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crazywolf828 Ā· 5 months ago
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dazais-guardian-angel Ā· 1 year ago
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Y'all, I think I've figured it out. Operating on the assumption that the finale is indeed an alternate timeline from the manga, then someone could have written on a page of the Book to rewrite reality to lead to the events of the finale sometime during season 5's events. In other words, this would explain the INCONSISTENCIES with things that were established or at least heavily implied/assumed prior and in the manga: Chuuya being a real vampire and not in control, nothing being planned, Dazai giving sincere speeches, Dazai really being shot and saying his "last words", Fyodor's hand not being injured, soukoku not killing Fyodor while in Meursault because they literally couldn't and Dazai needing Sigma to discover Fyodor's secrets because of that, Fukuchi's goal not being one that relied on Fukuzawa being alive since he clearly intended to kill him, etc etc too many more to count
Events and explanations in the finale feeling so contradictory and out of place, and characters feeling so ooc and not acknowledging any discrepancies, makes perfect sense if you consider that, up until a certain point, this was our canon timeline ā€” until someone rewrote the ending of the arc with the Book, starting with Fyodor injuring his hand...! We only have one example of the Book being used to majorly rewrite reality in the manga, and when that happened, the main players ā€” the ADA members ā€” were aware that reality was changed, even though they did have memories of the new rewritten reality. BUT, Nikolai was unaware of this during that scene, and so also were all law enforcement because of the clause written on the page accounting for that, so what if the same thing could happen in this instance, to prevent all our characters in the finale from being aware that things had changed? We literally saw someone writing Nikolai's dialogue for him; imagine someone doing that during Dazai's final speech in the episode, and during all the rest of it! I don't know who this would be, but possibly a mysterious third party who got a hold of a different page from the Book somewhere and wrote things to turn out this way, because they wanted the ADA to win against Fukuchi and Fyodor? Maybe even because... this is the only way they can win?
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Remember Atsushi asserting this plan, and how silly and too simple it sounded? What if someone else ended up doing just that, writing their own simple outcome for the ADA to win (as a narrative of course, which is probably why it had to start with the major catalyst of, again, Fyodor injuring his hand)? Additionally, if that's what happened, maybe the ending of the finale is a sort of side effect to the Book being used improperly in this way, leading to a destabilization of the timeline or a mishmash of other timelines into the anime one, leading to the alternate Fukuchi and Akutagawa we see there?
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television-overload Ā· 6 months ago
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Alright I FINALLY made a dedicated Twitter account for NCIS and X-Files, who wants to be mutuals ā¬‡ļø
@monpetitcherix
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allylikethecat Ā· 7 months ago
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Formal apology that I donā€™t think Iā€™m going to have yesterdayā€™s chapter that I said I would have up today done šŸ˜­ I am unfortunately still struggling (or restarted the struggle when I rode and then like helped moved all of the jumps in the arena) and looking at screens while my head is pounding is alas not very fun and I am so, so sorry but so very grateful for the patience and continued support šŸ©µ
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hoardingwordslikeawhore Ā· 2 months ago
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Hey gang more nsfw questions/vent(???) Idk uh. Any tips? What do you do for solo aftercare?
FUCK ok this is only the second time its ever happened but it still makes me nervous so uhh for the girlies what do you do abt pcb aka some blood after sex/masturbation
Logically I know its just from being a little too eager and that I should be fine and probably wont have to get it checked out but uhh. Idk. Fuck it this is tumblr dot com why am I being shy. Srsly. Anyways so I went too rough solo and its been a few hours but now I feel kinda small and nervous and ive been gentle w myself but I'm still slightly bleeding and yeah. :/ tips?
#had a GREAT time but now i feel like i need aftercare tipsšŸ˜…#because like i said this has happened once before -ive had a soak in the tub already & know dont go fucking anything for a week or two obvšŸ˜…#but idk ive been gentle w myself its just the nervousness is still a thing bc well im bleeding when im not supposed tošŸ¤·#and like i want to be held (cant) but dont rlly want to talk abt it to my friends either bc ik we joke abt it but idk#i just dont rlly want giggled at or with rn bc like i said. i feel. small and a bit scared. and i want to be comforted.#my friends are sweet dont get me wrong but this is a me thing rn. lol#im a little sore (šŸ˜lmfao) but my main thing is i can feel the spots inside where it hurts and my lower back aches obvšŸ˜ž#mainly typing this to let some nervous steam out of the pot so i dont like fester in my thoughts#anyway at least i can like. daydream abt ratchet or knockout taking care of mešŸ˜… theyre doctors so i think theyd be very sweet abt it#šŸ˜…šŸ˜”i think im gonna get a heating pad and marinate instead of fester. gonna make a nest about it and read comfort fics#if it doesnt let up by the end of tomorrow ill see abt getting checked outšŸ˜”šŸ’€šŸ˜…#one of the few times where id prefer to not be single. and i LOVE being single. just in unsure times itd be nice to have someone to hold me#aha. ill be fine mentally by morning& less scared but as long as i still feel little zings of pain i am going to be whinyšŸ˜…šŸ˜‚šŸ˜ž#anyway i think im alright just. feeling small at my own violations and cant seem to come back to myself fully??#idk i think after i make my nest and get cozy and feel safe itll prob be a huge weight gone and ill feel 1000x better#wanna feel guarded/protected rn. like room service hellooo? casper the ghost where the FUCK are my snacks? lmfaooo#srsly tho i love being single and honestly feel i function well alone too but hh.šŸ™„needing someone isnt bad or anything to me but#when you want cuddles you want cuddles.šŸ¤·šŸ˜”#anyway made my nest now!<3 i have earl grey alongside my water bc i wanted itāœØšŸ’œgotta grab+hook up the heating pad then off to fanfictionšŸ˜Œ#my cat is w me too ofcšŸ’œšŸ’œ sweet bby purring and making biscuits on his part of the bedšŸ’œšŸ’œ
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selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs Ā· 1 year ago
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Ok ok ok!
I have curious for a while...
What if... The BSD Cast know that their Guiding Light is down bad for them?
Like- Y/n squeal every time they see a random BSD chars.
And when they finally have the access to their Guiding Light phone, browse on the Pinterest just to see most of them is the BSD Cast?
That would be hilarious šŸ˜‚
Especially Dazai, when he browse the Pinterest, he sees that most of them (fanart or sum) were he being sussy and a BOTTOMšŸ‘€
(Bottom Dazai is my life source šŸ›)
How would the Cast react to this tho?
Also, yes, the reader just see the minors in BSD as platonic, the reader seriously want to kidna- i mean... Adopted all of them right away šŸ¤”šŸ’¦
Big fan
Self-Aware! Dazai Osamu x GN! Reader
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Description: BSD Cast knew that they have fans from the real world. And, of course, they expect, that you are also one of the fans. But, yiu not a simple fan. Yiu are quite a fan.
Warning: OOC, English is my second language.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Having fans became an expected, but, slightly unpleasant surprise.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ On the one hand, BSD Cast don't like to think about being fictional, but, it's the fact, they have fans, and, even after BSD cast reach the real world, fans won't disappear.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ On the other hand, fans were kind of interesting to observe. Fanarts were nice. Cosplay photos, while a little bit awkward, were fun to look at. Fanfiction... And some fun theories were interesting.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ So, they expect, that Guiding Light also will be BSD fan. They aren't against it. Because of that, they got you as the Reader, and they can't ask for a better person. And, hey, a reason for some friendly teasing.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Yet, they have a feeling, that you really liked BSD. Otherwise, they can't explain, what happened few days ago.
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They were close in getting full access to your phone. They were close to browsing the Internet without you. But, even right now, they can take a look at whatever you were looking at.
Someone posted a top twenty manga characters. Dazai, Ranpo, Yosano and Tetchou were on the list.
And each time you giggled, when you saw them.
You sounded so happy, when you saw them.
It happened before.
Each time, someone online mentioned Bungou Stray Dogs as a recommendation to watch, they heard you talking.
"That's right! BSD deserves more recognition!"
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šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ So, they knew, that you were are devoted fan. Now, they wanted to find out, who is your favorite among them.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ So, the day, when they gain access to your phone, became a moment of truth. Now, they will see, who is your favorite.
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You were... not just a devoted fan...
You were quite a fan.
You had galleries, full of arts, for all of them.
And you leave comments under every art!
"[Adult Character name] is so handsome/beautiful."
"[Child character name] is so cute. I want to adopt."
"[Old character name] looks cool."
The meeting room was silent. They were looking at the Screen.
"That's a lot of Dazai's fanart" finally spoke Kunikida, looking at your gallery with Dazai's saved arts.
You had galleries for all BSD characters. Dozens or hundreds of art. But, with Dazai... You had few thousands of arts.
And, on all the arts, Dazai looked... Soft to touch.
And your comments...
"Dazai looked so squishy. I want to squeeze him."
"Look, how soft he looks. Maybe, if you listen closer, you would hear him meowing."
You do have similar comments about others, but, it was clear. Dazai is your favorite.
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šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Dazai is in heaven. He feels so happy and proud of himself.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ He is your favorite! He! Others can gift you their cards or send you in-game presents, but, he will remain your favorite!
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Dazai is secretly training his 'soft face and eyes', so he can make you happy.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Also, he is planning to tease you for years.
šŸŖ¢šŸ¦€ Still, it's cute, to see, how much you love all of them. It feels nice.
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cuttergauthier Ā· 1 year ago
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Hockey x Football
I hope you love itā¤ļø
(These photos do not belong to me, this is all fanfiction)
Jack Hughes x Female Kelce Reader
Jackhughes
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Jackhughes my girlšŸ¤
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Ynkelce I love youšŸ¤
ā†’Jackhughes love you morešŸ¤
Elblue06 you guys are the cutest šŸ„¹šŸ¤
ā†’ ynkelce miss you mama hughesšŸ¤
ā†’ Jackhughes Love you momšŸ¤
Trevorzegras since when do you have a girl?!?!?
ā†’ Jackhughes dude I told you like 6 months ago?
ā†’Trevorzegras I thought it was just a dreamšŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™‚ļø
ā†’ Colecaufield idiot!!!
ā†’Jackhughes šŸ¤¦šŸ»
Quinnhughes you guys make me feel so singlešŸ™„
ā†’Jackhughes then find yourself a girlfriend!
ā†’Ynkelce Jack donā€™t be rude!!
Alexturcotte she looks familiar šŸ¤”
ā†’ ynkelce šŸ«£
Jasonkelce You better treat her right!!!!!
ā†’ Jackhughes always!!!
ā†’ Alexturcotte wait a damn minuteā€¦.
NicoHischier The team likes her more than you!!!
ā†’ dougiehamilton I agree!!!!
Dawsonmercer šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
Joshnorris You better not fuck up, iā€™m pretty sure her brothers could squish you like a bug!!!
ā†’traviskelce You got that right!!!
ā†’Jackhughes šŸ«£
Ynkelce
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Ynkelce Apparently Iā€™m more of a hockey fan than a football fan!šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤©šŸ’ā¤ļø
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Jackhughes Iā€™m glad!!šŸ˜‰šŸ¤šŸ¤
traviskelce heā€™s lucky jason and i actually like him!
ā†’ ynkelce hehešŸ¤­
Donnakelce you two are so cute!!!ā¤ļø
ā†’ynkelce Love you momā¤ļø
ā†’Jackhughes Thanks mama kelce!!!
Trevorzegras I donā€™t like you, you went and stole my manšŸ˜­
ā†’ynkelce what can i say, he loves me more!!
ā†’Jackhughes trev why am i friends with you?šŸ¤¦šŸ»
ā†’Trevorzegras BECAUSE Iā€™M AMAZING!!!
ā†’Ynkelce are you sure?
ā†’Trevorzegras Iā€™m not talking to you!
ā†’Quinnhughes Trevor stop acting like a baby!!!!!
Patrickmahomes I feel betrayed šŸ˜
ā†’ynkelce Sorry pat!!!!!
ā†’ Colecaufield oh. My. God.
Kyliekelce The prettiest girl everšŸ¤
ā†’ ynkelce I love you!!! Iā€™m coming to visit you & the kids soon!!!šŸ¤šŸ¤
ā†’ Kyliekelce Canā€™t wait!!
NicoHischier The better sport!!!!
Dawsonmercer DID YOU SEE MY GOAL?!?!?
ā†’ Ynkelce YES, IT WAS AMAZING!!!
ā†’Dawsonmercer THANK YOU!!
ā†’Jackhughes WHY ARE WE YELLING ?
AlexTurcotte Jack forgot to mention the part where youā€™re related to Travis and Jason Kelce!
ā†’Jackhughes oups!
Colecaufield YAYY!!
Kansascheifs we are offended!
ā†’Ynkelce Sorry adminšŸ˜
Trevorzegras Waitā€¦ are the rumour true about taylor swift??
ā†’ynkelce I thought you hated me?
ā†’Trevorzegras Will you tell me if i say it was a joke?
ā†’ Jackhughes Trevor leave my girlfriend alone!
ā†’ Ynkelce Listen to jack!!!!
Ynkelce
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ynkelce Ignore what i said last time football is back to being my favouritešŸˆšŸ¤
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Jackhughes Canā€™t argue with that!!
Quinnhughes bring me next time!!!!
ā†’ Ynkelce Definitely!!!!
Alexturcotte Trevor is gonna be jealoussss,
Colecaufield Omg yn I love you for this!!!!!
ā†’ ynkelce šŸ˜‚šŸ˜­
ā†’ Jackhughes šŸ¤¦šŸ»
NicoHischier Where was my invite?
ā†’ dawsonmercer or mine?
ā†’ Ynkelce Jack i told you we forgot something šŸ¤¦šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
ā†’ Jackhughes my bad boys!
Tysmith Never thought iā€™d be jealous of jackā€¦
ā†’ Jackhughes itā€™s because of taylor isnā€™t it?
ā†’ Tysmith yes!
Jamiedrysdale Oh Trevor is going to love you nowšŸ˜‚
ā†’ ynkelce Heā€™s not going to leave me alone now is he?
ā†’ Jamiedrysdale Nope!
Ryanrenolds hockey game next?
ā†’ Blakelively Yes!!!
Blakelively So nice meeting you, we have to hangout again soon!!!!
ā†’ ynkelce Definitely!!!!
Traviskelce The best part was seeing me right?
ā†’ ynkelce sure letā€™s go with that!
ā†’ Jasonkelce šŸ˜‚
Trevorzegras YOU HUNG OUT WITH TAYLOR SWIFT?!?!?!?!
Trevorzegras I DONā€™T HATE YOU ANYMORE
Trevorzegras INVITE ME PLEASE, I WANT TO MEET HER!!
ā†’ ynkelce Maybeā€¦ maybe not
ā†’ Trevorzegras PLEASE Iā€™LL NEVER BE MEAN TO YOU AGAINšŸ™
ā†’ Ynkelce Iā€™ll invite you next time, NOW STOP TEXTING ME!!
ā†’ Trevorzegras THANK YOU THANK YOU
ā†’ Jackhughes Oh myšŸ¤¦šŸ»
Elblue06 the most fun football game everšŸ¤
ā†’ ynkelce So happy you could make it!!šŸ¤
Taylorswift I love youšŸ¤
ā†’ ynkelce I love youušŸ¤
ā†’ Trevorzegras OH. MY. GOD. THIS IS REAL!
ā†’ Taylorswift Hi trevor!
ā†’ Trevorzegras sjduywbsudjsj
ā†’ Troyterry so this is why Trevor fainted?!?
ā†’ Jamiedrysdale i think trevor had a heart attackā€¦
ā†’ Ynkelce oupsā€¦ did you take a video?šŸ«£ā†’ Jamiedrysdale sending it to you now!
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proxablemente Ā· 5 months ago
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the way the people who hate what the writers have done to alicent are being called butthurt by other fans is so funny. let's not even talk about what they've done to rhaenyra, i mean the whole point of the show has been trashed this way.
this "feminist" show has repetedly tried to make its female characters the most simpathetic they could, at the cost of butchering these characters and trash their motives, because a complex angry woman CANNOT be liked. oh and while alicent gets an "humbling" arc, blood-thirsty abusive men are getting a REDEMPTION arc! and are never expected to apologize for their crimes (like beheading a child, killing innocents, gr00ming), while alicent has to be humiliated for...being bitter and resentful??
with rhaenyra they're taking the dragon jesus lane, so i guess she might get brutal?? but who knows, they've made her so sensible all season because god forbid she actually wants waršŸ˜. women are peaceful! women cannot do war! alicent is no good for regent 'cause WOMAN 'cause EMOTIONAL. rhaenyra is always undermined at the council 'cause WOMAN 'cause REASONABLE.
the only people i'm seeing enjoying this sh1t leaked finale are rhaenicents and indifferents.
i want you to understand that just because rhaenyra and alicent are in the same room it does not mean the writing is good, making alicent oh so stupid! silly alicent keeps humiliating herself, she doesn't know better! is a disgusting character assassination. alicent has become NOTHING: they absolutley could have given her a deeper realization arc, but that was definitively not supposed to happen now nor the AWFUL way they wrote it. they made alicent AN IDIOT. she just knows how to cause herself humiliation, and if you're okay with this as long as rhaenicent happens you clearly don't give a damn about what those sh1t ass writers are doing to my girl.
the writing is BAD. oh SO BAD. it's BAD BAD BAD. please see it!! it's fanfiction level!
and rhaenicent has literally been butchered as well, since the very start of the season! i myself enjoyed rhaenicent prior to season 2, but it just sucks now. they've made alicent a little lost puppy that seeks rhaenyra's approval. last season rhaenicent for them was a memory of better times, when alicent was naive and free of the feeling of fear and remorse that haunts her, and rhaenyra was free of responsabilities and consequences, of the weight of the crown that she will one day wear: it was a pure relationship where they could just be happy with eachother, when none of their lives had been ruined. thinking about it made them nostalgic in s1's later episodes.
now rhaenyra is as stiff as a board with alicent and talks to her coldly, while alicent is mostly listening to her with puppy eyes?? this is what you like???
i am mainly an alicole (and seen the spoilers it looks like it has been butchered too so... bye bye to them too i guess) but even if criston and alicent didn't happen it wouldn't have changed much for me. i have always been interested in ALICENT THE CHARACTER first of all, not her relationship with her children or criston or rhaenyra. what pissed me off about the finale is not what she did to her children, but the fact that it was A STUPID DECISION. THE WRITING AND THE WRITING CHOICES SUCK. THEY SUCK ADMIT IT STOP DEFENDING EVERYTHING THEY CHOOSE TO DO. and it was probably made to be a stupid decision just to make alicent look even more stupid sošŸ˜‚whatever. i'm saying this because a lot of people on twitter are now saying "now they see you alicels as you are, you only care about her because of her relationship with her children :D" MY BROTHER IN CHRIST I DON'T I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEM. plus these are the same people that threw tantrums and unstanned her when the alicole scenes leaked šŸ™ƒ. THEY are true alicels.
people need to stop consuming material for the sole sake of shipping. if you're in it for that, at least have the decency to care about both the components of the ship separately PLEASE.
man i just hate this season, i needed to get this off my chest.
(i also tried really badly to like everything they've done up until now, so if i'm just exploding now there is a reason)
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thenightwinggraveyard Ā· 6 months ago
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šŸ˜‚ Actually, do you have cool Naruto fic recs for someone who's never seen the show? I keep itching to start it so I can understand some of my friends' interests better but I would just rather... read things. And I know that the fics might not be accurate to personalities or plot, but if you have anything beginner-friendly or fun that might help my brain get more excited to make the effort and watch, I'll take it. I personally like relationship drama but I'm cool with whatever you've got.
i do!!! i watched naruto as a kid but i completely forgot most things so i got into it again by fanfiction. also as a side note; i apologize but i don't read from narutos point of view very often if at all as that is just a personal preference of mine, just a warning in case thats what you were looking for-- and my favourite character is sakura which you'll probably see lmao šŸ˜…
without further ado, here are some;
BEGINNER FRIENDLY NARUTO RECS
Pray My Name by Chancy_Lurking [G] [ONE-SHOT]
"Your name sounds like the kind of thing you say when youā€™re afraid,ā€ Sakura finishes.Ā  ā€œA prayer,ā€ Sasuke offers without looking away from the window.Ā  (Team 7 takes a quiet moment to talk about what their names feel like.)
notes: there isn't much of a plot with this one but its a wonderful showcase of the bond that team 7 shares/could share. it floats beside canon not really connected but it could be, and i think its just a great introduction to the way team 7 should be imo!!
tdlr; team 7-centric, friendship/love, acceptance
Terror feeds the Soul by Pleasedial123 [ONE-SHOT]
Sakura is not an idiot. She was praised for her intelligence, reached Top Kunoichi at the Academy for her brains.Ā  So it doesn't take her long after being placed on the powder keg that is Team Seven to realize she is going to die.Ā  Kakashi, career shinobi since age-six, has no idea what the hell is going on with his little pink-haired student or why there is such fear in her eyes. So he gives her head-pats. That's what you do for scared puppies isn't it?
notes: some really good characterization with this one and a deeper look at the subtle hint of corruption/injustice in the shinobi world that canon already gives us.
tdlr; sakura-centric, sakura & kakashi, good characterization, worldbuilding
Just Killing Time by Elizabeth Culmer (edenfalling) [G] [ONE-SHOT]
After Wave Country and before the chuunin exam, Team 7 kills time while waiting for Kakashi to show up.
notes: an adorable small fic consisting of freindship and the idea of found family, they're just cute little kids in this and it makes me smile so hard.
tdlr; team 7-centric, friendship, found family, fluff
An Improper Apology Properly Backfires by rex101111 [G] [ONE-SHOT]
Sasuke Uchiha apologizes, or at least makes an attempt. Sakura thinks he could do better than THAT.
notes: its not every day i find a sasusaku fic that i genuinly enjoy, but this one both cracked me up and actually convinced me that they could work as a couple lmao, after some bad canon events, this fic shows a completely done sakura dealing with the fallout and it is gold. featuring naruto and kakashi as unwilling bystanders.
tdlr; sasuke/sakura(canon ship) and team 7-centric, anger issues, canon compliant(mostly), humour
Wildflowers and Incisors by Chancy_Lurking [T] [ONE-SHOT]
Thereā€™s a boy Sakura loves the way Naruto loves Sakura, in a shameless and open, but painfully unequal way. Thereā€™s a boy Sakura loves the way Hinata loves Naruto, in a way that feels no more like a choice than breathing. Neither of those boys need pretty girls. ā€œWe are all really pretty, though,ā€ Ino assures her with a haughty sniff, crossing her leg the other way so her calf rests on Sakuraā€™s shin. ā€œTheyā€™re going to be strong, maybe even the strongest ever in the Hidden Leaf,ā€ Sakura says and Hinata doesnā€™t need convincing, they both know it, so she doesnā€™t belabor the point. ā€œSo, we have to be stronger than them.ā€ (The girls of Konoha band together as friends. Girlhood is easier in a group.)
notes: a wonderful look at the kunoichis in naruto, with friendship for once more important than love. gives them the character development and attention they deserve, but didn't quite fully get in canon.
tdlr; naruto girls-centric, girlhood and friendship, good character development
The Language of Faces by Empatheia [T] [ONE-SHOT]
Ino decides to help Sai learn to function in society. Sai does his best to keep up.
notes: now we're taking the focus off the main characters of naruto to focus on some great side characters-- ino and sai are both charecterized awesomely in this fic. they're awkward and don't really know how to function in society (being a ninja will do that to you) but they clearly grow to care and love for eachother dearly.
tdlr; sai/ino-centric(canon ship), great characterization, awkward first dates
Pushy and Loud and Brave and Proud by bluecatcups [M] [ONE-SHOT]
When Temari meets Shikamaru, she is twelve years old and she is everything she has ever been; pushy and loud and brave and proud. This is the story of who Temari becomes.
notes: thanks to this fic i fell in love with temari as a character. it is a character study at its heart and therefore it has SUPERB characterization, with believable romance and a theme of self-love. i adore this fic.
tdlr; temari/shikimaru-centric(canon ship), character study, romance, found family, self-love (TW for smut and suicidal thoughts)
NOT SO CANON COMPLIANT FUN
coming from afar & reaching for the stars by SafelyCapricious [G] [ONE-SHOT]
It had been two weeks since the trial. Two weeks since Sasuke had been given the choice of surrendering his eyes and being allowed to leave, or being stuck for five years without ever being allowed to leave the village. He had chosen the later. And Sakura isn't avoiding him on purpose, but it's still happening and she's kind of okay with it.
notes: a not so romantic retelling of sasuke coming back to konoha. i really enjoy the way sakura is characterized in this and the way all her friendships are potrayed (especially her and sai they are besties). instead of running into sasukes open arms, she decides she doesn't mind keeping to herself.
tdlr; sakura-centric, friendships, good charecterization, awkwardness, self-love
Rules Were Made to Be Broken by MotivationIsDead [T] [COMPLETED]
Kakashi wasnā€™t entirely sure he wasnā€™t hallucinating. Or suffering from heart failure. ā€œI thought you were dead,ā€ he said blankly. He mightā€™ve been going into shock. Obito winced and rubbed the back of his head with a sheepish grin. ā€œYeah,ā€ he said, tone stilted. ā€œThereā€™s actually quite the story behind that.ā€ ā€œI should hope so,ā€ was Kakashiā€™s bland response.
notes: kakashi and obito if obito decided to not go through with his villainous plan. it is a ship, but the way the bond is potrayed just hits so good. something more than friendship and simple love and instead a deep trust, with banger characterization and development. a couple steps away from crack, i laughed so goddamn hard.
this entire fic can be summarized by;
kakashi and obito: fuck it we ball.
tdlr; kakashi/obito-centric(fanon ship), fix-it fic, humour, BAMF kakashi and obito (has an ongoing sequel!!)
Smiles in Spring by Kalira [T] [ONE-SHOT]
One spring day when they are very small, Ino meets a little girl with shy eyes, a beautiful smile, and pink hair, and immediately knows what she wants in her future. Ino's never had any qualms bending the force of her will on the universe to be sure she gets whatever she wants.
notes: ino and sakura are made for eachother in this fic and the progression of their relationship is adorable. some bonus friendship with shikamarau and choji.
tdlr; ino/sakura-centric(fanon ship), romance & friendship, fluff
Genuinely Delighted by Chancy_Lurking [T] [COMPLETED]
"Lee, in spite of how brash he mightā€™ve seemed, still appeared to be incredibly considerate and Shino would feel wrong to just brush him off. His enthusiasm about asking Shino out was completely genuine, and that was enough to make Shino feel flattered. And anyway, Lee would probably prove to be much more pleasant company than some of the other guys Shino knew."
notes: just a fluffy post-canon fic about some more wonderful side characters, with romance and friendship. lee and shino are so unexpected but work so well in this fic.
tdlr; shino/rock lee-centric(fanon ship), romance & friendship, fluff
In The Forest by Senka Hitomi (LadyTegan) [T] [COMPLETED]
When the genius of Konoha returns from a mission in a catatonic state, it is up to his old teammate to delve into the depths of his mind and pull him back out. But the dangers of the mind are many, and the road to finding him may be more difficult than she could have imagined.
notes: god i could gush about this fic for so long. everything about it delights me, the characterizations, character development, relationships and just the careful way the plot was constructed. it comes together to form a very inrtiguing and engaging fic.
tdlr; shikimaru/ino-centric(fanon ship), romance & friendship, amazing plot, great characterization
On Qipao, Flirting, and Buying Drinks by needdl [M] [COMPLETED]
Tenten turned beautiful when she was nineteen.
notes: an if neji lived au done so well. the romance is both believable and beautiful.
tdlr; neji/tenten-centric(semi-canon ship), romance & friendship, fluff, coming of age (TW for smut)
About Face by wroth_and_ruin [T] [ONGOING]
A little yellow-haired boy saves Sakura from the bullies. And everything changes.
notes: one of my all time favourite fics it is full of character and life, and the friendship between sakura and naruto is so pure yet all-consuming. they are eachothers persons, eachothers sun, and the world that is being crafted is so engaging. featuring kakashi with teenage angst.
tdlr; naruto and sakura-centric, friendship, found family, fix-it fic, character and plot development, worldbuilding
HONOURARY MENTION
Retrograde Motion by Crunchysunrises [T] [ABANDONED]
From sixteen to eleven didn't feel like a big jump until she realized that she was now the best ninja in their class. And that tiny Sasuke hatesĀ her for it.
notes: the reason this is an honourary mention is because this is the fic that got me into naruto! the first one i read, and the first one that captivated me to read all 100k words (yikes..). so despite the fact that its abandoned im still gonna share it with you in case it interests you ;)
tdlr; time-travel, sakura-centric, great characterization, shit gets done
(i didn't even realize so many of my fav fics were done by chancy_lurking!!! huge shoutout to them they are awesome)
i have some more but i think i'll leave it at this; i hope you find at least one fic that enraptures you!!
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evans23 Ā· 8 months ago
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The first time you were enough
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Pairing : Snape x Reader OC
Summary : Like him you were there to serve the purpose of others. Like him you were distraught over by your past and your aimless future. Like him you needed to be loved. And finally you found each other.
Tag(s)/Warning(s) : Angst. Depression. Not an easy past. A beacon of love in the darkness.
A/N : Hello dear šŸ˜ this his my very first fanfiction. Iā€™ve already written stories but always original stories with originals characters so please be indulgent. Also, English is not my mother tongue so feel free to correct my grammar or my misspelling, I swear I wonā€™t hold grudges as I wish to improve my skills language (but please still be kind, I have a soft little heart šŸ˜‚).
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It was a stormy night. The thunder reasoned all around the house, you could see the flashlight hitting the floor across the window.
You hated that kind of weather. That reminded you of the war. And also of your childhood when you were afraid and no one was there to comfort you. Your mother told you to not be a coward and go to sleep. Your father just didn't care. Eventually, you grew up by shutting yourself up, by bottling up your feelings, by thinking you were unworthy and your sensitiveness a shortage you have to conceal.
After your years at Beauxbatons, you fled away to a not-so-secret school in Denmark to learn to master your potion skills but above all to learn the art of dark magic. The Art of Demonic Cultivation wasn't forbidden there and you find a master in Elijah, a powerful wizard and a Master of the Demonic Cultivation. He saw through your soul that you were a fragile little thing with a lot of insecurities. You were leaving with the need to make your parents and your teacher proud, to be loved by everybody because since you were a child, everybody let you believe that you could only be valid if you were enough. Except you were never enough. Never enough smart, never having enough good grades, never enough pretty, never enoughā€¦
And so, the wizard took you under his wing but as a matter of course, it wasn't disinterested. He quickly realized you were a skillful legilimens. This compensated for your mediocrity in occlumency. Anyway, whoever would have tried to read your mind would have lost himself in a maze of uninterrupted thinking. Your brain never took a break, making it difficult for even the more experienced occlumens to read your open mind. On the other hand, you have no trouble reading the mind of anybody just by one glance. You didn't even need your wand for that.
This is how you met him the first time. If Elijah wanted to mold you to meet his expectations, it's finally another wizard who took advantage of your talents.
Dumbledore. He came during a stormy night like this one in the lugubrious castle that was serving as a school in the middle of nowhere in the Scandinavian country that you learned to like. He needed a favor. It was not a request. Elijah and his relatives owed him this favor. And without a blink, he gets rid of you for the profit of another wizard.
You can't really remember if you were hurt in the first place. In fact, you were used to never gain the favor of anybody. Although Dumbledore was kind to you, you didn't buy his kindness. You knew he wanted something from you. You were fine with that. After all, you had nowhere to go except for your parents' house. In reality, they weren't bad people. They were muggles, both of them and if they were absolutely fascinated by your magic, they never understood you and who you really were. Anyhow, you weren't enough.
You will never forget the first time Dumbledore introduced you to him. Severus. It was a Thursday. You had occupied yourself in the library, helping Mrs Pince around even if you had the feeling that you were annoying her more than anything but you couldnā€™t help. You were aimless and you couldnā€™t bear another day of wandering around, enduring the not discreet glances of the students even less the ones who stared at you unabashedly.
Dumbledore had arrived, followed by a tall, dark and absolutely grumpy man all dressed in black. By definition, he wasnā€™t really handsome. Pale, a sallow complexion and crouched teeth. Not that yours were perfect, the teeth of your lower jaw were crouched too. Yes, he wasnā€™t an Apollo and yet, you were instantly captivated by him. He wasnā€™t handsome, nevertheless he was alluring. In one stare, you were bewitched. Fortunately, all these years of keeping you shut from the world around you permitted you to stay totally stoic, while he seemed totally unfazed by you. By everything. Probably he was able to conceal his feelings as easily as you, you thought.
You knew you were right when Dumbledore explained to you that he wanted Severus to read your mind. Of course, he did it easily but he wasnā€™t able to see one of your memories in his entirety. Only some scraps here and there, nothing enough to really comprehend who you were. He couldnā€™t even say if you were happy or depressed, if you have had a happy childhood, who were your friends or if you had some. For the first time, Severus was destabilised by another human being.
ā€œI would like you to try,ā€ asked you Dumbledore.
You wanted to pass on this game but you knew you were there for a purpose even if you didnā€™t know which one. At this time, you were totally oblivious of the war coming. Harry Potter was still a young child and if you had heard about Voldemort, it was just a souvenir now.
But no matter your reluctance, you obliged the Headmaster but not before asking Severus if he agreed to you intruding his mind.
Taken off guard, he nodded once and just due to that brief gesture, by that short moment where his eyes flickered at your questions, you had understood how much the both were more similar than once could think.
You met his eyes and in one moment, as easily as it was for one to lace up its shoes, you were in his mind. He tried very hard to repel your invasion and for the first time, you found it challenging but you were able to push back his walls. You had to admit that he was the best occlumens you had ever met, but despite his talent, and even if it wasnā€™t without difficulties, you finally passed over his fences.
Out of kindness and also because you hated intruding on the only privacy a human could have, you didnā€™t really try to catch any of his memories. You just proved that you were able to read his mind.
It never occurred to you that Severus would have been impressed by your bestowal but he was. It was the first time someone defeated him in one of his most impressive talents. He was also grateful that you didnā€™t intrude him as far as watching his souvenirs. He was afraid of you snicking around his worst moments but you didnā€™t. You just had seen his house, his almost empty and filthy room when he was just a kid, a werewolf, Lucius Malfoy and a Lily. Not enough to grasp who he was. Nothing really compromising.
And this is how your friendship began. Dumbledore didnā€™t expect that. Not that you were arm in arm and all smiling but during his free time, Severus could be indulging himself with your company. You werenā€™t one to talk about the sun and the rain. You could stay silent for hours, watching him brew some potions or experiment a spell of his own. Because you had learnt a lot about the Demonic Culture and the Dark Art, you were capable of helping him to improve a spell or even a brew. And this is how your agreeable kindness and your desire to be, if not loved at least appreciated, enforce itself. And Severus, who for the first time had someone he considered as his equal was content to have what was the closer to him of a friend.
The more time passes, the more you confided to him. Your insecurities, how people have always taken advantage of you before throwing you away like Elijah and how you werenā€™t duped by the intentions of Dumbledore towards you. Snape softened more and more, igniting in him a feeling he had not feel for a very long time. But he couldnā€™t think of you like that because contrary to you, he knew what was to happen.
He kept his resolve to not show you anything more than a little kindness to not give you any hope until one Halloween night. He was drunk and he was crying. You caught him in the forbidden section of the library, tears shredding freely on his cheeks. At first, you didnā€™t know what to do. You never ever witnessed anything else than stoicism and temperance from the man who was now on his knees, not really himself.
You helped him up and brought him back to his quarter. As you were about to leave, he grabs your hand.
ā€œStay,ā€ he whispered.
You agreed without even thinking and you let him cry on your shoulder without exchanging a word, prying that he would not shut you out the next morning or worse, put an end to that kind of friendship of yours just because he had let you see him in his most vulnerable state.
Your fears were wiped out the next morning. He was ashamed of course, but eventually, he told you everything. You didnā€™t ask, never you would have done that, but despite your attempt to stay discreet about last night, he felt as if he owed you an explanation. After all, you told him everything about anything each time the two of you felt talkative. He knew so much about you and conversely, you knew so little of him. And then, you passed the night watching over him. So he told you about the marauders, about Lily, the ā€œmudbloodā€ incident and the mark on his arm. He told you not too much about his sad childhood but enough to you understand why he once felt the need to join a powerful congregation or at least it was what he thought back at this time. He told you about the death of Lily as well as why you were there. He didnā€™t hide anything about the price he was paying to have wanted to save the only woman he ever loved.
ā€œAt least beforeā€¦ā€ he interrupted himself just in time.
But of course, you had to hear it.
ā€œBefore what ?ā€ you asked in a whisper.
Severus stated intensively at you and you find yourself sinking into his onyx sight.
ā€œBefore you.ā€ he blurted out not louder than was your question.
It was at this precise moment that you realised that you felt something stronger than a simple friendship for him. You were totally and irremediably in love with Severus. However, because of your lack of confidence and because you werenā€™t enough, you weren't really sure that it was what he was meaning.
ā€œ[Y/N] ?ā€ he asked precautionary as if afraid to make you flee away as the shy and fragile little dove that you were.
In one stride he was in front of you. Putting his hand on your cheek, he forced you to look at him.
ā€œI am not an easy man. And I donā€™t know how to love someone. I will hurt you, itā€™s a certainty.ā€
ā€œI am not really gifted in the matters of the heart.ā€
ā€œWe could figure it out together,ā€ he suggested with and hopeful look.
You agreed by nodding, eyes closed as your anxiety and the little voice that accompanied it invaded your whole being.
ā€œ[Y/N], I neednā€™t use the legilimency to know what is in your mind right now.
You opened your watery eyes, fearful to see the rejection but Severus wasnā€™t keen to the deceit. Not with you. Never.
ā€œI never thought I was worth being loved.,ā€ you said while holding back your tears.
ā€œYou are. You complete me. And to me, you are more than enough. You are everything.ā€
You fell into his embrace and for the first time, you felt that you were enough.
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nowimjustastranger Ā· 1 month ago
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I have been binge-reading your tumblr all day, and AHHHH, dude I love the StCMO AU so much holy shit. I cannot get enough of it. I actually read a Rick and Morty fic somewhat similar to this? It only focuses on one perspective, though. High key recommend:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/22024960
Also love love loveee your fics! I actually first subscribed to your AO3 back when you were first writing Supernatural fanfiction, and then I found you again when I got into Gravity Falls ā¤ļø. The Supernatural to Gravity Falls pipeline is SO REAL and there are so many similarities between Dean vs Stan and Sam vs Ford that it haunts me. I have so many fic ideas just based on episodes of Supernatural šŸ˜‚. HIWTHI is actually lightly inspired by s2e20.
Sorry, I'm ranting. I had a few questions related to StCMO:
1. What would StCMO!Ford do about a Stan and Ford stuck in a death time loop together? Somewhat similarly to Deja Vu by interlude (though it doesn't have to be), but if it wasn't resolved? I gotta know how he feels about the crossbow death šŸ˜­
2. WWS!FD if Bill is constantly going after Stan through Rico and the cartel and whoever else because Ford wanted to make amends with his brother before the portal was finished? Bill doesn't want the distraction, and all of Stan's enemies are easily manipulated into deals to kill Stan off? (an AU of mine i've been toying with)
3. Does he ever feel a little bit detached after going through so many dimensions of Stans and Fords? I feel like it would be easy to become desensitized to it and forget the original perspective he started with.
Holy shit hi! Lovely to see you in the bottomless hole that is the GF fandom with me lmao. And yeah, lots of parallels with respective sets of brothers! I will absolutely read your fic rec! It looks delicious.
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Death Loop
Admittedly, Ford 419"3 would have some trouble getting into the time loop, but he'd find a way if it meant safely breaking it. The hardest part for Ford 419"3 would be seeing Stan die and having to wait for the loop to reset. Lots of bad memories being dredged up. Because not only is he traumatized by his time in Bill's clutches, but the missions that go wrong had also left lingering mental wounds. Ford would have to figure out how to keep Stan and his brother alive long enough for Ford to actually break the time loop, so he'd have his hands full to say the least.
Bill is a Bitch
Ford would be having none of that shit. He'd probably enlist Lee to act as a bodyguard and have Lee deliver Stan to his brother safely while Ford handled the threats at the source (ie: wiping out all the gangs that have a vendetta against Stan). After he finished his task or removing the vast majority of threats against Stan to make it harder for Bill to find a puppet, Ford 419"3 would meet Lee and Stan at his counterpart's shack, showing his counterpart the evidence that he and Lee had collected to prove that Bill was behind the attempts on Stan's life.
Same Shit, Different Day
Ford doesn't become desensitized, per say, but seeing so much bad shit does leave it's mark on him. Instead of becoming numb to it, he had become obsessed with the safety of his loved ones. He's mentally unwell in the sense that he's constantly on alert, no longer able to truly let his guard down. Even with Lee and the niblings, unfortunately. He's more like a feral animal than a man, viciously protecting those that he considers his until death. He has insomnia due to his anxiety and paranoia, only sleeping when his body literally shuts down on him. Lee and Fiddleford are working on coaxing him to sleep a little here and there before that happens, but it's slow-going.
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caustinen Ā· 6 months ago
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Loving your Hollywood Clegan AU so much!
Curious though...how do they transition when their relationship becomes public? Are there any issues with fan backlash? Or being an openly gay actor? What about the increased paparazzi attention or stalkerish fans? :O
Hello lovely person!! As usual this got a bit long but I hope it answers the question a bit at least šŸ˜‚šŸ’˜
To start off with, I usually reimagine my fics in worlds that donā€™t have homophobia because I personally donā€™t enjoy writing it/making it a plot point, thereā€™s so much amazing art in all forms dealing with it that it doesnā€™t feel like trying to erase a very real problem/ignore it because obviously it unfortunately is a big part of queer experience for a lot of people, itā€™s just that I like to imagine worlds where that isnā€™t a factor just so thereā€™s also places to escape that, esp in silly fanfiction that I write ā€“ thatā€™s what I also enjoy to read as a queer person myself! So while it would definitely give this au a lot of depth, Iā€™m at least not right now including that in these replies <3
As for the other stuff, I have not thought about it a lot even though these should be kinda the main questions for this auā€¦ So letā€™s think about it!
Paparazzi ā€“ John dislikes paparazzi as much as anyone but Gale despises them. He finds it a bit invasive but kind of a ā€œpart of the jobā€ con for John and later their relationship in the public when it happens when arriving to/leaving events, but when he first catches someone taking his picture while leaving the gym or his office he gets very antsy. This creates some tensions for a bit as John understands his stress but also feels like they talked about it beforehand and now he canā€™t really do anything about it. When theyā€™re out together and they spot paparazzi John always tries to block Gale from the sight, pull him behind himself or guide them some other way. They love to travel and itā€™s also easier to avoid being spotted when theyā€™re away from LA/New York. Itā€™s bad for the first few months but eventually the attention on them eases up a bit and they can go back to the new normal with only occasional encounters with the paparazzi; Gale also grows more accustomed to it and knows how to dress to and act to hide & make it a bit less intense.
Fan backlash ā€“ I think this would be an interesting thing to explore. Even though a lot of the fans are just happy for John, there are also some who have become too parasocial/illusioned about him after being fans for years (and he is a heartthrob and charming and widely accepted as ā€œboyfriend materialā€) that they get upset when the relationship is revealed, starting to talk shit on social media about John never having been genuine and has only been lying to his fans meaning he never actually cared about them, and through that getting to insult his work and that they only went to see it because heā€™s hot but now itā€™s ruined. John was also shipped with a lot of his previous castmates and some shippers are also upset and saying he ā€œsetteledā€ for Gale whoā€™s ā€œjust an ordinary office workerā€ when he couldā€™ve had a flashy Hollywood Romance ā€“ while many see his fiancĆ©s shyness and soft-spokeness in public as adorable, some say he doesnā€™t match Johnā€™s vibe at all, and the fact that John also seems different with him is not a good thing and they start to psychoanalyze their relationship. John couldnā€™t care less for some angry comments on his insta but some of the hate is directed towards Gale, and heā€™s a bit taken aback when he starts to receive DMā€™s telling him to leave John immediately and accusing him of manipulating him into a relationship with ā€œsomeone like himā€. John is obviously very upset by all of this but Gale reminds him that heā€™s seen it all at work and can handle himself.
Stalkers ā€“ The other extreme of Gale haters would then be the people who get like way into him real fast, heā€™s beloved by the masses, sure, but these people are more like a cult (probably of the similar style of fan as the oneā€™s who turn against John in the previous point, like highkey parasocial behavior but when John starts to date publicly itā€™s like ā€œno, heā€™s OUR boyfriendā€ but not in a funny way you know). The line is blurred to some people what it means that John revealed he has a partner, itā€™s not a ā€new part of himā€ but a real person of his own that happens to be dating their favorite actor, and this gets lost on some people who start to treat him almost like he was Buckyā€™s pet (idk if this makes any sense but like as if he was just a cute little thing he can post pics about and doesnā€™t really have an agency of their own AND the fans feel like they ā€know himā€ when they actually know nothing about him except that heā€™s dating their idol). Galeā€™s not expecting to get any ā€œfansā€ of his own, so heā€™s a bit weary when heā€™s asked to take pics with people without John or given stuff on red carpets etc, and especially when people really cross boundaries and try to gift him/them like condoma or sex toys or lingerie (Iā€™m thinking of that one interview where they showed Austin his fan merch and there was the thong with his face on it and Iā€™m thinking someone gifting a similar one of Bucky to him and him being absolutely horrified) or something else kinda projecting their own fantasies into them, or playing it off as a joke while itā€™s actually really distrurbing ā€” just because theyā€™re out doesnā€™t mean the relationship opened for other people to comment on. Then of course thereā€™s just the usual internet hellhole-stuff, people start sending him really inappropriate messages about his body/looks/what theyā€™d want to do to him given the chance that he maybe didnā€™t expect because he doesnā€™t believe John when he tells him thatā€™s like notably attractive. I could also imagine for example a moment where someone approaches them when theyā€™re leaving an event or something and Gale is being professional and polite but the other person is really overstaying their welcome/not following social cues but talking to him like a friend would and when John tries to politely lead them onwards the ā€œfanā€ grabs Galeā€™s arm or something and it causes a small scene. Gale is stressed in these situations mostly because he fears how theyā€™ll reflect on Johnā€™s image if heā€™s presented as being rude to fans but luckily these are rare occasions.
Despite all of this, they both are happy that the relationship is public, there are more pros than cons for being able to build their future together without having to be each others dirty little secrets (idk why but it came to my mind now that Gale is so the type that since he couldnā€™t always tell people he had a partner, everyone would either hit on him or try to match him with someone because ā€œhow is someone that pretty single?!ā€ and this would annoy the hell out of Bucky despite him being the one with millions of options at any given moment, i like some jealous bucky :D)
Hope this was satisfactory!! Any more ideas to these scenarios? Iā€™m so used to doing just fluff/smut so this was a fun challenge, thank you! <3
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laura1633 Ā· 6 months ago
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you're crazy, charles just had one of the worst race bcs ferrari fuck him up again, and what u think of it was how this circumstances was fit into the prompt some people ask u. please could u be more conciderate to treat him like a human he is and not ur fanfiction tools?
I was going to ignore this ask completely because quite frankly itā€™s ridiculous, especially given the nature of this blog, but I think there is an important point to be made.Ā 
Firstly, this is my blog and I am entitled to post whatever I want.
Secondly, and this might be difficult for you anon, you need to pause and take a second to realise that people react to things in different ways. You might not like RPF or you might only like it within certain circumstances but you certainly donā€™t speak for everyone. What makes you you think that it is okay for you to dictate how other people deal with their emotions?! I canā€™t even begin to tell you how narrow minded and inconsiderate that is of you.Ā 
I spent the few hours after the race discussing Charlesā€™ situation and speculating on what options he has but then I decided to take a step back. I assume you want me to keep doom posting but I can assure you that that will not improve Charlesā€™ situation. I suppose I could have tried marching to Maranello to try and take control of Ferrari by force but alas I didnā€™t think of that at the time.
I understand that you might feel frustrated, angry or sad after the race but if seeing fan fiction takes about it makes you this upset then I would suggest, with all sincerity, taking a step away from the internet after a race. Itā€™s up to you though, I am not here to tell you what to do. I just think it is important we realise that this is a sport and we should try not to take on all the stress and negativity of it in our own lives as difficult as that can be sometimes.Ā 
This blog is 90% fan fiction and contained to a site where it should not reach Max, Charles or anyone who knows them. When they are racing I support them as drivers but when I am writing about them then I suppose they are fan fiction tools. That doesnā€™t make them any less human. I find that writing fan fiction about events helps me set the emotions around a race aside rather than carry that negativity around with me.Ā 
In short, I think you need to stop being rude to people online (anonymously no less), stop trying to regulate other peopleā€™s reactions to things and stop taking away other peopleā€™s fun and/or emotional outlets. Charles wonā€™t thank us for it, he doesnā€™t even know we exist!Ā 
If you think this is some gotcha moment I can assure you that it is not. If Charles has another bad race (and I say if because please let Ferrari regroup and come back stronger) but if he has another bad race you best believe that I am fictionally going to make Max fuck him either harder next time thanks to this ask, so hard that Charles wonā€™t remember what team he drives for. I therefore respectfully suggest you block this account to save yourself future stress.
Peace and love and all that though, thanks for stopping by šŸ˜‚šŸ˜˜Ā 
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fabbyf1 Ā· 3 months ago
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Regarding that consent reblog: I appreciate the way you handle consent, education and kink in your fics so much! I love kink in fics, I love fics that are deep dead dove territory, but nothing makes me nope out more quickly than a story that has dubious consent or rape, but doesn't address it narratively or even downplays it. I read a published erotica novel recently that a friend recommended and I was close to tears by how upsetting I found the way it dealt with consent. I have no issue with reading rape, and do read it occasionally, but I find it fucked up when non-consensual situations are downplayed to something just slightly toxic, but acceptable. After that, I had even more appreciation for how you write. Specifically the warming verse made me re-evaluate how I would approach certain kink conversations with a partner. So, thank you!
tl;dr kate's rambling again but this time about consent
šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ thank you for writing all this out, bestie. this was very well said and i'm so glad that you enjoy the way i handle consent/kink in my fics!
i know not everybody likes talking about it, and clearly some people don't want it in fics at all (though i don't think they're readers of mine. i've received a lot of weird anon hate and "constructive criticism" over the years and never once has it been like "ew you write too much consent" lmfao) but it's always nice to know that people are enjoying the way i write it.
believe it or not, i never set out to be a smut writer šŸ˜‚ if you go back to the very beginning of my ao3 history, i reallllllly struggled with smut at first. my first dabble into smut was in my 1D fic (which has little to no smut) and it took me ACTUAL MONTHS to write one scene. it just wasn't something i ever saw myself doing. but even though this is fanfiction and not all that serious, i still feel responsible to make it as realistic as possible.
mostly because that's what i like to read, but partly because... i think it's important people read it.
it's easy to get sort of... lost in ao3 kink/smut/dead dove stuff when you're consuming SO much of it (or too much of it) which sort of goes in line with what you were saying about non-consensual situations being downplayed to something just slightly toxic.
i feel (personally. this is different for everyone, but i'm sure some people can relate) you can easily get into a bad place where the lines of reality start to blur and you can almost... forget? that there's a difference between fanfic smut and real life sexual encounters. and i never want any of my readers to forget that they should ALWAYS advocate for their safety, for their consent, and for any other thing my characters talk about.
i never want any of my readers to go out looking for a kinky relationship (especially if they only realized they might be into that from reading my fics) and forget to protect themselves. because their safety is more important to me than views. it is more important to me than pleasing random anons who are just looking to get off and not reading the full story. and it is definitely more important to me than ao3 kudos.
i'm 33 years old, and i've found myself in too many situations in my life where i haven't always felt heard or safe in my surroundings. and if i can gentle-parent my readers into always remembering that consent is sexy and that their safety is valid and important and not worth leaving out of a silly fanfiction, than i can sleep soundly at night.
thank you.
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allylikethecat Ā· 7 months ago
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ally!! oh my!! iā€™m so glad youā€™re feeling better! heatstroke is no joke and sun poisoning is the worst. (this is why iā€™m a autumn/winter person myself haha) but take your time and weā€™ll be here !!
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Ahhh Hello My Dear Smoothie Anon!
Thank you so much! I am finally feeling better thank goodness! I was so angry that my body shut down on me like that (especially since I basically did it to myself and should KNOW BETTER by now I've lived here for six years) I had plans this weekend!! I was supposed to do social things in addition to writing! Annnnd instead I did none of that RIP. I LOVE autumn that is my happy time! The winters were I live now aren't bad but I hated them growing up - I am NOT a snow person omg (I basically moved to the surface of hell to get AWAY from the snow lol I may have over compensated) But yeah it wasn't full on like "go to the hospital your innards are cooking" heatstroke but that more unfortunate and common mild version where you just feel like shit and can't cool down. And then you feel like shit so you don't eat and it's a horrible cycle. RE: sun poisoning though omfg that is the actual worst thing ever I actually ended up in the ER with sun poisoning when I was a kid one time (my poor parents were beside themselves) and now I am like the sun protection police. I live in a very hot sunny place and I wear long sleeves all summer, I have an extensive collection of wide brim hats and I will be reapplying 80 SPF sunscreen every 60 minutes. I also will find the smallest sliver of shade possible and will hide in it. I am not fucking around when it comes to the sun. HOWEVER, I still managed to get myself over heated and greatly paid the price šŸ˜ž
Thank you so much for the kind message and the well wishes! I apologize once again for being dramatic and not having any of the promised updates ready :( Hopefully I can get us back onto our regularly scheduled programming soon!
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holylulusworld Ā· 1 year ago
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Looking for some recommendations by you or your kind followers šŸ„°
Steve or Bucky mafia / mob or abo series
And Henry Cavill series (I've fallen into a big rabbit hole of lusting over that man lol)
I've read all of your stories so much Lulu, like Consolidation Bride is like my number 1 series. I reread it often sometimes when I walk my dog or when I'm moody and on my periodšŸ˜‚.
Hi lovely. Aw, I'm happy someone loves Consolation Bride as much as I do. I'm tempted to write a sequel, I just don't know when.
Let's see, I will list the blogs coming to my mind in random order. I hope I don't forget half of the people I follow...
I highly recommend @angrythingstarlight's blog for Mafia AUs. She has wonderful Mafia AUs for Bucky.
@navybrat817 has great stories for Bucky & Steve & Henry's characters. Check her Bucky list for Mafia stories.
@kinanabinks has an awesome Mafia Bucky x Best Friend (fairy) series. You can find it here: MOB!BUCKY MASTERLIST
@jtargaryen18 has a wonderful Mafia Steve / arranged marriage story called His Inheritance (ongoing). I got it on my reading list.
@sinner-as-saint has all your little heart desires, including mafia AUs, A/B/O and so much more.
@biteofcherry has great a/b/o & mafia stories for Steve. I think some are dark, so check the warnings for triggers.
@smutsonian has this mafia Steve I just discovered and need to read.
@buckyalpine has a story called pretty little thing with Mob Bucky. It's on my reading list.
You are looking for Henry & his roles? Fear not. Look at @littlefreya's blog. Here's her "stories" masterlist. There is a drabbles masterlist in her bio too.
Do you need more Henry? Here you go: @viking-raider will help you out.
@waiting4inspiration has an Alpha Bucky series.
These are the ones coming to my mind atm. If anyone has stories for nonnie to read, please feel free to add them to his post. šŸ˜Š
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