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thinking severely about dan being a part of the lesters……….
#that’s fam#phamily pheels#like he really went from that boy phil was talking to all the time to just being there. at their house#and never leaving their boys side#he is so loved by them#martyn’s ig like he is their biggest fan lmao#florida 2017 felt like a rea shift but also#so many other trips and memories since then#being an uncle…#tagging along to a lester family holiday…#editing gamingmas on the sofa at their home and being fed by kath like#whatever. whatever#dnp#dan and phil#phils dad getting that ending for interactive Christmas adventure#and watching them live on the radio and painting the trees from their trip to Japan to hang up in their forever home like#wearing matching handmade beanies on walks around the coast like#fuck man
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Broke: Crowley saying “for Satan’s sake”
Woke: Crowley saying “for Somebody’s sake”
Bespoke: Crowley giving up completely and just saying “for Fuck’s sake”
#also imagine aziraphale saying it on accident and Crowleys eyes lighting up like a Christmas tree#doing it for the sake of fuck#it would make a lot of sense#it’s also pretty in character and I felt like someone should say it#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#crowley x aziraphale
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why is emily gasping and literally being all “🥰😄💞JJ!!😄💞🥰” in season 4 never brought up as a jemily moment because like girl pleaseeeeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#whitney chewston smells homosexuality#episode 11 title normal#bitch literally lit up like a christmas tree seeing her son and her wife#CRAZY😭😭😭#emily prentiss i know what you are#i know people talk about her hovering when morgan holds henry tho😭😭😭#but the way she grinned and literally turned into heart eyes as soon as she recognized jj is WILD#i felt that squeal in my soul#don’t make me tap the sign#(and it’s just a picture of the lesbian flag on my phone)#i have it saved for moments like this#live shay reaction#cbs: ur character is Straight#paget brewster: that script can’t stop me because I can’t read#or something idk I wasn’t there I imagine that’s how it went down tho <3#criminal minds#emily prentiss#jennifer jj jareau#jennifer jareau
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Snoozin’
#felt like drawing some soft KazuRei cuddles#I still really hate drawing Kazuki’s hair 😭 it always looks like a straw Christmas tree lolol#also I’ve decided to assign cake to Kazuki while Rei gets a flat ass. because that’s just canon to me#and the more I look at their faces it looks like Kazuki grinds his teeth in his sleep. while Rei is finally a peaceful sleeper 😌#kazurei#buddy daddies#karlyboy art#kurusu kazuki#suwa rei#kazuki kurusu#rei suwa#my art#digital drawing#buddy daddies fanart#kazurei fanart
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Guard of jars and guard of jars' friend my beloveds <3
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#summer camp island#sci#my works#mildred mccallister#mildred's friend#sci mildred#summer camp island mildred#she sorta looks like a christmas tree idk it felt like drawing one too sdfgdsfw /pos
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even done Before the weekend of this year's christmas extravaganza
#my cherished show....#corned beef#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#last two xmases i finished & posted fanart in like one or two days in the middle of the show weekend lol. fancier this time#cyril von miserthorpe#the krampus#phyllidia krampington#fancy tree#mister macabee#sweet baby jesus#mister chestnut#aunt lorette#uncle peenie#not sure how to refer to this show specific santa lol. depressed santa#joe iconis#despite the ambitiousness still in the style of previous fanart though not full color. i would have passed away. Atmosphere#& ''full color'' in invoking the red & green streamers of the show backdrop lol#doing fanart of aunt lorette & uncle peenie felt good felt organic lol. was going kinda more general peen but pretty wrol all the same lol
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i don’t know what’s going on with me this year, but i am genuinely excited for the christmas season. i can feel the warmth tingle of the holiday spirit creating goosebumps on my skin, the jolliest of all voices through my radio, and the creamiest of cocoa on my tongue. warm blankets while watching christmas movies, and baking just because while the christmas tree lights illuminate the room in a warm glow. yeah… i can’t wait.
#love posts 💌#i haven’t felt like this in a while#eeek#christmas#the holidays#holidays#the christmas season#the polar express#how the grinch stole christmas#national napoons christmas family vacation#home alone#the nightmare before christmas#scrooge#the santa clause#hot cocoa#cozy#christmas tree#christmas lights#santa claus#presents#personal blog#writer#blogger#follow#love#snow#uggs#baking#gingerbread#the red one
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Merry Christmas VanDork!
@vand0rk Your request involved your version of the Van Dort family (Victor, Victoria, and daughter Lily) going to see The Nutcracker ballet, and I have delivered! I still find it amusing that Lily was born the year this premiered. XD Anyway, hope you like!
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“Oh, that was amazing! All the dancers were so graceful and elegant – and the scenery! So beautiful! Oh, Daddy, wasn’t it incredible how they made the Christmas tree grow like that?”
“It was!” Victor agreed, smiling at the bright gleaming joy in his daughter’s eyes. “And so quickly too! I would have thought it would take longer.”
“Me too!” Lily bounced in place, looking rather like she wanted to start pirouetting around the lobby. “And then the battle between the Mouse King and the Nutcracker – oh, I knew that they wouldn’t actually let the Mouse King win, that they couldn’t kill off the title character, but still! I was so nervous for him!”
“I was too – they had quite the fight,” Victoria said with a soft chuckle. “Though, really, what impressed me the most were all those dancers playing mice. I couldn’t believe how smoothly they performed in those costumes! They can’t be light.”
“I imagine they’ve practiced for months and months with them on,” Victor said, trying to picture the scene. “I would have immediately run into a wall the minute I put one on, I’m sure.”
“Oh, Daddy.” Lily gave him a hug. “I’m sure you’d be amazing as a mouse!” She looked up at him, and her brow furrowed. “Granted, you’d be a very tall mouse...”
Victor laughed. “I would, wouldn’t I? I’d tower over all the rest of my fellows. Perhaps I’d be better suited as a tin soldier then.”
“Or the Nutcracker himself, even! He’s one of the main characters – he’s supposed to be tall! And then I could be Clara, and stop the Mouse King from killing you by throwing my shoe!” Lily declared, miming doing just that. “And then you could pick me up and whisk me off into the forest, along the path to – er – where is it they’re going for Act II?”
“The Land of Sweets,” Victoria informed her, checking their programme. “Where they will be met by the Sugar Plum Fairy, and Clara’s bravery in saving the Nutcracker will be honored by a grand dance of sweets from around the world.”
“Ooooh – yes, please, sweep me off to the Land of Sweets,” Lily said with an eager nod.
Victor chuckled. “I’m sure we can make arrangements after the ballet,” he assured her, lightly ruffling her hair. “I’m so glad that you’re enjoying this so much. We were a little worried it wouldn’t be your cup of tea, so to speak.”
“Oh no – it’s absolutely lovely,” Lily said, giving into her impulses and doing a little spin. “I can’t thank you and Mamma enough for bringing me along. Everything is just so – so beautiful, and elegant, and – and I’ve never felt so Christmassy before!”
“The performance does very much suit the season,” Victoria agreed – then let out a little gasp, pointing at the nearby wall. “Oh – speaking of which...”
Victor followed her finger to see a light snow beginning to fall just outside the lobby windows. “Oh! I didn’t think it was supposed to snow tonight,” he said, scratching his head.
“I didn’t either – but it certainly adds to the Christmassy mood, doesn’t it?” Victoria said, giving Lily a smile.
“Definitely!” Lily hurried over to the window for a better look, Victor and Victoria following in her wake. “It’s so light and delicate – perhaps the Sugar Plum Fairy has paid us a visit, sprinkling powdered sugar all over the city.”
“It certainly looks that way,” Victor nodded. “Imagine stepping outside and catching snowflakes on your tongue then.”
Lily beamed at him. “That would be the best,” she agreed, before turning her attention back to the snow. “So pretty...”
Victor grinned at her, then wrapped his arm around Victoria’s shoulders. “What a lovely way to spend the holiday,” he murmured in her ear.
“It is,” she whispered back to him, putting her arm around his middle. “I don’t think I’ve had a Christmas season happier since Lily was born.” She glanced over her shoulder for eavesdroppers, then leaned in. “And I hope a certain someone is enjoying it too.”
Victor opened his mouth to agree – then blinked as movement outside caught his eye. Looking out the window, he thought he saw, just for a moment, the shadow of a blue-tinged figure spinning in the swirl of flakes, arms held wide and head tilted back. He stared for a moment, then smiled and turned back to his wife. “Oh – I think she very much is.”
#vand0rk#merry xmas#christmas fic#xmas fic#corpse bride#the nutcracker#fun fact: I wrote this while listening to Tchaikovsky's score#felt like it set the correct mood :p#the various descriptions of what happens in the ballet come from Wikipedia#including the growing Christmas tree and the Mouse King being defeated by Clara throwing a shoe#and the second Act being a dance of sweets from around the world#I didn't realize 'Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy' was from this ballet!#then again I think adaptations tend to focus on the first act and not the second XD#also a fun fact: this ballet actually didn't do well when it was first staged!#most people were like 'meeeeh' at best it seemed#took a while for it to become a Christmas classic!#meaning the Van Dorts were fans before it became cool XD#and yeah I had to throw in a reference to Emily at the end :)#we do love her spirit hanging around the family#enjoying the good times along with them :)#queued
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treat yo self!
#i had to get it in lavender you already know#merry Christmas to me#i will leave under my tree once i get it#I’m just praying that my grandma or mom didn’t get me the same thing lol#it was either this or a coach purse#this felt more functional#I’m still working out my need vs want mentality#like just because you want something doesn’t mean that you necessarily need it#but that’s ok! you can want things to want them#had to click confirm purchase with my eyes closed 😭#now that’s what i call blogging
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Jesus fucking christ I hate the US south
#Cw gun mention I guess#I was feeling super nauseous so I went into the kitchen to get ritz crackers#And we're at my grandma's rn for Christmas and she has windows in the kitchen that look out at the road/other houses#And NO curtains or blinds because she's old#And anyway I turned a small light on so I could see the crackers and I hear a fucking man outside shout “WHO'S OUT THERE”#In the heaviest southern accent. Mind you every fucking person in this area has a gun bc there's lots of trees with squirreld they shoot#And logically now that I am calming down I know it was just a bad coincidence and he was probably yelling at smthn in his yard#But jesus fucking christ I felt such immediate intense fear my head went cold#Ran to my baby brother's room bc I was certain someone was gonna come kill us#Then the rationality took over and I just told my mom about it. But now I'm sitting outside his room eating crackers bc I'm fucking paranoid#It is almost 4am and I haven't slept a wink I cannot do this rn#But literally the last time I went for a walk around here my dad told me not to go alone and also not to say anything stupid#And also stay far away from houses bc I could get myself shot#Literally what the fuck is this.#“Afearican” except I'm still very much in the US#Not to mention almost every fucking house has a blue lives matter flag and some have isr*el flags now too like#I fuuuuucking hate it here
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google: how does one tell people I don't celebrate without pretending to be jewish or a johovas witness?
#people assume i'm jewish and ask me my hanukkah plans#like people have spent their whole lifes watch hundreds of movies hey look we cure the grumpy anti-spirit of Christmas man#and i wasn't raised relgious so it doesn't bug me to not cuz I only ever did the secular-ish version anyways#Every year all my friend forget and try to fix me and tell me I just need to make new memories are tell me I'm evil or something#we are adults you should be able to respect that I'm happier this way even if you don't understand#i just never vibed with christmas#it feels like everyone is a sleeper agent even jewish friends#i do new years#and like april fools day#and halloween#it shouldn't be that big a deal#but like it really triggers people#and they assume the worst about my parents which is so untrue#this year might go no contact with the first person who threatens me in response to my car rules#no Christmas music no weeb music no feet on the dash#i am not anti-christmas you can have your fun and I give gifts to friends#i just don't have a tree#or do antything special#and i don't want to go to your parent#i could fly to my parents#i'm not that broke#i'm just happier have a free wednesday to myself#yes i have christmas traumatic events but i felt this way before then#no body would care or notice if I didn't do easter#i know becuase i don't do easter unless it lines up with a vacation and I can see my parents#advice#holidays#christmas#the answer is lying isn't it i don't want to lie#i don't celibrate a religous holiday this time of year shouldn't be that hard
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I usually really look forward to Thanksgiving and Christmas, as it means my family getting together for big holiday meals. But this year feels different. Everyone's got their own families now and aren't getting together like they used to. My mom will likely be with her fiance, my nephew, and their friends. My sister will be with her husband, daughters, and in-laws. I don't feel like I have a place this year.
#last year felt similar#it all felt very rushed#and the only reason I had anywhere to go on thanksgiving is because my mom felt bad and invited me last minute#which only happened because I got emotional when she told me her plans#I don't want to be an afterthought because you felt guilty#include me in the plans from the start or not at all#and christmas was super rushed too#we all got together at my mom's and were passing out presents#and I started crying because there were no more presents under the tree and I hadn't gotten anything#it turned out there was one last present for me#but it was some cheap knockoff 'gaming' box#that looked like it cost $20 at a gas station#and my sister got me fucking candy in a mason jar#which I had to act so happy about#like that's a nothing gift!#I put so much time and effort into my gifts#but nobody does the same for me#they all just laugh and say I'm hard to buy gifts for#and then get me stupid shit that has very little thought into#I'VE MADE YOU ALL CRY WITH MY GIFTS#and you give me shit#I've loved art movies and hot wheels most of my life#and I'm a huge collector of things#y'all know the characters I love#don't worry about if I have it already or not#just put some effort and thought into it
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made my brother upset gonna go kms bye
#context me and my brother are like this🤞#we literally never fight and all of a sudden it blew up because we were trying to put the ��� christmas tree away??#but i started crying because i cry really easily and im really bad at verbalising n finding the right words to say#so i think he felt really bad and i couldn’t say anything because i didn’t KNOW what to say#anyways i feel really bad and idk how to tell him#and he’s going tomorrow back to uni#and i feel really bad about the whole thing#twisha’s behind the scenes 🎀
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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still in slight shock that yesterday was so bleak i didnt even wanna take a shot for the holiday i just got home, smoked some weed, showered, put on my new cologne, pjs, undies and socks and went to bed bruh😭
#✧ starslop#nobody in the house was even like ‘hey lets watch a corny christmas movie’#LMFAO WAIT NO IN FACT!!! i was asked yesterday to take the decor off the tree and put it in the attic😭😭 like DAMN CHRISTMAS DAY??#then again#the kids n every1 else opened their presents on christmas eve so christmas day didnt feel like… anything really#it felt weird
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i thought this year we were gonna hav dinner together just the 3 of us when my mom got the table thats what she told me but it turns out my brother n his new gf are coming which means i am once again going 2 b spending christmas in my room frozen shaking w anxiety & crying
#i dont even like eating w ppl esp not holiday dinners they make me dizzy n mess w my mental state real bad but .#i dont know why i felt hopeful this year#maybe itd be different if it was just us#i dont kno#maybe i didnt think about it n i just got caught up in their plans#but we even got a tree again#n decorated n i helped do the stairs#it felt like maybe itd be something#but its ok#im fine ive been happy enough doing this since i was younger#i just need 2 forget the hope i had#maybe i can get high n watch an old christmas jerma stream#it will b fun#theres still gifts n terry oranges#OOO man a chocolate orange while high would probably hit so hard#i was gonna make shortbread too maybe but its too late to get ingredients n i am so. tired.#body hort
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