to take your eyes off of Andrei as he slowly lets go of you, like the contact is riveting for him, too. âIn the NHL?â
âYes,â He answers. âYou donât watch?â Youâre not a fan like heâd expect. Strangely enough, he likes that you donât follow them. It makes you all the more interesting, someone new to pick apart for his pleasure.
You flush, turning red under his unrelenting gaze. Suddenly, you feel out of place with your lackluster hockey knowledge. âNot a huge sports girl, unfortunately.â You say slowly, but he catches your quiet words anyway.
Heâs already tuned into youâhas made you into a new game to win, in his mind.
âI can fix that.â Andrei grins, and itâs almost predatory as he smoothly slides his left arm around your waist. âDo you mind if I steal her?â He directs his question to Maria, but doesnât really give her a chance to answer before pulling you away.
Turning your head, you find her sending you a grin as she mouths something encouraging, holding up two thumbs-ups. Sheâs already decided that if she canât have this sexy Russian, she wants you to instead.
âI like your heels,â His deep voice is in your ear, suddenly, and you take your eyes off of Maria to look up at Andrei, instead. âTheyâre the color of our jerseys.â
âThank you,â You breathe, letting the warmth from his compliment wash over you. âMaria made me wear them.â
He clicks his tongue, like this information doesnât surprise him. âShe has good taste. Red is definitely your color.â
You flush again, finding that his eyes are already on you when you tilt your head up. Nobody has ever told you that before⊠Maria is always the one getting praise, not you.
The fast beating of your heart, shaky limbs and nervous breath, and you already know youâre falling for it. His charm, his looks, his confidence; itâs addicting, and you canât force yourself to stop as you ever so slightly lean into him, letting his body envelop you.
Before you know it, youâve arrived at the bar, and Andrei orders a drink over the loud bass that reverberates in your ears. It appears moments later - not fair - and then heâs sliding it towards you. You meet his eyes again as he smiles, raising a brow at your silence before he gestures to take it.
âFor you,â He says. âVodka cranberry. I have a feeling you like the fruity drinks, no?â
Heâs right, as much as you hate to admit it. Youâre not one for sipping hard, bitter liquor, even if it gets the job done. Youâre not sure how you feel about him being able to read you so well, but you do like not having to carry the conversation.
âAm I that transparent?â You grin, though itâs laced with insecurity as you take a sip. Itâs good, and helps calm your nerves.
âYou wear your heart on your sleeve, malyshka. Itâs not a bad thing.â
You wouldnât know it then, but he already began patronizing you the moment you met him. The Russian language is full of double-meanings, and malyshka, little one, is rather mocking. For him to know you so well already was a good thing for him, but for you? Not so much.
Andrei sees right through you, and he has from the very beginning.
âYouâre not American, are you?â You change topic, suddenly, using the unfamiliar term he used as an excuse. âYour accent, itâs foreign.â
âNetâno, Iâm not. Most of my teammates are out of country.â He replies. âIâm from Russia. Just here to play hockey.â
âDo you like it? Here in Raleigh?â You ask, a pitiful form of small talk to keep this sudden tension at bay.
âI do.â He replies. âI like it a whole lot more now that Iâve met you, though.â And then heâs smiling again, a grin rather feral as he looks at you like youâre his prey waiting to be devoured. Heâs incredibly smooth as he puts his hands back on you, one sliding around the circumference of your waist while the other brings your hand holding the drink to his lips, taking a sip from the glass.
Your eyes go half-lidded at the motion, and Andrei knows he has youâhook, line, and sinker. He loves this game, but he thinks he likes you a little bit more than that, too.
Not that heâll ever admit it.
âYou just met me,â You blurt, overwhelmed by the intensity of his gaze.
Andrei, to his credit, takes your nervousness in stride. He finds it cute that he has that effect on you. âAnd I like you,â He counters, flashing a dazzling smile. âYouâre cute. Small, like kisa.â
âKisa?â You try out the unfamiliar word, your attempt at a Russian accent definitely not as sexy as his.
âKitten,â He translates. âWill you purr for me?â Itâs so disgustingly cheesy you canât help but grimace, and Andrei laughs at the look on your face.
He steps closer, even more than he was before, and the way he looks down on you only makes the difference in height that much more noticeable. Heâs so big⊠Normally youâd feel caged, but with him it feels safe, and thatâs probably a red flag you wonât discover until much later.
You struggle finding something to say, but he beats you to it. âIâd like your number, if youâre willing to give it.â And heâs so smooth, so conniving with the way he asks it because heâs not demanding at all, letting you think you have all the power.
âOkay,â You breathe, eyes widening in awe as you donât even have the chance to pull out your phone before heâs sliding his own into your hands. âYou can add your contact.â He instructs, watching you type in your information.
It looks informal, your first and last name in his phone like youâre merely a coworker. Youâll blame it on you being tipsy later, but you add a smiley face at the end of your name, hoping it makes you stand out. You donât know how many girls he has in his contacts but youâre not naive enough to think youâre the only one.
You lick your lips almost subconsciously as you hand Andrei his phone back, and he zeroes in on the motion. Suddenly, he has the urge to kiss you, and so he does just that. It catches you by surprise, but soon enough youâre melting into him as one large hand cradles your jaw, keeping you tilted up to him.
Andrei tastes like sin, like temptation and all things bad you were told to never get involved in as a kid. A forbidden fruit, perhaps, and thereâs even hints of cranberry left on his tongue to cement that fact.
âAndreiâŠâ You hum in surprise as he deepens the kiss, his lips soft and heavenly. It takes everything in you to pull back, to separate yourself from the addicting taste of him. âWait, I donât, umââ
You pause. Andrei looks confused, perhaps a little alarmed as his eyes flit over your face. âYou donât⊠Kiss anyone?â
âNo! No,â You lower your voice, not wanting to attract any attention. âOf course I do. I just, I donât hook up. For fun. Ever.â
He frowns, like he canât fathom the idea that you donât enjoy sex with no strings attached.
âReally,â he says, not quite a question. âYouâre beautiful, though.â The charm comes back full force as his hand comes to brush away some of your hair that had fallen into your face. âSurely you have suitors, no?â
Your throat tightens, and suddenly your eyes are glassy as he looks at you with so much reassurance and affection. âMaria usually gets the âsuitorsâ, not me.â
âI donât believe that.â He responds immediately, and he looks so sure of himself as his head lowers, his eyes looking back and forth from yours to your lips, and youâre helpless to stop him as the hand moving your hair comes to rest on your cheek.
Itâs all very convincing, the sudden care and adoration⊠Youâve never had a man treat you so delicate, like a prized possession, and you fall for it all too quickly.
âLet me take you out?â He soon asks, and thereâs nothing you can really respond with other than yes.
Everything happens so quickly from here. Andrei becomes a centerpiece in your life, and youâre helpless to stop it as you fall for everything about him. You donât truly become his âgirlfriendâ, but you are something more. Secret dates and midnight drives where no one can see you confirm that.
Thatâs why you think heâs finally turning serious about you when he shows up to your apartment at the beginning of March a few weeks before his playoffs start. He holds a large bouquet of roses, except your favorite flowers are gardenias because they remind you of your mom so your smile wobbles a little bit, but you let it slide for the romanticism of it all.
Andrei grins, the whites of his teeth blinding and he pulls you in and kisses the top of your head. He asks you if youâll come to his playoff games, wear a WAG jacket and act as if what you are is official. You think you truly mean something to him after this, even though he never actually confirms it.
Suddenly youâre Andreiâs girl (but not really) and it becomes your entire identity. You essentially live with him as the playoffs come around, taking care of his apartment while heâs on the road. He talks of getting a dog over the summer, and youâre enthusiastic in your encouragement because youâll have a friend to keep you company while heâs on the road.
His injury happens, though, and heâs out for good, at least for the rest of the season. You donât know how to comfort him because your ârelationshipâ is so new, and itâs hard for you to understand why the anger at himself cuts so deep.
Ultimately, you fix the rough patch with sex. Lots and lots of sex. He works through his frustrations by taking you long, hard, and deep, mostly with him on top holding your throat while you take it like the good girl he tells you you are.
ââDrei, your leg,â You remember saying to him one time as he slams you onto his bed, rolling directly on top of you. He doesnât seem to hear you at first, too busy laying kisses to your neck.
âI donât care.â He eventually responds, looking at you so darkly it leaves you shivering. He eats you out afterwards, and, wellâyou donât have any more protests after that.
They win the first series against the New York Islanders in six games, and the moment the final goal is scored in overtime youâre jumping out of your seat along with the other WAGâs at one of their houses.
Itâs exhilarating, rooting for something with every ounce of your being. You do it for Andrei - who still isnât playing, but he was there watching - but mostly for yourself because you love the feeling of belonging to a community so close.
The second series ends sooner than the first, a five game victory over the New Jersey Devils, and this time you are at that final game. You sit with Andrei in a private booth at the top of PNC Arena, gripping his arm that also holds onto your thigh with the same amount of intensity.
The moment the final goal is scored - also in overtime - youâre hunching over your seat releasing a long breath. Andrei attempts to rise, then likely remembers his leg which forces him to grip the arms of his chair in strained acceptance.
âThey did it,â You hear him whisper, like he canât believe they actually came out of this series alive. âThey did it.â He repeats himself, louder and more confident. Youâre still folded over yourself, letting the anxiety drain out of you when he grabs your hand and tangles your fingers together.
âMy kisa,â He says, waiting for you to turn your head so he can smile brilliantly at you. âWe did it.â
âNot we,â And you grin back, because thereâs nothing else for you to do but match his ecstasy. âYou did it.â
âI didnât even play,â Andrei is laughing, soaking in your praise like a sponge. âBut I was here, wasnât I?â
âYou mean more to them than youâll ever know.â More to me than youâll ever know, you want to say, but hold back on that particular vulnerability.
After he finishes the team meeting in the locker room, you take him back to his house. He still hasnât been given the all clear to drive, so youâve taken up caretaker duties along with his mother.
You donât think she likes you very much, either, but Andrei just says it takes a while for her to warm up to new people. Thankfully, sheâs never around when you are though, because as you close the front door to his house he gives you a look equating to a meal he wants to devour.
Andrei seems to forget all about his knee, again, when he moves into you, pushing you back against the front door. âYou drive me crazy.â He mumbles into your lips, and you donât think youâre meant to respond as he moves to your neck.
You wore his jersey tonight, hoping it would bring the team good luck. You also happen to like how possessive he gets when he sees you in his clothes, especially wearing his name. Itâs a little ridiculous, but you canât lie and say you donât love the attention.
Biting into your jugular, he tastes your rapidly beating heart before moving on, addicted to the sound of the moan that chokes its way out of your throat.
âIâm going to fuck you,â He breathes, massaging his hands into your waist as he pulls you away from the door. âAnd youâre going to love it, arenât you? Because youâre such a good girl. My good girl.â His raspy voice leaves you holding back a whimper, and itâs hard to speak as he begins to sneak his hands under your jersey.
When you donât respond because youâre too distracted by his hands, his damn hands, trailing up your ribs, he digs his fingers harshly into your skin. Your eyes snap open to find him almost glaring.
âYes,â You think he wants to hear you say. âIâm yours.â You babble as his fingers let up, moving to cup your breasts over your bra as he pinches your nipples into hard points.
âThatâs right,â He hums almost mockingly, hands now back to your waist as he pulls you after him to the path of his room. âNo one else can make you feel like I do, yeah?â
This time he doesnât expect a response as he pushes his door open, turning you around as you fall into his bed. Your head spins as the jersey youâre wearing rides up and Andrei quickly does the rest, slipping it off you with ease.
âFuck,â You think he says, but you could care less as his bare hands are back on you, kneading the soft skin of your stomach and trailing back up the length of your torso. âNo shirt underneath?â
âIt was too hot outside,â You reply, breathless as you attempt to tug his suit and tie off, but that quickly proves to be more difficult. He tsks, thankfully deciding to aid you as he rids himself of his jacket. âYouâre lucky that jersey is so thick.â He says, moreso to himself as he begins unbuttoning his slacks.
All thatâs left is his undershirt and boxers, meanwhile youâre still left in your bra, jeans, and panties. Andrei must realize this too as he kicks his slacks off somewhere behind him. âStrip,â He commands, but you donât need the reminder as youâre already one step ahead of him.
Your jeans and panties come off quickly, but itâs harder to remove your bra lying down. You eye the delicious specimen of a man above you, reaching out your hand for his own. âHelp me?â You ask, biting your bottom lip before rolling onto your stomach.
Andrei mutters something behind you, but itâs clearly appraisal as the first thing his hands land on is your bare ass. He spends a few moments appreciating the view before his fingers trail up your back, unclipping your bra much quicker than you ever could have.
âYou, kisa, are dangerous,â He teases, lowering himself to where his solid chest is pressing down on your back. He loves taking you from behind, tangling his hands in your hair while youâre left to his mercy.
He noses his way past your hair to reach your neck, lightly nipping the skin as you sigh, your head melting to the side so he can continue his ministrations.
âAndrei, please,â You hiss, the wetness between your thighs now too prominent to ignore. You wiggle your hips tantalizingly, hoping to catch his attention.
He grins into your neck, doesnât respond as he presses a final kiss to your pulse point before pulling back, his right hand sweeping the rest of your hair to the side.
âYou need me to touch you?â He asks, smoothing his left hand over your hip before slipping it to the inside of your thighs. His fingers find your clit, rubbing it ever so lightly to feel you flinch with sensitivity underneath him.
You tremble underneath him as he continues stroking you, and your hips jerk upward when two of his fingers slip past your walls and curl. Heâs laughing as your ears ring, and already youâre so close to coming when his thumb rubs circles on your clit in time with the thrust of his hand.
Just like everything else about you, though, he knows; he knows and he pulls back before you even have the chance to swear because then the last layer of clothing between you is gone. His boxers are thrown somewhere behind him along with his undershirt, and now he wastes no time pulling your hips up, leaving your chest pressed into the bed.
So used to this familiar position, you look behind you in anticipation to find him stroking his cock, staring at your glistening pussy with barely contained arousal. Youâre not sure what heâs waiting for, but then heâs sliding his free hand through your soaked lips to gather the wetness there, using it as lubricant.
âShit,â He says, swearing more to himself before climbing atop you. Itâs routine the way he grabs your hair, tangles it in his fingers while the other guides his swollen cock to your entrance. The bulbous head pushes into you with ease, finding no resistance as he sinks into you.
Andrei hisses, mutters something in Russian, then is lowering his head to press his lips to your ear. âFuck, youâre tight. You just feel so good all the time, you know that, kisa?â
The only sound capable of coming out your mouth is a whimper as you bury your face into the sheets as his hips begin thrusting, hitting your sweet spot with bullseye accuracy each time.
The girth of him stretches you out deliciously, and it leaves your walls clenching and unclenching rhythmically in time with his movements. You mold to him like your body was made for him, like thereâs no other way to exist without him taking you in such primal fashion.
Andreiâs head rests in the crook of your neck, murmuring indiscernible phrases while his hands trail up and down your body. His hips rut against your clit each time he thrusts forward, and if anything you get wetter at the thought of him fucking you so callously.
You feel like his most precious belonging sometimes, like an object. It can be disorienting when he talks to you like youâre a child, but when he fucks you itâs like that preciousness he views you with is amplified.
You flinch upward when his cock curves into you just right, and the way he coos into your ear to bring you back down only verifies that thought. He wants to take care of you, alwaysâeven if it demeans you.
Andrei suddenly rolls over onto his back, bringing you with him to where youâre the one on top with your back laying against his chest. He sits up, and now youâre in his lap, thighs spread to the side as he once again begins fucking into you.
Your mouth opens into a silent scream as your head rolls back onto his shoulder, the new angle forcing his cock into deeper lengths inside you, and it hurts but it hurts so good and why were you ever questioning how he treats you, again?
How has only one man ever been able to make you feel this good?
Euphoria floods your veins as his hands find purchase on your body, one taking your left tit and rolling your nipple between his fingers while the other sneaks down to the junction of your bodies and finds your clit, rubbing over it mercilessly.
When your stomach starts clenching and your lower spine tingles, Andrei is right back at your ear whispering encouragement. âThatâs it, angel,â He praises. âThatâs it. You want to come, yeah? Do it. Iâve got you.â
His name leaves your mouth as a breathless whine, and you struggle not to flinch away from his touch when it becomes too much but also not enough, and somehow he knows this and just holds you tighter.
When his cock hits you so deliciously good while his thumb swipes over your clit, you fall. You fall hard, the walls of your cunt seizing around him as ecstasy takes over your body. Sparks fly across your skin, stars filling the empty blackness behind your closed eyes and you think youâre sobbing Andreiâs name but you canât be sure. The only thing you can be sure of is him; his cock inside you, his hands on your body, his voice in your ear, his teeth on your neck as he approaches his high.
Yours lasts for longer than normal because he doesnât stop movingâif anything, he goes faster, because the sight and feeling of sending you into a spiral only triggers his own release.
By now youâre motionless, unable to even lift your head as it remains lying against his shoulder. Andreiâs thrusts are frenzied, more sloppy and less precise, until heâs throwing his own back with a long, pleasure-filled groan.
Eventually, he stills. His chest is rising and falling behind you rapidly, attempting to collect himself now that his mind is back in the present. You sigh, quietly yet happy, as his cock softens inside you but doesnât move, his release slowly trickling down your conjoined bodies.
You suddenly remember that he didnât lose a condom, but then you remind yourself that youâd stopped using condoms weeks before. You were already on birth control, and he assured you this was exclusive.
You were a fool to believe him.
Andrei soon moves, his hands taking to your hips as he gently lifts you off of him. âI know,â He says when you hiss with sensitivity. âIâve got you, good girlâŠâ He lays you on your back, and you donât move from your position even as he leaves the room.
Your eyes soon flutter shut, and you curl to the side as the minutes go by with no sign of return. Itâs not regret that fills your mind, no, but another emotion, something stronger than just satisfaction at getting such a pleasurable release.
You donât dare to think of the world âloveâ, but maybe something similar to that is what youâre feeling?
It doesnât help that just as youâre on the verge of falling asleep, Andrei comes back to your naked form while heâs now adorned in sweatpants. You merely hum as he sits on the edge of his bed next to you, one of his hands reaching out to trail up your arm. When he reaches your face he brushes away the hair stuck to your cheeks and forehead from cooling sweat, letting your skin breathe.
He says something, so quiet itâs impossible to hear over the sound of your thundering heart, and you donât have the energy to ask as you finally succumb to exhaustion.
Andrei cleans you up after, dries the inside of your legs and slides one of his t-shirts over you. He tucks you under his sheets and pulls you into his arms, letting your hair tickle his cheeks.
The Eastern Conference Final arrives far quicker than any of you are prepared for, and games one and two against the Florida Panthers are full of anxious nail-biting and frustrated cursing when the puck hits the goal post.
Both games end in overtime losses, and the team has to play games three and four in enemy territory, down by two.
Andrei, understandably, isnât taking it well. It's hard for the players on the ice, of course, but even harder when he has to sit at the sidelines, hidden in a booth at the top of the arena with you doing your best to comfort him.
âWhy canât they just fucking score?â You remember him hissing before the end of regulation in game two, not angry at his teammates but at the situation instead.
And himself, too, because he is the injured one. He is the one who tore his ACL making it so that he couldnât play. It isnât his fault, but it is at the same time and thatâs whatâs truly getting to him.
As the timer hit zero, heâd leaned back in his chair and grabbed your hand without thought, squeezing your fingers to the point of strangulation.
You let him, though, because at that point youâd let him do anything.
âIâm sorry.â You said, your eyes on him the entire time. It pained you to see him so miserable, and there was nothing you could do to make it better. âThis isnât your fault. Itâs⊠Blame Bobrovsky, okay? Heâs just tooââ
You interrupted yourself, not wanting to say âgoodâ even if thatâs true because you didnât want to upset him with the implication that his teammates couldnât be better.
Andrei, to give him credit, didnât take offense. His eyes were on you the moment you started your ramble, and as you finally paused to gauge the look on his face you found amusement and unbridled affection in his gaze.
âToo good?â He finished your sentence, waiting for your meek nod of confirmation. Merely sighing, he only brought your intertwined fingers to his lips, pressing a kiss to the top of your hand. âYouâre right, kisa. He is too good.â
You stay back in Raleigh while the team, including Andrei, takes flight to Sunrise, Florida. Most of the WAGâs stay back too, the majority already anticipating the result of this series.
Hours after the teamâs flight, Maria calls you late on the eve of game three.
âHey, Mare!â You answer, lowering the volume of whatever show is on the television to better hear her. âWhatâs up?â
âHey, girl!â She chirps, and you can hear voices in the background so you assume sheâs somewhere busy. âJust landed in Florida!â
âYou flew to Florida?â You ask, choking slightly. âSince when?â
âDonât you remember? I told you! The team needed extra people since weâre staying here for longer than a night.â
âOh, shit, yeah,â Is all you say because you donât, in fact, remember, and suddenly feel really guilty about it. You havenât actually spoken to Maria face-to-face in weeks, having been caught up in everything Andrei-related.
You havenât talked to lots of people you were close to before Andrei came into the picture, now that you think about it. Itâs a problem youâre sure to reflect on when youâre done talking to your friend.
â...bunch of us are going out tonight since the game isnât until later tomorrow night, including a lot of the team.â
Mariaâs voice tunes back in, and you shake yourself out of your thoughts to catch-up. âReally?â You inquire, now suddenly interested. âIs Andrei going with them?â
You could ask him yourself, sure, but you donât really talk about that stuff, what he does or what you do in your free time. It always felt invasive to ask because you werenât quite sure if you even had the right to, considering the nature of your relationship.
You doubt he thinks about what you do when youâre not with him, anyway, so you always just assume you can live in the moment with him and have that be good enough.
âDunno,â She replies. âCanât you ask him yourself? Youâre seeing the man, after all.â You can hear the smirk in her voice at the last sentence.
âUm,â You stall, because no, you canât just ask. âHe just got off the plane, I donât want to bother him.â
âMhm,â Maria hums, and you canât tell if sheâs suspicious or not by her tone alone. âTrue. Iâll just text you if anything interesting happens, okay? Sound good?â
âSounds good,â You canât help but laugh at her sudden hastiness, and soon enough sheâs hanging up the phone with the claim that the team bus is there to take her to the hotel.
As your call with Maria is in the early afternoon, you have a while to wait before all night life in Florida begins, so any updates will take time to roll in. You know this, and yet you canât stop thinking about it for the rest of the day.
Distracting yourself by shopping helps, as does meeting up with a few of the WAGâs for a late lunch. Youâre able to put your anxiety in the back of your mind for the rest of the day, and as the sun sets you pull back up to Andreiâs house and let yourself in with the spare key given to you, mind at peace as you float around his living space in preparation for bed.
You almost considered his place your home now, rather than your actual apartment. Youâve been spending so much time here, with him and also alone as everything with him seems to be going so good⊠When you settle into his bed, wearing one of Andreiâs large t-shirts and boxers, you check your phone one last time for any updates.
Thereâs a few Instagram notifications, one or two emails from your university, only one message in the groupchat with the WAGâs, and a text from Andrei which is what you zero in on first.
Settled in the hotel now. Leg is hurting, so Iâm going to bed early tonight. Text you tomorrow, okay?
Thereâs no silly emojis, no indication of any emotion in his text, and yet you read the message with a smile, insecurities officially gone. His teammates are going out tonight, not him, and you donât have to worry about Maria texting you later because there would be nothing to update you on.
How could you have ever doubted him?
You fall asleep peacefully, unbeknownst to the fact that long after midnight, your phone begins blowing up with silent notifications from Maria. She does, in fact, send you updates of her night out, but not updates youâll smile at when you wake up the next day.
Sunlight filtered through closed eyes is what has you slowly awakening to the world of consciousness, and you stretch your arms with a yawn before reaching for your phone first thing. Itâs hot to the touch, and at first you attribute that to it being stuck under your pillow the entire night, but upon unlocking the screen you discover that that is not the case.
WTF did you and Andrei break up?????
Heâs here with the rest of the guys and heâs highkey flirting with some randos???
I canât believe you didnât tell me you were done w/ him!
Youâre prettier than them btw. I snuck a few pics
Several more messages from Maria have taken over your inbox, those are just the first you see. It takes your brain a minute to catch-up, but when it finally does youâre sitting up with bated breath as you tap on one of the images she sent.
Itâs definitely Andreiâyouâd know his face anywhere. He is, in fact, surrounded by girls in the picture, his arm wrapped around the waist of a gorgeous blonde with a drink in his other hand, and itâs so reminiscent of the way he holds you at clubs that you know, you know immediately that this is what you meant to him all along.
The affectionate name-calling, gentle hand-holding and constant touching⊠You thought he looked back at you like you hung the moon, but now youâre realizing that maybe you were just projecting the reflection of your own starstruck eyes instead.
You sit up in bed, hand pressed to your forehead as a sudden headache rips through your brain. What the fuck are you supposed to do now? Remembering that youâre actually in this manâs house, in his clothes, too, has you jumping up like youâve been burned, and you quickly exit the bedroom to collapse on the couch instead.
âOh my god,â You whisper to yourself, in disbelief as you click through more of the images sent to you from last night. Thereâs no denying to yourself that he was with these women, all while supposedly having a significant other waiting for him at home.
Thereâs no one to witness the slow breakdown of your sanity, and you canât even cry because youâre so in shock about what youâre seeing
Is this real? Are you real? Is this really happening?
Itâs almost like a switch in your brain goes off, and very quickly you drop your phone. You take a deep breath, you bury your raging emotions, and you stand up from the couch to start your day.
You refuse to allow yourself to break down now. Not when you still havenât spoken to him. At the very least youâll wait until you have an explanationâŠ
To confront him on your very strong feelings youâve been doing your best to ignore until now, because theyâre too real in the wake of this discovery to just vanish away like youâve done before.
You need to know where you stand with him. Truly, because these pictures you canât stop thinking about? Itâs too much. You canât pretend it doesnât feel like thousands of little knives stabbing your heart repeatedly even if it all means nothing to him.
Everything goes back to normal. Everything is fine. You never saw those pictures, ignored Maria's continuing calls and acted as if your world wasnât suddenly tilted on its axis.
Andrei doesnât text you at all throughout the day, which can probably be attributed to preparation of game three, but all you can think about are the girls he might be texting.
Because he certainly isnât texting you.
Game three results in a loss, a bad one, and it would pain you to see the reactions on their faces filtered through the television if you werenât so numb.
He still doesnât text you. Doesnât call, either, and Maria eventually gives up on trying to reach you as game four approaches.
The impending doom of Andrei bares down on you like a vice, slowly strangling you in the screaming silence of his house you still remain in. Maybe this is something you should have seen coming because it isnât the first time heâs gone radio silent, you just assumed he was busyâbecause thatâs what he told you.
Youâre starting to think that maybe you shouldnât have listened.
You love him though, right? Thatâs why you believed him? Thatâs what youâre feeling right now, why itâs like you can barely breathe when you think of his smile or the way heâs betrayed you so?
The Panthers sweep the Hurricanes, a complete four-game victory that sends Andrei and the rest of the team licking their wounds all the way back to North Carolina. You donât watch the fourth game with anyone but yourself and a bottle of wine while catching up on homework for one of your classes.
Becoming so close to Andrei meant you became close to the rest of his teammates too, to the point where youâd consider some of them your good friends, so seeing their faces broadcasted live after the final goal is devastating to see.
Not as devastating as the text you receive, though, in the midst of trying to figure out what to say to him the moment he steps foot inside his house.
I wonât be home tonight, heading straight out with some of the younger guys. I will see you tomorrow
Well. You canât say youâre surprised. Youâre willing to bet money heâs out sleeping with some random girl whose name he wonât remember the next day. Instead of letting the anxiety take over, anger takes its place instead.
And boy do you run with it because anger is so much better than feeling powerless. It simmers in your blood, a wildfire settling low in your stomach until youâre practically shaking while waiting for Andrei to walk through the front door the next day.
When he finally does, youâre so mad youâre numb. Your anger has turned you into a ghost, an attempt at protecting your fragile heart from more heartbreak likely to fall upon you the moment he tries to charm you back into his good graces.
Once he spots you sitting on the couch, he smiles in greeting. Itâs soft, and youâd like to say affectionate, but you no longer can tell how deep his feelings run for you.
Clearly, not deep enough.
âKisa,â He says. âHow are you? Iâm sorry I was out late.â
âItâs fine,â You respond tightly. Andrei doesnât seem to notice, merely nods before walking past you to the kitchen. You follow him silently, trying to figure out how to phrase your next words.
You end up settling on a subtle approach. âIâm sorry about the games⊠I know it mustâve sucked having to watch.â
He scoffs immediately, mutters something you donât catch but still doesnât turn around to face you as he rummages through his fridge. âIt definitely was not fun to sit there, no.â He replies.
âIs that why you didnât come back last night? You were coping with the loss?â Youâre hoping your strong reference to his late-night escapades will spark something in him, but alas you still seem to be wrong and all he does is cast you a furtive glance before going back to his business.
God, you were just going to have to wring this out of him, werenât you?
âAndrei,â You start, taking a deep breath. He still doesnât stir. âAndrei, I know.â
Finally, he stops. Pauses mid-motion of whatever heâs doing, and his shoulders seem to tense in preparation of your foreboding words.
âThereâs other girls, right? Itâs not just me?â Your voice is already wobbling, and youâre glad heâs still refusing to face you because your eyes are slowly filling with tears, the agony of these last few days catching up to you.
This is when Andrei finally turns around. He meets your eyes last after scanning up and down your body; the clothes youâre wearing that arenât his, your nails digging into your hands, and finally the bright flush of your face as you struggle not to explode.
âWhat do you mean?â Is what he says, looking at you calculatingly.
âDonât play dumb with me, âDrei,â You whisper, invisible wires constricting around your throat as you force yourself to continue speaking. âMaria told me. She saw you. And you lied to me.â
Andrei doesnât speak. He just stares, fingers clenching and unclenching like he canât decide if he should approach you or not. After what seems like hours of silent battle, he replies, starting out by saying your name like a warning. âShe⊠Maria had no right to tell you that.â
âBecause Iâm not actually your girlfriend, right?â Your response is immediate, and it hurts him if the flinch on his face is anything to go by. âYou donât owe me anything. Not a title, responsibility. You never promised me any of that so sleeping with other girls is perfectly okay.â
Everything youâre saying is true but itâs all wrong the way youâre looking at each other. Tears are now openly streaming down your cheeks and Andrei hasnât moved since the moment you opened your mouth.
âNothing to say?â Itâs defeated, your entire demeanor as your shoulders sag and you fight the urge to collapse. âYeah. IâI wouldnât know what to say either.â
âIâm sorry,â Andrei whispers, and he doesnât fight you which makes it all the more devastating. Everything youâre saying is true and itâs still all so wrong but he isnât fighting you and wow, youâre really about to lose him, arenât you?
âI think the worst part of this for me is that I actually let myself fall in love with you.â Itâs your last-ditch effort of getting something out of him, anything that proves this isnât completely one-sided on your end.
Andrei looks gutted at that. But he steels his resolve, his eyes go cold and he clenches his jaw as you try, one last time, to reach him.
âDo you love me?â
Heâs staring at the wall behind you. No words fall from the lips youâve kissed a thousand times until they finally do, and this is when you come to the realization that youâre ruined. You wonât ever look at another man the same because Andrei will forever haunt you in everything that you are and what you do.
âNo. I donât.â
You donât put up much of a fight after that. You wave your white flag and slip past him to grab the small bag youâd packed earlier in preparation.
Andrei doesnât move from his spot in the kitchen once. His face is tight, eyes dark and anguished as you drop his spare key on the counter. You look at him one last time, will him to say something, anything, but he doesnât.
He never doesâso you leave and you donât look back.
It hurts worse because there really wasnât a fight. There was no screaming, breaking glass, hurling insults at each other; it was a quiet acceptance of the end of a relationship that had no chance of lasting.
Thatâs what gets you. Not just because itâs over, but because he doesnât love you like you love him.
You canât believe you let yourself fall for it.
When you finally make it back to your apartment it feels like walking into an alternate reality, especially after an agonizing drive back full of nothing but silence and your thoughts.
Youâve practically lived with Andrei the last few months so much that youâve forgotten you had a life before him. Maria comes to your mind immediately at that thought, and you canât think of anything else you need more right now than your best friend.
Her phone only rings twice before she picks up. She says your name warily, likely because she hasnât heard a word from you in two days.
âHey,â You whimper, and you hate that you can tell how broken you sound. âUm, you were right. About Andrei. I⊠Talked to him about it. Weâre done.â
Thereâs silence on the other end for several moments. Then:
âOh, babe, Iâm so sorry. Iâm coming over, and Iâm bringing the fattest bottle of wine known to man, okay?â
You canât help but laugh through your tears.
âDonât respond, you canât say no. Iâll see you in a few!â
And, well, you do nothing but let her hang up as you stare at your blank lock screen for a minute. Something possesses you to try and freshen up even though itâs just Maria, so you make your way to your bathroom.
Opening the door, your eyes land on your reflection in the mirror, your tear-stained eyes the same color red as the lipstick you wore the first time you met him. The same red of your heart, too, as you feel the shattering of it now more than ever.
It all goes back to him. Everything about you, your identity as âhis girlâ reducing you to someone who doesnât exist without him.
Fuck you, Andrei, you want to yell. Fuck you and fuck everything you put me through.
As you furiously rub your eyes, you realize you donât know who you are anymore. You let yourself be molded into an unfamiliar version of yourself, into someone just for Andrei to want to keep around.
The tears start again, and youâre left sniffling in the suffocating silence of your bathroom. The only person who knew you, the you now, is gone.
And suddenly, you find yourself alone.
Well⊠Not totally alone. âFuck him!â Maria shouts after she breaks into your apartment (she has your spare key) after youâd collapsed onto your couch and refused to open the door. âSeriously, fuck him. Youâre way too good for him.â
âWerenât you the one who convinced me to sleep with him in the first place?â Is your weak rebuttal, muffled and almost imperceptible as your head is burrowed in a pillow.
Your friend tsks, likely waving her arms around in that expressive way she does. âYes, well. I never claimed to see the future. But now we know him for the piece of shit he is!â
Maria is your closest friend, yes, but you also know her to be someone who tells you what you want to hear. Right now, youâre feeling vengeful and angry, so sheâs feeding into those emotions to make you feel better.
You know, in two months time or however long it takes you to process this, when you start missing him and tiptoe around the idea of calling him, sheâll support you then, too.
Which probably isnât what you need, but, whatever. Youâre just grateful you have someone on your side.
âI needâŠâ You start, not quite sure how to phrase what youâre wanting. âI need to forget.â
âA one nightstand type of forget or get so drunk you pass out type of forget?â
You wrinkle your nose at the thought of sleeping with someone so soon. As much as you hate it, you donât think youâll ever stop craving Andreiâs body.
No man ever could make you feel that goodâŠ
âGet drunk,â You say, quirking a small smile at the whoop she lets out. âI canât fuck someone right now. At least not yet.â
âYeah,â The blonde agrees, sighing almost wistfully. âIâd feel the same if I knew what his dick felt like.â
âMaria!â You shriek, throwing a spare pillow as hard as you can her way. It misses, but does the job of lightening the mood and keeps you giggling the rest of the night.
She does her job in making you forget, though. Makes you put on one of your shortest dresses and gets you drink after drink until youâre hunched over a toilet in the back of some bar gagging your stomach out.
You wake up the next day with the worst hangover ever, but Maria is fairing the same and somehow you consider it worth it. Maybe you can live your life again without him.
Youâve done it before, right?
And really, itâs ridiculous when you let yourself think about how youâd only been seeing the man for five months and he completely managed to send your world careening in that timespan. So, you donât let yourself think about it. Instead, you live.
For yourself, for your friends, for your heart that wonât ever be full but feels a little bit better every time you wake up each day without Andrei next to you.
You graduate university with your bachelorâs and get a job thatâs even better than your last, and you make a really good group of friends at said-job without Mariaâs help (though sheâll always be your best). The summer passes by with melancholy laughter and gentle healing, and while your first love always remains in the back of your mind, you think about him less.
So much less that you lose track of time, not even realizing that October of twenty twenty-three is here and the NHL season is starting back up. You havenât spoken to any of the WAGâs since you broke it off with Andrei, assuming you would no longer be welcome in the âcliqueâ and preferring to separate yourself from a group associated with someone who brought you so much pain, so there havenât been any reminders about the new season from them.
The memories of him are fleeting. Theyâll come to you at random times, and now that youâve lived in the past yet again, you can forget about the end where Andrei is a distant thought but every time his name is brought up it squeezes your heart so much you canât breathe.
Youâre doing better. Truly, you are. Youâd stopped crying over him long ago, and you might have gone to class with swollen eyes and showed up to work despondent, but youâre working through it in your own way. Healing isnât linear but youâre making progress slowly but surely.
One day, you wake up with a sudden determination to officially âget back out thereâ, per Mariaâs words. Thereâs nothing spectacular about this day; itâs only mid-November, the weather in that awkward stage of autumn morphing into winter.
Maybe itâs because the night before youâd succumbed to the urge to search up the Hurricanesâ schedule, curious to when theyâd be home and not.
Itâs only a coincidence that they have a home game when you call your friends from work, asking if theyâd like to go out after everyone gets off. Itâs also a coincidence when you meet someone at said-bar you attend, and itâs absolutely insane how if you squint he kind of looks like Andrei.
Oh, but heâs so, so sweet⊠His name is Jack and he buys you and your friends drinks, keeps a respectful distance yet never strays far when youâre wrapped into another conversation. He asks for your number at the end of the night and you give it to him without hesitation, taking note of the way he creates your contact in his phone himself.
âYou like cats?â He asks as heâs still typing away, and your breath catches in your throat because itâs a question that makes you think of the first night you met him. When you donât respond, he gestures towards your keychain attached to the strap of your handbag.
âYou have little kittens on your keychain. I think thatâs what Iâll add to your name, yeah?â Jack laughs a little shyly, and itâs cute but you keep replaying kisa in your mind over and over in a Russian accent you never could quite imitate.
âYeah, I do like cats,â You say, flushing at the sudden amusement in his eyes. âI like them a lot.â
Jack doesnât waste any time texting you the next day, and the normalcy of it freaks you out a little. Whereâs the anxiety? The stomach-dropping nerves that come with talking to someone new? The constant wondering if they like you or not?
Itâs so safe and secure that it hurts, because it was never like that before.
Everyone in your life is so supportive, though, but that only makes it worse because they can see how good this man is for you, but why canât you? You feel like pulling your hair out when he texts you good morning and goodnight and sick to your stomach when he shows up during your lunch break with flowers.
However, thereâs no one is more enthusiastic about Jack's new presence in your life than Maria.
âHeâs a dream guy, honestly,â She swoons, kicking her feet back on her ottoman. âYouâre so lucky. I would kill for a guy I met at a bar to be so smitten with me he shows up to my job with flowers.â
You hum in agreement, unable to come up with something to say. âHe⊠Yeah, itâs nice, I guess.â
The blonde eyes you from where youâre curled up on her couch, deliberately avoiding her stare as you mindlessly watch whatever is on the TV. âYou guess? Heâs perfect!â
âOn paper,â You retort, huffing slightly in frustration at yourself because why canât you see what everyone else sees? âI donât really know him.â
âYet. You donât really know him yet.â She helpfully points out. âWhy donât you want to give him a chance?â
âI⊠I do. I am giving him a chance. Maybe Iâm just not feeling it.â
âHeâs not Andrei, babe.â
You fight the powerful urge to scoff. I know, you want to scream. I know. Thatâs the problem.
Jack is too perfect for you. You want the ups and downs, the electrifying chemistry, the undeniable connection youâve felt with no one else before. You crave the feeling of those past five months, of being with someone who lit you up to your very core.
Itâs been almost eight months and you still canât get him out of your head.
You give Jack a rightful chance, though, like everyone in your life is begging you to. You canât bring yourself to end it because there really is nothing wrong, itâs a perfect getting-to-know-you stage which checks off all the boxes. Itâs just that you donât want normal because normal is boring.
You want chaos. And Andrei is chaos personified.
Unbeknownst to you, Maria is still very good friends with a lot of the WAGâs and talks about you when they ask. They miss you, it turns out, but your friend never tells you this in fear of sending you into a depressive spiral that tends to happen when theyâre brought up. Theyâre ecstatic to hear that your life seems to be going so well after the breakup, especially after seeing Andreiâs reaction to it all.
This is something Maria doesnât tell you, either. Sheâs such a good friend, protecting your heart like that. Andrei did not come out of his house after you ended it the same person; he was a little darker, a little angrier, frustrated in a way that suggested nothing could be done to fix it.
It doesnât help that he couldnât take it out by playing hockey, because he wasnât cleared to play until the end of October, a month into the regular season.
He never admits his sour mood is partly to blame you for. Not that itâs your faultâheâs the one who fucked up, not you.
Never you.
Maria knows all of this and still gives him the cold shoulder for his treatment of you. None of the girls were very happy after finding out while his teammates just gave him awkward pats on the back. It doesnât stop him from finding out about you, though, and what youâre up to.
The WAGâs talk. Theyâre gossip machines, and while normally he hates them for it because he always has to watch what he says around them, this time heâs thankful because they tell their husbands and boyfriends everything.
Heâs at Martin and his girlfriend, Nykkiâs, apartment watching their cavapoo, Gigi, when he finds out youâre seeing someone new. Theyâre heatedly talking about something when they walk in and donât see him on the floor cuddling Gigi, so he doesnât interrupt.
âI mean, Iâm not surprised, but wow. It certainly took her a while to move on, didnât it?â
He hears a smack, assumes Nykki has hit him on the arm like she typically does when he pisses her off. âShe loved him, of course it took time!â
âOw!â He hisses, though itâs clearly in jest. âWell, yeah, but like⊠Itâs been months. And itâs not like sheâs in contact with any of us anymore to remind her of him.â Andrei notes the sourness in his teammateâs voice, feels his heart drop because he thinks he knows who theyâre talking about, now.
âStill,â Nykki replies. âI was so sad after my first heartbreak. They take a while to heal from, especially when itâs not a clean ending. Itâs no secret how Andrei treated her.â Sheâs frowning when she continues. âI wish I could give her a hug, but I get it. I wouldnât want to see any of us, either.â
Martin sighs. âI get it, too. I sure do miss the wine sheâd bring though. She had the best fucking taste, ever.â
âOf course you only miss her for her alcohol.â
Andrei decides to clear his throat at this moment. When he does so, Martin and Nykki whip their heads towards him on the floor, surprise and guilt decorating their faces when they see him holding Gigi rather dejectedly.
He starts by saying your name, even surprises himself when it comes out biting and, dare he say it⊠Jealous? âSheâs seeing someone?â
Martin and Nykki share a glance. Gigi chooses this as the time to leap up from his lap and run towards her parents where Martin happily picks her up. âIâm going to go take her out. Thanks for watching, âDrei!â He quickly flees the apartment, and Nykki says something under her breath as she glares after him.
They both know Andrei isnât letting this go.
âDo you remember Maria, her friend? Works in the Hurricanesâ marketing department?â She eventually says, joining him on the floor.
âThe blonde one? Yes,â He replies, and even though there are many blondes working for the team he knows exactly who sheâs talking about. Sheâs your best friend, after all, and he knows everything about you.
Like how he knows you will never get over him. Conceited? Yes, but he had (has) you wrapped around his finger.
âWell, she talks to a lot of us still, despite everything that happened. And she tells us things.â Nykki pauses, almost like sheâs scared to go on.
âThings like?â Andrei inquires. âHow she is doing? Who she is doing?â
She glares at him then, eyes narrowing into slits. âNot that you really have a right to know, but yes.â
His fingers dig into his palms and his jaw cramps with how much heâs trying to keep from exploding.
âSo, sheâs seeing some guy now?â He scoffs like the very idea is incredulous. As if whatever pathetic excuse of a man youâre talking to could ever compare to him.
âShe has a right to move on, Andrei. You should too. You ruined her.â
That fact remains true, but he still has no desire to ever let you go as he deliberately ignores her advice, well-meaning as it is.
How ruined could you really be if youâre already with somebody else?
Unfortunately, itâs impossible to run into you because you avoid him like the plague. You know everywhere he and his teammates frequent so you stopped showing up long ago, and heâs pretty sure you keep a several hundred-foot radius between you and PNC Arena at all times. He doesnât blame you, but it pisses him off to know he canât easily find you.
Christmas passes, you spend it with Jack and Andrei spends it with his Russian teammates. The New Year arrives just as quickly, and as he locks lips with some random girl at the party heâs at he thinks of you. Wonders who youâre with, if youâre kissing that guy Nykki told him about.
You actually flew back home to spend it with your parents, giving Jack some weak excuse about how you werenât able to see them over the holidays.
North Carolina winter is in full force as February of twenty twenty-four rolls around, and your life remains inexplicably boring while Andreiâs picks up. The Hurricanes are finally having a redemption arc after their awful first-half of the season, and thus are heading out to celebrate far more often than normal.
Theyâre more daring in where they choose to go, too, wanting to branch out of their norms, because why not?
This is really unfortunate for you. Horrifying, actually, because youâre out with your friends, Jack, and his friends too when the team comes strolling in. Eyes instantly shoot their way, aweing at the miniature celebrities in their own right for finally bringing a good professional sports team to NC.
The moment Andrei steps foot in the establishment you know. Your skin catches fire, your ears ring, and your heart thunders inside your chest because only man can set off your senses so powerfully.
You look away from Jack - who thankfully doesnât notice, heâs sucked into a conversation with one of his friends - and find Andrei approaching the bar with Martin and Seth. He hasnât noticed you yet and you try to keep that from happening as you sink down into your seat, flashing your friends an exaggerated smile when they eye you curiously.
Youâre unable to hide for long, though, when a song bursts from the speakers and sends everyone into an excited frenzy, your group included as they crowd the dance.
Luckily youâre able to escape that particular rally and wave Jack off when he asks you if youâre okay. âIâm fine,â You shout over the bass rattling your eardrums. âJust letting my drink settle a bit.â
He doesnât question you, merely nods and smiles before disappearing somewhere with his friends. Now, youâre alone, and you canât decide if thatâs a good or bad thing because now you have a perfect view of Andrei and his teammates leaning against the bar, looking far too good as they do so.
You canât keep your eyes off him. You never could, especially canât now as you soak up every little change your eyes can see. He has a scruff now, a sexy five oâclock shadow that you know firsthand how it feels between your thighs. His hair is a little longer, tooâyou wonder if itâs still as soft as you remember.
Jack suddenly appears from a break in the crowd and oh, yeah, fuck you canât be thinking about your ex like this, can you? No, you arenât officially with Jack, but itâs still wrong. He likes you so much, you know this, and you⊠Donât hate him?
Fuck, fuck, fuck, you bemoan to yourself, torn between the angel on your left and the devil on your right that donât give you the chance to decide because you feel eyes baring into your skull, begging you to notice them. Your entire being freezes, stuck in between some weird limbo as you lock eyes with Andrei for the first time in months.
Thereâs no one else but you and him as neither one of you refuses to break first, and you only lose eye contact when a group of people walks between you. When theyâre gone and youâre able to freely look again, you realize heâs gone from his spot at the bar. All his teammates are still there, and theyâve now spotted you too.
Would it be wrong to call an uber and just tell Jack you felt sick?
Your name is suddenly being whispered into your ear, and you would have flinched if the sound of his voice didnât have you relaxing back into your seat. You refuse to look up at first, because if you look at him so close to you again youâll fold.
âAndrei,â You greet, quietly. âHow are you?â You still arenât looking at him, choosing to swirl around the drink in your hand instead.
âIâm good,â He replies, so close you can feel the heat of his body seeping into your skin. You lean into it almost subconsciously until heâs sliding into the booth next to you, pressing the two of you together. âHow are you, my kisa?â
âYou donât get to call me that anymore.â You retort, finally meeting his eyes to cast him a withering glare.
âNo?â Andrei reaches a hand up to brush some stray hairs from your face. So delicate his touch, he trails his hand down your cheek, your neck, and down your waist until landing on your thigh. You donât stop him, either.
âThatâs funny. I could have sworn that youâre mine.â
âIâm not,â You squirm under his touch, unable to push him away. âI havenât been in months. Wasnât ever âyoursâ to begin with. You made sure of that.â
Andrei doesnât appreciate the call out. The way his face twists is mean and you know whatever heâs going to say will hurt. âRight,â He scoffs, is snide with the way he tones it. âBut youâre his?â
He gestures towards Jack, who thankfully is enraptured in a tense game of pool on the other side of the room. You donât question how he already knows thatâs who youâre with.
âIâm not anyoneâs, Andrei.â
âYes you are. You might have thought that because we havenât seen each other we are just over?â He leans into you, doesnât let you break eye contact as he gets so close your noses touch. âNo. I bet me being so close to you right now has you soaked, and you want to know how I know that?â
Your throat is tight as you swallow. You canât look away as you move to shake your head, but strange, because it comes out as a nod instead.
âYouâre not âover meâ, malyshka. Youâll never be over me. You love me.â
His grin is feral, his words biting as they cut through you at such a vulnerable level it has you flinching back from his touch immediately.
âOh, fuck you, Andrei,â You hiss, an angry sheen of tears starting to gloss over your eyes. âFuck you. I donât love you anymoreâespecially not now.â
You move to slip around him but his arm shoots out and stops you in your tracks, leaving you frozen as he stands to tower over you.
âCareful,â He murmurs. âYour boy over there might think somethingâs wrong. Maybe I should introduce myself, make sure he knows I would never dare hurt you.â
âYou donât have to touch me to hurt me. You did that plenty without having to lift a finger.â You retort. âNow, get out of my way. I donât want to talk to you anymore.â
âBut what if I want to talk to you?â You really hate the height difference between the two of you right now because it takes no effort at all for him to slide a muscular arm around your waist and keep you glued to his side. âMaybe I have missed you.â
âI sincerely doubt that,â You mutter, but he ignores you as he begins to lead you away from the booth you were in before. âMy friends will wonder where I am if Iâm not at the booth when they get back.â
âNot worried about your boy?â He mocks, noting the way you donât mention Jack at all. âThey wonât have enough time to notice.â
You narrow your eyes at his insinuating words as he stops at the bar, waving down the bartender who comes immediately. âHis name is Jack.â You mutter, thinking he canât hear you. He continues talking, ignoring you, and youâre unable to hear him over the noise so you donât bother trying to understand what heâs asking for.
Soon enough thereâs a drink sliding across the bar counter and Andrei pushes it in front of you. You eye the glass, making note of the fact that the liquid is red. âVodka cranberry,â He confirms what youâre already thinking.
You flash back to the night you first met and suddenly you want nothing to do with the drink in front of you. âNo thanks, I donât want it.â You say, trying to step away.
You donât get far, though, because heâs grabbing your wrist and tugging you rather harshly back to him. âDrink it,â He demands, watches your eyes and the way they dart from his face and back to the glass nervously. He sighs, then, like heâs realized something and lets go of your wrist only to land back on your hip. âItâs⊠Nothing is wrong with it. I didnât touch it.â
He thinks youâre worried about being drugged? You almost laugh but manage to hold it back, because of course he doesnât remember that this is the first drink he ever got you.
Your heart beats a little faster as you concede, finally picking up the drink and taking a tiny sip. He waits for your reaction like heâs the one who made it. âItâs good,â You finally say, licking the sweetness from your lips.
Andrei watches you, your eyes, your lips, everything about as time seems to stop and itâs just you and him, like itâs supposed to be.
You havenât changed all that much, and you can tell he likes that. Your hair is a little shorter, youâre perhaps a little thinner now that youâre not on a college student diet, but youâre still you.
Andrei hasnât changed either. Youâre the same yet so different, and itâs incredibly difficult resisting the temptation to fall back into old habits.
âIâve missed you,â He admits quietly, and you think itâs sincere this time. You wouldnât have heard if you werenât standing so close together.
Your heart thunders in your chest. You might be sweating out of nerves, or maybe itâs just the club. Your hands itch to touch him, and with more alcohol in you thanks to the cranberry you donât stop Andrei as he succumbs to his urges first and uses one, large hand to cup your cheek.
You shudder as he caresses the skin, his thumb landing on your bottom lip and stroking it lightly. âAndrei,â You breathe, pupils blown wide. âYou canâtâwe canâtâŠâ
He tilts his head, reminiscent of a dog. âWhy not? You are not single?â He has you. He knows you know he does. You arenât nearly as committed to Jack as much as youâd like yourself to be.
âI canât do that to him,â You try weakly, already feeling your will bending to the persuasiveness of his touch.
His head lowers, hand remaining on your cheek as he brushes your lips together. You crave it, you realize, and move to fully push your mouths together but heâs pulling back before you get the chance.
âGo to the bathroom.â He says. âIâll meet you there.â
âWill you?â You ask, the double-meaning clear as you stare at each other, neither willing to break.
Andreiâs face is unreadable. You canât decide if thatâs a good or bad thing as his hands land on your hips and he turns you around in the direction of the restrooms. âGo,â He taps your ass, nudging you forward. âIâll be there.â
You give in this time. Youâre aware of the astronomically bad decision youâre making as you cut the line, faking a sick stomach and whispering âsorryâ over and over again in your head as the nice ladies let you through.
When you close the door you immediately make your way to the mirror. Your reflection stares back at you, and with mussed hair and smudged lipstick you should be feeling ashamed.
All you feel is anticipation, though. For Andreiâs hands on your body, for his mouth to kiss all the spots heâs missed.
Several minutes go by and the knocks on the bathroom door become more frequent. You think heâs bailed on you - it certainly wouldnât be the first time - but then you hear his voice outside.
âDa, yes, sheâs in there,â A pause. âSheâs my girlfriend, she needs me.â
Your breath catches in your throat, turning to face the door as he knocks and can hear his voice more clearly.
Yes, you do need him.
âKisa,â He says, slightly muffled but you feel the effect he has on you is all the same. âIâm here. Let me in?â Heâs almost begging, and you quickly unlock the door as he pushes through.
His smile is mischievous as he closes the door behind him. âAre you okay, sweetheart?â He purposefully raises his voice, shows faux concern and plays it up in case anyone is listening outside.
âYouâre so dramatic,â You say, pulling him down to you by the collar of his shirt. Now that youâre alone you donât bother pretending you donât want him as much as you do. âNow shut up and kiss me.â
âYes maâam,â Andrei relents immediately, closing the distance between the two of you. Both his hands come up to the sides of your head to keep you in place, tilting you in whatever way he likes. His lips are just as soft as you remember, and your bodies move together like they were never apart.
Heâs demanding as he begins pushing you back, crowding you against the tiny bathroom wall. His words from outside come back to you suddenly, and you break the kiss to catch a breath as his lips begin a trail across your cheeks. âGirlfriend?â
He doesnât miss a beat. âI had to get them to let me through somehow.â Itâs not what you want to hear but you lose the urge to fight him on it as he reaches your neck and begins sucking little hickeys onto the sensitive skin. Your head falls back with a sigh, uncaring of your hair catching whatever germs might lie on the wall.
You let Andrei do what he wants to your neck for a few moments, then when the urge to taste his lips comes again you grab the back of his hair and pull him up to you. He goes willingly, and you moan into his mouth as he continues to push back against you so hard you can feel his dick through his jeans.
He pulls back much too soon for your taste, and you try to follow but suddenly one of the hands holding your head comes down to wrap around your throat, restricting your breath as he pushes you back. You go to speak, but his other hand is leaving your face to unbutton his jeans one-handed.
You watch, eyes heavy-lidded. ââDrei?â The weight on your neck is comfortable, so you donât bother moving as he shoves the rest of his jeans along with his boxers down his thick thighs.
âYou want to talk to other guys?â He starts with a bite. âThen you can remember the taste of my cock in your mouth while you do it.â
Your blood pressure skyrockets as the hand on your throat leaves to pull your hair back out of your face, grasps it like a rope, and pushes you down to your knees.
Youâre at eye-level with his cock as it bobs in front of you, angry and swollen with beads of pre-cum leaking from the tip. He stares down at you expectantly, has to hold back a groan at your wide-eyed gaze looking so innocent.
As your lips wrap around his tip heâs reminded of the fact that no, you are not innocent. He made you that way. Fucked you like no man ever could. Ruined you for everyone but him. His feelings for you are complicated, but he does understand one thingâŠ
Andrei doesnât want you, not really. But he hates to think about you with somebody else.
Your tongue is masterful in its work as it swirls around his head, and once you get comfortable you begin going down. His head falls back and this time he doesnât hold back his noises as your warm, wet mouth envelopes him.
âMissed this mouth,â He grunts as you suck. âLike it much better when you canât speak.â
Itâs insulting and degrading, yet it doesnât fail to turn you on as you squirm and rub your thighs together in hopes itâll give you the friction you need.
His hand in your hair soon starts pulling, sliding your mouth forward and back in increasing motions as he gets closer. Heâs unabashedly groaning now, and you can see his abs clench when you suck a certain way.
Suddenly, you have the urge to have him fall apart before you. Maybe itâs revenge, wanting to see him lose control for you like youâve done for him so many times; you tilt your head, using your tongue to stroke the sensitive underside of his cock and that has him jerking into you.
âFuck,â He hisses. âGood girl. Just like that.â The praise goes directly to your clit, and you whimper as it throbs with no relief.
Despite being apart for almost a year, you still know what every twitch of his body means. You know heâs close because the hand in your hair is gripping you tighter, you can feel the steadily increasing tempo of his heartbeat through his pulsing cock, and his thighs are ever so slightly trembling underneath your hands.
You want him to come in your mouth. You donât think youâve ever wanted anything more; your efforts increase and you dig your nails into his skin to hear him hiss and as his thrusts pick up he starts hitting the back of your throat.
Internally thanking your lacking gag reflex, you donât flinch as he picks up speed, now blatantly using your mouth for his own pleasure with little regard for your comfort. âShit, baby,â He blurts, desperate. âIâm gonna cum.â You hum in response, the vibrations of the sound finally throwing him over the edge.
Andrei throws his head back for a final time, one long groan emulating from his unfairly sculpted chest as his cum hits the back of your throat. Youâve always loved the taste of him and this time is no different as you suck him deeper, not wanting to waste a drop.
He takes a few moments to collect himself and in that timeframe your ears slowly stop ringing and you come back to reality, finding that your knees ache from being pressed into the floor and there are loud voices coming from outside the bathroom door.
As you move to stand, he too seems to remember where youâre at and uses both arms to pull you the rest of the way until youâre back to standing. You swipe your hair out of your face as his thumb comes to your lip, wiping away a stray drop of his release.
Despite the post-orgasmic clarity, he looks at you with softness and something else swimming in his dark eyes. âYouâre still good at that,â He states. âBeen sucking anyone else off?â His words are quiet but every bit threatening as you note the possessiveness in his tone.
âNo,â You gasp as his thumb pushes its way into your mouth. âJust you. Only you,â
âThatâs right,â He says. âJust me. Only me.â Then heâs spinning you around, fingers remaining pressed into your mouth while the other trails up your spine until heâs gripping the back of your neck. âHear them outside?â He asks.
The âthemâ heâs referring to, you realize, are the voices outside the bathroom. Theyâre much louder now, a few knocks mixed in, and you wonder with slight panic how a manager hasnât come to unlock the door yet.
âThey sound very angry, donât they?â That same hand on the back of your neck strokes your skin, slowly working its way down to your waistband. âSo we better make it quick. Hands on the wall, kisa,â
You know the moment he pulls down your pants heâll find you to be unabashedly soaking. Despite claiming to be in a hurry, he takes his time working open the button of your jeans, grazing the skin above your panties before ever so slowly sliding them down your legs.
âAndrei,â You hiss, impatient. âHurry up!â As the hand in your mouth retreats, you realize youâre both needy and nervous, an overwhelming combination.
He only laughs. âSomeone is needy,â He mocks, holding your hips in place when you try wiggling against him. âPatience.â Leaning into your ear he murmurs this, staying this way as he fully slides your jeans past your knees.
Andrei sneaks his hand in between your thighs, something resembling a growl rumbling from his chest when his fingers find your dripping folds, feeling how you throb for him. âMissed this pussy even more,â He breathes, lubricating his fingers with your slick before slowly circling your clit. Your arms shake from where they hold you up and itâs a battle to keep yourself from collapsing.
âYou are just made for me, arenât you?â
Youâre so wet you practically suck him in as he guides his dick to your entrance, and he wastes no preamble as he pushes in. If he thought your mouth was heaven after so much time apart, the feeling of your pussy squeezing him in so deep doesnât even compare. His hands are digging into your hips as he ruts into you fully with one thrust, panting as your warmth contracts around him.
âStill so fucking tight,â He marvels like he canât believe it, like itâs a dream you feel even better than when he replays the memories of you on repeat. âYou been waiting for me?â Heâs not expecting a response as his rhythm picks up, finding a familiar pace for the both of you that has him swearing under his breath and you struggling not to shout your pleasure to the rooftops.
âGod,â You cry out when the head of his cock directly hits your g-spot, your hips jerking up so hard you would have fallen if it werenât for Andrei holding you up. âFuck, Andrei, fuck, Iâm gonnaââ
Andrei laughs, a sound that would have been more menacing if he also wasnât gasping for air. âAlready?â He mocks. âI barely touched you, baby,â
You donât have to touch me, itâs on the tip of your tongue waiting to be blurted out. You donât have to touch me for me to be on my knees for you. The words are ready, but instead all that comes out is a moan and maybe thatâs for the best because he probably wouldnât respond as well as he does in your dreams.
Heâs unaware of your internal dilemma as he leans over you, pressing his clothed chest to your back. âGotta be fast,â He reminds you, as if youâd forgotten. âYou ready?â
âNo, IâI canât,â Because you donât want this to be over. You donât want to cum because heâll follow you right after and then when clarity hits heâll leave you again and youâll be back to square one.
âYes, you canâ He croons. âIâve got you. Not gonna let anything happen to you, Iâm right here.â You want to sob as one of his hands leaves your hip and finds the junction of your bodies, gentle fingers prodding your pussy spread-wide around him until he finds your clit and rubs.
Your body is trembling and you canât tell if youâre trying to move towards him or away, but it doesnât matter anyways because he has you trapped between the wall and his body and the unrelenting pace of his hips slamming into you.
You have a sudden urge to look him in the eyes before you come undone by his cock and his fingers, so you crane your head to the side and watch him watch you. His hair is damp from sweat at the corners of his hairline, his lips slightly open as he pants and you think you spot him lick his lips when he catches you staring. You go to say something but he swoops down, catching your mouth with his own and promptly shuts you up.
Andrei doesnât relent in his motions despite the uncomfortable position, not letting you break from his lips by removing his hand at your hip and gripping your face to keep you right here. He owns you, at this point, mind, body, and soul as your lungs beg for breath while your clit throbs beneath his fingers and oh, oh, there it is and youâre goneâ
You feel the rough pads of his fingers bullying your clit but you donât really focus on it until now, how the calloused ridges carelessly sweep over you with no semblance of relief and only when you body abruptly freezes does he part from you, but only slightly, leaving a hairâs width of space between your lips. âBeautiful,â He says, under his breath so quietly you donât hear him as your bones catch fire and your brain short-circuits.
Heat sears you from the inside-out and you do nothing but endure as Andrei rocks you through it. Thereâs tears of ecstasy streaming down your face, youâre sure of it now, and you think heâs wiping them from your cheeks but you canât open your eyes enough to check.
It takes a few minutes, but once your heart stops racing you can hear your favorite voice swearing behind you and only then do you comprehend him still moving inside you, but before you can whine at the sensitivity heâs stilling with a long, drawn-out groan.
You donât dare speak first, nor are you the first to move. The air around you is stagnant with tension as you rest your head on your arms, breathing deeply to catch your breath. What does this mean? Youâre spiraling already and itâs only been minutes since your desperate fuck in this bathroom.
Eventually, Andrei moves first. He slides his softened dick from you with a hiss and you feel his cum trickling out without him there to keep it plugged in. Wrinkling your nose at the feeling of having to walk around with wet inner thighs now, you slowly stand up as his hands fall from your body. You slide your panties and jeans back up the rest of your legs, ignoring the uncomfortable sensitivity of being covered once again.
Neither of you speaks a word. You want to cry suddenly, and this time not from pleasure. âWhat did we just do?â You manage to choke out, your voice so hoarse you have to clear it. Heâs clearly planning on just leaving without a word but youâre not going to let him.
You stare at him expectantly. Heâs turned around so all you have in your view is his slide profile, clearly struggling with what to say as his jaw clenches tightly.
âNothing,â He finally says, and he might as well just fucking stab you in the back. âWe did nothing. Youâre going to go back out there and pretend nothing happened because it didnât.â
Oh, he makes you so angry. You canât believe youâd forgotten that. âYouâre serious?â You know he is but you donât want to believe it.
Andrei meets your glassy eyes and you wish you could read him like he so easily can read you. He looks as conflicted as the day you walked out of his house for the last time, like he has so many words to say but refuses to let them fall from his lips. Just like then, you know this rendezvous means more to him than just a meaningless hookup.
If only heâd admit itâŠ
He exhales a shaky breath as another loud knock disturbs you. âWe need to go.â He dodges your question just like he dodges every issue in his life, especially in regards to you. âCome on, kisa.â
âYou canât just call me that, afterâafter this,â You hiss as he grabs your arm and pulls you towards the door. You panic on the inside as he unlocks it because once you leave this dirty sanctuary you know your problems will only get worse.
Strange, how Andrei manages to make everything worse despite making you feel so good.
As if your emotions donât matter to him (they really donât), he flashes you a grin as he drags you behind him, past the angry horde of people who, now that you think about it, definitely know you were fucking. âI know you like it.â Spoken so simply, so plain, you hate that heâs right.
Youâll always like it. Always love him. For as long as youâre hung up over him it will always come back to bite you in the ass and he knows this too.
Itâs why, without shame, his arm is curled possessively around your waist as he leads you through the crowd of people. Your friends, Jack, donât even cross your mind as he does so.
âGo find your friends,â He soon leans down to whisper in your ear. âThen find Jack. Tell him you felt sick and had to use the bathroom.â
âWhat if I donât want to?â You snap, purposefully antagonizing him.
Andrei merely raises a brow at you. âYou can always stay with me, with my cum dripping down your legs, and explain to everyone how you missed me so much you couldnât stay away.â
You want to hit him. You almost do, but he continues before you actually go through with it.
âI wonder what Jack would say?â Of course he was listening to you earlier. He ignored you then, of course, but he listened.
And yeah, okay, you get it. Not a good idea to let everyone you know see you with him. He doesnât want his friends to see him with you, either.
âTrying to get rid of me?â You ask, intending to sound sarcastic but it comes off as more insecure than you wanted it to.
You know he is, but you canât help but ask for confirmation. Maybe it would help you move on to hear how little he actually cares for you.
âI donât think I could get rid of you if I tried,â He replies. You canât tell if heâs serious or not. âYouâll never get rid of me though.â
Heâs right, again. You hate so much that he is because you both know youâll be crawling back the moment he calls.
You want to cry again as his arm leaves your waist, the absence of his heat leaving you shivering.
Andrei looks at you for a long time, just appraising. He tilts his head like he doesnât know what to think, but then he spots something behind you and starts backing up.
âI will see you again someday, kisa.â He winks at you, and then heâs gone.
Someone behind you taps your shoulder while speaking into your ear, a voice you recognize as one of the girls you came with. You should probably focus, banish Andrei from your mind, but you donât.
You strain your neck, watching for him through the crowd. Heâs back at the bar with his friends, his teammates you once knew.
Heâs laughing at something one of them said. Like he wasnât just with you, fucking you against the bathroom walls.
âAre you okay?â Your friend behind you asks, the one thing from her you do catch.
âYeah,â You say, swallowing despite the dryness in your throat. Andrei is talking to more people now, girls that have approached him, you notice. âIâm fine.â
He looks gorgeous under the lights. You catch his brilliant smile, the glimmer of his eyes, and those lips you can never get enough of. You soon lose sight of him amidst the throng of people, but his fleeting allure forever lingers...
Like a steadfast reminder, a haunting echo of what can never be.
A/N: Well, that was fun. I hurt my own feelings writing this but it was worth it. I hope you guys enjoyed! Please remember to reblog & comment!!
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